#i have a migraine 😔

[allalrightagain]

[sitting in a silent room with the lights off] it is too loud and too bright in here

[tinogiehd]

Hello! Do you have any videos that showcase "George fell first?" I looked on YouTube, but I can't seem to find any :(

Hello! I’m going to use this as a telephone for my other anons do you guys have video suggestions because I don’t wanna get on YouTube right now

[moonchild-in-blue]

anyone wanna come over and take care of me? 🥺

[casualworf]

[mamawasatesttube]

is my executive dysfunction somehow so bad i cant read, or do i just have a silent migraine? and other questions: an autobiography by me

[slightlyrebelliouswriter23]

coming on here to say that my eyeballs are still feeling lobotomised and my brain is utter mush, hence the dramatic pause in content within the last week. i'll queue some things when my pain levels are more manageable.

but for now, i've mainly been going on long walks and listening to audiobooks. you can follow my reading journey here if you're into that sort of thing.

[spielzeugkaiser]

hey are you okay...?

you havent posted anything in a month...

yeah I know 🥺🥺😭 for someone who did that nearly daily for years it's really, really strange. (But I'm still alive, so I'm answering this, although a little late.)

In news of the trailer!! And our boy!! (and what they have done to his hair, pfpfpp) part of me wants to draw so very, very bad, but my body isn't cooperating, sadly 🥺 Hopefully I'll be able to once S3 truly starts...

[breakfastteatime]

Love waking up to the same migraine I went to bed with 🙃

[devotion-disorder]

oversharing lol

[milkweedman]

Some of the stuff ive been spinning on the handmade supported spindles. That bigger green skein was done on my largest handmade supported spindle, and i think i could have fit quite a bit more on there, so im really pleased with that. Obviously nowhere near what i can fit on a bobbin on my wheel, but theres trade offs with everything.

[lesbianlenas]

got a pap smear today & when i say it was the worst pain i have ever felt in my life i legit almost threw up & passed out after 😭 like i thought migraines were bad that was. i cannot even describe the level of pain i experienced bc my brain is trying to block it out 😭 omg…..

[elgaravel]

Euuvghhhdhshfhhsd I've slept like shit all week

[ink--theory]

Woke up feeling a bit off

Turns out I am quite sick and it's getting worse the longer I'm here at work 💀

[mamawasatesttube]

GET BEHIND ME KON-EL!!!!!!!!!!!

[darby-rowe]

mentally torturing coryo by saying modern him would have chronic migraines and would be a bitch about it

knowing how men act like they have the plague when they just have a common cold… yeah

[genderplanet]

I think I lost every single person I can tell these things to so I'm reverting to my younger self and venting on tumblr:

1. I'm currently losing my job, I have no higher education so other job prospects in months/year of layoffs is just so minimal. I have no idea how ill feed myself or my cat. My chronic pains and fatigue and other health issues are detoriating

2. My mom is virtually disabled for past few months and definitely losing her job once she's back from rehabilitation/sanatorium. Her job is extremly physically demanding and she lost parts of her organs due to medical malpractice (idk when and if my mom gonna sue the hospital). So I have no idea how much later on I'll have to put myself into this. I'm already so exhausted as it is from these past months due to this shit. I hate doctors.

3. I've been in this weird peusdo whatever the fuck situationship for soon 2 years I think. She's been breaking all my boundaries and I had to sit through it all constantly in emotional pain, but last what seemed fun conversation I asked something invasive and now it's just she gets to tell me that we're gonna limit interactions n stuff like I'm so sorry but I'd rather have this highly disatisfactory and self destructive situationship than alone because I quite literally dont have anyone else and I'm unable to connect with anyone in a healthy manner so if she can handle my shit I'm happy about as far as it can go. Even if it hurts I'd rather have that than nothing.

4. I need to see my doctor again due to my heart problems. And now I think I mightve had some sort of a stroke or something two years ago. At the same time I hope I ☠️ bc of it.

5. I still have left overs of my debt for college which is suffocating me bc for past 4yrs I barely have money to eat but more properly so I have no idea how much more that debt grew in these years but it mightve doubled. And I still can't do shit about it.

6. Spent past half a year feeling quite ☠️dal and now for past almost a week that's all I can think about day in and out.