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the original bit was the boy band clones being feral & eating out of his trash bins
I know that! I'm just a huge brain autistic and I don't... get jokes that are like haha he's gay!
Why'd they make grunkle stan SOO gay. I mean don't get me wrong I'm ecstatic and excited they all pretty much confirmed it!!
The connections are there! The fucking beautiful men and eating out of the trash bins like animals is kind of how Old Man McGucket just acts at that time. It also doesn't help that Stan went to Vegas and married Goldie?! Who's also a fucked up prospector caricature.
Fiddlestan is canon in feelings and vibes and I doubt it sometimes like oh this is a really cool hypothetical ship. Probably sprung upon from the existence of the popular ship fiddauthor!
NO! It's plausible in the text!!!
(it doesn't really count to anything but I just want to point out We have at least two people swearing in the show and it's Stanley and it's Fiddleford. Theres probably more but these are the things that come to mind.)
#not to mention the Stan twins see the affection of woman as a symbolism of making it in the world rather than#actually liking any woman in particular#I think about this on the regular recently it drives me insane#I love them all so dearly#i'm-so-drunk#stanley pines#fiddauthor#fiddstan#stanford pines#this isn't anything new I'm just talking and it's freaking me out#sorry I talk so much that I don't want to delete it now that I've said it. you should see how my notes app looks#I use dark note now because it doesn't have a text limit#I think to spite forward Stanley and Fidds should get together. like 'you missed your chance asshole you chose the fucking triangle.'#again that feels like a totally unoriginal concept but I have been thinking about it!#vent post#oops#edit: I'm so sorry no one talks to me about my hyper ixation
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me when i get attached to doomed characters, knowing that Vanessa will likely eventually don her own fursuit and there’s nothing I can do about it
#fnaf movie spoilers#fnaf movie#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#i’m vanessaposting#do i think she should become vanny?? absofruitly#i love female villains#i just don’t think this particular woman has any motivation to become a murderous rabbit yet#and because i love her i want her to have a satisfying transition into her furry arc#so i’m kinda hoping it happens in like#the third movie or whatever cause where she is now at the end of the fnaf movie#not exactly vanny#unless daddy afton has like supernatural controlling abilities#from beyond the grave#that is if she’s gonna end up actually physically becoming vanny and not just metaphorically a reluctant follower#guys my brain doesn’t shut up
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TODAY i got my swimmies in a beautiful sunset
#haiz goes outside#sky#it was prettier before the sun set but i was swimming and soaking in the vibes#embarrassing fact about me but my biggest challenge when swimming in natural waters is that i get extremely easily jumpscared by Things#like plant bits or dark rocks. i will see a Thing and brain goes OH NO A CROCODILE MONSTER THAT'S GOING TO EAT YOUR LEGS#anyway.#didn't do any more unpacking today but i DID find my t gel so im good#i planned to but i carried 1 heavy grocery bag and that took me out for the day#...it's very silly to assume heightened levels of T gives any particular sporting advantage actually.#i think any woman off the street could beat me in arm wrestling in 2 seconds max#maybe a fifth grader could.#i put all of my stats in Draw Good and now im squishy and floppy. the ideal male body you could say
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"claire's a bad mom" claire chose to have her kids claire tells her kids bedtime stories and claire pretends not to be in life threatening danger when she's terrified for her own and her kids' safety to help them stay calm and literally only wants to know if they're okay before prioritizing herself and keeping them far away from danger by rescuing herself i think ur just racist
#TO tag#anyway i like isaac's role here#i do wonder if the 'you do not have a husband' observation from him was the writers implying single parenthood is bad#and too difficult etc even though literally 99% of parents would yell at their kids for throwing things in a shuttle anD CRASHING THEM#i think any additional support in parenting is great but i do not like the nuclear family norm isaac was going off of even if it#was meant to be a convo starter given how it is also supposed to point out a problem -#claire having kids without a husband - that he can Solve#BUT ALSO I LIKE HIM IN THEIR FAMILY?#the orville experience is 'wow fucked up implications to get to this conclusion. unfortunately i like this conclusion.'#like him holding her hand while she's breaking down about ty?#you can kinda tell she has had the burden of everything bad that has ever happened to them on her and her alone#and for once she isn't alone in it? and that does mean something#it does not mean she is an insufficient parent#it just means it's easier with help#and idk if i trust the writers to understand that lol#espppppp with certain stereotypes but i am not going to get into that#i will say it is interesting she is a single black mom by choice#in a way that subverts the expectation that the kids' dad(s) left#but there are still stereotypes about fatherless black kids? so i am cautious abt the idea that isaac is Fixing things by filling a role#idk like you just rly gotta be careful with the implications lol i dont have the braincells to articulate it but#i think in most other media i would be slightly less concerned despite inevitable biases everywhere it's just.#this show in particular and its general audience base i do not trust#.... i have got to shut the fuck up but (metallic) white savior complex#i think i am making problems where there are non lmfao but i also notice a possible issue with at least how theyre perceived#with isaac INEVITABLY being the calm non emotional logic one#whereas... bc she is human!! claire gets angry#isaac's logical 'parenting' was more effective in conflict resolution#makes sense.#i do just wonder. how claire being a black woman. with emotions.#is coming into play. with how people see her human reactions vs isaac the actual robot's approach
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Decided to draw some hypothetical employee id cards for my upper floor team captains <3
#keese draws#oc art#oc#lobotomy corporation#lob corp oc#the id numbers probably aren’t cannot accurate but idc I <3 making shit up#in particular I mostly just wanted something to help me keep track of approximately when I made them during my play through beyond just#the order I made them so the first number basically just represents which day 1 cycle I got them in#which I don’t showcase here very well since most of my captains are from my first run through lol#and by most I mean there’s literally only one of them who isn’t#but yeah I haven’t drawn any of these guys but juliet before so the other three are a smidge wonky#and by that I mostly mean loki who I accidentally made look teeny tiny#he’s like 5’5 he’s not supposed to be built like an atom#anyways these guys are probably the most competent of my team captains even if they’re all shitty bosses in their own ways#juliet has unreasonably high expectations for those who work under her and she has some toxic positivity shit going on#loki is actually low key kind of a chill boss once you’ve proven your worth to him but it takes a Lot to do so#daniel is also toxic positivity but in less of a threatening way and more of a pure plastic way#and maxim is dating a woman who just lovesssss torturing and traumatizing ppl and picking apart their brains <3#maxim unfortunately is kind of winning the worst person of the four award due to that but in my heart that title should be juliet’s#juliet has a Lot of power and Will abuse it to get what she wants#and maxim rarely actually directly harms anyone in any way but she is completely fine with her girlfriend doing so#and by completely fine I mean that’s part of the appeal to her so maxim isn’t beating the allegations 😔#well ok it’s not yuri hurting ppl that adds to maxim’s adorstion for her directly#it’s the fact that yuri can still be passionate about the people around her and what happens to them despite everything#maxim has a lot of self loathing so from her perspective the fact that yuri is able to be so passionate about the suffering of others is#leagues better than the emptiness she feels at the suffering around her#yuri herself also adores maxim and actually does show her legitimate compassion that uh cough. she doesn’t show anyone else.#they may not be doomed toxic yuri but they do doom those around them so they have the spirit#anyways no I don’t have favorite children why do you ask#lobotomy corporation oc
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now i did not like Nosferatu (2024) for a variety of reasons. but let me tell you. seeing the purity-centered, pearl clutching, absolute disgust-first opinions dominate negative reviews has me feeling like i watched a different film. "this movie is for deranged sex-perverts" my biggest criticism was that it didn't go far enough! all that for a 2hr 12min movie and it was boring!
#like?? it was so tame! i was so disappointed!#there were some good things#set and costumes were beautiful#and the PRACTICAL EFFECTS (the pigeon in particular was amazing)#but otherwise it was just kind of eh?#i feel there were few attempts at meaningful characterization#and the bits of character that were there felt somewhat inconsistent scene by scene#so when shit hit the fan and terrible things started happening#it was just sort of like “oh. ok” because there. weren't really characters to care about#one of the two women in the main cast (arguably actually) gets killed alongside her children in what is supposed to be a horrifying attack#but neither her or the children have much character#so its just sort of like 'aw darn thats a bummer. anyway'#and ellen. the dialogue she says HINTS towards a woman with complex feelings and a rich inner life#but it is hardly ever elaborated on. she never fully gets to be a character#speaking of dialogue#the dialogue was awful its like 50% of the reason i ended up not liking it#the victorian-speak was actually okay#it was the content of the lines themselves that were just so bad#just deeply corny and heavy-handed#and not in the typical gothic literature fashion of being corny and heavy-handed mind you#but yeah. very much no characters poor dialogue#so nothing felt meaningful or deserved#by the end the feeling was 'well okay i guess but what did we do any of this for?'#oh and the acting was middling#good in some places (loved the scenes at orlok's castle)#ok most of the time#did not like lily rose depp's performance (the freaky shit she can do with her face is impressive though)#or aaron taylor johnson's#willem dafoe as always is willem dafoe#also what is it with robert eggers and not casting poc? 4 for 4 man?
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men being called mother / mom / etc is my sweet spot but my brain does rewire itself from the ground up every time mordred calls artoria father
#mind u artoria is also like . an Actual father#still a woman tho . its complicated#any kind of genderfuckery makes me viscerally happy but#this in particular … hhhhhh#ari noises ✩
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started my period in thw middle of my shift yesterday and boy oh boy do i love having giant dried globs of blood in my pubes and pain and stomach issues and acne :) mammals totally arent fucking stupid :))
#no i am not sorry from a biology and evolutionary standpoint mammals and humans in particular are STUPID#like in particular humans. primitive humans lived surrounded by so many more animals than we are today and most were predatory#with REALLY good smell.#and they were all bleeding freely for a week every single month.#you cant say they were always right near a water source and even if they did wash i. the water#now theyre drinking all of that#not to mention the pain#and then pregnancy. we are so incapacitated while pregnant its unrealllll yall#yes some pregnant women are like insanely active even up to labor#but almost every woman ive known who was pregnant? could barely move#DEFINITELY couldnt run or fight back#ok now imagine a human having to defend herself for 9 months like that :)#ina. world and environment where EVERY SECOND you are up for grabs from dozens of predators#like#how#why#we are so insanely stupid and i have no idea how we survived at all#like on a biological level we are fucking stupid and make less than zero sense#and also we're one of the only species with permanent swollen breasts#which if you have large breasts also prevents running and free movement#so#the human body actually DOES work against us ladies and im not sorry to say it#because evolution isnt sorry and it doesnt give a shit about any of us.#something something 'evolution molds together the most pathetic excuse for a being'
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i think your hat post is really cool and interesting but susan’s hat is a cat and i will die on this hill
this is true!!! when i was talking about the modern human hats not resembling animals i meant all of these ones
(excluding the minerva-bots and finn of course)
#wait. wait. i just thought something#finn wearing his bear hat -> bc it makes him feel connected to the humans#and martin & the hiders (that old woman with the tiger at least) not wearing hats bc they don't feel that personal connection w/ the island#ok this is so obvious but i just think comparing and contrasting finn and martin is so interesting#but i don't think martin really was a hider. i don't think he felt particularly connected to any ideology or viewpoint in particular#he's a floater#yk#martin is so interesting#i dont like the amnesia theory or whatever (that martin also lost his memory in some capacity)#like to me its just that. he was able to commit enough to start a family but not committed enough to go back to them#after being seperated & having freedom#& he just super duper avoids thinking about it bc it makes him feel guilty. but not guilty enough to do anything about it#like when he said he doesn't like thinking about minerva cause it stresses him out that doesn't come across as 'can't remember'#it very much comes across as 'nah im not gonna expend energy into thinking about something emotionally difficult'#like if he actually tried to be a dad to finn he'd have to face all the time he spent not looking for him. instd of just avoiding it all#like where's the fun in making him less Complicated. you know?#whenever finn is in the vicinity martin's always tryna get out of there as fast as possible 😭#i guess that could also just be seen as him trying to avoid the consequences of his actions (like when he's worried finns gonna try to rip#his arm off lmao) but i personally interpret it all as a guilt thing too#none of this is related to the ask but yea 🫣
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Those two are the only real bisexual awakening I've experienced
#any “awakening” honestly LOL#like i think most woman are just them and cool and all but MAL MEDARDA is the prettiest woman I've ever seen she's in all actually pretty#also el from heardstopper is very pretty but that's just generally#and Jayce#oh boy#pretty pretty#but for both#these particular outfits I didn't care about their looks in anything else they just looked like character people something again#all of this might just be too much screentime on the internet poisoning my head with goofiness#cus didn't feel like that to mal teo weeks ago (but only s1 look) and jayce any other look is just good like any arcane outfit#but not this#they're just bkth sk very pretty and i have lack of sleep for weeks so bye now
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my mother is absolutely convinced of some nonsense conspiracy theory that (in her words) "originally humanity lived in peaceful all-woman societies of goddess worshippers who took care of eachother and lived in harmony, while males were roving loners that had no society and never cooperated. that changed when the men banded together and overthrew the peaceful woman-dominated societies, and enslaved us all." and, according to her, this is proof that a woman-dominated world would be innately more peaceful, and that men are innately violent and evil and should be either barred from holding any legal power or leadership roles or at least should be (again in her words) "gelded like bulls" to remove their testosterone before even being considered for such a thing.
she also evidently believes that the problem with all religions today is primarily that they aren't "goddess worshippers", because she seems to think goddess religions are inherently peaceful and pure too and seems to be especially obsessed with "Isis" in particular. the very very few times she's openly considered it unambiguously bad for some population or another to have been exterminated (she's got a bad case of devil's advocating genocide brain), she's gone out of her way to make up some crap about how said people were a peaceful society of goddess-worshippers, almost always of isis. delusions of isis-worship seem to be the only thing that ever causes her to consider any arab or middle-eastern culture, society, or ethnicity to be relatively uncomplicatedly undeserving of extermination, in fact, because every fucking time she doesn't immediately start devils-advocating it and making remarks about how "the rest of the world should box them in and let them blow eachother up" it's when she's whinging on about how whatever specific micro-ethnicity she's thinking about are or were traditional persecuted isis-worshippers.
the sole major exception to her weird fixation on isis worship justifying worthiness of life is the whole israel thing going on, in which she has consistently made very obvious that literally the only reason she's against the genocide of palestine is because it gives her an excuse to even more openly hate jewish people than she already did. and honestly i'm not sure even that's true because i think she's made some offhand remarks about palestinians having probably been peaceful isis worshipers before the jews infected them with christianity or something anyway.
so for the last, however fucking long it's been i've been constantly having to listen to her go off about how this behavior is in the jew's blood or whatever and that they literally invented all genocide because somehow the concept didn't exist before them and wouldn't have ever been invented by the rest of humanity without those jewish aliens dropping it in i fucking guess apparently and she furthermore goes on about how every single genocide and mass-oppression movement in history is directly inspired by them, ESPECIALLY the nazis, and THEN i have to listen to her rant about how, basically, wwii was something they entirely brought on themselves by "dominating the economy and treating everyone not them like shit" and the nazis were just "using their own tactics back at them". and then she goes on a rant about how the people the original jews exterminated back in the day (aka the first ever genocide, which they invented, because jews invented genocide and hate according to her) in the middle east region were peaceful matriarchal isis-worshipers.
and then she starts making comments about arabs being backwards and palestinians either being mysogynist muslims that should be boxed in to blow eachother up with everyone else or secret peaceful isis worshippers corrupted by men's cruel hand, sometimes in the same sentence, entirely dependent on which group she's more in the mood to hate at the time.
it's exhausting. beyond exhausting. her sole purpose in existence seems to be to have the singularly most exhausting set of politics physically possible to fit into one person.
just, sometimes i think, if there really is anything at all to the incredibly stupid and inexplicably popular idea that anyone or anything has a Purpose tm to exist for, i feel like my mother's purpose is to be walking proof to me of a Type Of Guy That Is Real, cause i sure as fuck would have trouble inventing this mess if it wasn't standing right in front of me spewing confusingly bipartisan hate. all of her thoughts and opinions are these long winding nonsense chains that feel like if that man carrying thing sketch about the friend with confusing politics was a person. on meth.
#and sometimes i feel like she just believes whatever will allow her to hate and feel innately superior to the most people#the fact that this woman considers herself a leftist#... well. given what this country just voted for it looks unfortunately likely that she IS in fact a fairly average example of a leftist#and therefore i have zero remaining hope for or particular desire to save humanity#actually it kind of feels like the only reason she really aligns herself with “the left” is because she's a female supremacist#and the left is the closest thing to a movement in that direction compared to the only current alternate party's “lets undo women's rights”#and also she inexplicably hates trump despite constantly devils-advocating for him and how he “has some good ideas”#and yes she does specifically mean about immigrants and the wall. one of her staunchest positions is pro-closed borders#honesty if trump was a woman and not a misogynist sex pest i think she would like him a lot. even despite his blatant ignorance of economic#she's also a big “anti-wokeist” type and we can barely watch any movies anymore without her whining about there being black people in them#and then she's like “PEOPLE ONLY DON'T WANT TO WATCH MOVIES WITH ME BECAUSE MY THEORIES ARE ALWAYS RIGHT AND THEY'RE JEALOUS OF HOW SMART”#she's nominally anti-corporation but in practice tends to come down on their side and is also staunchly against student loan forgiveness#because she thinks that “anyone who's stupid enough to do that deserves it”#and “it would be a slap in the face to ME and everyone else that had to pay”#and “kids these days don't want to develop healthy financial habits so they can SAVE for things. i SAVED for it and i know how HARD it is”#the way she often talks i also increasingly feel like the only actual reason she hates christianity is because she's a female supremacist#especially since she regularly goes on about biblical things as if they're real and complains that god either must be a woman#because “only women can create”#or that god CLEARLY is a man because he's destructive and evil and Destruction is a Man Thing That All Men And Only Men Innately Do#and likes to talk about how “jesus said he would come back as the least of us so he would be a woman”#and then goes on to describe a woman that sounds suspiciously like her. or at least her perception of herself#she's also said that if she wasn't straight she would be a political lesbian by choice because she hates men so much#and has tried repeatedly to bitch at me about men in an “eyyy amirite sister” kind of way#and got mad when i didn't fancy the idea of sitting there joking with her about half the species being barely-sentient cancer nodes#but she ALSO identifies as sapiosexual despite having the most vanilla housewife smut book taste ever#but ALSO she considers every single other sexuality aside from straight and gay to be made up woke mental illness nonsense!#so according to her the only orientations are “normal”. gay. and sapiosexual. and SOMETIMES bi (but no pan or poly).#i'm fairly sure she's convinced asexuality isn't real and is just repression. she certainly acts like i never said anything every time.#unless she's explosively yelling at me for “always bringing it up” when i tell her to stop making jokes about me being attracted to things#and she thinks anything other than monogamy is “selfish” and “exists only for men to abuse women”. especially muslim and arab men.
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I can't believe the Younger Brother (1689) by Aphra Behn has the only one bed trope
#act iv scene i#olivia is in disguise as mirtilla's page endimion and she's wooing welborn on her own behalf#and welborn is like well im hosting a gentleman in my lodgings right now but u can sleep w me#and olivia is like uhmmm uhmmm i can't do that not for any particular reason i just can't sleep in ur bed#(bc she's modest but she is kinda tempted. but also worried if she denies too hard he might suspect her of being actually a woman)#and he's like what are you afraid my bed's diseased? do u think im gay? im telling u there's nowhere else for us both to sleep#im not gonna make u sleep on the floor kid#PLEASE#the younger brother might be one of my new favorites from behn. i haven't finished it yet but it kinda has everything i love from her#mirtilla in particular is such an interesting character#text post#aphra behn#restoration comedy#in the edition edited by janet todd for vol. 7 of the collected works#i believe it's based off of the original quarto text that was published after behn's death#i highly suspect a lot of this prose dialogue is supposed to be blank verse#SO. MUCH. of it flows exactly like blank verse. it kinda bothers me#i do dream about editing and publishing my own edition of behn's plays and i would definitely amend these to be verse#i wonder if montague summers' version is verse? idk this is the first janet todd edited play ive read#i dont yet know the differences between their editing styles#god i wish more than 2 ppl in history had ever bothered to edit and publish this woman's collected works#oxford world classics should definitely put out another volume of her plays#i love the one they have featuring the rover/feigned courtesans/lucky chance/emperor of the moon#but she's got what like 15 other extant plays? and oxford world classics has the range and capabilities to do it#or if penguin classics ever wants to pretend they're really as good as oxford they can print their own#as far as diversifying the canon and widening the availability of older texts. oxford still beats penguin any day#but it does piss me off that no classic book publishers take this period of early-modern women's drama and proto-novels very seriously#or rather. no big ones that i know other than oxford#im not counting print-on-demand companies that reprint the texts of public domain works w no editing#those serve a purpose but those are not leaders in the publishing industry for a reason. theyre not sposta be
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@katkastrofa: *writes a single throwaway line in one chapter of Lost and Found that is never referenced again*
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Me, completely randomly and with no prompting: Alright, bet–
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#as if I don’t have enough of those already#I really don’t know what possessed me here. I mean. sometimes my mind did drift to this mention of Zaheer’s sisters#because broken bonds is my absolute favourite LaF chapter. but I ever really thought of them that much since Kat never brought them up agai#and then about 24h ago I randomly remembered them again and was like. hey. p’li and ghazan’s sisters play a huge role in our stories#and ming-hua is an only child. so what of zaheer’s sisters? what are they like? do they ever cross his mind? are they aware of his crimes?#and in the afternoon I went digging through my art supplies bc I felt like painting and found my old 2020-2022 sketchbook with 2 empty page#so I thought. why not. it’s been a while since I’ve done traditional art. so I pulled up a reference of rich EK outfits from the artbooks#and got to work. drew this up in about half an hour? traditional sketching is a lot faster than digital for some reason#then took a picture and cleaned up and coloured in procreate. and I’m really happy with the end result#this was hella fun to do as well so.. win-win?#alright enough backstory rambling. on to the characters themselves#I looked up Zaheer’s name and apparently that particular spelling is urdu in origin. so I went off that#the article I found was written edited and fact checked by three pakistani women so I think it’s about as trustworthy as these things go#summiya means ‘a woman of proper name’ and aiza means ‘respected high place in society’. which I thought were fitting for noble girls#for outfits and hairstyles. like I said. I turned to the avatar artbooks. those things are life savers. I just played around with colours#looks wise I colour picked from zaheer and then shifted around a little so they look similar enough yet not like clones of each other#but they’re also teenagers here so they wouldn’t resemble book 3 Zaheer much anyway#kat never mentioned ages but since their mother was looking for matches I assumed they were older than zaheer#he ran off at 11 or 12 iirc. so I decided they would have been 16 and 14 respectively#though in their community matches are probably made much earlier than actual marrying age. still.#if it was such a pressing matter that their mother was ‘preoccupied’ with it. then they were probably teenagers right#that’s what I’m gonna go for anyway since currently I have no information to disprove any of this#oh yeah Kat btw if you did have images of Zaheer’s sisters in mind before this then you don’t have to replace them. I just filled a blank#we’ve never talked about them so I assume there’s nothing. feel free to correct me. maybe someday we’ll discuss their personalities/lives#all I have is that they probably weren’t too close with zaheer. and their lives now are all about husbands kids and status. but we’ll see#hope you like them anyways <3
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I never finished the telephone club stuff in 0 until today (currently replaying 0, trying to 100% the game) and like. actually. what the fuck was up with the bad-end telephone club dates. like. not even exaggerating, completely unironically, it is fully implied that kiryu got fucking raped. multiple times. as a joke. that’s absolutely fucking wild
#it’s so fucking jarring#I mean kiryu is sexually assaulted all the damn time (mostly by women#because he’s a man so it’s okay :) ) but this is like. full-on implied rape.#unclear what kind in particular but that’s really unimportant#it literally gets to the point where after one of them- a woman old enough to be his mom (mind you he is hardly even legal and definitely#not at the maturity of most 20 year olds in this area) forcibly takes him to a hotel and the next thing we see is him outside that hotel#with his health bar completely depleted keeled over like he’s exhausted and in physical pain/discomfort#muttering to himself ‘that didn’t happen. that didn’t happen.’#like#this was?? played off like any other end-of-substory comedic moment#bitch that wasn’t funny at all that was actually the most disturbing non-storyline scene ive seen in this entire game#he is straight up traumatized from being physically and sexually assaulted by someone twice his age and just has to shove it in the back of#his head and hope he forgets about it somehow because. well. he’s a man.#like wow we’re really just. gonna glide over that one huh#fucking christ dude#I seriously wonder how much that shit has haunted him and damaged his perception of physical affection/etc#anyway this is gonna linger in my head for a while#kiryu#rambling#yakuza 0#y0#kazuma kiryu#cw sa mention#cw sa
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#i know gay has become a kind of blanket term at this point#but as a bisexual#i do find it frustrating how often people continue to refer to buck as gay without actually acknowledging his bisexuality#the fact that he is in a relationship with someone of the same gender does not negate the fact that he is bisexual#he does not become gay simply because he is in a gay relationship at this moment#and it just makes me sad to see how much the bisexual representation seems to have fallen away#and people have defaulted to referring to him as gay#like queer rep is so important on all sides#but i just wish we didn't brush aside the bi in bisexual#to instead center everything around the particular type of relationship a person is in at any given moment#anyway#911 discourse#honestly kind of hoping they put buck back with a woman for a little while after tommy and before eddie at this point
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must my brain sound like an edgy incel chronically online gamer that screams slurs into the mic when they lose a Fortnite match -_-
#like whenever I'm#idk ig splitting would be the right term here#every thought just becomes a violent stew of slurs and view points that I don't normally have otherwise#got nothing against fat people but if I'm splitting on one#you best believe my thoughts are gonna revolve around every generic fatphobic insult you've ever heard#even though I literally don't even agree with any of it....#goes for literally anything you can discriminate against too#honestly it feels pretty gross#and gets pretty weird when it's like... demeaning against women... when I'm also...a woman#like good job brain you insulted yourself in the process#I guess these are like intrusive thoughts in a way?#idk the racist ones in particular just feel really gross#like did I REALLY just think that? for real? girl who ARE you#I know not to take it too seriously bc 1. thought crimes aren't real and#2. if the switch hadn't flipped and I wasn't temporarily upset with that individual#I wouldn't think a single discriminatory thing about them. I wouldn't be vehemently insulting them and cussing them out with vitriol#it's just 'oh I hate you now' *cue an endless steam of random swearing and slurs and discrimination and violent feelings of hatred*#and then back to 'oh you're cool I love you again' with a 'what the actual fuck was i just thinking??'#...... I can't believe these are my moral standards of gross#like oh noes I called someone a stupid fat bitch....in my head.... that I don't even agree with 90% of the time#I never say any of this out loud at least. thank the stars I know how to hold my tongue#r.r
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