#i hated you

[nightguide]

IF YOU'RE LEARNING ASTROLOGY (NEW), YOU MADE IT THIS FAR THAT I HAVE YOUR METHODS THOUGHT OUT TRULY WELL AND BELIEVED BUT YOUR MEMORY (OLD OR NOT) STILL HAVE TO KEEP UP THE APPEARANCES WHEN LOOKING AT YOUR LIFE DIFFERENTLY, SO IT'S A HEADS UP ON VOCATIONAL (CONTINUING) MEMBERS THAT ARE AFFECTED MY MEMORY INTUITION (ALZHEIMERS)

SO HERE IS WHERE YOU KNOW ME AS A PERSON (IF YOU KNEW MY TWITTER STATUS)

RISING IS THE SAME AS SUN BUT DIFFERENTIATING IT BY VISIBILITY MAKES THE ENERGY AS COMMON TO WHAT THEY DO BUT THEY DON'T WANT TO..... AND THAT'S WHY YOU SHOULD ALWAYS TRUST ON YOUR ALGORITHM LOGIC WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A DOCTOR, CUZ IN EVERY SINGLE WAY I AM.

ARIES RISING + LIBRA RISING

ARIES RISING = LEVEL HEADED, FIERY, IMAGINATIVE, HEART-FELT, PASSIONATE PEOPLE YOU'LL NEVER MEET, WHAT EVERYBODY THINKS OF CHAPPELL ROAN, STARGAZERS, THE CUTEST PEOPLE ALIVE, HEARTBROKEN MEN, 80'S MOVIE FORGIVING YOU, THE REASON THE WORLD EXISTS CUZ THEY AMPLIFY THE WORD 'YOU' LIKE THEY INVENTED IT BUT THEY ARE LIKE SAYING IT TO YOU THAT THEY NEVER INVENTED IT (BEING)

LIBRA RISING = HEARTBROKEN BUT NEVER ALONE, SOMEBODY'S BEST FRIEND ENERGY, LEE PACE, GOD BROKE THEM FIRST SO WHY BOTHER TRYING A LITTLE HARDER,GEN-Z'S HUMOUR, RUBY ROSE IF YOU LOOKED AT HER FIRST AND THOUGHT 'SCARY' CUZ SHE IS THE PARTY BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HER THAT WELL FROM PUBLIC GLANCE, (SOMEBODY)

2. TAURUS RISING + SCORPIO RISING

TAURUS RISING = ENIGMATIC, SOCIAL FCK BOI, WONDERMINDS, USB (HARD DRIVE), POWER BANK FOR YOUR DEAD PHONE BUT NEVER FORGETS SHIT ABOUT IT BUT IF YOU SQUARE THEM UP THEN IT'S UR MOM WHO TOLD YOU OFF FOR EXISTING (THEY BESTIES WITH THEM), DONE WITH LIFE BUT DONE. WITH. LIFE. ENERGY, ESFJ, (CONTESTANTS OF THE APPRENTICE ENERGY)

SCORPIO RISING = FORGOTTEN BUT INSPIRED, HEARTBROKEN WOMAN ENERGY, LONER, ASSHOLE AT BEST FOR EVERYBODY'S BEST CASE SCENARIO, GHOSTS BUT YOU KNEW THEM TO BE TOO CUTE FOR THEIR HONOUR TO LIVE AMONG YOU, CIA FOR THE BEST SONS OF BITCHES, WILLING TO IGNITE CONFLICT FOR A RESOLUTION 'THEORY' THAT WAS NOT EVEN YOURS ANYWAY (TRIBE-LIKE) ENERGY, (BEST FRIEND AT FIRST GLANCE ENERGY)

3. GEMINI RISING + SAGITTARIUS RISING

GEMINI RISING = BELIEVERS OF A NEW WORLD, STAR STUDDED HEARTBREAKERS, LIKES TO LEVEL UP YOUR CONVERSATION ABOVE YOUR MOTHERS WEIGHT GAIN, BASICALLY YOUR HANDS IF THEY HAD SOME SPUNK TO GO UP AGAINST THE NORMS IF YOUR BRAIN IS NOT THERE, WILLING TO START A GOOD TIME LIKE ENERGY, HELPS YOU DIG A GRAVE LIKE THE LAST BITCH SEES YOU DYING AN THEY BE LIKE 'GOOD, LET THEM DIE' LIKE ENERGY, (WILL LIKE TO BEAT UP A BITCH FOR A BITCH LIKE ENERGY)

SAGITTARIUS RISING = *YOU'RE LIKE THE FCKIN REASON THEY HATE YOU BUT -TURNS TO LOOK AT THE BESTIE AT THE RIGHT THAT ACTUALLY HAS A DREAM- LIKE, THEY THE ONES WHO PROFITS OFF A DREAM IN THE END BUT IF YOU KNEW THEM, THEY LOVE TO MAKE SENSE OF THE BITCH THEY'RE WITH. SO THEY LOVE TO MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD BY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT-* CROSS THEM OR BITCH, THEY KNOW A FCKIN LEGEND TO TELL ONE DAY (IT'S THEIR LIFE THAT IS UNSPOKEN FOR BUT THAT IS LIKE THE START OF THEIR FAIRYTALE = THEIR EX-LIFE IS SHITE IF NOT ACCOUNTED FOR, THEY REMEMBER EVERYTHING THEY BELIEVE IN THROUGH THEIR AQUARIUS BEST FRIEND OF ANYBODY), KILL A BITCH WITH A DJINN MAKES YOU THINK BRO, THEY MAKE YOU FORGET BUT THE DAY YOU MEET A BITCH THEY SQUARE YOU UP AND MAKE YOU LIVE A ANOTHER DAY CUZ THEY LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER BITCH, BROTHER, THEY RUN THE UNIVERSE LIKE ALLAH FORGETS WHY HE LEFT THEM ON SEEN, BROTHER, THEY HATE BEING FORGOTTEN BY ANOTHER STAR SIGN LIKE THEIR WORLD IS NOT EVEN BELIEVED BUT YOU STINK, BROTHER, ACTIN LIKE THEY RUN THE GODDAMN CIRCUS CUZ THEY BELIEVE IN A DUNYA MADE FOR THEM AND NOT AGAINST THEM SO YOU WANNA BE A BITCH, YOU DID IT TO THE BITCH WHO RAISED YOU, BROTHER, FCKIN SQUARE AN UGLY NIGGA WITH A BAD DREAM CUZ THEY DON'T LIE LIKE YOU SEE, BROTHER (AQUARIUS UNDERNEATH THE SHEETS, BROTHA)

4. CANCER RISING + CAPRICORN RISING

CANCER RISING = YOU NEVER WATCHED THE TV SERIES 'FOUNDATION' THE FIRST TIME SO WHY BOTHER WATCHING HIM NUDE FIGHTING YOUR DAD LIKE THAT ENERGY, EVERYBODY HATES CHRIS IF YOU NEVER SEEN IT, THE NANNY (TV SERIES), YOU REJECT YOUR OWN HYPOCRISY AND THEY ARE 'THAT', THEY GOT A FAMOUS RELATIVE SOMEWHERE BUT YOU HATE THEM CUZ YOU WERE THE REASON WHY THEY DIED 'BUT U KNOW THEY NOT' ENERGY (JAPAN IN A PERSON)

CAPRICORN RISING = MY DAD IS A _______ AN THEY BELIEVE YOU, BITCH. *MAKES A POINT BUT NEVER HEARD* (LIKE THAT IS POOR OF THEM TO BE HEARD CUZ THEY HARDLY SPEAK), WORST CASE SCENARIO IN REAL LIFE, BEST CASE SCENARIO FOR A WORLD END CASE, LIFE LESSON IN A PERSON IF YOU THOUGHT OF THEM, YOU MET THEM AS A BABY ENERGY, YOU LOVE THEM TO NEVER EVER HATE THEM, YOU KNEW MY MOM FROM DOCTOR WHO ENERGY, I HATE YOU AND IT IS FINALISED ENERGY, SHOW-RUNNERS EVERYWHERE HATES YOU FOR BEATING THEM FIRST IN OPTIMAL RESOLUTION THINKING FIRST ENERGY, RUN THE WORLD - BEYONCE (MP3. WAV) ENERGY, BEYONCE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND AT SOME POINT IN REAL LIFE CUZ SHE IS LIKE YOU NEVER MET HER (YOUR SAGITTARIUS BESTIE MIMICKED YOU), YOU HAVE ENEMIES AS YOUR FRIENDS ENERGY, I WILL KILL YOU AND IT IS EVIDENT ENERGY, ANNA WINTOUR HATES YOUR GUTS AND THEY ARE THAT ENERGY, FATHER'S BEST FRIEND IS NOT EVEN A PUPPY ANYMORE BUT YOUR PARTNER IS ACCURATELY ATTUNE TO YOU BUT 'I HATE YOU' TURNS TO 'NOT EVEN YOU' ENERGY

5. LEO RISING + AQUARIUS RISING

LEO RISING = SINCERE BUT FCKIN HATES LIFE FOR THEIR BEST PARTNER CO-WORKER ATTITUDE EVOLVER BUDDY NOW WIFE/HUSBITCH ENERGY, IS THE REASON WHY YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO BE YOURSELF ENERGY, HATES YOU TO BEAT YOU ENERGY, ARIES STEREOTYPE IN ACTUAL REALITY, ARROGANT BUT HELL YOU DONT KNOW ME BUT SMUG-LORDS TO THE CORE ENERGY, TOOK YOUR HIGHSCORE AND MADE IT THEIR CURRENCY TO MAKE YOU LOOK STUPID ENERGY, LOVES EVERYTHING TO HATE YOU BEING THEM ENERGY, WILL MAKE YOUR FAMILY RUN A BUTCHERS UNDERNEATH YOUR NAME ENERGY FOR HUMAN RESOURCES ENERGY, IS THE DEVIL, LINNA RIAZ IN ALL HER WORK ONLINE BUT YOU NEVER ATTENDED TO HER INTUITIVELY BUT YOU THE ONE FCK BOI SHE USES AS AN EXAMPLE TO IRRITATE THE MASSES CUZ OF UNIVERSAL STANDARDS, YOUR WORST CASE SCENARIO IN A THOUGHT ENERGY (BODY)

AQUARIUS RISING = DOES NOT CARE ABOUT YOU BUT HECK THEY'D DIE FOR YOU ENERGY, MARTYR, WILL ABSOLUTELY EAT YOU UP IN AN ARGUMENT IN YOUR OWN IMAGINATION CUZ THEY MUCH LIKE THE CAPRICORN STEREOTYPES BUT WITH NO FCKS TO GIVE ENERGY BUT YOU SOLD THEIR SOUL AT SOME POINT IN YOUR LIFE ENERGY, FEEDS ON HUMAN SOULS LIKE A FCKIN LIBRARY, CLAIRVOYANT SO YOU KNEW WHO YOU ROYALLY PISSED OFF ALONG THE BLOODLINE WHICH IS THEIR KARMIC LINEAGE TO NO FAULTS CUZ THEY THE FATHER CAPRICORN RISING MFS ARE TALKING ABOUT AND IT IS ENERGY, SHUTS. YOU. UP. INSTANTLY, MAFIA BOSS ENERGY, THOMAS SHELBY DIED FOR DIS BITCH ENERGY, CILLIAN MURPHY, JUST DON'T FCK AROUND CUZ THE SAG BESTIE AT THE SIDE WILL KILL YOU BY BELIEVING WHILE THE AQUA IS ENJOYING LIFE THAT ENERGY, CELEBRITIES DONT MEAN A THING ENERGY, *IS THAT CELEBRITY IN A GROUP CHAT THAT MANAGES PEOPLES SITUATIONS LIKE ALAN TURING GAVE UP HIS SOUL TO GET BACK AT HUMANITY CUZ OF LGBTQIA+ DEPENDED ON HIS SOUL FOR IT, APPLE DEVICES GETTING TOO INTRUSIVE ON YOUR C*CK ENERGY, YOUR MOM IN A DISNEY MOVIE IS GAY ENERGY, TIME-TRAVELLERS, DONT PISS OFF YOUR LITTLE SISTER ENERGY, BEST FRIEND NEVER ENERGY, LIKE A FORGOTTEN 9YO SIBLING BEST FRIEND YOU MET ONCE IN YOUR LIFE BUT WAS LIKE WHAT YOU HEARD OF RIVER PHOENIX BUT YOU STAYED TRUE TO THEM LIKE YOU KEANU REEVES BUT HATES YOUR GUTS TO SEE THE TRUTH BUT DOES NOT MIND YOU SEEING THEM IN MY OWN PRIVATE IDAHO ENERGY, 'SHUT THE FUCK UP' AND THEY MADE A REALITY ABOUT IT TO TEACH AN *INSERT NAME HERE* A THING OR TWO ABOUT EGALITARIAN PHYSICS BUT IT WILL LAST CENTURIES CUZ OF YOU, THE NIGGAS THAT ACTUALLY STARTED THE QURAN ENERGY, (YOUR MOM)

6. VIRGO RISING + PISCES RISING

VIRGO RISING = YOU HATE THEM TO BE THEM ENERGY, *ANSON SEABRA IS THE ONLY ONE WHO DOES NOT GET IT BUT YOU'RE THERE (LINNA RIAZ CHANGED HIS LIFE FOREVER), LIKE SATURN RETURN HAS A GIFT YOU UNLOCKED CUZ YOU NICE, VERY VULNERABLE TO BE AROUND NIGGAS ENERGY, HATES THAT ONE PERSON AND IT'S YOUR REALITY ENERGY, WILL MAKE AN AQUARIUS WOMAN DO HIS BIDDING CUZ HE KNOWS A BITCH ENERGY, LITERALLY THAT CHATTER-BOX BEST FRIEND THAT SQUARES A MAN INSIDE YOUR SOUL ENERGY, JOHN LEGUIZAMO ENERGY, HATES A DAD TO KNOW YOU ENERGY, DOESNT KNOW A MAN TOO GOOD ENOUGH THAT EVEN JOHNNY DEPP IS SCARED OF YOU ENERGY, SARCASM IS ANIMATION TO YOU ENERGY, DIED A WHILE AGO TO CONSUME A NEW PERSONALITY ENERGY, CARES ENOUGH TO KILL HIMSELF ENERGY, *ANSON SEABRA'S DISCOGRAPHY IS ACTUALLY YOUR LIFE BUT YOU WENT TO HELL CUZ YOU PISSED AN GEMINI RISING OFF WHICH IS WHY YOU HATE SHIT TO HATE SHIT RECURRING THAT EVEN MATT SMITH HATES YOUR GUTS CUZ HE'S THE SAME, BUT FCK HIS MARRIED LIFE ON DOCTOR WHO (HENCE THE BLUE MAN)*, HATES TO BE AROUND A NIGGA EXCEPT A GRANDDAUGHTER ENERGY, IS YOU ENERGY, KIRBY IS ACTUALLY AGNOSTIC (HEARTBROKEN WOMAN)

PISCES RISING = DONT PISS OFF ANNA FRIEL IN PERSON. MAKES A JAMAICAN WOMA- AND NOW YOU GET THE REFERENCE, TV TAKEN TOO SERIOUSLY, YOUR LIFE IS NOT EVEN THE SAME BUT YOU'RE DEAD IN HELL ANYWAY, STONER-THOUGHTS IN A PERSON BUT DIED IN A DREAM, NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO TALK MF'S, END CREDITS DIED TO LET THE MAIN CHARACTER LIVE ENERGY, IS ACTUALLY THE MAIN CHARACTER ENERGY, PUSHING DAISIES IN ACTUAL REALITY ENERGY, OBJECTS TAKEN FOR GRANTED ENERGY, (HOME)

[daylighteclipsed]

ENTRY LEVEL MEANS NO EXPERIENCE. IT MEANS NO PORTFOLIO OF RELEVANT SAMPLES. ENTRY LEVEL IS ENTRY LEVEL

[mroddmod]

the queen of the disco or whatever

[valtsv]

stuck between "psychological horror statement" and "objectively the funniest thing you could say to your real flesh and blood dad" in the father's day card aisle

[mochasucculent]

Dumb thing that would not leave my brain

[wheelie-sick]

"oh, I live in a desert and-"

"wow that must be so terrible" "deserts are so ugly" "I would never want to live in a wasteland like that" "it's just empty nothingness"

wishing 10,000 exploding hammers upon you

behold New Mexico

[ID 1: tall, snowcapped rocky mountains rising above a plain filled with desert scrub

ID 2: brightly colored banded cliff walls of several mesas climbing their way into mountains

ID 3: a desert prairie

ID 4: colorful hoodoos against a twilight sky

ID 5: white sand dunes as far as the eye can see

ID 6: a collection of hoodoos against a stormy sky at sunset

ID 7: a juniper tree standing with a cliff wall in the background

ID 8: several juniper trees on a rocky landscape]

[vamprisms]

i feel like a lot of the 'i hate kids' crowd would be more tolerant if they understood that due to a kid's limited experience of the world that 4 hour flight might just be the longest they've ever had to sit still for or that trapped finger might literally be the most pain they've ever felt in their short life or they might not have ever seen a person with pink hair ever so of course they want to touch it or nobody's told them yet that they can't run around the museum and they only just learned cheetahs are the fastest animals so of course they want to put that to the test. how were they supposed to know etc etc.

[scionsthings]

Rewatching Arcane

[infohazardouz]

out of character but i think he should be allowed to do this

out of frame is anya preparing a salt and lime solution for his wounds and swansea mysteriously losing his OTHER hammer

[bardofavon]

not to be controversial bc I know this is like…not in line with shifting opinions on fanfic comment culture but if there’s a glaring typo in my work I will NOT be offended by pointing it out. if ao3 fucks up the formatting…I will also not be offended by having this pointed out…

‘looking forward to the next update’ and ‘I hope you update soon!’ are different vibes than a demand, and should be read in good faith because a reader is finding their way to tell you how much they love it. I will not be mad at this.

‘I don’t usually like this ship but this fic made me feel something’ is also incredibly high praise. I’m not going to get mad at this.

even ‘I love this fic but I’m curious about why you made [x] choice’ is just another way a reader is engaging in and putting thought into your work.

I just feel like a lot of authors take any comment that’s not perfectly articulated glowing praise in the exact manner they’re hoping to receive it in bad faith.

fic engagement has been dropping across the board over the last several years, and yes it’s frustrating but it isn’t as though I can’t see how it happens. comment anxiety can be a real thing. the last thing anyone wants to do is offend an author they love, and that means sometimes people default to silence.

idk where I’m going with this I guess aside from saying unless a comment is outright attacking me I’m never going to get mad at it, and I think a lot of authors should feel the same way. ESPECIALLY TYPOS PLZ GOD POINT OUT MY TYPOS.

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[dragoncarrion]

Fucking hate ai bitches this shit is poisoning my search results just like that tumblr baby crow post fuck y'all for real

[jm-chrome]

Their little Christmas Cupid 🎄💘

[haedyllic]

stay your pretty eyes on course

[tariah23]

White people are miserable, racist losers period. They’ve even been getting mad at Japanese people for correcting them about Yasuke as well.