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cafffeineconnoisseur · 25 days ago

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How tf do y'all survive college. I wanna cry and go back home

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gophergal · 2 years ago

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Life on the farm

#gopher art #mortal kombat #subscorp #mk subzero #mk scorpion #kuai liang #hanzo hasashi #mortal kombat legends #been holding onto this one for a bit! finished it more than a month ago lol #i was originally going to save it for subscorp week but then i was like. nah. that wouldnt be entirely fair lol #and besides. ive been wanting to share it for long enough and my resolve has kinda worn down #anyway - snowblind but AU'd! heres my concept of this (which i may use later on for something idk): king kano got his shit wrecked #like way before the events of the movie. by the revenants in fact. i want him torn to shreds. you still have random roving assholes #making trouble across the wastes. but its much less dire. kuai still retires to his farm. kenshi still falls for shang tsung's bullshit #and kuai mentors him. hanzo becomes warlord of netherrealm. BUT. he and kuai keep in contact. its long distance and they make it work #sometimes scorpion vacays to Kuai's farm. as a treat. thats what this drawing is #i cant deny that i literally just want them to be happy ok. thats literally all i want for these gay old ninjas #bonus commentary: at the time of drawing this i was still figuring out how i wanted to draw hanzo. he's so fucking hard to draw #when i draw him without his mask or beard he looks so fucking off. but if i draw him with the beard it feels weird too.#babygirl why are you so hard to draw?? dont you want me to draw you?????

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chrollohearttags · 5 days ago

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woke up with the intention to be productive and have a good week. unfortunately I just have the saddies now and I lack motivation to do anything

#cherry chats 🍒#ranting in the tags #please feel free to ignore but I just need to vent #I’m so burnt out w school and work it’s not even funny #I have the rest of the week off after tmrw #but I still have assignments and now this instructor is telling me I’ve been formatting my papers wrong???? so I got a B on it #and im just not in the mood for the bullshit bc the last time a professor did this #we found out he was using AI to grade our papers and our entire class almost got kicked iut for plagiarism #and then I’ve been waiting to have surgery on my knee for almost a yr now and I’ve been bounced from doctor to doctor #I literally went to an appt Thursday to sit in an office an hr away when I told them I didn’t want to drive that far in the first place #only for this dumbass to tell me he needs more testing and imaging #even though when he left the old practice I was seeing him at he was ready to schedule for operation #BUT NOW HE WANTS TO TELL ME THIS AND I WONT BE SEEING HIM FOR ANOTHER MONTH??#I said fuck it and got a new dr at the same place I started seeing him #I’m just so tired of waiting and being in pain #I want my life back fr #I want to go to the gym and shopping by myself again #I also miss running my business but I hated my products #but I’m scared to bring it back bc idk where to start #sigh anyways #i’m sorry #hope y’all have a good day today 🫶🏾

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snixx · 3 months ago

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forced myself to wake up and leave my warm cozy blanky at 3:30 am in the winter to speedrun my syllabus because they gave us 12 hours to prep for our endsem are yall proud of me

#not to mention ive baaaaarely gotten sleep the past few nights because its been back 2 back exams every day #forget afternoon naps i havent even been getting more than 4 hours at NIGHT #and i am a bitch that values sleep above all else #and i got no time to prep the syllabus beforehand because of all our never ending fucking assignments #including yk. the full fledged GAME they made us code from scratch in 3 weeks without teaching us anyyy of the required tools or languages #literally speedran an entire math course with everything from number theory and graph theory to fucking induction and combinatorics #in like. 4 hours and gave my endsem NOT EVEN 12 HOURS BACK AND IT WAS 50% OF OUR FUCKING GRADE #and now i have to do it againnn for the third exam in a row at 9:30 in the fucking morning #which btw i realized LAST NIGHT. because our datesheet said the exam was at 2:30 but theyre doing it in batches #so i dont even have the morning to revise and need to pull this shit #AND THEN EVEN FOR THE COURSES WHERE I SOMEHOW COVER THE ENTIRE SYLLABUS THOROUGHLY THEY WILL GIVE THE MOST OUT OF POCKET BULLSHIT #THAT YOUVE NEVER HEARD OF IN YOUR LIFE #and after THIS exam i have to speedrun linear algebra and teach it to a bunch of kids by tomorrow morning #granted that one is on me because i couldve said no but ugh #college hateposting #in other news my ex crush wore a suit yesterday and she looked so hot she almost made me relapse into lesbianism #but i digresssssss #x am rambles #man ive missed ranting about shit on tumblr i should come back here more often

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monty-glasses-roxy · 2 months ago

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Hi.

If you're wondering where I've been, I've been in withdrawal hell for the last week or so thanks to being given the runaround at every posible point since November.

I'm about to make this their problem. I'm going to pester the fucking shit out of them until they do the job they should have done (literally send ONE email) in November.

This may take all day so any good vibes in the inbox would be greatly appreciated. Wish me luck lads

#they've literally robbed me of the holidays this year and it's no exaggeration so like hell am I gonna let this continue #do I sound deranged? I dunno. what I DO know is I've literally been awake maybe less than five hours in an entire fucking week for this #not to mention all the OTHER shit that's been going on that I've been able to do piss all about because of this #so yeah I'm at the end of my tether with prescription bullshit that I have had to deal with every fucking month for a year and a half #what happens happens. gonna phone the shit out of these assholes until shit gets done cause like hell are they gonna do it without me #pop rox talks #I'm still unmedicated if you couldn't tell and I'm not doing great if you also couldn't tell that and I'm mad about it as I deserve to be

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shrikeseams · 11 months ago

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#my brain is full of the fire-alarm-in-next-room of anxiety #Two (extended) family members are probably actively dying #I need to clean house before one of those members comes (back) here to (probably) continue treatment #I need to entirely refigure my like. Life work plans. But feel like I can't while we're coping with family health crisis #And I have been on my period for going on four weeks now #So I also need to snag a same-day apt with my pcp about that #And while it is PROBABLY stress or thyroid or pcos bullshit #The anxiety brain fire alarm is convinced it's cervical cancer #Because what we need right now is a third active cancer diagnosis!#Plus (probably) anemia from 3+ weeks of blood loss is making me hella lethargic #When I need to be cleaning house. And getting up early to get a same day Dr apt.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

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girlfriendline · 1 year ago

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'how he responds to treatment' sure is a sentence that strikes fear into my heart

#wild lb #to be perfectly honest. i think hartzy should have high sticked the entire roster.#but also THANKS RUSSO. THAT 1-2 WEEKS WAS OBVIOUSLY BULLSHIT.

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fuckyeah-bears · 2 years ago

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literally exerting sooo much self control and impulse control not to snap back at idiots replying stupid shit on my posts. people are annoying as fuck sometimes. like if you have 'commentary' about how i interact with shit and answer asks, you can literally fuck off. i spend absurd amounts of time trying to be nice and provide specific bears and nice replies to people at their request. and then the one time i get slightly irritated people freak the fuck out and start lecturing me about being 'unprofessional' and 'rude' and 'obnoxious' like im sorry but fuck all the way off. this is fucking tumblr. nothing about tumblr is professional. i don't have to provide y'all with bears. i don't have to make a pinned post to explain myself. newsflash, i already have a pinned post that i'm rather fond of. i don't have to act or respond to things any kind of way. i choose to respond kindly with nice encouraging messages and provide bears, and spend ridiculous amounts of time looking up specific requested bears for people. i choose to do that because i want to make people happy and spread some positivity. i choose to do that because this world is shit as fuck sometimes and i want to create a little space free from drama and negativity where people can enjoy bears and get a little reprieve from this shit ass world and the bullshit of life. i choose to do all that because i want to. but heaven forbid i'm not in the mood 100% of the time to always be perfectly nice and happy and go-lucky. and then i get shits giving me crap over it like i'm somehow obligated to do all this shit for free and always respond exactly the way they desire me to. and it is pissing me the fuck off. because i genuinely put so much effort into bearotonin and trying to make other peoples' lives better in this one tiny small way. i have a life y'all. i have a job and school and an actual adult life with responsibilities. but i choose to do this because i love bears and i think bearotonin is hilarious and making people happy is something that makes me happy. but i don't owe anyone anything, and if you have complaints about the way i comport myself or respond to messages or posts i make, well you can fuck off. i don't want to hear it. you don't need to reblog my posts and tag them with little messages about how you disagree, or write replies/comments saying i should act better or should be expecting this, or send me stupid asks. you can literally keep your negative thoughts to yourself. because people need to fucking realize that your tags are not private. if you put them on a post, the op is going to see them. and in this case, the op is going to be super pissed off by them.

to be clear, 99% of people are awesome and super nice and i love y'all dearly (and this post is absolutely not about you in any way), but the other 1% are really getting on my fucking nerves right now and it is taking a lot of effort to not engage with them directly and tell them to fuck off to their faces

#so yeah i'm vague posting instead #whatever #sorry not sorry for the rant #but this bullshit lately is so insanely annoying #and i'm allowed to be annoyed over it #because i have crap going on in my real life #and i come on tumblr FOR FUN #so it should be fun #not full of pointless dumb drama #i don't care if you're angry or confused about why i say things. just keep it to yourself #i genuinely do not want to see it right now #maybe in like 2 weeks or whatever when i've calmed the fuck down i will engage but right now i'm pissed enough that #unless it's something entirely neutral or positive #i genuinely do not want to hear it #no constructive criticism or helpful suggestion shit #i'm not interested #these are my fucking blogs and if you don't like the way i run them then you can literally unfollow #simple as that #okay i'm done ranting now #sorry to all of y'all who are lovely and kind #you know this post is absolutely not about you at all #not bears #just a rant #bearotonin rants

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sforzesco · 1 year ago

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saw the "how often do you think about the Roman Empire" meme and thought about you <3

my first thought was to say, well maybe not every day, but I just looked in my journal and I do I fact think about Ancient Rome on a daily basis

#❤️❤️❤️#to be clear u are absolutely right although I’m the version of that meme that’s about the republic #It’s just that I’ve been thinking non stop about one piece and mortal kombat for the past week #like literally I drew a comic and then it left my mind entirely bc I was back on my mishanks bullshit even though I spent an hour #looking up something about germanicus #I have physical proof in my WIP folder that I spent time yesterday drawing Caesar and Pompey however I remember none of it bc #That space has been replaced by Bi-Han’s biceps like. My god.#CHRIST I was thinking about getting some replicas of Roman coins for jewelry reasons but I cannot for the life of me #Recall what I liked when I was doing that. Head empty just the opla ost on repeat #thank god for my journal lmao #ask tag

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movedto-mrs-bluemarine · 5 months ago

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Post fucking cancelled my PLA save was wiped???

#WHERS MY BOYFRIEND #I do have la on a different switch so i really really hope it's okay over there at least #if not this added with this entire fucking week may make me do something very drastic #jay's bullshit

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mcalhenwrites · 6 months ago

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I'm not going to pretend it doesn't make me angry that I spend months and years trying to peddle my work to make ends meet, that I spend so much time mentioning my books and comms and everything, and people ignore that consisently... But the moment I finally break under the hopelessness - when it's obvious that it's fucking futile, that almost no one deems my work good enough to share with anyone else - suddenly they're concerned and scolding me. I'm working several jobs, bathing, generally keeping things clean, and I do this with several health problems including chronic pain. I found out that one of my cysts is growing and I may need to have it surgically removed. Which means potentially missing work to recover. Which means more money I lose. I spend so much time crawling out of the hole and it goes ignored, but the moment I just give up bc I don't have any strength left, suddenly that's my fault and I'm mentally sick. And that kind of makes me wish my entire situation upon people, and when they whine that it's hard, well fuck you, you thought I could ace it so surely you can, babe! I hate being angry about this, but it's just so exhausting to tell people who accuse me of not trying that I HAVE I HAVE SO FUCKING HARD AND YOU DID NOT PAY ATTENTION THEN Or you know you're attempting to gaslight me by claiming I didn't try despite that I obviously have worked my ass off trying, and that's so much fucking worse

#mcalhen personal #and I'm not saying I'm not mentally ill but ffs stop using it as a weapon to discredit people when they have the solutions right there #feels like people hate my writing and me and that's why I didn't go “I got the job” bc friends who never support me would be like #“I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CONGRATS” cool I'm not I spend an entire day usually recovering from very calm shifts at a job I like #but the moment I publish a book it's not congrats it's I don't know this guy I don't know Cal and I'm gonna pretend I never saw anything #I don't even hate my goddamn job even tho it can be stressful but it's the easiest thing for mostly just 2 days a week #but it is not sustainable and I cannot survive on this and disability would be invasive as hell and y'all don't know shit about how they #treat disabled people in this country but goddamn I have watched that shit unfold with my autistic brother who can't work #and I can never help him at this rate #bc I can't help myself #I can't help anyone #and saying that is a big fucking issue with people who think if they say 'it gets better keep going' I'll magically unfuck my life #as if I haven't spent the entirety of my life trying to unfuck things #as if I didn't give myself an education in spite of my family #y'all never been threatened with physical violence bc you weren't supposed to ask for school supplies and it fucking SHOWS #I have learned so many things on my own time out of sheer desire to better myself and my situation #but at a point where nothing works out and each day is just filled with more bad news #at what point am I actually allowed to give up?#or am I supposed to just keep this up until I die with 40 more years of collected bullshit pain #bc if you want me to live like this for 40 years then... you never cared at all #and what's so stupid is that I really want to earn my living by doing the work #I work on my art and writing but let's just admit that it's pathetic already #no mental health services or pills will erase that I'm a pathetic garbage can of uselessness #also I realize no one owes me anything like boosting my work or w/e #but also don't ask me to turn rotten ingredients into a feast and say I'm not trying when I can't fucking do it

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navysealt4t · 7 months ago

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my school district has like a student ran instagram page that's supposed to like give us non biased info about everything happening . and they just did a post about all the board representatives. and ughhhh. every single person on that god damn board is dedicated to parental rights in education (which basically just means parents controlling everything their kid learns) and being very anti trans and very conservative which is. so fucking fun. smiley face.

#like last year they banned trans girls from sports #emailed EVERY PARENT at a high school bc a trans girl was using the girls rest room #which then made it so u have to use the bathroom that matches ur sex #AND if you want to be called anything other than ur legal name u have to have written parental consent #but of course. they only care about that rule when it applies to trans kids. they don't care about Madeline wanting to be called Maddy #and its SUCH BULLSHIT because even when my mom puts 'blue' in the nick name spot while registering me for school #and even when she gives the counselor her consent #nothing changes and i have to go around telling each and every fucking teacher and its so fucking humiliating and fucking stupid #and whenever there's a substitute the wholleeee entire class learns by birthname and its so fucking humiliating and then they ask questions #and it just fucking sucks so fucking bad #god im fucking . the first week of school #plus. i have like 3 classes that i know i'm changing. but i cant change them until 2 days after school starts!!!#so i either have to go through the process of correcting ppl on my name twice #or i have to deal with being dead named and having dozens of students know me as my birthname #its such fucking bullshit and i hate it so so fucking much and its not fair

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what-even-is-sleep · 9 months ago

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Can’t wait for my drivers license to arrive so I can be driving legally again for the first time in 1.5 years!