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up late bc i keep thinking ab adlerbell and how bell is this vehicle of and for adler’s pain…….. like literally in the sense that all of bell’s memories and trauma of vietnam is imprinted onto them by adler, but also based on adler’s own memories of vietnam, how bell’s trauma and pain isn’t only theirs but adler’s too- that the two are not bound by the false camaraderie bell believes they share but instead bound by suffering, borne of adler’s. bell’s pain IS HIS pain.
and like,, does he know what bell dreams about when they wake screaming in the middle of the night?? does he share those same dreams too?? does he ever listen to bell talk about vietnam and feel, in a way nobody else possibly can, understood?? or does he feel angry, that they carry his trauma and his pain as though it were their own?? or envious, that the pain they feel isn’t even real, and that they were, for a time, spared of the horrors he endured?? or does he feel some sick satisfaction in knowing that the pain they feel is his?? that his enemy feels what he feels?? that they are bound and locked together, nearly sanctified in joint suffering??
does he care?? does he care????? i need to sit down,,,,,
#canon: he doesn’t care#headcanon: if he feels nice he might cradle bell to sleep the way he wished he was when the night terrors came#and maybe ask bell to recount the dream both as a covert memory exercise#but also to validate some traumatised part of himself he refuses to acknowledge#played bo6 twice and yet cw adlerbell still rotates in my mind#the ship ever actually#i also have more thoughts ab lamb to the slaughter bell but i need to sleep#sighs#hope all 5 adlerbell enjoyers here like this one or whatever#someone pls brainrot w me before i implode#adlerbell#adler x bell#russell adler x bell#cod bell#cod cw bell#cod#cod cw#cod cold war#call of duty cold war#cod bocw#call of duty black ops#call of duty black ops cold war#adbell#thoughts
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i am OBSESSED with that one yandere hantengu clone art! but i do wonder, did you change their appearance a bit to make them look alike but at the same time not? this is hard to explain, but i observed the clones nose shape, sekidos hair being more different than the others, and facial structures making them each being different. very sorry if this doesn’t make sense it’s hard explaining what i noticed (T ^ T)
I think I understand what you mean, don't worry! you did wonderfully!
and basically, yes and no!
Some things were probably accidental (like facial structure), but the purposeful tweaks were their eyes and hair yeah!
I wanted the viewer to be able to tell the difference between them without being explicitly told who's who.
[design yapping under the cut]
I've heard that depending on what expression you're making often, it changes how you rest your face, and I wanted that to translate into how i drew them!
that and if you look REALLY closely, there are some subtle differences between them all in the anime/manga, so i accentuated those and added my own spin to it too.
So, if i were to draw the four making a neutral expression, it'd look something like this!
And that would HOPEFULLY be enough to give you an idea about who's who while also keeping their faces EXTREMELY similar yet a little different at the same time
but knowing me....... i'd probably still make it super obvious.......
I changed their nose because Hantengu had a sharp nose, and I thought it'd be hot cool to see them with one! I have no excuse for the eye bags and dimples.. they look like they have the type of hot guy aura to have those traits............... orz
i try not to forget small details but i probably do sometimes making them look different //slams head against wall
#null rot#null brainwash#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#cloaked cult member#WAAAHHHH TYSM BTW.... IM REALLY HAPPY THEIR DESIGNS CAME OFF THAT WAY#MY ATTEMPTS WERE A SUCCESS AND I CAN ONLY HOPE TO CONTINUE ACHIEVING THAT#FUCK#i hope no one minds this little expression ramble. i really like faces and how they move#maybe thats why i like them sm....... theyre like my guineas pigs....#im tryin so fuckin hard not to fall victim to same face syndrome bUT THESE MOTHERFUCKERS ARE LITERALLY THE WORST CANIDATES FOR THAT#STILL THOUGH. IM STICKING W THIS#their thick brows bro...... ouGHHHHHHHHHH#tired eyes............. oooUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#there are also small things i didnt mention. but i wonder if any of you can spot them? if not. then its no problem.#its one of those little details i'll keep to myself and subconsciously use to indocrinate you further#GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED
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me: I should write the one-shot that lives in my head about Harry applying for a job
brain: you will write a whole casefic about Harry realizing being a cop already killed him once, acab applies even to Kim, and he needs to quit if he wants to get better
#shivers is allowed to be passive aggressive about littering. as a treat#disco elysium#de fanfic#long post#i hope this is a good range of clips but also not too many ghdfsh#the disco mix of angst and poetic imagery and unhinged dialogue means I have 5898385 favorite bits so I kind of just picked random ones#this selection is really angst-heavy but there's a lot of really funny moments too I promise#a lot of my biggest faves are running gags that don't clip well#please message me about this lmao i am dying to talk#ive got everything in here. there's panic attacks. there's skills bickering and talking like harry isn't there. there's a loop (sort of).#callbacks to game lines. rhetoric going on about Communism. harry being Very Gay but Very Closeted. electrochem losing its mind about it.#beautiful Conceptualization bits and a whole talking-to-corpse moment#I've even got a sequence w ancient reptilian brain and limbic system#the whole thought project about “why isn't kim more upset that I went at a witness like a rabid hound” is so fucking good.#im so fucking normal about these 40-year-old men#i didn't think I could write DE but I'm nailing it
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this took longer than expected and this is my first posted wes fanart ???? crazy Based off of the beloved maxwes TRUTHER @kesia-stupid-arts and this answer she gave an ask:
which reminded me of THIS jerma meme please enjoy im so nervous posting this
#dst wes#wes ds#dst#dont starve#dont starve wes#dontstarvetogether#my art#asl#in my mind wes signs but i only know asl so#french guy uses asl not my issue#i thought i got lucky with the first one#drawing one hand#NO I HAD TO DO FOUR FOR THE NEXT TWO#im not used to drawing after so long i hope this is fine :sob:#im also in love with the first panel#it serves as 3 like the three names he said#AND W FOR THE START OF WIGFRID
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Oofurixmas2022 for @meela-31
#oofuri#oofurixmas2022#IVE REPOSTED THIS SO MANY TIMES IM SORRY#meela-31#ren mihashi#abemiha#abe takaya#I hope u like it.. 😵😵😵😵#anyway… chill air… being 1 on 1 together outside of school… always so strange and intimate#abe is saying like hey youre blocking the walkway.. or smth… hes so cheeky#im imagining a fic in my mind#like. do you guys get me. mihashi is sitting on the stoop while abe is checking out and hes eating his sandwich#its probably a stupid late time and its quiet and empty and his hands and face are chilly and#and hes about to take a bite and then the door opens and he feels a bag get dropped on his head and its like… a point of contact and its#silly and mundane but its affection idk. ans then abe tells him to move. ugh. love is love#ITS LIKE A SMALL THING THATS LIKE… WE’RE FRIENDS.. you like me.. and it feels goos#THATS ALL#anyway thats why i chose this ver over the one w tajima it got that feeling better. anyway
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As promised, another short comic belatedly celebrating a certain hat-clad character's birthday! I'm totally projecting onto our protag guy here btw with the snzfuckery stuff I'm making him say.
If you like my drawings, and are willing and able to do so, please consider commissioning me, pledging to my Patreon, or donating through ko-fi ☕! You're not obliged to, but every bit helps to keep me living decently and I really do appreciate it!
❗ PLEASE NO REBLOGGING TO NON-KINK BLOGS ❗
#snz#snz kink#g/enshin i/mpact#sca/ramou/che#ae/ther#hachiisnzart#hachiibunart#it's funny bc i'm uploading this on th/oma's bday#similar style to the n/ari one but i went looser with the sketching#are you guys enjoying these comic formats bc i'm having fun#hope u dont mind the full length format this time#i'm showing off the exchanges i wrote for w/ande/rer and ae/ther
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NIKO SHENANIGANS FT @theolivetree123 ‘S HOPPER!!!!!!!!!
niko is NOT shorter than hopper he is simply being annoying and hanging on his shoulder (after getting beat up probs) <3 my squishy
SORTA A SEQUEL TO THIS DOODLE
#HOPPERS HAIR IS SO CUTE IM OBSESSED#sorries olive I wuv your boy too much. hope you do not mind#if you would like to ever talk about their dynamic!!! lmk!!!! I WILL ALWAYS BE DOWN!!!!!#niko’s such a little loser tho. he’s so squishy here#I HAD FUN W THIS it was a nice lil one day project#tho while I was working on it I showed a friend and she immediately went yaoi?#IT WAS REALLY FUNNY.#🫡 tho that is all my commentary. goodbye#niko cimarron#twst oc#hopper#twst#twisted wonderland#twsited wonderland#twisted wonderland oc#disney twst#twst wonderland#ashipiko draws ♪#niko is so annoying i love him sm#🫶🫶🫶
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I love how you draw eyes it's either big and silly or shut and eepy either way they're both so awesome-💥💥❤️
TEE HEEEE IM GLAD! eyes have always been so hard for me I don’t know why 🫠 half the time I draw them closed just so I don’t have to draw them at all .. lazy who
(spins big wheel) (spins big wheel) ur prize is protector jas 👇
#I hope y’all don’t mind that I answer asks w random doodles 😀😀#I have so many one off scribbles that I don’t know what to do with so i like to just throw them at the wall like a handful of noodles#i feel bad when they just. sit in my iPad w no use so 😋😋😋#ANYWAYYYYYY u r very sweet MWA#chitchat#sdv jas#sdv vincent
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THE ROARING TWENTIES (1929) | Written + Directed by Taylor Swift *ALL-TALKING PICTURE* Flapper Clara falls in love. With a Princeton sophomore. Every night they spend together feels like a dream. All the social occasions, the scent of wine she tasted on his lips, dance floor reflecting broken mirrorball lights, tossing pennies in the pool, sneaking in campus, night walks around the Nassau Hall, joking about school dorms, long dinner that seems never end and sophisticated conversations. His innocence and passion. Her wide-eyed gazes. Breathes that felt too close in the dark. Finally, one day, the kid went down on his knees and pulled that damned rock out of his pocket. Will Clara say "yes"?
#taylor swift#tswiftedit#tswiftgif#lyrics#this is inspired by#FSF's#this side of paradise#but from a female perspective#i hope it makes sense#it's basically the 1 + champagne problems#and I feel bad for using an Amsterdam scene lmao#you can see that one is LQ bc I dont have the movie saved anywhere I dl'd that clip from Youtube lol#but that's also my fav gif in this set#that Clara (the protagonist) saw the window reflecting her own mind that she got married with the boy and she didnt like the sight of it#also that it could be her seeing her own ghost#what her life could've been#Amory seeing ghost is my favorite part in TSoP so I thought I should pay a sort of homage to that :p#the 'slave of your imagination' quote Taylor herself had quoted in 1989 era so it's essential in this gifset :)#(this has nothing to do w the recent news regarding to Taylor's personal life tho I got this idea half thru my reading of TSoP)#and it was so fun to use some old pictures scenes#they are:#mr. deeds goes to town#a farewell to arms 1932#(which is a fountain & pool scene but it was too dark and covered by the layer of Tay & Sean kissing XD)#footlight parade#children of divorce#(Clara Bow was in the scene I used...she partly inspired my female lead)#the roaring twenties#userelena#userleah
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woah. actual thought out reference?
Completely disregard wtf the reference from a couple weeks (a month?) ago looks like. Completely inaccurate. not sure what I was thinking w/ that one. This time I thought this one through, lol. wahoo!! Ive been kind of lazy and totally leaving out features the past few times Ive drawn him and I dont want that to happen again because he loses all the fun features.
notes written out for those who need it (glances behind my shoulder at the mobile app) under the cut. be warned, its long, lol.
starting from the top left, going across to the right side in rows.
-TURN-AROUND -opt grey hairs/grey stripe. he keeps it evenly colored with car oil. -eyebrow crease opt. -head lifted for convenience (for the pose. Also spelt that wrong on the image whoops) -5" when slouched. -neutral expression. Teeth always visible. -eyebags NOT opt. (Except in certain circumstances.) -"Tail" not usually visible -HORRIBLE posture* -black bottom lip pokes out a little -hands reach knees in reg. posture -Gnarly mullet -Overbite -Constant slouch. -Warped lens/frame -Sweaty & jittery a lot - \___ misc. extremes ___/ -BJD body -Motherboard cover -Plush tummy :-) -wears heart boxers underneath. Not shown. - |dissociating-----|-------disconnected| -sensitive eyes w/o glasses. Squints. - :arrow: Sparratically ejects -overdramatic - *except when actively interacting with someone - 5"1 when standing straight - |forced--|genuine--|?----|???---|
#DISGUSTING freak. I love him so much.#Reblogs encouraged.#He is absolutely balding btw. The glasses even out the horrifying forehead.#the way the fandom has influenced my hcs and my design is crazy actually. he was kinda a twink before.#I am not about to have a twink spamton in my household#no sir. He is old and disgusting and needs to be such. Also there was no exaggeration in his shapes before. no idea how i survived.#also yippee!!! I figured out how to fix my stylus pressure issue.#this one and the last post were in firealpaca. Still learning it because its a new program but it is so much better. Phhhew.#i love the animation feature#Im messing w it currently muwahahah. I hope i can finish it.#zoom in to see the notes better lol.#if needed i can write out all the notes!! lmk if you need it.#deltarune#deltarune spamton#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune chapter 2#spamton fanart#rotates him in my mind#killing him with hammers#never done a turn around w him but i think i did good this time#also this is mostly for myself because i kinda slack off. It ruins his body structure when i do and i want him to keep the triangle chest.#BuwheArt
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art request of mei in her dragon form!! @thebritishdragon
#hope u dont mind - i took some creative liberties w how i imagine she wld look in her dragon form#like ik technically she manifests one when using her powers but like -- isnt tht lowkey aol lie?? idk#anyways hope u like it!!#lmk mei#mei monkie kid#mei lmk#mei lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lmk art#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#monkie kid art#mei dragon#my art#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#art
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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.
#cw gore#WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE#STILL A WIP#SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY#THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN#ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY#NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS#BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT#THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT#I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE#THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT#DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES#NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART#THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER#PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN#YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE#LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT#anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming#why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake#OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc#i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre
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ok here's a full proper pangolin style goron sheet!! i was inspired by @ezlo-x to try my hand at a new interpretation of gorons and i really like how they came out!!!
#loz#legend of zelda#botw#totk#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#loz botw#loz totk#goron#yunobo#slergo#offrak#bludo#sketch's sketches#oh my god so many tags AUGH#obsessed w slergo and offrak tbh they are just little guys#ik i uploaded a concept a bit ago but this is like a full thing so that one i turned reblogs off on#also bc i forgot to credit :( sorry#hope u dont mind me tagging u mx ezlo ajsdhjhdshf <:3x#(i also hope saying mx is ok i wasnt sure what to put but just saying ur name felt overly personal (sorry i am rambling))
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Have we ever seen this old man being affectionate with drivers or other juniors? Or just Yuki? I don't even think I've seen him this close to Max and Seb (off the podium at least)
Brother.
#he says some senile shit every now & then but hes literally & unfortunately yuki's biggest fan 💀#im not posting this with hope for the 2nd seat idgaf anymore (lol. lying) im just flabbergasted at how much he visited him 💀#thats why i feel betrayed hes siding w lawson lol cause ive never seen them together 😭#LIKE when liam outscored yuki at sg last yr all he said was#“good job. that's pretty much it” LMFAO? helmut was pissed 😭#tbf hes been backing yuki for YEARSS i think hes just tired now 💀 at least w lawson he can agree w horner ab & he can have a pawn somewhere#but i dont see how sharing liam w horner can help marko 😭 liam will be loyal to him for sure but the bias is so clear 💀#liam would easily jump ship to horner 💀#i 100% blame helmut for the pointless team trapping of yuki like he DEF did it. i dont think he wants to let him go LOL. but im mad ab it😭#once again i dont speak with a source you're 🫵 in my delirious mind palace and you're hostage in it 😁#he'd rather have yuki careerless post 2026 than not have him at red bull 💀 should be funny but im PISSED#ITS SO EASY JUST FRAUD HIM INTO A TOP SEAT 😭#ppl calling yuki a honda merchant when hes a helmut merchant 😭 theyre literally his parents who are divorcing LOL#rmb when yuki said he didnt read thru the contract? im convinced its cuz helmut made it so he just said yes 💀#apparently honda wanted to keep him 1 more yr @ f3 but marko promoted him to f2 anyway 💀 & hes the one who dropped him into europe 💀#ah helmut. yuki's double edged sword#dropped him to europe & cant empathise with him struggling there alone 💀 typical racist grandpa#this opens a tough question tho: did the therapy he forced yuki to do actually help? cause if it was someone else he wouldnt even have care#he handled it so awfully but his concern for yuki was... is real.#i was thinking that i need yuki to have someone who favors him just as how ron dennis did for mika then i realized that's literally helmut💀#hes still alive cause hes not going until he sees yuki as wdc 😭#helmut marko#yuki tsunoda#yt22#f1txt
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@potato-lord-but-not I’m working on a few edits of the boys but this thought has had me in a chokehold since I heard the song snippet
Post it's based on!
Fic I wrote for this HERE!
#when Gigi drops this song I will lose my mind#potatolord your designs give me life#please accept this humble offering#holy ghosts#malevolent#malevolent podcast#detective Noel#Charlie Dowd#Oscar malevolent#envy creates#I hope tumblr doesn’t eat the quality of this one#I may or may not be cooking up a fic w someone as well :)#lord knows I don’t have enough written already#I may or may not make a longer edit when the full song drops aligning#I know this one is on the short side
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5X03: THE FIRST TO DIE
After months of radio silence, Vecna finally starts to show his hand. Passions ignite, secrets are exposed, and Will makes a decision that could put everything at risk. Dead dogs tell no tales… or do they?
click here for the playlist!
click here for the comment-free pdf.
#script sunday#the end is here#surprise!! it’s the time skip episode :)#mind the warnings on this one Please#there is like . the Barest Hint of mature content#i tried to make it as tame as possible and it’s not even w/ byler but i know some people are Touchy#anyway . shout out to the part of this that i wrote at [redacted] hotel room w/ thea & bats & abby :)#while thea was snoring directly in my ear :)#if u made it this far in the tags . hi!#hope everyone enjoys <3
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