A/N: This just came out of nowhere when I was eating cherries, so here we are đ I was going to post this one later, but it was just sitting in my drafts.
Summary: Your dadâs best friend, Joel Miller, finds you in the kitchen eating some cherries. For your birthday, he gives you something thatâll make you a little tongue tied.
Rating: 18+ Only MDNI
Word Count: 3.1k
Tags: Smut, flirting, teasing, eating cherries, age gap (reader is 24, Joel is 51), oral receiving (fem), fingering, dirty talk, sneaking around, switching POVs
Dividers by @saradika-graphics
 The air is warm as the summer breeze blows through the open window of the lit up kitchen. After a night of celebrating your twenty-fourth birthday, your parents decided to throw you a surprise barbecue. A few of your friends came, a couple of the neighbors meandered around the backyard, but one certain person was here that set your core on fire. Joel Miller. Your dadâs best friend, his favorite fishing buddy.Â
   Joel was hot, like extremely hot. And not to mention he was fifty-one. Twice your age and off limits, but that made it that much more fun to tease him.Â
   Heâs in his signature blue flannel shirt today, sleeves rolled up to his elbows to expose strong arms and tanned skin, large veins threading down his forearms, and large meaty hands that could probably split you in two. His dark jeans hug his strong thighs, and his tousled grey speckled hair is slicked back just begging to be played with.Â
   You canât lie that you dream about him at night, canât pretend you donât imagine your fingers are his own that slip inside your dripping core and talk you through your orgasm. Attagirl. Say my name. Yeah, jusâ like that, sweetheart. Such a good fuckinâ girl.
   You bet heâs the best kisser, bet his tongue can take you to places that your fingers never could. You imagine his dark smoldering eyes all blown out and wide, his grey threaded beard tickling against your neckline while his tongue slides against your glistening skin. Itâs only a dream, a fantasy your mind has conjured up to fill some void. But youâre determined to win him over one way or another. He will be yours.
   And itâs not like heâs completely innocent. Youâve seen him catch your eye once or twice, have caught him checking you out when you wore that pink bikini to the pool a few weeks ago. He can pretend all he wants, but the man fantasizes about you, too.Â
   You sigh and pick another cherry from the big bowl sitting on the ceramic kitchen counter, popping it into your mouth as the sweet flavor slides down your throat. You lean against the counter and pull your short yellow dress down, the material barely grazing your tanned thighs.Â
   You pop another cherry into your mouth and enjoy the quiet kitchen, taking just a few moments to pull yourself together until you have to go back outside. Youâre sure theyâre looking for you, but you had to get away from the heat of Joelâs smoldering stare.Â
   Another minute goes by until you hear boots scuffing against the tiled floor. When you look up from under your long lashes, you freeze in place and gulp down the cherry that almost gets stuck in your throat. There he is, Joel Miller. Just standing and leaning against the doorway, brown eyes locked on yours.Â
   âWhatâre you doinâ in here? Your dadâs lookinâ for ya out in the back,â Joel says across the kitchen.
   âCouldnât come get me himself so he sent you instead? What a good friend you are.â You roll your eyes, one eyebrow raising in question while you see him scoff under his breath.Â
   âDonât be a brat. Heâs busy makinâ burgers. Jusâ asked if I could come find ya.â
   âWell, you found me.â You lean into the counter and pick out another plump cherry.Â
   âCâmon then. Get out there.â He nods his head towards the backyard and crosses his large arms over his broad chest.Â
   âCanât you see Iâm busy?â You pop the cherry into your mouth and twirl the stem in between your fingers, keeping your eyes locked carefully on his.Â
   He huffs out annoyed, pinching the bridge of his nose while he makes his way across the kitchen, stopping on the opposite side of the counter as he leans against it and keeps his arms tight across his chest. âYeah, real busy over there. Those cherries must be real good if theyâve got you locked in the kitchen.â His eyes flick to the glass bowl as you plop another one out from the batch.Â
   âSooo good.â You take your tongue and lick up the side of the cherry, pushing it into your mouth as you throw the stem on the edge of the counter.Â
   He watches you chew, gulping down saliva as he focuses in on your red glossy lips. He thinks you look so gorgeous in your little yellow sundress, thinks your lips might taste just like those cherries. Savory, sweet, delicious. A thought thatâs crossed his mind more than once before.
   He shouldnât be in here alone with you, shouldnât even stare while you lick your plush lips and devour the fresh cherries all seductively in front of him. He can picture you down on your knees, your tongue gliding over the tip of his throbbing cock, his fingers fisting the back of your hair while he fucks your pretty little mouth with his thick cock. He wants to hear those melodic moans out of your mouth, needs to get his mouth on your pretty pink pussy, would love to throw you on top of his bed sheets while he fucks you till he fills you with hot ropes of cum.Â
   Heâs a bad man for thinking of his best friendâs daughter like that, but he canât help wanting something he canât technically have. Youâre off limits to him and so much younger, but he doesnât give a shit.Â
   He sees the way youâve been teasing him. Walking around in those short skirts that barely cover your curvy ass and brushing your fingertips against his arms with every chance you get. Heâs not a stupid man, he knows what youâre doing. But he wonât dare try to stop you. He likes the tease, loves the thought of you pining over him, and maybe one day heâll finally teach you a lesson of what happens to naughty girls that just donât know when to quit.
   âStop that,â he demands, watching you lick your lips slowly while you swallow a cherry.Â
   âStop what?â you ask innocently.Â
   âStop teasinâ me.â His eyes are narrowed, jaw clenched as his eyes follow your tongue licking across the fresh fruit.Â
   âMake me,â you smirk. You swallow the cherry whole and tap your manicured fingernails against the counter top, challenging him to make a move.Â
   He clenches his fingers into a tight fist, sliding his tongue against the inside of his cheek, his eyes darkening as his nostrils flare in anger. Heâs mad, furious that youâre making him this frazzled. He canât ignore the hardening cock that stiffens against the denim of his jeans. All because youâre a fucking tease.Â
   You pop your hip out and play with the cherry stem in between your fingers, batting your eyelashes flirtatiously at the handsome man that can barely control himself around you. âYou know, they say if you can tie a knot with your tongue with a cherry stem that means youâre a good kisser,â you smirk.Â
   âIs that right, darlinâ?â he asks all intrigued, leaning forward as his dark eyes hone in on you.Â
   âMhm. Read a thing or two about it,â you giggle.Â
   âShow me.â His voice comes out deep, gravelly as he leans against the counter and crosses his arms. It doesnât come out as a response but a demand loud and clear.Â
   You smirk his way and nod. You pop the cherry stem in your mouth and get to work. Your tongue twists and turns, working hard to get just the right angle with the stem. Joel watches you eagerly, his eyes blowing wide while his nostrils flare aggressively. You know heâs hard behind his jeans, and youâre dying to see just how massive he is.Â
   When you finally feel the tiny knot in the stem, you open your mouth and reach in, grabbing the wet end with your fingertips. You hold it up and sure enough you did it. Right in the middle itâs tied in a tight knot. You knew you could do it.Â
   Joel smirks your way, smoldering eyes glazed in a trance as he flicks them up and down your body seductively. Oh, heâs impressed and turned on. Look at the mess youâve made.Â
   âColor me impressed, sweetheart. Thatâs a neat talent you got there. What else can you do with that tongue?â he asks with a devilish grin curling against his big lips.Â
   âWhy donât you come find out?â you taunt him.Â
   Heâs on you in less than a minute, large hands holding your hips against the counter while his hard cock digs into your thigh. Youâre breathless, breathing in the scent of his mahogany cologne and his fresh soap smell while his dark eyes bleed into yours.
   âCareful with that pretty mouth, darlinâ. I donât think you realize what youâre gettinâ yourself into,â he warns, blown eyes making slick build in your lacy panties.Â
   âNo? I think I do,â you smirk.Â
   âShouldnât be playinâ games with your dadâs best friend, sweetheart. Could get ya into trouble,â he tsks, clicking his tongue will his thick fingers dig into the material of your skimpy dress.Â
   âSo get me into trouble, Mr. Miller,â you whisper, enticing him to make a move as your hand drags down to where his hard cock is skimming across your thigh.Â
   Heâs on you then, his warm mouth pressing firmly against yours as his hands slowly slide your dress up. The kiss is messy, hot, uncontrolled as one of his hands fist the back of your curls. You part your mouth open and invite him in, letting him slot his tongue inside your panting mouth.Â
   Your fingers slide through his tousled curls, pulling a low groan from his throat while his tongue licks feverishly inside your mouth. You could drown in his coffee taste, get lost in his lush locks with his teeth nipping at your skin. This was better than you imagined, better than your wildest dreams.
   He slides his calloused thumb against your drenched lace, finding your buzzing clit as he draws meticulous circles over and over. You moan into his mouth, panting his name as his fingers set your core on fire.Â
   âYeah? You like that, little tease?â he chuckles darkly, nipping against your bottom lip as another moan leaves your lips.Â
   âYes, fuck yes,â you say through clenched teeth.Â
   âMmm. Dirty girl wants her daddyâs best friend to finger fuck her, is that right?â he teases, sliding his fingers inside your lace and gliding through your damp folds, his fingers curling up into your dripping hole.
   You part your lips and moan, twisting your fingers tightly through his messy curls. âFuck, Joel. Please, please. Want you to⌠ohhh,â you moan, melting into a puddle as his thick fingers hit that spongy spot that you can never reach yourself.Â
   âThatâs what I thought,â he chuckles.Â
   His mouth finds neck, sucking against your collarbone as his free hand squeezes one of your perky breasts. He elicits another moan from you, the wet noises of his fingers fucking into you floating around the room, the obscene sounds making him groan against the shell of your ear.Â
   Before you know what happens he releases his fingers from your core and grabs your hips firmly, hoisting you up on the edge of the counter while he pulls the ruined lace down your legs and drops them to the tiled floor. You let out a squeak, watching the way he spreads your legs and pulls you to the edge, hungry eyes eating you alive.Â
   âGonna need you to be quiet, sweetheart. Can you do that for me?â he asks through gritted teeth, like heâs holding himself back from dragging you to his mouth.Â
   âMhm,â you hum, out of breath while more slick pools in between your thighs. âJoel, please,â you beg.Â
   âAinât gotta beg, baby girl. Gonna take good care of this pretty pussy,â he purrs.Â
   He wastes no time as he licks a thick stripe up your folds, lathering you in the wetness of his warm tongue. You throw your head back and grip the edge of the counter while he settles your legs over his shoulders.Â
   He places his meaty hands around the backs of your thighs and starts to make out with your pussy. His tongue divides your folds, licking up inside your drenched hole and makes his way up to your puffy clit. He draws meticulous circles over your aching bundle of nerves, eliciting low moans that fall off the tip of your tongue.Â
   You tangle your hands through his smooth locks, hear him grunt while he pulls your buzzing mound into his warm mouth. âOh my God, Joel,â you whine.Â
   âYeah? Like the sound of you moaning my name, sweetheart. Say it again,â he demands as he plunges two thick fingers into your gushing core, watching slick slide down his hand while heâs knuckles deep in you.Â
   You moan it again and again and again, watching his blown out eyes stare up at you menacingly, mouth feasting on your drool coated pussy. He finger fucks you swiftly, curling his fingers to hit that spongy spot over and over again, his deft tongue gliding against your throbbing clit until youâre right on the edge.Â
   Your walls clench against his fingers, mouth chanting his name dreamily while he gets you right where you need to be.Â
   âCome for me, sweetheart. Drench these fingers with that sweet, sticky cum. Be a good girl now,â he purrs, licking against your warm core.Â
   He pulls your bundle of nerves into his mouth and sucks hard, rutting his thick fingers against the sweetest spongy spots that takes you to the finish line. You throw your head back and moan his name, feeling the white hot heat slide down the back of your spine.Â
   âAttagirl. Look at you spill, goddamnâ he growls, licking your spilling slick between your thighs and working his fingers in and out of your core, making sure to get every single drop of cum from your center.Â
   He talks you through it, licking you clean as he works you through your intense orgasm, massaging your thighs until your breathing is back to normal. He slides your panties back up your thighs, covering your ruined pussy while he pulls your skirt back over your thighs.
   He stands up between your legs and circles your hips with his meaty hands, whispering sweet incantations in the shell of your ear. âHappy birthday, sweetheart. Hope you liked your present.âÂ
   He gives you a quick kiss to your lips, letting you taste your own release on the tip of your tongue along with the delicious taste of him.Â
   You wrap your arms around his neck loosely, not yet wanting him to leave the room without you tucked into his side. âJoel,â you murmur through a warm daze.
   âHmm?â He knits his eyebrows into a tight line and looks at you with clouded brown eyes.
   âCan we do that again?â you ask with big sappy eyes full of hope.
   He huffs out, groaning through his teeth as his wide eyes stay locked on yours. âYou want to do that again?â he asks, licking his tongue along the bottom of his teeth.Â
   âMhm,â you nod, smiling over at him. âNext time I want you to fuck me, and I want to suck your cock.â
   He chokes on his own saliva and chuckles out, shaking his head as he tightens his grip on your hips. âJesus Christ. Youâre gonna be a handful, ainât ya?â
   âYou know I am.â You giggle and push your fingers through his messy curls, adjusting it so it doesnât look like he just went down on you.Â
   He shakes his head and sighs, helping you off the spotless counter top. His fingertips hover over your back, hands pressing against your sweating skin while his lips hang dangerously close to your mouth. âYou messy girl. What am I gonna do with ya, huh?â he smiles, tracing his thumb over your lower lip.
   âGuess you just have to keep me,â you shrug, smiling blissfully at the man of your dreams.
   âMaybe I will, sweetheart. Maybe I will.â
   He curls a strand of hair behind your ear and trails his lips against your cheek, mouth closing in on yours. Your breath hitches and body comes alive just waiting for his lips to be back on yours. Suddenly, the back door is swinging up and heavy footsteps are coming through the kitchen entryway.
   You and Joel jump apart, your heart in your throat and adrenaline coursing through your blood. âThere you two are. Was wondering where you were,â your dad shouts, his loud voice killing the heat of the moment.Â
   âSorry, bud. Your daughter here was just showinâ me how good these cherries were,â Joel says calmly. He grabs a cherry from the bowl and pops it in his mouth, winking your way before he exits the kitchen with your dad.Â
   You stand there breathlessly, not believing what just happened. Joel just kissed you, finger fucked you, and ate you out in the middle of the kitchen where anyone couldâve walked in and saw. You were walking on thin ice, but youâd happily do it all over again.
   You readjust your dress and smooth down your messy locks, making sure your lipstick isnât all smudged down your chin. Once you make sure you look like you hadnât just been fucked, you make your way outside into the backyard.Â
   Your friends crowd around the inground pool while your folks and neighbors sit around on some lounge chairs, sipping on lemonade and eating hamburgers off plastic plates. You find an empty chair next to your friend, Nikki, and act as if you were completely normal. Nothing was normal about today, though. Not after what just happened in the kitchen with Joel Miller. The hottest neighbor that had walked into your dadâs life three years ago. Guess he always had a thing for you secretly, you just didnât know it till this year.
   Your eyes flick across the lawn and you find Joel staring at you, nursing a beer down with his lips around the flute of the bottle. His honey brown eyes find yours, and you gasp when you see a smudge of red lipstick smeared across the collar of his blue flannel. You giggle at the sight of it, snickering to yourself as you join in on a conversation about your weekend plans.Â
A/N: a new 3-part mini-series that was supposed to be a one-shot but got too long đ. This is gonna be a fun one. I hate to give too much away up here, but just know we've got Austin filming Elvis, ghost Elvis, and you...
Shoutout to my beloved @ccab for hatching this one with me one late night. I love you, bestie.
Warnings: 18+ minors DNI! This is gonna stay dirty. Kissing, cussing, fingering, oral sex (m & f receiving), p in v penetrative sex, unprotected sex, creampie
Word count: ~3.2k
Honestly, you're a glorified assistant. Your job has a technical title, but you spend most of your time getting coffee and running errands for anyone on set who asks you. It's very rarely the actors. Usually, you're at the whim of everyone behind the cameras. You've been graduated from college for five years and you're just waiting for your shot in the film industry. In a lot of ways, you're blessed just to be on the set of this movie, so you swallow your pride and fetch lattes for every grip and sound guy that hollers for one.
Admittedly, you don't know as much about it as you probably should, but watching the filming has you convinced this Austin Butler will be up for an Oscar. You know Elvis and this guy has him nailed. You've seen footage of him a thousand times and Austin's performance seems to line up perfectly.
What you don't know, what no one but Austin knows, is Elvis is there. He stands and watches, not far from you actually, and in crucial moments, he takes over. Usually, he doesn't leave the sanctuary of Graceland, but when he heard about this movie, he knew it was an opportunity. And when he saw Austin and his dedication to the role, he knew that he'd be open enough for him to step in when he wanted. The first time he tried it, he shifted from one foot to the other for a few seconds and jumped, not knowing exactly what would happen. He opened his eyes and looked at his hands. They were close, similar long fingers, but not quite right. His body was thinner, more cut, and his face felt different. He called for a break and made his way to a place with a mirror. When he cautiously chanced a glance, he was shocked to see Austin's face looking back at him. It worked. He knew possession was possible, he was a ghost after all, but he'd never tried it before this. After the scene was finished, he decided the experience was so satisfying, he'd try it again. So he did. Over and over again throughout the filming process Austin would wake up with no memory of doing certain scenes. He figured out quickly what was happening and didn't seem to mind, so when he turned on set and saw Elvis, he wasn't even alarmed. Elvis had been surprised to be seen after all these years, but it didn't take the two long to strike up a friendship.
By the time Elvis noticed you, he'd been talking to Austin and possessing him regularly for weeks.
You come back from your morning coffee run and set the tray on a table.
"Coffee's here, guys!" You holler to everyone whose order you diligently fetched. For some reason, this time, you catch Elvis's attention. He watches, amused, as you sarcastically deliver all the coffees.
"Who is she?" He whispers to Austin.
"I'm not sure. I think her name is y/n. She gets coffee for the behind-camera guys." Austin answers nonchalantly.
"Have you actually looked at her?"
"I'm way ahead of you, man."
"You asked her out?"
"Not yet, but-"
"What are you waiting for?!" Austin looks at Elvis exasperated.
"I've been a bit busy."
"Can I?"
"Can you what?"
"Take her out." Austin laughs quietly.
"I don't know. Can you?" Elvis sighs.
"Can I use your body, I mean?"
"To go on a date? With a living girl? I'm not sure that's a reasonable plan." Elvis nods, defeated, and Austin walks back out on set to continue filming.
But Elvis can't stop watching you. He hovers around you, longing to be seen. You have an undeniable grace that has him damn-near spellbound. Austin pretends not to notice Elvis's preoccupation with you. He has plans to ask you out himself, eventually.
But Elvis gets tired of waiting. There's not too much left to film and he doesn't want to miss his chance. So one day, he jumps into Austin to film a scene during the '68 Special and just... doesn't leave. Instead, he swallows his nervousness and walks up to you at the end of the day.
"Hi. I'm... Austin." He holds a hand out for you to shake.
"Oh, gosh, I know, I'm y/n." You can't believe one of the actors knows you exist, much less is talking to you. And it's Austin Butler in black leather.
"I've been watching you. And I- okay that sounds creepy. You're just very pretty and I was wondering if, maybe, you'd like to go out with me? Tonight?"
"Oh wow... tonight?" You have a bed with your name on it and a pizza you plan to order, but this is Austin Butler and he's asking you out.
"Yeah..." Elvis isn't going to take the chance that Austin might refuse to let him take you out.
"Sure? I mean. Yes. I'd love to go out with you." A warm smile spreads across Austin's face and you can't believe how relieved he seems. Truly, it's Elvis, but you don't know that.
"Okay! Great! Can I pick you up in a couple hours?" Elvis isn't sure how he'll stay in Austin for this long, but he's going to try his best.
You nod and give Austin your address. Then, you make your way home completely in awe of the fact that you have a date with Austin Butler tonight.
******
Later that night, there's a knock on your door and you put the last minute touches on your makeup and walk to it to open it. When you do, you're a little shocked to find Austin with his hair fixed like Elvis, in a suit with the shirt unbuttoned half way down his chest and a thick gold cross sitting on his sternum. For some reason, this outfit doesn't feel like him. And it's not; it's 100% Elvis, but you have no way of knowing that.
"You ready, doll?" Why does he even sound like Elvis?
"Yeah, lemme just grab my purse."
You spend the rest of the evening on one of the best first dates you've ever experienced. Conversation comes easily to both of you, and you think it's unbelievably endearing that he takes you to a diner, and a movie, and a roller skating rink.
You've never been good at roller skating, so you spend most of the time hanging on him and trying to keep your balance.
Elvis is in heaven. He hasn't had this much fun in almost 5 decades. And the feeling of your hands on his skin and your body pressed up against his, even if it's not exactly his, is something he's desperately missed. When it's time to take you home, he's dying to take you inside and feel more of you on him, but he doesn't want to push you or take advantage of you in any way. Instead, he walks you to the door and stands with you awkwardly under the awning of your apartment complex.
"This was really fun." You want to ask him inside, but you're not sure if that would be too slutty. Still, he's a movie star, he has to be used to that. Right?
"Yeah, it was." You notice his eyes flick down to your lips, so you turn your face up to signal that he can kiss you. Elvis gets suddenly nervous. He hasn't kissed anyone in a very long time. After a few seconds, you realize he's not going to kiss you, so you step back.
"Oh... I'm sorry..." Elvis wants to kick himself for missing the window.
"For what, doll?"
"Nothing, I just thought... it's nothing." He takes a deep breath and remembers who he is. Then, he reaches out and grabs you by the waist, pulling you into him. He crashes his lips into yours and kisses you deeply. It's weird to kiss with someone else's mouth, but it doesn't take him long to figure it out.
You revel in the fact that Austin Butler is kissing you. You.
After you make out on the porch for a good fifteen minutes, you pull back from the kiss and look up into his eyes.
"Do you... wanna come in...?"
"Can I?" Elvis is shocked that you'd ask that so soon. Then, he remembers that it's not 1956 anymore. 1969 happened... he was there... and women are different now.
"Yeah... if you want to..." You start to get nervous that maybe you've made him uncomfortable. "You don't have to-"
"Yes. Please. I'd like that." You nod and smile and turn to open the door. He swallows deeply as you lead him into your apartment. It's been a long time since he's kissed someone, but it's been even longer since he did this. And kissing is easier to do well without practice.
You turn to him and take his hand, leading him to the bedroom. Is it possible that Austin is shy? He seems a little nervous to be headed that way with you.
"Do you not want to do this?" You stand facing each other next to the bed and look up into his eyes as he nods fervently.
"I do. I really do. I just... haven't... in a while..."
"Oh. Well, that's okay." Elvis smiles with Austin's face. He reaches out and fiddles with your shirt on your shoulder. Then, he moves his hand up to your cheek and runs his thumb over your lips.
"I just never thought this would be possible."
"What do you mean?" Elvis's heart jumps.
"Oh, umm, just, I've been watching you for a long time. I didn't think you'd want to go out with me." You smile and Elvis relaxes. He leans in slowly and presses his lips to yours again. He's surprised by how easy it is to fall back into a rhythm with you as the kissing ramps up and his hands, Austin's hands, begin to roam over your body. Without thinking, he slides them up under your shirt, dragging them across your back. He wants to lift your shirt and pull it off, but again, he's not sure just how far you're willing to go. Seemingly reading his mind, you remove your shirt for him.
You're shocked at how shy Austin is. You assumed he'd take the lead, but he seems reluctant even to take your shirt off. You push his jacket off of his shoulders and it falls to the ground. Your fingers go to the buttons and you take his shirt off too.
"Wow..." It comes out of you as a whisper while you run your fingertips over Austin's rippling abdominal muscles. Elvis looks down at himself and flexes his stomach as you touch him. This is different, but seeing the way you look at him, he's not exactly complaining. Bodies like this weren't common in his day, but he's thankful for Austin's dedication to diet and exercise in this moment. Something about it boosts his confidence and he reaches behind your back to remove your bra, but his fingers fumble. He peeks over your shoulder and eventually figures it out, pulling your bra forward off of you and dropping it to the floor. His hands slide to your breasts hungrily and he realizes how much he's missed the softness of a woman's skin against him. He pulls you in close and his kisses reach a fever pitch as he begins to move his mouth down your body. You revel in the sensation of his tongue on your nipple, throwing your head back in pleasure.
He turns you and lays you down on the bed, scooting you backwards and crawling on top of you. You arch your back as he kisses your stomach gently, finally landing at the place between your bellybutton and the top of your skirt. He hooks his fingers under your waistline and looks up at you, blue eyes wide with lust.
"Can I?"
"Yes. Please." He smiles softly and slides your skirt down your legs, removing your shoes at the same time.
"Mmmm." He groans as he holds one of your feet in his hand and kisses your ankle. You have beautiful feet and this is just another thing Elvis has missed about being with a woman. He feels his erection throbbing where it presses against the fabric of his pants. This creates a new sense of urgency in him and he hooks your panties with one finger between your legs and drags them off, quickly tossing them to the side. Now you're completely naked and he just stares at you for a minute. He was right to take this chance. You're worth it.
"What?"
"Nothing. You're just incredibly beautiful. I don't think I've ever wanted a woman this badly." You feel the blood rush to your cheeks and your core. He's unbelievable and if he's not careful, he'll have you head over heels for him. You sit up and begin to unbutton his pants, but he stops you. "This first, honey. Come here." He lays with his head on your pillow and pulls you to him, situating your hips above his face. He puts both hands on your ass and pulls your clit to his lips.
"Oh, fuck!" You grab the headboard while he goes to work licking and sucking you like his life depends on it. His tongue makes tantalizing circles on your sensitive button and you want to scream it feels so good. Elvis can tell by your reaction that he hasn't lost his touch, even if he is technically using someone else's mouth to do it. You look down at Austin with his face buried in your pussy, eyes closed like he's truly enjoying what he's doing. He slides first one and then two fingers into you and pumps them in and out while his tongue moves on you fervently.
"Oh, God, Austin, I'm gonna cum!" For a second, he forgets that he's Austin and his eyes pop open, but he adjusts quickly as your orgasm slams into you and your walls pulse around his fingers. Electricity explodes in your core and shoots lightning bolts to your fingertips in exquisite waves. When you finally come back down, you fall sideways off of him and lay on the bed. He wipes his face with his hand and sits up next to you.
"How was that, doll?"
"Oh. My. God." That's all you can get out and he smiles widely. He's still got it.
He stands up next to the bed, kicks off his shoes, and drops his pants and underwear. This is the first time he's looked down at himself and seen Austin's cock. Elvis is a little in shock. Not only is it huge, it's circumcised. He hopes it'll work the same way. Before he has too much more time to think about it, though, he looks up and you're on your knees in front of him.
You hold the base of him with one hand, put the other on his ass, and lick a circle around the tip.
"Fuck, y/n." Yep, it works the same way.
You slide as much of him as you can stand into your mouth, letting him hit the back of your throat. His head falls back and his mouth opens as you continue to work on him, bouncing and sucking and running your tongue along his shaft. Elvis is in heaven with your mouth around him and as much as he never wants it to stop, he wants to feel the rest of you too. Still, he reaches down and takes a handful of your hair as you let him thrust gently into your mouth for a bit. Then, he stops and stands you up, looking down into your eyes.
"Can I make love to you?" Your heart skips. No one has ever asked you that before.
"Yes. Yes, please." You lay back down on the bed together and he lines himself up with your entrance. His heart is pounding in anticipation. It's been so long.
He begins to push into you slowly, letting you stretch to accommodate his size. You moan softly as the sensation almost overwhelms you. When he's fully filling you, he pulls back slowly and thrusts forward again, groaning at the feeling of your tightness around him. He picks up a steady pace of fucking into you and you wrap your legs around his waist. Elvis is impressed with Austin's body and his ability to thrust without getting tired. It's been a very long time since he had that kind of youthful vitality.
"Yes, yes, yes!" You cry out breathlessly as he pounds you.
"God, y/n, it's so good." He moans again and kisses you deeply, feeling his orgasm begin to build in his hips. You're teetering just on the edge too, breasts bouncing with his rhythm. His cock is perfect to hit just the right spot inside you as he drives into you.
You feel him tense up as he slams into you one last time, throwing you over the edge into oblivion as well. You throb around him as he shoots you full of his warmth and shudders his hips into you. He relaxes and sets his head on your shoulder, both of you sweating and breathing heavily. After a few seconds, he slides out of you and lays next to you on the bed.
He's dying to tell you that he's Elvis and not Austin. He wants you to know that it's him. But he's afraid that would freak you out too much, so he keeps his mouth shut. Instead, he turns to look at you and you look back into Austin's face.
"That was amazing." You say, smiling. He smiles in return.
"It really was."
"Do you wanna... stay...?" You feel like you should know better than to ask, but you do anyway. Elvis knows he can't hold onto Austin when he sleeps, though. He'd be shocked to wake up here with you with no memory of how he got here.
"I wish I could, doll, but I can't. I'd love to do this again sometime, though."
"Yeah?" He rolls over and runs his fingertips down the side of your face.
"Yes. I really would." He leans in and kisses your lips softly. Then, he sighs deeply and rolls over, getting out of bed and putting his clothes on. It doesn't seem like he wants to leave, but he does anyway. He kisses you at the door again, tucking a stray piece of hair behind your ear.
"I'll see you soon, doll." You think to yourself that you'll see him tomorrow at work, but you don't say that part out loud. He walks through the door and you close it softly behind him.
He stays in Austin just long enough to get him home and in bed, laying there for a bit thinking about the encounter he just had with you. Elvis hasn't had a better day in over 50 years. Finally, his eyes close and Elvis pulls himself out, letting Austin sleep.
He's nervous about how he'll react when he finds out Elvis used his body to go out with you, but what's done is done. And he has every intention of begging to let it happen again.
i have thoughts on reid x dilaudid that i feel like iâve never seen anyone talk about before so im gonna share
spoilers for s2 ofc and cw for discussions of substance abuse
something im thinking abt right now is that presumably reid was not psychologically or physically dependent on dilaudid yet by the time he was rescued from tobias hankel. of course he was incredibly traumatized and im not saying i wouldnât anticipate wanting relief from that if i were him, but he could have gone without the drugs. he CHOSE to take the vials from tobias when he left. so if you think about it we didnât even see the turning point into his addictionâhe had to make the choice AGAIN to shoot up at some later point. he obviously knows the statistics abt addiction and the opioid crisis. but we know he really was addicted eventually. so after tobias, he got home and looked at those vials and made that choice to shoot up again, fully aware of what he was doing and all the implications and potential consequences but he was just in that much pain.
like it makes me so so sad to think about how smart he is and how his vast intellect was not enough to stop him at any point in the pursuit of getting high and he was contending with that the whole time, aware that he should be âtoo smartâ for what heâs doing. like he had to procure syringes, he had to consider what he was potentially sacrificing, all while he was completely lucid, and he still made a fully conscious decision that it was more valuable to get high.
or maybe he convinced himself he was just going to use them to wean himself off because it would take a major toll on your body to receive all those drugs in such a short time frame. maybe he thought he could slowly detox. which might be even sadder. or maybe he was lying to himself the whole time and knew he just wanted to give himself permission to get high again. idk.
regardless itâs really really sad to think about how much effort he had to put into doing something he knew was terrible for him and how he chose it again and again because thatâs how much he was hurting. like that scene of him holding the bottles and looking in the mirror at work hits a lot harder when you realize his addiction was not something just happened to him. he canât entirely shirk the blame. i canât even imagine how much self loathing he would have had going on at that time
(also i am fully aware that addiction is an illness and in many regards not a choice at all, but im saying its not likely he was actually clinically diagnostically addicted to dilaudid by the time he was freed. in that sense, he did make choices which contributed to his addiction, and he had to live with that, which i think is really highlighted by him looking in the mirror like what the fuck have i done to myself)
anyways im so sad nowđđđđ!!!!!! this is one of my favorite plot lines it was done so dirty!!
Summary- After a successful mission the squad joins together for the annual Navy Gala in San Diego, Bob has been hung up on you for months but too afraid to bite the bullet. What happens when someone on the squad decides to push his buttons? Will the green eyed monster rear its ugly head and bring you two together?
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Heâs nursing his beer across the room at his table with payback and rooster and between the look on his face and the white knuckle grip he has on his bottle anyone can tell heâs coming unraveled at the seams. You walked in earlier tonight arm and arm with his front seater Phoenix, both of you opting out of wearing your uniforms to the Navy Gala and wearing formal gowns instead. Honestly he wished he could say he even remembered what Phoenix was wearing because all he can do is gawk at the floor length red dress you have on, tight in all the right places and catching the eye of just about anyone with a pulse.
Like clockwork Hangman saunters up to the group, quick to open his big mouth to say whatâs on everyoneâs mind. âDamn baby on board, your girl over there is getting all sorts of attention, you might better make your move before someone else slides in and takes her home.â He wiggles his eyebrows winking in Bobâs direction, knowing heâs gotten under his skin.
âSheâs not mine Seresin, weâre just friends which I know youâre well aware.â He snarls, very much out of his character and they all take notice. He doesnât know how much more he can take of this, currently watching Yale drone at you about something stupid by the bar, heâs running his hand down your arm clearly making you antsy judging by your body language. It seems like every available guy on his team decided to ogle you like youâre just a pretty face; rather than the most perfect woman to walk the earth. Bobâs normally steadfast composure is almost non existent listening to the shit they keep spewing. Sure itâs all mostly above board and you probably wouldnât bat an eye over it, but selfishly Bob wants to sling his jacket over your shoulders and drag you home so he can keep all the prying eyes from looking at what he wishes was his.
Hangman calls his bluff immediately, knows all too well that sweet little Bob Floyd isnât as demure as everyone thinks. Heâs seen the way he looks at you when no one else is looking, whether you know it or not that man is hook, line, and sinker 100 percent yours.
So Jake decides to poke the bear. Itâs too easy really, he knows Bobâs been pining for months (letâs face it the poor boy doesnât have a poker face) so maybe just a little bit of needling is what the WSO needs to find his backbone.
âWellâ he drawls, shoving himself up from the table with a nod in your direction, âYou wonât mind if I shoot my shot then. She looks good enough to eat tonight and I for one am starving.â Payback and Rooster both audibly cringe, they know heâs laying it on thick and youâd never give him the time of day, but Bob doesnât. At least not for sure. In fact he looks rather green around the ears now, slightly panicked that the small chance he had deluded himself into thinking he had is vaporizing the second Hangman saunters over to the open bar. Rooster shoots him a sympathetic glance, poor kid needs to just bite the bullet he thinks but he canât help but be mildly amused at the shitstorm that Hangman is about to start.
Youâre almost relieved to see him honestly, you and Jake have always been good friends, both being from the south and having a deep appreciation for college football. If you have to listen to Yale drone on about his stupid deep sea fishing trip while he tries to cop a feel for much longer you might break one of his fingers. Maybe all of them.
âHangman!â You usher him over, scooting him between you and Yaleâs unwanted touches, all too grateful for the intrusion.
Yale looks over at Jake, annoyed and about to open his mouth but Jake waves him off like a pesky fly and he excuses himself, probably off to find his next victim, knows better than to even attempt an argument with Hangman.
âOh my God thank you, I thought heâd never leave me alone! I can only be nice for so long and I was just about ready to tell him to fuck off.â
âManners little lady, for someone who looks like a princess this evening you sure do have a mouth on you,â he throws his head back and laughs at your discomfort, he knows you arenât at ease in this setting at all, calling the bartender over to get you another jack and coke.
âSo tell me Y/N, when are you gonna let baby on board off the hook and tell him youâre ready to go steady with him?â
You sputter out a gasp as you accidentally inhale a little of your drink, quick to clear your throat and throw daggers up at Hangman with your stare.
âFirst of all, you know I canât stand it when you make fun of him, second of all how much have you had to drink tonight? I think you might have hit your limit if you think Bob is even remotely interested in me.â
He just pats you on the hand now, almost condescendingly.
âWanna make a wager on that? Because I guarantee you sugar, Glasses over there is head over boots and I bet I can make him just jealous enough to finally admit that heâs got the hots for you.â
You link your arm in his and pivot him towards the dance floor. âFine, youâve got a deal, and when I prove you wrong you have to wear an Alabama jersey at the Hard Deck next weekend and tell everyone Roll Tide!â You erupt into giggles at Jakeâs look of disgust, but a deal is a deal and heâs nothing if not a gentleman.
Meanwhile Bob is feeling more and more off kilter, he knows he needs to just get out of his damn head and cross whatever line heâs drawn in the sand that keeps him from telling you how he feels. Heâs so deep in his own thoughts that he doesnât even notice Phoenix plopping down into the vacant seat next to him.
âUh hello? Earth to Bob?â She waves a hand over his face to snap him out of whatever trance he looks like heâs in.
âWhat? Huh? Oh Iâm sorry Nat, I donât know whatâs gotten into me tonight, I donât feel like myself at all.â He looks absolutely miserable as he watches Jake escort you to the dance floor encircling you in his arms.
Her face softens as she looks at her WSO, knows exactly whatâs got him in such a funk.
âCould it have something to do with the fact that Y/N looks like a million bucks tonight and you are coming out of your skin having to watch every guy in here try to get her to go out with them?â
His eyes go wide at her response and he feels his skin heat up and stomach lurch just thinking about someone else being with you the way he wants.
âI-I donât have a clue what you mean.â
âI think you do, and if you were honest with yourself youâd just admit it.â
He sighs, running his hand over his face and looking up towards the dance floor, where you and Hangman are still swaying to the music, his hands dangerously low at your waist. Bob has to look away, sickly feeling in his stomach rearing its ugly head again.
Rooster leans in, he spent most of the night trying to stay out of it but it looks like his friend could use the encouragement. Sliding a shot of tequila in front of the WSO he claps him on the shoulder.
âBob, life is too damn short. You gonna sit here all night and mope or go get your girl?â
Bob tries to anchor himself for a moment, slings the shot back, liquid courage burning through his veins as he pushes back from the table. Heâll be damned if he doesnât at least try to let you know how he feels, if you shoot him down then thatâs that. But he canât take one more minute watching someone else get all your attention.
âAtta boy Bobby!â Phoenix crows as she and Rooster watch him weave through the crowd to you.
Jake is being very handsy, and while youâd given him permission to play things up for the bit you were losing hope fast that this would actually work. You should have never agreed to this, you knew it wasnât true that Bob was into you; youâd all but thrown yourself at him more times than you could count and the soft spoken man had just written it off as you being an affectionate friend. Jakeâs got his lips pressed right above your ear now, assuring you it wonât be much longer judging by the glare he gotten the last time he glanced at their table. The two of you sway to whatever song the dj is playing, youâre feeling so stupid now for this little stunt, as you open your mouth to tell Jake itâs time to give up the act you feel strong hands plucking you from his arms. You gasp as you are suddenly spun around, face to face with Bob. Jake blends back into the crowd with a chuckle, mission accomplished.
âOhmygosh, wha- oh Robby hey! Whatâs going on? You ok?â Youâre scanning his features now, heâs causally moved you both to the edge of the dance floor now, still swaying to the song and to anyone else it would look like he seamlessly cut in to dance with his friend, not at all the reality of the situation at hand, far more tense and out of character.
Heâs looking down into your face now, something stormy in his features as he pulls you closer to him.
âY/N, Iâm sorry I know that was rude but I just- I couldnât stand it anymore.â
âCouldnât stand what Robby? whatâs going on? Youâre starting to worry me a little.â
He looks so on edge, it hurts your heart to know somethingâs troubling him so you squeeze his arm thatâs around your waist, giving him the encouragement to go on.
âCan-can we go outside and talk? I promise Iâm not trying to get out of it I just donât want to do this here.â
You nod and take his hand, letting him lead you from the ballroom and out into the courtyard of the fancy hotel the gala was being held.
The second you hit the open air his body is pressed to yours, running his hand through your hair at the base of your neck to pull your faces together, rubbing his nose gently against yours.
âI need you to tell me this is all in my headâ he gasps, eyes wild, âI would die if I ever made you feel uncomfortable but God- I gotta know if you feel the same way Y/N, I donât think I can keep going like this anymore. Everyone keeps telling me that you feel the same but I canât- I canâtâŚâ he shakes his head trying to get his thoughts together, anxiety pooling in his stomach at the thought that this is going wrong.
You suck in a sharp breath, feeling him so close with his hands running over your sides and his lips against yours is like heaven, it makes it downright impossible to conjure up a coherent sentence. So you opt for showing him rather than telling, gripping his bicep with one hand and stroking his jaw with the other, you lean up and press your lips to his, first one, then two soft kisses. He groans into your mouth now, a noise so delicious you need him to do it again immediately.
The damn breaks and itâs like a wildfire now, hands roaming everywhere mouths panting hot open filthy kisses as his tongue slides in to massage yours. The only thought in your head is his name, Robby Robby Robby. Making out like a bunch of teenagers grinding up against each other in the dark, you feel him slide his thigh between your legs into the side slit of your dress, just a taste of the friction you need but not nearly enough. You know you ought to stop, anyone could walk out and catch you but itâs just oh so good. You could slap yourself for taking this long to have him like this, cursing all the nights you went home to your toys thinking of him when you could have been doing this all along.
Reluctantly you pull back and take a deep gasping breath, chests heaving and fighting for air. You grin up at him now, and he flashes you a crooked smile that turns your limbs to jelly.
âIf I had known all I had to do was get you a little bit jealous to finally make a move I have to admit I would have done that a hell of a lot sooner.â
He guffaws at that, looks so much more at ease, the sound one of the best things youâve ever heard. âDarlinâ all it took was you in this dress to turn me into putty in your little hands, Iâve been a downright fool for waiting this long. Iâm so stupidly in love with you.â
His words warm you from the inside out, and you press soft kisses to his neck, whispering into his skin-
âI love you so much Robby, always have.â
You two stumble back into the ballroom a little worse for wear and make a beeline for your table so you can grab your stuff. Everyone on the team takes the two of you in, flushed cheeks and mussed up hair, Bobâs got lipstick smeared on his chin near his lips and you donât feel a bit embarrassed by the shocked looks you are given as you swiftly snatch your purse up and bid everyone goodbye, bubbly giggles erupting from you as Bob swats at your backside trying to get you to hurry up and get to his truck. Heâs the only one taking you home tonight and if he has anything to say about it every night for the foreseeable future.
The line between the two of you is non existent now, you are trying your best to let him be a safe driver but Jesus H Christ you just want him everywhere.
He can tell you are literally buzzing with need, shaky hands pawing at his thigh and abs while leaning across the console to suck a mark next to his Adamâs apple. Heâs trying his damndest to not pull over on the side of the highway and take you right here, but he wants this to be perfect. Just as your hand goes to slide between his legs he snatches both wrists up in one of his giant hands. You look at him with shock covering your features, he didnât even look away from the road as he swatted your hands and placed them in your lap. His voice is deeper than normal, eyes still laser focused on the road in front of him. Manâs a stealth pilot after all.
âSweetheart I need you to keep those pretty hands to yourself, Iâm not fucking you in the front seat of the truck for our first time. We gotta do this right ok sugar? Just be patient a little longer.â
Oh. OH. You can confidently say youâve never been more turned on in your entire life.
Finally, mercifully after what seems like a million years (it was the longest 5 minutes of your life), you pull up to your little beach condo. Stepping out of the truck on shaky legs into his waiting arms is a feat, youâve never needed someone so badly in your life. He holds you close, his warmth enveloping you as he kisses the top of your head.
âWe donât have to do this tonight if you donât want to baby-â there he is, suddenly your shy unsure boy, no need to second guess himself but always worrying about others.
You wish you could be bothered to be embarrassed for the way you all but launched yourself at him, fingers carding through his hair to grip at the short ends at the base, sliding your tongue into his mouth and begging him to take you to bed.
It was all he needed to flip the switch, ushering you into your house, the moment the door is shut he presses you into the door, nimble fingers working at the zipper on the back of your dress while he presses sloppy kisses to your chest. The dress pools at your feet and he pulls in air through his nose and moans at the realization that underneath your gown you were only wearing what he would consider the smallest piece of fabric known to mankind and calling it underwear. You are convinced the room is spinning, heat rising up your body as you clumsily work in tandem with him to rid him of his own clothes, tossing the jacket of his dress whites on your couch as you begin to move him forward to your bedroom.
He grips the sides of your thighs and tells you to jump into his arms, blindly going down the hall until he stops right at the edge of your bed.
Letting you slide down his body you immediately hit your knees, making quick work of his belt buckle, he looks almost dazed now, leans his hand down to tilt your face to him, deep blue eyes roaming over your exposed skin.
âMy sweet girl, look at you. Such a pretty little thing, you gonna let me have your mouth?â He drawls, his accent thicker than normal and you have to squeeze your thighs together just thinking about whatâs to come.
You melt into his touch, fingers dancing along the edge of his boxers, and nod your head. You lean in to nuzzle your face into him, hot and heavy against your cheek and revel in the noises he makes above you.
You decide you donât have it in you to tease him tonight, itâs been such a long time coming and youâd be lying if you havenât come undone in the quiet of your room thinking about this exact moment. You rake your nails down his abs, make quick work to rid him of his pants and underwear, realizing very quickly that the locker room talk the boys have engaged in isnât just talk. Heâs definitely got plenty to brag about, but you had always thought the guys were just teasing him when they said he was huge.
You wrap your fingers around him now, looking back up at him as you lean in to swirl your tongue over his tip. Sliding his hand up into your hair he winds it around his hand a little and pulls you forward, you immediately open your mouth fully to take more of him, tongue flattening and letting him take what he wants from you. You know heâd never hurt you, thatâs the thing about your line of work, you have to have complete trust in each other to keep your team safe. This though, letting him have complete control and telling him you love him through your actions; itâs like a promise.
He continues shallowly thrusting into your mouth, grunting filthy praises, telling you how beautiful you are, how good you are to him. He pulls back just when it becomes too much and kneels to scoop you up in his arms, laying you gently on the bed just taking you in. He still canât quite believe that this is really happening, convinced heâll wake up any second now. You make grabby hands at him now and he huffs out a laugh, crawling up the bed into your arms as you pull him on top of you.
You donât think youâve ever wanted someone this much, sex with other partners has almost always been about the other person, usually with you faking it and taking care of yourself later. Having him this way is like a drug, you know all the fantasies youâve concocted have nothing on just how good he feels. You try to push yourself into him, let him know you want him to take you but he stills your movements. You let out a whine, looking up at him with pouty lips and he kisses it away with a smile. âI donât know how youâve been doing this in the past but baby Iâve got my own set of rules here. Now Iâll give you what you want, I promise but you gotta let me get you ready first. You gotta let me taste ya and cum for me and then you can have my cock, can you be a good girl and do that for me?â You blink at him, jaw going slack, completely blown away. Youâre pretty sure you are wetter than the pacific and he hasnât even really touched you yet. This man is going to be the death of you for sure.
You grasp his face and moan into his mouth as you kiss him deeply, nipping at his lower lip to elicit more noises from him. Pulling you back a little he rubs his nose with yours and gives you a quick wink before making his descent down your body, pink tongue pokes out to lave at your sternum while he massages your breasts in his hands. âYou are so perfect everywhere baby but God these titsâŚI could stay right here all day if youâd let me.â He pulls a nipple between his teeth and you nearly jolt off the bed, grinding yourself down onto his thigh as he continues his torture. âRobbyâ you gasp, fighting for air and purchase on the bed, tangling your fingers in the sheets as you continue to buck up onto his leg. He pulls back and quirks an eyebrow at you, clearly amused at just how needy youâve become for him already. âWhat is it baby girl? Use your words, tell me what you want.â
âI need- I need your mouth on me, please I want it so bad Robbyâ you babble at him, you canât even bother to be ashamed at how ridiculous you probably sound, somewhere deep in your mind you know heâs probably eating it up, smug bastard.
He shushes you and runs his hands over your breasts and stomach, slides down to the apex of your thighs and spreads them wide. âIâve got you sugar, Iâve got ya.â And finally, blessedly he dives in, licking a long stripe from your entrance to your throbbing clit, swirling his tongue around it and sucking harshly. You arch yourself up into his face, gasping roughly as you reach down to grip his hair, attempting to close your legs around him but he holds you down, eating at you like itâs his last meal.
Moans vibrating directly into your pussy and you arenât sure if heâs talking to you or to it, but Jesus if youâd known he could talk dirty and eat pussy like this you might not have waited so long to make him yours. Heâs sliding his ring and middle finger inside of you now, and oh if this is how good it feels from his fingers you might die when you finally get him inside you. The noises bouncing off your bedroom walls are obscene, moans coming from you both and the lewd wet smacks from his lips and tongue.
âDoinâ so good for me love, taste so damn sweetâ he rasps and begins to crook his fingers into that place you can never seem to quite reach yourself and suddenly youâre right there, orgasm takes you before you can even warn him, thrashing your head back and forth as you keen high in your throat and you swear you nearly black out from the euphoria. He continues fucking you with his fingers through your high, massaging your calf with his other hand. You finally come down from the haze and lean up on your elbows, grabbing his shoulders to pull him up and kiss him.
You look at him through your lashes, admiring how pretty he is. He seems to feel your gaze, cheeks and ears turning pink and you canât help how your heart feels like it might burst at how happy you are. You lay like that for a few minutes, just kissing and whispering sweet nothings to each other but you can tell Bob is more than ready for you now, pressed up against your thigh hot and heavy. You press a few kisses to the freckles scattering his cheeks before tugging his earlobe between your teeth. âI was a good girl for you Robby, want you to fuck me now baby. Need you so badly, make me yours my loveâ
And you know exactly what youâre doing to him, he grips your hip tightly and you see the cracks in his composure, taking your chin between his thumb and index finger he licks into your mouth turning you into a moaning mess all over again. You reach between your bodies to stroke him and he pulls back from your lips leaving you a whining mess.
âOk, ok baby girl I know it, Iâm gonna give it to you.â You give a sigh of relief reaching to pull a condom out of your nightstand, ripping the package open and rolling it down his length.
He hovers over you now, lips ghosting over yours as he slowly eases himself into your heat. You gasp as he enters you, body trembling at the sensation and grip his biceps, nails digging in sure to leave a bruise tomorrow but neither of you can be bothered to care. The stretch is so good, so so good and you feel like you might come apart again just from this. A string of curses fall from his lips and he begins to grind slowly into you, pubic bone grazing your clit with each thrust of his hips into yours.
âOh Robby, oh baby I love you sâgood baby so good, just like thatâ you moan into his neck and he knows youâre getting close again already, so turned on for him that you know heâs already ruined you for anyone else.
âSo pretty sugar, look at you taking me so well, God I just want you like this all the time, been dreaming of fucking you like this for so long, better than I ever imagined, gonna give you everything baby God I fucking love youâ Heâs pretty sure heâs never been this hard in his life, as ruined as you think you are he may just be worse.
You preen under his praise, clearly didnât realize until just now how much it turned you on but the way you're clenching around him gives you away.
âYou like when I tell you how good you are donât you baby? Can feel how much you like it sweet girl, think you can give me another one darlinâ? Want to see you make a mess all over my cock, come on beautiful girl you can do itâ he coos at you as he reaches down to rub his thumb over your swollen bud, one, two, three swipes and youâre crying out, clamping down on him and cumming harder than you have in your entire life. Heâs fucking you through it, letting you buck up into him and take what you need until you fall back weakly against the pillows, sucking in air in deep gulps as you try to come down. He doesnât let you though, begins fucking you in earnest now, hips slapping into the back of your thighs as he presses you down into the mattress, pulls your feet up over his shoulders and slams into you relentlessly. All you can do is just take it now, pleasure rolling off of you in waves as you cry out and you know youâre already close again.
âYou got one more in you angel? Want ya to come with me this time ok? Youâre so fucking good baby so good for me, pussy is so perfect like it was made to take meâ heâs not even sure what heâs saying anymore just completely lost in how good it feels and how much he needs you to cum with him.
âMâ close baby, want us to go together too please please please, oh oh God!â you call out, and you know heâs on the edge too, once again gliding your slick over your clit to get you there and heâs leaning in to press his mouth to yours as you both come together, a mess of teeth and tongue clashing and itâs everything, deep guttural moans pouring from his mouth the sweetest noises youâve ever heard. He runs his hands through your hair and presses kisses to your sweaty forehead, slowly pulling out of you to toss the condom and you whine at the loss of him.
âIâm not going anywhere baby, just give me a second so I can clean you up and Iâll be right back.â
You lay there dazed, somewhere between asleep and alert and heâs back, wiping you down gently and crawling back into bed to hold you.
Just as you both begin to doze off you press a kiss to his arm, whispering I love yous as you succumb to sleep. Heâs not typically a jealous man but if the green eyed monster got you in his arms and in his bed maybe being a little jealous from time to time ainât so bad.
Jimin is soo freakin relatable though like my guy doens't give a shit about anything. The way he was sleeping outside when the whole staff was right infront of the house recording him, the way he be wearing those shoes which looks a bit torned in the front (could be that he spilled something on it but he was wearing those same in hobi's listening party so...) The way he wears his clothes for literally years like he could be wearing shirts from 6-7 yrs ago or more. He enjoys the free merch he gets and wears them everywhere. He was wearing yg's and TH's concert nd album merch during his own album practice..like i LOVE him more for that.
Only thing is someone should throw out those big ass boot/shoes whatever those r called that he be wearing like that's fking Ugly. Throw those dirty jeans or wtv that fashion is and end his dior contract like boy go free that dior only put his slim body in those ill fitted suits. Having park jimin as ur embassador and making him wear that shit?
A K-kookminer called him an environmental activist đ. But at least he knows the value of quality clothing. In a consumerist and fast fashion world, I think he's doing a good job. And it seems that he likes to give some of his clothes to his friends, which also helps. Apart from official appearances, Jimin just dresses like a regular guy who has a washing machine. But I agree, some of those shoes he'd be wearing in the last 2 years are a fashion crime. Although it is clear that his natural state is to be barefoot and shoes are seen as only a necesity. Probably like clothes, knowing he wears them just to take them off.
But speaking of relatable and the beginning of your ask, it reminded me of a moment in the second episode of AYS. It's when they come out of the store on their last day and Jimin starts eating the chicken right then and there. I could never, sorry. At least I'd wait until I get to the car. But that entire look, from speaking while eating, the fact that he was still wearing the same t-shirt he had on during dinner and while sleeping, it really showed such a different picture. If he had sat down on the pavement nearby, opened a can of beer and light a cigarette, it would complete the look.
I have some small and random headcannons that are not really big enough to justify a big ol' post about so I'm just dropping them in your ask box lol
-Jason is red/green color blind like a dog or wolf
- Annabeth has a little dolphin plushie that percy insisted that she get while they were at an aquarium to "heal her inner child"
- I know this is kinda already said because Piper's eyecolor is ambiguous, but what if she has spectral heterochromia. Like different colors in the same iris
- Leo knows all the words to all the songs in highschool musical (just seems like something he'd know lol)
- Annabeth wears noise canceling headphones a lot of the time because she's really sensitive to sound
- Rachel will give people like random things. "Here I found this rock and it reminded me of you" "have this cool leaf!!" Stuff like that
- Hazel and Nico are both short because it makes them closer to the underworld
Just some random thoughts lol enjoy!
thanks for the ask @invadericee!!
omg i love these
the jason color blind one is an interesting thought. follow up question: why would that be? is it related to him living with the wolves?
percy making annabeth buy a little stuffed dolphin, or buying it for her, is the cutest thing ever. and knowing percy heâd probably buy something for himself too lol (we shall never forget the fallen panda pillow đŞŚđ). and you know every time she looks at it sheâs gonna think of him (sheâd totally sleep with it and snuggle it when heâs not there)
yeah piperâs eyes are said to look like kaleidoscopes. super cool and pretty!
leo and the high school musical soundtrack LOL. he would đ
idk about annabeth being sensitive to loud noises, given her life is constantly filled with battles and giants and explosions and well⌠mass chaos. but i can totally see her wearing noise canceling headphones while she studies. she says in MoA that she needs her study space to be plain and non-distracting, so it makes total sense that she would need silence too (especially if percy is studying next to her and tapping his foot and pencil drumming lol)
rachel is TOTALLY the type of person to do that. sheâs the friend who gives you the most random shit for your birthday. like sheâll give you dirty rocks with some special meanings that you donât get đ
bestie⌠the hazel and nico one is so out of pocket, and it made me cackle. thatâs the funniest hc ive ever seen. i do picture them both being short, and this is the best explanation iâve ever heard. leo or percy would totally say this. i love this đđ
thank you for your wonderful thoughts! i always enjoy them!!
Can you write something about Quinn? Idc if itâs steamy or fluff. I just need himmmm đŠđ
Hockey Jersey||đ. đđśđ¨đŠđŚđ´
*Gif not mine*
Pairings: Quinn Hughes x f!reader
Summary: You and Quinn canât exactly get along until you show up at a game of his wearing his jersey.
Word count: 1.3k
Warnings: smut, jersey sex, oral (f!receiving), penetration (p in v), dirty talk, toys, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), car sex, multiple ďżźorgasm, kinda kinky ngl
Requested: technically yes
Note: more smut đŤ˘. I feel like I canât write smut at all.
Being really good friends with the Hughes family was amazing. Our parent went to high school together and something years later had children. I was an only child while three Hughesâ were born.
Thereâs Luke, a total sweetheart but secretly a nerd for the most random shit Iâve ever heard of. And plays for Michigan.
Jack, a softy and sucks at video games. But heâs also my best friend and constantly explains to me that Quinn and I are meant to be.
But Quinn, he hates my guts. I hate him to, we never clicked. Total opposites. When weâd play hockey in their backyard heâd purposely make me trip over my own feet.
But Jacks right, I do purposely try on get Quinnâs nerves. I have the love hate relationship with him. So getting him riled up turns me on. Like a lot.
Therefore, tonight is the night. I bought Quinnâs jersey not too long ago just so I could wear it tonight at his game against Pittsburg. One thing Quinn always told me was that if I ever wore his jersey heâd go ballistic.
I pull the jersey over my head and let it fall to my mid thigh. Letâs not forget the royal blue lingerie I have underneath to match his jersey. I grab my phone, key and wallet, heading to my car, driving to the game.
To make things a little more interesting, I bought a ticket right behind Vancouvers bench meaning heâd see me and his jersey right away. Once I got there I did everything a fan would do and head to my seat.
Soon the guys start running out of the tunnel, practicing and standing for the national anthem. Quinn wasnât on the first line so he was on the bench. As Quinn skates towards the bench he catches my eye. My panties dampen when heâs jaw clenches.
During the entire game, Quinn would consistently. Heâs eyes grow darker each time. âWait by your car after the game.â He mouths, I canât tell of heâs angry or not. I mean his team is losing pretty badly.
Angry sex?
Ummm, yes.
Before the game even ends I chose to leave early not wanting to get caught up in the crowd. By the time I make it to my car, I see fans piling the streets. My cars parked at a back entrance where no fucking cars are seen.
So if Quinn wants to get lucky, hopefully. Then he should walk out the back entrance. Leaning on my car, I hear the door open and walking out is Quinn mother fucking Hughes.
âGet in the car.â He orders, pointing towards the passenger side. âYou see, my car means I drive.â I say, tilting my head to the side. Quinn laughs looking to the side the back at me, âYou wanna be a good fucking girl, get in the car and give me the keys.â My legs clamp together at my soaked panties.
I drop the keys into his hand and walk around the car to the passenger side. As Quinn starts driving along the road, I put my hand into my coat pocket pressing on the remote to go higher.
A shiver runs up my spine as the vibrations start doing its work, slowly I start to whimper and groan. âWhat the fuck are you-â Quinn turns his head off the road and to me and my hand.
âJesus, fuck.â He says under his breath, Quinn pulls into a parking garage and parks the car into a random spot with no car in sight. âGet in the back.â Quinn demands.
I click the remote once more, flinging my hand to grip Quinnâs jacket, âFuck, Quinn, ah ah, Quinn.â I breathe out. Quinn grabs the remote from my hand and shuts it off. âYou want to fucking come, get in the back.â He says lowly, with my chin in his hand.
I unbuckle my seatbelt, manoeuvring to the backseat and lay down on the seat. âIâve had a really bad day princess, so be a good fucking girl and take off you pants.â Quinn says towering over me.
I start pulling down the waistband of my pants down with the help of Quinn. âGod, Iâm going to fuck you with this on.â He grunts into my ear, running his hands over the jersey.
Quinnâs hands travel down to the front of my panties slipping his hand and pulls the vibrator out. âJust couldnât wait, you just had to be a needy slut. You just wanted the attention.â He teases sliming the outline of my pussy.
âQuinn, please, do something.â I plea, as he places peppered kisses along my neck and his hands needing my breasts. âWhat do you want, use your words.â He murmured into my neck. âI-I want you-you to use the toy.â I respond out of breath.
âWhere? Where do you want the toy?â He asks, itâs so hot in here I wouldnât be surprised if the windows were steamed over. âMy pussy. My pussy.â I tell him, he trails the toy up my thighs right to my bud.
I shudder in his hands feeling the buzzing at such a high level. âQuinn! Quinn! Oh my tucking god, donât stop, donât stop.â I pant out feeling my release combing close. âI love this fucking set.â He tells me, moving his free hand to the band of my panties. âI hope you donât mind.â Quinn rips my panties without my response.
âYouâre getting me more.â I whisper, arching my back. âIâll buy you however many you want.â He says teasing his pointer finger to my hole, pushing it in ever so slowly. I moan loudly pleasing him too just do it.
Quinn slowly pushes his one finger in, finding a rhythm. He continues his assault on my pussy overstimulating it at max. To add more pleasure he removes the toy with a whine from me and replaces it with his tongue. âSo fucking sweet.â His words vibrate in my pussy causing my climax.
I call his name over and over again, griping his hair closer to my pussy as he licks me clean. âTaste yourself.â He demands, sticking my tongue out, I suck his fingers. âWhat a slut, sucking my fingers like a whore.â He shoves his fingers deeper causing me to gag on them.
Picking me up, he places me onto his lap right above his dick. âYou have your clothes on still.â I whine, trying to peel his shirt off. When Quinn notices my struggle he helps me out and does the same to the jersey and my bra.
Iâm fully naked in front of someone Iâm supposed to hate, âOne more.â I tell him, âOne more.â He confirms, he taps my thigh telling me to lift up. Quinn quickly pulls of his khaki pants and boxers, bring me back down and grinds into my pussy.
âQuinn please, do it please,â I beg, wrapping my arms around his neck, when he wraps his around my body. Bringing my closer he settles me down on his cock, allowing me to take every inch of him.
âFuck.â We moan together, picking up the pace I start rocking until my legs buck. Quinn take is as his cue to grip my hips and slam me up and down his cock roughly.
âQuinn Iâm so close, Iâm so close.â I tell him. âCome.â He orders, on cue I do so. Milking his cock from balls to tip. He lifts me up resting me right as his knees as he grabs tissues to clean up.
Once heâs done he puts his boxers on and his shirt on me, laying me on he bare chest. I trace random patterns on his chest neither of us saying a word just embracing each other in silence.
One of Callie's character traits that consistently pops up in Choices is how much of a workaholic she is. This is a reflection of the fact that, in-game, I typically don't let her go to bed until 12 or 1. (Though, admittedly, I always make sure to have her drop by the farmhouse to have night-time dialogue with Sterling and give that man another kiss because reasons.)
This particular day in game, it resulted in a series of late-night heart events.
First up, my favorite wine aunt:
Spoiler: this line influenced the way Callie's magic will grow in Choices far more than you'd expect.
But this version of Ras's ex really is my absolute favorite.
Upon leaving the railroad, I got this scene:
And it still strikes me as so damn dirty. đ
Callie needed to drop by the community center on the way home (because dammit I will complete the damn thing by the end of Y1), and triggered a scene I'd never seen before.
Why must SVE make him so damn likable. WHY?!
All my 1.6 playthrough posts can be found here, and my mod loadout here. If you're curious about Callie and my attempt to interweave SVE, Ridgeside, and East Scarp, look here for an ongoing series about her first year.
here we go again, I had too much fun with part one & a few of you wanted a part 2! so like last time, I put the current gmmtv cast on a virtual spinning wheel, spun it 20 times to create 10 random couples & rated them!
OFF X FLUKE GAWIN
I SWEAR I DIDN'T FAKE THIS LMAO đ so um... I did write a seandan not me fic & simply adore both of these babes, so... yeah of course I'm into this lol. I think they did have great enemies to lovers chemistry in not me, and them being work out buddies irl was adorable! they're also kings of having chemistry with literally anyone so I know given the opportunity they would absolutely SLAY đ also they would be such an attractive couple lol, sorry I need to mention that since both of them are two of my absolute ultimate celebrity crushes 𼰠and lastly since I've always wanted to see off in a ship with a guy who's taller than him this would be *chef's kiss* 9/10
FORCE X POND
hmmmmm... I don't really see it but to be fair, I didn't see force & neo either and that didn't keep them from absolutely eating each other's faces in the only friends mock trailer đ and I ABSOLUTELY didn't see pond & nanon together and that didn't stop pond from being so good at flirting with him in dirty laundry! so all of that to say that both force & pond have very flirty energies and are good actors so while I wouldn't pair them together out of my own volition, if it were to happen, I'm certain they would 100% make it work! 6.5/10
LOOKJUN X ARM
so I love both of these babes individually and they're both the king & queen of ig imo, but together on-screen? I'm gonna be honest, I can't really see it :( I do think if it were to happen they'd make it work bc they're both great actors, but idk why I feel like their chemistry wouldn't be great. 3/10
JJ X AYE
I... ain't mad at this in concept, but also can't see it at all?? I think it might be bc I've literally never seen these two interact before & they feel like they are just part of two very different worlds, but as a side ship?? maybe. I mean jj was really cute paired with neen in my gear & your gown and that was pretty random, and aye literally has chemistry with everyone, so... 4/10
OHM PAWAT X WIN
lmaooooooo I know this is probably some people's wet dream, but for me I'm like đśđśđś the nepo baby & the homophobic bully together?? to be fair, the visuals, acting & chemistry would probably be great, and honestly these two do have a common point: they both disappointed me on different levels lol đŹ 4/10
KHAOTUNG X BRIGHT
so fun fact I am posting these pairings in the order they were chosen lmaoooo, this timing truly reminds me of that one very good fanfic that put sarawat, tine and fong together :'))) so anyways, I love khaotung & think he's an excellent actor who has chemistry with everyone, but... I think even him couldn't pull it out of bright lol. like bless bright's soul but even in 2gether it was a struggle trying to see him portray a queer character, and imo he's just one of these straight actors who is just too straight... 3/10
PLUEM PUSIT X DUNK
girllllllll đ be fucking for real lmao, I love pluem a fucking lot, bless his heart, but it's clear he struggles to portray good chemistry with another guy, and even dunk's good chemistry couldn't save it đ also physically they would look a bit weird together, idk I don't see it at all, 1/10
LOVE X CIIZE
NOW we're getting somewhere!!! so love & ciize would be amazing together imo, even though obviously I love milklove more. first of all, both of them have had queer roles before, love in bb and the upcoming 23.5 & ciize in my tee and waterboyy, so I know they'd do great! and also physically I think they'd be an adorable couple bc they're both pocket sized but look quite different which is great for on-screen couples imo! overall I will give it an 8/10!
KRIST X FLUKE PUSIT
lmaooooo, krist be collecting the fluke's of gmmtv at this point đ so as many know I love fluke pusit so fucking much & think he's an excellent actor who has amazing chemistry with everyone, but... even he can't save this trainwreck đ 2/10
PODD X FAH
now THIS??? random yet interesting đ love them both, think they're both way too underrated & deserve a lot more, and I seriously think they could do a good job together! I also think physically they complete each other well & would look good together, and I could see them in a push & pull, enemies to lovers type of show. I'm sold! 7/10
NEO X MARK PAKIN
this one is obviously a bonus pairing bc they're gonna be a ship in both cooking crush & only friends haha, atp the wheel is getting too smart đ I'll give them an 7.5/10 bc I liked them from the trailers but I also do deffo still prefer neolouis
Menu planning, avoidant behaviour, protective Richie and jealous Carmy, anyone? Yes, I busted this chapter out very quickly because I couldn't wait to write it đ I'm happy with this one, I think. Hope you are too! Our chapter count has gone up - why tf did I think I could do this in 3?! đ - I'm pretty sure it's going to be 6 in total.
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âWhatâs next?â Nat asked later that day from the dining table while Syd moved the previous plate away.
âOysters.â
âNooo! Please no.â
âYou said we could give it a shot?â Carmy looked hurt,
âI think weâre going to lose too much prep time shucking them and making them presentable.â Syd countered.
âWeâll time it. Nat, stopwatch?â
âOn it. Iâm kinda leaning with Syd though. Does anyone actually like them?â
âI do.â They both replied, âtrust me, I know youâll like these ones.â Syd continued.
âShow me why you canât shuck them?â Carmy asked Syd, handing her a knife and an oyster. She looked wary but made sure the crustacean was secure in her hand and positioned the knife, âOk, youâre going in at the wrong angle, may I?â He came close to her, head bent towards hers. She went to hand him both items but he shooâd her hands away, âno, youâre gonna do it, Chef.â His hand covered hers, holding the oyster with her and his other hand joined hers on the knife. He changed the position of the blade and guided her to push the point of the knife into the hinge of the oyster. His hands cupped hers as they heard a small pop and the oyster opened up. âSee, you did it.â
âI think you did it,â she replied softly, neither of them moving apart. Behind Syd, Nat cleared her throat.Â
âArenât these supposed to be an aphrodisiac?â She asked. Carmy sprang away from Syd.
âUhh yeah, itâs cos they look like⌠well. Yâknow. Anyway, youâre gonna try this and I promise youâll like it.â Syd smiled seasoning the opened oyster with a dressing of cilantro, lime and ginger sheâd already prepared and finished it off with a drizzle of sriracha. Next to her, Carmy had lined up a couple of others he'd opened up and she seasoned those as well. âOk⌠so just like, swallow it whole.â She handed the small plate to Nat who held it up for a better look.
âSwallow it whole? Ok, now youâre just fucking with me cos I mentioned the whole aphrodisiac thing?â Syd shook her head,
âNope. I swear, you gotta just go for it.â Nat and Carmy both tried theirs at the same time.Â
âAre you fucking real, Sydney?â He muttered, âthat was insane.â
âYouâve converted me.â
âCool. Theyâre still not going on the menu.â Syd laughed,
âThey have to!â Nat protested.
âHow about if we did it with scallops instead?â Carmy suggested, âWe canât not use this dressing, Syd.â She tried the last oyster for herself.Â
âYeah⌠that dressing is the shit. Scallops could work. Iâll get some from the fish guy tomorrow and try it?â
âHeard, Chef.â He replied with a small smile.
âDo I still need to time you?â
âNo,â Syd went to speak up as Carmy said,
âYes, please do.â He turned to Syd, âWe have some left, itâs good practice.â
âYeah, good practice for something Iâm never doing again.â She teased.
âWeâll see about that. Race?â Sydâs eyes lit up. She loved it when he was like this, and it was becoming more and more of a regular occurrence since The Bear had opened. He had the same intensity and unwavering gaze, but he was playful and mischievous. Sheâd finally seen him the way Nat and Richie had known him before. Quick witted - often with an under the radar dirty joke that had her, Richie and Tina sniggering into their prep work while Marcus and Gary looked bemused.Â
âFucking fine. Iâm going to own you, bitch.â He divided up the remaining oysters between them and handed her the knife back. He found another from the drawer,
âDoubt it, Chef. Nat, you judging? Donât let her fuckinâ cheat.â
âYouâll pay for that Berzatto, I do not cheat.â
âAlright you two, letâs go before Pete gets back with Mikey,â Nat came to stand on the other side of the counter so she could see them both standing side by side, elbows brushing. âWhatâs the winner get?â
âOysters on the fuckinâ menu.â Carmy decided.
âNuhuh, thatâs fine if you win⌠If I win though, I want you to make the dish I had in New York.â Confusion followed by shock crossed his face,
âFuckinâ coming back to that after Iâve kicked your ass.â
âPlease,â she scoffed, âletâs get this over with so you can cook for me again.â She rolled her eyes.
âYou both ready?â Nat interrupted. âThree, two, one - go!â Syd snatched up her first oyster and, using the technique Carmy had just shown her, opened it without delay. She put each one she opened onto the plate between them, watching Carmy from the corner of her eye she guessed that he was maybe half a second ahead of her.
âBest meal Iâve ever had, yâknow.â She said, watching his knife falter just briefly before he got it back under control.
âGood to know. Stop tryinâ to distract me.â
âI would never do that,â she grinned down at her oysters, taking advantage of his time slip.
âYouâre always a distraction.â This time her hand stuttered. She caught herself just before the knife made contact with the palm of her hand but it was too late, sheâd lost time. Carmy threw his last oyster onto the plate and dropped his knife. âDone.â Syd finished the moment he spoke.
âDing ding! Carmen Berzatto, congratulations.â Natalie faux bowed to him. She picked up her pen, âso, oysters on the menu then?â
âNah, weâll do scallops instead.â He turned to Syd, âItâll still work. Weâll do it like a -â
âCeviche,â they said in unison.
âThank you.â Syd acknowledged.
âFucking weird.â Nat muttered, rolling her eyes. As she spoke, Pete came through the front door with Mikeyâs stroller, âOk, thatâs my cue for a nap. See you guys in an hour. Donât kill each other in my kitchen. Or anything else.â They dressed the oysters and cleared up before sitting down to eat.Â
âMmm. Holy shit,â Syd moaned, âIâm putting this dressing on everything from now on.â
âItâs fire, Chef.â
âThank you.â They fell into a comfortable silence until, âcheck your plum sauce.â She reminded him.
âFuck, yes. Thanks.â He toyed with the heat and sat back down next to her, looking over the menu. âIt looks good.â He noted, nudging her slightly.
âYeah I think so. Just the right amount of festivity.âÂ
âExactly. Seasonal.â She could feel his eyes on her as she made some notes for the soon-to-be scallop dish. âWhen were you in New York?â He asked at last.
âA long time ago. I saved up and blew everything on a few days there. Ate everywhere I wanted to.â
âI didnât know.â
âI know you didnât. I wasnât lying the day I met you when I said I knew of you. That meal changed my fucking life.â
âMine too, I guess,â he took her wrist gently and pulled her up, âhere, try this?â He took her to the stove top and gathered a spoon of the plum sauce. Unable to hand it to her without it spilling, he brought it to her mouth instead. She held his gaze as he placed the spoon in her mouth. There was something in his eyes that she couldnât quite decipher but she could feel the heat spread from her cheeks down to her toes, could feel her thighs clench together in desperation. She was eternally grateful that she could easily hide a blush, but she was certain he could sense how her breathing changed. His fingers brushed against hers as she took the spoon from him, the taste of plum and winter spices exploding on her tongue.
âFuck me.â She mumbled in surprise, eyes still on him. He arched an eyebrow, âthe sauce. The sauce is really fucking good.â She confirmed quickly, realizing how closely they were standing.Â
âDoesnât need anything?â Her eyes flicked down to his lips as she subconsciously bit her own lightly. Her heart threatened to burst out of her chest. She could feel herself leaning in unintentionally, her body automatically seeking him out. From his pocket, his phone rang and she turned on her heel instead and took the spoon to the sink with a shake of her head,
âDoesnât need anything.â She maintained as he let the phone ring, still watching her. âYou gonna get that?â
âItâs Claire.â He said, a little sadly. She nodded,
âYou should take it. Iâm gonna get some air.â She picked up the nearest outer layer, his sweater from earlier in the morning, and slipped out of the front door as she heard him answer,
âHey babe,â She closed the door with a quiet click behind her and sat on the front door step with her head in her hands. What the fuck was she doing? What the fucking fuck was she fucking doing? She took deep breaths but all it did was remind her of earlier in the morning, wrapped in his arms with his hand on her back and hers on his heart. The heart heâd all but given to someone else. She needed to get a grip before she did something really fucking stupid. Co-workers did not share beds and spoons and eye fuck each other over a plum fucking sauce. She twisted her braids into a bun and secured it, welcoming the cool air on the back of her neck. She shouldnât have picked up his damn sweater again, he was invading her senses in every single way and it was all becoming too much. She wasnât sure how much distance she could keep anymore, he just kept drawing her in. She heard the door click again and he sat next to her. âYou good?â He asked. She nodded, not trusting herself to speak. Surely heâd felt it too? Was he just as affected, or was she imagining it? She cleared her throat,
âThis needs to stop.â She said firmly, not bothering to confirm what this was.Â
âYeah,â he agreed.
âYeah.â She got up, went back inside and tried to keep herself from falling back into his orbit for the rest of the day.
*
It had been weeks. Syd maintained an appropriate distance at all times. She tried to keep someone between them, took a full step back from her station whenever he came over to taste her dishes, tried to look anywhere except at him. It was fucking hard. Her eyes were drawn to him in every room, every time. She sought him out even when she didnât mean to. And fuck she missed him. She occasionally wondered if he was finding it just as difficult, but pushed it to the back of her mind. They werenât doing anything differently, she reasoned. They were still friends, still co-workers, still partners. She took a plate of pasta into Natalie in the office, Nat looked up at her in concern,
âHey, you ok honey?â
âAll good, Chef.âÂ
âYou just seem a little⌠distant recently?â
âJust getting on with work.â At that, Richie burst into the office,
âSyd, if he asks, you gotta say no.â She looked bemused.
âSay no to who?â
âThe fish guy. The pot wash at the taco place said he wants to ask you out.â
âThe fuck? Why are you getting your information from the pot wash at the taco place?â
âWe smoke together, trade intel.â
âAbout me?â
âAbout everything, Syd. Jeez, focus! The fish guy wants to ask you out, but you gotta say no - ok?â
âNot ok, Richie - why should she say no?â Nat stepped in,
âCos heâs a fuckinâ dickbag thatâs why!âÂ
âWhoâs a dickbag?â Carmy asked, coming in and dropping into a chair.
âThe fish guy.â
âOh fuck yeah, heâs a fuckinâ dickbag. Why do we give a shit though?â He asked, dragging a hand through his hair.
âCousin, he wants to ask Syd out, I gotta warn her off him.â
âHe wants to do what?â
âI know, right? Fuck that. Heâll lose his fuckinâ teeth if he tries.â Said Richie, still affronted that he wasnât being taken seriously. Nat and Syd exchanged glances.
âLook, if Syd wants to say yes then she can say yes -âÂ
âBut -â
âBut nothing. You will both just get your heads out of your asses and leave this the fuck alone, do you hear me?â She warned them.
âSyd, heâs a fuckinâ dickbag.â Carmy said, his voice low, something unrecognizable in his tone.
âSurely thatâs for me to decide?â
âWoah, whatâs happening here?â Claire squeezed into the room which was now at full capacity.
âUgh,â Nat groaned, âthese two are being ridiculous. The fish guy wants to ask Syd out -â
âWell, thatâs good?â Claire asked,
âNo itâs fucking not.â Richie and Carmy replied in unison.
âHeâs a dickbag.â Carmy muttered.
âA total fucking bag of fucking dicks.â
âCan we stop with the phrase dickbag, please?â Nat pleaded.
âLook, I appreciate the concern guys, but I am capable of deciding for myself whether to date someone. I donât⌠I donât get why we have five fucking people in this office getting into my personal life?â Syd held her hands up.
âHeâs not after a date,â Richie grumbled. âHeâs after a quick fuck. Does it all the time at all the restaurants in town.â
âSâtrue.â Carmy confirmed, looking at his hands.
âHe âdatesâ these women for a while and then just fuckinâ ditches them. Waitresses, chefs, fuckinâ anyone whoâll say yes.â
âHave you considered that that might suit Syd?â Nat asked. Syd caught her eye and frowned with a small shake of her head, Nat shrugged.
âSydâs better than that,â Carmy said, âyouâre better than that.â He finally looked up at her, still standing by the desk.
âAgain, thatâs for me to decide.â She pointed out.
âI think you guys are, like, really invested in Sydneyâs sex life. Donât you think thatâs a bit weird?â Claire asked.
âNo.â Richie and Carmy replied together, again.
âYes it is, actually.â Syd agreed with Claire. âNeither of you should care who Iâm dating or fucking or whatever the fuck Iâm doing in my spare time.â
âWeâre looking out for you, cuz!â Richieâs voice rose again. She didnât have time to pause when she noticed Richie call her cousin,
âThis is a really weird way of looking out for me, Richie.â She suggests, âall I have to go on is that heâs a dickbag who dates around a lot?â She saw Carmy shoot Richie a look,
âWell, yeah - isnât that fucking enough?â
âRichie, you sound jealous! Do you want to date Syd?â Claire teased.
âFuck, no!â Carmy and Richie both shouted. âNo offense,â Richie followed up.
âOk, this is getting really fucking stupid. The guy hasnât asked me out, I havenât even seen him for weeks, and I have no idea what Iâd say if he did ask me, ok? You,â she pointed at them both, âdo not get to tell me who I can date or who I can fuck, understood?â Syd glared.
âYes, Chef.â Richie mumbled. She looked at Carmy, his face unreadable.
âCarmy?â Claire asked on Sydâs behalf,
âYeah, of course. Nothing to do with me, right?â He asked with a shrug, anger creeping into his voice.
âCool, so now that weâve established that Sydâs free to date whoever she wants, we getting out of here for a couple of hours?â Claire asked Carmy, rolling her eyes with a smile to Syd and Nat.
âSure, Iâll just get my stuff. Meet you out front?â
âYeah. Uhh⌠great catch up, guys. Syd, good luck!â
âYeah, thanks. See ya, Claire.â They all waited for the sound of the swing door before speaking again.
âThis is really fucked up.â Nat muttered, digging into her pasta. âNot this, this is gorgeous. This pair of fuckos.â She pointed with her fork at Carmy and Richie.
âIâm outta here for a bit,â Carmy made his way to the lockers and Syd followed.
âThe fuck was that?â She hissed, aware of Richie and Nat in the office.
âNothinâ. Like you said, sânot my place to tell you who you can date.â He shoved his arms into his jacket, âor fuck. Right?â He added, his voice laced with anger.
âCorrect. Because you have a girlfriend, remember? A friend who is a girl? So you shouldnât care what I do.â
âOr who?â She glared at him. She tried to disguise her hurt with anger, but she couldnât stop the stray tear on her cheek,
âFuck you, Carmy.â She jabbed his chest. âFuck. You.â She spat out, full of venom. He stilled, leaned into her hand.
âYeah. Sure, Syd. Fuck me.â He reached up to brush the tear away with his thumb and slipped past her to Claire. She hesitated before going back to the office, trying to get her emotions under control so she didnât cry in front of Richie or Nat.
âIâm sorry sweetheart,â Richie started as she walked back in. âFuck, sorry. Can I call you sweetheart?â She nodded a little.
âSâok. I know you meant to fucking protect me or some shit, I get it.â He met her forehead with his own,
âYeah. But I was an asshole and Iâm sorry.â
âThank you, Richie.â
âPlease say no if he asks you. Iâm too fuckinâ old to be fightinâ toddlers in the fuckinâ street, huh?â She offered a brief smile.
âIâll bear it in mind.â
âOk. I gotta fuckinâ burn one. That shit was awkward as hell when Claire came in and Carmy was making fucking goo-goo eyes at you.â
âFuck off Rich.â He laughed, patted her shoulder sympathetically and made for the back doors. Syd sat heavily in the chair Carmy had sat in, and slumped down while Nat quietly finished her pasta.
âYou ok?â She asked.
âNot really.â She rubbed her hands over her face with a big sigh.Â
âSo you guys are just going to⌠what? Either be ignoring or fighting each other for the foreseeable future?â
âI guess so.â Syd shrugged, anger building again. âHe has no right to tell me who I can date.â
âI know.â
âItâs nothing to do with him. Nothing at all to do with him.â
âI agree.â
âWhatever the problem is, itâs his problem to fix. Not mine.â
âI hear you.â
âWhat do I do, Nat?â
âYou live your life, babe. You do whatever the hell you want and he can go to fuck.â
âYeah. Yes. Youâre right. Itâs nothing to do with him.â Syd nodded.
There's this thing that bothers me so much and whenever I think about it just gets me mad and I haven't seen if you have discussed it on your blog, so here's my question:
Do you think Elain wants to hurt Lucien by not rejecting the bond?
Bc based on what we have right now is Elain wants nothing to do with him bc like she said, she wants a man not a male. So it's pretty obvious that she doesn't want a mate whatsoever!!
So why hasn't she just rejected it? We know it's possible even though we haven't seen it happen (I still haven't read TOG and CC so I don't know)
At first I thought bc Lucien is the first person she can blame on how things ended with Graysen and she just wants to intentionally hurt him by ignoring him. But I thought that is even cruel for someone like Elain.
But then Feyre and Rhys discussion in Feyre's bonus chapter:
"Don't forget that gardening often results in something pretty, but it involves getting one's hands dirty along the way." "And torn up by thorns,"
And now I can't stop thinking about Lucien being Elain's mate and he identity as a fox and fox is being symbolises as dishonest and tricky. Not necessarily means a bad thing since it's obvious and in serval occasions shows that Lucien haven't shown his full power to anyone and constantly being understatement.
Pretty much like Elain who seems to be hiding so many things about herself!! So I thought perhaps we understatemented her and she can be cruel if she wants...
(ps: want to point out that both Cassian and Nesta pitied Lucien for Elain's behaviour toward him, which means everyone in IC are assuming that Elain is doing this on purpose?)
I definitely do not think Elain is purposely hurting Lucien to be cruel.
If anything is proven in these books it's that the reason the females lash out at or withdraw from the males is because they are overwhelmed by what they're feeling towards them.
Feyre didn't know Rhys was her mate but she was drawn to him, even UTM we later find out. Yet she still first ignored him, told him she hated him, accused him of protecting Velaris while letting others suffer, insinuated that the reason he doesn't let people in is he's too much of a mess and people wouldn't like what they saw if they looked closely, said she just wanted him for fun and all but dumped him in the Illyrian camp while wounded because she was mad that he didn't tell her about their mating bond.
Nesta said she was drawn to Cassian from the first moment they met and it scared her so much that she pushed him away. She called him a brute, a bastard born nobody, she said she had little interest in setting foot in the fae lands, she said Cassian was arrogant and puffed up on his own self importance, after choosing to die with him she then turned around and chose to sleep with many males that weren't him. She admits to using her words to hurt Cassian to push him away in order to protect herself.
In comparison.....Elain ignores Lucien by not saying anything. She was ENGAGED and in love when the bond snapped into place giving her a really valid reason to not want to get to know him. And while she nearly kissed Az on Solstice they never exchanged more than lingering glances and a brush of fingers before that.
I love all the pairings but I'd say that that Elain has been the nicest towards Lucien than her sisters ever were toward Rhys and Cassian đ. And less intimate with another male than either Feyre or Nesta (if Feyre claims to have wanted Rhys even UTM, she still chose to have sex with Tamlin after that).
Elain doesn't want a mate now......
But Feyre hated Fae in the beginning, to the point that she killed one. If she wasn't allowed to change and grow as the series progressed we would have never had an entire series or met the Illyrians.
Nesta wanted nothing to do with being fae. Then she fell in love with Cassian but still refused to call him mate. Then she ended up embracing it all.
If Elain can never want a mate because of what she said while still recovering from trauma then I guess Elain will have to return to the human lands because she also didn't want a male.
I love Lucien, he's truly my favorite character alongside Elain. And though I hate that he's going through this when all I want is for him to get his HEA, Elain is going through stuff too and I think the fandom tends to belittle her trauma and what she's dealing with in favor of what they want for Lucien.
She lost her fiance. She was turned into an entire new species and had her body violated. Her father was murdered. She had to stab someone when cruelty bothers her. And that's all been within the last 22 or so months? Less than 2 years? Yet people still tear her apart for not making a life long decision about who she wants to end up with? If it took Gwyn took two years after her trauma to even leave the library then why is anyone expecting Elain to make lifelong commitments in even less time than that? That seems grossly unfair to Elain. The girl deserves time to heal, help some elderly fae with their gardens, kiss a boy or two after her fiance broke her heart, come to terms with the death of the first man she ever loved and who loved her in return, come to terms with taking someone's life, come to terms with the loss of her family and human life (you see where I'm going with this?).
The best way I can compare it is if your real friend was in love and engaged and the guy broke up with her a month before the wedding. She was then physically assaulted by a stranger and had her father killed. Would you be wondering why she wasn't deciding to get married to someone else right away? Or would you encourage her to take things slow, date around a little bit, not jump into anything too serious? And not do any of that until she was in a better place overall?
That's the thing with Lucien, there is no "taking things slow" when you have a mating bond with someone. The pull is too strong and you know too much / feel too much too soon to have it feel casual.
Az is light, he presents as gentle and safe and she's not pulled to him so there's no bond she's fighting. To her Az could be fun, Az could be a rebound. And that's normal and healthy.
Her situation with Lucien is so much heavier than that and I don't think there should be any pressure on her to deal with the bond or Lucien until she's in a better place.
You know how they say don't make any major decisions after trauma and break ups? Don't cut your hair, don't move, that kind of thing? The same can be said for Elain. The bond is a BIG deal and if she reacted on impulse, she would have immediately broken the bond because she loved Graysen, never giving things a fair chance. I'd rather have her fully heal (Silver Flames reveals that she still has lingering trauma) before getting to know Lucien because it's the only way she'll go about it in the right way.
And yes, Rhys did mention Elain could get her hands dirty but I doubt that had anything to do with her enjoying being cruel towards Lucien and most likely had everything to do with the fact that she's capable of doing what needs to be done to help Prythian against the threats they're facing. That no one ever expects her to be able to handle anything dangerous but they're underestimating her. And that doesn't equal cruelty. In the TOG series, a healer was the key to defeating the biggest bad of them all yet she never once chose to pick up a sword and become a warrior. She chose to save lives instead of ending them but she still killed the Valg threatening their world with the light Healers use.
That doesn't mean Elain won't stand up for herself or won't argue back in her own book or won't continue to fight against the bond. SJM likes heroines who aren't afraid to speak their mind and we witness a little of that in SF when she's with Nesta. But there is a big difference between being strong (and in denial) and being cruel and I don't think Elain is enjoying hurting Lucien. I think she's simply too overwhelmed by the bond and everything that's happened to her and at this point in time she's choosing to run away from it all rather than dealing with it head on. Lucien is disappointed by it and the characters feel sad on his behalf but really, he's not truly ready either. He has no idea who his father is, where he'll end up living, where his friendship with Tamlin stands and he still hasn't let go of his guilt for feeling he failed Jesminda. Lucien has some "Lucien" things to deal with before he's ready to be with someone.
All this does is create tension between Lucien and Elain. There's nothing SJM does better than having two characters start miles apart in their book / series only to bring them together in the most beautiful way by the end of it. She announced that they were mates in book 2 and she's done a good job of creating obstacles for them but that doesn't mean she can't just as easily knock those obstacles down when it's time.
1. On Min comparing Jinta's smell to his grandpa but still finding Jinta charming - I dunno what is going on in this kid's mind đđđ
Also Jinta:
2. Oh my. Will it happen? My SingJan (RockPai) heart, will it ship?? đđđ <after five seconds> Noooo!!! I really thought this is it đ˘
3. Really? Y'all think Karan is capable to get himself in trouble? At work? I think you're giving Mr. Goody-two-shoes too much credit đđđ Rock literally throwing Achi into the room to save Karan is never not gonna be funny though đđđ
4. The fvck. All because the man is hangry. Sir, you should've eaten first before the business meeting. How in hell would Karan know that you are just craving for some dessert? đ¤¨đ
5. No, Achi. Pai doesn't have a crush on you. She's fangirling while you are with Karan, which means she must be a Y girl đđđ Then again, you're getting twice the snacks, hurray for love triangle vibes! đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł
6. Look at Jinta getting so excited and anticipating Min's delivery - only to get his hopes dashed down by a completely different delivery person (who chastises him for wearing strong perfume lol)
7. The downside of having the same powers as your bff: they can nag you through their thoughts - and you can nag right back through thoughts too đđđ
8. Oh? That's why they made Karan (Tay) went all through those hoops and get dirty to reach Achi? So that we can have an effing Nivea facial wash ad? đđđ Also, it might have took Achi only five seconds (tops) to unsend his message that he is sick but Karan has read it just the same. Which means the man could have been spending his free time just looking at his phone and waiting for Achi's message đ (Sidenote: Karan's phone must be seriously durable to endure all that water and still be working đđđ)
9. Jinta getting his inner Karen reduced for Min's sake is too cute đ
10. Wait. Karan has an alarm so Achi will remember can take his medicine? Then there is the gentlest tap in the face. And Achi is still thinking Karan likes somebody else? Duuuuddde. đđđ
11. I knew it! Pai is me đđđ BL fans for the win!
12. Hold your horses, Achi. Although, that's one rude big sister đđđ At the very least, despite her selfishness, she's still doing her little bro a favour by wingwoman-ing lol
Karan's heart is probably doing backflips while big sis sashayed her way out of Achi's house đđđ Never seen a man less devastated to be kicked out of his own home if it means moving in with his ultimate crush. Thank you, big sis! đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł
2 - I think I found it as an ad playing Episode in 2019 honestly đ it piqued interest enough to download it!
12 - donât hate me but Marisol đ to be fair, I tried Levi and Bruno too only to give up. Noah, too. Iâve done his scenes but never actually played the finale where I steal the money to get with Noah.
22 - Okay in S4, I wish weâd have seen how Hazeem and Valentina went. I think theyâd have been cute, even if only for a short time for her to become an LI later (or him).
32 - I really hated S4âs at first and now I get angry that S5 doesnât have breathing movements and miss it đ I think S2 and S4 had the best art. S1 doesnât have bad art, I think they just need to update to more HD looking characters. They look kind of blurry to me? Idk.
42 - ahahahha⌠um⌠YOUCEF. Heâs a fashion model and he looks the way he does?!?! Like what the heck is that hair cut? Why is he wearing a flannel to prom? What is that awful tux?! They did that pixelated man so dirty. But thatâs my man, Iâll stand by him.
I canât handle how Hot Steve is in ST 4đŠ {a small TED talk}
Minors DNI
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First off, can I just say â¨Yellow Sweater Steveâ¨
I have never been thirstier in my life
The only thing that can quench me is the collarbones peaking out over the topđ¤¤
My god the things I wanna do to him while I wear that sweaterđ
Then again, beat up, upside down mauled Steve?
Let me express one thing; the amount of fucks I give about my life are nothing compared to the squeal I let out when he took his shirt off to swim down there𤪠I would gladly dive into a dark demobat filled lake if it meant rescuing shirtless Steve Harrington
Idk about you folks, but the chest hair𤤠men like Steve are the only ones who deserve such glorious hair, both on his head and on his body. Letâs be real, ladies and lady-ish variants attracted to men, I know I wouldnât be the only one who prefers their men look like humans and not Ken dolls.
The absolute â¨Grime⨠Steve had on him is so good. You ever seen Henry Cavil? Good lord, beautiful when heâs clean and in a suit, but even better when heâs wrapped in dirty leather and smeared in monster guts. Steve grimes up good.
Finally, may in introduce to you, MOM Steve tm.
âAlright itâs been long enough,â when Max is visiting Billy. Like, YES! Good parenting. He always knows when something is about to go wrong, and is the first one to get the kids to start running for their lives. We all know those little shits would stay and try to fight like a DND campaign if it werenât for Momma Steve.
The beauty of âmy kids and I fight monsters, at this point, Iâve just accepted itâ is unreal
Anybody else find parentally affectionate men super hot? Like, youâre good with kids? Cool, maybe put ten in me right nowđ