#i hope they’re doing alright

[gayashawol]

cw // grief, dec 18th, apr 19th

this may sound so dang weird, but the day arohas finally feel comfortable chatting dirty about moonbin, i’d be so proud of them. as a shawol, i know how it feels to never have any sexual attraction upon hearing the “news” and once i start to feel it, i would push it away and force myself to never feel the way i felt unless it was strictly platonic. other people treating me like shit made it even worse, having to mirror their voices whenever i tell myself that i’m a disgusting shawol because i feel the way i feel due to the way i grieve. to be real, grief is weirder than you think. you’re feeling all the emotions at the same time, sometimes you understand them and sometimes you don’t. once you take the time to process and listen to how you’re feeling, you could finally take the steps to healing. however, due to the fact that most of the emotions we’re feeling are considered “taboo” (aka being horny, excited, depressed, etc), we tend to keep those things to ourselves. once we finally do let them out from the darkness, we could finally understand what we need to do so we could get our feelings straight, and if that means we need to start normalising letting moonbin stans be horny whenever they’re ready, then so be it.

i know how scary it is. the day i made this blog that was intended to showcase my dumb jonghyun fanfics, i was terrified. i had dreams that shawols would jump me or even kill me. however, i knew this was what i needed to do. this account was made for blingers in mind that may be going through the same thing where they felt like they can’t be themselves or don’t have the willpower to say those things. i am their voice, and i’m telling them that it’s ok to feel like that.

arohas expressing how hot moonbin is makes me so happy. even seeing them thirst over him. i love seeing that sort of energy from them, knowing possibly the amount of things they’ve went through. i’d be such a proud father to them, and grateful that there are people that had been educated on how to treat grieving kpop stans from us shawols.

[the-iridescent-phoenix]

Thinking about that time someone got so bent out of shape when Davey havok gifs were used on their post that they edited the original post

[cursed-elo-images]

Hi so I’m actually feeling a lot better! I feel more in control of my emotions and I feel more calm and happy. Something came up a few days ago that I had to attend to and trust me, it was a very sad, yet necessary experience for me. It still makes me sad from time to time but not like how it originally did. I’m just growing accustomed to it, I’m still trying to make sense of it, and I’m…handling it better.

I know…this isn’t an ELO related post so it might be strange to post this on this blog… but… ah—I just felt the need to say this so that everyone knows I’m doing okay.

[outcast-thingz]

Hi srry to ask but do you know if red-riot-rat is still active?

Awe I'm sorry but I haven't seen them post in some time. So they may occasionally look at tumblr but i dont think they're active active on here. Honestly, I miss talkin with Kid.

[toddtakefive]

one of my favorite things about dps is the completely irrelevant background conversations/comments you’re probably not meant to hear but are still just barely audible? like the two guys in the study room arguing over their turns on the dart board, or the guys laughing under their breath and making ridiculing remarks when knox reads out his poem for chris, or the people in the opening scenes you can hear finding their friends and saying hi. it literally doesn’t matter at all, but it makes it feel so much realer and like you’ve really just been dropped into the setting with todd on the first day.

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

“we can have a candlelight vigil like lesbians on the news!!!” episode 2 and annie “girlkisser” edison is already longing for bits of that wlw lifestyle. I know what you are

[demegod-dess]

can you draw more monster high? With Draculaura or Catty Nior

Decided to start doing some of these traditionally, hope that’s okay 🫶 anyways they slay and I love them

(also daily click reminder as usual: https://arab.org/)

[sleepybean427]

Hey I hope you’re doing well and eating and all that ^_^

When you have the time, do you think you could draw Ryder? 👉👈

Here’s a reference in case you do want to draw him /nf

Hey Stanley! I’m so sorry, Tumblr didn’t notify me of this ask and I didn’t see it until I randomly opened the app. Gotta love the app sometimes 😅

Anyways, here’s Ryder!! I had so much fun drawing him and I really wanted to do him justice so I hope you like it!! 🩷

I looked through your blog to see what I could add to the drawing and Little Piggy was such a cute thing to add, I love it 🥺🥺

[onceuponaladye]

Man, I hope I can be able to listen to this rock music somewhere later because it is SICK!

[hershelwidget]

Shellington and Peso made the Pink Sauce and it was so horrible Barnacles had to ban them from working together on their own. The Pink Sauce is now the world’s deadliest poison and it is capable of affecting even the Grim Reaper himself.

…

In other words writing the actual Octonauts for this AU is the FUNNIEST thing ever

[fuckrealityfictionisbetter]

My absolute favourite post fantasy high head canon I’ve got is that Riz joins the in universe FBI, just his dream of solving the worse of the worse every day, he’s a badass catching criminals and stopping crime, but the fucking realisation hits him that he has ONLY ever interacted with crazy ass fucking lunatics his entire life and now he’s gotta talk to Sheryl about her vet bill and act like he knows what normal people do on weekends, super tight lanced Riz on his BEST behaviour so his colleagues don’t think he’s the kinda guy who commuted a Lot of murders in high school, everyone in this pretty badass office thinking he’s some sweet geeky guy who’s probably never seen the outside of a text book before this job worried the last scene was a little graphic for him and he is just sweating in his little office cubicle hoping they don’t find out he has fully upper body tattoos he got whilst off his tits on snuff at a night club on a pirate island at 15 years old

[lukeslywalkers]

BB_Updates stepping away for personal reasons is my own personal tragedy

[nothymetospeak]

are you talking about descolez? i noticed they deactivated a while ago, i hope they're alright

Yeah

[clownbutch]

would love to make a story some day

[cuteniaarts]

@katkastrofa: *writes a single throwaway line in one chapter of Lost and Found that is never referenced again*

Me, completely randomly and with no prompting: Alright, bet–

[taking-a-footnote-in-your-life]

My 2024 wish is for the triplets and Alahna to get back together or at least maybe patch things up. Ik we don’t know what actually happened behind the scenes but god do I miss her and them together 😭 It also just hurts my heart knowing they were so so close and now they’re just like, not.. ykwim? 😭 it’s like reminding me of people I used to be super close with but now I’m not and it’s like ugh I can feel her pain but I can not imagine what it must’ve been like for her on that level and it honestly makes me wanna sob 😭😭😭 praying they find their way back to each other some time in life (and if not then I still truly wish so much happiness for all of them 🫶)