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Ryou waves at you, his face lighting up with a bright smile. Seeing him after a long day feels like a breath of fresh air.
"Would you mind if we walked home together?"
♡ Will you walk home with him? ♡
#yugioh#ryou bakura#bakura ryou#art#duel monsters#ygo#yugioh fanart#fanart#my art#bakura#獏良 了#otome#pink#sparkles#so this was a self-imposed exercise to draw something quickly#i hope it looks okay-ish
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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol
#wax seal#crafts#wax stamp#stationery#Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night#sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together#with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite#since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa#the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax#did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm#alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because#otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking#set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife#and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh#ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors#of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c#RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I#think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give#everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the#visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven#city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating#somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do#stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol#elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other#thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot#though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh#waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool#Tis Always The Weather
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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we’ll give him one hundred happy endings. we’ll just also fuck him up a little for fun
in order, these AUs are:
Sandman AU by @tripamania! Chaos Enabler AU by @mr-president! Reverie of Rebirth AU by yours truly!
go give them both love they’re both wonderful artists!! <3
#cydraws#goddddd i really hope this looks okay#this was very very rushed. pushed this out in like 5-ish hours. i just felt like drawing these guys ^^#cool artists i like. i hope i did justice to your lovely designs ( ; w ; )#guilty gear#guilty gear au#bedman#bedman guilty gear#romeo f neumann#traditional art
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Introducing up and coming punk band from Dallas: The Flying Stars !
#IM SO GLAD I CAN TALK ABT THIS FINALLY#my notes app is bursting at the seams#most of the info is in the little slides but i have SO MUCH MORE like fun little details#Please Talk To Me About My Punk Band Au#i hope u guys like it djwnjfbwjfnsj#i’m nervous omg. okay#also i’m not. a music playing person so if ur like. instruments shouldn’t look like that. pls lmk but also b kind <3#i referenced artists i like who i thought their playing style would b similar ish to#roope hintz#miro heiskanen#jason robertson#jake oettinger#dallas stars#art stuff#flying stars band au#new tag bc i plan on not shutting the fuck up abt it !!!
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Okay, I'm not saying I'm tempted.
But I'm also not saying I'm not tempted.
#look okay I'm still hoping for a happy healthy-ish soon-to-be elvish triangle#but that voice! It's not talked enough about how seductive the Emperor's voice is#i still don't get the thirst for gortash but the emperor? yeah my lips are chapping#did I want to give him a hug? Yes. Yes I really did#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#bg3 emperor#bg3#spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers
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MerlinRewatch2023 -> "The Dragon's Call" The Tiny Book Of Tiny Stories ~ Masterlist [-> Next]
#viruscreates#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#merlinwatch2023#bbc merlin edit#merlin edit#merthur edit#please click for better quality#inspiration from this beautiful little story that i love so much and also from the discord chat that i'm doing the rewatch with#as with the episode cane to the end that ending line of 'your destiny is calling' had everyone screaming XD#and i hope the lettering is okay i tried to make it look book/letter-ish like... if that makes any sense#anyways cheers!
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how deal with taidan
#^ crying over saki for the second night in a row#i am Not Okay about the fact her taidan is exactly a year after her pb footage aired on sky stage#bc that was the very last thing where i was like ok yeah maybe saki IS my second fave of all time#feels weird to call her my second fave#shes like basically on par w aasa 😭 idk how else to word itjfhd#idk not the point i am just emotional and sad and will miss her dearly#but also wishing her luck in whatever she decides to do next whether that be in the public eye or not#also just feel so sad about how busy ive been recently 😭😭#was planning on going back and watching all her shinkos and leads that i havent watched yet before the 13th but uni hit me like a truck#and i have not have time 😔#have not had *#sorry if you are reading this 🙏 it is not coherent 🙏🙏 fjdhdjd#idk i was torn up enough over kiwa and this is about to be 4000x worse sofhdhdjd#did watch every sakigumi show in order a while ago w my gf and that was nice at least#idk man im excited for aasas run im sure itll be great im just so not ready to say bye to sakigumi#god if youd have told me when i first got into zuka i would be this torn up over saki leaving i would not have believed you#but here we are#at no point was i expecting to get This Attached to saki but it just kind of happened#aasas fault whatever#fjhdjdhd#sorry none of fhis is coherent i do not know how to organise or articulate my thoughts#idk i love s4kiaasa so much#getting to watch them together both on and off stage for the last two and a half years ish since i got into zuka has meant so much to me#i hope they both continue to thrive and i look forward to seeing what they do next
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"Where there is light, the shadow appears..." x
Another Yibo gift for my dear friend, @larksuibian.
#highlynerdy makes#wang yibo#lark's yibos#yeah that's a tag now#the untamed cast#digital art#clip studio paint#mixed media art#i hope you love him friend#i've been obsessed with the original image since i first saw it#I tried to link the reference image and it was being wonky#hidden blade art#(ish)#stars?? in my art?! no waaaaay. lol#the song is sorrow by sleeping at last#the entire bit is gorgeous but i just felt like that line worked so well#i really love this fucking dude's face okay#it is not a burden to spend hours looking at it and trying to paint it lol
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Doodles of me and @otterlywyrdarts as D&D-ish characters. The first one of me as an elf started it. Based on when I had a random conversation with my dad about what elves in Lord of the Rings (or D&D in general) eat. Apparently I'd be the only elf who craves red meat. Lol
My sibling requested himself as a goblin with a plate of bacon. But I didn't feel like drawing a pile of bacon on a plate. So they ate it all. They also told me, when I asked how to draw goblins in a non-offensive way, that some people draw goblins with bat noses. So I gave him a hoary bat nose.
#sketch#Dungeons & Dragons#D&D-ish#otterlywyrdarts#elf#goblin#why yes my character is based off of my Sky Kid OC#I also realize that I might sorta look like Halsin from BG3#but with thicker hair#I SWEAR it was not on purpose#hope the goblin design is okay#also DISCLAIMER I have yet to play Baldur's Gate 3
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I love my auntie dearly, I really do, but good god is being around her nowadays pretty much akin to being in Alien...
And I feel so mean for saying that because I know she loves her kids and wants to have them, and it's rude in general, but watching her constantly groaning in discomfort and complaining and almost doubling over when one of them kicks, which happens at least once every five minutes... it's fucking body horror to me. The actual outline of a foot showing through her skin has burned itself into my memory and I wish I could forget it
In my defense she's very clearly reaching the end of her rope as well, always swearing and cursing out both her husband and herself for getting into this, repeating "10 more weeks" over and over again like a mantra, and just generally looking extremely exhausted, especially since she's got a hyperactive six year old on her hands too
And to think that this is technically the easy part, they're not even born yet... may whatever higher power there is give her strength, that's all I can really say
#idk why I'm making this post#I just have a lot of thoughts about this whole situation. I suppose#my auntie isn't without her flaws but she's easily the strongest person I know#I just hope she's okay and that everything turns out fine. that's all#and if there's one thing I've learned over the past 5 ish months it's that I definitely never want to be pregnant#never. absolutely not#watching is horrific enough. thank you very much#there is an upside though#I'm taking extensive mental notes in case the opportunity to write a pregnant Malina arises#that sounds kinda awful and exploitative but look. when else am I gonna get an opportunity like this??#I'm taking what I can get here#also I'm rambling because I ate too much and now feel a little sick#and need a distraction#stomach aches are the worst man#this post went in like 5 different directions lmao
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nervous laughter
#text#was hanging out with a friend (had fun) but as his uber was arriving#i see my ex roommate (<- putting it lightly) walking back to the dorms with someone#and like. im nosy ofc but i also like. want to warn them#cuz i dunno if this is like. a friend or a new roommate or what but they’ve been alone EVERY TIME ive seen them#so this is new. and considering their track record.#i dont think i am super calm knowing they’re bringing someone back to that room.#im not sure if i hope its a roommate cuz maybe then its innocent#or if i hope its not bc i dont want anyone else to have to live with them#but like. god.#and they totally saw me n my friend looking at them LMAOO but like what r u gonna do. u cant do shit#im allowed to look in directions#but. yeah no. that makes me very nervous#and i didnt get a good look at who it was but they were like#5’6 ish short blonde hair looked kind of like they had a gender situation going on#(i love saying gender situation its my new favourite phrase)#but uhh. yeah. i need to find them i just need to like. know theyre gonna be okay#i want to warn them but that might be bad idea#so i dont know. i dont want them to not know but i dont want them to know at the same time. yk?#well. itsnfine. im hiding in [building] now and im around people and im safe and no one can hurt me#neg#🗒️
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Obligatory fancier outfit that must be present anytime I post outfits
#self#fantasy costume#If I had the money for a custom tailored fantasy-ish victorian-ish suit instead of piecing together random thrift store items with like walm#rt halloween costume type jackets and stuff..#unstoppable.....#I would actually lean more straight up historical with my wardrobe it's just that everything I own basically is thrifted aside from a very#small portion of things (like usually socks for example I get from ebay. wigs from ebay. things that it's hard to find in thrift stores. etc#) and I rarely ever find stuff like that at the bins. Your closest bet is like. hopeing that the week you come in just so happens to also be#a week that a church costume department recently donated a bunch of old stuff. but I just haven't really had much luck finding like fancy ve#sts and suit coats and cloaks or like tunics and etc. etc.#Styles like mori kei or cult party kei are pretty accessible and easy for places like the bins (where youre usually digging through piles of#curtains and fabric scraps and doilies anyway). but finding like.. a straight up tudor england costume or something is . VERY rare#Sometimes you do find halloween costumes. Or like. stuff that's clearly like cheap 'Goth' stuff from shein or aliexpress that someone has do#nated and they can be a LITTLE okay in terms of usable for costumes. But you rarely find actual good quality stuff. obviously because like#real very good quality historical costumes are expensive and most people aren't just like 'yeah dump it off to goodwill' lol#In an ideal world though I would have fancy top hats and neck ruffles and stuff .. know this ghhjbhj#Lack of that will not stop me from taking picturesin basically the same outfit 6000 times though. My one single silky black vest and#one of the two solitary ruffly neck shirts I have every been able to find.#Pointy-ish little boots that I put with everything even thogugh they look terrible up close because they're literally like over 10 yrs old#I bought them so long ago and the black fake leather lining is like peeling off of the outside#ANYWAY#he's back again... the same little generic like elf vampire ruffle shirt with vest look.. might as well be the same guy#I support him and his dumbass disintegrating shoes anyway
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Looking back I think one of the biggest things that got me through uni was that Canvas had calendars that showed when assignments were due and actually let me plan out what tf I was going to do without feeling overwhelmed.
Well... that and being a tutor/TA/lab assistant letting me work on homework during my shifts. Those two things really pushed uni from being agonizing to doable.
#honestly getting through uni in 4 years with 0 loans on unmedicated adhd is a fucking god damn miracle#i was even able to do extra curriculars senior year AND art#god i miss that#also i didnt have chronic anxiety then but i also didnt have chronic anxiety 2 months ago so its not unique#honestly looking back at 1:45 am is a gentle reminder that for all the hardwork and dedication i have#i'm also VISCERALLY lucky. physically abled. financially stable. debt free. decent–ish degree (even though the industry shat itself)#cishet white guy with a support network who even while unemployed for an entire year#was still able to survive comfortably in spite of hardship.#it does make me frustrated just how badly ive stagnated because of it.#but also fully aware that i can very very easily bounce back#hell. after a year with 1k+ of debt on my credit card that shit is evaporating since ive gotten a flexible job that pays by productivity#rather than by the hour while working from home.#like... this is can easily constitute as bragging and tbh it is.#this past month has been a fucking ringer that im just taking it all in.#i'm lucky. i'm okay.#anyways heres to hoping the psychiatrist can fucking put down this OCD bug in my brain then ill be golden.#im tired of my thoughts being interrupted by pointless bullshit that shouldnt bother me but 100% does.#and maybe adhd meds along the way.#god had to take my attention span to make it fair for all of you.#thats a joke but its also not.
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Me when Eddie Dear Update
But fren pointed out the low low prices for Poppy merch and such things
So Eddie is being actively haunted
And Poppy is just a very very worried character
/lh
But someone saying Eddie might get removed — he died /hj
Poppy is being quietly removed /j
My main notice is that the project actively reflects what we as a fandom (sorta, maybe) have been thinking of
We got characterization actively via the 14 clips and such
And it was “Eddie is being bullied </3” and “Poppy deserves more love” (bc most ppl favor the rest of the cast). Plus we get Sally and Frank fighting, which is funny as a Sally hater (I have mad respect for Frank for that lmao)
So reflecting those things in the COMMUNITY, we get a mostly Eddie-centric update. Confirming that he is in fact left out a LOT, that he is in fact an isolated lil guy (the isolation stuff). Poppy is *quietly* left out of stuff (me when fren said it could be like the birds migrating thing but instead she stays indoors—which tbh she already isolates herself in her home anyways). And Sally is actively being fought (a massive DUB for the Sally haters 😂)
Also I miss my boyyyy, I miss Wally 🥺 They really said “No sir” and locked him up and shit, not allowed to chat on main anymore 😔 Tbf, he did make a mess. But like c’mon, let pookie SPEAK!! Punished for being autistic /j
Anyways I think about the person who made those notebook entries “my name doesn’t matter”
ALSO OML SO MANY Ws ARE USED ACTUALLY (in reference to different things)
Wally, WaLLy, Welcome Home, WHRP, (thats it actually that I can think of)
So when the sign off is •W, I’m gonna think of what little we get
Also note, remember those questions startin’ w/ W, fellas
Who what when where why
And AAAAAAA my brain is making minor connections to things that don’t matter bc ITS SILLYYYY!!! SIlly Silly <3
Anyways yeah I miss pookie and I hope he and/or others will make codes with the new cryptography stuff we gettin’ (cipher)
I always loved those pages in activity books anyways, because looking at a key for reference and translating letters is so fun (despite the tedious back and forth if you dont have it memorized)
#maki mayhem#welcome home spoilers#what if I start making random shit and encoding and decoding them with the cereal cipher?#I could probably learn so much faster what letters match what symbols lol#ALSO WHAT IS THAT ONE SYMBOL SUPPOSED TO BE!? It’s like. I? it’s early ish in the alphabet#I would say it looks like a stocking but that’s already taken; idk what it is mans#me when I felt so much pride in the ‘nodelete’ on the secret pages before😔 THEN THEY MOVED#Which is smth that happened with Wally on the portfolio site. One image was named ‘You Moved Me’ or smth close to that#Was that foreshadowing? Mayhaps 🤔#Wally pookie I’m sorry you’ve been locked away I hope you’re okay lil guy 🫂
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Might a girl live without any body horrors for just one fucking night
#le sigh#sometimes i really. really. REALLY want to shake my mother up. look her in the eyes and yell on top of my lungs#why? because she is the source of this... pesky and disgusting thought that i only ever am beautiful if i am tiny light and petite#which i am not. 1) i am 5'9 which doesnt sound like a lot but usually i am the tallest person in the room#2) i have been obsessively working out most of my life out of fear of growing big and this? this gave me a trained muscle#i feel big. i feel heavy. i cant change my diet because i am autistic. because there is barely anything to change after all that time.#i just want to. i just want to feel okay about the way i am. may i please for the love of gods at least see myself as normal. feel neutral#i am tired of weighting myself and having to talk myself out of the feeling of disgust when the digits get to 74#i am tired of stressing over a single sentimeter above my usual 100-70-100-ish figure#i am so so SO tired of seeing myself as ugly or fat the moment i put on something comfy and big. the moment my clothes are not a second skin#for the love of gods. please. how long is this going to take? how much longer can i possibly work for body neutrality?#i dont even ask to ever be positive about the way i look. i just. i just want to not eant to cut parts of myself off in delusional hopes#how many more nights will i spend crying because of this#how long. HOW LONG#this is too much#lena exposed
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