✎ "i don't want to be the strongest"
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gojo satoru sobbing to you like a howling puppy after a long day of missions, missions, missions just endless missions because now he has become the strongest. and what a burden it is to be the strongest.
"i don't wanna b-be the strongest... i don't wanna be a god. i wish i was like anyone else... i wish i was someone else..."
he only calms down when you soothe him and bring his head to your chest so he can listen to your thumping heartbeat.
"you're not a god to me, you're just my boy, satoru. my precious boy."
and he takes those words and etches them into his heart.
i'm her boy. just her boy... and everything's okay as long as i'm her boy.
only with you can he be weak and feel good and safe. peaceful and relaxed.
"you're my sanctuary..." he sniffles, his pretty tear drops rolling off his reddened cheeks and wetting your shirt and neck.
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uh. hello
you can call me jupiter or james but nicknames are more than welcome ⁞ minor ⁞ they/him/hers ⁞ pangender ⁞ polyam ⁞ pan+aroaceflux ⁞ saphillean ⁞ capricorn ⁞ christian ⁞ witch ⁞ therian ⁞ french ⁞ barty + evan kinnie ⁞ harp player ⁞ art is the most important thing to me ⁞ astronomy and marine biology nerd ⁞ big big big animal lover ⁞ huge classical music enjoyer
about me. i guess
musical artists↬tv girl. alex g. mac demarco. current joys. mother mother. ethel cain. chappell roan. weyes blood. abba. lamp. vashti bunyan. ichiko aoba. lisa ono. gorillaz. radiohead. nirvana. tyler, the creator. mf doom. crystal castles. conan gray. home. cavetown. deftones. sum 41. rammstein. the smiths. david bowie. queen. t-rex. the beatles. arctic monkeys. sufjan stevens. the cure. strawberry guy. lana del rey. steve lacy. the neighborhood. roar. vacations. lukrembo. liana flores. duster. sign crushes motorist. macabre plaza. beabadoobee. m83. her's. memo boy. pink pantheress. men i trust. eminem. beach house. yot club. cigarettes after sex. tame impala. eyedress. jack stauber.
classical composers↬ tchaïkovsky; ravel; saint saëns; debussy; satie; fauré; grieg; shostakovtich; liszt
currents animals obsession↬ jellyfishs, sharks, whales, whale sharks, african wild dogs, bovines, horses, (all farms animals. tbh), isopods, snails, any murids, all birds, tarentulas
things i'm deeply passionate about (or enjoy)↬ the sea • rain • animals • plants • poetry • art in any from • classical music • forests • thanatology • marine biology • astronomy • music • bugs • reading at night • art history • plants • gothic architecture • flowers • winnie the pooh
hobbies↬ baking. painting. drawing. knitting. crocheting. playing the harp. going outside. skateboarding. listening to music. reading.
miscellaneous
• i love baking and uhhh i make crêpes almost every week
•@orbitfalls n°1 fan!!!!! everyone go check on her art and read what she write RIGHT NOW because golly i still can't believe it's possible to be this talented
•i knit and crochet. a lot. too much
•capricorn sun, virgo moon and aries rising. and and i have 6 capricorn placements (and 3 aquarius) (.yeah no comment (please comments))
•i do believe in astrology, actually
•i'm a witch!! (christian eclectic witch)
•@sceirlose & @idk-what-to-put-here-123 are my parents and i love them very much
• i'm half norwegian so i go there every years and you will see me posting about it
•orange and blue color combo offical biggest fan. i even have a tag for it it's #almost-night blue+warm orange from the windows i think
•i have three older brother :3
•@evanmp3 is my rp blog and i think you should join we still have a lot of free places and we're so funny and cool (to join ask @thedvilsinthedetails)
• you probably guessed that i play the harp, i've been for 8 years now, i'm in a concervatory and play in an orchestra :]
•i love uhhh music,,a lot,,,
• i'm very normal about everything (lying. if you couldn't tell)
•i want weird pets rn i NEED a tarentula and a snake and a lizard and a crow SO BAD it's not even funny i need them SO SO BAD PLEASE GOD LET ME HAVE THEM I WOULD TREAT THEM SO WELL,,,, I LOVE ANIMALS HLHKFKG *shaking crying sobbing etc*
•i love love love winnie the pooh and tagging me in Winnie the pooh stuffs is more than welcome
• i'm just a silly guy ya'll :3
• i'm in a qpr with the amazing @url0cal-weird0 <33
• I LOVE ART SO SO MUCH art history is so so so interesting and i will reblog a lot of art stuffs (i also do art (oil pastels my beloved) and will post it occasionally if i feel silly)
• also i'm uhh i'm a jellyfish.. and a whale shark..(literally. i'm therian) btw i have a nonhuman sideblog now!! it's @st4rllyfish :3
• i'm trying so hard to make this intro post aesthetic and uhhh stuff but really i'm just a guy i promise i can't do anything serious in my life this is very hard for me please be kind :3
• how do you. make a cool intro post
(dividers by @roseraris and @the-blinkie-guy)
blinkies and userboxes!!
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I REALLY need to stop writing at 2 am and go to sleep.
anyways, tw are swearing and whatever the arc of opm accusing Shen jiu is.
Shang Qinghua was listening intently at what the old palace master was saying, even though he knew what was about to happen to Shen Qingqiu (he was the one that wrote it, of course he knew.), Shang QingHua hoped and prayed that something was going to be different. That-
[Limited time offer!!! Would you like to buy the special deal ‘Freedom of speech 🦅’?
Only 10000 B-points!]
….
“Huh?” Shang Qinghua said intelligently.
Wait. Hold on. System?! Are you saying he could do whatever he wanted?! He could save Shen Qingqiu?! (And everyone else!)
[Host, this is a limited time offer! 01 : 46]
Shang QingHua looked at the price and immediately winced. That was such a scam! 10000 B-points?! In theory, Shang Qinghua could afford it… but what if there was an emergency?
System, how much B-points do I have..?
[14913 B-points!]
Airplane lets out a groan (in his head), seriously?! That was going to leave him 4913 points only! Ughhhhhhhh! System, why are so… so… annoying!
Just wait until he uses it with Mobei-Jun, and tell him that he was a transmigrator! And maybe that he would tell Mobei that he was the author and technically god of this world!
[!!!!!!Host is not allowed to say anything about the system, transmigration or Pidw to anyone!!!!!! 01 : 09 ]
Then what is the point of this! It’s just useless!
Shang QingHua’s eyes flickered up to look at the old palace master, he still seemed to be in the middle of his speech. Shang QingHua’s eyes drifted to the right. Oh wait never mind, Qiu Haitang has appeared.
“—violent crime either. He was registered in the wanted list for many years, the one whose hands took innumerable lives-Wu Yanzi!"
…Ahhhh, fuck it! This IS an emergency! I’ll buy it!
[Host have purchased ‘Freedom of speech 🦅’!
Host may use it for 15 minutes! Please use it wisely!]
Just as Shang QingHua bought it, the old palace master said loudly for everyone to hear, "In my opinion, it would be best to have Shen Qingqiu relocated to Huan Hua Palace for the time being. Wait until we've ascertained the truth before we come to a decision-how about it?"
Shit! Act quick!
“Ahaha, Let’s not get too hasty, Master Chen.” Shang Qinghua quickly blurted out.
The old palace master raised an eyebrow, “Hasty? This master is simply saying that Huan Hua palace is the best place for Shen Qingqiu to stay temporarily until there is evidence of his innocence.”
“Ah, this one would normally allow it…. If Master Chen weren’t just lying about everything.” Shang Qingahua smiled politely,with a smile that did not fully reach his eyes.
The old palace master’s eyes twitched, “Are you saying I am lying?”
“Ah, yes. First of all, all the things you have brought up are rumours and gossip. Rumours and truths are different. If Shen Qingqiu’s rumours about beating his disciple were true, then are the rumours about the little palace mistress’s mother being a much younger Huan Hua disciple true? It could be but also not. That’s what a rumour is. Secondly, it is Shen Qingqiu’s disciples, he can do what he wants.” As Shang QingHua says this, he kept his words polite, and respectful.
“Ah, this master suppose that could be true, but what about Miss Qiu Haitang’s statement? We cannot ignore something so serious.”
“We have not heard anything from Shen Qingqiu’s perspective. It could very well be a misunderstanding.”
“Well, Shen Qingqiu, would you like to say anything about this?”
Shang QingHua hoped Shen Qingqiu would use this opportunity to save himself.
“This… This master had a Qi deviation on that fateful day and had accidentally killed… him. After the kill, I realised what I had done and fell into a deeper qi deviation, I only managed to snap out of it after I burnt down the Qiu mansion.” Shen Qingqiu was gripping his fan tightly, using it to cover his face, even though he was already facing away from the crowd and no one could see his face.
Yesss!!!!! Good job, Bro! I can make excuses for you like this!!!
“While that certainly doesn’t excuse killing the Qiu family, it explains a lot about the situation.” Shang QingHua said, still in that polite tone.
“…W.. Well, what about Shen Qingqiu going to brothels?” A brave Huan Hua disciple spoke up.
“I doubt Shen Qingqiu would sleep with the prostitute.” Wait. Uhhhhh. How can he explain this?
The old palace master seemed to take this as an opportunity and said, “And why is that, peak Lord Shang?”
Fuck! How can I explain this?! I can’t say that Shen Qingqiu was just seeking comfort! They’ll definitely think it was a lie!
“Peak Lord Shang?” Fuck you!!! Don’t sound so smug!! Just say anything Airplane!!!
“Shen Qingqiu is a cut sleeve.”
A chorus of gasps was heard from the crowd.
…😨😨😨 …...NOOOOOOOO! AIRPLANE YOU ABSOLUTE BAFOON! YOu idiot! Why did you say it like that?!?!
“……..And how do you know that?” The Huan Hua cultivator from before asked.
Okay, Airplane you can fix this! Just say whatever comes to mind and don’t panic! Anything can do! It’s not like you can make it worse!
“I know from the amount of time we were together in the sheets, of course.” Fuck! Airplane! You did make it worse! Why did you double down!!?!
Shang QingHua didn’t know if he wanted to live or die, as the whispering crowd fell into silence.
Fuck.
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