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heyyyy everyone :) sorry i’ve been offline recently, work and christmastime has been busy! i will get to some requests soon and i appreciate everyone’s patience :’)
#i feel bad i��m sorry#kinda lowkey going thru it rn#i have no motivation to do anything#but i’m trying i promise :)
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i think i'm at an all-time low
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Yesss lets gooo 🏃 congrats on the new job💗
thank you, thank you!!!! this place seems a lot better than my current place so i'm excited! ☺
#anonymous#and honestly a big reason i haven't been around much is my current job#these people treat us so poorly that i come home and just bedrot#i have no motivation to do anything#so here's to hoping i can go back to my old self after settling into this new place
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#oops im rambling#am just talking abt my mental helth in the tags#i have no motivation to do anything#i must force myself to do everything#i spend all my time alone#bc my parents keep me locked in this house#and i dont have the energy to fight for myself even a little bit#but i lay down and look at images on my phone#and in the silent peaceful moments#it almost doesn't feel like im wasting away in my cage#but thats not the point of this#i just mean to say that i just lay in bed all day#and i cant bring myself to do things i used to enjoy#like reading or writing or making art#im trying to make more art but thats only so i can make money#not really for my own enjoyment#i don't even watch tv or anime anymore#its too hard#i wasn't always like this really#the only thing i do consistently now is journaling#i dont even feel sad abt it but i just c dont feel like doing anything
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This Suikoden I & II remaster needs to come out soon. I'm in that uncomfortable listless place between hyperfixations......
#I have no motivation to do anything#I basically just raid in XIV#and p much nothing else rn.#Z speaks
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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fuck everything else i just drew him with semi-consistent features also this is the immediate aftermath of the last sketch i posted
#do i draw anything else except him? no. is it terminal? yes#also quick note to everyone that leaves comments in the tags or replies to my posts I read it all and you make me so extraordinarily happy#toshiro nakamoto#shuro dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#like i cannot overstate how much i like reading the comments and while i really enjoy drawing by itself the dialog i get to have with peopl#through the drawings is very very fun and motivating#tw / blood#ok now that i look at this he did get a completely different sword and an undershirt#im not built for any kind of carefulness
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Bleach art dump!! The hyperfixation you had from your 11 to 16yo never leaves
#i reread the whole manga + watched the last anime arc recently and hm. hm!!! i had to draw some stuff...#only doodles sorrryyy and i would have love to draw more characters but#i ended up lazy ofc... i'm always motivated to do fanarts for 3 days and that's it#but Bleach will always be one of my fav manga ever </33 first big hyperfixation#also can you tell i have fav characters.. ahah maybe#also in case the Tatsuki and Orihime one is a bit shippy but outside of that it's not ship don't tag anything else as ship!!! thanks :)#bleach#bleach fanart#ichigo kurosaki#rukia kuchiki#toshiro hitsugaya#rangiku matsumoto#momo hinamori#izuru kira#renji abarai#karin kurosaki#yuzu kurosaki#tatsuki arisawa#orihime inoue#ikkaku madarame#yumichika ayasegawa#man that was a lot of characters lmao
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Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girl found dead in a hidden room.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan xichen#jin guangyao#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#qin su#EDIT: Tumblr published an earlier draft with only half the notes I wrote so: late entry on my JGY thoughts.#Unlike the mystic powers of the stockmarket (what the OG meme is referring to) I think this situation calls for more active investigation.#qin su is such a deeply tragic character to me and I really wish we got a bit more from her.#Love everyone who sent me messages about her after the last time she appeared.#I think she needs a spin off of her being a transmigrator SO badly.#MDZS has so many interesting characters - but it sometimes fails to give them the proper room to really develop past a role in the plot.#That's just the consequence of writing a story like MDZS. Not every character in a book *needs* to have a rich inner life and backstory!#To do so would bog down the story and obliterate any notion of pacing. It's just not possible.#Jin Guangyao (nee Meng Yao) is unfortunately not free from this leeway rule. He is the culprit of this murder mystery plot#and thus NEEDS to encapsulate the themes of the book. And personally he's a 7 out of 10 at best on this front (in the AD).#MDZS is about rumours twisting reality and working towards truth. And about how people & situations are rarely ever black & white#JGY has his motivations. He's well written in regards to his actions making sense for his character.#What started as good traits (drive to succeed & improve his image) became twisted over time (do anything to maintain his image)#and it's a good parallel to WWX! He has the same arc (with different traits)! Bonus points for IGY in that regard.#but man....by the time we confront this guy for murder there's not a lot of grey morality. He's just...deep in the hole *he* dug.#There's a beautiful tragedy to it! More on JGY in later comics - this is getting pretty long already!
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benrey noclip moments
#something silly from earlier today#still zero motivation to finish anything but i do have a bunch of doodles of these guys#thank you hlvrai. godbless#hlvrai#hlvrai benrey#gordon feetman#hlvrai fanart
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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]
#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but#i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead#because i just think they're so neat and cool okay#listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs#because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested#but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings#i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that#in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh#i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also#i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube#its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all#maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU#and honestly i dont regret it#i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video#you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be#and why theyre there#actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA#tsp blank scripts au#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp
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Steve from the office is an invaluable asset to the company
#I was tired af from work and have no energy to do anything#but the idea of Steve from the office motivated me greatly#which is nice since drawing Isaac is self care#sketches#doodles#ocs#my art
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zero's pressure
#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything#and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure#i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution#because of yourself#i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time#what CAN i do?#vent#just some adhd things#and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management#sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig#i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me#anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought
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NPMD Tarot - The Hierophant
Others from the series: The Devil, The Lovers, The Star, Strength, The World
Symbolism + some WIP/alternatives are under the cut C:
My intuition put Grace as the High Priestess, but from what I've read it's more about spirituality and intuition, while the Hierophant is all about strong traditional beliefs and ruling/leading, so it fits her way better! :D
Left side/Beginning has the dance cancellation sign, since that was her mission and Max was her first victim, while on the right/Ending is Jason and the Black Book, her mission and source of power has changed.
Halo= superiority, holy mission, Red as a sign of danger/death to come (which is why the light it's only on the boys)
She's sitting on what's supposed to be the bleachers C:
Doodles:
#nerdy prudes must die#grace chasity#npmd#starkid#fanart#my art#tarot cards#tarot#school stuff#CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?? I got to do this for school!! Which is great bc im not self-motivated enough to finish artworks like this xD#there are two more almost finished!! Any guesses who and for what card? 👀✨#and i have sketches/concepts for three more + back of the card that i didnt have time to finalise before end of the semester#also!! super curious to hear other interpretations than my own + if i messed anything up meaning-wise + what couldve been changed/added#since its a school thing and they may ask me questions about it etc#ANYWAY!!!#hope ya like it and even if you dont there will be at least two more#700
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dump puppy art 😭 poor baby just crying and crying when hes overstimulated!! his pretty cock twitching with every light touch.. and he can’t stop saying sorry everytime he paints his pretty tummy with white ropes of cum…my sweet dumb puppy art you are my everything
he sobs when he cums!! he just cannot help it:(
everything gets too overwhelming and he feels sticky and tense and burning hot down to his toes. he just sniffles and hiccups and lets the tears slide down his flushed cheeks as soon as he starts to orgasm. it’s all toooo much for him
you stroke him as softly as possible, in all the most tender ways; the pad of your thumb rubbing circles on the underside of his sensitive pink tip.. watching the gooey strings of pre cling to his tummy every time his cock bobs up from his skin in response to your touch— in a desperate attempt to chase it. and he whines high in his chest when he feels you deny him his release for the umpteenth time, especially when he’s been teetering on that edge and ready to explode for so long ..
and so when you finally give him just enough attention to let him barely tip over the precipice, pulling back the second he starts squirting ropes of his milky come all over himself, he moans and cries like a weak animal, “s-sorry, sorry… ‘m really sorry, s-sor—ah! i can’t stop—“
you just have to kiss his blonde curls and tell him what a good boy he is, and what a perfect puppy he is, even if he climaxed before you could say the words “go ahead”.
ruining puppy art’s orgasms + watching him wither out a teary apology is half the fun with him anyways .. <3
#🌸 - ask prompts#puppy art i never get tired of u#sighh#he’s the wind in my wings#when i feel like i don’t have the motivation for smth i just look to my framed picture of puppy art and suddenly i can do anything#‘do it for her’#like yea ok! i will!#art donaldson smut#art donaldson x reader
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tennis
#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#eyestrain#?#i like shapes and colors AND patterns#fun combinations of all of those things#anyway i feel like i don’t talk in the tags on this blog as much as i used to. i need to do that more how else will i make more ppl#parasocially in love w me…..#so hmm. i graduate in less than a month which is exciting bc school sucks ass and i want to be done w it forever (until i decide i want#to go for a masters that is T_T) and have u guys heard abt the mcrtour? making mefeel fucking craaazyyyyyy yes i’m gonna try for#tickets. and perhaps even visit some beloved mutuals in the process. and fool that i am i never finished my last scarf but am wanting#to start a new one but this one is for someone so perhaps i will have more motivation to like. actually finish it lol. knitting btw. i am#not very good at it but it is a good skill to have and crocheting is my mother’s thing and i like the look of knit better. i got yarn the#other day and i was like ough am i remembering their favorite color correctly but if not i can just die forever or smth. i’m not sure#what pattern i wanna do or if i want to add a second color or anything but like i have a small collection of yarn that i got when it was#on sale like crazy so i’m sure i can find smth that will complement my base color if need be#okay i’m done goodbye
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