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first, "I saw this one video once where when signing up on some website, it asked for your sexuality, and straight wasn't even an option anymore,"
I'm pretty sure i've seen that video/image as well. maybe the photo i saw was different from the video you're talking about, but the photo at least contained heterosexual. which. y'know. is literally just the fancy word for straight. and even if it didn't jave heterosexual as an option, it could have been out of context recorded from a LGBTQ+ resource that was not meant for straight individuals.
second, i have literally never seen anyone who has "identified as a chair." and even if they did, more power to them? ain't hurting anyone, i've never seen anyone be im anyone's face about neogenders and all that. some people are just like "my relationship with gender is complicated and i don't know how to explain it from a human standpoint, but in a way this animal, inanimate object, or concept resounds with me in a gender-based context."
and there's no exaggeration. we're just loud and proud
Sir/Madam/Whatever else there is nowadays:
This is a Gravity Falls blog
I'm sorry if I offended you with my OPINION, but if you want to complain,
Complain to my everything-blog:
@myverynormalacc
#what part of “I'm part of the lgbtq too” did no one understand?#i'm sorry#I'm just a minor#I'm still inexpierenced#But I feel like humanity's going mad#Not just with all the LGBTIA+ stuff#Like the internet#8 year olds are having iPads now#This Cocomelon bullshit is ruining everything#Yes im a minor too#But I'm older#I don't even have an iPad#It just makes me sad knowing how I have to grow up#Afraid of watching rainbows#Afraid of being accused of being an 8 year old on the internet#WHICH I AM NOT#but christ#Even in my school life everything is going south#I'm not okay rn#and i made this blog so i feel better#But everywhere people will find excuses to hate on a minor#Okay#I'm acting like a child#See you later alligator 🐊🐊#Oh and I'll reply to the asks later or tmrw#Cus I just met up with an old friend#And I'm tired cus I ran back home#OKAY BYEEEEEEEE
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️
#i talk sometimes#art talk#i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately#also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details#and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that#instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!
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ive been struggling big time coming up with anything funny to draw that hasnt been done yet so have my rw au art dump
#ive never actually done a dump like this before i usually just keep the doodles to myself. new experience#ive been getting better at drawing rw lizards in a way i like#also doll and beau are there cause i felt like it#i need to change dolls patterns. how do you people just design these#it being finals week has not helped my motivation in the slighest#thinking through the plot in my head some more made me notice some glaring plotholes so ive gotta go fix that probably#or just ignore some of the scenes#this would be a lot easier to figure out if i could write#im so tired but i feel bad not posting here#while looking for which tags i used in my last rwmd posts i discovered i accidentally reblogged something#how did that happen. what#fyi i guess i tend to not reblog things cause i like keeping this blog mostly art#art#murder drones#rain world#too lazy to tag characters figure it out
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I just need every single person in this fandom who has ever been mean about Luke Newton to know that Nicola Coughlan hates you. Genuinely and wholeheartedly.
She hates you. Sure, she won't say it aloud, because she's a professional who knows her career lives or dies by fans, but please know that she does. She hates you if you've said Colin gave you the ick, especially so if you said it to Luke, she hates you if you've left a rude comment on his social media, she hates you if you acted like she didn't like him or that she was shading him, she hates you if you bullied the people around him, she hates you if you said something disparaging about how he looks or how he acts, she. hates. you.
And sure, it's not all people who are in her or Pen's fanbase, in fact a lot of people have been cruel about him outside of the Polin fandom, but a LOT of people are Pen fans, and hearing her talking about how defensive she gets over him when people say something rude about him? And knowing there are SO many stupid opinion blogs and youtubers and tiktokers who say they're Pen fans and Nicola fans but are mean as fuck about Luke?
I need every single one of them, in particular those who have been out here making up stupid shit to be mad at him about 'on her behalf' to know that when you say something mean about the man she gushed to her Mum about, and who her Mum was so excited to meet because she just knew he was kind, the man she introduced to her entire family, the man she is always reaching for and hugging and snuggling up to and calling wonderful and giggling around and saying how she wouldn't want to do such vulnerable intimate scenes without and complimenting and leaning on and having fun with and calling a special person in her life, she is taking off her earrings and ready to meet you outside in his honor
because she hates you for being a dick about him. hope that clears things up
#nicola coughlan#luke newton#bridgerton#polin#like damn nicola you are ready to THROW!!! DOWN!!!!#i think about all those interviews where she's like 'his eyes ARE a remarkable shade of blue!' 'i was rather defensive of you about that'#'it made me mad to hear about' 'Luke Newton is THE SWEETEST person in the whole world'#Nicola is out here going 'what did you just say about my man????'#when you're in a 'who loves Luke/Colin most' contest and your opponent is Nicola Coughlan#you will NEVER win#she will ALWAYS be on top in this competition#all of y'all who are out here talking about 'oh nicola deserves better' or making up nonsense about how luke is terrible or you're fine#with being hypercritical of him: Nicola hates you#and i for one am so endeared by that#she's one of us#and by 'us' i mean colin and luke fans#it gives me so much comfort to know that all those annoying opinion blogs and anons who claim to dislike him 'in her name'#are top of her list of people she despises#how does it feel to know that your fave detests you because you're a bully to her bestie?#i hope it feels bad
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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veryyyyyy old sketch of Enoch
#this was when I was still designing him#I think I like how he is here better than how he is actually#I'm just#I didn't really want to admit it to myself but I'm really dissatisfied with how he is now#I feel like his characterization is lacking and I hadn't planned enough for the ask blog#it's chill and I like it but I don't LOVE it y'know?#Idk#I feel like I overworked him and made him boring#I think he's fine#but I'm not really content with fine#I haven't picked up the ask blog in so long too#sorry this just became a whole rant#I have trouble making characters I like#my art#jeez#sorry Charlie I know you like the little guy lol
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NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE // LET ME WRAP DOWN TO MY SKELETON
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@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;
@vvanessaives, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;
@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
#tew#art#art:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearart#blood //#a fully rendered piece? on my blog?? more likely than you think. apparently#anyway hi hello sorry if this is not your cup of tea feel free to ignore LMAO i just needed to get this out of my system#have been spinning the evil within around in my brain at incredibly high speeds again so. nathan time. he is so fun#i think his design is the one design that has stayed the most consistent over the years. he is a very very old oc#just added some extra details to his skin and eyebrow and lashes to match the rest of his appearance a little better + made his hair curlie#he joins the story of the games in the second game!! and then in classic bones quickhacked fashion i also have like#a whole post-game story going on because basically i need ruvik to come back because he is mein meow meow. sorry#there's a lot of parallels between nathan and ruvik :3 giggles and dies in the explosion
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Sorry I haven't been posting as much!!! Between my new shopify admin work + new bag sewing + vigilantly scanning my drafts for any possible terf infractions (I reblogged a post from a terf when I was mindlessly trying to set up my queue and I felt absolutely *awful* that I missed on that, sorry ya'll) it's been kinda hectic!!
I'm hoping to get back to a regular posting schedule, I've got so many backlogged project pictures I need to show everyone!
I ended up making a bunch of these little keychains with leftover hardware from my mini perler bead days, I wondered if you guys think they are worth listing in the shop. I would price them as like a $2 add-on kinda thing. They are about 2 inches and wayyyyy to much fun to make, plus it's a really great way to use up leftover project yarn.
#god that terf thing made me feel like a fucking IDIOT i never used to check blogs before reblogging but oh my GOD#it was in the FUCKING URL i should have KNOWN BETTER UGH#im so fucking sorry#blehhhhhh#have some cute keychains#yarn#yarn skeins#keychain#fibercraft
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Hey there, are you ok?
hey! thank you for checking up on me, this was really sweet!
i SWEAR i did not die. i just got a bit busy doing SladeRobin Week (which i will finish so help me god-) as well as things in my real life. i'm still trying to find the balance of like. fandom creation and working. i am very lucky to have the living situation that i do rn, but it is the sort of schedule where i do have to be ready to watch a baby at really any given point so. it's a tricky balance right now, but i'm going to be active here again! maybe not as many asks answered a day as before, but i want to try to answer like, a few a day and whatnot.
i also think i got briefly overwhelmed, in that i got more asks faster than i answered them. which is the opposite of a problem and something i'm very lucky for! but it did make it difficult for me to keep up and know what to answer next. (this is *not* a discouragement to sending asks! i love them all and pls send as many as you want! i just am a little slow sometimes so i appreciate the patience! <3)
so! i'm back and i'm good, ty for asking! we are back to the regularly scheduled programming <3
#necrotic answerings#this was really sweet anon#like not asking for content. just checking in#made me so soft#also when I initially was going to come back there was you know.#the fucking us election.#and I think it's very fucking clear by the everything about me how I feel about that#I needed a few days to just. handle feelings on all that#also also I started a new show. my partner finally convinced me to watch 911.#so i've been thinking about those lil firefighters.#which. I did make a blog for 911.#haven't posted anything yet! but I made it.#bc godDAMNIT the dead dove scene over there is scarce. fandom full of antis Jesus.#I like a challenge tho. I'm bringing the dead dove to the firefighters not even god can stop me on that one.#I have almost 100 asks to work through.#AND I WILL FINISH THE WHUMP ONES I SWEAR ON MY LIFE PLEASE.#I just had a few weeks of adjustment to both my sister and my brother in law working full time again#I love my darling nephew. but I cannot type and play with him at the same time.#taking care of babies is like. easy until it isn't idk how better to explain it#he will sleep for 4 damn hours and I will be peacefully bored#then he wakes up and wants to fight Jesus.#I don't like kidfic but I could write a good one with this experience by now tbh.
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idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think
#u know sometimes you'll experience something bad in the moment and look back later like lol that was fine actually!#not july :) she was actually really bad :)#tmi but if u wanna know why i was gone lol#my partner of 6 years cheated on me in early may. on her birthday. at her party that i planned. with her coworker. and i saw it#on top of just being like. completely devastated? i was just so embarrassed? i hardly told anyone because it made me feel like#just SO worthless. and then i was embarrassed about feeling worthless and it was a whole thing#anyway they started dating in july and it was really tough for me#it was like every day i'd wake up and have to like grieve? and come to terms with reality? and accept that a lot of my future plans#were no longer going to happen - at least with her :/ it's a really tough thing to grapple with#esp since it felt like she wasn't nearly as sad as i was - which unfortunately makes sense but still sucks#ANYWAY im doing a lot better now lol i started telling people in my life and letting them be there for me and it's helped so much#it's still hard sometimes but i know now that i'm gonna be fine eventually#this is so dumb to post on my sims blog but it feels good to get it off my chest so SUE ME I GUESS
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The Problem With Animated Shows Showcasing Toxicity In People (mostly in Indian Shows)
Let me just come out and say it;
Indian Shows by far had the most atrocious showcasing of toxicity and had little to no filter whatsoever, especially when they market those shows to be made for kids.
Word vomit ahead ⬇️
Indian Shows, especially with action-genres are definitely gonna showcase some violence with friendly(?) filter on it.
What many do not realize that a lot of minor actions done by a character or multiple characters, either a protagonist or antagonist or otherwise, they tend to do some quiet violent things themselves that could've made them be charged with assault when it's the real world, but are treated like a gag instead, subconsciously teaching the audience that such actions are fine because the show does not showcase the severity in them.
(If anyone is saying otherwise, just so you know there's a viewers discretion that wasn't there until a lot later. There's this even one kid who tried to recreate Panja Attack on his sibling despite it all).
The characters amplify this because of how they react to such things; they didn't address the situation, or point out that it's wrong, no. Instead, they just laughed it off to keep up the humorous charm (or lack thereof due to the nature of the actions itself).
Here are a few examples of the actions of some things from shows, while isn't showcased as a major thing compared to the actions of the show's antagonists, are actually pretty bad themselves;
1. Chhota Bheem
Ah yes, everyone's oldest and still favorite Indian hero. Based on the second Pandava brother, Bhima, Bheem lives by his namesake to be the strongest of all. He helps others, and protects his home from any danger.
While this show is a favorite to many for years (and honestly, me too), there are some actions of the characters that were barely addressed (at least from what I can see. Though I'm sure there's some people out there pointed this out, but their statements never gained enough attention to make this something people will point out often).
For the first, I'll address Kalia as our first study subject;
First and foremost, he is by far the most abusive character ever in the show, at least by visual senses. I don't include the villains for obvious reasons.
Kalia had 2 lackeys who are arguably (more like objectively) the most useless characters the show had ever made; Dholu and Bholu, a pair of twins.
Kalia had not once, not twice, not thrice either, but several times in the span of this show's 16-17 years long airing.
Sure, you can account because of Kalia's character who is honestly pretty bad, but the fact that the only way they can showcase Kalia's character was through sheer violence and domination towards people is just-
Moving on to the next person, Bheem himself;
Tbh, Bheem (and pretty much everyone in his group) is somewhat of a gray area when it comes to his morality. The thing about him is that he doesn't seem to give two shits when an actual abuse is going on in front of his eyes (i.e Kalia's abuse towards the twins).
And let me just bring up one of the many times he actually harmed animals in the name of "protecting the people", when he was supposed to protect both.
I'm talking about the crocodile in the early episodes of the early seasons. On the get go, he was set on getting rid of the croc from the dried riverbank by any means necessary, but it doesn't seem to include talking to it.
Like- ok, the animals are hostile and shit, but with the fact that animals can talk (*looking at Jaggu and the winged tigers*), I don't see the point of physically beating the shit out of them when they can just talk it out civilly.
"Hey, sorry to bother you, but my people here are having problems, and you kind of scared them. Can you maybe move somewhere else? I can find you a good place if you'd like."
"Oh shit- aight man, no prob, thanks. I'll take my leave now."
So many problems can be avoided if you just do this bro.
This also applies to everyone in Bheem's group; they don't seem to give 2 shits with whatever's going on around them, unless it's actually threatening them.
2. Roll No. 21
This whole show is just the most confusing and stressful, and I'm not even kidding; inconsistent lore, information provided do not seem to align, among other things.
Anyways, the first person on this list is Golu, the resident bully of Mathura Ashram himself.
He was the stereotypical bully you'll find; big and fat, and of course, a bully. And of course, like Kalia's case, he's actually part of the gang, but his overall status is interchangeable depending on the situation.
I know that the teachers are all demons so they won't bat an eye about it (most of the time at least), but the fact there's lack of order in Kris' orphanage department baffles me with how carefree Kanishk is
Second, most of the characters, if not all;
Idk, the fact that those kids will laugh at the most nerve-wracking and gut twisting shits ever kinda baffles me, like they're like a bunch of sadistic pieces of shit that would laugh at anyone experiencing pain and/or humiliation. And aren't they like 12-13?? It's literally not just Kris, it's literally every single character that does this.
I would say I kind of understand where this is coming from; all of the students of the Ashram are victims of Golu's bullying, and because Golu always had instant karma every single time (more like Kris' revenge plots), they would laugh because they feel satisfied because their oppressor had been served with justice (or whatever the hell this is).
But then again, it's kind of cruel regardless from one human being to another, especially kids who are like 12-13 year olds. Like, cutting in line when waiting for shower turns, but got frozen by ice water in return? That's like a bunny outsmarting a wolf but the wolf eventually eats the bunny.
3. Little Singham
The ongoing sensation that is literally on par with India's beloved and one of the longest cartoons in a matter of a few years.
I won't address the obvious here, but I would address the more minor ones, like Montu's bullying and the retaliations of his victims (this includes Ajay);
Again, we're met with the stereotypical bully, big and fat build, domineering. Honestly- they should make more variety of bullies, cuz this is just giving us the big build people a bad look. Make a bully to be a pretty girl, a handsome guy, expand the variety bro, you can't just keep the same theme over and over.
Anyways, Montu had been self-explanatory already. He's a bully who wants to outshine and dominate his way in the game, but gets karma almost immediately, whether it's by the law of nature or the protagonist's intervention.
Now onto the other characters, particularly the victims, and the trio of Mirchi Nagar;
Again, they had this sadistic mindset that they would immediately laugh loudly when Montu got his "karma", regardless how absurd it is.
And let me just say the many and different times and types of how Ajay retaliated against Montu for bullying him and/or his friends. From sticking a fake donkey tail to his butt after making fun of Karate, to asking the animals to mess with him.
In comparison, Ajay is a lot more tamed than Kris' retaliations. And also with the possibility that he may have been a long-standing victim of Montu for a while even prior to his promotion as LS. I have to bring up the fact that Ajay is introverted and shy with only 2 friends at his back. To kids no older than 10 or below, these types of people are considered weird and often an easy target to bullying because of how weak they are perceived whether it's physically or emotionally.
That isn't to say I support what Ajay has done. Yes, I know what he did is mostly classified as self-defense (I think), but it's not really worth going this far.
Well, I suppose I have to blame the teachers for not handling the situation at all (*looking at Ms. Tara because I hate her with a burning passion*), so ig the biggest villain in the civil side of the world are the teachers.
4. Arjun, Prince of Bali
Last but not least. I put APOB at the very last because of how much things is going on in this show even if it was classified as the minor things, especially when the background setting is a kingdom, where societal values and expectations are at its peak. Also because it's easier to talk about for me because I'm hella into royalty shit lol.
Let me just bring 2 people up, Khojo and Sankat;
First and foremost, they're a lot less like bullies, more like raging oppressors. They both had their goals with the requirements of getting rid of Arjun by any means necessary, and I do mean that quite literally.
Position-wise (and moral-wise also), it's honestly utterly unethical of them to try to fight with a godforsaken heir to the throne. I'm not sure if anyone is aware of how the hierarchy system works (which is weird honestly, but hey-), but when the first heir is eliminated, the title of future monarch will be passed down to the next to the throne, in this case which is Tanya.
And for picking fights with one of the members of the royal family is the equivalent of going against the entire nation.
Let me address Khojo first because he's a repeat offender in majority of the cases; he was delusional in an absurd amount. He hated Arjun but liked Tanya. He wanted to eliminate Arjun so badly so he could be prince, in which if you didn't read my previous post about APOB before, I've explained that it can't be possible, unless he wanted to be prince consort and nothing more if he were intending to just be that and marries Tanya. Even so, when Arjun got kidnapped, Khojo won't be prince —not by a long shot at that— he'll still remain as nothing more as the Minister's son. If he marries Tanya, he'll just be prince consort.
And then there's Sankat; Arjun and Tanya's cousin who seemed hellbent on getting rid of Arjun due to his jealousy. Internal conflicts in the royal family shouldn't be made public to keep up an image, usually there's this inner war between family members to determine which will be worthy to ascend to the throne, or bringing the entire kingdom into ruin. I'm not sure if the people are oblivious or just dumb (both most likely), but there are several times where Sankat pushed Arjun aside in favor of himself in front of public, and he wasn't even subtle about it either.
This concludes my ramble. I only mentioned 4 because for 2 reasons;
1. These shows are the ones I'm most aware of
2. Many would recognize this compared to the newer ones lol
Again, I feel like things like these aren't being addressed enough, because people are more inclined to look passed these in favor of holding the things they liked up high in high standards while in the meantime completely disregarding the bigger issues laying underneath the glorified fighting champions.
This entire post isn't made to take down the shows because they're bad; I'm simply trying to address the things that many people seemed to have prefer to ignore. I am by no means trying to take down these shows or trying to treat these shows as something not worth to be watched; it does, it just had a lot of flaws like many cartoons typically do because they're not made to be perfect, they're shows for kids.
But truthfully, because these are cartoons for kids, such behaviors should be properly addressed and handled, treating them like a gag, especially when they had this whole stereotype in place in majority of these shows which creates this subconscious mindset that'll affect how they'll react in situations.
Ok- I think I can FINALLY conclude this essay holy shit-
#little singham#chhota bheem#arjun prince of bali#roll no. 21#another day another ramble because im bored#on a serious note these things should be addressed better because holy shit the line between these two things are so blurred#as much as i love these shows i also have to acknowledge the major flaws in them that was never able to be properly addressed#on the topic of cb im honestly favoring more on the newer seasons with the new artstyle and voices#for one thing is because they look and sound like children compared to the old styles#another because the violence was so much more tamed compared to straight up abuse that i see in the old style#for kids shows they really dont shy away on showing the morbid side of fighting#but i feel like they failed to address the issues of a more “minor” cases because theyre just that according to the format#imo its important to address it as much as the usual format no matter how small the show made it out to be#a lot of the time because the characters are that of gray morality not really because they can chose right or wrong#theyre more on doing it if it benefits them or it threatens them#Kayetra Spade Queen#Kayetra Rambles#more like Kayetra yapping 😭#i tagged as much as i typed in the blog lol
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ok hear me out you know how pelicans sometimes symbolize jesus because medieval guys thought pelicans would stab their chests with their beaks so the chicks could eat and be sustained by their blood. so pelicans are like self sacrificial. and jesus sacrificed himself for man. what if vash's fursona is a pelican.
#i thought of this when i was in church staring at the pelican drawing we have on the ceiling#honestly there are probably better characters for this but WHATEVER#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun maximum#STOP choosing fursonas based on what looks cool. start choosing them based on christ parallels#.lieii#i realize that some people may not be constantly thinking about vash jesus parallels so this post doesn't make sense#i made a post about jesus vash that's somewhere on my blog feel free to find out if you would like more vash christ parallels#not the most 1:1 but pretty good match. if you need salvation for mankind vash will do in a pinch
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I just want to let you know that even though I'm not as active on Tumblr, I absolutely love this blog. It is really endearing reading what others have to say about TS because most of the things here resonate with what I believe she is. She is evil incarnate and her fanbase needs to be the subject of a study, they are so dangerous and irresponsible. I hope this fad dies out in some years because it's disgusting seeing that blond biatch everywhere.
thank you 🥺 and her fanbase is dangerous and have threatened so many peoples lives via doxxing over the stupidest fucking shit!!!!
#anti taylor swift#ask#notyouraryang0dd3ss#anti swifties#aw im glad ppl feel validated/better visiting this blog#i made this blog cause i needed my own vent space but im glad so many ppl feel comfortable here
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being in my little carefully curated fandom bubble makes me genuinely forget that some people still think that oc x canons or self-shipping or x reader fics or whatever are 'cringy' or 'embarassing'
#💌 personal#i mean. to be fair when i first started posting i was also SUPER embarassed to be posting oc x canon stuff#because honestly i havent really been into that before twst#that's exactly why i even made this blog in the first place#because i wanted to share my art and my writing and my ocs and my thoughts but i was WAY to embarassed to show any of that to my friends#and even in the beggining i kind of was like#haha yes i know im so silly and embarassing im totally not taking what i do seriously haha dont worry!#but people on here are genuinely SO nice and supportive#i was meet with nothing but constant encouragement#it really made me get over all my initial embarrassment and just kind of. fully embrace being earnest#and fully show off the pure joy that doing what i do on here makes me feel#AND IT TURNS OUT PEOPLE LIKE IT#literally there isnt a bigger confidence booster for me than people on here being enthusiastic about all the little thoughts and headcanons#i post#and then i take a little step outside of this space and it can be such a whiplash sometimes djgjdjfjdjfjf#ESPECIALLY on tiktok#like wow ppl on there REALLY dont have any whimsy huh#also i have to say#recently i got a bit better at showing my friends the art i post on here#honestly is kinda funny that i was SO scared and embarassed to show it to them because they truly are the MOST supportive and the sweetest#people on earth and encouraging eachother to talk more about our interests is our whole thing
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hey guyss
small rant thing about personal 🏳️⚧️ stuff below, sorry if it sounds annoying 😭
Lately for the past 2 years, I've been thinking about going by other alternative names. Because ever since I've started to actually understand my trans identity, my current one has been feeling pretty meh (for various reasons), y'know?
Even though I've been picky and thinking about it for a while, I think I've found a name that I kinda like: Vivien. While i guess it tends to be thought of as more feminine, I think I like the more androgynous feeling of this name, and I like that it can occasionally still be interpreted as "masc".
But the reason why I'm sharing this is is because, tbh, I'm kinda scared to share it with friends and family irl. Not because my friends would care (or that I would be in danger!!!!!!! im safe!!!), but because 2 years ago (after I came out as trans) I had picked out a different name and mentioned it to two members of my family. Both times I got made fun of. ☹️
It wasn't even a crazy name, either- like mold or sock. Was it a bit uncommon? Sure, but it wouldn't turn any heads. One of the family members I told was my mom, and her knee-jerk reaction was to VEHEMENTLY say that she wouldn't let me call myself that </3 (again, the name was normal.) But when she caught wind of her reaction really hurting me, all of sudden she had a complete 180 and told me that she thought the name was cute and encouraged me to use it, even though she made it VERY CLEAR that she DID NOT like the name. 🙁 and it's like hi um no thanks. I will not be calling myself that anymore what
Ever since then, I've been a bit scared to open up about any name-related stuff. ☹️ So I was thinking that maybe, for any mutuals who might happen to see this, that you guys could maybe call me Vivien for like, a week? As a trial run? I want to sort of break out of this shell, but I don't think I'm ready to even mention it to my friends yet. 🙁 Of course, I won't stop you guys from referring to me as my user, but I just want to see if this is something that I like enough to risk being made fun of again 😭
And maybe you guys could tell me your thoughts on the name, too? Personally I think it's pretty androgynous, but I don't really want to go by something that could only be interpreted as feminine and just screams "GIRL!!!!!🫵 GIRL!!!!!!🫵WOMANNN!!!!!!!!!! 🫵🫵🫵🫵" y'know?
xoxo ig, see you guys later *rides away on skateboard*
#sorry if this reads as like “boohoo my fee fees are hurt 🥺🥺🥺🥺”#they are but it could've been a lot worse for me#I'm glad that I have support (especially from my parents) but a lot of feels just like.#“haha okay whatever you say. love you!!!!” *does not change their behavior*#really I have it MUCH better than others. I wasn't kicked out or disowned; my parents still really love me#but like... YEOWCH man. especially with past comments my mom has made about this stuff (very “me me me” yknow?) (im still mad 2 yrs later)#my mom has FINALLY started to be a bit better about misgendering me#but there's ABSOLUTELY ZERO effort from my dad 😍😍😍 and it hurts everytime 😍😍😍#so uh. yeah. skibidi toilet or whatever. 👍#blog#rant#transgender#God forbid I mention neopronouns- that would absolutely cross the line for them ☹️ So I won't! <333#<- was only a small thought anyways. but who knows! I might continue looking into it#sorry for the rant :P
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I love Paris. "But he abandoned Oenone-" I do not care
#Tam rambles#Tagamemnon#Paris supremacy I love him#Could not care LESS about her#Sorry#He's pathetic and that's what makes him neat#Argue w/ the wall#Like yes#That was REALLY shitty#But at the same time he's so silly how can I not love him 😔#Edit: so I think I made someone feel mocked with this post??#Because in the tags I put something alluding to a post they made about Oenone that I lowkey disagreed with#If that person is somehow scrolling threw my blog rn I'm so sorry you felt mocked I genuinely did not mean it that way :'D#It was really meant as a sarcastic lil comment and wasn't really about you but people in general who think that#I just kinda worded it in a way that you said it in one of your posts#Again super sorry that I made you feel mocked I feel so shitty :'DDD I really meant no ill intent#Probably should've worded it a bit better though#aUGHHH now I'm in a bad mood goodnight everyone
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