#i have a flu bare with me
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fav skz // Save the baby bread.
#guys who bastard and harrass together something something idk. jess#idk why i wrote my name just then#slandering myself ? well anyway. guys who bastard something something I gif it etc.#stray kids#skz#kim seungmin#bystay#skz gifs#skzedit#jesskz#stray kids gifs#createskz#lee know#fav skz#i have a flu bare with me#yang jeongin
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Getting super ill to the point that I can't write fic just after I regained the ability to do prose again wasn't on my 2025 bingo card, and yet
#Just had my doc dismiss the hell out of me too so RIP#They're pursuing SOME diagnostic paths#But not the ones I'm pretty sure I need#I even have a diagnosed condition that may be causing it!!!#But nope!#After I suggested I thought of that as an option too#Guess what they stopped pursuing#I am. So tired#This is all I've got man#My body barely functions as is#Anyway#HAOHB is completely written so it will be finished#But that might be it from me#I can't focus idk if this even makes sense#Cool cool cool#I keep hoping it'll magically just be the worst flu of my life and I'll get better#Yadda yadda
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Magenta 😟
#I've had cognitive impairment from covid before but not to where i feel intellectually dumb when i write#my college papers and my writing projects dont sound like “me” as of late#its very bare bones and doesn't have the descriptiveness or humanity i normally give#like i see the scenes or what i want to say in my head#but what i type aint matching up#and yeah i naturally get into slumps like that but this is like that slump x 9000#I'm kinda scared this round might've given me brain damage#havent been feeling all the way like myself#but i also know too that covid takes a while to heal from and of course theres long covid shit which ive dealt with before#im just frustrated guys#i feel like within the last 3 to 4 months i finally healed from my last bout of rona#and i get it again and im back to square one#i just want to write and feel okay with it and not feel so stuck just trying to come up with a basic sentence#seriously even writing basic shit is hard right now#it took me a week to get 5 pages on duality#and im used to churning out at least 10 pages on my projects at minimum every couple days to a week#man give me chronic pain anyday but don't take away my mind and the freedom that comes with that#sorry guys im feeling sad#i know i gotta give myself time but im impatient#i hate how right before i caught covid again i was gonna get my flu shot and an updated covid vax#wish i could've avoided this crud#having weird chest shit too#was a heart thing now its gerd now its potentially back to a heart thing#im tired#i need a hug#i love you 🫂💙#magenta is my vent word
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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I actually feel so sick and miserable
#i feel a lot like i did when i had covid but covid for the most part was just a super bad headcold for me#with ALL of the symptoms turned up to 10#im wondering if i have a sinus infection?#i know i mentioned i took a test yesterday and it was negative#well that was before i remembered my mom's also been fighting a bad cold for like a week now#for which she did go to urgent care and they gave her both a covid and flu test and they were negative#so im guessing i probably got this from her and it's not covid but i will keep testing myself#but whatever it is it's AWFUL#my head hurts.im full of fluid. i can barely watch richard iii :(#tales from diana
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if I ever recover from this sickness and I don’t die I’m gonna kick my own ass for not sending a next day delivery envelope to the dvla
#I don’t have a stupid ID atm bc I sent it to get my details changed so idk when it’s gonna be back but I could’ve had it sooner if I sent#them extra resources to give it to me sooner. I just didn’t think I’d need it#naturally I got the flu and need more specific medicine tho and I can’t get it so I have to wait for someone else to get off work to drop it#off for me bc I can’t go out and risk getting IDed w no ID 🤨#HELL. im in bed anyway I’ve been getting sicker and sicker every day I can barely move today 😾#mrow.org
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I want to go outside and find wildlife and go hiking and cook elaborate meals and go birdwatching and go on day trips and make things and reorganize my house but it feels like I'm trapped in a meat prison that can only charge up to 10% battery
#the soul wants but the body cannot provide#it's like i gather the intent to do something and i tell my body to follow through#but it starts shutting down like you gave a high effort command to a barely powered robot#it's like being afflicted with the malaise and fatigue of the flu without being sick#i know i've struggled with having the energy to do things in the past but it feels like it's gotten so much worse recently#and my mental health is also so much worse than it was just a few months ago#i don't know what's wrong. it feels like something inside of me broke but i don't know what it is#i made a doctor's appointment to get some blood tests done because this really doesn't feel right#it's so vague but it feels like something is terribly wrong with me
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Forgot to update everyone: I do not have covid! I'm just sick and my mother happens to have covid at the same time
#txt#good thing too bc it miht have killed me#I barely survived swine flu I don't want to know how covid would effect me
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#our family got sick for the 3rd time since november and i am so so tired and drained#i literally havent been able to get a flu shot or anything because i just wish to recover more and the next thing i know we're all sick aga#*again;; i'm having 38.8 fever highest out of these 3 times and i am so nauseous i just want to d*e at this point#and we're so broke barely covering basic medicine and food this is not how i imagined 2023 start#i am so tired physically and mentally and worrying for everyone..#i heard ginger helps with nausea but it's so expensive here and idk how else to relieve this state im in;;;#i took 1g of paracetamol already but it's not really helping and there's no ibuprofen which works so much better for me but we're out of it#tbd
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adding these additions from @vaspider in the reblogs in because yes, allergies/celiac CAN actually be That Sensitive. two weeks ago I nearly had to go to the ER because I was in the same building as a popcorn machine dispensing buttered popcorn, using "dairy free" butter with artificial flavoring vaguely derived from casein/dairy butter for two minutes. i am allergic to the flu vaccine because the viruses are grown in chicken eggs. i am allergic to the very air in starbucks. my immune system can detect egg and dairy contamination in concentrations too small to be legally required to be labeled.
polyculture crops definitely are an improvement for the vast majority of people, but the impact on the minority people consists of symptoms ranging from "miserable and unable to work for a week" to "death". personally, I do support finding better/more sustainable agricultural practices to replace the Corn Monoculture TM, but it is in some cases a literal matter of life and death for products such as walnut-grown wheat and wheat-grown walnut to be clearly and properly labeled, and for those products to not be the only available and/or affordable options at any given grocery store.
#text posts#agriculture#allergies#food allergies#problems#for non allergy people (or at least non-off-the-charts-anaphylactic allergy people) of whom i assume OP is one#imagine there is a field of lets say. lettuce#and in order to combat an infestation the farmer has decided to cover the field in rat poison pellets 24/7 for the entirety of its growth#and by cover i mean those poor lettuces are barely poking out of the sea of poison. every small animal within a two mile radius is dead.#and then the farmer harvests it#and *separating large leafy plants from poison pellets is easy enough right?*#and now you're at the grocery store. you see the Rat Poison Lettuces.#there aren't any poison pellets in the display box as far as you can see#but would you really still eat the Rat Poison Lettuce -_-#'there is functionally no danger of cross contamination' and yet there is 'functionally' no danger of half the situations i have reacted to#IF YOU CANNOT SAY THERE IS *NO DANGER AT ALL* YOU NEED TO TREAT IT LIKE A POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS SITUATION#it is approximately a one in a million chance last i checked to have *any* reaction to flu virus egg protein residue#meanwhile i had Instant Anaphylaxis#nobody i live with can eat eggs or anything overly cheesy in the house.#i have my own set of dishes and if you use a pot for eggs or dairy that is forever an Allergy Pot#which must be washed and stored separately from everythign else and never again used for anything in proximity to my food#not to mention that ops second post focuses entirely on wheat-contaminated walnuts and not walnut-contaminated wheat#when celiac can be one of the most sensitive food related immune disorders#AND every subsequent allergic reaction can increase the severity of your next one.#within ten years i went from 'stomachache from eating a full plate of contaminated food'#to 'i breathed in One Oxygen that touched a cheese once and i am trying very hard not to die in the middle of the sidewalk'#if youre going to dismiss every single person in the reblogs mentioning severe allergy risks please go inhale rat poison /s#apologies if this comes off as overly aggressive. cross contamination keeps nearly killing me and i feel overly aggressive right now
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Fireworks. Gotta hate em. They're loud. They pollute the air. They make pretty colors, BY POLLUTING THE AIR. They scare animals. They cause PTSD attacks in people with a similar trigger.
I mean. Yeah. They're cool and all. They have historical ties with keeping the bad spirits away. But bombs do that too! And far more effectively. Nobody wants to mess with the guys that casually drop about 1000 dollars on an explosive for a ONE. NIGHT. EVENT. just so that can have that pretty orange flame ball go up in the sky. Once. And then again. Alex, I'll take 16 bombs released in a controlled manner for 16000.
This is a joke. I just really hate that we can justify keeping people up at night (I have the flu. *Cough* I need to sleep. To *cough* health the flu away.) so we can look at pretty colors by FILLING THE AIR I BREATHE WITH WEIRD ELEMENTS!! No I don't want potassium glyphosate in my air!! I don't even know what that is!? Of course I don't want magnesium in my breathing air!! I DONT EVEN HAVE OTHER AIR!! Isnt that like, the green one though? As long as it's not mercury... Don't say it. There's one with mercury?? YOU'RE GONNA KILL US ALL!!!!!
#i have the flu#so i need to health the flu away#and i cannot health the flu away with sleepy and medication#SO GET YOUR GOSH DARN FIREWORKS OUT OF MY NEIGHBORHOOD!!!#I dont want those chemicals in my BREATHING air#I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER AIR!!#hell i can barely leave my room#I DONT WANT TO GET OTHERS SICK WITH *MY* FLU!!!#SO LEAVE YOUR FIREWORKS AT THE LOCAL deserted area WHERE THEY WONT BE LOUD!!!#please do not launch them in a drouted area like Pueblo though#I DO NOT NEED ANOTHER CRAZY BAD FIRE THERE!!#IVE GOT FAMILY IN THAT GENERAL VICINITY!!#so... as you can see#i cannot sleep with loud explosives being launched for the pretty colors#and i cannot health the flu away without sleepy#so#leave me out of your colorful air explosive shenanigans#GOODNIGHT
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i feel like shit :-(
#everything hurts and i cant go take meds about it because my fucking grandparents are in the kitchen where the meds are#god i hate them#sometimes i feel bad for hating them but its not like they actually care about me as a person#im just an actor meant to be playing the role of their granddaughter and they will never break character#the tiny kitchen which can barely hold two people and at that theyre old and therefore immunocompromised#taking my divine punishment like a man i guess. god is whispering in my ear#“you should have gotten a flu shot in october”
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left early from work cause everything hurts and I feel like garbage and I’m just praying it’s not covid again
#shhh sharkie#i haven’t taken a test yet but i will later today#i just have finally gotten home and took cold meds and i just want to vegetate for a while#my legs feel like stone and i’m super snotty and it’s hard to take a deep breath#i’m assuming this is a regular cold/flu especially cause it seems similar to how a coworker was feeling last week#she refuses to mask no matter how she’s feeling and this definitely isn’t the first time she’s gotten me sick#need to have the convo with her of ‘hey i’ve had covid at least two times just in the past year and therefore am immunocompromised’#‘can you do the bare fucking minimum and mask up when you’re not feeling well regardless of if it feels like covid’#i’m 75% certain I caught whatever she had and I’m really mad about it#I have to go home this week!!!!! if I miss another Christmas because of covid I will be so fucking mad!!!!!!!
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Sometimes you are incredibly sleepy and cosy in bed ready to close the book on a really quite incredibly stressful day and your beloved roommate decides now is the time to clear aer throat once every ten seconds until you go crazy
#beloved roommate who I am right now mentally throttling with my bare hands#post made solely to get out the brimming crazy emotions within me so I don’t yell at aer for being poorly#it is not aer fault ae have the flu#however I deserve to be unconscious right now
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is it normal for my mom to want nothing to do with me when I'm sick
no cuddles, no hugs, no anything until I'm better so she doesn't get sick. which. I get that, but I just want some comfort while I'm feeling like total shit.
#and this is why I have more physical interactions with my friends than my parents#my dad doesn't mind hugging me though#he's just not my mom#guess i'll go cuddle with my cats for a week and a half#thanks mom#personal#I also have to drive my sister around despite barely being able to talk because not only do I have no energy I also have a sore throat#and sinus pressure#and i'm really shaky and dizzy#it's fine#I'll live#it's just a common cold#at least it's not the flu#the flu was absolutely miserable
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thinking about doing something fun for my birthday this year since i'll be 30 but idk what and my mom is taking off work that day
i don't think i have much vacation time left after korea and she is not really a big city traveling person but all i can really think is i want to go to new york
#i was going to justify spending a lot of money on this ateez concert by saying it's my birthday present#but my hopes for getting a good ticket are not high so if i do it'll just be extra#i've only been to new york once and it was the winter after 9/11 and my mom and i both had the flu#it was so awful#also we keep talking about redoing the vacations we took with my dad bc we didn't have any fun#they went to new orleans without me and she said they barely even got out of the car. he just pointed at stuff from the driver's seat lmao#hmmmmm i will think about it
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