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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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the thing they don't tell you about most mlm romance books is that they fucking suck ass
#thinking about like. rw&rb. anything by that author that wrote boyfriend material. most anything on kdp. only one i fw was ari and dante but#even then the random transphobia at the end gave a real bad taste in my mouth#im just in a hater mood rn ignore this unless youre also a hater#but anyways that boyfriend material and the sequel husband material books fucking suck so bad#couldnt even finish the second one#felt like it was trying to make a comment on the queer community but in the most lame and het conformist way possible#literally having a boring lawyer character being like ' i dont feel represented by this#when hes talking about a rainbow decorated gay bar#like ok whatever man but why do we care? why is the author trying to moralize this? why does teh prose suck and why is so much casual#bigotry against welsh people in these books#like fr they call out british bigotry against the irish and then turn around#and every welsh character is bumbling idiot with no personality besides being an idiot and talking about being welsh#like. hello???#also i keep adding to these tags but anyways the author also tried to like#make the main character out to be the bad guy?? when his ex boyfriend exposed all his secrets to the press??#and the author like. portrayed the mc as the bad guy for being upset?? like that is what the second book is about???#its so stupid and victim blamely and utterly lame like these books are so uninspired and feel like the author was just. idk???#also dont get me started on how much i hated rw&rb and finished it#i think i have a post somwhere on this blog abtout it
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so funny to me how ppl on tumblr will read a post that says, within the post, SEVERAL times, “hey this isn’t super well-thought out discussion and shouldn’t be treated as such i’m just sharing an individual opinion and my word should not be taken as fact” and then refuse to understand that whether they agree or disagree with the op
#marzi speaks#before anyone asks this isn’t a reference to anything in particular. just a trend i’ve noticed here#someone will go ‘i’m kinda emotional rn so this post probably won’t be the most well-constructed i’m kinda just venting’#and then either be like ‘THIS OPINION IS THE ONLY CORRECT OPINION TO HAVE THANK YOU OP FOR BEING RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING AND TEACHING US’#or ‘UMMMM no fuck this. fuck you. this one sentence felt vaguely aggressive to me and therefore you are WRONG and HATEFUL’#‘and you need to apologize to me and everyone else bc you’re being a Shit Person’#like genuinely. i know this is the piss on the poor website but can we learn critical thinking. please#like we need to consider intended message. intended audience. and intended impact#if someone making a vent post on their blog with 20 followers uses highly emotional language#that is not them presenting a subjective argument as objective!#intended message: op is experiencing a negative feeling#intended audience: their 20 followers who know and understand that this is just someone expressing a frustration#intended impact: little to none. maybe receive comfort or validation#not every post made on the internet is someone giving a college lecture or a speech or even standing on a soapbox#it’s like hearing someone mutter to themselves in public and deciding that they were trying to teach a class#also not everyone who disagrees with you is trying to change your mind#that’s another thing i’ve noticed. many folks here view disagreements as a thing to be won and moralized. it’s kinda shit imo#anyways post done. funnily enough i feel the need to disclaim that this is not a smart mars post this is a ‘this thing annoys me’ mars post
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Mmm maybe there’s a psychological reason why I like vampires so much. Maybe it has something to do with isolation, poor social skills, and disordered eating. Perhaps it could also involve my horrible fear of time passing and my own impermanence, maybe just maybe the fact that my interest in vampire skews less towards ‘vampires are cool’ and more towards ‘I want to be a vampire’ says something about me.
Eh probably not
#vanpires#maybe I just have a biting kink.#maybe one of my biggest pics cravings has always been my own skin#perhaps I want to hide in the shadows and away from the rest of the world#I’m hated for not being human- for being a monster for hurting people- and not for things I can’t control#maybe I just want to be nocturnal#maybe vampires are cool#robin rambles#vent blog#tw ed mentioned#vampire kin#vampire aesthetic#augh I could probably write up a better sounding post if I put more than a milligram of thought into it#but rn yall get straight off the dome thoughts#I should finish Dracula#I absolutely refuse to read twilight tho
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ngl babes idk how much longer i can do this 😭
#personal#i know not everything is for me and thats fine#but idk im getting such fatigue with this band without it being the whole actual band#i know intimate gigs are important and special but like just continually doing these tiny runs#building up the hype and demand and the prices#knowing people keep getting their hopes up and get more desperate each time#and like saying everything is super limited and then adding more things#but never enough so that everyone gets a chance to experience something or is fully satisfied#it just feels super fucked like their management is just doing everything they can to squeeze every last penny out of people#without committing to a full tour#sorry im a bit drunk so im being quite hyperbolic but idk man im so over this whole project lol#i miss kyle and woody and will :(#like truly i look back at the old tour photos and im like those were the days 😭#this is now a full hate blog NOT just a joke hate blog#its not that deep lmao just im probably gonna not be so active with the blog until proper bas5 cause ampersand is pissing me off rn icl#girl imagine hating blue sky sm you start boycotting the entire album run 😭
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genuine question to folks i dont talk to on the daily: how do i go about making myself less intimidating? im constantly scared to step out of my bubble, but i also am a little tired of getting zero contact from others when i repeatedly ask for art requests / questions / ect ;-; i know im not a popular artist but at least i could try looking less like a threat?
#chattering#i AM fully willing to outright say if someones being an ass or rude but also... id like to actually do more again#i considered making a server or blog for my mod but i do NOT draw that much rn and the bullshit last year made me scared of. people#even more than i already was#so i kinda dont know what to do#honestly even just saying you dont hate me on anon would be nice at this point im doing real fuckin bad NDHDKDN
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my mind rn:
#yup i need to have my own post about these two together on my blog rn#guess that my agenda on these two together is still going stronger.....or should i say more stronger these days 🤭🤭🤭#you really can't convince me that these two are hating towards each other because what this are all about here??#or the one they played padel in singapore??? or even at monaco few days before monza gp??#and i can tell you more than both being padel besties actually#but yeah i just want to say this is so on my brand personally and they both did it once again for tumblr user gxtzeizm <33333#norrussell#landorge#lando norris#george russell#iz's babygirls
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i'm so bored and i need something to do but idk what that something is
#can anybody hear me?#i have tried art today but. good god do i hate looking at what i made and hating it#i know everyone who does art feels that way or whatever but like#MAN WHY DID I GIVE UP BEING A WEIRD ART KID IN MIDDLE SCHOOL I COULD BE SO GOOD NOW#i could be using my skills to run the -ler blog of my dreams rn#WHYYYYYY DID I GIVE UP DRAWING WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL#what did i even replace that hobby with ???? scrolling?????????? fml#i am about to start googling tutorials of how to draw basic things and just follow youtube tutorials for fun#anyways.#i think that i might go on a walk about it because my body feels weird and fluttery and usually that's a sign i need to MOVE#good lird i need to go back to college
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being jewish with zero affiliation to israel and rather a generational line of activists for palestine is a hard line to walk and sometimes i wish i could just fall off
#i hate zionist jews i hate i stand with israel signs in my neighborhood i hate leftists who write and speak and act like theyve never met an#actual jewish person in their life and believe that were all genocidal monsters (in spite of our own genocide which i assume will eventuall#flip around to leftist holocaust denial) i hate that people are blaming israeli civilians for the faults of their deeply corrupt government#i hate that i cant say zionism is inherently antsemitic without getting fucking maimed i fucking hate it here the world is on fire just#fucking let me burn#anyways#sorry#free palestine#any other#jumblr#girlies (gn) relating to my vent#bc im started to feel ashamed of myself my culture and my people#and its such a fucking shitty feeling#like i can barely look in palestine / gaza / etc. tag without seeing blindingly blatant antisemitism coming from left right and center#like just say you hate jews and fuck off#i cant look at this shit anymore fuck#idk why im so worked up about this rn i just. btwn weeding out all the zionist blogs i didnt know i followed and just being so fucking-#and weeding out all the antisemitic leftist blogs i didnt know i was supporting its all just crashing down#im so fucking tired#and im so fucking tired of having to defend myself any time i talk about the jewish experience in any of this#and im so fucking tired of people equating judaism with religion only#and im so fucking tired of the double standard of also equating with only one race#like there arent jews of every race#the reason you cant see any of this shit is because nearly a century later were still dealing with the aftermath of the 6mil person murder#were always at the cross roads of some ridiculous double standard or the scapegoat for when things are going badly#like fuck i just#dont want to have this fucking identity anymore it makes me a walking talking breathing living fucking target#idk what to do I'm just#desolate
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can all walter haters unite
#if you enjoy whatever they're doing with all that i'm super happy for you and ignore this post#if you also Hate It With All Your Being please interact with this post i need my fellow haters for emotional support#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#actual spoilers ahead#three two one and goooo#i will only like it during a rewatch if misty kills him by the end of the season or smth#otherwise they're ruining an insanely good character by trying to like. what. create a man version of her?#genuinely unless this ends in murder its the worst idea those writers ever had#also misty is much less fun in adult timeline for me rn both bc of all her scenes being with fcking walter#and bc her character SHINES when its contrasted with characters much different from her#walter is just like a poorly made dude copy of her or smth idk i dont care for his manic pixie dream man bullshit#anyways thats ALL for complaining. love everything else#yellowjackets blogging
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self-reblog spam because i came dangerously close to deleting everything off the face of the planet for the second time in two months 👍🏽
#texts.#instead i 'cleaned up' this blog.#i hate seeing my current number of followers god knows the only reason i don't delete is because i've had this blog for 12 years#and there are a lot of posts on here that i frequently revisit and don't want to lose.#but i'm pissed off and annoyed at the current state of the internet and everything feels fucking useless.#i know i'm just having a meltdown rn and i'm being mindful not to do anything impulsive but jesus fucking christ.
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never felt the phrase "un clavo saca a otro clavo" more than these past two weeks. can a nail PLEASE show up in my life soon
#i need to become obsessed w someone else i cant put up w this knowing that rn im just hurting myself#everytime i think of them. even tho i know the entire situation is better off like this#bc atp we are just hurting each other. they dont like me posting rants abt them on my blog that i blocked them on (this one)#and i hate it when they post abt their stupid ass situationship where i get jealous just thinking abt it#i know theyre not the person for me and i think deep down ive known it for a while even tho i didnt wanna admit it#and yet i still cant help wanting to need them. sorry for being so dramatic abt all of this hopefully i will shut up soon#hopefully a nail shows up in my life and it can take the other nail (exgf) out#ta esborrare
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one of these days i'm going to write up all that i've changed from azzarello's bullshit era and the one (1) piece i've kept from milligan (and also changed) and the only thing currently stopping me is that it is going to be so, so inside-baseball incomprehensible. and i almost never want to go reading/screencapping azzarello and milligan to add references but i Want to add references.
canon is goop, just know that we continue to ride the bus down "hellblazer ended at #250 and looks like swiss cheese before that" street.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i'm doing page maintenance before i fuck off to work rip it's got me thinking#anyway i think i said WAY back on this blog that a side goal of mine is to make hellblazer lore accessible to non-comic readers where i can#bc it's such a Heavy comic & i love it so much & i always felt Terrible recommending it to people only for them to be disgusted#and like. @ past me that particular goal is NOT as easy as you thought it would be lmao#esp because i have a habit of getting VERY detail-oriented when it comes to talking about hellblazer i think#but by GOD it's still a goal. i can put in some motherfucking references here and there when i talk about The Lore#like. azzarello's writing style never translates well for me in synopsis bc he Loves to put the audience in the outside perspective#where we are bystanders/with the rest of the bystanders to constantine's actions and not to his motivations/inner monologue#and i HATE that. hellblazer has ALWAYS been about what this guy has going on underneath the masked exterior#all the things you can't say out loud when you're queer and working class trying to survive in 70s-80s-90s england#but that you FEEL with your WHOLE fucking chest. how that feeling drives you to enjoy little rebellions wherever you can get them#(also azzarello just fucking Sucks LMAO but i'm talking style rn)#so i end up relying on frusin's art to tell the story a little more bc i think he understands the Theatre of constantine's public persona#and when that theatre is Absent then it's really REALLY noticeable. so frusin keeps me in it most of the time#and if i'm digging into frusin art then i'm Going to want to compare it to older panels bc i like body language consistency#milligan on the other hand has NOTHING to save his sorry ass bc his writing is drop-jaw fucking terrible AND the artist seems to like it#but the loss of john's thumb being tied to his mental health (ignoring the bullshit with shade) has always felt. important to me somehow id#anyway MUCH thinking about my favorite loser on this about-to-be-annoying day shdjksd he has been done so dirty#hellblazer brain go brrrr
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first, "I saw this one video once where when signing up on some website, it asked for your sexuality, and straight wasn't even an option anymore,"
I'm pretty sure i've seen that video/image as well. maybe the photo i saw was different from the video you're talking about, but the photo at least contained heterosexual. which. y'know. is literally just the fancy word for straight. and even if it didn't jave heterosexual as an option, it could have been out of context recorded from a LGBTQ+ resource that was not meant for straight individuals.
second, i have literally never seen anyone who has "identified as a chair." and even if they did, more power to them? ain't hurting anyone, i've never seen anyone be im anyone's face about neogenders and all that. some people are just like "my relationship with gender is complicated and i don't know how to explain it from a human standpoint, but in a way this animal, inanimate object, or concept resounds with me in a gender-based context."
and there's no exaggeration. we're just loud and proud
Sir/Madam/Whatever else there is nowadays:
This is a Gravity Falls blog
I'm sorry if I offended you with my OPINION, but if you want to complain,
Complain to my everything-blog:
@myverynormalacc
#what part of “I'm part of the lgbtq too” did no one understand?#i'm sorry#I'm just a minor#I'm still inexpierenced#But I feel like humanity's going mad#Not just with all the LGBTIA+ stuff#Like the internet#8 year olds are having iPads now#This Cocomelon bullshit is ruining everything#Yes im a minor too#But I'm older#I don't even have an iPad#It just makes me sad knowing how I have to grow up#Afraid of watching rainbows#Afraid of being accused of being an 8 year old on the internet#WHICH I AM NOT#but christ#Even in my school life everything is going south#I'm not okay rn#and i made this blog so i feel better#But everywhere people will find excuses to hate on a minor#Okay#I'm acting like a child#See you later alligator 🐊🐊#Oh and I'll reply to the asks later or tmrw#Cus I just met up with an old friend#And I'm tired cus I ran back home#OKAY BYEEEEEEEE
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hold up you know what i’m mad as hell.
#rant#don’t reblog#anyways i looked at my own tags in my blog and i saw how i used to be#before my burnout#the outfits and makeup and hair and effort i put into myself#how much stuff i was doing#and now it’s gone#i had my peak life for 2.5 years and then it was over and i’m so mad about it#and now i have meltdowns and my energy levels are like an older iPhone where it empties out just by activating an app#and i’m poor again which sucks! i found an old pay check and remembered that i almost made 6k per month and now i get like 1.5k per month#that used to be my rent alone and now it has to cover a month of living#why was i so stupid and didn’t save up more???#i wanna have fun again and go on dates and parties and hang out in the cemetery with my bestie and drink moscato by the mausoleum#i miss being active in the queer community and going on meet ups and hangouts and so on#i don’t hate my slow life rn. it’s peaceful and healing.#but also… idk i felt like i finally got the chance to live my life. young and dumb. finally out of the closet#ready to make those experiences i didn’t get to have as a teenager— i just wish it would have lasted longer.
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I'm convinced people who leave their blog blank are people who just go through writer's masterlists and don't actually follow or view the rest of the blog, so they don't even see posts begging them to not be blank or explaining why.
#i hate that 90% of interaction i get is from blank blogs. because if i block them then who is going to read what i put out#also PSA i die a little inside when i see the same person liking big portions of work and not reblogging a thing#or when they reblog but add nothing except tags like “fluff” or “yeonjun” etc.#i got a comment from a blank blog saying “please make this a series” and it actually made me decide to start blocking blank blogs again lol#just PLEASE#because i shouldn't have to beg you to do what you should know to do by now if you're not engaging properly you know? does that make sense?#aka if you're just liking people's work without following or reblogging them then... i lost my train of thought I'm so sick rn 💩#taking advantage or something? idk#i need to start protecting my account now that i know it could get removed because of blank blogs#this has been a rant into the void. now back to my unscheduled being unwell.
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