#i have missed them and you so DEARLY
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i know you think you have to do things, but you don't. @dtperez.
ㅤ" anyone ever told you you're a touch tunnel visioned, ben? "
ㅤher words come with a smile, one that persists despite two raging detractors: the sobering melancholy that swells in her chest, and the brutish cold that roots them to where they stand. they'd gone to their usual haunt, drinks and furtive conversation taking them up to the bar's late closure. the time, maria thought, had been stealthy in its swift passing.
ㅤ" it's not that simple. never has been—never could be. " she'd been studying benjamin's face closely, carefully watching the precise lilt of his brow, the life in his eyes not quelled by the surrounding dark; though maria is quick to yank her attention away when she speaks. she doesn't mince her words, doesn't hesitate to speak the cold reality—but she can't quite do it when looking at him, though.
ㅤ" there's no easy way my messes can change. you're gonna be stuck looking down that tunnel forever if you can't accept that, benjamin. "
#dtperez#𝖛𝖎 . solitude should have wings. interactions.#i have missed them and you so DEARLY#here you go friend! <3
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Why would you—That's not—I just wanted to ask for help, why did you have to go and make it awkward???
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#xue yang#Its such a relief to not have to draw so many characters once again.#Redrawing the specific font from the English translated mdzs books was surprisingly fun!#Maybe I'm alone in this...but I think characters switching to a different font of speech for *emphasis* is peak comedy#you can't communicate voice changes of sound very well in non audio forms so this is the best I can do.#Anyways...rip Xue Yang. You finally meet your idol and he brushes you off#Rather— he doesn't live up to the expectations you built in your head#Kind of an on going issue there Jester (I refuse to call him king or sir)#XY is constantly making people out to be the versions he needed them to be to feel justified in his actions#but struggles to pivot when confronted with the fact that these ppl are *more* than just one surface reading!#wwx doesn't actually think xy is flirting. He's just tired of all the fake fans + wants to get out of this convo.#button mashing the A button to skip the unskippable cutscene#Lan Wangji is in the next comic btw. I've missed him dearly. I'm sorry he's been gone so long </3#edit: poorly spelt MDZS strikes again. This is why I need more time to write my comics. So I can actually proofread B*(#edit2: I cast 'Power of Technology' and fixed my error. Everyone reblog this version instead please
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the last giants
#ATREBODAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#MY SILLIES MY STUPID LITTLE LOSERS MY FORLIFERS I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH#i have missed them so dearly here you go atreboda nation#atreus#angrboda#atreus fanart#angrboda fanart#atreboda#atreboda fanart#gowr#god of war ragnarok#god of war ragnarok fanart#not mil#theyre song is did i tell u that i miss u by adore :)#or halo also by adore
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happy rick and morty episode day. anyone else feel the fear of god
#LOLthese r just doodles from class but i like them so . here you go#rick and morty#rick sanchez#morty smith#and One jerry but i wont tag him lol#oh and#hologram rick#my favourite guy who i miss so dearly#ALSOOO featuring um. rnm if they were slugcats.#EMORTYIS HERE TOO but i wont tag him either i think.#FOR THE RECORD idgaf if he comes back i think his story is fine as is. i just miss him#I LIKE HIMMMM hes sillayyyy#the top bit is based on this one comic i seriously can’t fucking stop thinking abt. cuz i was thinking abt rick listening to breakcore#LOL i think they would have super opposing music tastes and they just fight over the radio constantly#also cat ear headphones rick. bc i thought the idea of him being like a stereotypical streamer girl was funny#morty you gotta join my SMP. imagine- imagine the views we would get morty#my fav doodle of these is the holorick one i think . silly#artsbotz
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all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothin' 🐝
#cbs elementary is apparently my downfall#love and miss them so dearly#I hear some of the writers are doing another sherlock holmes show soon + girl I am still in mourning#(I have both started and graduated from college in that time)#but I'll hold down this fort guys dw#the other video i posted of this has completely vanished from my profile so#here is this#tiktokified#everyone say thank you capcut and also robert doherty#joan watson#sherlock holmes#joan watson & sherlock holmes#joan watson/sherlock holmes#I had platonic in mind but you live your truth y'all#sherlock holmes & joan watson#sherlock holmes/joan watson#euglassia watsonia#he named a bee after her :')#sweet nothing#taylor swift#edit#video#what about the quick zooms from side to side in multiple clips gives away that 1:1 was not in fact its destined ratio
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odango have been preparing for their family photo since the second it was put on the calendar,,,, dazai got the frantic text from one of them being like “you’re coming today right?!” to which he probably replied “to what?” much to ango’s facepalm of annoyance
#jfc twitter is hell on earth rn#if you saw this somewhere else no you did not xx#odango#my favorite idiot trio#exc or they’re all brilliant and i’m the idiot spectator#three cheers for the fictional queers#this pride month (besides bram) was not it so have this honorary continuation as my apologies#ango bsd#oda bsd#port mafia dazai#the dark era#buraiha trio#i miss them dearly#what if next chapter is just ango on a beach somewhere (delusional)#bungo slay dogs#bsd
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Here they are together!!!!! RGB trio
#me when the trio has a red guy a blue guy and a green guy#I don’t know how many times these three have interacted in canon but they’re my favs#puts them in my pocket#drawing these has given me an insatiable need for little ghosts figurines#they’re so <333333#i need them in my home#they can go with the rest of my rocks and trinkets#on the trinket shelf <3#silliest evers !!!!!!#i love and miss them#patiently waiting for christmas to come around#<- is physically vibrating but trying to be normal about it#sorry for talking but I love them so#so dearly#they’re my best friends my pals#my homeboys#my sweet cheeses my rotten soldiers my good time boys#do you understand#missing them dearly#holding them very close to my heart#I’d hold their hands if I had enough hands#actually#do I want to hold julians hand??#I’m gonna say no but he can get a high five#bbc ghosts#art tag#ghosts#loving and missing them always <33#rgb trio#tiny guys
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just found out that jungkook interacts with people who aren’t me
#cold cruel world out there tsk tsk#also lil life update friends !#working full time n going to school full time n also doing extracurricular activities is really not the move#i struggle w toxic productivity and it’s really really destroyed my mental and physical health#so ive busted my behind to save up enough money#to be able to support myself on a part time work schedule until i graduate woohoo !#hoping to have more time to indulge in hobbies#which includes being on here and writing and interacting#i miss you all dearly#ty for everything#like the fact that yall still send sweet things in my inbox when ive been p inactive for like this whole year is super nice and sweet and ye#im sorry i haven’t been responding#but i read them and they do make my day and i love you#and i hope to pick things up again soon#glimpse of us is going to be a banger i fear#ive sat on it for so long that ive perfected this storyline#from metaphors to small details to foreshadowing to non linear storytelling that all forms together in the ends yep#just need to write it which is the hard part 👉👈#but im excited#this the type of story to leave you in a funk for a few days lol and im so excited to share#hope you’re all doing well#and you are also prioritizing your health and well-being#you deserve time for yourself#not even deserve tbh#it’s legit a necessity like pls#you deserve it
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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monthly stagedorks post just to remind everyone how normal i am about them
#missing them dearly#i have been so upset lately but at least i have stagedorks#you can pry them from my cold dead hands.#be more chill#bmc#jeremy heere#christine canigula#stagedorks#w.connolly!jere#error 340
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don't you love when you're like, okay now I'm going to leave this sorrow in the old year so I don't turn into a crotchety bitter person over it, and then you walk on feeling all refreshed and bright no longer carrying it on your shoulders, but then the sorrow wanders after you like a child who was lost in the supermarket weeping its eyes out and it says to you where did you GO I was lost! I was lost and I missed you!!! and you can only sigh and take it by its hand and say to it very well. here's your seat. I'm sorry I left you behind, I promise it was with the best of intentions, but I want to do my best by you, so let's sit together and try to figure out what you're saying to me.
#thinking out loud#i'm truly like. ok i'm mostly fine i'm a little bit going through it because it's harshest month of winter and it's always weird this month#but i just think it's so funny that i have to be like OH you don't suddenly stop....hurting over something because you decided to!#if you were missing someone who was important to you two months ago by golly you probably still will two months from then!!#weird how that be! anyway#it's funny to me because it's like the opposite of object impermanence#i used to think i was all heart no head and that there's a part of me that went hard in the opposite direction to counteract that#but i am still as much as heart as i ever was except now i have my logical side going yip yip girl we gotta go!!! let's go!!!#and the heart is like holding up a shakey hand going oh lads you go on without me...i just need to catch my breath for like....15 years#anyway anyway. the narrative is indeed kind but that doesn't mean that it doesn't sting sometimes#but! we can do the best that we can and take our troubles by their hands and learn what we can from them and it will all be okay in the end#(i hope this post isn't too complainy or miserable. i may take it down later but i feel the need to say it somewhere.)#regardless of that. happy Friday my friends I love you all dearly bless you for being near me <3 <3
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the original bit was the boy band clones being feral & eating out of his trash bins
I know that! I'm just a huge brain autistic and I don't... get jokes that are like haha he's gay!
Why'd they make grunkle stan SOO gay. I mean don't get me wrong I'm ecstatic and excited they all pretty much confirmed it!!
The connections are there! The fucking beautiful men and eating out of the trash bins like animals is kind of how Old Man McGucket just acts at that time. It also doesn't help that Stan went to Vegas and married Goldie?! Who's also a fucked up prospector caricature.
Fiddlestan is canon in feelings and vibes and I doubt it sometimes like oh this is a really cool hypothetical ship. Probably sprung upon from the existence of the popular ship fiddauthor!
NO! It's plausible in the text!!!
(it doesn't really count to anything but I just want to point out We have at least two people swearing in the show and it's Stanley and it's Fiddleford. Theres probably more but these are the things that come to mind.)
#not to mention the Stan twins see the affection of woman as a symbolism of making it in the world rather than#actually liking any woman in particular#I think about this on the regular recently it drives me insane#I love them all so dearly#i'm-so-drunk#stanley pines#fiddauthor#fiddstan#stanford pines#this isn't anything new I'm just talking and it's freaking me out#sorry I talk so much that I don't want to delete it now that I've said it. you should see how my notes app looks#I use dark note now because it doesn't have a text limit#I think to spite forward Stanley and Fidds should get together. like 'you missed your chance asshole you chose the fucking triangle.'#again that feels like a totally unoriginal concept but I have been thinking about it!#vent post#oops#edit: I'm so sorry no one talks to me about my hyper ixation
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Wait a damn minute…
They’ve got Finn (Mike) listed first before everyone else in the cast on the Tudum site aka the most official, up to date site for the show besides Netflix.com?…
This got me thinking… I wonder if they—
!! MIKE MAIN CHARACTER ERA IS MAKING A COMEBACK IN THE FINAL SEASON OF STRANGER THINGS !! MARK YOUR CALENDARS 2024 !!
#stranger things#mike wheeler#byler#I don’t think they intentionally did this in terms of it being a literal smalltown boy reference#however if the duffers were to broadly explain the synopsis of the show…would they use the word smalltown?…#my main shock is Finn (mike) being listed first…#not only before Millie who follows right behind him#but also the older cast whose getting pushed to the end#which is a result of them choosing to put mike first out of all of them#you know what that means?#we’re going full circle#we’re going back to s1-2 roots#there’s literally nothing else they could mean by saying that#and it’s because the main difference between s1-2 and s3-4 is Mike used to arguably be the protagonist#and so… yeah that’s clearly what they’re referring to in terms of vibe#we’ll still get other povs and focuses just like we did back then#and there will be scenes with Will being the focus and el being in the focus for their arcs storylines#but Mike arguably is going to have to circle back and return to us as his own character as well#the ga is gonna realize they missed him dearly I can’t wait
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Hi I saw you reblogged my huntershipping fanfic post with a bunch of kind comments and I just wanted to say thank YOU for writing those fics 😭🙏🏻
Everytime I see that a new fic pops up in the tags I get super excited to read what you’ve written :)))
Your fics cheer me up and brighten my day! ☀️ (I also love how you characterize Ethan and Silver) (they’re so sweet 🥲) (and you’re so sweet too thank you for taking your time to share your work with the community 🥲🙏🏻)
I’ll leave more comments on ao3 when I go back to reread them 🫶🫶🫶
And I hope you have a great week too! 🫂💕 🌈
Hello!!!! 😭😭😭💗💗💗 my apologies for the super late reply, but waughhhh thank you for taking the time to send this sweet message! 🥺🫶 you have to know that seeing my series in your hbslv fanfic rec list already made my day as is, and I was over the moon when I got your ask that day 😭🥺💗💖 thank you for all of your love and support, truly, and I'm glad that I could do ethan and silver's characters justice; they deserve to discover love as a kind and warm joy for them to enjoy together! 🫂
I'm currently writing something for aokabu, but once that's done? I'm BACK at my hbslv brainrot, and hopefully I could pick up from where I left them in the series (either for the dinner gala or them meeting kabu part, hehe) 🥺👍 thank you once again for all of your love, and I hope your weekend treats you as wonderfully and joyful as you made me, op!!! 🫂🫂🫂💗💗💗
#i'm smiling to myself like an idiot but hey? me meeting another hbslv enjoyer? who likes the idea of them understanding what love is? how#can i NOT be happy just from receiving your fic rec list + ask waughhhh 😭😭😭💖💖💖 the amount of times i reread your ask is embarrassing#but hey. i'm just that happy haha :') thank you again for taking the time to write that rec list and drop this sweet message! 💗💖#i think i saw your ao3 comment too (though i'm 70% sure that's you)? i'll get back on that very soon. promise 🫡#anyway. once i'm done fistfighting with my aokabu wip i want sooo badly to write about hbslv again. i miss them dearly :')#i swear the fun part about writing them is how this is their first love and i can just... write about the simplest fundamentals about love#and i don't think i'm nowhere near Close in covering all of them so... (looks at my wips) let's hope i can finish it before uni starts again#anyway yeah!!! thank yew so much for dropping by op 🥺🥺🥺 hope you'll have a nice weekend with lots of hbslv crossing your timeline!!! 🫂#writing#ask#sugisprout#onigirikita fanfic
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The end of the best TTRPG campaign i've been a part of is coming up in the next few weeks and because of events my character is not going to survive the final fight so they're taking their final week of downtime to bond more with the entire party and write letters addressed to each of them for afterwards. I am fucking FAILIONG at holding back my tears for the first time in regards to a campaign story and the actions of my character and it's fucking killing me. I could not be happier to have been a part of my friends schizophrenic nightmare that he's been running stuff for on and off for the past decade and I can not wait to see the next arc for Kalter.
#if someone from this campaign ever stumbles upon this post i'm glad to have been on this journey with you#each and every one of them brought something unique to the table and story that made it so easy to get drawn into and lost in#all the stupidity in the start that slowly became majorly relevant at the end#the NPCS that felt alive#the world that felt lived in#the buildings you can easily imagine#I'm going to miss it dearly as I looked forward to it every sunday#and it helped me a lot during the times where I could barely stand the thought of being alive#I loved every second of it#ttrpgs#pathfinder#Kalter#Kalter gaming
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The crooked are smiling They know me the best / This cradle still burns Like a hole in my chest - The Crooked, The Cradle by The Crane Wives Introducing my grippli/tiefling flurry ranger/path of the heavens cleric for the pf2e Strength of Thousands adventure path: Iopo! I've been playing them for a long time now (over a year!) and I love them so very dearly :) My acearo nongendered metallic red frog :)))) what will they do (jump off an enemy to trip them ofc)
#spoondoodles#dnd#dnd oc#dnd character#dnd art#my OCs#pathfinder#pathfinder 2e#pf2e#pf2e art#pf2e character#pf2e oc#ttrpg#ttrpg art#ttrpg character#iopo tag#pf2e ranger#strength of thousands#i love my odd little frog so dearly you have no idea#they're so hard and yet v easy to draw at the same time what an icon#also i tag them in a lot of ocprompts on my main so if their name seems familiar that's why lmao#we're only in chapter 4! no spoilers for the rest of the adventure path!!!#but froglegs was such an interesting fight b/c of my frog#my frog who believes in redemption and that death is just the next adventure with all the people you've missed#ugh. love them so so much truly.
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