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The Orville season 1 episode 1: this dude finally gets to be a space captain, but his first officer is his ex wife! So wacky 🤪 plenty of jokey moments. This is a star trek parody we don't take ourselves too seriously!
The Orville season 3 episode 1: one of the main characters commits suicide and the only one who can revive him is someone who suffered firsthand from his actions in the previous season and hates his guts. We explore multiple expressions of grief and hatred as well as consider what drives someone to suicide. The best scene has no dialogue, just a character slowly breaking down into tears as the wall of emotions finally breaks free in a moment of solitude.
#the fam and i were rewatching and after the aforementioned scene#i just had to break the silence#and said 'this started out as star trek with fart jokes'#the orville season 3#the orville new horizons#electric sheep#suicide mention tw#suicide mention#the orville#to be fair im not ragging on the more comedic version of the orville either#and some of the best episodes also have a lot of comedic moments#its just#damn what a tone shift
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Idc I’m going to say it one of the biggest inconsistencies about season 2 to me is the sesbian lex scene. You’re telling me Vi-who’s hesitated to kill her little sister several times despite the pain and destruction Jinx has caused to everyone she loves, who never truly convinced herself Jinx was beyond saving despite being part of a task force who’s objective was to take her down, who gave Jinx the keys to her cell so she could escape when the world was against her, who holds so much capacity for forgiveness and love and protectiveness- would watch her younger sister insinuate that she’s going to go kill herself, and then immediately proceed to go down on Caitlyn as soon as she’s freed? No less in a prison cell, a place she had been wrongfully imprisoned and abused in since she was a teenager and is presumably associated with terrible things in her head? It just doesn’t sit right with me, and if anyone can convince me otherwise I’m genuinely interested if there’s a different interpretation.
#breaking my silence#I love caitvi and am happy for them#but I can’t lie and say this didn’t leave a sort of weird taste in my mouth#I just feel like there were other ways they could have had that moment#that don’t feel out of place#arcane#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#arcane season 2#arcane league of legends#league of legends#arcane s2#lyn talks arcane
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Seeing people hating on Rappa pisses me off so badly.
Like I get it, you're not fan of her, you're not fan of her design, ALRIGHT!!!
Just FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, Can y'all stop spreading hate to a charecter who DIDN'T EVEN APPEAR IN GAME FOR 5 DAMN MINUTES??????
#Seriously can't people just stop b*tchin around for minutes and get a life on your own#I'm really sorry with that sudden anger#But I just had to break silence#People are so damn insufferable#I talk#Honkai#honkai star rail#Star rail#HSR#hsr rappa#Rappa#Honkaiposting#Also Rappa fans definitely exist so like#C'mon bro😭
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i've never seen the show so idk if the severance people know about this but one of my coworkers in the break room at lunch today was talking about how he had just started watching it and really enjoying it and he realized that they were filming in a building that he used to work in (the bell labs building, he said it was "the most exciting place in the world to work at if you were a scientist back in the day" btw). anyway, he said that he loved working there but that the interior architecture of the building in like the central part of the building felt like a prison lol. sorry if show watchers already knew this but i thought if not that you might appreciate knowing it
#seems like it would add flavor to the experience#he also said they had a problem with 100s of canada geese clogging up the drainage pond (i think even causing problems with the plumbing)#and they put out fake scary birds of prey to deter the geese#anyway my lunch hour only lines up w the high school teachers at on thursdays#and i usually eat in the other break room downstairs#but oof the high school teachers always have such interesting and intelligent conversations at lunch at my school lol#they always have cool stuff to talk about#not that the elementary teachers are boring but they're less chatty in general in the break room#and the conversations are less varied#maybe bc everyone is wiped and just needs silence 🤣#anyway#severance#i've never seen the shownbut im considering it
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ID: Bmo smugly quoting a discord screenshot by saying "they call me 007. 0 money 0 pussy 7 suicide attempts". end ID
ID: Bmo looking over Finn and Jake, who are looking at him concerned. He says "wow not even an lol. okay i see how it is". end ID
ID: bmo on the process of jumping from a window while saying "they call me 008". Finn, jake, or both are screaming "Wait-" . end ID.
#breaking my silence with this pipebomb#im using this as an excuse to finally talk about bmo weird obsession with dying. wtf is wrong with her.#in the weirdest ways too. hampster ass.#epic list of hit bmo suicide moments:#-the one in desertworld (ofc)#-the drift (she KNEW it was dangerous and still choose to go there)#-that one time in the comics where she was left stuck in a room for twelve ours and she sawed off her whole arm so she could escape.#saw trap bmo......#-whatever tf happened in that scene of imaginary resources where she just janked out a whole bolt out of herself.#and her screen had static and she shut down for a few seconds and she felt dizzy afterwards. like. girl.#yes she saved those robots n the virtual world but like. not a single hint of hesitation she just fucikign did that with no thinking.#doesnt giving out your organs at random have like. consequences. or something.#like yk normally iwouldnt bat an eye but this being done by mr.sacrifice bmo makes me Think.#-that time she said ''don't worry boys it's better this way'' while being infected by a brain-eating virus#does deleting her own memories count into this. i think it does. sorta.#there is probably more but my brain isn0t awake enough for that rn
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geralt who always subbed to people who treated him like shit as a form of self harm who then gets brought out of his shell to dom for jaskier
#witcher tag#ogc tag#not a fully formed thought just something im playing with#like he thinks he should be treated like dirt like a dog he thinks he's nothing but a tool so he has sex with people who make him into that#he's a rug he's an idiot he's a tool for their pleasure he's a whipping boy who can take so much more than the rest#he's the laughingstock turned from full witcher might and glory into a crawling vermin#and like it makes him feel sick but he feels like he doesnt deserve any better so he keeps doing it#and jaskier's overheard it once or twice he thinks he knows what geralt is into so he tries#but it comes out so soft and so tender and he asks geralt's safewords and gets silence becuz he's never had those before#and geralt feels SICK he's like stop it stop being so kind to me i dont deserve it.#and jaskier just breaks apart for this poor man. tells him of course he deserves a choice of course he deserves control#idk. idk. could be something
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"careful, or i'll quote that"
#adamandi#was going to be normal but then this scene popped into my head and played on loop and like#guys this scene just makes me Miserable. they're so friends now they're so happy and funny and then later in the show#she manipulates him and he tries to kill her and like. my god beatrix vincent friendship. omg.#im so. it kills me. i realise these arent the most accurate character styles but i Had to get it out. oh my god. literally the other day i#i was like ''oh haha im not going to directly draw scenes from the show im going to be Thinky and Extra'' but no actually sometimes the#the scenes from the show just hit. this line the delivery the Situations it kills me. im so hnnghghf about them#something also maybe about rewatching media knowing the whole plot and the extra Tragedy it all brings also. like to know the ending will#break your heart (but be also some sort of stunning catharsis) and to watch it all!!! again!!!! aaagh.#fun facts about the first time i watched adamandi proper after looking through the tumblrs and half-spoiling it for myself.. i went in with#the strangest assumptions of portia dies/ vincent makes a virus that kills the other nominees instead of actually stabby stabby and the#new invented biological thing would make him the winner a-la frankenstein style //. quincy cuts off his hand????? i am not sure where any#of these came from T-T but im glad i was wrong on literally every count.#miscellaneous brainrots from re-watching.. in the very very start i think vincent is wearing a mask in word to the wise?? like it was probs#a covid safety thing but it makes me go teehee for some reason. like the whole infectious thing was foreshadowed LMAO (approx 35 seconds in#also the balloons. and the admin. and the balloons. the way it's horrific and the balloons gently rain down#and you can see them bounce in the stunned silence. ooo that little detail. what a moment.#also at this point? i have been noticing the little inconsistencies in actions btwn shots but a) they're not seeable unless you're looking#Closely like i was for specific moments as references.. and b) it makes u think about the inconsistency of theatre as a medium and how nth#is ever delivered the same two ways which is really just !!!! to me. smth smth so so many ways to intepret characters and how everything is#always in flux every single cycle. theatre medium my beloved.#last side note from now: i am so abnormal about the marmorius society members who were phaethon nominees in their own right and instead#perished helping ambrose with HIS project. like. that is some sort of love there isn't it? like???? yes they're all bullies and awful but.#i've been reaching tag limit really quickly with all the recent posts. rambles i guess. so so many thoughts. well actual tags now i guess!#vincent aurelius lin#beatrix valeria campbell
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saw a post that was like 'i don't want a romantic relationship bc what if i get home tired from work and someone else is in my house' like there's this thing called communicating with your partner?
#i resisted the urge to reblog this and say this in the tags bc i didn't want people coming after me#bc they're jealous that i'm in a healthy relationship where i can communicate my boundaries to my partner who respects them#like if this happens to me i just *checks notes* tell my partner that i need space and they respect that#it's wild. like maybe these people have just been in shitty relationships#i'm guessing they're all american bc that's such an individualist mindset...#like i hate to break it to op but human connection is actually like. so important and they're not above it lmao#and it doesn't have to be a romantic relationship but it's actually really sad that they don't have anyone in their life that they#want to share their life with....#anyway this is lowkey one of the themes of silence agenda i just realized#that it starts out with nyx and avery refusing to communicate their boundaries or anything really#and they just want everything to be their way that their needs are the most important#and they learn how to have healthy communication and realize oh hey yeah i WAS really lonely oh wait this kind of connection IS good#and it IS worth giving up some individual freedom for the sake of companionship and love and connection#anyway not to just go on a RANT but i had to get some of these thoughts out#win rambles
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thank god that despite being a really anxious person I don’t generally crack under pressure and traumas because what the fuuuck is this shift , let’s get christmas over with now pls
#I can thank childhood for that like give me some chaos and I can handle it#I’m like in shock every year at how bad it is then forget I think#this whole months been horrid but todays been the worst so far for suurre#almost didn't have anywhere to park coming in even in the backlot I had to drive circles#this poor crusty broken lil store#usually on bad shifts I get into my car on break and blast music as I eat#lately it's been labour goes so hard loud esp the end good shit#can't even do that rn I'm over overstimulated#eating my apple in silence lol#it’s almost over and then it’ll be spring :’)#let me be delusional#literally blinked and it was 7pm like that’s crazy#wanna be at home wrapped in a blanket playing sims eating a big bowl of pasta#or fuuuckk just in bed under the blankets with my eyes closed
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HARBINGER; a person or thing that shows that something is going to happen soon, especially something bad.
#cp2077#art:reuben#nuclearocs#nuclearart#rbs encouraged <3#had to sacrifice my soul for the details on the arm btw. if you even care#full name is reuben de la rosa and he is my baby. i love him#ex maelstrom. didn't join willingly. left but also maelstrom Knows they still control him in a way#half a cyberjaw which is faultily installed. it's basically a death trap if he puts too much tension on his jaw his skull breaks. basically#done on purpose by maelstrom to silence him </3 BUT HE GETS IT FIXED NOT TO WORRY. IT JUST TAKES SOME TIME#trans also. if you even care. Very important to me. and he's just a little silly he's just a little guy <333#known as harbinger on the streets still because of how he used to operate when still with maelstrom...#i Will yell more about him soon not to worry but this will have to do for now <33 if you have any quastions tho pls send me asks teehee
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. It’s not too bad home. I’m over dramatic. It’s not bad and it won’t be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldn’t have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldn’t have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents aren’t in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. I’m sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didn’t go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents weren’t both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I don’t know if my scholarship would have held I don’t know if my financial aid would have held. I couldn’t have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I weren’t able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldn’t survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They aren’t going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents won’t feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my father’s gas eater truck. We couldn’t be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didn’t get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I don’t regret it. But a kid shouldn’t have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning ‘home’ for the breaks. I don’t know what I’m going to do.#If I can’t work all of the breaks then I either won’t be able to pay next semester#Or I’ll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Can’t buy gas. Can’t do anything. Can’t buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff I’m doing pulls through. But I’m willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldn’t that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldn’t you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But you’re leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You don’t want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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I know the humor of w.bg tends to be dry in its delivery so usually when it's funny it's not necessarily in the "audibly laughing from this" kind of way, but Ty disrupting the podcast transmission and calling it "Ty Be Back" (t.bb?) immediately followed by the flinchite theme song had me desperately trying to keep it together in the middle of my walk why is he like this.
#that and “Michael Western Walters- em dubyah dubyah for short” in the ep before that that took me out#w.bg#w.bg spoilers#I'm not the type to liveblog really so it feels funny but I had to break the silence for Ty's antics#and I loved that episode- 93- a contender for my favorite ngl#What else for my couple mutuals that like the show... Well as for recent stuff I'm sad about Mike leaving but happy about getting more Matt#I'm weirdly obsessed with him. He's got a cute voice too so that made it worse.#hm... honestly at this exact moment that's all that's on my mind I just wanted to speak to the void about it haha
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i truly really like lunacid, i think its a fun game with a cool world. but its also my first soulslike and im apparently really bad at them .
#i keep dying in the temple of silence and its sooooo frustrating lol#i just wanna get further in the game. SOBS. but the save points... are so far apart...#and last night i was doing really good and then i had to get up and do something and. i went to my inventory thinking i paused it#forgetting that soulslikes are allergic to giving you a little break#so anyway gonna do my FOURTH RUNTHROUGH OF THE FUCKING TEMPLE LATER#quincy.txt
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c!Ranboo in limbo if he was epic
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#areus rambles#Breaking my silence... I liked the ghostboo limbo Ranboo arc. It had really interesting ideas#The fact that ghostboo was basically just enderwalk Ranboo... Seeing the seperation between Ranboo with his memories and without#However. Like everything. I could have improved it.#Imagine if limbo Ranboo didn't have any memories and ghostboo had all of them....#Youtube
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ok tumblr really *has* broken my speaking mannerisms, at work I found two cup lids that had melted together inseparably and muttered "this, too, is yuri" as if that's a normal thing to say on a sunday morning
#life update i am tired and so is everyone else#my sister went to the ER last night for chest pain (she's ok it seems though still not great)#work's had the busiest week of sales ive seen thanks to march madness but we're short staffed#two of my coworkers were arrested this week and one went home after a mental breakdown#and tomorrow after the sun goes out for a bit we're gonna service everyone wanting food for the mm finale#might end up working overtime for a third day though i feel like it'll cancel out w the hours i missed this morning#when i was too nauseous to work due to all the painkillers i took last on an empty stomach last week#but honestly im doing ok i just want a fucking break and so does everyone else i know it seems#feels weird venting here but i guess it's better than silence#and at least i have weird events to explain my inactivity instead of 'idk brain bad :/' like before
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#p#i know it passes like it always does but time has never been so slow#im so exhausted from feeling this way and not being able to do anything or even talk about it. i want to fix it but he doesnt.. im so stuck#my heart hurts my head hurts i want this to end#i want the floor to open up and swallow me whole. why did i have to agree to this#why couldnt god just give me smtg easy#smtg easy to test me with. why did he have to test me with my emotions. why do i have to suffer so much at the hands of a man#who doesnt know how to treat a woman so that when shit happens. im always the one that is at fault#ive never felt so alone#someone talk to me so that i can break this silence#make me laugh so that i can forget about my problems even if it be a few minutes#i miss when i used to actually feel like i was a somebody on twitter when people would like and retweet my tweets#why cant those days come back. days where small things would make me happy#days where i had people in my life that made me feel special#what am i doing here#what happened to me
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