#i have to be awake at 7.
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Scully sits in her new cubicle. She hates it. She hates the way her every breath is heard by at least twenty agents around her, she hates the way her back feels exposed with her front and side surrounded by thin walls, she hates the placard the reads “Fox Mulder” sitting atop the desk next to hers.
The man himself is walking down the hall. She knows it’s him; she’s spent too many years with him not to and too many nights listening to see who was outside her door as a child. Another year and she might be able to tell you what pair of shoes he’s wearing, but for now she could tell you that he’s angry. Scully does not turn around as he approaches her, the familiar shadow eclipsing her stupid, tiny desk.
Mulder slamed the paper on her desk, his hand still covering it as he asks, “What the fuck is this?” She pokes his wrist with a pen and he concedes, granting her access to the familiar page. ‘Dear A. D. Skinner’ at the top and her name at the bottom.
Scully does turn around when she hears the click of heels. Arlene, Skinner’s assistant, is racing after Mulder. “Agent Mulder, you cannot have that! That was intended for Mr. Skinner!” She looks like a cross mother speaking to a school child. Mulder does not look remotely remorseful, in fact, he ignores the poor woman all together.
Scully can feel the heat radiating off him, and she’s never wanted to step out of his reach so much before, even in the last few months, “Well, Agent Mulder, this appears to be the resignation letter I brought to A. D. Skinner’s office this morning. May I ask how it came into your possession?” She asks, her tone even, professional, and clear as a bell.
“I was going to pick up a file and saw it on his desk. You can’t quit Scully, not now! Not after Antarctica!” He’s yelling. Scully bites the urge to nag him about everyone on the floor being able to hear him. They can hear her as well, and she’ll be going out with dignity.
“As long as my resignation is accepted, and it should be as I am owed a fair amount of compensation, I can. I’m a doctor, agent Mulder, and I’d like to get a chance to use my degree in the traditional sense before I’m kidnapped by another serial killer, I hope you can understand that. Please return that paper to Arlene.” Mulder rips the letter in half. Scully purses her lips: this is childish behavior, even for him, but not entirely unexpected. Scully pulls another copy from her desk, pushing Mulder’s chest as she stands so she can have another room to breathe. “I’m terribly sorry for the inconvenience, Arlene,” she says, handing the paper to the flustered woman.
“Quite alright, Agent Scully,” she said primly and walked away. Scully practically has to manhandle Mulder out of her way so she can exit the cubicle.
“Where are you going?” He asks, so bewildered Scully almost feels bad, but she forces that back behind the door with all the other things she’s feeling about Mulder.
“The restroom, I hope that’s alright.”
“Scully, please,” She almost breaks as he grabs at her shoulder as she walks away.
She reminds herself that that’s why she has to do this and dislodges his hand. “Don’t make this personal, Agent Mulder,” she says, with her best impression of professional detachment.
#fox mulder#dana scully#the x files#x files#txf#msr fanfic#x files fanfic#msr#walter skinner#dana scully angst#angst#you’re making this personal#it is personal#mulder#because without the xfiles#personal interest is all i have#and i took that personally#i have to be awake at 7.
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#sleep token#sleep token vessel#okay that is it with the hands today....the pics that I posted earlier are stills from that clip#the goosebumps :)#idk if I am going to be here tonight btw....I've been up since 2 am#I woke up and was so awake that I could not go back to sleep so I got up....chances are that I am going to fall asleep#at 7 pm or something like that...I assume they play at 9 pm again so...well XD#anyway....going to do things now and have my baby niece over today so won't be here much#vessel hands
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We're only at the begining of this one way dream🎵
Sort of inspired by @tornado1992's post from a while back.
Figured these two needed some comfort in between, uh, all that torment they're going through recently. Tails had a nightmare and Sonic can't sleep, so he busted out the good ol' guitar to put a smile on his brother's grumpy face.
Happy Wednesday y'all :]
#sonic the hedgehog#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#sonic sings tails a lullaby and no one is dying 💯#and Im lulling you into a false sense of security before I strike with angst >:)#for now this is a specifically aimed attack at you Marie#i hope you suffer severe fluff induced injury /j#but uh. before I can work on the other thing I need to get some well deserved 10h of sleep#how good that I wont be awake to see all the torture you guys have prepared for the silly brothers in real time#its 7:39 and the birds are chirping#see ya guys later#brainworms sining out ✌️#miles tails prower#tails the fox#sonic#sonic and tails#unbreakable bond#theyre brothers your honor#wsatw#mah art#actually finished doodl#me does arts
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I should be asleep
but can we just appreciate that the Animorphs finale shows how incredibly important 'soft power' is, politically?
if you're not familiar: soft power is making yourself appealing and interesting. it's what south Korea does! it puts a lot of money and effort, as a state, into k-pop and Korean food, and a whole lot more. as a result: if your country wanted to start shit with south Korea, you'd probably get really upset - you've got great feelings about south Korea! blackpink is amazing! you love Korean barbeque! you'd be protesting you'd be calling your representatives, you'd be fucking mad
this is on purpose.
hard power is militaristic. you don't want to fight a country with hard power, because they have nukes, or an itchy trigger finger, etc.
(i'm super simplifying this, i'm no expert)
Jake involves the civilians of the andalite home world. marco makes sure the military knows. they're hoping for some soft power - and it works. the military can't act first and tell the civilian population a propaganda version of what they did later. the civilians are watching.
this is soft power! this is diplomacy! and later in the postwar section- the andalite civilians coming over for tourism shit? that's more soft power! that's more normal andalites that think of earth as that charming planet with delicious food and isn't it funny how we balance on two legs? oh those juveniles were so brave!
this is an alternative to war, and i love it. i love how this was written, i love the context of soft vs hard power.
#animorphs#i have to be awake in 7 hours#i love this series#IT WAS ALL HARD POWER UNTIL THE END#it was all WAR
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does anyone else have the thing where if you know you have to get up early the next morning you just... can't go to sleep
#loren talks#took me SO long to fall asleep and then i fucking 😭 woke up at 5:30#did my best to try and go back to sleep because the alarm isnt til 7:30 but#then my nose decided “no. we will sneeze”#so. im awake. the back to sleep chance is thoroughly gone#(have sneezing fits most mornings and it blasts all the sleep away)
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I think alot of people misinterpert Megumi's "it's our fault" after Shibuya as him taking blame for Mahoraga, when that's not what he meant at all. What he actually meant was because he chose to save Yuuji, the burden of Sukuna's actions fall on both their shoulders. That's why Megumi was so insistent on sticking by Yuuji's side, because he wants Yuuji to understand they're in this together. There is no "i" in this, just "we".
Him summoning Mahoraga has nothing to do with it, because he doesn't actually know the extent of the damage it's done or if it was even involved. All Megumi knows is:
He summoned Mahoraga so he should be dead, but he's still alive so that means it had to have been defeated
He knew Sukuna was in the area, and coupled with the destruction he saw after he woke up and the people around him (Inumaki) telling him that Sukuna opened Malevolent Shrine, he would've assumed that MS just happened to be caught Mahoraga in the domain.
There is nothing (in Megumi's limited knowledge) to indicate that Sukuna 1v1'd Mahoraga, or even knows about it, or that it actually did any collateral damage, or anything, because he didn't know about Sukuna's interest in his technique, either.
(Side note: Sukuna was going to absolutely destroy Shibuya anyways, he literally says so to Jogo. ffs stop blaming Shibuya on Megumi my god)
Idk, just people assuming Megumi said that because of Mahoraga and not because he cares about Yuuji and holds himself accountable for all the damage Sukuna has done imo takes out any emotional weight or depth the scene actually has along with his character. That's why it's misunderstood so much.
#jjk analysis#its 7 am i should go to sleep#but unfortunately im awake having to deal with megumi mischaracterization#READ PEOPLE READ#fushiguro megumi
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people are saying he « led her on » because he did. the fact that he kissed her in the first episode set the tone for the rest of the season and if you can’t perceive the flirting I’m sorry but how?? he didn’t make anything clear he sent the craziest mixed signals in the world. there’s nothing revolutionary about claiming that Martha was being pushy toward someone who was clearly not interested it’s 1) weird to claim in what it suggests about her 2) factually not true.
I wasn’t gonna respond to this at first because the top half of this ask is pretty much just individual interpretation and I don’t really care about it. Like, no, to me, the Doctor doesn’t seem especially flirty towards Martha. He’s just sort of Like That. That’s his damage, you know, Mr. I need to traumadump on anyone who tolerates being around me for more than five minutes. Mr. If I don’t develop an intensely codependent emotional bond with the companion I have currently I’ll die. It doesn’t read to me as him trying to lead her on because that bit’s honest, and he does it with damn near every companion he’s ever had.
And if nothing else, because we do see Ten when he tries to flirt intentionally and he’s a fuckin dork about it. Kind of guy who looked up romance in the dictionary and took notes. Kinda guy who draws diagrams to maximize kissing potential. It would have been obvious even to me (<- romance-blind as all fuck) if he was flirting with Martha on purpose because he’s not smooth at all; he flirts like he’s gotten lines in a play and he’s super excited to be the main star.
But anyway, as I was saying, that’s just how I see it. And if you see it different, no skin off my back, I just disagree.
But I take umbrage with you putting words in my mouth. I never said Martha was pushy towards him. Because yeah, she’s not. If I implied that she was, then it was a result of poor phrasing on my part. Martha’s not at fault for what she feels, for wanting there to come something of it. No more at fault than the Doctor is for not returning those feelings. It’s a bit weird that you’re assuming that I think one of them has to be the bad guy here when that was the opposite of what I was saying. My point was: When it comes to their romantic subtext of their relationship, it’s weird to pretend like either of them are to blame for them not being in a relationship at the end of s3, and even weirder to assert that as part of why Martha supposedly wouldn’t like the Doctor afterwards when they’re. friends. they continue to be friends into s4.
Martha’s not pushy. She has a crush on her friend. It happens. He doesn’t return it. This also happens. Both of these facts are pushed to the extreme because he’s a time-traveling alien with poor emotional skills and she’s put herself in the position of needing to help him from minute one of meeting each other. That’s why it’s fun to watch, because the Doctor is both so open and so unavailable in turns, because Martha’s feelings for him grow and change as she knows more about her Doctor until she decides to step back.
I don’t know, man. You seem to be coming at this as if one of them has to be The Problem™️. I don’t think either of them is, not so definitively. I think boiling their relationship down to that is reductive and an insult to the way they both grow over s3, to Martha’s choice to continue to be his friend while also establishing her own boundaries, to the fact that the Doctor is able to let her go without immediately trying to kill himself afterwards when she’s not there to catch him.
#the thing about the doctor is that if you want to tell me that he’s Extra Special Flirty With This Companion.#i dunno. feels like something that requires a lot of proof lmao. because the doctor is a freak who latches onto people like a barnacle and#gets way too invested way too quick and holds on like he’ll die if he even thinks of letting go. he’s just like that. he’s just like that.#he’s like that with rose he’s like that with martha he’s like that with donna amy clara bill!!!! these relationships are all different but#the common core is that the doctor is a freak! the doctor clings on too tight!!! the doctor will fuck you up he loves you so much!!!#idk! is it more leading on for the doctor to kiss martha to pull off a plan than it is for him to reshape amy’s life around him on accident#and then show up when she’s an adult to finally whisk her away. or to let clara do emotional infidelity with him for months while#insisting that he’s not her boyfriend. i don’t think ever he is. i think he’s just like gravity. mavity. you’re gonna orbit him because he’s#something cosmic and unknowable. and he’s also your best friend. he’s always too much and too tangible all at once.#am i making any sense here.#ask#martha jones#the doctor#tenth doctor#doctor who#idk man its like 7 in the morning where i am im not awake enough to talk martha/ten semantics. personally i think they should have made out#on screen even more without ever clarifying the nature of their relationship so that they had even weirder and more complicated feelings#about each other.
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i mean this so genuinely but it's really amusing to me the difference between liveblogging for mouse man vs liveblogging for like. jannik or carlos
#alex de minaur#obviously some of it comes down to timezones#but theres also only like 3 of us actually in the adm trenches and none of us should be awake rn#i got like 7 new followers when i lb'ed a carlos match#vs my adm lbs sitting at 0 notes#and AGAIN!! IM NOT SLIGHTING ANYONE#this is just an observation#jannik n carlos r very popular of course they will have more people lbing#but also u should all join mouse man nation
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{ Happy 26th birthday to me. }
#{ I got scared awake by a phone call from my mother being like 'I'm coming over!' }#{ So I am fully awake now with a blip of anxiety that will fade very quickly. }#{ But other than that... I can't believe I'm already 26. }#{ More than halfway to 30. Gah. }#{ If y'all wanna send me birthday wishes or talk to me or whatever feel free to do so! }#{ Obviously you don't have to! Just if you want to. Please don't force yourself to just because you see this post. }#{ I'm waiting for my mom to get here so we can just yabber together about me being older. }#{ MY SISTER ALSO MADE ME A PUFFY CLAY FROG WIZARD WITH A RED HAT. }#{ It's the cutest shit ever. }#{ I love it and placed it next to my Tails figure. }#{ The Magical Wizard of Soybean is what we jokingly call it. }#{ Cause I have a Yu-Gi-Oh OC named Sawyer who loves frogs and her best male friend calls her Soybean as a niclname. }#{ Anyway- back to talking to Vira on Discord. }#{ Happy 7 Month Birthday to our new dog Leia as well. }#{ We share a birthday only once this month since her birthday isn't actually in August. }#{ I gotta give her a cookie when we have cake though. }#✠ [ ' ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs. ' ] - ✡ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ✡
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days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me
nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life
#help my eyes keep drifting back open#im trying all my tricks#cozy couch setup. whale shark plush to cling to. low lights. wendigoon iceberg in the bg. laughingstock imaginings in brain#IM WIDE TF AWAKE AND HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN 7 HOURS#fuckfuckfuck did i pack my melatonin gummies already by mistake#i mean its not like i have to drive or anything#but id like to be... Aware. Available to converse with my dearest darling bestie#because i Am going to see my bestie!#absolutely unprompted#huh wait when was the last time i talked to a real life person in front of me. um.#its... been a couple weeks#NOT A MONTH YET THIS TIME! LESS THAN A MONTH!#but ohhhhh i am excited#tea with the homeslicebreadslice... joint Art creation....#BEING OUT IN THE WORLD AHAHA I WILL BE TEMPORARILY FREE#clawing at the walls let me OUT#gonna start biting this house i swear to god#i cant wait to be free of it. i hope it burns in the next big wildfire#OK WAIT NEW PLAN. i washed my mug and i have chamomile tea#i will drink some warm soothing tea uhhhhh maybe re-read a fic?#willing myself not to read stamps for the millionth time. im gonna read stamps for the millionth time#listen listen i love it and also im starving for fic#one day i will contribute but for now im poking ao3 with a stick begging it to do something#Soon though. i have a feeling. a strong psychic feeling.#Soon... something will Appear... i know this because my third eye is open#also i know because i know. OR DO I#im so tired yet so awake at the same time#someone whack me over the head with a cartoon mallet so that i may go to sleep with little birdies circling my head#wait shit those are vultures. IM NOT DEAD YET FUCK OFF#please i need to go snzzzzzz.... my alarm will be Going Off...
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#rgg#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ryo aoki#masato arakawa#snap sketches#i like drawin exaggerated goofy stuff like this when im dicked enough to do so.. very fun..#i dont want to sleep yet but i also dont have the energy to start another comm but i still want to do SOMETHING awake#i was actually scribbling sawashiro in. whatever goofy style i was drawing in LOL#but i just felt inclined to doodle aoki and it just so happened the one doodle i did was somethin i liked 🧍♂️#so here we are. with colors that scream I Wish I Didnt Have Eyes To Look At These Colors#ok im gonna lay in bed i have. ANOTHER quiz tomorrow#bye bye im optimistic this week. thats a dangerous sign but lets just roll with it until something bad happens :]#if i make sufficient progress in my commission tomorrow then maybe y0 stream
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im literally loosing it at all the idia memes thats been coming out since chapter 7. like how are y'all that funny?????
#literally poor idia#guy cant even order his own meal#and nows hes forced to defeat a guy like god level#but the jokes abt idia having to kiss everyone awake#like i wouldn't mind 🥴🥴🥴#twisted wonderland#twst#twst chapter 7#twst spoliers#idia shroud#idia#malleus#malleus draconia
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how do u draw so much so fast
well,
#the short answer is autism and ritalin. btw#the long answer is: i wake up anywhere between 730-0900. i draw. if i have work when i come back i go and i draw.#i go to bed anywhere between 0100 and 0230. i wake up the next day and i draw.#i dont draw fast and in fact i get distracted and/or procrastinate quite often#i just have 16 hour days! every day! i am awake for 16 hours! sometimes more depending on the general mood! [cursed emoji here]#and like! wtf do you even do at that point?? how do you fill a 16 hour day? an 110 hour week? an almost 6000 hr year?#i draw! i have been drawing *seriously* since grade 2! and i have *seriously* loved the persona series since like mid/late 2017!#for those of you keeping score at home; i am 19! 2017 was grade 7 for me! ive loved this series for almost a full third of my life!#[continued emotional rant cut for length] but this is my community and my arts been the way i interact with this community since#(looks at my blog archive) 2019 when i posted my first persona art! please dont look at any of that now tho lmao!#so i guess. if the long answer needs to be short too then the long answer is love!!!! its always been love!!!! AND ALSO STILL RITALIN!!!!!!#asks & requests#personal
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*opens up microwave and takes *him* out, burning myself in the process* IT'S DONE! Meet Bifrons (in his flesh vessel) and also the part of the reason DISC0RD couldn't find Jo and the kids :P
he's also Jo's..."boss"
(how do i draw men, this is is the first "detailed" drawing of a guy ive done help its 5 am and his lips loo weird i cant draw lips)
#DISC0RD P0STING#moots get it#hi moots#*high pitch voice* hi alice!#think im finally getting over my same face syndrome#sort of#eh#jesus fuck how many old people characters do i need#im 18 i don't need that many#well technically discord's like...7?#it didn't manifest into existence until about 7 years ago#and jackie is 20 something#the twins are in their early teens#I LIKE THESE OLD PEOPLE CHARACTERS I LIKE DRAWING WRINKLES ITS FUN#ok 40s not old i mean older characters#that would be an insult to my mom (hi mom plz get back on tumblr i miss u)#i doubt she will#fuck i might as well just stay up its already 5 am#*sips triple shot espresso while watching minecraft boiled one horror mods* i wonder why i'm still awake#*eats a bunch of sugar* its not like i have a bunch of energy#why am i still in the tags pOST THE DAMN POST
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my incredible ability to sleep nearly* an entire 36 hours is the only way i can recoup my spoons for the next week. id love to find another alternative but here we are
#*it would b insane to sleep 36 hours straight i think i woke up 4 or 5 times and probably spend 7 hours awake in total#during which i ate a lot pissed a lot and did 1/4 page of notes before giving up#also this is why i have beef with the notion that i can 'manage' a 40hr/week job like ur average neurotypical#i can physically show up and do the work. yea true. but i have no life bc my free time is spent recuperating#NOT THAT a 40 hour work week is fun for anyone regardless of their brain functionality i think it sucks across the board
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Every time Prapai gives Sky medicine, he's narcoleptic inside 5 minutes.
#fun story: in 2018 we went to interview ex-president jimmy carter#and I had a bit of an odd feeling in my throat#august 24 2018 i remember that date well#because that was the first signs of an illness that annihilated me#i blacked out for most of the month of september- i only have very sparse memories#i had a strange kind of pneumonia the doctor hadn't seen before#and over those 6-7 months they threw every single anti-anything they could at me#IDK if I slept so well because of the knockout effects of all the antibiotics and antivirals#or because I had a recurring fever and a chronic brutal cough for 6-7 months and was terribly weak by the end#but i was sleeping so deeply the more pills they added#and now i know i can function with a 102 fever on and off for months on end#everyone- family and coworkers- also made fun of me for insisting on wearing a mask but guess what bitches#when the pandemic rolled around i still had 2 unopened boxes from being sick a year before and those were worth more than toilet paper#lita#love in the air#prapai#sky#prapaisky#true facts: I don't remember writing one of my own fics#it was during the blackout month and i refuse to read it because i think it's funnier that i don't know what it's about#i also had to work- it was one of our biggest events that we do every 4 years#two weeks straight of 14 hour days with no weekends#and i was there every single day#i have no memory whatsoever and when we did the event again in 2022 the organizers kept saying 'oh wow you're alive!'#i like to say i had the BEST time because it's a tedious af event and everyone is surly by the end#but from MY pov i was trapped in dense fog and couldn't breathe; trapped in that twilight feeling when you're neither awake nor unconscious#and then when it passed I had a nice paycheck in my account without any of the mental strain of working for it
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