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ashleyeveerson · 11 months ago

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The doctor found PEACE.

#i am never gonna shut up about this #doctor who #donna noble #i have been sobbing for the last hour #doctor who spoilers #in river song’s voice

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otgo-brooklyn · 7 months ago

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Jin Ling when it's his Xiao-ShuShu who wakes him up instead of his beloved JiuJiu

#Jin Ling #Jin Guangyao #Jiang Cheng #mdzs #jin ling and his jiujiu #JL sobbing the minute he wakes up from his tear induced coma for his JiuJiu #JGY: A-Ling please- it has been 10 hours since you last saw your JiuJiu-- and you were asleep for 8 of them #JL having absolutely NONE of JGY's bullshit #JL wants JiuJiu ONLY #Little JL was the biggest terror in Lanling because he only wanted JC and was either catatonic or completely inconsolable w/o his JiuJiu #JC: ♫A single mom who works two jobs- Who loves her kids and never stops♫#JL is JC's BABY #i will die on this hill #i take no criticism #lanling jin #yunmeng jiang #mdzs fanart #digital art

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yellowsubiesdance · 7 months ago

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hey, remember when we first started playing tears of the kingdom last year and were like “oh cool new dragon!” and then went through 100+ hours just to be traumatized and heartbroken and fucked up

#do yall remember that #was that fucked up or what #tears of the kingdom #totk #legend of zelda #when i finally got that last dragon’s tear i spent the whole night in shambles #i sobbed for hours. days.#and i can still remember some parts of the dream i had #and then remember when i called that ending??#dude that game is so sad #i have to go back to getting the remaining bubbelfrogs (?)#literally can’t remember the spelling anymore #that’s how long it’s been #i miss last summer so much #this summer is so close i can taste it #i will definitely get back to logging in some hours in that game #i miss it greatly

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sashthesloth · 3 days ago

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Having the lost elf theme playing at the end there was absolutely criminal behaviour.

#dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #dragon age veilguard #veilguard spoilers #datv spoilers #i was waiting for it to come up tbh #and when it did i was gonna bite something #my head hurts ive been crying on and off for like 4 hours #the last time i cried this hard during a game was the end of Mass Effect 3 #my roommate can attest to me sobbing at 2am on my bed with the game on #this time its me at 12-3am sobbing on my bed while my dog and cat just sleep #could i have played this in the morning? yeah definitely #but risk someone walking in on me sobbing??? no thank you #im going to replay the final quest again tomorrow maybe . ill be ready this time #but also looking at a sketch i had : how am i supposed to finish this now #sits down head in hands how could this happen to me

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philzokman · 3 months ago

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asagiri kafka save me from going to work asagiri kafka if u hear this save me from going to work🙏🙏🙏😞😞😞🦅

#AHHALDJSJSJ #my hours got cut lowkey thankfully so i’m only doing a 6 hour shift today but I CANT BE ARSEDDDDD #DHAKMDBWHS #tmi too probably but i got the coil in like last week tuesday and these past shifts have been so painful #but i only have like a week or two left then i leave for uni YAYYYYYY #crying sobbing breaking down #😞😞😞#lea.txt

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isdalinarhot · 6 months ago

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just saying for the sake of transparency that im at like. suicide risk level one billion due to the fact that my parents have made it so i cannot use their money to buy alcohol anymore and i am unemployed and have only 85 cents accessible to me so like. after the One Singular Bottle I Have Right Now runs out i dont have any way of getting more. i am not fucking ready to get sober and the thought of having to quit entirely is not something i can fathom being alive for, im serious.

i dunno. i want to have my voice drop. i want to read kowt. i want to bury my parents so i dont get deadnamed during my funeral. but the amount of days that is, days filled with so many unfathomable moments of agony, days where i will suffer and suffer and suffer and suffer, doesn't feel worth it to me.

#luke.txt #suicide mention #i dunno. im sorry. im so sorry.#this isnt a suicide note to be clear. just like. if i suddenly stop posting. yeah.#the worst part is i cant even drink about it because if i drink about it i wont have anymore and i need to save it i need to be able to kno #that its there if i need it #this isnt even cosmere im sorry im so sorry #this is going to sound like a shitpost im sorry i swear its not but please please please dont let sadeas/dalinar die with me #im half the fucking ao3 tag i dont want it to never update again if i kill myself #ive been gross ugly sobbing for the last 2 hours i dont know how i still have tears in me #i dont know what to do. im sorry. im so sorry

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magentagalaxies · 6 months ago

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vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester #and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself #(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months)#they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible)#vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished #but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview!#not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together #and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends #at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else #like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B #like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections #but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown #the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was #working on a project i loved!!!#due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai #so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass''#but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate)#it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously #i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter #i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender #and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like #''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do''#and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth #but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me #this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary?????????#like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent #in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!!#i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester #that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through #so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire

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dreamingoftinystars · 6 months ago

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It’s currently 3:20 am and my final is due in about 8.5 hours and I’m not even halfway done with it

#i really only have 7 hours though cause I have a shift that starts at 11 #sobbing #someone wish me luck please #I’ve been having such an awful time the last 24 hours but also just generally in life for the last two weeks #gonna pull my first full all nighter in college💪💪💪#I’ve done like 2 hours of sleep but not a full all nighter so let’s get it

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kanonavi · 7 months ago

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I am once again tagged by @radellama, thanks a bunch!

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Last Song: Song of the Ancients / Fate, by Keiichi Okabe

Currently Watching: Still Trigun (1998), I am unfortunately too busy to watch much else (Though I do sometimes think about how much I want to rewatch TGCF season 2....)

Three Ships: Xiao/Venti, Feng Xin/Mu Qing, Minamoto Kou/Mitsuba Sousuke

Favorite Color: Still cobalt!

Currently Consuming: Nothing at the moment, last thing was some chai tea. Now I'm thinking about grilled cheese again tho...

First Ship: Leo/Takumi from Fire Emblem: Fates

Relationship Status: Unfortunately, no

Last Movie: I genuinely don't remember... It was either Spirited Away or a combined Megamind/How to Train Your Dragon movie night

Currently Working On: A lot of my current angst is actually over the fact that I'm too deep in the schoolwork trenches to actually work on any of my own personal creative projects. But, my other project besides the Genshin Poetry Gala fic that I've been working on for months now is a TGCF essay about how the main couple are representative of the story's main themes. They make my brain explode <3

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Tagging: @hollyisanonymous, @rubberbandballqueen, @tempests-bards-and-birds, @sl33pyr3v3ri3, @stardustdiiving, @h4msanta

#tag game #I think I'm gonna just let tag game be its own tag now lol #I haven't actually been listening to much music for the past two days #I've been on more of a talking audio kick if anything at all #As for the ships aside from the obvious I ended up putting feng//qing because I cannot see myself writing hua//lian fic #Cuz the books have everything I need from them lmao #But for those two bozos? There's a reason why my roommate and I have spent hours talking about all the stupid gay shenanigans they could ha #And kou//tsuba is just because I caught up on js//hk recently and they are still destroying my heart (sob)#I can't wait until school is done so I can get back to being creative #That's what will fix me I'm not even joking lmaooo #Thanks for the tag these are always fun!! (even though it was a little similar to the last one with some of the prompts lolol)

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canibalistic-brownie · 3 months ago

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