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when big bev was introduced as Jolene's grandson last episode, I was wondering whose kid he was and how em was feeling about it, because moonshine was very clear that she did not want to be a mother. finding out who he actually is was like "ahh, I see. yes. good."
#just such a perfect reveal#i knew something was up#i just hadn't figured out what#'is this how hardshine can still win?'#'big bev is a short king' whose child is this??? who named their baby after bev???#naddpod
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like āwell how would the cat king have gotten to hellā#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of āLan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxianā posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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I'm almost there, almost to the barricade, when I think she hears me. Because for just a moment, she catches sight of me, her lips form my name.
And that's when the rest of the parachutes go off.
#the hunger games#mockingjay#prim#primrose everdeen#honestly i don't know what to add here#it's just that scene#and i hadn't planned to draw it#i just wanted to sketch prim to figure out how she looks like#minor issues aside i like how it turned out#especially her age comes across really well#i have more red/fiery version as well but i picked this one#next picture will be more happy i promise
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@sockdooe, This is the full original image:
According to the Tumblr post I originally snagged it from, it's an early piece of promotional artwork, meant to depict Keith as the series's central character. Shiro is shoved into the background, presumably to illustrate that he was intended to fulfill a Doomed Mentor role.
#Correspondence.#sockdooe#Takashi Shirogane#Shiro#You're nothingness but shining and everywhere at once.#Allura#Hunk Garrett#Keith Kogane#Pidge Holt#Katie Holt#Lance McClain#Voltron: Legendary Defender#It IS a really nice piece with a ton of personality but I hate a lot of what it represents.#Specifically how Allura is just sort of thrown in there like an awkward Token Female when she's one of the most important people in the#entire series.#And of course the sidelining and eventual nerfing of Shiro because the writers simply HAD to get him out of the way to achieve their#desired team line-up.#Until they were delivered the ultimate reality check in the form of an order from the higher-ups that they couldn't permanently kill a#popular character who also happens to be a gay man#leaving them scrambling like the clowns they were to figure out how to reintegrate him into the story.#Then the voice actor for *their* 'Chosen One' had scheduling conflicts that made him unavailable to them for a significant chunk of time.#Call me petty but I call that karma.#If they hadn't been dead set on killing Shiro they could have avoided the entire ridiculous clone plot because he still would have been#a member of the team and easily able to step back into his previous role of Black Paladin had Steven Yeun's outside job commitments#unavoidably necessitated Keith being M.I.A. for a period.#But I expect too much of showrunners who couldn't handle having a disabled main lead and exploited his sexuality for internet brownie#points despite having every intention of killing him and keeping him dead.
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club bodytalk's latest addition! his name is ulysses and he used to (unwillingly) work for maxtac with reid for many many years but now he's free and on a path of self discovery (figuring out he's bisexual as fuck)
taglist (opt in/out)
@velocitic, @deadrlngers, @euryalex, @ordinarymaine, @gurathins;
@mojaves, @shellibisshe, @dickytwister, @mnwlk, @rindemption;
@ncytiri, @calenhads, @noirapocalypto, @florbelles, @radioactiveshitstorm;
@strafethesesinners, @fashionablyfyrdraaca, @aemondtargeryen, @radioactive-synth, @katsigian;
@estevnys, @elgaravel, @aezyrraeshh, @carlosoliveiraa
#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:ulysses#nuclearocs#nuclearart#i say unwillingly because he kinda got lured in there by recruiters and then only After signing up learned that there was a loyalty pledge#and then he could not figure out a way for himself to like. get outta there. so then he was just kinda stuck working for maxtac for YEARS#BUT IT'S OK NOW. ALL IS WELL. he is now a proud bodytalk employee. security like most others that work there :]#reunites with reid here too. ends up kissing him obviously because he used to have a massive crush on him back at maxtac#(didn't know what it was though because he hadn't figured out his sexuality back then but now he has)#he's a fun little guy :] very chill and laid-back. does his job well. excellent with a precision rifle#dresses like a frat boy at the beautiful age of somewhere over 30 i'm still figuring out the timeline but like#he looks like 25 but he's well in his 30s. but that's essential to his character#something something not having lost his boyish charm despite what he was put through at maxtac etc etc. you know what i mean#very good hugger :]
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cissie: oh, and by the way. ive been thinking about telling you guys, and i mean maybe you already know, heck, i don't really care that much, but anyways. i'm not cis. i'm trans.
kon: oh! that's cool, yeah-- wait. does that mean you want us to call you transsie now instead...?
cissie:
kon, earnest puppy dog head tilt: ?
cissie:
transsie: actually you know what yeah that would be really funny. especially if you do it in front of rob, okay?
#bart (from the 30th century where these words for gender just don't apply anymore bc the vocab is entirely different): whats a transgender#the narrator: bart was also transgender. he just hadn't noticed yet.#furthermore KON was also transgender he just needs SEVERAL more years to even begin figuring that one out#put that one back in the oven he's not done cooking yet!#this is a dumb joke. sorry. i just think that cissie -> transsie is an inherently hilarious concept#but to be so real just about everyone on yj is trans#i say just about bc i think slobo's gender is just slobo (this could be a form of trans) and greta is (to me anyway) the token cis friend#rimi talks#yj#kon#cissie
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qiao wanmian and li xiangyi's relationship really is so important to me, because they're a study in how amatonormativity causes people to idealize one another and others to idealize the image of them together, until neither of them can bear the weight of those combined expectations. they're two people who loved each other but later realized that being in love perhaps meant something else, but it was too little too late at the time and there would have been no way to separate without hurt. but i'd also say that their ending is hopeful, in that they do manage to get closure, and although it gets cut short, they manage to restart a relationship as friends who know one another well. i don't know, it's just nice to see that there's a way through/around exhausting societal standards and the damage they've done, and the possibility to heal from it with others
#li xiangyi is so precious to me as an aro-coded character#because some of us DIDN'T always feel like we didn't want partners or that we were fine on our own#sometimes we figured ourselves out too late and ended up hurting someone because we didn't know what the fuck we were doing#and had no instincts on what to do for a relationship so we went off of what other people expected us to do instead#until it was no longer sustainable#and i hadn't seen that kind of narrative depicted honestly and with nuance onscreen before#sorry i'm just. processing a lot of stuff tonight. but anyways#thank you mlc once again#mysterious lotus casebook#li xiangyi#qiao wanmian#ashton originals
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#oooohhh hell this generation is gonna be reeeeaaally rough on me. the textures on these models are Completely different from the 3ds#versions. and i do not!!! know how to do it!!!!#grookey#ANYWAY. welcome to generation eight!!! this generation will always hold a special place in my heart because it's the one that#reintroduced me to pokĆ©mon as a whole#i've talked about this multiple times in small references in the tags so i'm sure you all already know this but#when i was youngerā i had a Passing interest in pokĆ©mon. didn't really need to play every new game or know every pokĆ©mon#but when i turned 18ā on the SAME day pokĆ©mon sword & shield releasedā i ended up getting it for my birthday#mostly because my parents hadn't figured out what to get me for my birthday and heard that the new pokĆ©mon game came out the same day#whichā now that i look it upā apparently it actually came out 5 days before my birthday. and i was just Told it came out that day#who knew. anywayā i got swsh for my 18th birthday. and i played the shit out of it. hyperfixation material#and that's what got me back into pokĆ©mon Properly. back into it as an Autism Special Interest type beat#and now it's stuck with me ever since. so swsh is probably always gonna be one of my favorite games in the seriesā and gen 8 one of#my favorite generations just because of what it means to me personally#gen 8 was also the last pmd game we ever got so .
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i just don't understand what milady has done that was so bad. sure she killed and she kidnapped, but who hasn't? sure she's a terrifying demon of vengeance, but she deserves it? good for her??? all these men treat her so reprehensibly and she's smart and talented and she should kill them all if she wants to. i support her.
#she did something to get the fleur de lys branded on her shoulder but i haven't been able to figure out what. she just. stole something?#and then her husband found out and tried to murder her???#get that asshole baby i got your flower#kill him and then kill d'artagnan i will be here rooting for you#her brother-in-law just imprisoned her in his castle because he got a letter from some guy saying she wants to inherit all his money#fuck youuuuuuu. you're on my shitlist#if she wants to kill you for your money she should be allowed! god! and that's not even why she's there anyway!!!#les trois mousquetaires#milady de winter#my posts#and like HAS she killed someone? i actually can't remember anyone she's killed. she kidnapped mme bonacieux#and she tried to kill d'artagnan a bunch of times but has not yet succeeded#and she tried to have d'artagnan kill this other guy but he didn't#and she was miffed when her brother-in-law failed to die in a duel#but so what! she should be allowed!!!#<-edit i wrote this when i hadn't finished the book yet but now that i have finished it and she has killed people: SO WHAT! SHE SHOULD BE#ALLOWED!!!!
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I think almost everyone's aware now but for anyone who isn't; TTCC has moved wikis.
The new wiki (please do use it) is Here !
There is also an extension to help remove fandom wikis from search results which is linked Here! There is also another extension Here that links to other independent wikis.
You can also find the reddit post about the move Here.
#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#corporate clash#wiki stuff. I've seen other people talking about it but I hadn't seen mentions of extensions#So I figured I'd put this here.#also unfortunately vandalizing the wiki will NOT remove it due to the policy. it's mentioned in the reddit post#i also did vandalize it at first because a) funny and b) I thought the wiki would just be removed or cleared but it wont#So please make sure to check out the new wiki and use it for further reference. also try not to visit the old wiki even if it's checking#for new funnies. it just continues traction to the site#i would suggest bookmarking the new one or something thats what i did (thumbs up#as someone else said the vandalism will die down soon so its not the end of the world but also just make sure to use the new site yaayyy!!#wiki
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Hi! I love your Naruto thoughts and meta posts with all my heart and I want to ask your thoughts on something that has been on my mind literally since I was 13: what do you think about the relationship between Sasuke and Sakura? I went from being a hardcore shipper when I was a teenager, to being against any romantic relationship in Naruto after finishing the anime when I was in my early twenties. Nowadays I'm very into platonic love and depictions of friendship and I think the anime's obsession with forcing the "romantic interest" curse upon the main female character robbed us of... so much. There are a few wonderful moments in the anime where Sasuke and Sakura acknowledge each other, but because she's always "the girl with the crush", her actions are so often interpret as irrational or selfish by the fandom.
Hi @riemmetric!Ā It's great to talk to you again! Sorry it's taken me so long to answer this; RL has been making demands of me lately and it took me way longer to finish writing this up than I wanted it to (then again, I knew from the minute I read your original ask that my reply was going to get long, so I suppose I should have predicted a delay XD)
It's funny, my sister once asked me to choose between Sasuke or Sakura for an āunpopular opinionā meme, and I ended up doing Sasuke solely because I think the negative fandom opinions about Sakura are so unhinged and divorced from the actual text that I wouldnāt even know where to start.Ā People are entitled to dislike whatever characters they want, obviously, but there are some fandom takes that are, for me, so obviously rooted in bad faith viewings/readings that thereās no urge in me to discuss them.Ā That said, since you asked, Iām happy to go into my own thoughts on this a bit, with the disclaimer for other potential readers that I only write about fandom things for my own personal enjoyment, not as a contribution to The Discourse. If you donāt like Sakura, great!Ā I have no interest in changing your mind. Please consider this a sincere invitation to scroll on by and go enjoy whatever parts of the fandom appeal to you.
In general terms: I love Sasuke and Sakuraās relationship as much as I love all of the relationships in Team 7.Ā If weāre talking about them specifically as a romantic couple, then I probably fall somewhere in the middle of the spectrum, because I do like them together in a post-canon (to be clear: non-Boruto) setting, after time has passed and theyāve continued to develop individually and reconnect with each other, but I also wouldnāt exactly call myself an intense āshipper,ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ in the sense that I have no interest in pulling things out from the text and incorrectly citing them as evidence that Sasuke has hidden romantic feelings for her during the canon period. He cares about her in the canon period, just like he cares about Naruto and Kakashi.Ā Thatās not up for interpretation; itās the text.Ā But Sasuke during the canon time period does not demonstrate specifically romantic interest in anyone.Ā Ā
[A note before people who might ship Sasuke with Someone Else emerge to rail against this statement - please just scroll past and continue enjoying fandom in whatever way is most fun for you. It is cool to ship whatever fanon thing you want; I think thatās great!Ā But earnestly citing any loving or emotional thing Sasuke does re: various characters in this story (yes, Sakura included) as indicative of specifically romantic love isnāt supported by the text. I know there are always going to be enormous subsets of any fandom who insist that it is, and I'm certainly not going to barge into anyone else's space to complain about that (because other people having fun together is harmless and none of my business), but I'm not obligated to indulge it on my own blog, either.]
Anyway, that said - the reason why I love Sakura and Sasukeās relationship (from here on out Iāll use ārelationshipā in a general, non-romantic sense) is precisely because Sakura isnāt just āthe girl with the crush.ā Sakura has an arc when it comes to Sasuke, and its trajectory moves in the exact opposite direction of āirrationalā or āselfish.āĀ She specifically goes from āthe girl with the crushā to āthe girl who steels herself and tries to put her personal feelings for Sasuke aside for the greater goodā to āthe girl who knows she canāt put her feelings aside, but who also knows full well that Sasuke doesnāt reciprocate them, and who still wants to save him regardless, because he matters to her as a person and a friend.ā
[I'm putting the rest of this under a cut to save everyone's dash, and also to emphasize once again that this is a personal post on my personal blog which I wrote in response to a question from a personal acquaintance, the full content of which no one is obligated to read. I am not sending this post to random strangers and forcing them to look at it. I'm not even putting it in the character tags. I'm typing it up on my own blog and putting it under a cut. If you already know that you don't like Sakura, but you still click the link/read the post and then feel an urge to comment and complain, I am going to copy-paste this disclaimer and remind you that I specifically recommended that you scroll past and go have fun with fandom in your own way. Thanks in advance for responsibly curating your own fandom experience!]
So, from the top:
1. the girl with the crush
Sakura is, obviously, completely obsessed with Sasuke at the beginning of Part 1.Ā Sheās also deeply clueless about him and his history (bizarre though it is, the story seems to indicate that she initially doesnāt know what happened with his family, the same way young!Obito is initially clueless about Kakashiās father).Ā But what I like about Sakura and Sasukeās Part 1 relationship is how this changes over time.
The critical scene that kicks this off happens right at the beginning of the manga, when she and Sasuke are talking by that bench - she complains about Naruto and blames his behavior on him being all alone/having no family to scold him; and even says sheās jealous that he doesnāt have parents to nag him all the time.Ā This obviously triggers an outburst from Sasuke, who tells her she has no idea what loneliness means and that she āmakes him sickā/sheās āannoyingā (importantly, the exact same thing Sakura said to Naruto in anger earlier that day), which in turn prompts Sakura to reassess herself and wonder whether sheās been making Naruto feel this terrible all the time, too:
From that point on, itās a process of her putting little pieces together.Ā She still has a MAJOR crush, and she still acts like a twelve year-old, but as we approach the end of Part I, Sakura actually has a more accurate grasp on Sasukeās current state of mind than Naruto does.Ā Naruto is initially excited to fight Sasuke on top of the hospital, because he feels like Sasukeās finally acknowledging him, whereas Sakura is the one who immediately recognizes that something is wrong about this situation.Ā She is also the one who, after this fight, is concerned that Sasuke is really unwell and might do something drastic like run off in pursuit of the power Orochimaru promised him, but when she communicates this to Naruto, he assures her that this would NEVER happen:
(Sakura isn't convinced, though, because she goes to monitor the exit out of the village anyway.)
Iām not criticizing Naruto for his response here.Ā I ADORE hearing him say that Sasuke is too strong to need Orochimaru, with such perfect confidence - I love seeing how much respect and admiration he has for Sasuke underneath all their fighting, because thatās the whole reason heās always baiting Sasuke and yelling at him and claiming āyou're not so great!ā He looks up to Sasuke; he wants to be like Sasuke; he thinks Sasuke is awesome! (Itās that Obito @ Kakashi behavior, you know?) But the fact remains that he is clueless about whatās actually going on with Sasuke in Part 1, and he remains clueless(ly optimistic) for a long time.Ā Ā
(Eg, when he catches up to Sasuke during the retrieval arc and Sasuke climbs out of that cursed seal coffin, Naruto waves at him and calls "Come on, let's go!" as if Sasuke has been successfully rescued and is now going to come running home.Ā Even in Part II, when Naruto hears that Sasuke killed Orochimaru, he beams and immediately says, āSo he must be on his way back to the Leaf Village!āĀ And everyone else in the room is like, ā....,ā because they know better.Ā Naruto doesnāt yet fully understand [or doesn't want to accept] the extent to which Sasuke has willingly chosen this path, and itās not until after Jiraiyaās death/the Pain attack/the Five Kage Summit that Naruto really starts to understand Sasuke more clearly, which is something he himself admits.)
Sakura, in Part 1, has access to more information about Sasuke - sheās there for his first dissociative monologue during the bells test, sheās there for the curse markās placement, sheās there for his first violent transformation in the Forest of Death - she is, in fact, the unwitting catalyst for it (āSakuraā¦who did this to you?ā), and her compassion is the reason Sasuke is later able to overcome the curse markās influence - so she has a more accurate/complete picture of āhow heās doing,ā for lack of a better phrase, whereas Naruto, who doesnāt know about the curse mark in the first place, is still in the dark.Ā This means that Sakura is able to accurately discern that Sasuke is struggling more than Naruto realizes, and specifically to predict that heās going to run away.Ā Ā
(This dynamic is then interestingly flipped in the back half of Part II, since at any point after the Five Kage Summit, Sakura doesnāt have access to extremely relevant [if currently questionable and unproven] details that would in any other circumstance inform her behavior).
Of course, just because she has more info in Part 1 doesnāt mean she has some kind of miraculous insight into Sasukeās every thought and feeling.Ā There are parts of her attempt to convince Sasuke to stay in the village that are as clueless as any of Narutoās assumptions, and they showcase the kind of magical thinking common to childhood - like when she says that if he stayed with her, she could give him happiness, sheād do anything for him, even help him get his revenge - this idea that she herself can do something to make him feel better, that she can love him powerfully enough to defeat his pain - obviously none of that is rooted in realism.
Is this part of her approach irrational and immature and inadvertently self-centered?Ā Of course it is!Ā But itās no more irrational and immature and inadvertently self-centered than Narutoās stated plan to drag Sasuke back to the village even if he has to ābreak every bone in [his] body!āĀ
Hating on Sakura for her Part 1 attempt to convince Sasuke to stay in the village while simultaneously lauding Naruto for his feels like a bad faith misread of what is, to me, pretty clear narrative intention.Ā The story doesnāt at any point intend for us to see her begging him to stay as a selfish or conniving attempt to get something she wants.Ā Sheās begging him to stay for the same underlying reason that Naruto is: she cares about him.Ā She thinks heās making a mistake that will only cause him more pain in the end (sheās right) and she wants to make it so he feels less pain right now (she canāt.Ā But she doesnāt understand that/isnāt able to admit that, and sheās willing to try ANYTHING that might help).Ā Ā
Itās critical that this farewell scene is set in front of that same bench from their first important confrontation - she references that day and how angry he got at her, and this time she tells him that she understands his reaction.Ā Sheās learned things and she recognizes how insensitive she was being back then (āI know what happened to your clan, Sasukeā), even though she still canāt fully grasp all the complexities of the situation. She tells him that him blowing up at her back then helped her understand what loneliness actually meant (as opposed to her previous shallow understanding of it), and she challenges him about his choice right now: "So that's it, you're choosing the lonely path?" And when she tells him that she'll be very lonely if he leaves, we're immediately shown a panel of Sasuke thinking of both his friends, with the very clear implication that if he goes through with this, he will be lonely without them, too - that he's still struggling with the idea of leaving them, no matter how hard he tries to pretend:
Sakura at this point knows that Sasuke isnāt interested in her the way she is in him, but she still wants to give him happiness, however fantastical and immature her ideas sound to us (and, Iām sure, to him).Ā āIāll do anything, even help you get your revenge/we'll have fun every day, and...and you'll be happy! I'll make sure of it!ā - of course, itās completely childish.Ā Itās irrational.Ā Itās ridiculous to think that any of this would ever be effective, but no more ridiculous than Narutoās belief that he can simply break every bone in Sasukeās body and keep him in the Leaf by force.
Both Naruto and Sakura are children who have a deeply oversimplified understanding of Sasukeās situation.Ā They both still think they can fix him themselves.Ā They both think they can save him themselves.Ā They both think they can convince (or force) him to do what they want, what they think is in his best interests.Ā Both of them donāt yet understand that he has to want to come back, if itās ever going to mean anything.Ā Their attempts to keep him in the village are immature and unrealistic, yes.Ā What they arenāt, however, is selfish, because neither Sakura nor Naruto are doing any of this with the intention of advancing their own interests.Ā Theyāre only thinking about Sasuke - how to keep Sasuke safe, how to make Sasuke happy - even when neither of them are taking an approach that will actually work.
Naruto and Sakura are children.Ā Theyāre afraid of losing somebody they care about.Ā Their attempts to prevent that from happening are desperate and messy and ultimately ineffective, but they are also genuinely felt and rooted in a true desire to rescue Sasuke from his pain, which - and this is the single most important thing that should impact our viewing of Part 1 - is something that Sasuke RECOGNIZES.Ā He doesnāt spend that agonizingly long moment bowed over Narutoās defeated body so we can pretend he doesnāt understand that Naruto was just trying to help him.Ā He doesnāt take the time to murmur, āSakuraā¦thank you,ā before laying her out carefully on a bench, just so we can discount it and pretend that he doesnāt recognize and appreciate her genuine intention to make things better for him, however clumsy that attempt might have been.
2. the greater good
If Stage 1 Sakura is "the girl with the crush," then Stage 2 Sakura is a progression to āthe girl who decides to put her feelings for Sasuke aside in order to protect innocent people, including (but certainly not limited to) Naruto.āĀ Sheās driven to this decision by interactions with Shikamaru, who all too recently had to grow up fast himself (āWe're not kids anymore...we can't allow a war to break out between the Hidden Leaf and the Hidden Cloud because of Sasuke") and Sai, who risks his new friendship with Sakura and Team 7 in order to speak some hard truths and deliver one of my favorite lines in the whole story: āI donāt know what promise Naruto made to you, but itās really no different than what was done to me.Ā Itās like a curse mark.ā
(INCREDIBLE.Ā How can anybody be complaining about a season where Sai gets to say something that goes THIS HARD and Sakura LISTENS and takes DRAMATIC ACTION that actually propels the story forward in a meaningful way - )
[Okay, yeah, brief personal opinion interlude - it is just bonkers wild to me that there are people who complain about Sakura in the Five Kage Summit arc. That entire season is the greatest character arc she ever has.Ā Literally she has never been more interesting and dynamic than in Season 10; itās the first time she ever gets to be as deep and fascinating as the boys; what is everybody so worked up about?Ā Oh, āshe lied to Naruto that one timeā - Sasuke joined infant-kidnapping baby-murdering human experimentation machine Orochimaru when he was twelve years old in order to (dare I say it????) selfishly pursue his personal goals and yet, somehow, we are still able to root for him.Ā He abandoned his friends/allies to imprisonment and death (Suigetsu and JÅ«go) or outright stabbed them in the chest himself (Karin) in order to (SELFISHLY) get what he wanted, and yet, somehow, we are still able to love him, understand him, and be on his side.Ā Naruto is canonically not upset with Sakura about her lie after receiving context for the situation and I think we can probably take our cues from him without feeling the need to bring her up on war crimes; please calm down]
[Sorry, I just really love most of Season 10 and think itās one of the best examples of how good this story can be when every single character gets to do something that matters (as opposed to things being all Naruto, all the time) so I get a little bit worked up over people complaining about some of the best writing Sakura ever gets.Ā I donāt understand what certain elements of fandom want from her. People complain about her being āuselessā and not doing anything that contributes to the story, but then they complain just as much when she does finally get to act decisively and have just as complex/dynamic an inner world as the boys.Ā Sheās āweakā for being unreasonably in love with Sasuke, but when she tries to be āstrongā and put her love for him aside and eliminate him in order to protect Naruto and the rest of the world, sheās evil, because she should have been more understanding of his situation (despite the fact that she doesnāt KNOW anything about his situation).Ā But then when she canāt go through with killing him after all because she cares about him too much despite the things heās done, sheās not "compassionate" or "kind" or "a good friend," sheās āweakā again. Nothing Sakura does in S10 is more wrongheaded or rash than any of the batshit, buckwild things Naruto and Sasuke have done in the past (and will continue to do in the future), but when Naruto and Sasuke have big feelings or take bold action, it makes them interesting characters, whereas Sakura canāt breathe in anyoneās direction without being minutely scrutinized for moral impurities.]Ā Ā
Anyway. Back to a more measured response.Ā Ā
Every single piece of development Sakura has with regard to Sasuke in this season satisfies me so much.Ā Her initial shock and disbelief at hearing that Sasuke had joined the Akatsuki?Ā Good, appropriate.Ā The fact that she starts to acknowledge the reality of what Sasukeās done sooner than Naruto does?Ā Also extremely appropriate, very in-character for both of them.Ā Her taking Saiās words to heart and deciding that the promise she asked Naruto to make when they were children is causing him to suffer and she has to relieve him of that burden?Ā Juicy!Ā AND thematically significant (promises!!!!Ā the burden that a promise places on a person, especially when it can't be kept - we've seen that before in this story and we'll see it again).Ā Her anguished pivot from wanting to protect Sasuke to realizing that she has a responsibility to protect the countless innocents who will die because of the war heās trying to start?Ā HELLO THIS IS INCREDIBLE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT.Ā Her knocking out the classmates who agreed to help her so they donāt have to share in her burden (and so the only person Naruto will hate when itās over is her)?Ā BRUH.Ā Her being so committed and focused on her goal of saving innocents and protecting Naruto (not just from being harmed by Sasuke/the Akatsuki, but by the possibility that Naruto will someday have to hurt Sasuke himself) that she tries to take everything on by herself and walks into a confrontation that she absolutely cannot win??Ā INCREDIBLE.Ā (Literally the first time I watched this, I said, āFinally!!!Ā Itās Sakuraās turn to go off the rails!āĀ I laughed with my sister about how Kakashi isnāt even mad, because Naruto and Sasuke have been pulling stunts like this for years and Sakura was way overdue for her own meltdown.)Ā And then, after Kakashi intervenes in the fight - Sakura barreling back into the battle when she realizes heās going to take on the burden of killing Sasuke himself in order to spare her and Naruto the horror - āI canāt let Kakashi-sensei bear this burden!āĀ I love her for that.Ā Ā
And then, of course, in the end - her not being able to do hurt Sasuke after all.Ā Despite committing herself to the act, despite forcing herself to put her feelings for him aside, despite resolving to stop him from starting a war and killing innocent people, she canāt harm him.Ā She cares about him too much.Ā This, too, is thematically significant - think about Itachiās āyou donāt have enough hatredā - she doesnāt have enough hatred to kill someone she cares about, even if it seems like he deserves it, even if would be the right thing to do to protect others.Ā She canāt do it, and Sasuke almost kills her for her compassion.Ā Ā
I love the dynamic this sets up between her and Sasuke, for a few reasons:
1) Personally, I think Sasuke respects Sakura much more for trying to kill him than he would have if sheād just tried to talk him out of his behavior or beg him to come home (a la their original confrontation in Part 1).Ā This is the first significant interaction heās had with Sakura in years, and the fact that she does something SO contrary to his memory of her is an important demonstration of the fact that sheās not the same girl she used to be.Ā Sasuke spends a lot of time after his defection declaring to his old team āIāve changed; Iām not that person anymore,ā but this is one of the moments where heās forced to acknowledge that his teammates have changed, too.Ā Time didnāt just stop for them when he left.Ā While he was turning into someone new, so were they.Ā They grew up without him, and his old memories of them canāt encompass the whole picture of who they are now.Ā Ā
(This is a little tangential, but in general, I love the spectrum of reactions that Naruto, Sakura, and Kakashi have in this sequence, and the way that all of them are ultimately messages Sasuke needs to hear.Ā Sasuke - who we know textually regrets what he did here, who apologizes to Sakura for it later - for āeverything,ā in fact - needs Narutoās aggressively optimistic open-arms policy, yes, needs that potential, that unconditional possibility of return.Ā He also needs Sakuraās refusal to let him hurt her friends and start a war that will kill thousands of people, needs her surprisingly ruthless attempt to take him down; needs just as much her failure to do so, because it shows him that she still loves him too much to kill him even as she condemns him.Ā And he needs Kakashiās grim line in the sand, needs someone who very possibly won't hesitate like Sakura (despite the horrifying personal cost), someone who will try to reach him but also won't let him escape and become the next generationās Orochimaru, who won't let him cause untold suffering to untold numbers of people just because a teacher loved him too much to stop him when he had the chance.Ā
(And then even Kakashi chooses not to deliver a killing blow when he has the opportunity -)
(I know that in fandom people are more likely to be all, āoh, Naruto Good, everybody else Bad,ā but I donāt think the narrative frames Sakura or Kakashi as āworseā than Naruto in any way.Ā The story goes out of its way to make it clear how desperately they donāt want to hurt Sasuke and how much they care about him.Ā And [this is just my interpretation, so obviously I wonāt claim it as fact], I personally think that Sasuke - Sasuke, who, looking back, can see how lost he was then and how tortured he would have been if heād gone through with many of his plans - would be grateful to Sakura and Kakashi for making an attempt to stop him when he couldnāt stop himself.)
2) On the other side of this, the fact that Sakura wasnāt able to deliver the killing blow means a lot. Sasuke was incapacitated under that bridge; he was completely at her mercy - but she stopped with the kunai an inch from his back.Ā She couldnāt kill him, even though she knew that he was completely willing to kill her (because he'd attempted to Chidori-assassinate her from behind just a few minutes ago).Ā Thatās huge!Ā Sasuke is too out of his head right now to process this or understand it, but later, it's going to matter.Ā She stayed her hand.Ā She spared his life.Ā She loved him too much to hurt him, even when heād given her every reason to take him down.Ā She hesitated, and he almost killed her for it, but her inability to strike him ultimately gave him yet another chance to come home, another chance to get better, another chance to have a life outside of his pain.Ā Despite everything, some part of her still hadnāt really given up on him, and that knowledge will matter later, when heās finally able to acknowledge it.Ā Ā
The point of all this is to say that I really have no complaints about Sakura and Sasukeās dynamic in their S10 confrontation.Ā This season is the point where Sakura fully grows past her āgirl with a crushā stage and into her āshinobi must make very harsh decisionsā adulthood, but it never means that she doesnāt care about the person sheās trying to take down.Ā Her ultimate inability to deliver the killing blow remains a dangling lifeline for her relationship with Sasuke, an open door that Sasuke is able to walk through at the end of the story (literally, in fact, when Sakura opens that portal for him and saves him from Kaguyaās desert prison, and figuratively, too, when Sasuke apologizes to her).
3. she only wants to save you
The last stage in their relationship is what Sakura settles into during the war arc.Ā She started off Part 1 being just a girl with a crush, then tried to harden her heart and put her feelings for Sasuke aside in service of the greater good, but she was unable to actually follow through and kill him, and because of that, what sheās come to accept by the war arc is actually two things: that 1) Sasuke truly is willing to let her die if it furthers his goals, and 2) she wants to save him anyway.Ā Ā
She has no intention of pursuing Sasuke romantically.Ā She knows full well that Sasuke isnāt interested in her.Ā She even knows that Sasuke isnāt really on their side (thereās a great scene where Sai questions Sakura about Sasukeās return, and she reassures him that everything is fine, and Sai sadly thinks to himself āeven I can tell your smile is fakeā).Ā Sheās well-aware that Sasuke didnāt try to help her when Madara stabbed her.Ā Sheās well-aware that he left her to die in the lava pit.Ā Sheās also well-aware that none of this is enough to make her stop loving him.Ā He doesnāt have to care about her - she still cares about him.Ā She still wants to help him.Ā She still wants to save him.
This is not hidden, hard-to-parse character development.Ā Itās explicitly articulated on the page:
Sakuraās not trying or wanting to make you hers!Ā She only wants to save you.
Iām not sure if people look at this last confrontation and unquestioningly take Sasuke at his word (as if we havenāt just read 71 volumes/watched 700 episodes showing us how how painfully distorted his thinking is), or if they stop reading/watching before the end of the scene, or if they donāt understand that Sasuke saying something doesnāt make that statement an accurate representation of reality.Ā The entire point of this scene is to show us how deeply mistaken Sasuke is about Sakura (and, by extension, the rest of Team 7).Ā Heās locked into a false pattern of thinking.Ā His single-minded focus on revenge and destruction has blinded him to the unconditional love his friends feel for him; heās become so accustomed to using others and being used that he canāt understand or accept that someone would care about him without needing a reason, without needing him to love them back, without needing to receive something from him in exchange.
Sakuraās not trying or wanting to make you hers!Ā She only wants to save you.
Sasuke matters to Sakura as more than a love interest.Ā He always has.Ā She does love him romantically, yes, but she doesnāt only love him romantically, and her desire to help him is not and has never been contingent on him returning her feelings, romantically or otherwise.Ā Sasuke isnāt able to acknowledge that in this scene, but that doesnāt mean weāre supposed to just sit back and agree with his warped perspective.Ā Kakashi is the one whoās explicitly positioned as the voice of the narrative here.Ā We, as the audience, are supposed to recognize that Kakashi is the one telling us the truth.
[tangential thing 1: You donāt have to love Sakura's last plea to Sasuke here. Itās not my favorite, either - the best part, other than Kakashiās speech at the end, is the moment after Kakashi collapses when Sakuraās expression changes from pained uncertainty to pure rage, when she grits her teeth together - when I first saw that, I almost leapt out of my seat like āOh my god.Ā Sheās finally going to let him have it.Ā Itās finally happening - āĀ I wanted that so badly, and I still think it would have been a more effective writing choice for Sakuraās last words to lean more into her anger at the suffering Sasuke is causing all of them (himself included!) and less into yet another of Kishimotoās ālet me have Sakura articulate what a shame it is that she canāt do as much as Naruto despite the fact that I literally just went through a major reveal sequence in the war to show that sheās caught up to the boys; I canāt make up my mind about whether I want her to progress or notā - itās extremely frustrating (and it's something he does at the very end of the S10 Team 7 reunion, too, which is the ONLY moment of S10 that falls flat for me).Ā But at the same time, even if there are ways this sequence could be more satisfying, it doesnāt change the fact that her plea to him is not remotely motivated by a desire to be with him romantically and not anything to condemn her for.]
[tangential thing 2: I do like how she remembers that moment when Sasuke says āThank you.āĀ That panel precedes her saying āIf thereās even a tiny corner of your heart that thinks about meā¦ā (which Iām sure is one of the things that people like to criticize about this scene, aka āoh sheās sooooo self-centeredā etc), but that particular line of dialogue is preceded by that particular flashback panel for a reason: Sakura knows that Sasuke DOES think about her.Ā He thinks about all of them.Ā Sakura remembers that āthank you,ā and it reminds her that despite everything Sasuke has done and said since, despite all evidence to the contrary, she knows in her bones that his expression of gratitude back then was genuine.Ā He cared about her once.Ā He cared about all of them.Ā Sheās trying to reach the part of him that still does, if it exists.]
[tangential thing 3: The fact that Kakashi says āshe suffers from loving you,ā and it triggers Sasuke to remember his own family - thinking about how much he suffered (and still suffers) from loving them - āPerhapsā¦those are the ties to a failed pastā - the idea that itās not worth it to have bonds if it means you suffer this muchā¦that itās too difficult, itās too painful, and if Sakura and the rest of Team 7 were smarter they would just give it up (all Sasuke knows how to do now is sever potential bonds before they can hurt him; so why arenāt Sakura and the rest of his teammates doing that, why canāt they let it go, why are they making this so hard - ) << yeah, he clearly doesn't care about her/them at all.]
4. the shadow of my family
This has all been a really long way to answer the original question, but the short response to āWhat do you think about the relationship between Sasuke and Sakura?ā is āI really care about it,āĀ just like I really care about the relationship between Sasuke and Naruto, just like I really care about the relationship between Sasuke and Kakashi. And I donāt think the story ever asks me to choose between them.
Iām not sure whether itās the impact of Boruto-era ācanonā that gets in the way of other people approaching things this way (I donāt consider sequel material when I evaluate the original story), or if itās Kishimotoās frequent disinterest in/disrespect towards female characters, which yes, does sometimes make it harder, or if it's a shipping thing (bane of my existence), or some combination of factors, but for me, taking one member of Team 7 out of the equation hobbles the rest of the story.Ā I canāt read/watch Naruto while hating one of the protagonists and loving the other three.Ā It doesnāt work like that for me.Ā The story wasnāt written that way, and thereās nothing in the text that would cause me to receive it that way.
That doesn't mean there's anything wrong with disliking one of the main foursome (or any character, for that matter) - obviously we're all going to have different preferences, and everyone is free to enjoy or reject whatever parts of a story they want, or to like or dislike whatever characters they want. I know that some people have more fun disregarding canon and doing their own thing, which is fine.Ā My own personal zone of enjoyment comes from receiving the story as closely to how I think it was intended to be read as I can, and personally, when I look at this particular story, what I see is that all the members of Team 7 clearly demonstrate their love for Sasuke in ways that he himself later recognizes and acknowledges. All of them are driven by their desire to save him and their unwillingness to hurt him. All of them make repeated choices to chase after him when he runs away, to trust him when he hasn't exactly earned it, to give him another chance when he doesn't appear to deserve it. ALL of them, not just Naruto, do these things multiple times throughout the story, and Sasuke owes his life (and thus his eventual recovery) to ALL of them, many times over. Kakashi disobeys Hokage-elect DanzÅ and breaks the law to negotiate for Sasuke's life with a foreign head of state. Sakura and Kakashi both have opportunities to kill Sasuke in the Land of Iron, and they choose to spare him instead. Kakashi stops Sasuke from killing his only friends at two different points in the story, which would have been a mistake Sasuke couldn't have recovered from. Sasuke would have died in Kaguya's desert dimension if Sakura hadn't saved him (Sakura, who knew that Sasuke wasn't even truly on her side yet, who knew he'd abandoned her for dead multiple times already that day). Kaguya's bone bullet would have killed Sasuke too, if Kakashi, with his intention to die in Sasuke's place, hadn't leapt in front of it (Kakashi, who also knew that Sasuke wasn't fully on their side yet, who also knew that Sasuke had abandoned him for dead earlier that day). Sasuke and Naruto would have BOTH died in the Final Valley if Sakura and a severely injured Kakashi hadn't chased after them to heal their injuries.
Remove any one member of Team 7, and Sasuke never makes it home. Without the combined efforts of all three of his teammates, he doesn't survive. Ā Thatās the way it should be, thematically, for a story whose first and most foundational premise was the importance of teamwork, and since Sakura was just as essential to that framework as everyone else, Iām just as invested in her relationship with Sasuke as I am in his relationship with everyone else.Ā You canāt remove one leg from a four-legged stool without damaging the integrity of the entire structure, and for me, discounting any single member of Team 7 irreparably damages the integrity of the entire story.Ā
TL;DR: I love all of the Team 7 relationships, including Sakura and Sasuke's, because despite what some segments of fandom seem to believe, the text of the story never gives me any reason not to.
#naruto#meta#replies#anyway that's that! hopefully that is a helpful answer#thank you for the question! i honestly don't think i would have ever gotten around to writing about this if i hadn't been directly asked#i love talking about the stories i enjoy (obviously; we all do; that's why we're here)#but i'm usually ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ about responding to takes that blatantly misread the narrative to justify hating a particular character or ship#mostly because a) it's whatever. as long as people mind their own business and leave me to enjoy myself they can do what they want#and b) some opinions are so divorced from the actual text that they're not worth discussing#like. what's the point of responding to random internet posts saying that sakura was selfishly pursuing sasuke as a lover the entire time#when that is textually and provably not the case?#if you're that committed to experiencing things in direct contradiction to what the narrative is asking of us then just go ahead#is it mildly annoying to me? sure. but so are lots of things and it's better to just let stuff go#like - i initially planned to take this piece of meta all the way up through sakura and sasuke's last scene together#the one where he tells her 'maybe next time' and finally reclaims and redefines itachi's forehead tap (INCREDIBLE. THIS SCENE.)#but ultimately i changed my mind because everything i wrote for that last section was coming out too harsh#i generally prefer to talk about fandom stuff in a chill/friendly approachable way#but i kept thinking about the most obscenely & disrespectfully inaccurate read of that scene i'd ever seen#and i couldn't figure out how to talk about it in a non-scathing way#that scene and the one where naruto gives sasuke's headband back are the ONLY well-written things about the finale of naruto#they are SO perfectly constructed and i can't respond to people slandering either one without feeling an urge to kill#so i just deleted it. partially because again - this is fandom; it's not that serious; people can do what they want#but also because i know i get extra frustrated about people picking over the text and plucking out isolated bits and pieces#to contort into blatantly misinterpreted mutant shapes that 'confirm' whatever pre-existing judgments or ships they had#instead of experiencing the story as a cohesive whole & keeping in mind the greater context of what it's always been trying to communicate#people on this website say 'we all interpret things differently :)' as if it means no one can ever be wrong about what a text is saying#newsflash: not all interpretations of a text are valid. things can't in fact mean whatever you want them to mean.#the ***story*** persists and exists even if the author is dead to you#if you choose to ignore that then that's fine; it's just fandom; who cares. but i'm not going to pretend you're 'analyzing' anything.#(ok now i'm really done. you can see why i deleted this section XD)
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I want to write I want to make girls be weird about each other in MY word docs I want to have creative projects and goals againn :/
#but i am. so tired#i also don't want it to be something i'm forcing myself through because i feel like that always backfires#this year to me has really been about figuring out what is actually important to me and in what ways i can push myself to grow without#sending myself back to square one again#i can kind of feel myself gearing up to create things again and have wants and goals again but it is sooo slow#absolutely everything wipes me out mentally which i guess it always did but now i can like. comprehend it!#i know what is happening in there but i am so clumsy at working around it. i hadn't practiced that a lot before#it's taking like multiple years to recover from stuff that other people seem to recover from easily#it's sooo annoying and it's not really about feeling like i wasted my 20s anymore#i am where i am it was my life and i spent it the way i did so far. i just can't change that#it's more about like Wanting to do so many things and feeling like there is the potential for so much and feeling held back by my own self#there are so many things i want to try now that i'm doing more than bare minimum surviving and it's like i want them all at once#but i can't possibly do them all at least not yet there just is not time or energy or money to do them all right away#i have trouble prioritizing
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(self-)defence mechanism
#Michelle Gomez#Doom Patrol#Doom Patrol spoilers#Laura De Mille#Madame Rouge#Ngl the cattish grin made my skin try to turn inside out and/or remove itself entirely#And the crow's feet??? I want her to tear my face off#no I won't even censor that#But also she's doing her best and Eyebrows!Laura could have `approached this so much more effectively#If she'd only chilled with the accusations of immorality#and taken one moment to meet her then-self where she was at#like... she knew what 40s!Laura was going through.#It wasn't that long ago for her at all#I'm just imagining going back in time to myself a decade ago#and yelling at her for all the stuff she hadn't figured out about herself and life yet#just like... the cruelty of it achieves nothing#except a whole new kind of self-loathing#See more in the following set of this convo
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And as last of the bunch, we have... Ultra Sonic ! ( Hyper Sonic is here if you haven't seen him ) Packed full of various details, and if you can point out some from previous character pages, good on you !
This wasn't the first, uh, iteration of the design, the first one was literally just me throwing stuff at the screen in a bad doodle and making EVERYTHING GLOW like crazy ! It's not good, but tbh those glowy bits are pretty cool i think.
MAJOR eyestrain warning below !!! Like that is neon upon neon right there, caution !
#sonic the hedgehog#ultra sonic#sonic au#sonic emerald guardians au#ah. neon-colored hogwarts obama or whatever.#btw you may notice in all the drawings of Sonic so far he's had what looks like his normal shoes just with rings on them#that's just cause i hadn't figured out a design for them#i mean i kinda still haven't but i'm using that fashion illustration i posted recently as a base#oh#the halo is actually a little floatie like echidna Chaos has#it's just split into a million pieces#it's not the same star shape tho#teka art#teka backlog
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TennoCon 2023 Bingo
I saw a bingo card for TennoCon on reddit and I didn't like it so I made my own.
I don't think that everything on here is likely to happen (one of the diagonals I'm pretty much calling 'the hope springs eternal line') but I think there's at least a chance of getting a bingo.
This was fun to make! I consulted with my brothers who also play for some ideas. Maybe I'll make a habit out of it.
Let's go for a blackout!! (joking)
(anything I missed that you think should be on here? I want to hear other peoples' hopes for TennoCon!)
#warframe#tennocon#tennocon 2023#tennocon bingo#I tried to put some things for greater tennocon and not just tennolive but I couldn't think of a lot#I think bingo cards are fun and I hadn't seen a lot yet#I hope Triburos comes out with one but other than that I will be figuring out how I want to mark on this one to see what happens#less than a week!! I'm excited
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