#i have just barely started lmao but starting is the hardest part

[starkravinghazelnoots]

guess who started writing pt. 4 of complicated!!!

[xo2dee]

ᴊᴜᴊᴜᴛꜱᴜ ᴋᴀɪꜱᴇɴ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ

ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴛᴏᴏᴛʜ

✶ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: Choso x Reader

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✶ ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: As sweet as he was, your boyfriend really couldn't cook to save his life.

✶ ᴀ/ɴ: never written for choso but i wanted to start with something little and hopefully something thats not ass as ive planned a choso longfic for the future and wanted to practice a bit. also i like to hc that he'd be a terrible cook ngl lmao. hope you enjoy!

✶ twitter - ao3

“Um…”

Not your most eloquent response, but you supposed it could match the… delicacy of the situation.

By your side you felt him move, his shoulder bumping against your own as he shifted on his feet at your mumble and ducked his head lower to put his ear closer to your mouth. You could almost feel the sweat lining your forehead, his dark eyes boring into the side of your face as you fought to keep a straight face and stared pointedly at the… ‘food’ in front of you. It was hard not to laugh, your lips quivering and stomach knotting in a ball from holding your breath for so long, but the last thing you wanted to do was hurt your fairly new boyfriend’s feelings.

Even if he couldn’t cook a damn thing to save his life.

(No way Yuji lived with him like that… Either he cooked, or he was eating out every night.)

In your peripherals you eyed Choso for his body language. It was clear he was eager for your answer; perhaps a little praise here and there for his ‘astounding’ cooking expertise, but you weren’t oblivious to the anxious undertones he was permitting as well. It was almost like he knew he fucked up, but he wanted you to give it to him easy, so he didn’t have to come to terms that you and Yuji possible grinned and bared it every time he made something for the either of you two (and you didn’t even want to think about Eso and Kechizu. God they probably scarfed the shit down while Yuji’s stomach fought for its life).

Though looking at the dessert he made…

Choso’s finger dug into your side, effectively cutting off any more mental insults you could throw at the food, and he poked you twice in the hip while latching onto your belt loop, “You’re just standing there staring at it.”

Well, what could you say? “I’m just in awe how you cooked something that looks so good.” Something along the lines of that would butter him up.

Choso sighed, “You’re the worst liar I’ve ever met.” Or not.

You dared a glance at him, sucking in your lips at the dejected pout and longing gaze at the hockey pucks he created out of cookie dough, before relaxing your shoulder and leaning into him, “I mean it. Just a tad overdone –” he shot you a withering look, making you laugh sheepishly – “we can just throw it in the microwave to soften them up a bit.” You really didn’t want to lose any teeth, and Choso had such pretty ones you didn’t want him to lose those either.

The side-eye you were receiving was uncalled for in your opinion, and he was gazing at your face for a rather long time to gauge the expression (and see through your lies) on your face before he scowled and looked back at the mess. Part of you wanted to reassure him, knowing he really did try his hardest, but other part of you didn’t want to lie straight to his face and save yourselves both a future mess on your hands for lying. Honestly, it wasn’t a huge deal, but Choso also looked so sad… like a little baby panda sad…

You went to reassure him (truthfully that time), yet at that moment your boyfriend uncurled his fingers from your belt loop, took one of the hockey – cookies and promptly banged it against the counter in a sound so deafening it promptly stopped the words on your tongue as you both stared.

“…”

“…”

You both stood in silence for a moment, and then – “Wow, it’s so hard not a single crumb fell off.”

Choso sighed – again – and grumbled something under his breath while scratching the back of his head, “You hate it.”

Your eyebrows rose, fingers curling around his wrist to throw his arm over your shoulder as you fought off another laugh from his behavior, “I don’t hate it. It’s just… you burnt them.” Leaning further into him whenever Choso finally relaxed, you began to pull on his cheek and relish in the tint turning a charming shade of red, “Plus I think it’s sweet you wanted to make me cookies.”

He hummed, eyelashes fluttering and lips twitching as he avoided your eyes to showcase his embarrassment, “It’s been three months since we started dating.”

Your heart and stomach flipped timeously, still not used to Choso’s blunt attitude when it came to expressing parts of his feelings for you. He was still rather reserved in some instances, but more often did he leave you speechless when he decided to openly show his affection for you in ways that didn’t involve any physical intimacy. You couldn’t blame him for trying, but you did want to get away from the burnt cookie smell…

“So sentimental,” you teased, giving his cheek one more pinch before guiding him back to the couch where popcorn and a movie you had planned awaited, “Let’s just stick to this tonight. Maybe one day we can make cookies together… so they don’t burn.”

He answered you through a squeeze with his hand, following you dutifully and at ease from your suggestion. Though as you flicked through possible movies to watch, you couldn’t help but tease him a little more.

“How did you forget they were in oven?”

“I don’t think I set the timer.”

“I mean it happens to all of us.”

“…They could be edible –”

“No.”

“No, I mean – I think Eso and Kechizu might eat them.”

“Oh yeah, you’re right. Though it’s a wonder how they’re still alive if you were cooking for them the entire time.”

“I can cook some things, even Yuji says so.”

“Yes, the Yuji who eats takeout almost every night. Imagine what’d he say if he saw –"

Choso’s fingers found your lips, pinching them together and effectively shutting you up as he decided on a movie himself and not having to hear your mouth.

[sinning-23]

please please please do different arcane/opla character's kinks???? (preferably some Jayce but yk-)

OMG I was just returning to arcane roots. Mind you I haven't seen the recent season (Im waiting for my mom and sister since we all watched dit together) UHH take these smutty lil kinky lil headcanona!

P.s For as much smut as i write I have the hardest time remembering the differences between kinks and fetishes BUT I think I got it down lol. Bare with me yall.

P.P.S. I'll make a part two with some more of these guys lol I started to draw a blank on a few and get burnt out but I want to provide QUALITY writing to y'all

Enjoy-

Silco

Yknow every time I come on this god forsaken app I find myself thirsting over dead midleages if not older men....

Ahem

Smoking and Begging I feel like would be two kinks of his. And like he already is a smoker so just translating that over to the bedroom....oof.

I feel like he's the type to smoke after or before, but like in a way that relaxes him even further? YK what I'm saying? Perhaps he'll even offer you some with a firm grip on your face while he blows smoke into your mouth, just before he kisses you.

I also think the begging gets him hot under the collar. Just the idea of his partner asking so desperately for release knowing he's in control of whether they're allowed to or not really does it for him. He's ruthless but sweet in the most deliciously contradicting way. Saying things like, " Begging is so unbecoming of you my dear," or "You can beg better than that, I thought you wanted to cum?"

Sevika

Sevika my belovedddddd <3 come home baby the kids miss you lmao. Sevika seems like the type to be down for a lot but also has her limits? One thing that really gets her going though is overstim/multiple orgasms. Please let her pull as many as she can from you its literally her favorite thing watching her partner come undone. She likes to see how messy you get and how your thighs tremble and shake, damn near tensing up from the strain.

She starts slow. Maybe two...then three more.....how bout we shoot for 4 to 5? SIx you say?! Alright, let's just say fuck it and go for 7.

"C'mon, you can give me one more. Thatssss it, let go."

Vander

This is a harworking, loving, family man okay. He doesn't have time for a lot...However, he definitely has time to just have you squeeze down on him with those hot, wet walls, simply existing. Ahhh yes the art of cockwarming in cwich he is an expert in. Hes a sneaky fucker too, taking time to just position you in front of him so he can slip his cock into you, just enjoying your warmth. No movement, just there, your back to his chest, pretending like nothing is happening behind the counter.

He especially enjoys the late nights, your bodies melted into one as you just sinkkkkk down on him, just adjusting to his length, fighting the urge to move as does he. Just that's part of the fun. Expect lots of soft gentled caresses as yout walls memorize him

Vi

Babygirls got a thing for hot chicks in uniform. Be in business attire, military, or otherwise, she loves it.

I mean, honestly, I was not hot about clean white button-downs tucked into fancy dress pants adorned by emblems of silver or gold. A nice neat hairstyle, no flyaways, very much office siren.

And please god don't let you have a snappy domineering attitude, telling her what to do, sexily taunting. Babygirl will be weak in the knees.

Jinx

I don’t think she’d have any kinks if I’m being honest. I see Jinx as a very experimental and fun but soft and vanilla lover. She enjoys being treated softly and gentle, especially in a moment of vulnerability like being intimate with a partner.

Viktor

I hate to be the one to say it but stalkings/knee highs and glasses… Yall HEAR ME OUTTT HEAR ME OUT! I know that sounds really bad but if you see the vision. I feel like Viktor is a lover of pretty things, patterns and decoration. The feeling of lace or tights under his fingertips, the thrill of being the one who gets to remove your glasses before you go down on him.

All is truly a treat in his pretty yellow eyes. Especially when it's his beloved and devoted partner. He takes his time with you treating you delicately as he pulls the fabric off your kneesocks away to reveal pretty legs he gets to you all the way up to the main prize. He likes taking his time unwrapping his gifts. His favorite part is discarding it all from your body. Or at the very least, making you do it.

"Strip." He hums, leaning forward as you shed layers of clothes with a smile.

Ekko

At first I was thinking that mmm Ekko doesn't have any really kinks. Maybe he’s more vanilla but then I got thinking…

Nah nah this guy..

He likes being bitten.

Oddly enough he wasn’t sure why when you had first done it on impulse, the two of you in one of your more intimate moments. You hand grazed his shoulder, only applying slight pressure before stopping yourself from going too hard but the sound it pulled form him. Gorgeous.

“D-Do it again. Please?” He asks, lifting a bit above your too see your glossed fucked our eyes.

“Bite you?” You reiterate, trying to read him and it’s nothing but pure lust and adoration.

“Baby, please.” He huffs, lulling his neck to the side, giving you access.

Please mark him up he really likes it.

[pupyuj]

gamer g!p yujin x fem!reader 🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕 im so down bad for yujin SORRY

i come bearing a very self-indulgent and specific gift for this prompt hehe 😈😈

see, i'd make yujin a loser here cuz ya'll know why BUT i thought it'd be fun to make her a cool n sexy gamer bcs only ahn yujin can pull that off 😼 anyway, she'd love making you play her games!! yujin has the brightest smile on her face when you sit down on a separate chair beside her while she's gaming and ask questions 🥺 and she falls even harder for you when she notices how well you listen to her while she's explaining stuff like the nerd that she secretly is ☺️☺️ yujin would probably be a pretty popular streamer too! she's pretty, she's funny, she's actually good at every game she plays, and she can talk really well even through the screen and the camera!! her viewers love catching you standing behind her, completely immersed in her gameplay that you don't say anything—they think you're so cute 😭 the two of you are probably a popular ship on twitch LMAO 😭

and now comes menace gamer bf yujin who makes you play her games while you're sat on her lap,, being the pervert that she is, she has her hands all over you while you're trying to learn,, of course yujin only does this when the cameras are turned off—she doesn't want anybody to see you in ways only she's allowed to. she rubs your nipples through your shirt, but you don't even notice at first bcs you're so focused on the game, what a cutie :(( you finally take notice of the sensation when yujin pinches on them, making you let out a small gasp that always sounded so fucking good in yujin's ears,,

she definitely fondles your tits underneath your shirt while she whispers instructions in your ear,, knows how much it's affecting you by the way you shivered and tried your hardest to hold back your whimpers but is a bit annoyed bcs you're so well in the game still?? 😭 and god,, she's always making sure that your position on her lap is perfect with your ass right on her bulge,, it makes everything easier on her part,, gently puts her hands on your hips and starts grinding up slowly,, exaggerates her moans just to get your attention, gives you that shit-eating smirk-smile she always has on when she knew she was getting inside your head.. and then she gets really fucking annoying 🤭🤭

yujin slipping her hand inside your shorts to rub your needy clit through your panties, still grinding on your ass, lips right on your ear while she whispers, "my good girl's gonna complete this level for daddy, right?" guys what the fuck i need her—

and ofc you have no choice but to nod and whimper :(( and oh, how she fucking loves that 😩😩

yujin knowing what exactly gets you to do whatever she wants to make you do.. "sit on my cock. if you do well enough maybe i'll fuck you, but if you don't... you're not coming at all tonight." and being the pathetic slut that you are, you obey! cockwarming yuj while you try your hardest to play but she's making it so hard :(( between her small, slow thrusts from time to time, fingertips barely brushing against your clit, a semi-hard grip on your thigh, and the soft moans that left her mouth every time you adjusted yourself a little bit... how could you not lose control of yourself?? 😣

barely a second after completing the level and you immediately drop the controller on the floor.. yujin grabbing you by the back of your shirt, pulling you into her and pressing her fingers against your clit hard, making you moan loudly and grab onto her wrist, "so good for daddy, aren't you?" yujin says against your ear,, fuck she'd lick from the crook of your neck to the spot behind your ear just to hear your sweet moans,, yujin doesn't hesitate to manhandle you either! especially when she's desperate to fuck you like this.. throwing you down on the couch with your ass up and face buried on one of the couch pillows, but she pulls your hair so your voice could fill the air while she pounded you from behind 🫣 gawd... her one hand holding your waist in a death grip, muttering curses as well as your name while she fucks into you with her big dick :((

"just like that.. fuck yourself into my cock—god.. good girl..!"

"that's my girl.. move, (y/n)..."

"you like daddy's games, huh..? don't worry, we'll get to play more.. so much more.. f-fuck! i'm.. c-coming—"

looking behind you just to see the sight of yujin's pleasured expression with her eyes shut tight and teeth biting her lip while sweat drips down her perfect neck.. 😳😳😳

[merv606]

Anon for the "Terry knocks Daniel up through sheer force of will lmao" and YES I 100% am here for:

//In which case, Will you accept through manipulation and birth control tampering instead of sheer force of will?!//

Yes please! And I was thinking: maybe it does take place in Omegaverse, and though Daniel really is a Beta, Terry STILL manages to knock him up. LMAO. 99.9% of people always thought Danny was an Omega anyways, so it's no biggie. Haha!

So this was mostly all written so couldn’t switch it to beta but hope this still works.

Face in the toilet, Johnny behind him. “Oh man, what did you eat?”

“Hardly anything,” Daniel groans out, his stomach rolling as more bile rises up.

Staying completely still, he breathes through his nose, eyes closing.

His hand presses on the handle, the toilet flushing. Clear water rises up in the bowl, but he keeps his head on the side of the seat. The smell of the water calms him for some reason.

“Must have a bug, or something,” he mutters more to himself, but Johnny, although he nods along, doesn’t look convinced.

Daniel sits back against the bathtub, focusing on the cool feel of it though his shirt.

“You okay now?”

“Yeah, fine,” Daniel smiles weakly, his first thought always to reassure whoever is worried, no matter who it is, but when he finally stands up, wanting to get to the sink to rinse his mouth out, he staggers slightly.

“No, seriously. Are you okay?” Johnny grabs his arm to steady him, and there is concern there now. “If something happens to you Sam will kill me, and I don’t think she’d do it quickly either.”

“I’m fine. Really I am,” he reassures. “Just stood up to fast,” he defends, although he has been feeling nauseous on and off throughout the day long before this trip, but while the throwing up started weeks before, the frequency is increasing.

NSFW

Johnny finally takes his hand off his arm.

“I’m just going to take a quick shower.” Not only does he want to freshen up, but he’s hoping it might make him feel better.

“Alright but if you’re not out in ten, or I hear a thud, I’m waking Chozen.”

Daniel is glad Chozen is passed out in the floor. He couldn’t handle that level of mother henning right now. Johnny knows it too.

In the shower he lets the warm water wash over him, reviving him a bit, turning the setting so it rushes out at the hardest pressure, easing aching muscles.

Hands run the bar of soap over his chest and he winces slightly at how sore his nipples are.

Soaping up around his midsection next, he can’t help but notice now, that despite the lack of appetite, he still has some weight around the middle but has also lost weight somehow, which is visible in other parts, his upper arms more slender than normal.

An idea hits him. When he was carrying Sam, the same thing happened. The sickness was much worse, but it made him lose weight all around, even if his stomach started showing a small bump.

In the relative safety of the shower, he allows himself to acknowledge all of the things he’s been blocking out - the sore nipples and extra puffiness of his chest, the fact he’s been extra irritable.

He rests his forehead to the tile, which despite the steam and heat is cool against his cheek when he turns his head to against it.

This is not possible - he’s almost 50 for Christ sake.

He uses birth control and Terry had wore a condom that night. He hadn’t wanted to, wanted to take Daniel bare, but Daniel had insisted, flat out refusing to let Terry fuck him unless he did, not wanting to leave anything to chance. Daniel had watched Terry roll the bloody thing down his length before the older man had grabbed his hips and ..

He stops that line of thinking, but his hole is already aching at the memory. At least he tries, but his fingers find, of their own accord, where he needs to be filled, so slick already, and it doesn’t take much to bring himself off embarrassingly quick.

Fuck, he tries to think - but the memories are hazy - all the wine that night - and he had been moaning like a whore, fucking himself back on the older man, desperate to be used.

Did Terry say something about it breaking he thinks now.

Still, he was on birth control, and even if he and Amanda weren’t really falling into each other arms the last little while, it never failed them the entire time they were using it to prevent more kids. So he must have paid it no mind - and maybe he should have.

That would be his luck though. The one time it fails would be when he finally gave in and let Terry fuck him.

——————

“If you were mine ….”

“I’m not,” he interrupts, his back to Terry who is still on the bed lounging in post coitus bliss while Daniel hastily dresses. “I never will be. So you don’t even need to entertain the idea.”

This was a mistake.

He can feel the undoubtedly heated looks Terry is giving him, like a caress, and if he were to turn around he would fall back into the man’s bed. As such he leaves without ever having turned back around.

“We’ll see,” Terry says, even if Daniel can’t hear it, looking to the unused condom in the trash can.

His Danny boy may soon be finding this is a mistake he won’t be able to forget or deny.

Terry made damn well sure of that.

——————————-

Daniel had only gone to talk - TALK - to Terry.

That was all.

He was hoping he could convince the older man to call this off to … to … to ….

What happened instead was a dinner invite to, “properly discuss all your concerns, Danny,” and wine, way too wine.

How he ended up on Terry’s dick…..

On his dick multiple times ……

Fuck, this is a mess.

Why does everything involving Terry end up a mess.

He ignores the part of his mind that says

he too is a common denominator in these scenarios

————————-

He goes to the pharmacy, grabs a test and, even though he’s alone in the hotel room, he locks the bathroom door.

A pink plus sign.

Before he lets the panic sink in, he reminds himself these aren’t always accurate.

Pregnant with Anthony, the test showed negative. It was Amanda insisting she could smell it on him, knowing what he smelled liked from Sam, that had him booking a doctor’s appt to confirm she was right and that he was very much pregnant with their second pup.

He returns, buying every brand of test they have.

He reads the instructions on the first one.

If two blue lines appear, congratulations you are pregnant, if one appears you are not.

One line and he breathes a sign of relief, sitting on the toilet heavily, blinking up at the ceiling in near tears from relief, but when he grabs it, to dispose of it, the second one starts to slowly appear right before his eyes.

Another one - another plus.

Another one - scrambling with the instructions and yes the result that stares back at him means he is pregnant.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Seven tests stare back at him, when all is said and done.

Seven tests all telling him the same thing - that he is, in fact, with pup and he knows, it can’t be anyone else’s but Terry Silver’s.

———————

“I have a gift.”

“I don’t want your gifts.”

They’ve already been through this.

“Oh I think you do - you already have one after all.”

Daniel stands, confused.

Holding out another Manila envelope that he refuses to take.

“You already gave me that ….”

“No, this is diferent. This is your test results. Confirming your pregnancy.”

Daniel stands, frozen …..

Hoping against hope, he had gone to a doctor only to have it confirmed, without a doubt.

“How the hell did you get these?” But he’s too tired to even muster up the strength to be properly angry. A part of him is also not surprised.

“I thought you would come to me,” Terry says instead of answering, ignoring the question it seems, “but looks like that was wishful thinking.”

Still, he had anticipated this, going so far as to have someone follow his little omega until Terry could be the one safely looking after him and their precious pup.

“I don’t know what ….”

“I know you’re carrying my child.”

He is both glad and terrified that he and Terry are alone in this empty room.

“Let’s not pretend otherwise.”

“I’m not keeping it,” Daniel blurts.

“Yes you are.” A statement of fact - the alpha not even phased at the outburst.

Yes he is. He wouldn’t be able to do that. It’s not his pup’s fault - that Daniel allowed Terry to father them.

Daniel doesn’t know though, that this was by Terry’s design.

Terry had wore a condom, yes, but it hadn’t been for long and certainly not when he actually slide inside. He had made a show of rolling it down his hard cock, so Daniel could see, but Terry had quickly rolled it off before - which was the only reason he had taken Daniel from behind - considering he wanted to see his face as he pushed inside - but it was easier to hide and so he certainly was not wearing it when he came deep inside him - planting that seed. Ensuring his legacy.

His wine had been spiked with a new drug in the black market that rendered omega birth control ineffective. Hard to get and extremely expensive but worth every penny.

Terry had claimed it broken when he pulled out but Daniel was fucked near stupid by that point - Terry taking him several more times for good measure ….. always coming buried deep inside - filling his womb with life.

“This means nothing,” Daniel says, ice in his voice, arms folded across his chest. “I don’t belong to you just because you got me ….” He can’t bring himself to say it.

“As the baby grows, so will your bond with me,” Terry explains gently. He doesn’t want to upset Daniel, not in his state. It can’t be good for his boy or their baby, and by the time the baby comes, Terry will have won his little omega over completely. Should they need more time for that, because it will happen, well Daniel will quickly find himself with child again. Terry will breed him until he has no choice but accept Terry as his alpha, although he plans to breed his omega again for good measure regardless - two pups minimum, but if Terry’s ultimate goal requires more than so be it. Not like Daniel wasn’t born to be a father. Not like he won’t love any pup given to him. Besides, Terry will have his legacy, a nice bonus to also having the omega tied to him forever - in a very real, very tangible and unbreakable way.

Daniel looks away from Terry’s unrelenting stare, more so the soft look in his eyes, and how they drift to his stomach.

Daniel knows that - that pregnant omegas gravitate to the fathering alphas - biological evolution left over from when an omega needed an alpha to protect and provide. Even if that’s not the case now. Daniel can take care of and provide for himself and his pup - he will - but the fact is that right now he still wants nothing more than to ….

He lashes out, but Terry was expecting it, easily taking the hit. Never would he raise his hand to his mate, let alone his pregnant mate.

“Stop,” he growls, carefully restraining the irate omega against his broader body.

Daniel does, responding to his alpha’s voice, which only serves to make him more angry.

That his omega has recognized Terry as his alpha, just because it’s his pup growing inside him, even if Daniel will continue to resist for as long as he can, even if it is inevitable.

“Stop,” Terry murmurs, more gentle this time, hands touching the omega, scenting him to help calm him.

The omega inside wants to purr and lean into the touch, but Daniel bites his lip til he tastes blood.

“I will not have you hurt yourself, or our pup,” his hand drops to the small bump, cradling it lovingly. His other hand gently rescues Daniel’s abused lip from the death grip of his teeth, tenderly wiping away the little bit of blood, before sucking it into his own mouth, the alpha rejoicing at the taste of metallic flooding his mouth from his omega’s blood.

“This is mine. You are mine.” A hand slips lower, inside his pants, covering his sex. “As is this…..”

A gasp, Daniel trying not to hump against his hand. The alpha being so close, causing the omega side to over power his rational one.

You’re wet for it,” a thick finger sliding in so fucking easy, and god he’s so fucking desperate already.

Terry’s hand on him like this is making it hard to think, let alone to resist ….

A large hand massaging his swollen, sensitive chest and he whimpers.

A thumb on his omega clit, the glide of it eased by the slick gathered by those thick tormenting fingers.

“How I wish to get my mouth on you again, taste where you’re wet and open for me, but this will have to do,” Terry kisses his temple, his own breathing as heavy as Daniel’s, the wet noises as his fingers fuck the omega squirming in this arms.

He comes, soaking Terry’s hands and his own underwear, not that they’re on for long, because Daniel somehow ends up on his back on the nearest surface, his pants long gone, his shirt up around his armpits.

A large hand rubbing the small bump as Terry rubs his cock against the omega’s slick folds and sensitive clit, licking his wet fingers clean of the omega’s dripping juices, watching his thighs tremble and jump with each pass of his cock over his hard clit.

The head keeps separating his seam, teasing the head at his entrance.

“Fuck I thought nothing felt better than your cunt around my cock that night, but having you like this,” he groans as the head pushes in, each inch easily sliding in as the omega’s hungry cunt opens for him, his legs wide open and wrapped around the alpha.

“Pregnant pussy is really the best,” Terry growls, throwing his legs over his shoulder as he fucks in, impossibly deep. Setting a hard rhythm, the omega too open and wet for it - too eager for the Alpha’s cock claiming him for there to be any resistance.

Holding his waist for leverage, to keep him in place as he fucks him, watching as his small tits move with each thrust. His chest will swell even more as the time comes, heavy with milk to feed their pup, all because of what Terry did to him.

“Fuck you were made for this.”

Thrust.

“Made to carry my pups.”

Thrust.

“To be made fat on my cock.”

The omega’s whimpers, clearly agreeing with the alpha’s crude words.

“Going to have to keep you like this. God, how you have no idea how gorgeous you look right now with my child inside you - my cock inside you ….”

Daniel pinches at his nipples, his own hand finding where he aches, his entrance stretched wide around the alpha, his body not only accepting his alpha but loving ever inch as he rubs himself to another orgasm, his body clenching even tighter, milking the alpha for all he’s worth.

“That’s it,” Terry groans, hips stuttering. “Make yourself come on my cock. Pussy gets so fucking tight for me, sweetheart …”

Fingers dip into the flesh of his hips, bruising soft skin.

Fuck, Terry wasn’t wearing a condom Daniel thinks fuzzily as he feels the seed filling him, much like to did that night, although the damage is already done. But he’s going to be walking around with damp underwear, if he can find them that is, from the alpha’s cum dripping out of him.

Pulling out, the wet slurp as the walls cling to his cock, like his body is desperate to keep the alpha inside.

“We will be returning home shortly. I do not want you around all this excitement.”

Daniel snorts.

“You think I’ll letting you out of my sight while my child is inside you?! “ He’s not going to be allowed out of Terry’s sight, even after the baby arrives.

Terry’s personal doctor has already been advised of the omega’s condition, and a team assembled to Terry’s satisfaction. Older omegas need to be monitored more closely. Terry will leave nothing to chance - not where his omega and pup are concerned.

Leaning over, Terry continues moving within the omega, pumping his hips, cock still impossibly hard. Sucking a plump nipple into his mouth just to taste, and hear the soft keen it rewards him with.

He can’t wait until they leak for him. Leak because of him, because of the child he put inside Daniel. A large hand nearly covers the expanse of the small bump, the omega so full that he’s fucking more seed out than in.

Terry pulls out when he comes this time, covering his omega’s belly with his seed this time, a few drops landing on his fucked open cunt, marking what is his.

Later on, Terry will sink his sharp teeth into the vulnerable flesh of his omega’s smooth, unmarked throat, while his cock is sunk in deep inside him, marking what is his for all to see.

[hyunsvngs]

hellooo!! hope you've been doing well <33

so, i saw you answering to an ask abt stoner!skz and when i tell you I AM ABSOLUTELY FUCKING FERAL OVER STONER!SKZ!!! especially about surfer au stoner!felix like.. something about that gets me off so hard i cant like.. imagine u and him barely smoke, preferring edibles, but jisung offers him a joint and tells him all these stories and how he felt when he had that weed, and felix being the believing friend that he is EATS it up. so that's how he ends up high off his ass and hornier than he ever remembers being. like he's grabbing at your flesh, doesn't even care where as long as it's you and your body😭🙏 and honestly, i am completely switch!lix agenda like i fully believe this man can be completely at your will and begging to get used, but can also be the hardest of doms who WILL make you beg for mercy and get off to it. but him being high like this and you're high too, neither of you cares who's the sub or dom, you just need each other. so it's messy, needy, frantic.. and lix just doesn't stop :(( he's so cute, going over and over again and whining how he's just so sorry for overstimulating you like this, but he just needs more of you. whimpering in frustration because his body just won't let him stop, and his pretty cock keeps getting hard :((

honestly could go on for HOURS abt stoner!skz (especially stoner!lix and stoner!jeongin..) so if i end up in ur asks again, ranting abt this, i'm sorry!!😭🙏

hope you have an amazing rest of the week, and stay safe♡♡

hi. this is my way of telling you i have a 1960s surfer stoner felix wip in my drafts. it’s been in there since before summer started and i just think about it every now and again.

it’s part of a ‘travel through time’ series me and billy were gonna do, starting with 1940s jeongin… and stoner surfer lixie is VERY sexy in it. it also includes y2k weed dealer fratboy hanji… SO LMAO

PLEASE LET MEK NOW IF YOU STILL WANT THIS GUYS BECAUSE I’D LOVE TO WRITE THESE FOR YOU LMAO

[darkbluekies]

Hello Helloo!~

I just woke up to see you're doing a Jerry x Idol Y/n hm?

that sounds so cute :)

and that sillimoon girl seems extremely excited, I am too <33

but how're you doing today? I'm trying to finish some classes, as I have summer school in June, I hadn't had much motivation for much, but I'm trying, and got my maths done, so I feel a bit more at ease knowing I got the hardest thing done for me at least.

any hedwig story updates? I've been wondering when we'll get another x female reader with her since I'm hers -3-

I hope you can rest better, and have some warmer days and calmer evenings, I've been since I got some work done :)

~Hedwig Anon ♡

(P.S.Jerry being soft is making me oh so giddy, she seems so happy in the teasers you keep showing us <333)

Yess, when I got the request I thought that it was a certainty that i should write a kpop related story when I actually have a Korean character! It will be very cute, I can barely recognise Jerry in it. She's more like Yubin (Jerry's old/real name for those that don't know) than Jerry. Kinda cute🤭

I'm extremely tired lmao🥲 I have no study motivation left as well. I have also started to write a new novel, and i hate writing first drafts because I feel like such a horrible writer. But I'm trying to tell myself that the first draft shouldn't be good and to just stick with it because I believe in the idea🥲🥲

I'm glad that you have gotten over the worst struggles, I'm sure that the summer school will go well:)<3 I believe in you :))

My love, the last three (or four if we count golden trial) one-shots have been hedwig😭😭let's have the other one have some sparkle and spotlight🥹 I don't have any hedeig stories planned, and therefore no female reader with hedwig either, because I need to take a little break from writing only her after writing so much about her. She will be in the part 2 to golden trial, although the reader is male in that🩷

[rise-my-angel]

I just wanted to share this with you Mimi.

I’m finishing my penultimate semester at university, and these past few months have undoubtedly been some of the hardest and longest of my life. My mom had to undergo major surgery, I had to quit my job to take care of her, and in the middle of all that—because life wasn’t challenging enough—I had to start my mandatory community service (I’m not sure if it’s something they require in your country, but it’s basically doing unpaid work at a public institution as a way to give back to the government for the benefit of public education). I was barely scraping by to cover my expenses, and even then, I signed up for a national competition for Public Accountants—LMAO, to say I was stressed would be an understatement.

Today, I can say things are starting to look a little better. My mom is recovering, I found a part-time job related to my studies, and today is the final presentation for the competition. My team and I are among the top three finalists. My presentation will take place around the same time you usually post the new chapter of HOTGW, which brings me to the point of this ask.

I want you to know that, in the midst of all these problems, I found your story, and it was a relief you can’t imagine. For a few moments, I had the chance to read and forget just how hard things were. I want you to know your story is incredible—so much so that I found myself so deeply immersed in it that I’d look up and realize I’d been reading for two straight hours, and I have no regrets about it.

I don’t know if my words will bring much comfort, but I saw how hard things were for you this past week, and I think this is my way of telling you that you’re very important to me, and I’m sure to many others on this platform as well.

Thank you so much for being so consistent and for writing so beautifully. You have no idea how much this story means to me—it was a light for me during some of my darkest moments. I’ll carry that gratitude with me always.

I'll start by saying, it's been really cool to see you start the series just a regular in my notifs as you made your way, to interacting more and more to feeling comfortable talking to me! I'm so glad that I even made you feel comfortable enough to reach out, because I know how nerve wracking it can be to reach out to writers of fics your reading.

That all being said, I won't say too much about everything, mostly because I sometimes worry I come off as awkward or uncaring when trying to talk about other people's struggles, since I try to empathize with them by relating and it just makes it sound like its about me. So, instead, I'll so glad things have begun to look up I am really so happy to hear that!

I started writing this story as a side project, thinking no one would care and I'd drop it eventually. Which...to be fair I still sort of think no one cares, I just know I have a small group of increidbly kind people who like it and I couldn't be more thankful. Most people know a this point, I've gone through a really dark place with my mental health, and because this series is something so special to me, it made me insecure and worry that everyone would leave. I still worry that, I just want people to look forward to reading something they enjoy, because I know how much reading fanfiction has gotten me through some days.

So, to be even a shred of help to get you through your day is more then I could ever ask for. I'm very insecure about this series and the way people view it, so I am thankful for those who do comment on it because it can be very hard to remember the kindness through a lot of the hate and aggression sent my way on here.

I hope it doesn't dissapoint you in the future, but if it does, I'm glad however long you stick with it, is still a time you think was worth reading it.

[thisisadonaldduckblognow]

yes a thousand percent absolutely lets go

(firstly i am sorry my post put anyone to a point of feeling the need to apologize for or feel bad for being Very Into Leo’s character. as someone who is flagrantly Very Into Raph’s character, i promise i wasn’t trying to throw a stone in this glass house. i’ve gotten burnt out on a lot of fanon leo stuff but part of why im so !!!! about it is bc i too love leo’s characterization and potential.. i swear

catch me catching my brain and tone malfunctions behind dennys later, sorry again gang)

BUT YE I’LL TALK ABOUT MOVIE RAPH STUFF TO MY BEST CAPACITY ALL DAY

overall i honestly... totally get raph being hard to get a handle on in this respect. like it’s pretty difficult to pick where to start and how to express it even just in an informal tumblr analysis post, i still haven’t managed to put together any kind of fic myself LMAO. bear with me i will do my best!

so firstly there’s just the veritable gauntlet of “stuff raph experienced/was dealing with in the span of the movie” to consider, i think. 

- his fear and anxiety over his family’s safety, for which he always always feels personally responsible. when he called the retreat during that first fight with the krang, he was absolutely terrified-- and i can only imagine how much scarier it was after leo bailed on the escape pod. like, there’s no way raph was not hauling ass after leo the second he saw that happen.

= he takes a hit for leo, as in just barely stops it and loses a chunk of shell/plastron in the process. he sacrifices himself using his pod to get leo out of there safely (and there’s so much to be said about the fact that raph’s pod seems to be the only one that didn’t auto-activate. that only he and donnie seemed to know they even existed. there’s a whole talk they must have had right there, like raph would probably have had to ask specifically for this feature.)

- the krang try to intimidate answers out of him about the key, and when that doesn’t get them those answers, prime literally jams tentacles into his brain and roots around until he can find what they’re looking for. so that’s one bullet point on the list for outright mental violation. it looks/sounds very painful, not to mention terrifying. 

^^ and honestly, this point of suffering in particular is one that i think would be hardest for raph to actually bring up/talk about with his family. because none of them were there. none of them KNOW. and how do you explain that to them? how do you try to make yourself break that out when they’re already worried about the other stuff that happened to you and to everyone else? when part of you is guilty about it despite yourself, because so much of your identity is tied into being a protector that you can’t help but feel like you should have been able to wall that info off somehow and keep your family safe?

- gets infected by the krang and put into the big gross pod to... incubate, i guess? there’s so much unanswered about the point between brain torture and getting found by his family tbh. was he conscious and aware of being left alone in there? was that why he was so out of it even before the mutation?

- and then of course there’s said painful, grotesque body horror forced krang mutation that he has to go through once he’s out of the pod! thanks i hated it! like it seriously looks so gross and painful.

- ah yes and the mind control... being used as a tool and a puppet and specifically set out to hurt or even kill the family he loves and wants to protect. 

- the standard “we had our cool epic boss fight against the evil alien but he kicked our asses with one flick and then punched mikey and donnie all the way to staten island” physical roughage, too. leo portaled him after mikey and donnie so he could catch them. donnie took the brunt of the krang punch, and raph took the brunt of the hard landing (he is holding his side like he might have some rib issues, they all look rough af down there phew)

- leo’s sacrifice is leo’s sacrifice and definitely a leo development moment as an action itself, i’m never gonna say 'yep here’s how leo getting brutalized in prison dimension is all about raph’. i’m talking about the like, aftermath and pre-rescue emotional toll that that has etc etc etc. ftr.

point one there is obviously just the grief. like, raph is literally incapable of standing when it hits. he’s on all fours, he can’t open his eyes. i made a post comparing the caps of raph’s face getting stabbed and raph’s face when it was sinking in that leo was (apparently) Gone gone bc the expressions are nearly identical. like just. absolute agony. 

- and on top of that, i sincerely think that leo’s “you’re one to talk, hero moves are totally your thing” apparent last words are gonna stick with raph for a very long time. even after they save leo. the look on his face after leo says that... man. i think there’s a very real moment of raph going what have i done, what did i teach him? about the entire situation.

the way this is already tl;dr oh well SO IG SOME OF MY GENERAL TAKEAWAYS AND THINGS I THINK ABOUT WHEN IT COMES TO POST-MOVIE RAPH:

first and foremost. rip raph sufferer of some of the most intense eldest child syndrome i’ve ever seen. he feels bad that he got used to get his family’s location. he feels bad that he got used to harm and nearly kill his family. he probably feels bad that leo feels bad that his shell is damaged, smh. it’s guilt all the way down. the kind where he knows logically his family does not want or need apologies, that getting controlled was literally not his fault, but he feels bad anyway.

and like i said i get how it’s hard to get a handle on him for stuff, because raph is also... not super good at the emotional vulnerability sharing? it’s so wild because he’s very openly emotional and easy to read! he’ll cry during a sad movie scene and yell at a frustrating video game no problem, he’s very straightforward! but when it comes to sincere vulnerability and actually seeking comfort/closure about it, he has a big struggle vibe. good luck to the entire family bc every single brother is gonna be in a “oh but everyone else already has so much to deal with i don’t wanna pile more on with my problems” zone, i think. 

also just like. raph is a protector. that’s one of the core pillars of his sense of identity and worth. he takes care of his brothers. he keeps his family safe. and so so so much of what he went through or experienced in the movie went directly against that. raph, the big brother, the beating heart of the team, the one who takes hits, the overprotective mother hen, gets used to track down his family, and then gets used to hurt them. very nearly gets used to kill leo outright. isn’t there to take the hit for leo again at the end of the movie, is helpless as his little brother seemingly sacrifices his life to save them and the world. how does he come to terms with that? how does he feel like he still deserves the trust and faith that his family puts in him to keep being a rock? (they’re not scared of him, but he’s scared of him.)

and for real seriously how does he ever ever get around to dealing with that brain probe and the mutation specifically. his mind and his bodily autonomy got so deeply violated in the process of this movie. it’s scary! and painful! what kind of scenario would a writer even have to rig up to back him into enough of a corner to share those feelings with his family (who would absolutely want to comfort and support him)! it’s nightmarish stuff that’s gonna linger with him for the rest of his life. 

and in fact on the mutuation/mind control. i think the fact that leo was able to get through to raph just with words, that that was how he managed to break through the control, maybe means that raph was aware of what he was being made to do all along and just. unable to pull enough strength together to stop it before that point. woof.

idk idk if any of this makes real sense or helps for getting a handle on raph’s character at all tbh, it’s just a lot of me nonsensically putting him in a jar with a leaf and a stick for scientific observation ig. if ppl wanna hit me w questions or discussions about my personal opinions on my favorite boi feel free tbh

maybe the real raph character analysis was the hug and nightmare-free nap he probably desperately needs all along....... ah its too late hes dissociating on the couch. relatable.

[gunsatthaphan]

Hey!

This doesn't have anything to do with BLs, but I am new to the blog and just found out that you speak several languages! I was wondering if you could tell me which ones you speak and how you learned them? If you've already made a post about this I'm so sorry. I couldn't find anything when I went through your tags.

Anyway, I'm trying to learn Thai, and have no idea where to start. If you have any advice, I desperately need it.

Thank you!

hi there!

well. that depends on how you define speak lmao. I know a few but the issue is that I barely get any practice in my day to day life so it's hard to maintain them lol. besides my first language + english I know french, mandarin and thai. french I learned in school for 8 years or so and I actually enjoyed it a lot but it's gotten very rusty since graduating lol. which is sad because I really wanna take it up again. But since I started learning it at a young age, I can still understand a lot of it though.

mandarin I learned in university for 2 years and I absolutely loved it, we had the best teacher and it was like my favorite class ever lol. I was planning on taking an advanced class after graduating but I just didn't have the time. Which is also a bummer. For learning materials we had books and exercise sheets.

thai I started learning by myself about 3 years ago and then ended up taking online classes and eventually present classes when I went to thailand last year. I had the best time there, the teachers were amazing and the classes were so much fun. The school provided us with learning material in the form of books on grammar, writing & speaking.

I would say the most essential thing for learning languages is a) your determination and b) the teacher/s because those 2 things determine how fast you learn, at least in my experience. I was lucky to have very skilled teachers for all languages I learned which helped a lot. you have to have motivation too though. Especially some of the asian languages can be challenging, depending on your mother tongue and other languages you know. But you really have to want it in order to learn. Otherwise it can be difficult lol.

Another tip is to surround yourself with the language as much as possible in your daily life. No matter if it's series, movies, songs, tweets or whatever but the more you submerge yourself in it, the easier the learning process will be. But again, I'm only speaking from my experience.

I wish you good luck with learning thai, try to speak as much as possible because that's the hardest part lmao. And don't let the alphabet scare you lol. susu! ✊🏻

xxx

[prskaus]

pjsk au possessor edition🪸

ok so basically all of the pjsk characters are trapped in a room and one of them is a clone who possesses others and acts like them to try and kill them off. so yeah. the rules are 1) you have 20 minutes to figure out who is possessed 2) if the possessed one is not found, the exorcist is burned but the possessed remains possessed 3) if you are possessed and are caught, you will be burned as an exorcism. 4) if the exorcist guesses wrong, they will be killed and a new one will take their place. the exorcist is mizuki at the moment. the first person to get possessed is mafuyu, kanade notices that she's avoiding questions kanade is asking, mafuyu is caught and is burned to exorcise her. after that, saki is possessed and is found out by pure guessing from mizuki's end, as a verdict wasn't reached in the 20 minutes. tsukasa was devastated (remember for later). the third person is toya, found out by everyone cause honestky he was doing a terrible job of pretending lmao. the fourth is kanade because she was walking around faster and being more active as opposed to her her just either standing in place or slowly walking around. fifth was shiho, she was caught due to her being much more mean to everyone around her. sixth was [REDACTED], however mizuki did not exorcise [REDACTED], but emu instead. emu was a decoy, pretending to be possessed. the new exorcist is ena. they must figure out who the seventh was. rui was talking to nene to ask her some questions to make sure she wasn't possessed. she avoided them. nene was burned and someone else was possessed. eighth was an, as she didn't move at all, contrast to her and akito usually just dancing in the center of the room or having a group panic attack depends on teh vibes :). ninth, was kohane. she wasn't panicking like she had been this whole time. tenth was rui, he was just kinda staring at all wall for no fuckinh reason. tsukasa is devastated (part 10067). eleventh, HONAMI STARTS FUCKING HUNTING PEOPLE DOWN WHAT THE HELL????? EVERYONE FREAKS OUT AND 2 PEOPLE DIE, shizuku and minori (rip shizumino nation). honami was burned. twelfth was airi, ena knew somethung was off, but she ignored it. maybe she was just saddened by her firends death. ena was forced to watch her friend burn at her hands. thriteenth, ena doesn't burn someone in time and is killed. tsukasa is the new exorcist. they end up picking haruka as the possessed which was true. now theres only 3 people left, ichika, akito, and tsukasa. one of them is plotting to kill, but who??? tsukasa is hinestly trying not to start sobbing, he just saw all of his friends die. he tries his hardest to hold it together, which he barely maanged to do. he notices ichika is being suspicious, shes staring at the picture frames, usually, she was starting converstaions wiyh people to try and calm them down. ichika was the possessed. akito and tsukasa are let out of the room and they become therapy buddies the end.

i wrote all pf this in one hour after getting 3 shots its 11pm, i have to get ul at 7 tmrw and yeah :) this is inspired by the possessor on roblox if you couldn't tell btw

[unohanabbygirl]

ok but in the name of having something NOT angsty happen to luke on this blog-- FMN!au where luke wasn't separated from everyone

what would've been the chances of lucemond happening if luke started off w/ harwin and the rest of his brothers by the time they met rhaenyra and the rest of fam? Like the cinema incident still happens but bby luke doesn't understand why his brother is so mad at this random blond kid? And said kid who just got his ass kicked starts apologizing to him while bleeding profusely?? 😭😭

I think there'd at least be some forgiveness since luke would've grown up around the greens by the time he remembers, but anything romance wise would require YEARS of teen aemond trying his best to court luke. Everyone from their middle school through high school years says it looked like something straight out of those cheesy netflix rom-coms

Lmao, we need so much more fluff here 😭

Things start off SO angsty because little Luke is smothered in Rhaenyra’s embrace and she’s teary eyed and snotty while Aemond who’s all bloody with a broken nose is trying his hardest to get up and run to him. Begging for forgiveness in a heap of tears. He doesn’t care that Jace may kill him if he touches his brother, being able to just hold Luke’s little hand while he apologizes is enough.

Everything is so intense and emotional. Strangers are staring and trying to call security cause why tf are these children beating each other?! So Daemon goes into protective mode trying to hide this very private family moment from outsiders.

Luke remembers Nyra just fine, but this boy who Jace seems to hate only draws a blank. He had dreams, dreams of yelling and heavy rain, but he can’t point his finger on who this blonde kid is. All the while his brother is still feral over protecting him.

In the beginning Aemond keeps trying to initiate contact with Luke who’s been quiet for the most part, just observing how the adults are acting. Trying to figure out what his dreams mean and all. But Jace wont have any of it, Luke practically lives glued to his hip.

At some point Harwin seeing Aemond as the regretful kind kid he is instantly unleashes his inner papa near and convinces Jace to give him a chance. This means that Luke will be allowed to speak with Aemond as he pleases.

When lil Aemond overhears this he immediately runs to Alicent begging her to take him to the store so he can buy Lucy apology gifts compiled of his fav snacks and toys. The kid is already more thoughtful than 70% of grown men out there.

This goes on for years and only grows more serious as they age. Luke remembers most of everything but there are still spotty parts. However he’s known Aemond for so long that he can see the change and forgives.

Que Aemond literally begging Rhaenyra to let him be Luke’s date for his eighth grade dance even though he graduated to the ninth a year prior.

All the girls are fawning because Aemond is literally prince charming and he makes their own dates look like they didn’t even put in effort. Poor dudes are 13 trying to figure out how to rent a Maybach for their next school dance because a barely 15yr old Aemond somehow got his hands on one.

These two probs get married as soon as Luke graduates highschool 😭

[orcelito]

Ok on why ITNL 15 was so technically difficult.

Under a cut for ppl who haven't read it & wanna keep it a surprise

So writing traditional action ends up feeling like choreography. I plan out the steps following the motion that feels the most natural. It can be tricky sometimes, but mostly in figuring out how to describe an action I see in my mind. Overall, I end up writing traditional action really quickly actually bc it's Fun and Exciting and it Flows

What went down in ITNL 15 was not traditional action. Really, it was an unconventional torture scene.

So the trickiness came from multiple things. First & honestly one of the hardest things was getting into the head of a madman. Someone who will gleefully kill a lot of people just to hurt someone psychologically. Someone spiteful, sadistic, and just having so much fun with it (but also not Actually having that much fun, bc he was also just Really Angry)

First time writing him, too. So I had to find a new character's voice On Top of exploring the whims he would follow when literally torturing someone.

And then we get to the actual actions of it. There was no choreography because there was no dance to it. No flow of motion. There was a Burst at the start of the interaction, but then it all just Stops. Vash is forced to take it at Legato's pace as he toys with him.

That was a huge part of how tricky it was. Following the thread of where Legato was taking it & being unable to push things along with Vash. Vash was just along for the ride, existing just to be toyed with. Falling right into Legato's expectations with his reactions...

Except for two parts. And these were some of the trickiest.

When he managed to break out of the control Just A Little Bit. And then when he's on his knees, emotionally stripped bare, and decides to go for the one jab that he knows will Hurt Him just as a stubborn "fuck you", since he didn't have any other way to take autonomy in that scene.

He pays for it. The paragraph where Legato broke Vash's nose was the one that took me 50 fucking minutes to write. Which, on that note, I can show a screenshot of my working through it!

Final paragraph: Legato's face twisted in instant fury. His hand tightened harshly in Vash's hair, using it as a grip to bash his nose into his knee with a sickening crunch.

And the progress pic ^ lmao. Something I do while trying to puzzle out wording is push the old version down & start working on a new version, but not deleting the old yet in case I wanna switch back or otherwise re-use any of the wording.

There ended up being about 15 of these discarded lines. 111 words of discarded text. Until I finally settled on the version in the thing.

Another thing I focus on a lot while writing is the motion of the words, and that was so much of the struggle here. Such a simple moment, you would think. He's just breaking his nose. But describing it in a way that is Concise while also communicating the gravity of it AND the motion of the words themselves. It's a lot to consider. And it's such a miserable moment for Vash, it was so hard to get it to a point I was satisfied with.

I'm pretty proud of how the scene turned out, in the end. Maybe not 100% perfect. There are definitely a few points that feel held together with duct tape and tooth picks. Then other parts where I'm just like "holy fucking shit, I wrote this???" An interesting combination, but I feel like that's writing in general.

And! It seems like my work paid off! People seem to have enjoyed the chapter, which makes all the work feel a lot more worth it. It's a nice feeling to know all that time is appreciated.

Yeah . A Lot went into this scene. Definitely out of the bounds of anything else ive written before. But I think I can confidently call this a success 😌

[landslided]

i really haven't interacted w/ cobra kai fandom since i started watching the show like. twelve seconds ago (a few months ago) but its insane that sam gets that much hate that genuinely surprises me so much especially when i think sam && tory are the heir apparent for the future cobra kai -- i.e., the story that starts with the down on her luck sam in the johnny role meeting the successful tory and then navigating their lifelong (gay) rivalry and impact on each other and confronting their shared history the cycles of trauma blah blah etc etc etc. its like the whole skyler white thing just ASTOUNDING how much people just hate women. but also in cobra kai there is a larger problem with "morality" being equated with "badass" instead of johnny like unpacking anything/cobra kai philosophy leading him to where he is in life (not daniel like he blames in season 1) and unlearning/learning things. anyway much frustrations with the show. sorry to hear a lot of the fans also suck

god anon… you might have only been watching the show for a few months but you get it better than the writers themselves.

there is VERY much a problem with cobra kai’s concept of morality, mostly because the show’s perspective and its themes have shifted with the new platform because there is a very clear meaning and message in season 1 (and season 2) for johnny of "you cannot fix any of your problems if you refuse to recognize your part in them and work on them." case in point: miguel hurts sam then hurts robby and finds himself in the same circle of violence johnny was in the karate kid. johnny is at his peak in season 1 and 2 and they lose a lot of what makes him so compelling in later seasons because they just… start making a show about who can hit the hardest. this show is kind of a mindfuck in a lot of ways because there are great things with it but it is also the most frustrating thing on earth and i wish i could pry out the characters with my bare hands.

sexism in shows, especially in shows that cis men consider for them, is so prevalent and stains the art it touches. i haven’t seen breaking bad (it’s on my endless watchlist) but i know that apparently skyler’s crime for the fandom is… being a woman? truly just a wonderful way of watching shows lmao

also god… that samtory plot you just wrote down. yes, yes very much yes. i don’t think the show would ever ever understand that this is where it could be headed because it has lost its sense of awareness but you’re very right, they are the heirs of cobra kai and of johnny and daniel in many ways.

[sparethcsympathy]

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General:

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How long will they last? - as i always say, for our ships forever

How quickly did/will they fall in love? - honestly. i know this version of (your)negan x (my)maggie is different from (my)negan x (your)maggie, which i think it's great cause it's like different versions of how they fell in love. or the relationship started & such. def didn't fall in love right away. the issues between them are a huge part of why, but I think the hate/the tension that clouds around them is too heavy for them to ignore. all that hate maggie has for negan. enemies to lovers on the real deal. cause while she spends a lot of time hating him, trying to kill him- we know that just ends in hate sex, fucking the hate out as the kids say. LMAO. but also what's our biggest enemy? the heart. because the way it would piss maggie off with the way her heart would ache for him. omfg. when she finally understands her feelings for HIM. that she loves this killer ? -- she's gonna avoid him like the plague LMAO.

How was their first kiss? - hot and heavy, teeth and all when. like no room to breath.

Wedding:

Who proposed? - negan def, cause i feel like he's one to say fuck it ! like yolo up in here and is always more daring.

Who is the best man/men? - gabe maybe cause lbr lmao.. carol ? AHHA !

Who is the braid’s maid(s)? - rosita !!!! our boo thang !

Who did the most planning? - maggie, does she get negan involved though ? yes, cause she wants it to be something they BOTH want. not just hers. also it's all new to her, so it's nice to have help.

Who stressed the most? - maggie i think cause from planning, and also negan being a pain in her ass. like MEN. I SWEAR. but also when isn't planning a wedding stressful ?

How fancy was the ceremony? - Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big.

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding? - i have no idea !

Sex:

Who is on top? - no doubt negan is top. but lbr if anyone could handle negan in bed, it's maggie. she's just as feisty and daring. I think I imagine these two fighting over dominance.

Who is the one to instigate things? - negan def would be, especially in the beginning ? maggie would try her hardest to ignore him. but that don't work out. But the time she's like, imma give him a taste of his own medicine and instigates it when he's doing something important ? Yes.

How healthy is their sex life? - Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

How kinky are they? - Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head

How long do they normally last? - a good ass while. all that sex drive !

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - of course they would. negan always wants a reason to be cocky. and maggie? i think maggie would want to remind him just on what she can do, and how she does it. and thrives to make him come apart like he makes her come apart.

How rough are they in bed? - Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. Also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it.

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do? - No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory.

Children:

How many children will they have naturally? - 1 ( jack ) / and if we do the same in our ( my negan x your maggie verses ) where tilly is also maggie's --- then also 2 ( tilly and jack )

How many children will they adopt? - well, they kinda adopt each other kids in a way. LMAO ! you know. like maggie with tilly, negan with hershel. also if we wanna add ginny. that also.

Who gets stuck with the most diapers? - maggie. but does she force negan to help ? fucking yes she does.

Who is the stricter parent? - maggie gotta be seeing that negan will be a kid along with their kids

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? - maggie omfg. she's gonna go nuts with ALL of them. i imagine her being around when tilly is small and she's like TILLY NO ! and then with jack ( hershel ) lmao maggie gonna have a heart attack.

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? - maggie does. she packs one for negan also if he doesn't cook for them.

Who is the more loved parent? - both of them. they are both amazing in their own ways.

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings?- maggie. she had negan come with her once, never again.

Who cried the most at graduation? - maggie like a big baby. but lbr negan did too.

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? - negan cause if maggie knew she'd murder him for it. LMAO.

Cooking:

Who does the most cooking? - i think they take turns tbh. like some days negan does it, some days maggie does. though she prefers the days negan does.

Who is the most picky in their food choice? - neither one of them.

Who does the grocery shopping? - maggie. she's controlling. lmao.

How often do they bake desserts? - not as often but when maggie is in the mood.

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? - maggie loves both meat and salad. negan is more towards eating meat. but he respects the salad from time to time.

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? - negan probably would. he can be loving, he can be romantic. and this would be one of those times where he would be.

Who is more likely to suggest going out? - negan or maggie.

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidently while cooking? - distracted during sexy time ? yup.

Chores:

Who cleans the room? - maggie, but damn straight she puts negan to work.

Who is really against chores? - negan cause lbr who isn't ?

Who cleans up after the pets? - negan also, cause maggie says she does more of the house cleaning ( unless it comes to cleaning farm animals- she'll do it )

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? - negan :|

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over? - neither one of them do. they have a handle over it.

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? - Maggie and she definitely puts it in her back pocket.

Misc:

Who takes the longer showers/baths? - maggie loves her baths, negan seems more into shower time- but loves taking baths with maggie. so if they are doing it together- they take a long ass time in the shower/bath -- but separate. i think maggie would take the longest.

Who takes the dog out for a walk? - negan would.

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - often ! maggie wants all the kids to enjoy the holidays and bring traditions to their house on things she used to do when she was little.

What are their goals for the relationship? - stick together like glue, don't go to bed angry unless hate sex is involved.

Who is most likely to sleep till noon? - neither of them.

Who plays the most pranks? - none. maggie isn't into that. and she'll murder negan LMAO.

[mz-elysium]

vtm: wormwood ; clan bingos of povs

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Monroe

Ashley

Hawthorne

Charlie

Jack

Lex

Masika (new!)

rest of the bingos and commentary under cut bc uh this got kinda long lmao

Monroe

ofc Monroe got a bingo. God Complex might be strong, but definitely Saviour Complex. Does wayy too much shit. Also, had a weird bit where he genuinely had quite a bit of respect for LaCroix as an enemy...before he was killed. Shame. Also, had a lot in common, as disgraced childer of unsuccessful military backgrounds.

Hard no’s: *claps hands*, Loyalty > Approval (Monroe not-so-secretly craves being admired), Owns a Crown (but he DOES own a sword...), Undisputed (uh yeh, very in dispute)

Ashley

b-b-bingo. Maybe a bonus bingo, since he does eat food in text sometimes, but I never gave their char sheets merits. 

Hard Yes: Red Lipstick (any colour, dark or sparkly preferred), Never Makes Art (comically useless at it), Siren, Narcissm, Would Sparkle, Anne Rice (literally Spike and Lestat)

Hard No: Humanity 8 (cackles in Humanity 4, which is him on an upswing), Rotten at the Core (...maybe, but he does have some redeeming factors)

Hawthorne

Unsurprised that she got no bingo, and was denied by Leather Jacket! ahh loser. Atypical Brujahs don’t get bingos. Urban Ventrue ghouls don’t make good Brujahs, who figured.

Hard No: Leather Jacket, Motorcycle, Good Music Ended in the 90s (um, actually the 80s, but she would listen to almost anything), Respects Smiling Jack, Brawl 5 (not anymore), Bros Before Sects/Obvious Anarch (fuck the Anarchs)

Charlie

Bingo, and not even a free-space one. Probably the hardest one to fill out, though. Charlie’s Cobweb radar is decent and she can sorta make sense of it sometimes or use it to harvest info, but never that useful.

Also, her Great Ideas are mostly unrelated to her Malkavianisms and mostly due to just being a wiseass and smart guy.

Hard Yes: Paranioa, PREMONITION, “Did anyone else hear that?”, Don’t “ugh, a Malkavian” me!

Secretly, she likes that Bedlam calls her a fish. She knows its true. She just grew legs one night and crawled out onto the shores, but she has a natural habitat somewhere that she can’t go back to. Not that anyone wants to hear stuff like that.

Jack

Jack’s earliest drafts were Brujah and that might still show a bit. He’s not as rough and tumble wilderness dude. More City Gangrel. He has the leather jacket and wants a motorcycle.

But he is a dirt boy animist and part-time rock sorcerer in love with his shapechanges, so maybe he’s Gangrel enough.

Hard No: No Driving License, Becketts (Jack never knew Beckett enough, but he would probably be put off by his obnoxious snide British-isms), Smells Funny (he bathes!), Survival 5

Hard Yes: DONT pet me (sore spot, as a Gangrel), Wants a House in the Woods (kinda has that...), Hell yeah NATURE

Lex

Ahhh, a better Brujah gets better shapes and multi-bingos AND doesn’t need the free-space. Such a Brujah. Very Brujah. Too poor for a new leather jacket and probably burned their old one 8yrs ago.

Hell No: Surprisingly High Humanity (middling, at best), Quotes Philosopher (you kidding me, they can barely quote themself), Motorcycle (lives in SOMA)

Hell Yes: Everything is Political (risks them friendships), Fuck off (just...everyone), Band T-shirt, Good Music Ended in the 90s, Starts Combat, Obvious Anarch (see above)

Masika

New POV. A very Tremerey Tremere, apparently. Very excite about her.

Hell Yes: Smartass (more of a deadpan), Getting Lost (new girl!), Secret Reads (probably, but more of a Discworld and Dark Tower girlie), Absolutely Terrified of Fireball (zero combat exp), SUSPICIOUS (fellow Tremere are always up to something, but not her!), Misses the Pyramid (Tremere loyalist)

Hell No: Oops, Forgot to Ward (never forgets, never oops), Secretly Wants a Gargoyle (a WARCRIME? a breaking of the sacred montmartre pact??? never!), Guilty of Most Things (has never done anything wrong in her entire life)