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happy tuesday i think here’s more of our husband !! hes such a little guy i should reread his comics
#spiderman noir#spider noir#spider man noir#ghost having enrichment time in her enclosure#hes so lana del rey vinyl#off to the races coded#maybe cherry too#squeezes him#my art#tired dad core!#i honestly dont care how old he is#19 or 40 hes still my pookie
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i know this is pretty niche in terms of topic, but i just want a strings orchestra conductor! john price n first chair violinist! reader.. (definitions below bottom banner)
price of the burningham royal string orchestra has the unfortunate habit of losing his first chair.
his first victim was johnny mactavish- an ex military- just like him. sharp mouthed and witty, with an obnoxious mohawk that the man had sworn he would tear right off of his head. but what had stuck out to him the most was his passion for his arts running far less silently than price's had, even in the old days from before he had started conducting. but after an incident dug out from his sas days had left him half deaf, with a starburst shot on the side of his head and bad blood to be cleaned, he had bid farewell to soap.
and next in line was kyle garrick, who had shared a desk with johnny. unlike soap, who was sharp, loud, a serenade written in baroque times, kyle was much more snide with his work. charming, and gentle, in all the right ways- he'd guided you to your desk with a gentle hand on the small of your back in your early days- but as price's successor, had coined his conductor's ability to lay a heavy hand, a sharp look when needed. but kyle, he has his own fatal flaw; he often finds himself entangled in brilliant melodies, lost in his own interpretation of every piece of repertoire. and soon, that leads him to conducting an orchestra of his own, taking on the studies of a musician like price had, and leaving the first chair cold.
but unlike other fleeting faces, johnny and kyle only fill out two of the four he'd bothered to remember. because he remembers bringing out a hand to first cellist simon for a few months since kyle's transfer, the shadow and backbone of his orchestra.
and he also remembers you.
you, with your pretty face and nervous expression as you had ducked your ways through the chairs and stands in your first days as a violinist under the burningham's string orchestra- and the sparks that had flickered behind doe eyes. even then, you had always had some sort of bratty rebuttal hidden under the tonal qualities of your violin- the way you would glare at him with quiet concern when he would slip marlboro cigarette between his lips in the small breaks during rehearsals, how you would look up at him and promptly play your own, quieter interpretation of the repertoire you gave him. your silent determination- it takes up space in the sounds of his own viola, fills the gaps of what he has longed for during lonely nights. it is your quiet, ingenious spark, and the wisdom behind your eyes that makes him offer you the first chair with a firm tap of your shoulder after rehearsal, the quiet liverpool drawl of his voice inviting you to his office for a chat. it is not the sparkle in your eyes when you focus, the fluster that you try and fail to hide when he attempts conversation with you, how perfectly he imagines your face would fit in the palms of his hands. it is not that at all, he thinks, he lies.
but behind the closed doors of his own office, whatever bubbles in his chest can no longer be fought off by the low hum of whiskey or the pleasant fuzz of tobacco in his veins with you- such a lovely songbird- trapped in his cage. and he simply cannot help it, with the melodies that escape your lips in between his kisses.
so now, you finally sit in the first chair that he knows you have worked so hard to deserve- and you also lay in the arms of the man who has managed to entangle you- wholly, truly, melodically.
first chair- usually, first chair in violin 1 is considered a very prestigious seat in any string orchestra. they act as musical leaders, tune the orchestra, and work very closely with the conductor. them, and the conductor (and guest of honor), usually take bows at the end of a performance.
conductor- a person who directs an orchestra. i dont know what else to say girl
*a strings orchestra will usually consist of instruments: violin, viola, cello, and double/alto bass.
#just a little writing exercise to try subliminally transfer myself into a better string group 🙏#got a new desk partner and i honestly... dont like him :(#i dont care that this is a 13-18 year old orchestra HOW CAN YOU NOT STAY IN TUNE FOR MORE THAN 2 SECONDS#i swear i will eat his fuckass violin if he plays 30bpm above tempo one more time#kind of hate this but make bad art !!!!!!!! not everything can always be perfect#୧ ‧₊˚ 📧 ⋅⸜#call of duty#cod modern warfare#cod mw2#cod mw3#cod x reader#call of duty fanfic#john price#john price cod#captain john price#captian price#captain price#john price x reader#john price x you#cod price x reader#price x reader#price x you#captain price x you#captain price x reader#call of duty x male reader#call of duty x gn reader#call of duty x fem reader#call of duty x reader#taskforce 141
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Everyone always whines and cries how everyone ignores G//on
AND IF YOU DARE TO BRING UP KIS TRAMUA THEY ARE LIKE BUT WHAT ABOUT G
What about g KIS FANS ARE ANNOYING THEY SAY
Omg WHAT ABOUT G
MEANWHILE BACK WHEN I WAS ON A BLOCKING SPREE ALL I EVER SEE IS ANALYSIS POSTS ECT ABOUT G G AND HIM AND HIS TRAMUA AND THE BOTH TOGETHER MAYBE BUT KI ALONE MAYBE 1
SO I DO NOT EVEN WANNA HEAR IT
AND LET KI FANS CARE ABOUT KI
JUST LIKE U CARE ABOUT G
Stg these people wanna act like Ki’s life is so easy and CAA wasn’t hard on Ki CUZ WHAT ABOUT G
#personal#DONT CARE HATS OFF#KIDDIE GLOVES OFF#Damm if I could block every kg person and every G Stan in existence I would#CUZ GOD FORBID ANYONE WANNA TALK ABOUT KI#AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HOW MOST PEOPLE TALK ABOUT KI OR KI STANS#DONT LIKE EM EITHER BUT GOD FUCKING DAMM#THESE PEOPLE#vent#stg I am so cut off from fandom I don’t really see this dumb shit anymore#BUT I’m sadly still subjected from it from time to time#AND I CANNOT HOLD IT IN ANYMORE#there are no tags so it won’t be going in anyone’s tags and there are slashes so just let a girl vent#I hate this fandom so I ain’t#TRUST ME I avoid it#I’m a smart person I know better than to interact with shit I hate#I try so hard I forget it exists outside my two people#plus honestly I am too old to care#Idc if kg is popular I hate it and it isn’t canon#idc if people say u should love G and he’s sooooo underrated Ki will always be my fave#AND I WILL PUT KI IN DRESES AND I WILL MAKE HIM SHORT AND I WILL DO#EVERYTHING FANDOM DOESNT CUZ#who are they? I may have 2 followers and a dream but even if they all have 60k#they aren’t Beyoncé theyre just another human the end#Besides do I really care about people’s opinions with 60k tweets I don’t think so lol#and this is from me who is like OBSESSED#but even I know how to touch grass I may be to poor too#but I’ll play games and watch movies#KI WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER 1#but I try and touch grass sometimes
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We got koby today.... tashigi could cut the hand like zoro did in dressrosa but we got koby today....
#they blew helmeppo up!!! damn.... rip helmeppo#couldn't garp pull these moves in marineford like damn#<- constant complaint even if there are justifiable reasons#idc what happened he should have stepped up!!!#like okay good for this guy with the green hair who just appeared saving the people on the ship#but like tashigi (and the other two FEMALE marine officers <- i think thats an important remark) is there too...#she never gets time to shine and now is waiting with the others to be saved. come on now....#the baby and old man lesson paralel is a slay im gonna give them that#KUZAN FUCKING IMPALED GARP??????#damn. now i guess the party is going to get started#in egghead at least#tashigi gets me up the walls honestly. i believe zoro didnt get more story in wano simply bc she wasnt there and his arc evolves#with hers because obviously it fucking does. they got something in punk hazard but again tashigi loses for zoro's development#and i do not want that. but otherwise tashigi goes nowhere every time she appears. since arabasta when she declares shes goint#to get stronger practically nothing has happened or wr havent been shown how she achieved that and now we get koby development in one ep#like can i get some spare change for tashigi.... crumbs.... something....#bc how can she win??? literally how. if her path to what she wants is blocked by two swordsmen at least. and as a captian in the marines by#fucking koby. what is going on with her??#idk what im saying anymore but yeah. tashigi please#i dont care about koby i get him as a character but it i do not care about him#like maybe i care more about garp bc i can hate him so much akdjakak and i do enjoy him as a character i get him. but koby?? idc#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1122#also relating to the post text i get how the plot is to paralel koby to garp but..... tashigi could have done something... anything at all
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she was going through it. and no, i did not choose the angry option in trespasser, no matter how good it is. sad works better for her.
#honestly i do want to replay her file. im missing a lot of screenshots of moments i want for her.#and id make some decisions differently#oc: annette trevelyan#cullen rutherford#dragon age inquisition#also like. look. i love the inquisitor eloping in the middle of the exalted council but i cannot stress how much annette would not do that#she is still a political creature. which cullen knows. they compromise and have a small wedding not super long after cory dies#but the reception is larger. he gets to keep their vows theirs and she doesn't have to spit on all her diplomatic efforts#and also given they marry almost two years before trespasser. they have a 3 month old daughter during.#thats why the 'i dont want to die' line works better for her. to save everything she cares about she has to walk away. as shes dying.#also cullens family is at their wedding. and so are annette's younger siblings#vultures and dragons#ship: took fuck orlesians too literally
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#thinkinn abt changing my name#i have thought about it for 3yrs#but honestly.... last year i got so sidetracked and everything in my life fell away#its just that i dont fkn care abt anything#but being in love and filling my life with that#was what happened bc it is what i need and want lol#but now im like ok... back into the empty hollow of my so called life#my id card expires in mid november#so i have to send the application for name change now if i wanna do it#the thing is...#im attached to this name in english#it is nice sounding in english yeah. but in swedish is sounds like absolute garbage#i like the other name i've thought abt changing to foryears. it was what my mom was originally gonna call me#it soyunds better in swedish too#but tbh im also attached to it bc...#idk... feeling like her (that name) with him felt right and sounded right#and i loved that name in his mouth and him calling me that and it was nice and i couldve lived in that forever#but now thats gone#and tbh i cannot stay there all alone while he is gone and had left and is w someone else#i cant like not change my name simply bc it is painful that i will never hear him call me my new name#and i really did feelcomfortable inthat name and being her with him#but im never even gonna hear his voice again#am i just gonna listen to his old voice messages and cry and enjoy him calling me my name#while he has left and is in lobve with someone else#and is calling her HER name. no. i cant#i wanna cry just thinking abt that. i dont wanna let him or us go#but he made that choice for me and i cannot do anything abt it#no matter how fkn bad it hurts. how much i dont want to#im gonna have to move on and live my boring empty ass life without him lol#so yeah.. i should change my name
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now that i've completed all the character episodes and fought with or against all characters i can finally make a tier list with my opinion on everyone ✌
#m#tekken#i like alisa more than leo asuka and xiaoyu but i think all four + lili have a great relationship dynamic#like they could all be a group of besties who do sleepovers and kick ass togetherand get into adventures!! but alas bandai namco hates fun#katarina is SO hot but i need her personality to be shown a little bit more for her to become a fav of mine#i like miguel and bob mostly bcs of the online tekken comic but once again im asking for more content of them#also i think their opposite personalities match very well and they could be good frienemies#imagine that miguel wants to beat people up for no reason but bob keeps stopping him and he's just extra angry all the time#also. miguel showing bob spanish food. eating paella together........ bandai namco PLEASE put them together more often#i dont even need to defend that heihachi and lee are the funniest characters in the franchise you know im right#i hated lucky chloe bcs she looked like weeb bait but then i saw her episode...... genuinely super funny that she's secretly an asshole#AND extra funny that Eddy has to deal with her in t7. honestly i'd love to see eddy work for her and try he kawaii lifestyle#all the while lucky chloe is mega rude and bad mouthed in the behind the scenes#also they could have older bro and younger sis energy... or the reverse bcs we dont know how old is she. actually she should be older#wouldnt it be hilarious if she was like 35 or something#i like the characters in the orange tier mostly because of their designs#julia and lidia are both very cute! and master raven very hot#claudio kazumi leroy and hwoarang have cool designs and marshal law and the kings have funny backstories#i like kazuya when there are family shenanigans otherwise i dont care much about him#the williams' designs are very boring but i like how much they despise each other#the bears are funny too#everyone else.......... i legit dont care
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and it's like despite all the awful shit he's done and continues to do, like, i get it. he's employed like 24/7/365. he never got to live a life, despite spending a childhood clinging to the hope of having one someday. He knew companionship and love but lost it and can't ever get it back. His circumstances are so anomalous and gruesome that it completely isolates him from pretty much every other human being on the planet. he knows hell is real and he is basically guaranteed to go there if he can't break this demon curse thing.
like it doesn't make the kidnapping and spreading the curse around any better, but i do get it.
#like personally i don't blame him for the actual murders#and it's hard to blame him for hiring people without telling them because like lol.#anyone who's like 'oh he should just tell ppl about the demons' like what are you onnnnnn if you went to a job interview with a creepy old#guy and he started talking about demons and hauntings and shit you would think you're being pranked or that he's lost his damn mind#and fuck offffff with the 'ohhh not me im a quirky bean i'd love to take a job if the interview was like that' like sure. ok. maybe YOU wou#but what are the odds that milford in 1998 coming off the satanic panic has a thousand yous running around waiting to be hired#like i honestly dont have any suggestions for how he could have handled the hiring situation any better#now the actual JOB i have plenty of feedback#like yea he should be there to train your ass against the demons lol we got more hands-on guidance for the embalming (the non deadly part)#but like the whole 'raymond is evil cause he kills possessed ppl and hires people without telling them abt demons'#do you think that old man can run the whole mortuary by himself and also have time to teach classes#until he inevitably dies from either stress or the demons and is sent to hell (which he knows is real)?#it's my understanding that by having others around who can help him fight the demons he'll have the spare time to figure out how to#break out of the demon curse or break possession or literally any useful information that could treat the disease and not the symptoms#he is running out of time!!! he is only getting older and the demons are only getting more frequent and someday he won't be fit enough#to properly banish them!!! if you even care!!!!!!!!!#fucking tag essay lmao#mr delver i wont u...
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shoutout to grubbs for being my favourite reject the call trope
#i was thinking about him and juni and how they are under such similar circumstances and both turned out so different and yet so similar#like. ok. you have juni who is forced into using her power for good since she was a child.#on earth a hundred years have passed. the world is unrecognisable to her. on her end? shes only 20 and has outlived everyone she knows#ok disclaimer uhm. i dont remember how old she is in demon thief but i THINK shes late teens or early twenties so 20 is her age for now#grubbs on the otherhand possesses his own talents. strong ass magical capabilities for one#he isnt kidnapped like juni. beranabus doesnt force him to be a disciple. but he says that if grubbs doesnt then hes a coward#which yknow after seeing bo run back into the depths of slawter in the hopeless attempt to not abandon her family. yeah fair#juni lets her spite and anger about her role build up inside her until she just. doesnt fucking care anymore and she would do anything to#escape. kill people. kill her friends.#grubbs of course has bad past with lord loss so he doesnt exactly have the same option but to him juni is everything he doesnt want to be#but after wolf island he?? is sort of like her?? i suppose he just starts his Morally Grey arc here. yknow. eating people.#but theres a sense of fuck it. if hes going down then hes the universe with him.#grah this isnt comprehendable#anyway you can tell what one i drew late at night and what one i drew at a reasonable time#i wasnt sure whether to post these because its not work that i care about but honestly at this point the demonata tag is the#'ohh two cakes' thing. the demonata tag is STARVED#demonata#the demonata#grubbs grady#eat up bitches (two people)#grah ALSO#ihave so many thoughts i love tags#grubbs' reject the call is deeply rooted in his trauma#i love the portrayal of his trauma its actually so fucking good#i think about early lord loss grubbs a lot. the kind of grubbs who stayed with random family members and traumadumped to their kids#because idk the interaction of him telling these kids that demons killed his family out of nowhere is such a weirdly human interaction#ok goodnight demonata nation (two people. including me)#wyrm draws
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remember when comic books told stories about heros helping people and fighting bad guys but apparently that wasnt “realistic” so its all about heros hurting each other and being corrupted instead
#shut up moth#this is about the latest batman arc#the first time nighwing showed up in comics it was because dick grayson had grown out of robin and wanted to be independent#it was a fairly peaceful transition#but a writer decided that wasn’t exciting enough#it was ret-conned into a huge fight between Dick and Bruce#in the animated series tim almost killed batman during the joker jr thing#but he didnt because he still cared for batman#honestly i dont think that would happen nowadays in favor of shock value and grimdark storytelling#sorry i just have feelings about this#sometimes i’ll see old comic panels and go ‘how did we get here’
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why is shadow so hard to get through i want to be done with it so bad... really really not looking forward to thunder
#rot.txt#thank god my hold on thunder is taking forever. hopefully i can push through shadow in five weeks#im also rereading forest of secrets to cleanse my pallet while staying on wc and its so much better...#i forgot how much i like tigerclaw. my friend tigerclaw (he would hate me)#and also brokentail being bullied by kittens. AND YELLOWFANG i miss when she wasnt horrible..#this has been said before but the old cats are all so much more interesting than the new ones#its like i said before its not for lack of good ideas (though there are a lot of bad ideas too) its just a lot of bad execution#sooo many cool ideas in asc of a murder mystery or calling back to old arcs. but theyre not doing it very well#really i just wish nightheart and sunbeam werent pov characters. i care about whats happening with frostpaw so much more#im kind of rushing through the nightheart and sunbeam chapters so i can get back to riverclan#but even in riverclan im not safe.... splashtail is there. i dont want him to be there#and not in a “the villain is mean so i dont like him!” way i just dont think hes very interesting#i really like a lot of wc villains its disappointing when theyre boring#honestly it could just be the prose that ticks me off. hold on i can make other post about that
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"we don't follow the main stream media cuz we're Gods children. We aren't sheep." bitch you're still a fucking sheep you just follow someone else.
#just having one of those days lol#freshie txt#re thinking how ive been raised and taught again#do you realise how long it took me to get rid of my inner homophobia/#transphobia cuz of what my mother fucking taught me??#4 fucking years#and that was when i started school learned what it was met all my queer friends and realised I TOO WAS QUEER#the fucking catholics claiming they *arent sheep* cuz they dont listen to other people when they themselves believe in a fucking 2000yo book#that has literallly no meaning or worth in the modern world#the world fucking changes what dont you get???#and i highly doubt ur precious fucking god would be concerned about people being happy with each other#hes probs more concerned about dipshits like u who think theyre oH sO gReAt aNd hUmBLe#ur literally like the assholes in the old testament that went to the temple and bragged about themselves#literally every catholic i met (except for a few) only cared about themselves#i KNO there are good Catholics and christians out therr but jfc theyre fucking hard to find#i only kno 1 who is Catholic/christian and is supportive of the lgbtq community and guess what??#shes ONLINE#honestly kinda wish i knew her irl so i could give her a hug#sorry for the vent /rant#vent
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one of the upsides of new homestuck fans being around in an era where media literacy and critique is encouraged in fandom spaces is that the chance of fat vriska re-emerging as a fandomwide joke is slim. rest in hell fat vriska jokes you were rooted in a fatphobic rant and you should die in hell where you belong
#if you know you know and if you dont know its probably better that you dont#but for those who are curious#hussie once went on a formspring rant tearing into people asking if feferi or any other characters were fat#by basically saying 'look at them. do they look fat to you'#and then when the fat questions continued he got so angry about it that he started saying he lusts and hates fat people#and that vriska was the fattest of them all and the object of his revolted lust#and that he was going to marry her over it#mind you she was still written as a minor at the time and that is brought up in the thread#he jokes about how theyll marry either when shes 9 sweeps (18 years old) or 900 pounds.#this wasnt a one time thing either this went on for weeks#i am saddened by the fact that the formspring was never archived for the most part#but by and large it contained a ton of hateful trash that honestly deserves to be lost to time and forgotten#and new fans should cherish the fact that they dont have a direct line to ask hussie questions only to get yelled at#'the characters have no canon ethnicity' and shit like that were tacked on to appease fans and prevent discourse#dont forget that it was written into the comic and then retconned that the lalondes and the tricksters were caucasian#despite the promise of racial ambiguity#and that was only rectified after people said it directly contradicted hussies own promises#he never cared#he was always an asshole#and im glad that he doesnt talk about homestuck anymore
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giving my sister a very warped idea of what house md is actually about
#txt#'do you think house faked cancer just so he could see wilson in a nurse outfit. dont tell me the actual reason i dont care'#'he also deserves a syringe that is as big as him. to complete the outfit'#honestly such ideas never crossed my mind but still. would be a shame to keep them in our dms#cannot stress enough how im not weird abt these old men so the sexy nursefication of wilson came out of NOWHERE#things i didnt expect: my sister who has never watched this show explaining in detail abt how this would go down#(the answer is a wilson dream/nightmare where he can play saviornurse as much as he wants)
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Me: 'i dont have daddy issues or whatever 🙄'
Also me when I see an man treat an younger girl nice/kindly: oh my god... Im going to fucking lose it right now
#miranda talking shit#Alternatively... An guy treating ME kindly/lovingly. They dont even need to be old(er) if they just care about me and show#Any kind of care i just.... Wow ok i have issues lol :)#The reason whybi thought i had a crush on roo for so long was bc he was so much like an loving father?#Just showed genuine concern for me and acted like an older brother/father and of course i got attached immediately#But then i realized that hes just ... That type of person. And i was so attached bc he showed me the kind of care and love i never had#So i was like.... Yeah ok im not in love with you i just really love how you care about me. Im normal now im sorry#I dont trust men as easily as women but once a guy have my interest i am so easy to fall for them#Yeah i do want a man to care about me unfortunately... Or at least j think i do since i never had it#Im suprised i dont attract more people with ... Mommy issues but its probably bc im not as openly caring for fear of making people uncomfy#I have been called mom (jokingly) by 90% of my friends and honestly like yeah... I just care about people a lot#I take being called mom as a compliment. My mom is the most loving and wonderful woman i know and she cares so much#Its basically like calling me loving and caring and like yeah.... I am... I do love you so fucking much lol
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i need hilde to get the fuck over himself & open up to shtola at once i knowww once he gets less scared they would be best friends forever...
#ffposting#hildegarde roquefort#stand up hilde!!! ok tbf i think he couldve done that by the time dt hits but then shtola was just. not around#i do think his best friends in the scions would be shtola & estinien honestly. if he opened up to her. hes besties w estinien#hes also very very close to the twins & tataru but its more like. siblingy? sorta familial of some sort. unsure how. but something#& well if anything his old like will they wont they with thancred drew some distance btwn them. sadly#theyre not... that close anymore. they clash a fair bit now hilde is less of a doormat. not that thancred was shitty to him or anything#thancred is just also more open. so theyre bound to clash more. but they care about & trust each other nonetheless#though whether thancred still trusts him when he finds out about emet.. remains to be seen ...#i dont know about all that.. coughs
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