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Shinsou, the mans who has been daydreaming for months, made up all the scenarios, hyped himself up for weeks to ask you out, sees you across the hall, panics, and walks the other direction lmao, loses all his nerve
Meanwhile, you’re left wondering what the hell is his problem because you were just about to smile and wave…
I have no idea why, but for whatever reason I always imagine scenarios like this as that cartoony trope of the man’s flowers immediately wilting when the interaction is over—and for some reason that just screams Shinso to me.
Poor guy, he doesn’t even want much, just to take you out to dinner and maybe get to know each you better (lord knows he’s quiet as all hell)… he’s so smart and yet you have to wonder for what since he has no idea that you’ve been admiring him right back, all the darn while.
(Even if the image you have of him in your mind is a little bit different, more harsh, than the reality of him. Not that he can’t be a rough, tough-loving man, but… he wants to prove he can be sweet first, is all.)
Anyway. Like you said, he plans it all out so carefully… but his flower still wilt. And then melt, too, into such shame and embarrassment at the fact he can’t even seem to be friendly to you, either… and he kicks himself for it so badly :(((
Not that you’re able, but if you saw his face from the front as he was walking away, you’d see that he was blushing a neon, bright red (and thinking about how to try again). Gruff on the outside, soft on the inside.
(Keep trying though, buddy! I’m rooting for you!!!)
#shinso#I miss him so bad#thank u for sending this anon!#I hope my response was okay#I’m in bed lolol and hated everything I wrote today so 🤷🏼♀️#but you’re def so right#even if he’s horrid at expressing it lol#you finally run into him and he’s all tense and nervous and kinda rude cuz he feels so bad#and it’s all just ???????#esp when he buys you a coffee cake on your break and you have no idea why#anyway I go bed now bye bye#other asks soon I hope :)#anon#gen#caitie things
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I hope you understand how relieving it is to run into someone else that is *not* a fan of the new season. Its really really hard to be here, falling out of love with something, when everyone else around me is all "Oh its so fun!" "Oooo! Its so colorful!" "Look! Jack Black is in it!!!" because while I don't want to yuck their yum, they're also not very open to any sort of even very generalized criticism. And I get I'm being a little over dramatic (I am a sleep deprived college student, it is my right) but every "Just enjoy the fun!" "Not everything has to be so deep all the time." hurts because this was my escapism, this was what sometimes got me through the week...and now its no longer what it was, so I want the ability to grieve, and instead I am met with annoyance and dismissal.
So...yeah, this is a very long winded way of saying thank you. Not only for your fantastic stories, but also your amazing art, and for letting me know I'm not alone.
(sorry but not sorry)
Firstly, I am sending good vibes your way because being a college student is fucking hard. Secondly, I'm really sorry. It is so frustrating when you're unable to enjoy something you used to really love and being told that it's because you're doing it wrong. There is nothing wrong with how you want to engage with and enjoy the things you love, and I think it's important to be able to vent your frustrations and talk these things out. It's better than letting things cook for too long and souring you to the entire experience.
To be honest, I tried to be optimistic and hopeful about this season. I told myself that I couldn't let my experiences with TBOBF, Kenobi, and Andor color my impressions of Season 3, even if I was left speechless and bewildered by the season premiere. I was anticipating the same responses you were getting so I tried to be fair. I'll wait until the season is over to decide whether to watch. I'll wait and see if the season improves, if I was overreacting, if I understimated Jon Dave Favloni.
Sometimes, a season of your favorite show just isn't living up to your expectations. Sometimes it just fucking sucks, and it's okay to talk about how disappointed you are by it. Whatever reasons you have for your disappointment, whatever you're feeling, they're all fucking valid.
Thirdly, thank you for enjoying my words and my arts! I love my tin can tin man too much and I am brimming with so much spite like good luck chasing me out, Jon Dave Favloni, I'm going to Dinluke my merry way while you do whatever it is you're doing with the Disney canon.
And please get some sleep whenever you can.
#shirozora awkwardly responds to asks#the mandalorian#the mandalorian critical#sorry it took all day but i hate being thoughtful while at the office with only my phone's teeny tiny keyboard#to type out a deserving response#i hope my response was okay
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Wait you guys are actually buying Disney products I thought it was a joke
(READ TAGS FOR FULL CONTEXT Sorry it’s long dies
#Honestly I’m only bothered bc I feel partially responsible (WTF EGOMANIAC OVER HERE)#I know I can’t control other people’s spending habits and my own habits are. Less than ideal !!#But when I wanted to spread my love for Wreck it Ralph I didn’t want people to get that takeaway 😔#IMPORTANT NOTE ‼️It’s okay to express your love for something through buying official things !!! That DOESN’T make you a “bad person” !!!#Still ! I think we have to let ourselves feel bothered by things and we need to be more critical of exploitative companies#Of course I chose to watch inside out 2 with my mom in theaters so I’m not immune lmao. Also using amazon / Etsy … just as a whole#But if you need help finding Disney movies without supporting them please just ask me!! PLEASE don’t use Disney+ if you can avoid it#I know we are all capable of finding our fulfillment from better places. But sometimes it’s hard#Capitalism sucks and yet that’s how we are endlessly pressured to live :(#We’re all at different points in our lives. Sometimes self care involves consumerism#Be hopeful that it someday won’t have to#Txt#again I’m sorry if this comes off as horribly egotistical to even consider being single-handedly responsible for#Social media is bad …. numbers bad…. Distorts reality and your perception of yourself…..#Or as me trying to guilt trip people in any way. Genuinely do what makes you happy but WE CAN BE HAPPIER & HEALTHIER I KNOW WE CAN#Wreck it ralph#Rant#Also sorry I have huge beef with streaming services I don’t mean to enforce that on other people but also. Sharing my opinion
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I had a dream that buffy died by being impaled on a sword during some big battle, and her spirit leaped out of her body and looked like a giant orange tiger made of flames. and spike was so devastated he followed her, and he also had a spirit for some reason and his was a lithe blue buck made of stars. and then their spirits intertwined as tiger-buffy pulled them up towards the heavens together. idk what any of this means but it was pretty cool
#and then imagine the entire thing in the style of wolfwalkers#which. okay. just now connecting that I was probably subconsciously thinking of wolfwalkers and my brain made this in response#but that doesn't explain why their spirits r the way they r!! I'm very curious why I made spike a star deer#admittedly I had this dream a while ago but I can't stop thinking about it#thought it would be cool imagery to put into ur heads since it certainly won't leave mine#btw if you're wondering why I'm squinting at the fact spike has a spirit#it's bc idk my brain gave him one when he was soulless in my dream. like idk how I knew but he definitely didn't have one#anyways. hope my dream was interesting to read about lol#spuffy#spike btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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so i know this guy and he's very cute,, and i kinda wanna forcefem him, but don't know where to start 🥺🥺
/hj
Awwww that’s wonderful!!!
Well one of my favourite techniques is by allowing the target plausible deniability for dressing up
Maybe do a bet and the loser has to wear this dress Or maybe make it real ambiguous and reveal the dress part later
Or maybe make a bigger social event where everyone dresses so cutely so you might as well join in
Be kind, be accepting and patient, love every single step “he” takes and be very vocal about your encouragements
Truly love bomb “him”, make “him” associate feminity with happiness (if that association isn’t there already), make every step made “wonderful and lovely and you’re doing so great and I’m so so proud of you and I just want to gobble you up and and and” don’t give “him” any time to doubt
“He” is adorable and you’re so so so glad “he” is letting you do “his” nails, you know this color would fit so so well, and regardless of how well painted the nails are, they do add so much and make “him” look so good, and we should really try purple next!
That’s another crucial step, once you make progress don’t let it go
You paint his nails? Wonderful! If they get chipped and “he” asks how to remove it als to it for “him and instantly apply a new color
“He” let you do some basic makeup? Make “him” feels so so pretty and set a time next week when we can try the different mascara! And maybe even dress up a little to match the make up!
“He” puts on a skirt for you? Well it’s gorgeous it fits so so well it’s really “his” color! And maybe just take it with you? And if not let’s go clothes shopping next week! I know this lovely second hand store where we can get you so many beautiful clothes for cheap! It’d be a shame if you didn’t own at least one skirt yourself!
And, I kind of forgot what I was saying there! Just get “him” to agree to one minor point, make “him” feel so so loved for it, and always set up the next point, which can be either more of the same or an escalation, but never give her time to doubt, herself always pin down a “next-time” for her to look forward to, and always make her feel so so loved for showing up every time!
People aren’t nearly vocal enough about how they feel towards those closest to them! Be the exception!
#I slightly blacked out for the last 20 minutes writing that response#it was meant to be jokey and in universe#but honestly I believe this is the way to go if you want to do irl forcefem!#make her feel loved!#be patient with her!#and at some point have a heart to heart talk about her emotions regarding all of this#not everyone is secretly a girl inside (yet)#so be open that she might want to do femme stuff only as kink#and that’s okay!#love her for it!#good luck cutie!#keep me up to date on how it goes!#(and I do hope my advice was useful#if you were expecting something else just say so!)#.#gentle#forcefem#i-like-talking#asks open!#serious talks
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i know i said more dom!reader blah blah blah sorry arlecchino rotted my brain severely. tmasc bunny!arle giving me severe brain damage /pos
(he/him prns used for arle)
at a glance, the big ears and small puffball of a tail might temporarily make you think Arlecchino is far sweeter then he actually is. how could anyone who looked so cute be anything but, right?
but you know better. you serve under Lord Arlecchino - literally. tucked under his desk while he makes you slobber and choke all over his strap. you barely get to breathe with his hand fisted in your hair, keeping you right where he wants you. if you've been particularly exemplary on your little missions, he might even let you sit on his lap. though whether thats worse or not is debatable, making you cockwarm him as he works. and you'd better keep quiet, too. he's not above muzzling you or just straight up shoving his fingers into your mouth to silence you while you squirm on his lap.
maybe if you last until he's done he'll fuck you properly. bend you over his desk and pound your pretty little holes until you're unable to stand. he'll still make you clean up his strap afterwards, of course.
it's when he's in a bad mood that he really gets going. sheds the act of polite, dignified little bunny. no, he's here to break you in and use you like the little toy you are. and you'll let him, won't you? drooling all over his strap when he fucks your throat raw, drags you into the nearest room the moment he sees you to watch your eyes roll back into your head as his cock stretches you out..
he's just as much of a mess as you are when he's this pent up, though. he doesn't bother keeping up appearances when he just has some pent up stress to get out. if you could even think straight you'd notice his puffball of a tail wagging and his ears drooping as he ruts into you, panting and grunting against your ear when you cum around his strap for the tenth time. you could almost swear you heard him whimper, but you'll be in a world of punishment if you mention it the next day (he absolutely did).
#minors dni#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#misc#arlecchino smut#arlecchino x reader#arle the stone butch that u r mwah#im a stone butch but im a stone butch with an exception#and the exception is arle he can do whatever he wants 2 me#obligatory mention that this isnt a genderbend. arle isnt a man here. thumbs up#hes just a butch. respect ur local butches 2 day!#anyway arle wearing the harness over his pants propaganda#its soooooooo#twirls hair. sir.#yall remember that tmasc arle thing i talked abt a bit ago. this is just that w bunny arle ough..#tmasc arle w a breeding kink who cant breed reader got me acting up like PLEASEEEEEE#i need normally super dignified arle to be so desperate he starts whimpering bc he wants to breed reader so bad it makes him look stupid#has this been done yet. g-d i hope so. i will ascend#tmasc bunny arle destroying every piece of furniture in the hoth in his efforts can i can a F 2 pay respects#i loveeeeeeeeee dignified super serious arle okay. is arle whimpering a little ooc. maybe#but he deserves to whimper!!!!! let him be pathetic okay thats my pookie :(#tmasc stone butch arle could fix me though i need. 2 write a proper fic abt rthis#arle is more like a hare but its also funnier 2 imagine he just presents himself as a hare so know no one knows hes a silly little guy#grabs his ears. free handlebars!!!!!!!!!#(disclaimer i am not responsible for what happens if u do)#okay ill shut up now I PROMISE...maybe.
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Imagine creator reader but no divine presence or aura that makes people crumble at the knees.
Reader just spawns in at wolvendom like a fly and meets diluc for no important reason i just love diluc then pow we can alter character builds then discover that my husband has the bell and instructors set on 😲
Creator freaks out cause wtf this is NOT the build i put on my diluc and hes standing there like ‘what psychopath did i just meet..’ so wow what no way creator reader just happens to have a 2 piece crimson witch in their inventory.
Reader: ‘You’re probably gonna leave me here but theres a hillichurl camp near by you dont want the knights of favonius to get to it first right’
Dilucs mad suspicious but hes a good civilian and puts his vision to use and absolutely destroys the hilichurls
Hes doing like 19x the amount of damage he normally would and word gets around that theres some random lady that makes people uncomprehendingly strong
BRO (genderneutral) I SAW A FIC LITERALLY ABOUT THIS SCENARIO UNDER THE SAGAU TAG AWHILE BACK- ACK-
FIC REC ASK!!
I CANT FIND IT- THEY WERE ACTUALLY THE OG INSPO FOR ME KEEPING A READER WHO COULD STILL ACCESS PLAYER FUNCTIONS
LIKE, DUDE THEY DID DILUC AND EVERYTHING
THIS IS SO CREEPY WTF R U SECRETLY THAT AWESOME WRITER??!!! DID U SNEAK INTO MY ASKS, BC IF SO HELLO I LOVE THAT FIC SM <3 ANYWAY-
I don’t know how to write this without plagiarising that person!!
Because this is such a specific scenario, I don’t see a way around writing this or at least I don’t have the skill for it lmao, as this is the same situation as that fic, so here you guys go!
My first fic rec!! Thank you so much @myrainycollectorpizza for finding this fic!! You're a peach tysm,
Here's pretty much a cooler longer version of what anon said by Muraar on ao3!
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Safe Travels Anon,
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Fic rec sorry my beloveds! Another ask will be uploaded in an hour or so! :] I lied i forgot to tag u guys in the new one hold on
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist / @thedevioussmirk / @the-dumber-scaramouche
#fic recommendation#fic recs#when u specify ur brainrot so hard someones already done it 😔✨️#tysm for the ask tho i hope its okay i put this ur way instead of writing a response!#feel free to send another one in if u rlly want me to write something#:)#genshin sagau#genshin impact#sagau#my replies#my asks#genshin isekai#genshin imagines#gender neutral reader#genshin impact sagau#genshin impact artificer au#thats what im calling this bc DND the roleplaying game has a class for characters just like this!#that and this story are what inspired me to keep the “ingame” functions for when ur “in game”
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presening lord Malvaeyron & Astarion Ancunín
for @tragedysorbet 💖
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#astarion x tav#tav x astarion#astarion bg3#modded bg3#screenshots#Mal (bg3)#malstarion#tragedysorbet#tavstarion#did i get all the tags i don't know#ANYWAY i can't really do a video of this unfortunately because the camera isn't set up to do this scene inside of enclosed spaces#but enjoy a few screenshots i took of it :>#i hope Mal looks okay i didn't know what to dress him in sfghjdakfg#feel free to smite me if i dressed him poorly i will take full responsibility for my transgressions
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Ride 755: Departure 2
Pag 1
2: Ding ding
3: The boarding the flight number 621 to Fukuoka, departing at 10:30 will close soon
4: If you're boarding, please speak to the staff member closest to you
Pag 2
2: Ah, that guy is angry
Shh
3: Oi
4: He said “I'm coming”, right?
Yessir!! I called him thirty times but he only picked up once....
He just said “soon”....
5: Then why aren't you here, Manamii!!
Pag 3
1: There's the Inter High soon, the Inter High!! Buah!!
So-sorry, I even sent many messages, but his current location-
It's been more than thirty minutes since you've said that, how's that soon!?
Pag 4
1: “Arriving late is a crime”!!
“Causing troubles is a serious crime”!!
Yessir
We told him that, too!!
3: Alright, I put Manami's ticket there, let's go
Huh!? Next to the window!?
That's a little-
Enough
4: Let's go, Yuuto, Tobirama
This time we'll fight as five people in the Inter High
'lright
Yes
No, but, he's the captain!?
Can't be
5: Ah... this must be my ticket
Pag 5
1: Kyushu
3: Take me there, too!!
4: Waaaa, Manami-saan!!
I'm so glad you came!!
Thank you so much!!
Well...
You really are like an here who arrives in the moment of need!!
Pag 6
1: Oi, don't misunderstand!! We were the ones in a pinch and this guy was the culprit!!
Yessir!
Sorry!
Ah, you exposed me...
2: Don't think you can dodge the matter of your tardiness just with your mood and cute face!!
Ah I thought I could make it
3: So?
Why... why were you late?
4: Ahh, I forgot my passport, then I remembered and turned back to get it
5: Ohhh... that's a problem indeed...
Wait!! You don't need a passport to go to Kyushu, right!?
Pag 7
1: Woah!! That was a clever excuse, Manami-san (It was so cool!)
It wasn't clever, and now let's go!!
Did you doze off?
2: Mh...? Well, on the train... it was only one stop?
So he really slept too much...?!
3: Jou-kun and Yuzukoshi-kun went on ahead?
4: They went there with yesterday's flight
Huh!
5: So, when you said “passport”, earlier- what was it, really?
6: Did you really turned back to go get something?
7: Mhh, how should I put it
8: In order to fulfill the final promise....
Pag 8
1: “The final promise”?
It was
3: a necessary piece
4: You're still wearing that ridiculous hat, Manami?
Ah... it's the one Ashikiba-san wanted last year... (Yuuto)
This is for exclusive use during the Inter High
Ohh... “exclusive use”, cool (Tobirama)
Pag 9
2: Kyoto... Kyoto...
7: Small fries!!
Pag 10
1: Then, should we go?
Are you...
Pag 11
1: finally ready?!
2: Yes....!!
3: Mi!!
6: This year's victory will be ours
Our long-awaited victory
Pag 12
1: It's checkmate!!
2: They're coming!!
3: They're coming!! One by one, to this land of Kyushu!!
4: Won't it favour us!? It's our hometown – us, Kumamoto Daichi!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 755#another short chapter i really hope sensei is okay!!#I dont mind the short chap at all (especially bc lately ive had little time to translate) but im kinda worried :')#This chapter was so asdhsdfksdg Manamiiiii you absolute disaster#who would have thought that the responsible one in this team would end up being doubash huh#now that's the surprising thing lmao#manami really went back to get the best boy cap i cant with him#btw i dont remember; does he know that the one who gave him the cap is onoda's mum?? how does he know#'i went back bc i had forgotten my passport' 'you dont need a passport to go to kyushu!?!?!?' ashdkasdfs well at lest he tried lmao#also 'Yuzukoshi-kun'??? is he the other hakogaku member?? :eyes emoji:#cant wait to see what other weirdo hakogaku will have this year#i think this year's hakogaku is the weirdest one - which is a lot tbh#i feel like its going to be my fave hakogaku team#btw doubashi wanting to leave manami behind and just run as five assdgfkdfgs hes right and tbh he should just do just that whenever manami#doesnt show up - 'well i guess we're a five people team from now on'#btw i love i we saw everyone! only kiji's team is missing#(maybe theyll shop up next chapter who knows wanatabe loves kiji enough that it wouldnt surprise me)#midosuji shows up for exactly one panel and hes already creepy af i love him#cant wait to get to know the new guy!!#and hiroshima!!!! cant wait to see them try so hard and then get defeated in the most pathetic ways like every year#i love them i cant wait to see what kind of weirdo higashimura has become#he was kinda normal last year but we cant have a normal person as the hiroshima captain lrb#and then theres kumadai#acting all important and then we all know theyll do absolutely nothing ajsgfksadf
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what's crazy as fuck to me is that the bad kids literally went through kipperlily's therapy notes and everyone's falling over backwards to justify that but god fucking forbid someone who lost her best and only friend in the world has anger issues. you bitches would not have survived the vriska trenches.
#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#she is SIXTEEN. SHE IS SIXTEEN YEARS OLD!!#imagine being in a group of people where only one person has your back. and then that one person is brutally murdered.#personally i would go fucking apeshit! but okay ik most fandoms are misogynist as fuck so it's time to hate traumatized teenage girls#i still can't get over using her THERAPY NOTES the shit she said in PRIVATE against her. i hope she kills all the PCs and i'm not joking!#anyway to be clear i do still need to watch fhjy (can't afford dropout yet rip)#but like. lol. the cycle continues forever i guess#god fucking forbid teen girls don't have the most mentally mature responses to seeing their best friend die in front of them#doomed tragic yuri 4ever and i'm glad buddy dawn died. i hope somebody resurrects him just so kipperlily can murder him again#my post#mine
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the feeling of it
for @merlinmicrofic, april 24 prompt: enough (merthur/100/t+/no warnings)
Enough, he thinks, as Merlin's fingers slide down his spine, certain and unwavering, contrast to his own stuttering breath.
"Enough," he hears Merlin respond. Someone had asked how much Arthur does for him in return. He doesn't hear the rest of it.
Enough, Arthur thinks, his jacket that Merlin held safely now back around his shoulders, somehow warmer, scent no longer just his own, something of Merlin stuck to it.
"Enough," he whispers as Merlin leaves. He'll be back in just a moment. He's asked him to be.
It should be enough, he thinks.
It's not.
It has to be.
#not usually one to write drabbles but a girl must do what a girl must do when she's put herself on a writing ban#due to ~other responsibilities~#hope this suffices#god knows i need to write something else besides merthur but these gifs are going to my head#okay the last one wasn't merthur but yknow#ANYWAYS#microfics#love em#rei writes#merthur
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you've said before that you see Alucard/Anderson's dynamic differently in each version of hellsing? I was curious if you'd share how you see them?
Yeah sure, why not!!!
HELLSING ULTIMATE - I really only ship Andercard in Hellsing Ultimate... because, well... more reasons then I can functionally phrase. They're the same person, they're each other's other half, they're soulmates, ext.
the parallels, the symbolism, the acknowledgment, the respect, the care- *chef's kiss* there is simply so much to their dynamic that I can get lost in it for days. Correction- years.
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HELLSING GONZO - They hate eachother. With a passion. The amount of superiority complex they bark at eachother. And how upset the get when they lose?
Yeah, there's nothing to structure fondness off spare having a challenge that feeds their own ego. (Additional Note: out of all versions of hellsing, this is the only one Anderson feels straight in.)
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HELLSING ABRIDGED - Bromance. Best bromance to ever bromance. Just two silly near 7ft goblins getting into chaos and raising hell "just because". Companion ship in shenanigans. Partners in crime, via being the other's crime. Integra and Maxwell shall never know peace again.
However, Andercard ship wise, they give me the vibe of this post;
#i contribute#analysis n headcanon#andercard#---#feel free to share in comment/reblog#always hyped for more thoughts#till then#hope this satisfies your curiosity#its a quick run down#if anyone wants more specifics feel free to ask#i truly don't mind#unless its ultimate andercard#in which case#its nothing personal#my ultimate response would just... break my brain#and tumblr's character limit....#......#yeah.....#okay
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Current status:
#vimse's nonsense#i have a crazy amount of school work to do for the rest of the year#honestly very stressed out about that#so i'm doing the only appropriate coping mechanism for my generation#which is to make memes about my problems#🙃#i will find time to draw every day but i can't commit to big pieces that will take a lot of time and effort#those usually get me into a hyperfocused mode where i ignore all my life responsibilities#for days#which can't be happening now#let's say i'm going into low energy mode#art-wise#i hope thats okay
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(Spoilers? Issues 1-8 of Blue Beetle (2006), it's just a little screaming and analysis so yeah that <3)
Me when Jaime Reyes is expected to know everything and is tossed around to become something he never asked for, given no explanations and is only a teen *screams into the void*
It's worse that he hasn't really died. That he was just gone. That his family and friends mourned him. Because it's been a year.
Because he's the same. He's the same but his relationships with the people he loves, the people he believes he knows, those will forever be complicated.
His parents support him. But his mom doesn't believe it's his son at first and his dad tells him it's the grieve, he talks about the ideals you create when someone dies. But he didn't die. How do you overcome the expectation of who you were when you believe you're still you? And oh, aren't they different from how did you remember? Was there white hair there? Why do you wear a cane dad?Why's your smile so sad? I'm here, right?
Because Mili keeps feeling weird, because that's her big brother, right? He calls her Munchkin and she hugs him when he cries. Because that's her brother. But she also runs away when he appears or when he tries to hug her. He is, right? He has to be. And she keeps bothering him playfully, they both do. Because they're still siblings.
And the worst is when he looks at his friends. You believe they're the same. They believe you are too. But between laughs Paco will say that "they were there when you weren't". And looking at Brenda will remind you of who her aunt is, you haven't lied at her before, not about something like that.
And then you feel like Jaime Reyes is taken from you. That the home where you were still yourself is being taken from you too. You're shoved into being the Blue Beetle. You want to help the people, to do good. But you know nothing and you have homework to do. And you just want them to look at you like before.
#okay what the actual fuck#jaime reyes i fucking love you bug guy#aaarghhhh#the difference between jason todd and jaime reyes is that#jaime reyes is there.#he is there.#right?#he hasn't died#he's still who he was#his morals are the same#and he's just so fucking confused#and 'look at me like before'#'im here don't leave me to die alone'#and he didn't die#jason did die.#jason died and tasted the blood still on his throat#his rage is justified he's still there but not like before#jason is a fucking contradiction and i love him#i don't know if I'm really explaining my thoughts#but jaime is still the same#even if he's lived through things#even if he doesn't understand and responsability weights over his shoulders#he's still him at core#i don't know man#i really hope i get to see more of this on next issues#jaime reyes#jaime reyes (2006)#milagro reyes#paco testas#brenda del vecchio
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— How they’ll screw you, all up and over, then feed you silence for dessert. [x]
LUTHER HARGREEVES + his lack of bodily agency
#luther hargreeves#lutherhargreevesedit#tuaedit#the umbrella academy#tua#theumbrellacademyedit#brellygifs#*#number5theboy#tusermich#tusermyra#userbecca#ughmerlin#usersray#userpolaris#this is just a concept that is constantly running through my head and i hope this makes sense but its the Saddest part of his story to me#his body alone is a weapon he can't escape. and then he is weaponized. and then its altered w/o his consent. and in s2 hes exploited for it#right when hes convincing himself hes comfy with it. and its used against him. in s3 hes assaulted and once again told his body isnt his#and its always as punishment. in response to him trying to live his life - constantly being told hes not allowed#he currently has his own body back but is it actually? bc hes supposed to be de*d so is it real is he actually okay is he in control#didnt include that bc speculation but the more i think about it the more im like :/ bc every time he gets full agency its taken away#and he did not bring himself back. so what does it mean!!!!!!!!#maybe i am the only one who cares about all of this but <3 it means so much to me
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Do you think that dill was afraid of Felix? Or resentful of him like that's the relative of the president responsible for her people and the other district suffering and one wrong move could lead to her family being punished so what do think dill thought of Felix?
Thank you for the ask!
Dill's been dying and written off by people around her even before the Games (in my headcanons). I think that Felix actually gains some points with her even if all he's doing the bare minimum because of that. I think that while he'd be visibly uncomfortable, he'd also be willing to look her in the eye and lean in to try and figure out what she's saying.
He clearly wouldn't be that thrilled to be her mentor, but Dill would be used to people not being thrilled to be around her for fear of catching her sick. I do think he gets her food (he might not give to her directly himself though). I think she probably thinks that she got one of the better mentors even if he isn't really showing up like Coriolanus or anything.
I think to Dill, Felix is only one of a long list of people who feel bad for her but don't do much for her. I imagine in District 11, she got a lot of pitying distant looks from people, and that's how she views Felix probably. She doesn't think those people are necessarily bad, but she probably resents them at worst and doesn't really care about them at best.
I'm unsure if she'd think that within the Capitol there's some medicine that will cure her, but that could get her to become a bit more resentful, but I think if she is feeling that way, she just stew in it. I don't think she wants to die, but she's come to terms with the idea of it more than other tributes probably.
I don't think Felix is broadcasting his connection to the president, and given that Dill may only hear his full name once or twice during her stay at the Capitol, she probably isn't thinking too much about it if she doesn't make the connection immediately. I'm sure people hear about President Ravinstill in the Districts. They resent him for the Games and the war, but there are more immediate villains in corrupt mayors, Peacekeepers, and other officials. Dill might hear Felix's name and not think about the connection. She has a lot of stuff going on. If she does, I think about the connection, I think Dill's put at ease that Felix isn't really pushing his weight around or demanding that much of her. She probably decides to not be antagonistic to be safe. It might be part of the reason she agrees to do an interview.
Still, I don't know how much she's lucidly thinking about the Ravinstills' connect to the suffering of her District, I might be bias because whenever I'm sick, I just can't think at all, but she just might be occupied with trying to even make it to the Arena to fully develop a deeper resentment than 'these kids living in the lap of luxury while we starve in Eleven.'
Honestly, at the end of Dill's short time in the Capitol, I don't think Felix himself makes much of an impact on her. movie! Reaper, who takes a way more active role in her well-being, probably makes more of an impact (and maybe book! Reaper too depending on how much he was taking care of and protecting her before he lays her out in the sun. Still that bit of kindness means a lot given the circumstances).
Felix is just her mentor who made minimum impact on her, I think.
#thanks again for the ask! i hope i explained my thoughts okay? feel free to ask for clarification if i'm not clear#dill tbosas#abyssal stuff#ask response#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#felix ravinstill#tbosas#the hunger games#thg series#spiralling-thoughts
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