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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#it was a hard day today.#sometimes you just gotta cry for an hour about requiring significant assistance to do basic stuff that you don't actually have help with rn!#(my wife is working 6 12s at a job we had to move across the country for)#(which means 1 she is *exhausted* at *all* times and struggling to even meet her own needs)#(and 2 our other partner and all our family and friends are. multiple days away by car. so they can't come help.)#it's getting hard to even stick leftovers in the microwave for myself but no one else is able to cook for me.#it sucks.#(we're moving again in june because this was a 1-year position from the beginning)#(and the idea is for our other partner to move in with us which will help a lot)#(plus my wife should be switching to a reliably 5-day week at that time)#(but we don't know where we're going for another month and a half.)#(so we can't really do any groundwork or anything to make that happen.)#(and having zero agency other than sitting and waiting and getting worse alone Really Sucks!)#I guess this is a bit of a secret part two to yesterday's meducation lol#favorites
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~Like the moon in the night sky, you illuminate the darkness~
This months Muffin Mail is Luna themed! I hope you all enjoy her~
#princess luna#mlp fim#my little pony#i hope the text is ok i literally worked on it for like 2 hours and i got so frustrated#my husband had to end up helping me cos i was having a meltdown over it lol#positivity#mod kiba
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my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
(but i need to take my new medication)
i crawl out of bed, my chair is placed next to my bed so i dont have to walk, i press on the keyboard a few times and stare blankly, waiting for the monitor to turn on. i lean closer to the screen to read the blurry timestamp on the login page, 8:57 PM, i need to remember that for my logs.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i hapazardly spill part of the contents of the bottle onto my desk, pull aside a single tablet, and scoop the rest back into the bottle.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i stare at it on my desk, eyes glazed, its a thick blue capsule, the bottle is a different style then usual. it has numbers written on it, but my eyes are too fuzzy to read it
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i lay my head on my desk, my eyes are glazing in and out of focus, it takes me multiple minutes to read, "268/40", this is a 40 mg capsule, maybe the 268 corisponds to some kind of manufacturing detail specific to the 40mg version, manufacturing differences between different tablets has messed with the effectiveness of drugs for me before, it will be really annoying for me to test that again if it doesnt work.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
my eyes feel so heavy and its such a struggle to see things, i have some leftover monster energy from yesterday on my desk, there was ice in it yesterday but its all melted overnight, so its going to be gross and watered down, but i need to have something to drink when i take it, and the caffine will help me feel less tired
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
the cap is still on my drink bottle, a thick plastic latch you have to apply a fair ammount of force to pry apart, i put my hand up to the top of the bottle to try and uncap it but i knock it over instead, it only manages to not spill any liquid by nature of it being not very full.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i try a few times to try and pry it open but its hard to get enough force in just a single finger, and if i use too much i knock over the the bottle again, i lift my head up and hug the bottle under my chin to pin it in place while i unlatch it, this finally works to get it open
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
now theres the trouble of actually drinking it and taking the pill, theres some monster mixed into the bottle so it should help me if im able to drink it, then i should be able to take my meds. the bottle isnt very full though, i have to pick it up and raise the bottle in order to get the liquid, and also not spill it. i spend several minutes just sitting there, trying to wake up enough to be able to do it
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i lay my head back down on the desk,, closing my eyes, they are so fuzzy and unfocused, it takes so much energy to look at things,,,,,
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
just trying to rely on touch i try and drink it, trying to tilt both my head and the bottle enough for the liquid to be able to pour into my mouth- i spill some on my cheek in the process but it finally works
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i need to swallow it- its so much effort to hold the bottle and the orientation of my head and i also have to move the muscles in my throat, i sit for about a minute, trying to ignore the gross taste while i focus on the motion i need to do with my throat. trying to swallow atleast a few times while i have the bottle still at the right position, i want to get enough caffine that i can take my meds too.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i tilt my head away and the bottle up, hopefully i got enough that it will help, my eyes are still fuzzy, my brain is still fuzzy,, and i have to do that all again, i set the bottle on my desk- almost knocking it over again, and wait for the caffine to work fully.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
after a few minutes it does, i put on my glasses, though my eyes are still glazing in and out, the capsule is still sitting at my desk, though its been nudged over a bit by the waterbottle. i stare at it for a bit.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
maybe more monster will help me- its much easier this time, i take a sip out of the bottle normally, though a fair bit slower, i end up almost finishing the liquid still in the bottle, leaving only a few sips left
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
but i need to take my new medication
i grab the capsule with 2 fingers, acidentally squishing the walls of it slightly, trying to wedge it in my throat so it isnt sideways, i gag on it immediately- i have a bit of an aversion to pills, i rush to chug the rest of the contents of my waterbottle before i gag again. i still feel it uncomfortably sitting in the middle of my throat, i try to ignore it.
my brain does not function. i am tired constantly.
"Log day : 6/24"
"9pm - 10pm : 5/10 slop | woke up and took my meds"
#ask#asks#Anonymous#the beast speaks#screaming and scampering#i dont have the energy to draw anything for this.. you just get the text version..#2 be clear i dont think that this is a mean thing to ask but listen the whole. like. “you should do this” type thing#i say that to myself so often. people say it to me so often. but my brain#does not function.#its miserable and awful all the time#and i can barely get out of bed most days. and i have 0 energy#but i still have to put energy into getting medication to help me and so im already#giving more then i can give#im just tired. and its not fun. for me to even exist. and its not fun to watch me exist#maybe once i find some medication that works#and maybe once i find a psych that works#and maybe when i have less things to do#but i already give everything my 137% and its still not enough#also ignore that my writing isnt the best- its really really difficult to capture what it feels like.#this is what good days are like for me#ive had days where ive spent 3 hours on this instead of 1-#itsreally bad
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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WIP...dr ratio my beloved
Reference:
#SORRY ITS A WIP#I WAS BUSY AND HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR LIKE 3 HOURS#THIS HAS BEEN HELL. HELP ME#please. please. ignore the fact that the hair is flipped. please just ignore the fact he doesnt look like dr ratio#anyways#this was fun but also dear LORD finding refs for a character who hasnt come out is so painful...one pic has a SLIGHTLY different design and#its like. which. is it !!!#i got it tho i think#tomorrow ill post the finished version + another doodle :3 !#honkai star rail dr ratio#hsr fanart#hsr dr ratio#hsr#dr ratio fanart#dr ratio#honkai star rail#edit: forgot to include reference#day 2- dec/8/23#also forgot date oops
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*sits up in the middle of the night* in this next universe where vampires seem to have taken over the world, marceline probably either never met simon or he died soon after they met, which means that since her mom also died when she was really young (too young to remember a lot about her i bet), she most likely raised herself completely alone through the apocalypse and never really learned about Morals which is how after getting bitten she joined the vampires and, became evil i guess. we see that even with simons good influence in her formative years she went through a rough path after getting bitten so it would make sense that shed turn out nasty if it wasnt for him. she is part demon. we just saw an universe where simon lost marcy and was fucked up and now we're gonna see one where marcy lost simon and became fucked up
#thinking about the flashback in the ep simon petrikov where hes like#''youd be fine if you didnt meet me better even. as for me...''#itd be so so cool if the show showed us that actually she Wouldnt be fine. they both needed each other to keep their sanity and morals#during the apocalypse#like itd be neat#this isnt me saying marceline is naturally an evil person shes literally my favorite character im just saying that like#if ur a child in a post apocalyptic landscape that didnt have anyone to teach you what morals are#aside from ur mom who died when u were like 5#youd probably turn out a bit fucked up too. like look at bonnie lol#im jusy using ''evil'' as a descriptive bc its easier and also we havebt actually seen this marcy so i cant speak much on her personality#but at characters arent usually that 2d#also we literally see simon being the one to teach marceline morals. Vandalism Is Wrong Marcy#and we see her having demon instincts- the wazzup dog in obsidian#i always thought that demon and vampire prolly didnt mix up well and she had to work a Lot to get to the level of stability and ethics that#she is now#so im excited to see a world where she had no reason to work on that skfhsjfhejfhejf#ok im rambling. its 3am and i have to be up in 2 hours help me#adventure time#fionna and cake#watch me be completely wrong when the ep comes out#but thats just a theory... a cartoon theory
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Roughly 24 hours of progress on my project for this year's Desert Bus Craftalong so far, out of an estimated 180 hours. So we've got a ways to go yet, but I think this moon came out pretty well.
As is tradition, I'm not telling what the subject is, but that silhouette might look a little familiar...
Also, if anyone needs a reminder, today (May 27) is the last day of the Craftalong submission period, so if you're thinking of submitting a craft idea for this year, get it in before midnight PDT!
(Yes, I started this before submissions even open, because if I didn't, I'd never have enough time to finish by the deadline. Cross stitch takes a lot of time! Also I procrastinate working on the pattern a lot.)
#cross stitch#embroidery#Desert Bus#DBfH#DB2024#my crafts#this project should be a bit easier on me because I “only” need to do about 2 hours a day for the next 3 months to finish on time#this one's around 18k stitches#last year's was 30k#it's not going to be small but there's a fair amount of empty space so that helps#oh something else that's easier this year:#I actually finished tweaking the pattern and picking colours *before* I started sewing#you would think that would be the normal thing buuut sometimes I just need to start sewing in order to have enough time#even if some bits of the pattern still need work#*most* of the time this doesn't cause me problems...
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i am playing professor layton and the curious village on my ds. very fun!!!
I don't know if i'm very far in because most of the time spent in that game was me being confused and bad at puzzles. it's fun though.
!!! im glad to hear youre enjoying it!! its one of my fav titles and honestly such an underrated series, id love it if more ppl gave it a try!
the puzzles can be difficult but very rewarding!! i used to dread them as a kid but now i find them nice and challenging. the math ones are still hard, but if u speak to Flick at the cafe he'll give you chess puzzles which i think were my favorite ^_^
#its nice because its story driven but gives u enough room to do the puzzles on your own to make progress.. and the rewards like#the gizmos painting pieces and furniture for the minigames are also a nice bonus because it gives u a little extra incentive to solve as#many puzzles as possible!! ngl i didnt know how the hotel room minigame worked but i had fun completing the painting and robot dog#plus the variety and the fact that u dont know which puzzles youre gonna get makes it interesting. and theres no harm if u cant finish or#end up missing some because you can find them in the riddle shack or just do a different one instead and its fine. very cool#i have dyscalculia so the math ones have always been hard for me and id need my brothers help so we'd work on it together#or i'd just search up the answer as a last resort............#actually im gonna save u the trouble. if u get the camera case puzzle the answer is 95. ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW BUT ITS 95#it took me like 2 hours with my brother just to figure that out and i dont want anyone to get a headache from that one ITS FRUSTRATING#ive only played curious village and pandoras box bc its the only ones i had as a kid. replaying pandoras box rn actually!!!#i have cracked versions of unwound future and azran legacy which come after CV and PB BUT my version of unwound future is broken#it freezes on the opening cutscene every time i try to play it which SUCKS bc i really wanna play the games in order. maybe ill emulate it#professor layton#ask#answered#yapping#doodles
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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have not felt like myself lately … ☹️
#these last couple days especially#today was bad like I feel like I misplaced my brain or something#forgot my phone at home when I went to work#forgot to pay for parking so probably have a big ass ticket waiting for me at my car rn#fucked up while trying to help someone at work and had to try and fix that for 2 hours#just feeling like mindless dumb bad UGH#going to go make stuffed mushrooms with my bf and watch survivor ….. a light at the end of the tunnel lol
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#I had to go out and run some errands since my wife can't do them while she's in the hospital#I got it all done and I've been aggressively medicating but wow I am super tired and sick#my normal available energy in a day is 'sit uprightish on the couch' not 'walk around town for 2 hours'#she feels well enough that she would be comfortable coming home tomorrow#it's just a question of whether the weekend staff is willing to do the paperwork or not#cuz a lot of places don't do weekend discharges for her stuff#so she may be coming home monday instead.#we are working together (along with her more official types of support) to make sure this doesn't have to happen again.#(one of the people from her work wants to go visit her sunday if she's not home and offered to give me a ride)#(which will be uh. also really exhausting and painful.)#(especially with all my ~medical trauma~)#(but it would help her feel better.)
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I hope all those who have been tuning in for my Tales Sundays know that a lot of these (not all) images are done on the same file and I will absolutely be creating a Timelapse of all of them once I hit my 1 year goal
(and that yes I’m only doing this for a year haha! Going until September babyyy)
#Tales of Sunday!#mewnia murps#it’s a fun time I’m really enjoying it#And I’m surprised how long I’ve been able to actually stick with it#I think me just leaving a lot of mistakes as-is and only giving like a 1-2 hour attention to the piece (unless I think it deserves more)..#really helps me continue to do these (although I do fix GLARING mistakes)#and the positive feedback ofc!!!!!!!!!#I love getting comments in the notes and asks in my ask box saying how much people love these <3#Although it’s definitely taken up some energy to work on illustrations I’ve noticed haha#so yeah only doing this for a year#it’s helping me figure out my style though!! So hopefully by the time I’m done I have a better idea of how to go about when—#—working on said new illustrations :3
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More misc. daily life pictures and such
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building#3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like#a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given#my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard#to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up#as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets#7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s#o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and#an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi#c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs#of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry#its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing#Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington#also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol#8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle#until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue#photo diary
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#gonna ramble about irl here so people don't have to read it unless they want to#so because I got covid and couldn’t leave my bed I've essentially lost my job#I've told my manager I'm okay to go back to work#even if my body is still sore#but she's only given me a 3 hour shift a week#and you guessed it!#it's the late shift#the one where it takes me almost 2 hours to get home from#she's being so petty with me#and I am so behind in rent#I've applied for government assistance and I have a meeting with them tomorrow#I really hope they can help because I feel awful#I'm also annoyed at myself because I can't find my knee brace ANYWHERE#I thought I could find one for around $10 but nope!#the closest stores selling them are like $25+ so that's fun#I don't know when I'll be able to draw again#I'm so stressed again about money and secueing work#hopefully once I can get govt assistance at least I can enjoy life again#also I tried to ask the zine that still owes me money if they could finally send payment but they still keep delaying it with excuses#I'm so desperate it's shameful
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think this is funny. anyway. the Thoughts are back at it again
#just me hi#doodles#Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Characterssssssssssssssssssss#[<- projecting things so hard it's experiencing Physical Effects] Lmao#what if . what if the. the. they. the. you know what i mean ??#LIKE. [stares over your shoulder]#head in hands. what am i supposed to do about this gbfhsbvhf#//btw how is it only a thursday lol#it should be friday. or saturday. the timing is long this week i think !#that's#//<- forgot what i was going to say lol; my previous tags popped up and i think that's fun hfbhvs :3#here they are:#that's crazy!#that's me!#that's insane#that's crazy#that's it#hfhbsfh - i seem to be regularly bewildered hfbvhsf#which. well yea lol#//oh yea guess who's halfway done with those refssssss :3#it's meeeeeeeeee :DD !! i'm almost done !! :D#i am enjoying it a bit more than i thought. the feeling of Have To is a real bog hgfsh#//speaking of bog guess who ALSO got their sleep thing figured out#i may just have busted sleeping habits lmao; staying up til 12-2 is actually so great#i wake up at a reasonable hour and don't feel like a mixture of cement and pop rocks got poured into my body and soul overnight hfbshfvh#plus sleeping in twos is working pretty well; stay up til an ungodly hour one night and then the second go to sleep at about 11 or 12#cuz then i can actually Sleep! it's working pretty well hfvhs :>>#//that and i'm figuring out how to drag myself through stuff w/o some outside force compelling me :33#frequent breaks help with morale (if i don't forget what i was doing while doing that lol) and 30 minute timers are a godsend fr fr fr#//AH i've run outta tag space - ciao from here then i guess hfsbvh !! :>
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#if I speak…#one of the girls walked out yesterday#the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already#they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time#micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts)#and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him#bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can#so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO#anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need#it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning#and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today#we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao#and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before#we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day#we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left#it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo#*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having#to wait a long time for their food#and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO#I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take#stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess#I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every#night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had#nothing to make the wraps with <3#I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap#and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used#they’re a fucking disaster like 😭#was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess#this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up#womp womp!!!!!!
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