#i just can't stop thinking about it

[jenanigans1207]

I am this close (*fingers touching*) to writing a lengthy, angsty shiguang fic where Lu Guang goes back in time for the who-knows-what-number time to continue to try and save Cheng Xiaoshi.

Except this time, in the last timeline, they had finally managed to stop dancing around that thing between them and actually work it out so they were together. Together together. So Lu Guang goes from being Cheng Xiaoshi's significant other, the one who knows him better than anyone else in the world... to a complete stranger. And this entire time he has to endure staring at the love of his life, knowing that Cheng Xiaoshi will eventually love him back but that love hasn't been enough to save him in the past and might not be enough to save him this time either.

And it's in little things, right? Like Lu Guang making Cheng Xiaoshi's coffee out of habit only for Cheng Xiaoshi to ask him how he knew the way he liked his coffee and Lu Guang remembers that he's not supposed to know Cheng Xiaoshi that well at this moment in time. It's things like watching Cheng Xiaoshi lay on the couch while he plays games on his phone and knowing that in the last timeline, Cheng Xiaoshi would've put his phone down and opened his arms so Lu Guang could come curl up against his side before Cheng Xiaoshi would resume playing and Lu Guang would tease him about losing. But this Cheng Xiaoshi simply bends his knees and moves his feet so there's room for Lu Guang to sit on the opposite side of the couch.

And it's beautiful sometimes too, right? When Cheng Xiaoshi opens up to him, starts to let down his walls and let Lu Guang in the way he has in every timeline previous to this one. The way he somehow manages to surprise Lu Guang and tell him things he never knew, despite the fact that he's gone through this so many times-- reminding him bitterly that this is in fact a different timeline.

And it's just the hollow, gut wrenching ache of having everything he wants right there-- having been given everything he wanted before-- and not knowing if he's going to be able to keep it.

And to be fair, this entire idea started out as a language of flowers fic where Lu Guang, in those initial weeks where they're becoming friends and bonding, sends Cheng Xiaoshi pictures of flowers because Cheng Xiaoshi asks to see some of his photography. And Lu Guang sends him pictures of flowers that mean "I miss you", "I love you", "I'll never forget you". And Cheng Xiaoshi thinks the pictures are beautiful but he doesn't get it, not really-- he can't understand that Lu Guang is bearing his heart to him in a way that is both painful and dangerous if he were to ever figure it out.

And at some point it ends up being suggested that Lu Guang try portraits so he agrees to, only if Cheng Xiaoshi is his subject. Cheng Xiaoshi doesn't think much of it, thinking that he's the only one Lu Guang trusts enough to do something like this with. And then Lu Guang insists on Cheng Xiaoshi wearing a flower crown-- his lame excuse being that he's used to shooting landscape/flowers so this helps bridge the gap. But it's really just an excuse to adorn Cheng Xiaoshi's beautiful face with flowers that essentially translate to "I will never give up on you, I will move mountains and alter the past for you, I will not let anything keep me from you ever again." But of course, Cheng Xiaoshi doesn't know this, either.

And no matter how it ends, Lu Guang will have this photo of Cheng Xiaoshi-- beautiful and wearing a crown of every emotion Lu Guang has for him-- to cling to.

[simp-ly-writes]

my brain rn: Jayce Talis as... a DILF, royal, drummer, f1 driver, your ______'s best friend, your housemate, neighbour, husband, soulmate, teacher/tutor, co-star, bodyguard, best friend to lover, enemy to lover, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEEEED HELP

[lover-of-small-things]

as a senior at the university of iowa working on my novel, unfortunately i cannot stop thinking about jughead jones, senior at the university of iowa, working on his novel... like. did he sit in prairie lights drinking black coffee until it closed. did he lay on the riverbank reading proust. did he fall asleep in some corner of the english and philosophy building and wake up confused and crammed on the shitty chair by the elevator the next day. did he go to local readings. did he eat shitty dorm food. did jughead jones go to my favorite iowa city gay bar.

[bonerot19]

"Jason was the angry Robin" this and "Dick was the golden child" that

is it not so much more painful, if Jason was a good, kind, caring, sweet kid? is it not so much worse, that he died horrifically while trying to do the right thing? isn't it terrible, that he came back but forever changed? angry and traumatized and in so much pain? unrecognizable?

[crowpoppie]

have they this done yet? ( if not, i'm very sorry ) ( tbh i'm not )

Art by : @wolfythewitch

[levia-chan]

You know, I recently watched the post @luckykittysshowerthoughts and I came up with an idea.

Imagine that MC and Michael finally met, no matter where - in Devildom, in Celestial Realm or in the human world - and just got to know each other normally.

Then, when they were alone, Michael began to sincerely apologize to MC for the traumatic events they had been through. Perhaps he made a bow.

At first, the MC were confused, because it's not his fault, why is he apologizing?

However, the more time passed, the more cracks appeared in their facade. In the end, all the emotions experienced surged with great force, and the facade collapsed. MC is just starting to have a real tantrum. Their legs stop holding them up, and they just fall to their knees.

Michael immediately knelt down after them and wanted to comfort them, but began to hesitate whether he should touch them. But when, in search of support, the MC themselves rushed into his arms and began to sob on his shirt, he did not mind. He just hugged them soothingly and began gently tracing circles on their backs with one hand. His halo shone with a warm, even light, and his wings shielded them from the outside world in a protective manner.

An angel would whisper all sorts of gentle and soothing things and promise to protect them. He would sit in this position until MC calms down. If they fall asleep on him, he will take them to the bedroom and put them to bed. Michael would stay with MC for a while.

He would surely give his blessing to MC and make sure they had a good sleep.

Michael takes his promises seriously, so he wasn't going to leave it like that. He will definitely keep his promise to MC, no matter what it takes.

[fandomfluffandfuck]

Thoughts that I can't get out of my head due to this post and its accompanying reblogs

To me, Steve being simplified into the "picks fights for fun" character reeks of the very same energy as the concept that "every homophobe is just deeply closeted."

By that, I mean, yes, those kinds of people do exist: some disabled people are hurting and angry and may punish their bodies by doing things that they know will hurt them as a form of self harm that can be ignored from the outside, and some phobic people are deep down the thing they're most bigoted against. However, it really serves no one for that to be the one-size-fits all stereotype because all it does it place the blame back on the community most harmed by it. Queer people should not be blamed or solely responsible for solving queer-phobia; disabled people should not be blamed or solely responsible for solving ableism. Not only should they not be blamed because it's exhausting and illogical, but if these people are the people most blamed... it goes nowhere. It excuses everyone else from the harm they do. We are strong together, but we need our allies.

[arthoewholoveseverything]

I just had a horrible thought that I wish to share with you all.

I think by now we have seen the shot from the trailer of Joe in the wheelchair, right? At first I thought Tong must have sabotaged a scene in a film or something for him to get hurt.

But after watching the teaser for episode ten, I started thinking. What if those debt collectors mistake Joe for Tong from the back and attack him instead?

This is probably a long shot and not actually going to happen. It would also be super fucked because DAMN can't Joe have a break????

I just can't stop thinking about it.

Thoughts?

[specialtysacrifice]

Rob could just shave when done with filming. It's a choice to have Mac clean shaven. Why? What about Mac "I'm a bear" Mcdonald says he's want to look like what Pinocchio would look like if he'd said "man" instead of "boy"?

[sweet-bazzle-bean]

Stede finds out that the love of his life is gone, his best friend, the only person who made him feel truly free to be himself. Dead. And while that news was fresh in his brain, he still made a plan to rescue the people who killed him.

[brightlyprofiling]

It's been over 24 hours since *that* kiss and I can't stop smiling every time I come across it, it's almost like I have to check that it was definitely real

[m4rs-ex3]

no because what was this

[cooltuna69]

There's something so Wyllstarion coded about "loser, baby" I can't even explain

[belatinysun]

~ being good means being free 🧡

the parallel between the karasuno x kamomedai match and the msby x adlers one is wonderful and super important to show hinata's development, representing the endings and beginnings described in the chapter's title.

when hinata gets a fever, he can't stay on the court anymore, he can't be the happiest anymore, and is faced again with the fact that he needs to increase his limits instead of overextending himself, he needs to be good and healthy before to get stronger after.

chapter 365 represents the advice hinata needs, 398 represents the learning he achieves. 365 is like the storm before the rainbow and 398 is the explosion of colors resulting from hinata's growth, the rebirth of a tiny bird that fell several times before being able to fly freely to his so deserved top of the world.

~ he is good, he is free, he is the one and only hinata shoyo ♡

[garlique]

MEEEEE when i am MANIFESTING this FUCKING JOBBBB because i want it and i need it and i would be damn good at it and it would be life changing for me and i am GOING TO GET IT and i feel like the fact i haven't heard from them yet is a good thing and i am GOING TO GET THIS JOB AND LOVE IT AND CHANGE MY LIFE AROUND AND IT WILL BE GOOD

[alcoholisticwriter]

i beg swifty fans of owl house stop for a sec and think of how good “is it over now?” suits aladarius