#i just really wanted to adress this??
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Man, I feel like every clip I see from Pints with Aquinas lately Matt Fradd is demeaning women. Really sad to see it, I used to love his interviews :/
#lilac rambles#pints with aquinas#matt fradd#catholic#if anyone knows of anyone who has adressed this (not a paid substack. im very broke rn and only looking for podcast type things)#please let me know about it#honestly it feels like every other day someone i really admired turns to our polarized culture of hate#i was watching his recent interview with jason evert and jason is saying all these beautiful things about how the women he's encountering#who are dressing immodestly or being promiscuous or engaging in the culture are deeply wounded and matt just keeps jumping in with all these#reminders that yeah thats great and all but dont forget women suck too#and like. we know! we know the ways we suck! the entire red pilled manosphere spends a lot of time pointing it out to us!#but if you dont want women constantly pointing out the ways men have failed us then for the love of goodness please stop taking every moment#where someone is talking about female woundedness to talk about Why All Women Except Your Wife And Friends' Wives Suck#im just feeling very let down
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The Best Chrismukkah Ever, 1x13.
The Perfect Storm, 3x05
#the oc#marissa cooper#ryan atwood#ryissa#gifs_self#mischa barton#i have a lot of frustration with marissa's alcoholism in the show#i mean mostly how they adress it (or dont)#it's frustrating here because i dont mind ryan's expression of the situation but rather that the show is needlessly cruel to marissa w/ it#continuously#she's a young girl with a lot of issues and uses alcohol as a poor coping mechanism and is clearly reliant#and is treated by the narrative (and even ryan at times: see 2x09) so wrong#despite the mini rant...#i like this parallel#marissa and ryan having bad parents !#i had to say all this because i want my intentions clear vs anyone w/ negative feels towards marissa...#dont bring that here...#nah just deeped it she was struggling for three seasons and they didnt help her with that longterm issue once😂😂😂(im not laughing)#theocedit#00sedit#teendramaedit#feel like shwartz was trying to compare dawn and marissa when really marissa has held small resemblances to kirsten...#not getting too 'freudian' w/ this show they were already doing insane shit for 4 seasons#1x13#3x05
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why does it seem so impossible for theory people .. or any people really to even consider that rauru isnt the firstest of the first kings of hyrule, its been remade so many times already and the 'forgotten era of myth' might as well have included hyrule being forgotten; instead its always messing with the old titles and timeline and im so TIRED
is it rly some sort of complex to HAVE to connect the new stuff to the old titles somehow?? again i get that theorizing and all that can mean anythign but i havent seen anyone even bring up the fact that maybe, this is just a new hyrule and rauru was just the first guy on this one to call himself king, maybe the name hyrule survived but it didnt connect back to a kingdom so hey jsut thought thats a neat old name lets call it that, hell, maybe it was a surname of sonia even so he literally just called the kingdom after her not knowing its been called that since the beginning of time, wouldnt that be a cool coinsidence!! and also rly sweet of him!! like him being called rauru!! like a guy loooong long before him that no one knows of bc its been so long its long been forgotten he ever existed! isnt that cool and somber connection!
id also love if someone could just kinda ... consider botw/totk(uhg) as their own thing, like, i love the old titles, but i also love them as being done, their era has ended, this is a new era, what if we could just ... view this new era as their own thing without having to chain every little bit of dialog to the old titles
i really wish rauru/sonia never said they just founded hyrule, and zelda(i think) never called him the 'first' king bc apparently some people are unable to think oh this is a new hyrule and he was the first king of this one like i did but instead go into a rampage trying to make everyone believe totks past is somehow canonically right after fucking SKYWARD SWORD; like ... some people take every line of dialog like wayyy to literally, rauru probably THOUGHT he was the one who founded this kingdom bc he literally couldnt know any better with everything of the old stuff being so loong forgotten already, hes just some dude and not literal god who knows it all, characters can be wrong even when they believe they are right!!
(yes i am annoying about this bc i hate this on a personal level)
like .. i cant be the only one who thinks botw to be of a new era so long after all the old titles its basically a new world entirely, with no direct links to anything in the past, with references and callbacks from all old legends, but still a new world, without chains to the old, reoccuring names and happenings haunting it just the same as it did all the ones before them yet not being aware this has been happening over and over .... .. and, after it was said that oh rauru was the name of the 'first' king of hyrule, immediately thought oh shit he founded this new hyrule coolio (lets ignore how much i grew to dislike totk in general, i was hopeful still at that point) (lets also ignore how many problems totk alone has with its own damn lore for this ok, its its own mess that dragged botw into its mess but that doesnt mean it ALSO has to drag literally every single other game into its mess too)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#ganondoodles rants#like uuuuuauuauauuauauauauagh#this take of ooooh totks past retcons all the old titles is so UHG I HATE IT#or it messing with stuff of the old stuff#STOP LET THEM REST FFS#id find it much more intersting if they only talked about the rules and established lore of botw totk and made theories around tha-#oh wait totk cant even keep its own lore in check#sorry my brain feels like its biting on stone whenever i see that kind of take like its canon#anyway i dont know how i keep coming across stuff like that#and while it may seem adressive .. which i kidna ma in this case its really just yelling it into the world#i dont want to idk hunt anyone down lol#i am not that deranged#just very pasionate about stuff so i go loud where i can#which is da internet weehoo
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I'm not usually a person to post on many serious matters not regarding fandom on here, but as someone who watched a lot of his stuff and posted about him in the past a bunch, I just wanted to say that I'm no longer am going to interacting with any of Wilbur's content and if you support Wilbur Soot then please don't follow my blog because you are not welcome here. All strength and love to Shubble in this ✊
#just felt i should adress this stuff cause its. yeah#its so messed up#his music really helped me through some messed up stuff and even if i wanted to listen to it now i couldn't even enjoy it i don't think#its just. man#i havent been watching much of sbi and their friends since technos passing but like. this still is such a punch for some reason#glad shubble is in a better situation now and that she had the strength to come out with this. this is such a mess#tw abuse#Wilbur soot#im not gonna make more posts about it or rb much stuff if its not support for shubble#cause i try really hard to have my blog be a positive space for myself and for people who enjoy my art and my blog#but like. wilbur is such a godawful person and its like. with dream i just always thought he was annoying asshole#if not an absolutely awful person although you know i don't rule it out#but with Wilbur like. i never thought about him this way and now that i do a lot of stuff feels. well bad#there are a lot of things that seem really bad with this context.#its just. man. what a fucking asshole. don't even have words for this
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I'm gonna adress this once because it's becoming a bit annoying.
No I won't draw your ocs, stop treating asks like they're free commissions. It's a jerky way to ask for free art. Help me set up actual, paying commissions and then we'll talk.
You can still ask for stuff, say ideas or anything, don't let this discouraged you but be mindful of what you send, treat others with the respect you want to be treated.
Thank you.
#stop asking me to draw things just because. I'm a human being unfortunately. not a machine#whatever I can do you can too. go spend 5€ to buy materials because on average thats how much it costs me (paper. pencil. eraser. pen)#if you don't have that money draw on your phone idk#I will be deleting asks that just want free art.#“I really like your artstyle” I don't care at this point. I'm being rude now but it was rude to start asking for free art in the first plac#I understand ya'll probably minors but I am an adult and I do have better things to do#'I really like your cooking can I have a free cake?' no you can't. same thing. you can bake your own cake if you want it#it's unfair to 'punish' everyone so I consider keeping the ask box open because I do get asks that are interesting#and I like talking to people whenever possible. but this? no.#I don't like to be taken advantage of#thank you#i feel like an asshole#for even trying to adress this. but what can I do?#not art#text
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I wanna hear one of your Emmrook ideas for the WIP folder ask 👀
I read that wrong and nearly gave you all of them, haha.
Currently I am torn between giving you "Holding him when he needs it", "Being in bed and angsting over loosing each other", "Kisses" and "Worship" and "hold the strap(or where the prostate gets properly stimulated)" and "wine tasting and shenanigans(smut?)" and-
But I believe that "Holding him when he needs it" is what I d like to talk about. Because that man needs to be held. He gives and gives and does not allow himself to be comforted like he needs it.
And my idea is that after loosing his parents, growing up in poverty, his everlasting fear of death, giving up lichdom and nearly loosing Manfred and the fear of loosing rook just come crashing down on him one day. Maybe it is after rook comes out of the fade prison or even after everything is over.
And Siobhan clocks that he is trying to be strong and in control and taking care of everyone else and she just holds him and he breaks. She lets him cry. Maybe she sings a lullaby for him (she is no natural singer but it does not matter; its her voice soothing him and he just lets himself be cradled for once)
She makes him tea and kisses his tear tracks and holds him steady
Now that I am writing it, I would like to make a 3 chapter thing out of this. One where she takes care of him, one where he takes care of her and one where they take care of each other. Entangled in each other, maybe on a little trip to see the world before he resumes his teachings. Or maybe just laying together on a couch, happy to hold each other, after they spend the day outside teaching Manfred magic.
You see there is a lot of maybe. But that man needs some comfort and even if Rook is the therapist for everyone from the Veilguard, Emmrich also tends to take care of others and not let himself be taken care of. And I would love for them to be the person for each other that knows and catches the other.
#Emmrook#askgame#Foldergame#spoilers for emmrichs storyline and later game so i gotta tag spoilers hold on#da:tv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#emmrich spoilers#veilguard spoilers#now to resume to the yapping:#i want to hold him#he is just always working and researching and guiding#and I just know there is so much trauma and grief and fear inside him that he does not really adress#so for him to rest and be reassured#and shown that he is allowed to feel that#and that he is safe now#chefskiss#i would say somebody write that but I am actually going to write that#and there is probably already a fic like that out there
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Warden Rook ily, you deserve better than this. Someone please ask them about their feelings after Weisshaupt.
#I doubt it’s going to happen but I also would really like another warden to actually adress rook as ‘watden Thorne’ instead of just#Rook/ Warden Rook#datv spoilers#datv#datv genuinely has made me fall in love with the grey wardens. I liked them so far in da:o too#:) grey wardens (:#which btw does the game ever bring up how rook got the nickname#because at least with a warden rook it’s shown that it from before Varric got them#I doubt that other warden who adresses rook as ‘warden rook you graduated a little bit before me’#just magically caught onto a nickname Varric gave rook#I don’t want it spoiled if it is adressed but like#anyways#I would love Rook to get more personal things#i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again#I hate it when main characters are treated as bland vessels for the stories progression#rather than characters themselves#rook is better at being an actual titular character than other characters I can think of#but they still lack the entire personal emotion part of it
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I see who follows and sometimes check, but not always so some may have gotten through
To people following Stitcher especially, i remind that this character and blog have mentions of gore, murder, torture and such
It is NOT a sfw blog !
You should not be following if you are not comfortable with the topics or under the age of 16 at least
I felt that this reminder was needed, not directed at anyone in particular, but to those who see this, please share and make sure to stay safe. The content of this blog will be heavy and upsetting at times.
#welcome home au#welcome home multiverse#stitcher julie#creator talking#i needed to adress this#not really directed at anyone in particular other than the people that shouldn't be here#i have some people I blocked because I saw in their bios that they are too young or wants to see only sfw#some others are on thin ice#i'm sorry#i just want to protect people from seeing upsetting stuff while not ready
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It's a small world
A fic about various things I wanted to write about instead of rambling about them; focuses on Manta and Hannah. The whole thing is under the cut.
Manta didn’t expect his and Hannah’s connection to fizzle out the way it did.
Not that he was expecting anything specific; She wasn’t someone he would really consider a friend. At the same time, though, he couldn’t deny that they weren’t exactly strangers, either. They hung out sometimes, she tried to help him during his illegal race against Corto, and they bonded over how great they thought Teach tech was – something that left a bitter taste in his mouth now.
He would have expected some kind of a lukewarm goodbye, or an awkward wave as they stepped onto the boats meant to take them to their homes. But as the boat steering towards the Solar Sea took off, there was no exchange between them - in fact, he wasn’t even anywhere nearby, instead preparing for his and Shino’s attempt at getting a better life for themselves.
He did think then if he should have approached her outburst the day before the way he did. Back then, he didn’t see it as anything more than a show of weakness; she wouldn’t have lasted a day in what he had to live through on Polaris. Why should she get sympathy for being a double-crosser? For only feeling bad now that it was too late anyway, now that Gavinda’s plan was in full swing?
But it wasn’t too late. Not to her and the Tikis, anyway. And she did her part in fighting against Teach…
Unlike him, at first.
No, Hannah wasn’t weak. After everything, Manta could tell that much.
Maybe he shouldn’t have underestimated how cruel Teach could have been to her. Maybe that shouldn’t have been his last words to her.
“Oh well. Too bad”, he thought, going back to packing his stuff. What’s done is done.
He hasn’t really thought about this, or anything related to the Mirages, for the next few months. He had more important things on his mind - building a new life from scratch with Shino (and Debbie) on an entirely new island was challenging enough to take away any time he could have had for reminiscing about his old acquaintances from the Whale Cup.
They weren’t on his mind these few months later, as he was walking through one of the lesser known alleys of Tortuga to his boat, either - at least not until he saw a familiar looking silhouette walking through one of the streets he’d usually pass.
“Hannah?” He called out instinctively, more out of surprise than anything else.
“Oh– hi, Manta.” She replied, turning around to face him. “Been a while, huh?”
“Yeah, but– What are you doing here?”
“On Tortuga? I came for the Rotor Punch, obviously.” She shrugged. “But, I wanted to see how you’re doing with my own two eyes while I’m here, too.”
“You heard of me?” He asked, squinting his eyes.
“Duh. It’d be harder to not hear of the famous White Tiger, honestly.” She said, leaning on the wall next to her. “You’re taking Aquagram by storm– You know that, right?”
He shrugged and made an indecipherable hum. Debbie did tell him that he was getting more popular day by day, but he never really got interested in how popular he was outside of Tortuga, exactly. His winning streak mattered to him more than whatever she was doing over on her hologlove.
“Wait, but– Rotor Punch? You’re competing?”
“What, you think I can’t handle it?”
“It’s just– I didn’t know if you’d still be racing after… Everything.”
Hannah frowned for a short second, but quickly smirked instead.
“It takes more than that to make me quit, you know. I managed to get into Solar Empire’s drone guard.”
She crossed her arms, still leaning on the wall.
“So, I’m the one representing the Empire this year.”
“Oh, wow. You got yourself a solid position, huh?” He said, walking over and sitting down on the stairs next to her. “How’d you even do that?”
“Eh, turns out getting to the finals of the Whale Cup was good enough of an achievement to sign up. Only had to climb a few ranks after that.”
“Pshf, sounds easy.” He teased. She only hummed in response.
“What about Adam? Is he participating with you?”
A slight grimace showed up on Hannah’s face. Manta wasn’t sure how to decipher what emotion it was supposed to show.
“...No, he’s not. He hasn’t reached out to me after Teach’s defeat.”
“Oh.” Manta said. “...Sorry.”
“It’s fine.” Hannah sighed, sitting next to him on the stairs.
“...I haven’t tried to reach him, either. At first I thought I should, since Teach manipulated him, too, but… He was always more invested in her plans than I was. It seems like we both picked our sides.”
“...I see.”
“Yeah.”
A moment of silence fell upon them.
“And you’re…not worried?”
Hannah glared at him for a few seconds before deciding on an answer.
“I… don’t know. I have mixed feelings about it all.” She stated, resting her chin on her hand.
“Teach was cruel to him, too. She’s not going to suddenly do a 180. But, if that was his choice, then–”
She suddenly waved with the same hand in the air, leaning back.
“--so be it! I’m not going to chase after someone who made up their mind!”
She let out something between a groan and a sigh, hiding her face with her hands for a moment.
“...What’s it to you, anyway? I didn’t take you for the type to talk about this kinda stuff.”
Manta shrugged, looking somewhere else.
“You were the one who said it’s been a while.”
“Heh– yeah, that’s true.” She chuckled. “I guess it did a number on you.”
“Hmm.”
They sat for a moment in silence before Hannah stood up from the stairs.
“...Well, I should go. I take it you’re taking part in the Rotor Punch too, right?”
“Of course. Who do you take me for?”
“Yeah, thought so.” She smirked again, turning back to go about her way.
“I’ll see you around, then. Just don’t expect me to go easy on you.”
“Psh, as if I’d need that. But yeah. See you around.” He replied, also getting up from the sidewalk.
As he got back to walking to his boat, he felt a sense of a relief he didn’t expect.
Turns out, he was sorta glad to see her again.
#i dont really know why anyone would do this but just to be sure?? don't tag as ship? like any relation mentioned in this#droners#droners hannah#droners manta#droners season 2#droners fanfic#i mentioned in the tags of that adam ramble that i was thinking of hannah's POV too but wanted to write it. well. heh#its done finally#at first i was kind of surprised to see that she didn't even mention him but as i thought about it it did make sense#we don't really know much abt what they went through long-term together but afawk hannah has no idea abt what happened in the titan#meaning she doesnt even know adam was taken by teach against his will#from her POV he might as well be staying on her side willingly. and maybe she is upset about it#but unless he's mentioned by someone else she's moving forward & not thinking about him#which honestly good for her that she's not letting this bring her down#there is also the fact that its been a few months#even if this 'moving forward' would be harder at first she had time to get used to it#so. yea#still hoping that they'll adress it in the show#but i don't really feel her not acknowledging all this as OOC
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thinking about leaving my irl friends group chat bc it’s turned into the person i’m trying to distance myself from posting nonstop life updates and ai generated selfies while absolutely steamrolling anyone else’s attempts to actually interact with each other 🙃🙃🙃
#i think I’ve just kind of outgrown this friend group which is really sad but also like…i can’t just sit here and watch this go down#and nobody backs me up when i try to adress the behavior bc they’re all like ‘that’s just how he is#like y’all just bc it’s a pattern of behavior doesn’t make it okay???#I’m so annoyed right now i need to take a second to think about what I actually want to do but i really just want to cut contact#fern whispers
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#god DAMMIIT if I'm judging my the topics of memes she sends me this girl is practically throwing herself at me#and I'm really into her too#but I'm not ready to date someone living 3000 miles away#(well 2986 but who's counting am I right?)#I do want to move back there anyway its just... fuck man#also I don't particularly want to ask her out over text#for the record next time I'm over there my plan is to invite her to the waterfront for ice cream around sunset#that's romantic right?#anyway it would be nice to adress it head on but my socially anxious ass ain't doing that#until we're face to face
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Anyway I never voiced my opinion about this but man for all the hype it got the barbie movie SUCKED
#barbie movie#like i'm sorry but it was PAINFUL to get through all the way and one of the few movies i almost walked out of#(but tickets are expensive)#it was just. so disconnected from everything#it has some really good stand alone scenes and concepts like a toy meeting their creator#but it fails so bad in any other way that it feels painfully childish#the world building makes zero sense. and not in a fun way#just in a lazy way#the characters are all so unlikeable#it brings up so many plot points that are immediately dropped or never adressed again#(another barbie has escaped before / they have to capture barbie etc. that never amounted to anything)#and all the criticism to capitalism/sexism was PAINFULLLLL#it's so childish and watered down and rainbow capitalism and unaware and oh my God#it doesnt feel like it gets what it wants to criticize#it could have been a fun movie overall about growing up or a toy in the real world but it tried to be too much at the same time#anyway it was bland and painfully bad and ive never seen anyone on tumblr agree so here have an original post for once
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my favourite headcanon for glass sorenson is that she came down with farm station and watched them murder luke right in front of her eyes (or kidnap him or something cause i love tragic lovers but she deserves to be happy) and so she’s one of the first people to join pike’s militia and turn vengeful, and her best friend wells (he lives too cause this is my canon now) is trying to get through to her but she won’t hear it cause all she wants is justice and to get her oldest friend clarke griffin out of polis and away from harm (they’re friends too fight me on this i dare you)
(also sorry about the tags i didn’t know i had that rant in me 😭😭)
#the 100#the 100 novels#kass morgan#glass sorenson#please explain to me why she wasn’t in the show#actually dont i dont want excuses 😭😭#shes my babyyyyy#and this is my favourite headcanon for her#i think that after everything that happened to her she deserved to stab someone#i also think having someone explicitly in the younger main cast who was affected by the farm station massacre would help highlight why they#refused to trust grounders and wanted vengeance for what happened to them#because it feels like the show was going for a whole black and white youre wrong thing#which sucked#cause you literally hear hannah and pike say that the CHILDREN who were just PLAYING IN THE SNOW were the first to die#and then the writers are like but how DARE they want retribution#also im sorry but lexa was so stupid to think the ice queens body would be enough#everyone was so for jus drein jus daun but when they demanded the grounders responsible it was literally never adressed#and they didn’t even see the ice queen die#lexa just wanted to hand them her body and be like okay its done now stop causing problems#also she did literal shit to help because a whole ass SEASON later some of farm station are still alive being held as SLAVES by the ones#who attacked them#and if the main group didnt go after the ship for ita resources they would have died their in praimfaya or died through the labour#like please explain to me why the writers just brushed this aside and then made BELAMY the guy who lost someone he loved and was manipulate#the villain of that season like the fuck????????#not saying they had a right to go around massacring villages im not an idiot that was too far but the people who are like oh they were#murdering children how could they 😔😔#like the grounders didnt kill children FIRST and get NO FUCKING CONSEQUENCES pisses me off to no end#also im really supposed to see skaikru as villains fot wanting vengeance when literally 99.99% of the grounders we meet wanted it and the#ones who didnt DIED for chosing peace because the rest refused to abadon violence like titus and lincoln literally say lexa would DIE for#wanting peace and changing her ways cause her people would MURDER her and yet skaikru were evil for wanting justice
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the grace and mercy of Allah is so limitless and comes from places unexpected
#i have an issue going on with a friend which is basically: i adress something then we lose touch bc she goes to hiding#this happened again and after 3 months she suddenly came to say i'll give you a gift are you in town. but didnt show up#and so i decided i will text her and speak my mind in a voice memo. with an attached short text message so she knows what's up#the past few days i've been feeling so desperate for a reply bc i really finally just want her to TALK instead of refusing to face it#so i've been making dua especially today#guess what happens. i just suddenly feel careless about a reply. i dont feel like begging and yelling anymore#i still hope of course that she finally talks. but also i'm winning the idgaf war i think puhaha#nesi rants
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Something I found out re-reading the script and typing about FE Tellius in general :
In the final chapter of FE10's Part 3, when Pelleas is dead, Almedha explains a bit of backgroud information to Miccy and the DB peeps - the convo flows differently if Pelleas is alive or was killed earlier on, but for this post, I'll use the convo she has when Pelleas died, aka when Almedha is at her lowest point ever :
Tauroneo: “I remember the horror of that disease. King Ashnard took the throne after the plague killed most of the royal family, including his father. The tragedy is still fresh in my mind.” Almedha: “That was no disease. It was the curse of a blood pact.” Tauroneo: “What?!” Almedha: “It was all plotted by my husband in a bid to claim the throne of Daein. He used the curse… to steal the lives of his family and citizens…”
tfw no dakimakura for Ashnard :(
Almedha: “Ashnard, he… always worried about the future of a world without equals. He was born an outstanding man, wise beyond his age, yet could never become king. So to shape his ideal world, he decided to resort to underhanded schemes. That’s right… he tricked his father into signing a blood pact with a traveling wise man.”
Note that Almedha still calls him an outstanding man, "wise beyond his age" after dropping earlier how he fucking killed his family and several randoms to gain the throne - it's just some "underhanded scheme" uwu.
-> bar showing Almedha has interesting feelings regarding Ashnard even after everything that happened to her, her son and her brother, she knew Ashnard was the kind of dude who would kill his family and his randoms to get the throne, and yet still remained by his side. That mutual attraction must have been hella strong!
Anyways, we have a follow up about who or what the "traveling wise man" did :
Tauroneo: “Who was he!? That wise man…?” Almedha: “I do not know the details… To cure my illness, that man gathered at Daein the most bizarre people on the continent… Izuka was one of those people. He said he was a scholar studying the properties of wildlife… but, in truth he was nothing more than a madman hell bent on developing biological weapons… Oh ho ho ho.”
What illness is Almedha refering to ? The "cannot transform in a laguz anymore" illness?
So, timeline wise we have :
Ashnard and Almedha meet, they develop a "strong mutual attraction", Ashnard meets Lekain and tricks his dad to sign a blood pact with Lekain so the royal family dies and he gets his ticket for the throne (random peons dying is just some unfortunate casualty!), Soren is born, Almedha becomes "ill".
Lekain gathers randoms at Daein, including fucking Izuka, to officially search for a "cure" to her illness or "study the properties of wildlife" - but actually starts to work on his Feral Ones project...
Soren has no stats, so Ashnard "reject" him and later casts Almedha away, but not before using Soren, as a bait, to lure Rajaion and ultimately turn him - and a red dragon platoon - in a Feral One.
The Tellius recollection book says she had a mental and emotional shock after losing her powers AND after witnessing Rajaion becoming Ashnard's mount.
So is Almedha going all "lol." actually representing how broken she is? At this point, her son was killed, she's still sure Rajaion died because of her and connected 2+2 = 4 : while Solon pretended to look for a cure to heal her, he was actually refining the Feral One drug to use on her older brother.
Despite everything, she doesn't seem to have a particular resentment at Ashnard, nor call him names. Almedha might lash out at random people (Miccy, Tauroneo), but imo, she sees herself as the biggest reason why the tragedy (the loss of her son, her brother, etc etc) happened - and I can't really shake away the feeling that it is fueled by her sudden loss of power.
Tl;Dr : Almedha, per that book, "descended into madness" when she lost her powers due to mating with a Beorc (and witnessing Rajaion turned into a Feral One).
Peak anti-racism duology : Laguz can die twice when they procreate with a Beorc, first they become "crippled", and second, they lose their mind. Very Progressive (tm) writing.
#Tellius stuff#seriously why isn't this adressed?#you're right people this game cannot be released nowadays#unless Lehran and Almedha's stories are heavily retooled#and given how important Lehran is to the plot#idk#Almedha isn't that much but it's more about her son#and the tragedy of his family#Goldoa fam#I really like Almedha and all of her messy and complicated parts#but with the current fandom? She can't exist lol#tfw Ashnard was attracted to power and Almedha maybe just wanted to fig#'study the properties of wildlife'#imagine if Almedha supposes her blood tests/whatever were used to create the feral one drug#and it was ultimately used on Rajaion??#the levels of guilt that character must be feeling is insane lol
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Absolutely feral that after getting kicked from heaven and falling down for 9 whole days (and then staying burning in agony in a pit of fire down in hell for another 9 days) s.atan and his army of millions of fallen angels just crawl from the shores of hell, decide to make a hugeass palace for themselves and then discuss what the heck are they going to do now, only to come to the conclusion that the way to hurt god the most would be to destroy his newest creation (men) which from then on they can further take on earth and make it their new kingdom (bc during the council, one of the fallen angels argued that even if they made a new kingdom in hell, at the end of the day they are still essentially 'trapped' in a box, so would that even count as a triumph?)
#;ooc#ooc#;about#about#what i find most interesting is that despite the hatred and all; there are a lot of points during the story where#s.atan laments the current situation in a way;#i wish i could list them but that would take ages of revisiting OUGH#like at one point when he arrives at the garden of eden#and sees just how immensely beautiful it is (mind u he and the rest of the fallen angels have met for the first time the concept of agony#and pain when they fell from heaven) he sorts of goes through a crisis about how he laments things#but then he's like;; no no this isnt what i want what i want is POWER and basically goes like#if i cant have this no one can; and just proceeds with his plan of corruption#anyways i think the title of the universe' first sin to adress him is kinda cool title ngl#its like; as a human it makes u sort of sympathize with him but then u realize that all this guilt and stuff#isn't really coming from a greater good in his heart to want the best; it comes from greed; jealousy; hatred; pride; etc etc#or well; i dunno i found it so troubling that we can sort of understand more his logic than the logic of angels & god#there's s o much philosophy and theological debates stacked that i dont think I can properly put words into it#bc again im a baby in all of this#but it really is very interesting#like i dunno; something something about how they WANT retribution; or better said; vengeance against god#they want to inflic this new found pain back#and finding that the best solution to revindicate themselves would be to destroy his creation#that's like feral man i dunno it makes me just -HANDS ON FACE-#bc supposedly god loves his creation with all his heart so its like; to destroy that;; what would that make him feel?#and also;; if god created all angels; why did he create an angel that could feel these emotions?#that quote that went something like 'why did you create me to be flawed' AGH I CANT REMMEBER IT WELL#i know theres something about free will that is discussed a lot in the story but#its so complicated to put into words im just gonna go OUITRTROI
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