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Sorry if this is random and off topic, but what pronouns do you use? I was talking about you with a friend (we both follow your blog) and I was like "yes, they're great- she? He???" And now we're stuck lol sorry again
I usually use she/her or they/them. :)
#me and my best friend (who also go for she/her)#call each other 'dude' all the time#so almost all of my college friends have called me dude#and the occasional 'bro' and 'my man'#many times before#the funny thing is that i usually wear skirts when i go out XD#so i won't be offended if you've called me he/him before#i just assume it's the same vibe as being called dude#oh and the alchemist that sometimes pop in this blog uses they/them#if anyone is curious
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What You Deserve Part 3: Start Small
Masterlist: Here
CW: Tiniest mention of your toxic ex
Tag List: @littlered0000 @saramelaniemoon @ali-r3n @sapphire4082 @sweetmoonlove0214 @eddies-girl-22 @darknesseddiem @peaches-roses-sins @blckburd @comeonatmebruh @daisy-munson @cultish-corner @mrsjellymunson @aol19 @micheledawn1975 @2000babies
A/N: You might be nervous but donât worry Eddieâs got you also itâs a long one so I split it up into sections and itâll make sense as you read, enjoyđ« âš
âGood Morning.â âGood MorningâŠuh you didnât have to knock on my door you couldâve just honked or-â âhonked?âŠsweetheart Iâm not sixteen and running late to schoolâŠ.Iâm here to pick you up so that means I knock on the door or ring the bellâŠwhatever you prefer and walk you to my car.â âOhâŠSteven just honksâŠitâs not that big of deal really if itâs easier than getting all the way out-â âitâs not your job to make things easier on anyoneâŠespecially Harrington.â âSorryâŠIâll uhm work..on that.â âYou donât have to apologizeâŠso shall we exit the porch now or did you want to stand here for a bit longer?â âOh yeah yeah we can goâŠholy shit is that your car?â âOne of them yeahâŠdo you not like it? I went with the one that has the smoothest rideâŠsince I know feeling comfortable while inside a car is important to you.â âItâs soâŠnice I donât want to likeâŠget it dirty or anything.â âSweetheartâŠitâs carâŠitâs gonna get dirty and thatâs fine Iâll just wash itâŠtrust meâŠthereâs nothing you could do that I canât fixâŠso pleaseâŠget in the car.â
âOkayâŠâ âYour coffee is right thereâŠand feel free to change the radio to whatever you want.â âThank youâŠoh you donât care if I touch this stuff?â âWell youâre going to have to touch it if you want to change the stationâŠâ âIâm uh not used to being able to mess with the buttons in the car if Iâm not driving.â âPlease tell me Harrington-â âNo no Steven lets me but him and I listen to the same stuff so it was fineâŠit was uhâŠmy last uhm boyfriend he..didnât let me control anything in the car.â âWell letâs get this out of the way now okay?âŠIâm EddieâŠor to you Iâm sure youâd prefer to call me Edward but either wayâŠIâm not your exâŠso whatever he was like and by the sounds of it he wasnât a veryâŠnice guyâŠso just know Iâm not like himâŠso feel free to touch all the buttons and change the station..hell roll your window down if you want I donât careâŠwhatâs mine is yours okay?â âReally?â âYes..thatâs a big part of thisâŠtype of relationshipâŠwhatever I have you also haveâŠand if thereâs something you want then just tell me and Iâll do my best to get it for you.â âOh wowâŠokayâŠuh so when you say relationship what uhmâŠwhat would I call you?â âWhat do you mean?â âLikeâŠwhen you drop me off today and someone asks oh who was that? Is that your boyfriend? WhatâŠwhat should I say? I canât just be like oh thatâs just myâŠsugar daddy Eddie.â âYeah thatâs sort of a mouthful isnât it?â âI mean thatâs uh just assuming youâŠ.you want to be my daddyâŠsugar daddyâŠsorry Iâm just nervous and youâreâŠa uhm little intimidating in person but not in a bad way itâsâŠitâs like in the same way Iâd feel around Tony Soprano or someone like that.â âDid you just compare me to a mob boss? Thatâs the vibes I give off?âŠ.if so then me and my stylist need to have a conversation about my wardrobe.â âYou have a stylist?â âShe does my shopping for me once every two months or so because I hate shopping for clothesâŠ.but Tony SopranoâŠreally?â âI meanâŠyou just look like you could easily have someone whacked with the snap of a finger andâŠyet you also look like you give really good hugs which is important because sometimes a good hug can just fix everything andâŠand you justâŠI feelâŠsafe? Even though I donât really know youâŠIâd trust you with my drink at a party.â âIâm honored that youâd leave your drink with me at a party and Iâm glad you feel safe with meâŠbut you make me sound like Iâm some super badass dudeâŠwhen Iâm just a business owner who doesnât have any mafia connections at all so no matter how many times I snap my fingers no one is getting whackedâŠâ âdamn..I was going to give you a list.â âBut I have been told I give good hugs.â âThatâs goodâŠthatâs really good to knowâŠ.so uhmâŠhow do we actually do this? Do I sign something? Do you want a trial run to see if I annoy you or not?â âI donât need a trial runâŠalso this isnât fifty shades of grey I donât need you to sign anything.â âYouâve seen those movies?â âNo I read the books.â âOhâŠyouâŠyou like to uhmâŠread? ThatâsâŠgreat.â âSo why donât we start small for now?â âOkayâŠwhat does that mean exactly?â âYou let me take you to and from work this week and we can get to know each other more andâŠyou let me buy you dinner Friday night?â âOkay thatâŠsounds fine.â âAnd Friday over dinner we can discus what we both want out of this? Does that sound doable?â âYesâŠthatâs doable.â âPerfect.â
âHarrington isnât even here yet and the store opens in five minutes?â âYeah but thatâs fine I have a key and can open the store up.â âBy yourself?â âYeah? I do it all the time.â âThatâsâŠnot safeâŠSteve should know better than that.â âIt really is okayâŠoh are you going to see Dave today?â âI amâŠIâm actually going to work on him myself.â âReally?â âYeah I figured he deserved to be worked on by someone that knows his life storyâŠIâm gonna do what I can for him donât worry.â âEasier said than doneâŠâ âI knowâŠoh look who decided to actually show up to work.â âHeâs not late so thatâs actually good timing for himâŠso uhm Iâll see you later?â âYeah Iâll be here when your shift is over.â âSo uh have a good day EddieâŠâ âthanks sweetheartâŠtell Harrington to call me.â âUh oh heâs in trouble isnât he?â âNoâŠnot at allâŠâ âwhat are you-â âyou didnât think Iâd let you open your own door did you?â âOhâŠuhm well thank you.â âHave a good dayâŠoh and please donât wait for me outside when youâre done working okay? Iâll come inside and get you.â âOkayâŠIâll see you later thenâŠâ âYesâŠnow I gotta go but Iâll tell Dave hello for you.â âThanksâŠfor uhmâŠeverything.â âYouâre welcome.â
#what you deserve series#eddie munson fanfiction#eddie munson au#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson x y/n#sugar daddy!eddie#eddie munson x you#eddie munson social media au#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x female reader#eddie munson x fem!reader#Eddie Munson x fem!reader fluff#Eddie Munson#stranger things series#eddie munson series#stranger things fanfiction#stranger things au#my little dungeon master baby
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WIP excerpt for Jan behind the cut; "Superboys Switch". (( chrono || non-chrono ))
Maybe even the same age, he thinks, and then forces himself not to think about it.
( theyâre less than a day old, and they look THIS old. how many years is that? how much of a childhood did they lose? how muchâ )
Jon forces himself not to think about it.
âI really donât think not committing murder is being a stick in the mud,â he says, and the kid snorts and then floats up a couple feet into the air, half-tucking their feet under themself as they do. Jonâfrowns, for a second. That looks . . . something about how theyâre flying looks a little off, for some reason. Likeâdifferent from how it looks when Dad and Aunt Kara do it, and different from how it feels when he does it.Â
Then again, the kidâs two seconds into flying, so itâs kind of ridiculous of him to assume theyâd do it exactly right straight off the bat.Â
âBeing a stick in the mud is just, like, a vibe, dude,â the kid informs him matter-of-factly, then floats over towards Jay and peers over his shoulder at the screen, then immediately looks bored by whateverâs on it and looks around the lab instead. They still sound nothing like Jon would expect someone made in a lab to sound, and his gut twists a little.Â
But also, whateverâs on that screen already made Damian suggest committing multiple murders, and the kid just looks bored about it, one way or the other, so . . .Â
So Jon doesnât know how he feels about that, exactly. A kid who doesnât sound like they came from a lab and doesnât act like they came from a lab, but also doesnât seem even slightly concerned by whatever made Damian seriously consider committing murder again and did not make Jay dissuade him from said consideration.Â
It definitely makes him want to get said kid the hell out of this miserable excuse for a basement, though.Â
âJustâyou guys figure out the theoretical arson, Iâll figure out what to do about the staff, alright?â he says, sighing again. He can probably toss them all in a transport vehicle or two and then just carry those straight to the police while Damian and Jay watch the kid, he figures. Which isnât great for a âyou should send these people to jailâ thing, admittedly, so maybe he should actually call the League and see whoâs available to help Jay strip the data for damning evidence while removing any damning DNA or anything like that. Or, like, whatever they need right now.Â
âI still consider what to do about the staff a fairly simple equation,â Damian mutters under his breath as the kid turns upside-down in the air behind him and peers at the heavy hood of his cape and the sword slung across his back. Itâs a sakabatoâa reverse blade katana, he meansâand the reason that Jon is under pain of kryptonite not allowed to tell Batman anything about anime, like . . . literally ever. It just looks like a normal katana visually, though, especially when itâs sheathed, so heâs not sure why the kid looks so puzzled aboutâÂ
âWhyâs your sword sharpened on the wrong side?â the kid asks, frowning in bemusement, and Damian pauses.Â
Jon pauses, because Damianâs sakabato sheath is lead-lined. Mostly so he has a quick supply of lead in emergencies these days and less because he doesnât want Jon to know whatâs in it, but itâs definitely still lead-lined. Thereâs no way the kid couldâve seen through it, so how . . . ?Â
âIt allows the weapon to be used nonlethally,â Damian replies, watching the kid with a neutral expression that screams âsuspicionâ on a Bat. âAs well as making the decision to slay a foe a more deliberate choice, as the weapon must be wielded backwards to cut.âÂ
âDoesnât that mean the sharp sideâs always pointing towards you?â the kid says, wrinkling their nose. âAnd like, isnât it way harder using it backwards, if you gotta?âÂ
âYes,â Damian says. âThat is the point. The weapon is a handicap meant to keep me from inflicting a mortal wound any way but deliberately, and also to make that wound harder to inflict even once I choose to.âÂ
â. . . that is so badass, oh my god,â the kid mutters under their breath.Â
Jon is still concerned about how the kid found out about Damianâs sword being a sakabato, since if Cadmus had told him heâd think theyâd have at least had theories for why it was a thing, but also is now significantly less optimistic about his chances of ending up the kidâs favorite.Â
Yeah, he shouldâve absolutely told Batman about anime when he was still young enough to get away with it being an âaccidentalâ slip of the tongue and embarrassed Damian out of ever using the damn thing in the field. Like, ever.
#jon kent#damian wayne#kon el#conner kent#superfamily#reverse robins#superboy#dc robin#wip: superboys switch#jan
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His Concealed Obsession.
Chapter two.
Tags : @violetmuses @onlyrealjoy @unicorndelulu @nelo0wesker @liatreads
AN : I hope you guys enjoy chapter two! Please give feedback on how you feel about the book and what you think will happen next!
Kanani
I nodded my head as I listen to my friend tell me about her last two dates that she had been on. From what she was telling me , the outcome of both dates came out terrible due to her overbooking herself on the same night. Which I couldnât understand on why she would do that when didnât care for neither of them. I continued to listen as she expressed on how neither dates wasnât her type and how she had to spend money .
âWell maybe if you asked them questions Iâm sure you paying for your dinner wouldnât have been an issue.â
âThe guys I deal with on the regular always pay for my dinner. I just assumed that they were like them and didnât bother to ask them about themselves.â
âSee if they werenât your type why didnât you turn them down! That is what I would have done. Turn them down.â
"Don't you ever get tired of turning down men?"
"Nope, not one bit."
"The standards that you have are blocking your blessing of obtaining a man."
"Well I'm sorry okay? Almost every guy that came up to us today was a drug dealer and you know this."
"That's the best type of money around Kanani! It's fast, they get it around the clock and they're available for you twenty four seven."
"That is not my type of ideal partner."
"Who said you had to marry them?!"
"Listen I don't want a drug dealer to be my partner. Just because you want that for yourself does not mean I should have to."
"What about a Cartel leader? You know the guys who calls all the shots. They don't shit besides tell their people what to do ."
"You want to know what I think? I think you watch too many mafia romance films. Which is very concerning to me."
"Oh please , every girl in the whole world has had a fantasy about getting kidnapped by the cartel and falling in love with the leader."
"I'm just going to act like I never heard those words come from your mouth."
I said to my friend as I walked over to a different clothing rack. After lunch , we decided to do a little bit of shopping . Prior to me leaving KP had sent me a text message informing me about how him andÂ
his colleague's were going to be in my complex.
"This is super cute! I really love this color, the fabric is satin but it's cute though."
"I can see you in it, what size do they have ?"
"All of the sizes they only have an extra small left. Ya ass can't wear nothing that damn small."
"And I've been looking for this exact dress. Maybe if I keep looking around I could possibly find some- hey isn't it weird that the guy over there is the same exact guy who sat behind us at the restaurant ?"
"What guy Kanani ?"
"The guy over there with the all black on. He was sitting outside with us on the patio."
"Oh him? He's cute but he isn't your type. Maybe a good hump every now and then ."
"I'm being serious , he wasn't with anyone at the restaurant and he for damn sure isn't with anyone right now."
"Pretty sure he is with someone , I saw him walk in behind some blonde girl. I'm sure he is with here with someone or he's just window shopping ."
"But he hasn't moved since we been here. He's just standing over there by the shoes looking over at us."
"Well maybe he find of us attractive Kanani."
"You just said at the restaurant he was with some blonde girl ."
"I did not! I said he walked in behind a girl who was blonde . That does not necessarily mean that he is with her. For all we know, he could be one of those guys that be on those dating apps."
"Nah he doesn't give me those vibes."
"Girl men do that all the time now. The last dude that I use to date would go on multiple of dates. He would just simply meet up with them at different location's and they would do whatever she wants."
" You didn't care?"
"Not one bit , why would I worry about it when my ass was out here doing the same exact thing?"
"Alrighty then I was not expecting you to say that."
"Well you should have . I hold back nothing when it comes to tricking. You want a date with me , I'm going to need some money."
"Are you sure Jax and you aren't siblings ?"
"Jaxon use to be a player back in the day. See if he didn't marry Lauren , I would have been not only your best friend but your sister in law too."
I rolled my eyes for what seemed like for the hundredth time today. Ever since my best friend came into my life , she has always had a crush on my eldest brother. Which I found it funny since every girl he introduced to our family , she never cared for. Well every female besides my sister-in-law Lauren.
"You can look like that all you want to Nani. Jax and I had to been together at some point in our afterlife."
"We are in our mid late twenties and the crush you have on my brother still is beyond me."
"Yeah I know , but until I get him I can only continue to be delusional about him."
"That's toxic behavior and I highly recommend you to go back and see your therapist again."
"And I highly encourage you to lower your standards."
"I could never."
"Never say never , because one day you could meet a guy and be in love with him the very next day."
"Only delusional people do that."
"Furthermore why I think you should lower your standards and just become delusional. I mean the guy over th- well he was over there . He could have been your potential partner."
"How about you potential your way over to checkout."
"No need to be hostile here , just saying a little joke."
"Hello ladies , did you find everything okay while shopping with us today?"
"Yes we did , well actually I would like to place an order for one of the dresses I saw here today."
"I'm guessing the satin dress with the side split?"
"How did you know?"
"Everyone has been calling in for it. Before you two ladies had arrived , we sold out online completely."
"When will you guys be restocking ?"
"No time soon sweetie , there was a guy who was here that purchased the last order that was available."
"You mean the guy who was staring at us while we shopped? "
"I'm surprised that you missed him, he's a sweetheart. Will that be all for you ladies?"
"For me yes, she has a lot to check out. I'm going to go step outside , got to call KP back."
"Hello? Keith what's wrong? .... Slow down. I can't understand whatever you are saying. What are you looking at my location for?! Didn't we all agree on not looking at each other location unless it's an emergency? ... a shooting where ?"
Before I could get a response from my brother , I heard ear piercing screams and glass breaking. My body was thrown onto the ground and my head was pressed against a firm chest . Hot tears poured down my face as I felt my heart pounding harder than before. Screams and sirens echoed through the air as people were running and pushing each other out of the way.
The person tucked my body underneath theirs and rolled us underneath a car. Looking up at the mysterious man, I was met with a tinted visor and a gold chain swinging over my face. Taking in a deep breath , I was hit with a familiar scent that came from him. Tears begin to pour down my face even more as I now realized that I had almost lost my life.
âShhh itâs okay , youâre okay. I got you beautiful.â
âKANANI!â
"Estas bien hermosa?"
"Yeah.. I'm fine. Thank you."
"No deberĂas estar aquĂ. necesitas irte."
"Oh my gosh Kanani! Are you okay? What the fuck happen out here?! Did you get hit?!"
"She's fine, I got to her before any bullet could hit her. Take her home, she's shaken up."
"Who the fuck are you?"
"I'm the guy who just saved your friend life , Take her home and I'm not telling you again."
"Her brother and his team is on the way, we canât le- wait where the hell are you going ?! Arenât you going to sit here and wait until he gets here?!â
âI donât fuck with the police sweetheart, they do nothing for me.â
âWell can she atleast have your name?ââ
âDonât worry about that.â
The sirens grew louder as they got closer to us. I watch as he looked at the direction it was coming from before running off and getting back on his motorcycle. He sped off and didnât bother to look back at me. Letting out a shaky breath , i carefully pulled myself up and took in the scenery. Shattered glass was everywhere, three deceased bodies and a bunch of police cars and ambulances lined up.
Allowing my eyes to scan through the wreckage in hopes of finding the mysterious man, even though he was long gone. In the midst of my search , something shinned brightly on the ground. Walking over to the item, i immediately realized it was his gold chain that he had left behind. Taking a quick look around , Keith who had appeared out of no where had his back facing me as he spoke to my friend and a few of his colleagues. As if I was collecting my belongings off the ground, i discreetly picked the chain up and placed it in my bag as I made my way back over to the small group.
Translations:
Estas bien hermosa : " Are you okay beautiful ?"
no deberĂas estar aquĂ. necesitas irte:Â "You shouldn't be here , you need to go."
#armando aretas#armando aretas fanfic#armando aretas imagine#armando aretas smut#armando aretas x black reader#armando x reader#bad boys#bad boys for life#bad boys ride or die#jacob scipio#mike lowrey#poc#adoresmiles#adoresmilesfanfic
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Akane is a popular kid, arguably the most popular student outside Aoi and Teru, at least in his own class, so let's talk about it!
In his introduction, we are told the basics: how Akane is a childhood friend of Aoi, dutiful, obsessed with her, and so on. During this exposition, we get this small panel of two guys looking at him with a positive opinion of him:
It's important that the stripped shirt guy is the one who says "Akane is so nice" cause it is implied he has a crush on Aoi, or at the very least, that he considers her really cute, blushing when she is just living her life.
So even people who should consider him one hell of a romantic rival don't think badly of him. I would go as far as to say that they are invested in his obvious crush on Aoi because of the amount of attention he gets after being enchanted by the confession tree.
In an arc where everyone starts to get together, is hard to notice or even care about new couples.
But the whole class stops when Akane and Lemon claim to be dating. They surround the boys and talk about it, openly staring at them. (shout out to @bpzau-d-r-a-w-s for pointing out this crowd)
Which I would have assumed is homophobia if it wasn't for how many guys confess to Teru on the daily without being spared a single thought, or the way no one is trying to comfort Aoi.
If he was only known as 'that dude that follows Aoi' the class reaction should be "Great! Her bodyguard is not in the picture anymore! That's my chance!" but they don't spare Aoi a glance. No one cares that "our calm and composed popular queen is crying in the middle of class." right now. They are just... focused on Akane, too shocked by his change of heart to care about much else.
I know is Akane getting this attention instead of Lemon because the class reacted the same way once Akane started studying like crazy to win 'Teru's challenge' in chapter 59.
People don't dismiss his behavior as "hum, weird, well whatever" like when Nene talks to 'herself '(talk to Hanako) in class, they keep crowding and talking about Akane, they are invested, aware of the context of the situation (so they asked him) and familiar enough to take a guess that his behavior is related to Aoi.
So they care about what this weirdo is doing, he is a soap opera to the class! Just look at how invested people get when he says no to Aoi, even the background crew are open-mouthed or confused.
This idea Akane is a boy people pay attention to is everywhere in the manga.
Even for a class representative/council guy, it is ridiculous the number of people who want his help. He is always surrounded by people wanting his help.
I personally can't see that many people approach someone just to take advantage of them, he makes others go "Oh it's Aoi! I can trust Aoi to be of help :D" but I acknowledge that can be seen as a sign of how incompetent his class is or just people wanting to take advantage of him, so I'll talk about the cases people run to him that are nonrelated to his duties, is just his vibes:
Tiara gets super attached to Akane in no time, literally clinging to him out of everyone in the room, running to his side whenever there is an opportunity for it.
Hanako, who is apathetic towards most humans and supernaturals alike, loves his guts. Even if the admiration is not mutual.
Teru and Aoi are prideful people who have the whole school paying attention to them. They look at Akane the most.
Girls especially seem to like him.
We don't see him interact with many girls considering Aoi's jealous nature, but enough to tell the boys in his class call him 'Aoi', and the girls call him 'Akane-kun.' (shout out to @iamhereinthebg for pointing that out)
I am convinced the reason he doesn't get many confessions is because he brutally shuts down anyone who tries.
He isn't like Teru and Aoi, he does not believe in "I'll let them down gently, give them a cute smile to soothe the pain of rejection" he just crushes their hopes without hesitation and makes it clear they have no chance.
The one girl we explicitly see confess to him only ever hoped Akane would accept her chocolate, having no hopes her feelings would be returned but caring enough to let him know anyway.
And Akane still rejected her chocolates.
He seems to be relatively used to confessions, to the point he panicked when Nene said "I've meant to talk to you for ages" and immediately assumed she wanted to confess to him.
His answer is so quick, almost scripted "My heart belongs to another. I'm sorry." it makes no sense if he isn't at least somewhat used to getting love confessions.
Considering how... Unpleasant confessing to a guy who everyone knows has been madly in love with someone else for more than a decade must be, I am not surprised almost no one is brave enough to even try to pursue him. His blunt, borderline rude, way of expressing that his suitors are not welcome probably doesn't help either.
Bonus:
He is no idol, people do not trip over themselves when they see him like with Aoi and teru, but I do think he is considered a 'pretty boy' in canon.
Maybe I am reaching cause I am biased af, but I do find it wild that he is drawn super pretty in other's people pov when he is being playful or flirty, and the person always blushes about it.
EDIT: In a Twitter Valentine event that takes place in the canon world, Akane is described as having admirers.
#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#aoi akane#akane aoi#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#character analysis#awful trio is also the popular kids trio and I find that beautiful#when i tell you this have been on my draft for MONTHS#only elise know how long i wanted to talk about this
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This is gonna be long and rambling, but it's something very personal, so strap in, I guess.
My "trans awakening" was in the mid-00s, back when a lot of language was not set, the community was atomized and it was just not an Accepted Thing To Be.
Back then, you had to scour shady self-hosted websites to get in touch with anyone. But because I was not ready to go out of the closet, I mainly lurked. And, because I was a horny teenager, I consumed a lot of "magical gender transformation" erotica.
Being trans overall was rough back in the mid-00s. Trans men were basically invisible and trans women were assumed to be either predatory drag queens, parodies of women, or demure housewives.
To this day I feel uneasy around drag queens, through no fault of their own. I didn't want to be a parody of a woman. I didn't want to be loud and over-the-top and exaggerated in femininity.
I just wanted to be Me, but a cis woman.
True, I probably would've allowed myself a more feminine expression than I even allowed myself during my brief skinny and on HRT stint. But I would've still acted and had the same interests as myself.
Now let's get back to that pesky erotic fiction.
Mostly I consumed written erotica. There was just more of it and with the lower entry barrier, it was easier to find. It was also, for the most part, garbage.
There were four main types of stories. The Bimbofication, the Stepfordication, the one-off stint and The One I Actually Liked.
Bimbofication and the one-off were mainly sex-based. Focused on the pleasure you would experience in the woman's body and how much you would be driven mad with lust. Obedience and shame kink were also pretty heavily involved.
The Stepfordication went a step further and involved a complete mental shift into a 50s housewife stereotype, complete with a pregnancy fetish.
I never liked those. They never spoke to me and, frankly, grossed me out. They had the same general vibe as the drag queens I feared. An adoption of shallow stereotypical femininity and an embracing of all the sexism that came with it.
The few stories I actually liked were more thoughtful. They never destroyed the protagonists' personality and even if the newly-acquired womanhood influenced them, it was more subtle and never radically changed them. Oftentimes it was about the internal struggle, the acceptance, the contemplation, with some sexy times thrown in.
What can I say, I was in my teens.
But those stories were rare. And as the time went on and I tried interacting with more trans people, I found that the majority of them I found online kind of aligned with the first three types more. I felt alienated and withdrew into myself.
Then the 2010s came. I was an adult, I had my own views and my own very complicated relationship with gender. And I saw a wave of very young, for the lack of a better word, punk people, treat being trans as a fun game of dress-up.
I lashed out. I was an asshole to them, when I didn't need to. I felt like they were making a mockery of my complicated journey of self-acceptance.
I made a some transmed friends. Mostly angry trans dudes, who loved slinging shit with me. But then the community fell apart. Some of it was just people getting exhausted. Some, like me, realized the pettiness and the pointlessness of it all. Some did a 180 and went full TERF.
And, once again, I was left alone.
To this day, it's hard to me to interact with other trans people. Especially trans women. I feel othered and alienated, because their experience doesn't resemble mine. Regardless of how much erotica I consumed, it never was a fetish for me. I just... Tried to explore my sexuality, while accepting that I can't be called a cis straight men, like the society expected me to identify.
I don't fit in with the old, I don't fit in with the new.
I just feel isolated and I don't know how to break this.
All through the lens of my horny teens, 20 years ago.
Being an adult trans person sucks, kids.
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Obey Me Next Generation Idea(aka-My au)
What about poly Au with the bros? I assume with demon culture, MC having kids and the bros all being the dad wouldn't be too surprising as I think monogamous relationships are seen just the same as polyamorous. Like neither really matter honestly in a "oh this is a big deal/drama!" Sense.
Plus its the 7 lords, they can do whatever the fuck they want
I know MC is mostly human but I think having kids is still possible as they got magic plus their pacts with the bros might make them stronger. Plus, historically, woman have been able to have multiple pregnancies, like more than 4 at least, so still- not impossible.
Just let me have my next gen shenanigans
ONTO THE KIDS PLEASE AND THANK YOU
Varya (1st Born) (she/her)-25
Daughter of Mammon
Is more demon than human, possibly the most demon out of the kids.
Holds a very smiley but deadly aura around her.
Seems the opposite of Mammon in behavior but you can tell by her subtle acts towards her family, shes his kid alright.
Is the type of person to shake a person's hand but hold a knife in the other.
"Looks like a cinnamon roll, can kill you"
Lights up at the mentions of crocheting, dogs, and weird but oddly alluring creatures around Devildom.
She does have a small habit of gambling when out with Mammon, but is actually able to keep her wins because no one expects it through her gold-winning smile.
Mess with her family and its on sight.
Lilith the 2nd (3rd born-1st triplet) (she/her)-21
I headcannon Lucifer to at least be the only one to name their daughter after their sister. Not to replace, never, but to honor her.
Is in a strange middle between Half demon-mostly demon
Sweetheart by default
That big sister you can always talk to and she wont judge.
Will make passive agressive remarks when peeved off.
Definitely denies acting like Lucifer yet can do the stance-arms crossed and glare- exactly like him.
Even does the whole hand chest like him too. Shocked look and all.
Calls all the brothers papa but Lucifer father, not as a distance way but thats just how she's always been.
Theatre kid- almost always lead.
Anna from Frozen vibes at times.
Hopeless romantic too.
Basically Lucifer if he actually showed more emotions.
Daddy's girl 100%
May or may not be in a secret relationship with Diavolo's heirđ
Rhomb(2nd Born) (he/him)-23
Son of Leviathan
Named after the Loch ness Monster
A nice balance between human and demon
But has "mutations" that make him have scaly patches on his body, his tail out almost 24/7, and bad eyesight.
Stern attitude most of the time.
Big bro protector
Tallest of all the kids
Softer on the younger kids but will smack a bitch if they act up.
Cant play video games much cause eyes so turns to more physical games that include puzzles.
Likes games with strategy to follow like War tanks, or chess. Is the type to make a DnD game the best cause he makes amazing stories too despite not reading much.
Likes mystery shows too and tries to figure it out before the answer is revealed, could go on rants about why. Gets it right 11/10 times.
If Leviathan wasnt his biological dad, people would believe he was Satan's kid.
Doesnt like cats tho.
Quinn (4th Born- 2nd Triplet) (He/they/doesnt care) (21)
Asmo just thought Quinn was a pretty name so picked it lol.
Also a nice balance between human/demon. Tho his wings stay out constantly.
Very much vibes from that yellow bird in Rio.
Laid back personality but is an outgoing dude.
Also very protective of their siblings, and will not hesitate to cut a bitch.
Isnt as flamboyant as Asmo but does have a just as great fashion sense.
Has a hard time dating as people automatically assume hes just like Asmo so will try to date him for that reason only.
Love his dad but hates the reputation he gets because of being said son.
So he resorts to just sticking to his siblings or the few friends he trusts.
Besides MC, is the second most popular face to pop up on Asmo's Devilgram
Fucking adores axolotls for no particular reason, just loves them to no end which Asmo makes sure to get many axolotl themed plushes, shirts, etc. for him.
Libbey(Liberty) (5th Born- 3rd triplet)(she/her)-21
Another balance between human/demon, maybe a tad more on the demon side.
Tho, also has "mutations" like very enhanced hearing.
Bookworm to the max
Loves reading dramas and fantasies, but seems to enjoy multiseries more than stand alone.
Very quiet and shy kid of the group.
Sometimes cant even talk so signs instead because earaches or headaches.
Likes cats but perfers reptiles more.
Has a small turtle in her room from the human realm, set it up beside her bed and everything. Their name is Casey after one of her favorite human novels she read.
But despite all this, isnt called the daughter of wrath just for nothing beside biology reasons.
Is like Satan 2.0 when pissed, she wont yell or scream but you can just tell from the drop of room temperature and the subtle tilt of her head.
Her eyes glow an electric green when shes pissed.
Had more anger issues when younger, but cause Satan knew how to handle his better now, taught her how to aswell.
Satan is probably the main one to understand her issues with such a problem, despite being more mellowed out now that shes older.
Is definitely a cryer when really angry tho.
Ryder(6th Born) (1st twin)- 19
Ngl, everyone was surprised that they had twins. Including Belphie himself.
But then again, they did have triplets before them so....eh?
Ryder is a tad more human than demon, but still powerful enough to have his own demon form like his older siblings.
His tail is seen smaller than Belphie's, and a bit thinner too.
The sloth genes affact him only so much, making him more likely just want to procrastinate then outright not do anything.
He honestly enjoys the human world more than Devildom, mainly cause everything is less..hectic per say.
Hes the type of brother/older friend that will cover for ya if you have to hide something but will subtly suggest how to fix whatever their doing.
Like one time Quinn came home slightly tipsy and past curfew, and he snuck them into his room. Though he scolded them in the morning, he covered for Quinn at breakfast, saying they ate too much sugar last night, thats why hes queasy and has a headache.
Quinn did fix that habit up quick after Ryder threatened to leave him on his own next time it happened.
Calls everyone bro or dude, no matter their gender.
Gen z vibes too in most areas.
Has a fixation with cow bells for some reason, likes the noise is all he can say.
If he were told what Belphie did to their mom/human parent way before they were born, he says "Cowabummer" while screaming inside.
River(7th born-2nd twin)(they/them)-19
How is this Belphie's kid?
Too hyper, tad crazy
Probably has ADHD, who knows.
While Ryder is the slightly responsible twin, their the reason why Ryder needs to be said twin.
Their just about the same range of human/demon as Ryder, can have a demon form, but only uses it to fuck with people than to actually be scary with it.
They may have alot of power, but their personality alone can kill people.
Is the type of kid to crawl on the ceiling when they were 2.
Is also the type to hop outta window to get to the lower floor faster. Thank Belphie for their demon powers otherwise we'd have another Lillith situation.
Has scared even Lucifer at one point, has made him yelp out of surprise. Will not go on how, no matter how much Papa Satan and Belphie ask them. Just has a toothy grin when they ask.
When calm, is actually a pretty chill dude. They like odd patterns and get fixated on the most random things.
MC gave them one of those sand timers that you flip to restart and when she came down to tell them food was done about 2 hours later, she found them sitting on the table, holding it while watching the sand go down. They use it now to relax and focus on when overstimultated or just having too much of a fuzzy head.
Has spent nearly a how week with Leviathan because they got hooked on one anime with him. Now has frequent solo movie nights with him cause.
"They're tad confused, but got the spirit"
Literally had to have someone (Rhomb) explain to them what the LGBTQ+ letters meant. Legit thought it was just new alphabet pattern, was still happy to find out what it all means.
If you told them what Belphie did to their mom before they were born, they'd think it as a joke. Dont tell them otherwise or they will cry.
Frankie(8th Born)(She/her)-16
Everyone thought that she would be the biggest child when MC was pregnant with her, since y'know, it was confirmed Beel's kid.
Yeah, she came out small. Like scary small for a baby.
It was then everyone knew she would be the most human. Has a little demon in her, but clearly not enough to have a demon form nor mark.
Lucifer's wallet cried in relief.
She does eat a good bit more than the average human but overall, nothing compared to Beel.
She does adore sweets to the max, especially gummies. Give her some and she'll love you forever.
Sweetest little sunshine in the world, everyone adores her. If they dont, then they will soon.
Shes like Mirabel in encanto, kinda wishes she had more demon powers but is still overall happy with who she is.
When her a Beel are with each other- OH MY DIAVOLO, THE CAVITIES PEOPLE GET- TOO DAMN SWEET AND PURE
Like big papa Beel and his sweet little girl all smiley and pure. Best father-daughter relationship out of all the siblings and fathers.
Shes kinda like pinkie pie from MLP but like more hyper as fuck. Can and will speak so fast when excited that it just comes out as squeaks at that point.
Since her more human side, shes more likely to stay in human world when their mom is on Buisness there, so she has alot of human friends.
Shes in gymnastics, which definitely helps keep her figure more smaller despite all the sweets she eats. Does work out with Beel too.
Mess with her and you have a whole army on yer ass.
"Bounce to the beat of my own drum!"
You can just tell how much I love this dear. HA
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Welcome to another round of W2 Tells You What You Should See, where W2 (me) tries to sell you (you) on something you should be watching. Today's choice: ćżćź
çäșș/Psych-Hunter.
Psych-Hunter is a 2020 drama about a hot young amnesiac who, accompanied by a rich psychiatrist with major daddy issues and a rich girl who cosplays as a cop, uses his Inception-style psychic powers to solve crimes that are part of a shadowy conspiracy orchestrated by a mysterious figure.
True story: Once I couldn't remember the English name of the drama, so I called it "House Haunters," and now my brain insists that's the real English title. If only!
Do not, under any circumstances, labor under the impression that this show is good. It's not. It's incoherent. The writing is bad. The villain is absurd. The vibe is comically melodramatic. People make inexplicable and out-of-character decisions all the time. Countless complex mysteries get set up with no way to resolve them. There's a thin lampshade hanging over it that blurs the line between bad decisions made on accident and bad decisions made on purpose, but the net result is largely the same. This is the show that first inspired my wife to declare something dumb as a guinea pig in a roller skate.
But it's fun. It's a sea of colorful chaos with brilliant pieces that shine through like strange gems. It knows how to work an atmosphere and does so to create some legitimately creepy moments. It spins a wild yarn filled with bizarre and loveable characters. And it has some twists that truly have to be seen to be believed. In the mood for some beautiful nonsense? Here's five reasons that despite everything I warned you about in the previous paragraph, I think this one's worth watching.
1. Psychonauts for Jazz Age homosexuals
Honestly, that phrase alone should let you know if this is the thing for you. But just in case, let me explain the basic premise of the show:
Jiang Shuo, a man who has lost his memory and been adopted by circus folk, is capable of jingling his keys and diving full-body into someone else's subconscious, represented by lovely and thematic dreamscapes. He does this to solve crimes. Sometimes he takes along a handsome doctor who seems like he might know more than he's letting on, by literally tying their hands together with a red string.
Also, when they do this, they get gorgeous steampunk magical girl costume changes, complete with the cutest little pony nub you've ever seen.
This show can be stunningly beautiful. It knows how to manifest dream logic eerily well. Most of these cognitions are gorgeous, and many are done with primarily practical effects, like it's a stage play. ...And it's good it relies on that so much, because the CG it has is kinda cheap and terrible! So, yeah.
(Side note for the DMBJ fans: This is directed by the same guy who directed Sand Sea, which I assume is related to how this both is a visual treat and completely falls apart on the back end.)
The reason I'm a bit surprised that this hasn't taken off more among the creative set is what a great piece of worldbuilding this Psych-diving is. These boys (and, once, the girl) get to short-term manifest bodily in someone else's materialized mental state, where the person whose brain theyâre in neither controls the experience nor remembers what happened after itâs done. Were you writing weird Arthur/Eames fic a decade ago? I got a new best thing for you. Can you say freaky dream sex? Because I can.
The base premise should be more than enough to get your gears going. Come ready to get weird with it. There's so much potential here, and so much of that potential is incredibly gay and wearing impeccably tailored suits.
2. Your friendly neighborhood circus family
As I mentioned before, Jiang Shuo lucks into the best possible fate that can befall an amnesiac: being picked up by carnies.
The troupe includes Ventriloquist Man, Really Big Dude, One-Eyed Acrobat, Other Acrobat, Cheerful Fat Girl, Boy Who Looks Like A Kid But Is Actually Played By An Adult So I'm Not Exactly Sure How Old The Character Himself Is Supposed To Be, and Silver Fox Circus Dad, who manages the whole crew. They're a ragtag bunch of performers who all live together in this cute little compound in some very nice slums, and sometimes they open the gates to their lavish compound and put on a circus show for all the common people!
Now: You know this is not going to be the wokest, most sensitive portrayal of body differences, because of course it isn't. But damn, it's pretty not-bad. The show treats all the circus members as valuable people worthy of affection, whose (occasionally exasperating) quirks are no more or less exhausting than those of the non-circus weirdos in the rest of the supporting cast.
I was half-expecting them to disappear after the first arc, but no! Theyâre a constant fixture through the show! Theyâre mostly there to support the showâs more comedic moments, but some of them get wrapped up in more emotional plotlines as well. And every now and then you get to see them actually do their circus shit, which is great.
I will admit that my fondness for them is related to how much I generally love fictional Freaks â you know, misfits who have banded together because society considers them unacceptably weird, but together their weirdnesses make them strong. When you find them, theyâre usually the bad guys (e.g., the Gung-Ho Guns from Trigun, the Scorpion crew from Word of Honor) whose freak statuses make them formidable and occasionally sympathetic antagonists. But not so here! The Psych-Hunter Family Circus is good guy support all the way through to the final episode.
I know "found family" is a term that suffers from overuse, but that's the best way to describe what's happening here -- really, it's a family that's already found itself even before the show starts, and now they all live together as an unconventional collective of astonishingly flexible people. How did they find one another? Doesn't matter! What matters is that they all love and would do anything for their newest member, and they think it's great when he comes home with his attractive rich friends, who often arrive bringing snacks, which is really the best use for rich people, if you think about it.
3. Two hands, one ring
Now, if you've seen the series already, you know the moment I'm talking about. But if you haven't (and, statistically, you haven't), know that what I mean is the relationship between these two losers.
Together, Qin Yiheng and Jiang Shuo form the emotional core of the series. They're both drawn to one another because of mysterious circumstances that have started to align. Jiang Shuo's memory is missing, Qin Yiheng's dad has vanished, and all signs point to those absences as having something to do with one another.
Very early in the show, we see Qin Yiheng pull a "come with me if you want to live" on Jiang Shuo, giving the impression that he knows just what's going on in this crazy city. Except, no, he doesn't. Or does he? No, we're pretty sure he doesn't. Or he does, but he's forgotten what he knows, if he ever even knew it in the first place. Anyway, time to tie their hands together and jump into someone else's brain!
I'd say they're in love, but that's not quite it. Dr. Qin Yiheng, high-class homosexual, is in love with Jiang Shuo to the point where he's about to murder someone (possibly Jiang Shuo himself) out of frustration about it. Jiang Shuo, on the other hand, is much more sticking his fingers in his ears and going LA LA LA YOU CAN'T CATCH ME GAY THOUGHTS while trying get a girlfriend in an effort to pretend that all the shit they get up to together isn't tremendously romantic.
That is, until the scene that leads to the which-hand ring guessing game, at which point the burden of their relationship falls on Jiang Shuo (and the Inception parallels get unignorable) for exactly as long as the show will allow it to, before it freaks out and has to add another girl love interest just to make sure all the homos got no'd.
It's not textually gay, because seriously, have you met Chinese television? But it's pretty gay. Or, rather, I think Liu Dongqin (Qin Yiheng) is playing his character as a dedicated homosexual on purpose, and Hou Minghao (Jiang Shuo) is just ... kinda like that? I mean, everything Iâve seen him in, he gets real dreamy-eyed around strong men who pay close attention to him. Maybe it's just his thing as an actor. I'm not judging.
However, the main cast isn't just the two of them. One of the things that led me to this show was the promise of an OT3. And does it deliver on that promise?
Well ... sorta.
Qin Yiheng, Jiang Shuo, and Yuan Muqing are a pretty standard MFM not-love-triangle trio of Male Bestie, Main Guy, and Girlfriend (respectively). There's about five seconds at the beginning of the series where it looks like Yuan Muqing might be into Qin Yiheng, but no, that evaporates almost instantly and is never spoken of again -- and with it disappears most of their interactions with one another, period. So it's less an OT3, and more a case of bisexual cutiepie Jiang Shuo getting both a boyfriend and a girlfriend in a world where censorship will only let the latter relationship exist textually.
But damn if these boys aren't made for one another. Sure, there's a level of conscious comical queerbaiting to it -- I mean, there's straight-up an "only one bed" moment, so you know the show isn't stumbling into rainbow territory on accident. No matter how sexual or nonsexual or whatever you read it as, though, their dynamic is the spine that holds the story together. Really, it's almost sad how often the relationships are set parallel to one another, because when you do that, it becomes obvious how intense Jiang Shuo's bond with Qin Yiheng is, and how largely lackluster and comphet most of his canon romance with Yuan Muqing is by comparison.
Like so.
sidebar: The Girl
I am not going to go into a full-throated defense of The Girl this time, as I am wont to do, mostly because I think Yuan Muqing is full of potential in concept but so badly executed that there's really no hope for her. Her entire personality is whatever they need her to be in any particular scene. It's just that once in a while, what they need her to be is completely insane -- like, seeing-things-that-aren't-there insane -- and it's so great that it makes me mad! She could have been like this all the time! But noooooo
As it is, she has a perfunctory canonical romance with Jiang Shuo that's about as endgame as anything is capable of being (see point 5), and it actually gets pretty cute when it finally gets to the point where it's not just awkward obligation! But alas, it only does that so late in the series that it's not even worth it getting invested in it.
She is a creation of the show. She has no novel counterpart. Her entire function in the drama is to un-gay the dynamic between the boys. You can tell that she was initially supposed to have a different role -- to be the muscle of this trio -- but the narrative forgets pretty quickly that she's got that skill set, and she regresses to being The Girl. She makes dumb decisions that forward the plot. She gets put into danger whenever it's convenient. She demands Jiang Shuo do manly things for her because thatâs what a girl is supposed to do, I guess? And then there are moments where sheâs cool and crazy and itâs awesome! But they never last.
So if you are going to watch this, be prepared for the fact that the female lead is badly written to the point of frustration. I feel her actor is doing the absolutely best with what she's got; the problem is that what she's got is pretty crappy. Still, Muqing gets some pretty charming moments here and there, and I think it's worth hanging onto those and imagining the character she could have been, if the writers had cared just a little more, or even at all.
4. Powerfully surreal worldbuilding
I'm not even talking about the way people's psyches are structured according to dream logic -- the "normal" waking world is almost equally bizarre. The story takes place in sort of the real world c. 1930, except that a lot of things are off. For example, Japan and England are real locations, but China kinda isn't -- instead, the show takes place in a Shanghai-like city-state run by this moustachioed generalissimo with a faux Latin American dictator aesthetic. The place has its own flag and government and police force (where all the cops have coordinating surnames) and diplomatic relationships with other countries, so itâs clearly its own thing. But what that thing is? What itâs even called? Look, donât worry about it. Nobody else is worried, so you shouldnât be either.
You will, at every point in the series, be wondering if the show is trying to telegraph to you that Something's Not Quite Right Here, or if it's just making weird decisions for the sake of artsy weirdness. But don't worry -- there's absolutely no way to tell the difference between the two! Just roll with it.
There's a weird mix of universe rules happening throughout, where everything is mostly period-appropriate for a while, and then somebody builds a clock with levitating parts, or causes someone else to have very specific memory loss â or, again, swings some coins in front of a personâs face and gains the ability to treat their subconscious like a VR amusement park.
You can sort of reconstruct the evolution of this weirdness: The book has actual factual ghosts in it. Well, thatâs fine for books, but TV isnât allowed to have ghosts. But TV can have people who imagine ghosts, so long as itâs all in their heads. Okay, but you know jumping bodily into those imaginations isnât actually a thing real people can do, right? Well, then letâs make it scientific. How can that be scientific? I don't know, itâs psychiatry. I donât think thatâs psychiatry. Look, it could be. Well, itâs definitely not psychiatry in 1930s Shanghai, and thatâs the set weâre allowed to film on. Okay, what if it werenât actually Shanghai? What if it werenât actually 1930? What if all of this were at best a weird approximation of the period that adheres to no rules except the ones we want?
Once youâve thought that, the skyâs the limit.
The show has a very inconsistent grasp on reality, and I am listing that as a pro instead of a con because I am choosing to embrace it as a deliberate choice rather than assume itâs the result of craven incompetence. There's something to be said, though, for how pervasively inconsistent it is. It'd be one thing if there were just a few plot holes here and there (and there are), but this is more along the lines of: We woke up in a mysterious boat and got taken to an island with a giant sea monster skeleton on the shore! What's that all about? Couldn't say! Was it real? Maybe! Moving on!
Let the number of "it's fine! who knows!" comments I've made throughout this rec indicate how much this is the kind of show you just have to roll with. If you are a nitpicker or someone who is troubled by unexplained nonsense, this is not the thing for you. If you love artistic magical realism and high strangeness, you will eat this up with a spoon.
And the lampshade that hangs over all of this worldbuilding is...
5. THE STUPIDEST POSSIBLE ENDING EVER
Okay, usually I am coy about when I think an ending has problems. I am going to drag this one out front and center: Psych-Hunter has an ending so jaw-droppingly, head-clutchingly stupid that I'm actually listing it as a selling point, because it has to be seen to be believed.
When I first watched it, I suspected the show ran out of time or money or something and just had to slap together the quickest possible ending ever. But no! This is the ending they meant! If you go back to the rest of the series, you can see that this is what they were (kinda) setting up the whole time! They just set it up so poorly and decided to make the twist hit at such a late point that not only is it complete nonsense, it actually renders moot the entire emotional stakes of the show! Absolutely incredible!
Now, as I've said before in other places, I don't begrudge the actual twist itself. I mean, it's stupid on its face, but I think they could have done something with it â if they'd had it happen halfway through the series, when the characters would have had time to adjust to the new knowledge. Instead, they slap it on at the last possible moment, when there's no time to have any reaction to it. It's just jarring and baffling, and then the whole thing's over.
I've seen lots of people say "season 2 when???" Season 2 never, friends. There was never going to be a season 2. The only reason you think this was an even remotely acceptable narrative move was that you were assuming that this would be the midpoint, not the end. You're having the same reaction I did, only I can tell this was always meant to be their spectacular dismount.
(To me, it's clear what happened: They J.J. Abramsed themselves into a cool premise for a mystery with no idea how to solve it, hoping they'd figure it out along the way. When they got to the end and still hadn't figured it out, they simply ... opted out of solving it.)
Now, if you want a normal viewing experience out of this show, watch to the end of the next-to-last episode, close your browser window, and have imagination adventures about how you think all the mysteries should resolve. But you're not going to. You are going to continue on to that last episode, and you are going to realize that nothing I could have said here could possibly have prepared you for this. And somewhere, I am going to feel the urge to cackle wickedly and not even know why. Except I'll know why. We'll both know why.
Want to watch this hot mess?
That baby's an iQiyi exclusive! But you can watch the first episode on YouTube, if you feel like getting a taste that way.
Look, I know I may have spoiled my pitch somewhat with that last selling point. After all, why would you bother watching a series if you know it has a shit ending?
I refute your objection thus: Knowing it has a shit ending changes the whole game, because it removes the feeling of betrayal that hits upon your discovering that the ending isnât what you wanted. You know that already now, so there can be no betrayal. The ending goes from being an unpleasant surprise to being exactly the unexpected thing that you expected. With that in mind, you can dive right in (ha ha) knowing that youâll never get the closure you crave, and therefore whatever you make up along the way is perfectly valid.
This is obviously a turnoff if you prefer shows that are like seeing someone start a magic trick, perform it without breaking a sweat, and walk off calmly, leaving you wondering how on earth they accomplished such an amazing thing. Think of this more as someone starting a magic trick, accidentally letting the rabbit fall out of their hat, saying âI meant to do that!â like thirty times, and suddenly vanishing through a trapdoor, leaving you wondering what the trick was even supposed to be in the first place â but they were really good-looking and well-dressed, so at least whatever they were doing was nice to look at while it was happening.
See? They're having fun.
#psych-hunter#ćżćź
çäșș#house haunters#i made this#rec post#please watch this and then write more fic for it#I have a very selfish agenda here
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Aerith thoughts
I like to imagine that Aerith slowly got over Zack after going on her adventure saving the world with friends.
For those who have been in relationships or at least had a boyfriend or girlfriend in highschool, it can be really hard to get over heartbreak if your environment and the people around it donât change.
For Aerith, her first boyfriend by all accounts ghosts her one day after months to years of causally dating and she is still in contact with his co workers, saying they can deliver letters to him if she wants. Itâs natural for her to assume that he just found another girl or died during one of his missions.
Crisis core (a terrible game btw) adds context to their relationship and honestly as someone who was a little interested in their relationship dynamic, I wasnât expecting the few scenes they have together to be hanging out for a little bit but then Zack gets a call from work so heâs gotta go.
It does add context to the player that hey dude maybe Zack did ghost Aerith. He seems like an amazing person but the game chose to show that he was always too busy and he had other relationships to tend to.
On Aerithâs end, it seems she really enjoyed being with Zack but her time with him was always cut short. That must of really sucked for her because I bet she always wished he stayed longer. To me (the player), it felt like Zack didnât or couldnât prioritize Aerith in their relationship and Aerith knew and wished something would change.
Rebirth adds new context with two things: Zack WAS OBSESSED with Aerith. Couldnât wait to tell his buddies about her. Thatâs sweet but not really the vibe I got from him in Crisis Core and def not in the OG when he was barely a character.
Another thing is that Aerith rather quickly gets over Zack (whether or not she knows it) after meeting Cloud, Tifa and gang. Having a new boy to mess with was def a fun change in her life but also having a bestie like Tifa must have made her feel comfortable talking about her experiences with Zack as shown in Rebirth. When she met the two, her relationship with Zack still defined her to some degree or at least was one of her biggest hang ups she wanted to inform people about because it was on her mind.
Whatâs interesting is that before meeting Cloud, Aerith is stuck in this cycle that Iâm sure many people who experience heartbreak know well but being stuck in the same environment but without someone you hold dear. For me, it felt like I could never get out of feeling like I was ever going it to get over it. However for me, I got so much better and later got over that person when I got out of that environment I associated the heartbreak with and reconnected with some friends of mine. I believe the timeline of Aerith meeting Cloud and gang to her death, it was around one to two months. I think Aerith legitimately got over Zack (maybe 80%) by nibelheim or if you get her date itâs like 100% by return to gold saucer.
All Aerith had to do was create new memories with new people who gave her a new purpose in life. Not only that but she was travelling 24/7 saving the world with her bestie and new boy toy and a gang of new friends. She left her home and adventured off to actually live life and stop Sephiroth. Iâm sure this fulfills her fantasies of creating memories with people and just being a normal young woman. I mean she was kinda living the typical boyfriend girlfriend dynamic but she wanted more out of it. I think Aerith really fell in love with Cloud because he prioritized her more than Zack regardless of infinity levels just from Cloud saving Aerith from Shinra and other smaller things that happened in Rebirth. She def said life got better during her cosmo canyon speech. I will say that in the OG, her relationship with Zack was not as important to her character as it is in the remake series. In the OG, I felt like the story was telling to tell me that she doesnât want to talk about it because she wants to still look available to Cloud/the player but still have different characteristics (past boyfriend, been in a relationship, experience older girl option, missing boyfriend, etc) when compared to the other girls.
To summarize, I like how they showed Aerith getting over one of her biggest personally obstacles which was her missing boyfriend from her teenage years. She let it be one of her defining aspects of her character and now sheâs so much more than a past heartbreak. She could actually enjoy life until her end đ„č
#ff7 aerith#aerith gainsborough#zack fair#ff7 cloud#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#aerith x cloud#zerith#clerith#ff7 rebirth#ff7 remake#ff7#ff7 crisis core
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FSR Rambles 16
Dark spiraling into an episode is halted by a "Distraction" aka a flower.
Shadow being disturbed at Dark's response to eat it, just goofy shit.
Dark doing horrible to thinks he supposedly "Likes" is a trend with him. I discussed the "dark eating flowers" symbolism awhile back.
Dark just settles into being kinda forlorn again.
"I like Vio the most" pisses off Shadow. Obviously.
Dark's reasoning for liking vio is just "Everyone else does".
Which. Is just an implication he is feeling the vibes of everyone else and how they feel towards Vio. Thus. Dark likes Vio.
Lore about Dark Link's creation:
Vio's panicking was a caducous in a way to why Dark appeared in the form he did.
Dark Link wasn't entirely aware of his own presence at this time until Vio noticed him.
Dark continues to just point out Shadow's past wrongdoings lol.
I don't think many people noticed the shift in Dark's hair here to match Shadow's hair and not Vio's becoming a warmer shade of purple.
I ALSO don't think people noticed what Dark said here wasn't his own opinion. At least the 4th panel.
His immediate "hm?" as if he had no clue what the hell Shadow's reacting too made that more obvious.
Dark quickly gets mad at the notion he'd think something like that when that was smth he was just parroting from Shadow's internal thoughts.
Repeating what Dark actually thinks of Shadow and himself: He thinks Shadow Link is an outright monster and he himself a hero.
Dark being high key delusional about his standing in the world is just par for the course.
He keeps pissing shadow off and gets angry about that himself. Really in darks mind he isn't doing anything wrong so everyone else is just being unreasonable. đ«
Shadow tries to deliver the same sentiment that Green gave him earlier to...different results.
Darks lovely thought process:
Family. Link had a father. His father was his family. Thus, if shadow is his family, Shadow is his dad.
He even elaborates that him having a father is a lot like link lol.
Shadow, is reasonably confused as hell at this response.
Shadow tries and fails to explain they're just friends not THAT kind of family. But Dark is stubborn and insists shadow is his dad now.
Repeating that shadow would drag his "son" to be an accomplice in lying to the others about being a part of Gannon.
Shadow tries to justify, and is worried about how dark even got this info to begin with.
Memory shinanigans.
Shadow cant deny cool powers when he sees em but darks lil internal monolog (a first with him having a thought bubble if I remember correctly) he expresses confusion at Shadow not being able to see into others memories too.
Dark just assumes everyone else can do what he can haha.
Shadow pushes for dark to do the right thing. But dishonesty isn't smth dark likes to do so, dude just roasts Shadow again for his lies.
His word choice of "I don't like lying" not that he DOESN'T lie is pretty accurate as to get shadow to accept him he lied XD he just didn't like doing it.
Well. Someone sleeps like a rock.
Dark just wants to kiss people lmfao. A weirdly sweet and creepy gesture from him towards vio.
Asking his dad if he can sleep, obviously that's just how that works hah.
Dark's wings haven't made an appearance in a long time lol.
Dark is now a key item. Lmfao. My way of putting off dark and vio talking rn hahahaha. Not yet...we're not there quite yet. đ
Shadows inventory being call backs is just funny to me personally.
Obviously the triforce of power, the cups he used to drink with vio and his sword.
Shadow continues to admit he doesn't like dark what so ever lmfao.
Poor vio fell asleep while reading again lol.
... Someone's not talking...how suspicious.
Hahahahahaha. Not responding to your "name" is kinda odd.
WELL OKAY THEN.
Vio thinks he's Link lmfao. No wonder dude wasn't speaking.
Smth to consider...
If everyone is talking and speaking normally, but Link himself was silent.
Who was causing link to be mute?
A horrifying thought:
What DOES happen if a Four Sword user pulls the sword twice?
There's no true guarantee that it'd split them the exact same way as it did previously.
Especially after 7 years...
Who's to say this is "Vio" and not, a part of Link who thinks they're Vio? How would they KNOW for sure they are 1 to 1 with the Vio that was created all those years ago?
Even if the sword COULD do that...it's been 7 years. Link is a VERY DIFFRENT person since he first pulled the sword.
Whatever made up the previous four Links, could just NOT exist or be different now.
After all, they all LOOK different now. They don't even have the same face as Link.
How much is THIS Vio the Vio from back then?
Hey Vio's using his big boy words again.
Shadow references when Vio was talking about his home back in the flashback chapters.
So we FINALLY get an answer as to what freaked Blue and Green out back in page 108.
The presence of Mr. Demon king.
That was a LONG time for pay off lol had to do other stuff. XD
...Green. Your eyes are green. :)
Leave Vio alone Blue he's exhausted and his brain is working at 5% capacity atm.
Shadow and Green having a fun ol convo about how Green lowkey doesn't trust Vio right now hah.
He did catch Vio staring at the sword pedestal after Link ripped that thing out like a bayblade.
Shadow gets pissy about the implications.
"you trust me don't you green?" he asked in a very untrustworthy way.
I get it Green this dude spent your entire mission being an enemy and tried to kill Vio, trusting him is going to be difficult. Even if they spent 7 years together.
Shadow trying to urge Green away so he can talk to him in private. Perhaps share a smooch-
Anyway, I love this moment between Vio and Blue in the background of these pages. XDDD đđ
Blue willing to beat Shadow's ass at the drop of a hat lmfao.
Considering how Vio and Shadow's "Friendship" ended up last time...I'll let you decide if Blue's being over protective or not.
Blue points smth out that's been a visual thing for awhile: Vio's the most covered up one out of all of them.
He has gloves + arm guards, chainmail under his tunic, and is the only one with his sword visible at ALL TIMES.
Vio from a visual standpoint is always ready for a battle/on the defensive.
Huh. Okay. Vio's arm is scarred to hell. Wonder what that's about...
Blue's concern continues to be cute to me.
Haha it moves. It moves when you feel bad about it.
Vio's dismissive about it though.
Oh hey! It's our bestie Dark! Doing his job still hahaha.
The transition to real world to the headspace is one of my faves just because it's so quick.
Whipped his head around to see who was talking and bam. Dark Link.
Visual notes for the headspace: it's visually COLD here.
People didn't get Dark's cruel reference to it "being cold in the house' as him messing with Blue over the fact he was frozen. đ
Unlike Vio, he doesn't get a real response out of Blue....So he baits again to no avail.
Dark's hair shifts to being blue, a clear sign he's mimicking someone directly and acts. well a lot LIKE Blue. Getting angry Blue is "Staring at" him, proclaiming Blue is "Boring" for not responding to him.
Dark's form starts to melt away as he promises they'll have fun "Later" whatever that means.
Vio: The master of tugging on people if he wants their attention.
Blue's helpful. Even if he's a dick about it.
HAHA WHAT DOES GREEN'S STOMACH LOOK LIKE AFTER VIO WHACKED HIM?
I'm not tellin'. Just alluding to it's existence.
Dark being cute as hell and for what.
Shadow deciding it's "Safe" to confide in Green about Dark is an interesting choice.
Hiding it would have meant issues and Green IS mr. Leader so. It makes sense.
Of course...Shadow ya don't need to shake Dark around and grip him so hard. Really makes you no different than vaati in that sense.
In the final panel you can see Dark's hair is just...Vio's hair. And he's in a very bad mood.
For whatever reason he doesn't want to come out even on Shadow's command.
Cut off time! Bleh.
#fsr rambles#four swords returns#four swords adventures#four swords manga#four swords returns au#four swords#loz fsr au#loz
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in case you've missed it, and I'm assuming most of you have, we're having a presidential election here in Finland. First round is currently going on, so I thought I'd give you a quick run down of our candidates!
(in alphabetical order, party in parentheses)
Mika Aaltola (independent): Has mainly worked in academia and apparently has experience in international politics, which is good for the job. I honestly know next to nothing about this dude, but he seems to positively radiate Just Some Guy energy. What would be interesting about him winning: I have no idea. Chances of winning: Ehhh - but it wouldn't be the first time we get a president from outside the daily politics.
Li Andersson (Left Alliance): current leader of the Left Alliance, former Minister of Education. What most people seem to say about her: "she's clearly the best choice, but has no chance of winning so I won't be voting for her." What would be interesting about her winning: first Left Alliance president Chances of winning: Unfortunately slim. Left Alliance is a small party and half of the country still seems to think they're Evil Communists.
Sari Essayah (Christian Democrats): she's also the leader of her party. Most known for being a former racewalker and religious. What would be interesting about her winning: How the hell did it happen??? Chances of winning: zero.
Pekka Haavisto (Green League): Former Minister of the Environment, International Development, and Foreign Affairs (three different terms, not all at once). He was born in 1958 and hasn't done much beyond politics. He's been in the presidential race twice already too, both times losing to our current president, Sauli Niinistö. What would be interesting about him winning: first gay president. Chances of winning: he made it to the final round twice already, so maybe third time's a charm? He has been polling first this time around.
Jussi Halla-aho (Finns Party): a prominent rightwing blogger, a Slavic linguist by education, and the current Speaker of the Parliament. He's "immigration critical" in the same vein "gender criticals" tend to be. He's is considered something of an intellectual in the rightwing circles despite having the vibes of an anthropomorphic raisin, and has amassed a cult following - who literally call him Mestari (master, but in Finnish the vibes are more a master of a trade and not some dude who spanks you in the bedroom. What would be interesting about him winning: finding out if I can immigrate to Denmark. Chances of winning: none if I can help it, but like I said, he does have a very solid fanbase.
Hjallis Harkimo (Movement Now): best known for being the owner of an ice-hockey team or something. His real name is Harry and for some reason he has been elected into the parliament twice. I assume it's the famous allure of a "successful businessman" or because he's something of a celebrity? Who knows. What would be interesting about him winning: How did it happen? Chances of winning: slim.
Olli Rehn (Centre Party): Served as the Minister of Economic Affairs for like a year under our most fuck-witted prime minister in recent history. Not much else to say about it. Somehow seems older than Pekka Haavisto tho he's actually younger. What would be interesting about him winning: absolutely nothing. He's so dull it's almost offensive. Chances of winning: who knows? Maybe he'll be a dark horse if all other candidates fall flat.
Alexander Stubb (National Coalition Party): Former Prime Minister, and former Minister of Finance. He's ehhhhhh not the worst possible option, honestly, and is on the more liberal side of the Rich Getting Richer party. What would be interesting about him winning: how will he be different from our current (National Coalition Party) president, I guess Chances of winning: last I checked, he was polling second, so I guess it's a possibility?
Jutta Urpilainen (Social Democratic Party): Former Minister of Finance. Social Democrats are one of the biggest parties we have, but they took a while deciding on who to pick. She's alright. Social Democrats are usually fine, and she'a long term Social Democrat. What would be interesting about her winning: uhh... possibly the first president to have released a Christmas album? Chances of winning: I just don't think she's that popular, to be honest. But she might make it into top three at least, like I said, it's one of the biggest parties behind her.
#finnish presidential elections#long post#political opinions#political onions#i wrote this and did not take my evening meds on time so if i don't sleep tonight this is why
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Round 1B: The Lion King 1 1/2 (2004) vs. Mulan (1998)
Propaganda:
The Lion King 1 1/2:
âThis movie is about Timon and Pumbaa raising a child togetherâ
âJust 2 dudes raising their son and dealing with commitment issues. The movie heavily leans into the bit that Timon and Pumba are like a couple. Timon is voiced by gay icon Nathan Lane. This movie was my childhood.â
Other propaganda for the original movie with the same idea:
âSimba was literally raised by a gay couple (Timon and PumbaâŠTimon even literally wears drag in the movie)â
âTimon and Puumba are a queer couple that raised simba into adulthood. Scar is a mean gay. Nuff saidâ
âTimone and Pumbaa are Simba's gay adoptive dads.â
Mulan:
âTrans awakening for so many of usâ
âWell Mulan gives off very non-binary vibesâ
âLiterally listen to the music also Li Shangâ
âjust what your intro post said - Milan being trans (or gnc) coded and Li Shang being bi coded. like come on do i even need to explain? Iâll just add that I was listening to âReflectionâ on repeat cuz the lines âWho is that girl I see staring straight back at me?âŠWhen will my reflection show who I am inside?â weâre stuck in my head. So with that song on loop I decided to finally chop my hair short in true Milan fashion (ok thatâs a lie, I didnât do it myself, but the PRINCIPLE) so not only is Milan trans/gnc coded but I canât be the only one the movie inspired to finally go for The Haircut or something else related. sry thatâs very ramblyâ
âgnc. bisexual. what more could u want.â
âBoth trans and gay coded. Shang was so into Ping that he couldnât stand to execute him for his âcrimeâ. Also includes drag saving the day!â
âThis is less a competition for the queerest movie and more a competition for the second queerest movie. Just *look* at every aspect of Mulan and tell me itâs even a contest.â
âNot only is mulan super trans coded but Shang is definitly biâ
âI know it's the obvious pick, but Mulan is so gender and Shang is so bi. đŻđŻđŻâ
âMulan is very trans coded. Li Shang is totally bi. Dude absolutely had a thing for âPingâ before learning he was actually a woman (Mulan). Also watching that movie as a young egg made me feel less alone about the fact that I didnât fit into the âgirlâ role everyone around me pushed me into. Mulan was kind of my hero and sometimes listening to Reflection makes me tear up a little bit because itâs such a mood but also such a TRANS mood. Itâs probably my favorite Disney movie song. âWhy is my reflection someone I donât knowâ made me THINK as a kid. Disney may be evil but they did the world a great service with Mulan.â
âIt is obvious whyâ
âIf movies could turn you trans this one did it to meâ
âI mean I assume this one is going to be there, but what if we all think âoh everyone is going to put mulan so I wonâtâ and then nobody does?â
âitâs mulanâ
âGenderâ
âMulan is so trans, however you want to read her (as a trans man, genderqueer, genderfluid, etc.) and Shang is hella bi. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talkâ
âThis movie is SOOOOO trans coded. Captain Li is a bisexual icon. As an Asian queer person I have sat and cried to Reflection by Lea Salonga while staring in a mirror too many times to count. Can I be my authentic self without making my parents who I love hate me? It's too good.â
âMy little asian tboy awakeningâ
âCan be read as transmasc- he finds his true purpose/calling in life by presenting as male- or as transfem- she goes against everyoneâs expectations for her by revealing her true self as a woman. A very trans movie. Also just a very good movie in general.â
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Hear me out I am very high from a edible rn but HEAR ME OUT DUDE
so we all know Chris Evans and his absolute slutty build like cmon he literally was nicknamed the human dorito bc slutty waist
Anyways thinking about that one promo pic of Chris in the cap suit with his back turned to the camera and his ass is just perfect ANYWAYS FR THIS TIME
Thinking about stucky but not like dating but Bucky being obsessed with Steveâs absolutely slutty figure and once the two get close to being fully retired Steve gets bigger as he slowly grows accustomed to taking it easy for once. but not exactly just fatter everything is the same but somehow softer and bigger. His thighs spread out more when he sits his chest is massive not quite defined pecs but far from being flabby moobs theyâre just huge, his abs are long gone but he doesnât have a round gut (Atleast when heâs empty) and the best part that makes bucky go crazy is his love handles , ass, and thighs, all perfectly packed together in one big package that makes Bucky lose his shit. Steves ass has nearly doubled but itâs still a perfect bubble butt, and his thighs have filled out enough to close any gap that mightâve occurred even when he has a wide stance. (Think those really chunky frat boys that manspread and their thighs are still somehow touching) BUT Steveâs suit and most of his wardrobe hasnât changed so his clothes just accentuate his assets. His thighs and ass taking up most of the room in his pants and they perfectly leave Steveâs bulge completely on display almost like a gift from god to Bucky. Anyways Iâm sure if you did add to this youâd be able to express that better than I could! And if you donât THATS ALSO COOL (pls by no means feel like you have to answer this right away )
THIS HAS VIBES đ€€đ€€
You know what kind of vibes? Exhibitionist Captain America vibes from this post by iwritetheweirdstuff
And I assume you're talking about this photo, which I nabbed from forchrisevans
Okay, shit...
Now you just have me thinking about chunky but still super fucking muscular Steve. Iâm going off the rails over here, biting and clawing at my enclosure. I donât think this rambling is actually totally related to your original idea, so just know I love your original idea!
But this reaoly gets me because Steve would be such a fucking classic MAN. Yanno? Big and heavy and robust. He looks like he could take Bucky in his big, beefy arms and rip him apart. Heâs healthy. Hefty. Rippling muscles hidden under this layer of pudge.
Yum.
Unbeta'd stucky belly kink ahead. Warning for weight gain, muscle chub talk, tight clothes, Bucky being a little creepy by drooling over Steve before they're an item, etc.
Before gaining weight and when he was wearing the title of Captain American so tightly that it was suffocating him to the point that he was unforgiving of himself, never good enough as Steve Rogers, Steve was like a Thoroughbred. A racehorse, smooth and lean, with a single objective. Win. But now that heâs looser with the title and deciding what he wants for himself, more often calling himself a nomad than going by Cap⊠now heâs gruff, ignoring the rules (ignoring them even more than he did before, which is saying something for a troublemaker like him), and heâs like a Clydesdale. Heâs a tank.
A fucking beast.
When heâs running, you get out of the fucking way because of all the mass behind that force. If you let him collide with you at full speed, full force⊠it ainât pretty. His feet pound the ground. Jesus wept. These days his chest, belly, and ass shake when he runs, even when his big, big body is wrapped tightly in all that deep, navy-blue Kevlar. The sight just destroys Bucky.
Bucky canât fucking fight next to him anymore when theyâre called in for Avenging every now and again, half-retired as they are. It was bad enough when Steve was that Thoroughbred, rippling lean muscle and a shiny, bright blond head of short hair. Always distracting Bucky. But now itâs worse because Steve is a Clydesdale with this heft to him and his dirty blond hair and dark, thick beard. Heâs even letting his body hair grow in, and itâs all Bucky can do to not faint, landing face-first into the deepening cleavage between his robust pecs, inhaling the musk of him. Every time Steve grunts with the effort of punching or kicking or tearing some offending villain to pieces, Bucky swears he feels faint. He has this completely involuntary feral reaction to the burly man heâs become. Hunky. Stocky. Ripped. Hefty. Whatever fucking word there is for the built heâs got going⊠it makes Buckyâs mouth water.
Of course, Steveâs still only two inches taller - 6â2â to Buckyâs 6â0â - but suddenly he feels a whole foot taller, and he feels twice as wide as Bucky. Those broad shoulders are only made wider, reinforced by the extra protein heâs eating, thickening his muscles and adding soft pudge; his pecs are still high and tight but even more⊠theyâre swollen almost, added to by an irresistible layer of fat that Bucky has the primal urge to bite; the abs he had once upon a time, defined enough to use as a washboard have softened, especially after a hearty meal like a good lumberjackâs breakfast or a cavemanâs dinner, just, these big plates with plenty of meat piled onto them, which turn his stomach into this drool-worthy curve, a little belly that sticks around until he somehow manages to digest it all; that fucking ass made even rounder and more shapely to the point that his pants all strain across it, his sweats especially, nearly splitting down the middle whenever he gets out of his comfy recliner; his thighs, oh, Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, theyâre ripe, rubbing together and trying to bust outta his jeans, his sweats, even his Captain America uniform.
Bucky has it bad.
If he werenât so focused on trying to not let his animal out, growling and just fucking tackling Steve to the floor, he would feel terrible for how much heâs sexualizing his best pal. It seems no matter what heâs doing, Buckyâs caveman brain is thinking about how to best peel him out of his too-small clothes. Too tight when he was lean with rippling muscles, barely any body fat on him, and especially too fucking tight now when he has this delicious extra give to him. He looks like a size two sausage stuffed into a size one casing. Bucky curses his wardrobe at the same time that he would fall to his knees and thank it with his hands pressed together, praying to it. He wants to be there for the day that Steve busts out of it after a heavy, hearty, indulgent dinner.
âCause, listen, Buckyâs spank bank is just overflowing these days:
When the most recent battle is done and Steve bends over to pick up a fucking massive slab of concrete, he unintentionally gives Bucky a front-row seat to his thick ass. His curves barely fit in his uniform these days. Honestly, Bucky doesnât know how he puts that godforsaken, tight-as-hell uniform on by himself anyway. And he doesnât want to think about it. Not in public! The only way he can imagine it happening is with Steve naked save for a jock strap, alone in his room. First, he steps into the legs, then he works it up his calves, getting it to his thighs where it gets stuck. Heâs outgrowing it. Itâs a tight fit, but he still fits for now. At least, he fits when he shimmies and wiggles into it. Better than a damn stripper. Moving his body in this unintentionally, totally sexy way. Wiggling. Pulling. Squirming. Even jumping while heâs at it, pulling hard at the thick Kevlar, his biceps bulging - theyâre bigger than Buckyâs fucking head now - grunting as he holds his breath, sucking in. Sucking in! His chest expanding without his pudgy, starter belly going anywhere, stubborn and jiggly.
Whenever he bends over, he gives Bucky a show, really. It doesnât matter where they are...
When heâs bent over looking at the leaky pipe under their kitchen sink, his waist filling more of the open cabinet than it once would have. While heâs down there, his shirt rolls up over his soft little hips, the new weight just beginning to accumulate there. The start of what could be real love handles someday.
When heâs looking through the bottom drawer of the fridge, doing a head count before they head out for groceries. Heâs not dressed yet, though, so he doesnât have a belt to hold his pants up and his sweats slide down the shelf of his ass, displaying just enough of his asscrack for Bucky to feel starved, meaning heâs extra grumpy at having to wander around an overcrowded store. Shoulder to shoulder with strangers. Hungry and horny.
When heâs drawing on the couch and he accidentally lets a pencil fall onto the floor, so he has to get up, but, oops, it looks like it mustâve rolled under the couch so he gets even lower. Onto his knees and forearms. Searching blindly for the pencil⊠blind to Buckyâs eyes, perving out on how his thighs touch from the back now, his legs getting just as thick as his ass is. And itâs thick.
When heâs doing stretches on their balcony in the morning, breathing in the fresh air, doing some cat-cows, and inadvertently displaying his new belly thatâs still rumbling through last nightâs dessert. A classic, couple 'a slices of pie and ice cream. Too much pie and ice cream judging by how distended his belly looks.
When theyâre getting some of their energy out now that theyâre not constantly going out and avenging, half-retired, by sparing with each other in the gym. Sparing, kind of wrestling, too. Theyâre not trying to be tactical about it, theyâre just having fun, being big kids, reminiscent of the days when theyâd pull the mattress off the bed and start to play fighting on the floor. But they arenât kids and Steve isnât so much smaller than him, so Bucky doesnât have to focus on finding that perfect balance of holding back just enough where it doesnât seem like he is but heâs also not at risk of pushing Steveâs frail body too far. Now they can really whale on each other. Which is fun⊠until it isnât. Because Bucky is laughing and sweating and actually starting to feel tired, and then heâs pinned, and heâs choking back a moan, sweating harder. Steve is on top of him. Steve is crushing him. Steveâs big, hot chest is against his back - Bucky can feel how heâs sweating through his skintight white t-shirt, his thick pecs squishing against his shoulder blades. Steveâs delightful, chubby, little belly is slotted perfectly into the small of his back. While fighting, Buckyâs shirt has risen up, and apparently, Steveâs has done the same, despite how firmly it had been clinging to his soft middle the last time he dared to sneak a peak because now their sweaty, hot skin is pressed together. Steveâs hairy tummy is tickling him, making Bucky want to squirm. He wants to moan. Itâs a good fucking thing heâs face-down with Steve on top of him. He wants more than just to squirm and moan, he wants to hump the floor like an animal because with Steveâs tits pressed to his back and his belly squished to his back, it aligns his crotch right up against his ass. Bucky can feel Steveâs dick on his ass through the thin layers of their sweatpants and underwear. He can feel how heavy it is. And heâs thinking about how Steveâs dick probably blushes a dusky pink and gets wet at the time and how it probably curves a little and gets so thick when heâs hard and⊠this is where Bucky dies because Steve readjusts himself, making it worse by spreading his killer thighs to either side of Buckyâs legs, practically grinding into him, trapping him between his watermelon-crushing thighs. âHad enough?â Steve teases him with a shit-eating grin. God. Only if the fucker knew.
When Natasha adopts a new, abandoned kitten that sheâs named Liho and they go over to play with him at Tashaâs apartment and Steve decides to grin like he does, always breath-taking, his smile the sweetest, most affectionate thing as he lifts Liho up above his head like Simba in the Lion King (yes, theyâve caught up on that modern pop culture reference, thank you very much). Bucky nearly goes cross-eyed, staring at his pecs. His t-shirt clings to his round, heavy tits. With his arms up, it forces his pecs to move up, too. High and plump. Bucky can see every detail of them, he can see every breath he takes, making them heave, and heâs almost able to pick out the tiniest creaking groan of the seams of his shirt screaming under all that pressure. Tasha doesnât bat an eye, at the treatment Steve is giving her new companion, she just squeezes past Steve in her kitchen (is the apartment that small, or is Steve that big?), flicking one of his hard nipples. The points of them are obvious through the straining, thin fabric. She refills her mug with coffee but she doesnât take a sip until she reminds Steve that if he wants to see how much more comfortable running can be, he only has to say the word and sheâll show him the magic of sports bras. Everyone can see that he needs it, and he might as well embrace it. They can even get matching ones if he wants. Her smile is razor-sharp, teasing. Bucky nearly chokes on his tongue, imagining the heavy mounds of his tits hoised up higher, giving him even more cleavage than he normally sports. Guh. Bucky wouldnât survive.
When later during that same day, Steve decides heâs going to lie down on Natashaâs couch as they watch a movie - some Russian production that Tashaâs been telling Bucky about forever (heâs hardly paying attention and itâs Steveâs fault that heâs going to have to watch this again, on his own, during one of his sleepless nights when he can pay attention to it) - and Liho decides that Steveâs his favorite. So, he wanders back over to curl up on his soft chest and belly and starts fucking kneading his plush chest and belly like itâs the comfiest, fluffiest pillow ever. It probably fucking is! And Bucky canât blame the kitten for purring so loudly - despite Steveâs and Tashaâs amusement at it - Bucky would be no better. He spends the rest of the evening biting the inside of his cheek and trying to banish all the mental images of his own hands kneading and squishing and groping those tits until Steveâs blushing, his mouth open, eyes heavily lidded, sweat beading at his hairline, begging Bucky to move on and touch him somewhere else, anywhere else! His nipples swollen and so hard. Irrestable. Bucky would indulge him⊠sort of. He would move on. But heâd have to give the same thorough attention to his soft belly, his growing hips, his thick thighs, and his fat ass. His body deserves to be pleasured until heâs out of his mind.
When Steveâs loose and warm, theyâre hanging out in some back-alley sports bar in Brooklyn for a game, watching the feed on TV, downing beers and greasy bar food with Sam and some other guys from the VA, and a sip goes down the wrong pipe so Steve has to pound his chest with a closed fist, ending up not coughing but belching loudly. For everyone else, the sound is covered by the rowdy cheers filling the crowded, dimly lit space. But not for Bucky. For Bucky, Steve is the only thing in focus. Steve, with his looser fit shirt disguise, blending in, his baseball cap tugged down low on his forehead, shading his eyes, his beard grown out, thick, and⊠Bucky canât take it. His body. The way his belly scrunches up when he sits down, bulging out further. The way his throat moves when he chugs from a long-necked bottle. The way his pecs jiggle when he jumps up excitedly, cheering loudly, and the similar way his belly wobbles at the same time. The way he groans at the end of his beer burp, voice rough from yelling all night and soaked in hoppy, malty richness. The way his thighs spread out over his bar stool, expanding, stressing the seams of his jeans. Heâs taking up so much space with his broad shoulders, excitable hand gestures as he talks, and his manspreading. Yet, itâs still not enough. His thighs fill out his tight, dark-wash denim so well that even when heâs manspreading, his thighs still touch. Bucky aches to curl up in his lap and kiss him, feeling his beard tickling his face. He wants the heat of that big, big body underneath him. He wants to feel the hot line of his erection when he grinds down into him - their stomachs pressed together, Steveâs heavy with bloating, greasy, fattening bar appetizers.
Buckyâs spank bank is over-fucking-flowing as Steve starts putting on weight and if Bucky didnât know better, he would think Steve is doing it to him on purpose, teasing him, trying to get him to jump his bones đ
#ask#mylevisdontfitanymore#belly kink#text#weight gain#stuffing#steve rogers#bucky barnes#stucky#chubby steve#alcohol consumption#tight clothes
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youâre on your own, kid | life of stevie au! | jack hughes
summary; when Jack returns home to Michigan in the off season with his daughter but no girlfriend he has a lot of answer for
this is kinda the same vibes as the bugs world divorce au
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When Luke arrived at the airport to pick Jack up, he assumed you would be there.
What he didnât expect to see was Jack pushing a suitcase trolley with his baby seat balancing on top, one stone caught under the wheel away from sending Stevie flying onto the concrete.
âDude, What the fuck are you doing!â Luke exclaimed, jumping out of the Honda and rushing to take Stevieâs carrier off the top of the suitcase pile.
âI only have two hands Luke!â
âWhereâs y/n?!â
Jack hissed lowly, looking around him when he said âWell⊠you seeâ
âWhat happened? Tell me when we get in the carâ
Luke ensured Stevie was strapped into the vehicle tightly, her seat was secure and the bags were in the trunk.
Jack went on to tell his little brother about his relationship problems, how youâd been struggling since birth and how the two of you had been constantly fighting.
That one thing led to another and you had a huge fight a couple days prior which led to you announcing you had to take a âbreakâ and now Jack was here in Michigan with Stevie alone while you were in Jersey.
âSo What im hearing is⊠you fucked up?â Luke quirked his eyebrow at his brother and Jack sighed
âYeah, Yeah i fucked up manâ he couldnât deny it, Nico and Dougie had said the same thing to him when he had asked the team for advice on the situation.
He was then told the same thing by his mother when he arrived home. She immediately took her granddaughter from his arms and asked where his girlfriend was to be told she wasnât coming.
Ellen gave him the telling off of the century. She yelled at him about how he could be so careless, how he wasnât the boy she raised and how he didnât think about how you felt.
But Jack knew this, because heâd beaten himself up over it the week prior.
When he got up in the middle of the night and found you talking to Stevie over the baby monitor.
âYouâre gonna be just fine baby girl, your mama loves you and your daddy loves you so much they just donât love eachother so much just nowâ
Jack listened to you tell Stevie all about how much you guys loved her, never once saying a bad word about him. Even after heâd sat in your home and berated you for hours after youâd been crying from being too overwhelmed.
Jack was like a headless chicken. He had no idea what to do.
Whenever she cried, she screamed or needed something â he didnât know.
His family had to sit and watch, watch him struggle because they knew they couldnât help him he needed to learn on his own, the hard way.
That was until about a week into the trip and Stevie had been up screaming and crying. He didnât know what to do, he was scared, she was making him stressed and he snapped at her.
She was baby, she didnât know what heâd said all she knew was her daddy had just shouted at her and she began crying even more, now scared of the man infront of her.
Jack entered his parents bedroom and shook his mom awake, in her sleepy state she groaned until she heard him sniffle. Her eyes shot open and she asked âWhatâs wrong? Whatâs happenedâ
âMomma, i need helpâ
She took the boy into her arms and held him for a moment soothingly saying âItâs gonna be okay baby, i promise, everything will be fineâ
âWhere is she?â He pointed to the hallway, where Stevie was crying moments ago to find it was now silent.
Jack, panicked, stood up and rushed out to find Quinn and his wife standing with her in their arms bouncing her up and down almost asleep.
âWhat- How did you?â
âI call Quinn the baby whisperer, heâs always good at getting the kids down when Iâm tiredâ his sister-in-law smiled.
Jack couldnât help but feel guilty.
His brother was an amazing dad, he knew that and to know that he was so actively involved made him feel guilty for even suggesting to you that it was all your job to parent.
Quinn and his wife had agreed to have Stevie sleep in their room that night to allow Jack a moment to breath and collect his thoughts and feelings, get some rest.
He couldnât sleep however, instead he was staring at his phone.
He text you.
you up?
we already had a baby you canât booty call me⊠whatâs up? you ok?
Iâm fine just wanted to check on you.
everythingâs good, howâs your fam?
good! doting on stevie, they love her.
we made a good kid what can i say!
He chuckled a little at your message before he text back.
I miss you
i miss you tooïżŒ
His heart was doing flips in his chest reading your message.
Iâm really sorry for what happened between us, you know I didnât think about everything youâve gone through and I was selfish.
you shouted at her, didnât you?
He did a look around his room, checking you werenât in here like youâd seen him.
howâd you know???
because I did it tooâŠ.
Jack couldnât help but tear up, knowing youâd felt that helpless and alone like he had when he snapped at her and he couldâve been there to help but he chose not to. Instead, he chose to scream at you and call you names which made you feel worse.
youâre the best mom, you know that? youâre the best girlfriend and Iâm a horrible person whoâs so sorry for what Iâve done. weâre so lucky to have you in our lives.
i canât wait to squeeze you both when you get back to jersey. give our girl a kiss goodnight from me.
what about me?
i mean if you can kiss yourself, pls do - from me of course
Iâll just lay the lips on you when I get backâŠ
hmm, and if I donât let you?
youâve just broken my heart y/n
aha! goodnight j, love you & love ste đ€
we love you, more than anything!
Jack was content, those few texts of playful flirting were like old times. He felt relieved.
Jack sat for a few moments still before he crept out of the bed and down the hallway to his brothers room, slipping in and grabbing his daughter from her travel cot.
Once securely back in his room without waking anyone else up he sat up against the headboard with Stevie asleep in his arms.
âGod you look so cute when you sleep, just like your momâ he mumbled, pointer finger playing with her pouted out bottom lip.
âIâm gonna be here Stevie, always. Dads got youâ he said, looking down at her âYouâre gonna know your worth ok? You donât let anyone speak to you like that, not the way I spoke to her⊠if anyone speaks to you like that iâll beat them up because you deserve the world baby girlâ
Stevie cooed, probably not in response to her dad but more in her sleep but he still smiled
Jack picked up his phone and opened it âHow about we go home, eh stevie? Letâs go home and see mama. I think we need our girlâ
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NAME : dan!!
PRONOUNS : he/him
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : tumblr im. discord. passenger pigeon. I'm very slow sometimes but you should plot with me!!
NAME OF MUSE(s) : clair, cynthia, barry, jupiter/eris + so many mooore (how did it come to this? LMAO)
BEST EXPERIENCE(S) : dedicating this section to both ash (@analuein) and aya (@distortsverity)! ash and I have been writing together for infinity years right here on tumblr. no matter the muse, it's always a blast spinning up plots and watching the magic unfold from there with her. from thorton to violet, to noland and clair. from wildencounters to indie. it's been a fantastic ride. day one. đ
I transitioned from group rp to indie a few years ago and--at the time--I was all alone. I had no connections, just a lonely barry blog to my name. I wrote drabbles by myself in the dark for two weeks until aya came across my blog with her hikari, and everything just clicked. aya made me feel included, reached out with ideas, plots and feedback, and showed love to barry and all of my muse(s)--and to this day, I still feel TREMENDOUSLY grateful for the helping hand when I felt so isolated. I definitely would not still be writing here without her.
since then, I've had an amazing time here. writing with so many different people, muses, and groups--it's all so good. my best experiences happen when I'm writing (or even plotting) with someone, and everything just works, flows, and fits together and I can just feel that shared excitement. that feeling that we're building a great story together. that's magical. that's why I'm still around, trying new muses, diving headlong into amazing plots/dynamics, letting my imagination run wild, and--as always--writing a lot. much love to EVERYONE who has helped keep that fire burning over the years, but especially ash and aya for giving that flame a chance in the first place. tysm. â€ïž
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : it's been said, but--on a personal level--I wish private communication would happen more, specifically when it comes to interest levels. my time is becoming more and more limited here (sad as that is) and I have always written at a slower, longer pace. so, given how fast this place moves, I would appreciate knowing if a thread has grown stale, or if something's off.
I'm flexible. I'd like to think that I'm pretty laid-back. I want you to have fun, and you need to drop or backburner our thread because life, interest, etc. that's okay. I promise. I also don't mind reminders about cold threads or overdue replies on my end. if that's the case, please let me know right away, and I'll pick it back up or let you know my thoughts. we can try new things, or not. just let me know what you'd like to do, and we can adjust from there. that being said, lack of time or muse =/= lack of interest. I get that. you never need to rush a reply with me, and I will always (for better or worse) assume interest is still there unless told otherwise by you. I'm no herlock sholmes. (I wish I was...)
so, as a courtesy, I'd ask to please talk to me if something's wrong. if you feel the need to drop our thread or aren't interested in an interaction and/or want to start fresh. I won't be upset (quote me on that.) I just want to make sure that the writing vibes are still good, and I want to spend my time here writing things that you (and others) are still into. and in the end, it's not really a big deal--this place is great and I adore my past/present/future thread partners--but it's something that I would appreciate!
(also since I haven't made it clear before: no AI with me, please. let's meet at the same level.)
MUSE PREFERENCES: strong women and brash, sunshiney dudes. (I'll really try anyone, but I certainly have types đ)
PLOTS OR MEMES : whatever's easier for you to get in the door with--c'mon in!! I don't find myself with the time to reblog many memes lately, but my inbox/IMs are always open for spot interactions, and I'll do a lil' starter call here and there!!
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : I don't mind receiving either, but I always tend to lose myself in the sauce and write a lot oops. you never have to match my length. as long as we're writing together, that's chill enough for me!
BEST TIME TO WRITE : my healthcare job is killing me. I'll try to sneak on for some stuff here and there, but I'm most active during evening/nighttime CST US. confirmed night time scrawler. đŠ
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : some common threads linking all of my muses to me is the fact that we always want to be active, we have (too) high expectations of ourselves, we grew up and are still growing up, and we spend too much time working (and loathe it LMAO)
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RWBY V9 Episode 1 first impressions. Some spoilers. Also RWDE.
The first scene, both shot-wise and sound-wise was super well directed. The first person view into Ruby's headspace was very creative, and also an elegantly concise but unique recap of the last finale. Disregarding the nonsense surrounding the actual events (Yang getting KO'd instantly, no one being able to catch her and all that), it was an excellently directed scene.
Which makes it a pity that the scene right after felt really plodding and tonally dissonant. Having the already painful low framerate and cartoony jokes is already bad, but after a scene like that is... not how you do it.
The Monochrome scene was well-animated and adorable though. Amazing how much chemistry RWBY can get from its characters when it's not actively trying to signpost it to your face.
Speaking of signposting, the Bumbleby hug was good. Blake's tender voice calling Yang's name, and just them hugging on the beach is a really romantic image. and I'm a sucker for that kind of thing.
It kind of irks me more because my enjoyment of this ship is actively sabotaged by this show's own refusal to engage with it unless it's a weird combination of too-loud subtext and the fact it relishes in its own plausible deniability. I don't know what to say if there isn't a kiss or proper declaration of love by the end of this.
OK Goodnight doesn't miss, and they didn't for this OP song, Inside, either. I personally was super excited Casey was brought on in full force and her band's involvement was the singular thing that excited me about Volume 9. I have this opening on loop for hours now.
I loved how the Jabberwocky monster thing was animated, but part of me felt the design fell a bit short compared to how creatively it moved. I think if it went through another design pass or two to really bring out its more unsettling qualities it'd land even better.
But it was that thought that stirred up an iffy thought I had as I watched all the colourful characters and setting that was showcased in the opening and trailers. I know the whole point was to show a visual contrast by having everything be bright and whimsical but...
Part of me just kept thinking throughout this episode, and I suspect will keep me thinking throughout this Volume... why couldn't have all the Ever After creatures have been sentient talking Grimm instead?
Like, we don't know the canon explanation for the Ever After yet, but assuming that anything just goes here... I would have been really interested in the idea that this was a parallel world where benevolent Grimm exist and formed their own chaotic but intelligent societies. It could be an interesting exploration into the nature of Grimm, which by extension includes Salem's nature and how the heroes could not only defeat her dark nature, but perhaps understand and reason with it as well.
I just keep looking at the visual direction they decided to go with this world and can't help but think:
"Damn, Grimm mice would be cool, and a lot more visually distinct and marketable/merchandisable to RWBY fans too. Imagine Ruby making friends with a cute little Grimm? Something she's been trained to kill since forever? How weird but interesting would that be?"
"Damn, this glitchy monster thing would be way cooler as a Grimm, wouldn't it? Imagine it writhing like that and talking, but with the trademark glowing eye trails and miasmic black smoke trailing from its limbs."
"Damn, that Wonderland smoking caterpillar dude in the opening would have looked cool as a Grimm, maybe along the vibes of Koh the Face Stealer from Avatar?"
"Damn, the Cheshire cat as a teleporting Grimm feline would be cool. Its design might be a lot less polarising too since a lot of people think it hurts to look at. Some Grimm like Geists are already pretty formless to begin with."
And at the root of all these what-ifs, it just all comes back to the same question that I think sums up a lot of RWBY's problems:
"Damn, this show would be cooler in all these little ways if it just played into the ideas that made it cool to begin with."
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