#i hate the english with a passion but….
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This will appear to make no sense, these phrases are silly and metaphorical, but they are a way for me to gift you how I feel
You are a landscape that feels like home, full of love, brightness and passion
I see a photo of a comforting place back home, and I see it as a moment of love frozen in time
You make me feel that
The intimacy of sharing music that is a composition of my love for life and living
It is the clearest language I have found that I can share without having to do the explaining myself
My voice and covers of another's words is my adaptation and interpretation meant for the audience of you
Hearing a fireplace crackling with popping coals gifting warmth, that's how you feel to me
I want to give you all of me, and be intimate in sharing myself and my soul with you
I don't mean the physical, no, I want to share all of my past and all of my future with you without fear or shame
Not needing to understand my motivations or reasons, but supporting me nonetheless
Fear exits when I am with you and leaves me more room for loving every moment of your company
Taking each breath with intention and noting how it feels as it fills my lungs with promise and joy being with you
My words aren't much to offer, but I hope they give you an inkling into how pure and deep my affection for you runs
Even as we are apart, I smile knowing you'll come home to me soon
My wish for you is to accept this, and as I continue to choose you, I know that you will choose me
~zen
the only thing i hate about english is the lack of words for love. the synonyms we have are not comparable and i am jealous of other languages flexibility and various words that mean love for different circumstances...anywho i am in love hehe
#personal#original poem#poem#poetry#aquarius#spilled ink#spilled poetry#lgbtq#poet#poems and poetry#love poem#love#love quotes#gay love
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i love the phrase ”singing praises”. what a beautiful combination of words. the word ’singing’ is often used for the act of singing (preforming songs or tunes with one’s voice by making musical sounds with the voice) but here it is only used to makes the word ’praise’ (express approval or gratitude) seem like such a musical word. like an art form. ’singing’ in this context can also be seen to be used because praising someone is seen as an art. it can go both ways.
#somebody sedate me#i hate the english with a passion but….#sometimes the language does slap#im a linguist at heart unfortunately
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Some thoughts & speculation about RGG8 gaiden or """pirate yakuza in hawaii"""
#rgg8 gaiden#ryu ga gotoku#like a dragon#like a dragon pirate yakuza in hawaii#god i hate the english name with a passion#it's gaiden!!! it's 8 gaiden!!!!!#goro majima#kazuma kiryu#yakuza#yakuza pirates in hawaii#rgg8 gaiden spoilers#ladpyih spoilers#ryu ga gotoku 8 gaiden pirates in hawaii#rgg8 spoilers#ladiw spoilers#infinite wealth spoilers
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#that's my boyfriend! my boyfriend alan shore :)#with his bangs… his season 2 baby bangs I miss them#james spader#boston legal#alan shore#*#I wanna look through his library so bad#we really know so little about him. he is so interesting. he’s got hobbies and passions we never hear about#this is one of the few brief looks we actually get of alan outside of work#and he’s reading one of the earliest english prose novels written by a woman in the 17th century on european slavery#alan shore they could never make me hate you…#he’s so intelligent I wanna trade books with him I’d give him 19th century nonfiction and plays from the theater of the absurd#asking him to read out loud while you fall asleep to the sound of his voice. oughh
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Just lived through the experience of vaguely remembering a sentence along the lines of "if we have to die, we should live to the fullest" and trying to determine where it came from
The problem is, since I more or less know three languages, I could not for the life of me understand in which one I learned that phrase and so I kept suffering until I managed to grasp the source of the phrase in my memories
And the main clownery of it all? It was neither of these three languages. It was from Mozart, L'Opéra Rock (Vivre à en crever) which is in fucking french that I only know as well as a couple of years I studied it at school could give me
#multilingual#language learning#clown girl#the languages i actually do speak are english russian and chinese#there's also german but we don't mention it here#i know it fairly well but hate it with a passion#mozart l'opera rock
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okay i actually might drop out of school to become a plane mechanic im being for realzies this time
#i was looking at my old insta stories an saw like abt a year ago when i was like "got the itch to become an animator again#“but changed my mind after looking at indeed bcz i dont wanna have to get a bachelors just to get paid less than i would at in n out”#an i realized thats LITERALLY what im doing but the major i chose is even more boring#i hated taking art classes in highschool an seeing ppl talk abt animation jobs like “it sucks but at least im working on cartoons !”#kind of turned me off of it cuz my obsession w cartoons fades sometimes as i get obsessed w something else#but if im gonna spend two years purusing something im not necessarily gonna stay passionate abt#it might as well be something that pays good#I DONT KNOWW THOUGHH my english classes are like. absurdly easy which kinda makes me feel like i might as well just finish my degree#i have hit the tag limit 👍#charlie words#vent
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I need to vent because essays make me inordinately angry
I'm in the middle of my first essay for my basic composition class, which I've already failed once, and I have to redo the entire essay from square one because my thesis "doesn't take a proper stance" on the assigned issue.
Here's my problem. Our prompt is, more or less, "Should teachers give some students extra leniency because their lives are hard?" The options are "No, every student should be held to the same standard, regardless of their situations," and "Yes, we need to level the playing ground to make it fair." Equality vs. Equity and all that.
My brain has decided both of those answers are bullshit and the Real answer is you can have your cake and eat it too.
Unfortunately, this means my response, which is "Professors should offer a small amount of grace to all students, rather than singling certain students out," is not a valid response.
And unfortunately for me, the way my brain works is that I'm Not Allowed to lie. If I lie, it's obvious that I don't believe it.
I've been told a few times, "English is easy! Anything can be the right answer if you back it up properly!" That's bullshit because it doesn't apply to argumentative essays. If it did, I could keep my thesis and essay how they are.
No. Math is easy. Math is objective. Math has One Problem and One Answer. (Even the ones with more than one answer have a single way to write that answer.) Math makes sense.
English? Essays? Every new assignment has new rules, and it's all arbitrary bullshit. It's subjective, and it's stupid.
#i hate essays with a fiery burning passion#i get worked up every time I have to write bullshit essays#I wish I didn't need this fucking class to graduate#and I also need it to take another English class I'm guaranteed to hate#If it weren't for a handful of reasons#i'd be throwing a burn-the-world-down tantrum about this shit#not the least of which is the fact that I'm currently at work
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the last push i needed to realize i wanna change my major is the prof walking into my social determinants of health class and going omg i havent seen most of you since covid its so nice to see ur smiling faces without the masks
#ma'am u have a doctorate in epidemiology#obvs a lot more going into this decision but like. im so fucking ready to get a degree in ANYTHING and get out as painlessly as possible#and i have a ton of english credits banked up so i think i can make the switch and still graduate on time but im meeting w my advisor#tomorrow to check#but yeah im still passionate abt public health but i hate the program at my college its so disorganized#so i might as well get a useless degree in something i enjoy w professors i get along with
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I wish people who write anti ship posts won't put it in the main tag.
Please have some decency and manners.
Tags are created for filtering content and curating your online experience.
Putting anti ship post in the ship tag ( and not sensoring it in the post itself) is a disrespect to your fellow social platform users.
It creates an unnecessary drama in the fandom and in fact is a biting. Because it would rouse a direct response from someone who is emotional about a topic. And many people are because well, it's a fandom, we are here because we are emotional about it.
Putting anti posts in a main ship tag is a very childish behavior.
I would know. Because I used to be like that 5 years ago and I'm embarrassed of that. I outgrew it since then.
Still hate the ship. Still hate the character. But I don't post my hate or dislike in the main tags anymore.
Because I'm an adult and I do understand that we are all responsibile for curating our own online experience but if people do not agree to use instruments intended for it correctly it nullifies all the effort we put in it.
When you mistag your post it ruins recomendation algorithms. And posts and blogs get reccomended to people even if they blocked the tag.
The block function is not good enough as it is. Please don't make it work even worse than it does now.
Can we please respect each other and have some fandom culture on this site.
Thank you.
#fandom#fandom culture#ship tagging#tumblr tags#i hope the people who need to see this post see it#i just seen a post on my dash that “broke the camels back” if that expression makes sense in English#i hate mistagging and cross tagging with passion#don't want drama don't want discource just want people to use tags as they should be used#and maybe sensor ship name inside the anti ship post itself#we all would benefit from it very much
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like no offense but the people who make fun of how jeremy strong talks are telling on themselves in such a serious way like someone just made fun of him for using the word PRIMAL. read a fucking BOOOKKKK
#and i say this with love but like. if you studied a single play in hs you should know the word dramaturgy.#if you really don't then you should be able to figure it out from context clues#why do we hate it when artists are passionate and serious about their art?????#succession#insert disclaimer about how some people have english as their second language and some people are neurodivergent etc#you KNOW i'm not talking about them i'm talking about grown adults allegedly fluent in english since childhood#almost always monolingual#who have not read a single book since they were seven years old
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im gonna be honest. these art classes r some of the only college classes that have stuck with me
#being ‘proficient’ made me so uninterested in stuff it was super draining#like i could do it but i literally wasn’t feeling passion. kay…#for the love of god even chem after all of that hell. i only remember the periodic table (not even all of it tbh) and uhhh what chemicals#not to mix. or you’ll die.#English and arts and languages were the only ones I felt passion for ough#i felt like a bot majority of them time and was just so dead#i hate the level system that prep schools put in place. very demeaning#doing this shit for 14 years ough wow what a pain in the ass
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Who was gonna tell me that reading is fun sometimes
#I will bring shame to my eight year old self NO MORE!!!! I LIKE READING AGAIN!! YIPPEE!!!#I think I seriously enjoy reading about the brain and body and trauma like it’s so strange to spend two hours laying in bed with a book but#it’s so nice#I really enjoyed science growing up even into high school I just didn’t have the patience or motivation to finish essays#and my freshman year science teacher got fired halfway thru the year after they found out she didn’t have a teaching license and then my#class got split up into an advanced science teachers class who was way ahead of everything we had learned and then I hated the class and#science in general then in sophomore year I had another shitty teacher who didn’t care about teaching and I literally would find recourses#and send them to the teacher to put on the projector and then I would talk thru the resource that’s fucking real I literally had class#periods where I TAUGHT my sophomore year science class. GAHHHH I still get so bad at that fucking teacher I don’t even remember her name but#she pissed me off so bad cause she paired me with the two guys who always made fun of me just bc I was smart and they were annoying. anyways#depression and adhd and boredom happened and I almost failed that class but still passed in the end and then in junior year during covid#I was taking a biology class and an anatomy class that was supposed to be seniors (seniors did the advanced class and they offered regular#class to select juniors) and I ended up being the ONLY junior who wasn’t doing the advanced course. like. everyone else got assignments and#I had to ask hey what’s the easy version of that assignment cause I’m technically in the easy class even tho we’re in the same class period#and then Covid and I stopped caring at all about anhthing and then dropped out of school and moved down the entire coast so yknow.#I never stood a chance at being good at science but I’m realizing I might actually be passionate about it cause I have been since I was#little I just kind of ignored it and forgot but like. for one birthday I got a telescope and for one Christmas I got a microscope. like it’s#well known to everyone but me that I like science apparently oh my god what’s wrong with my brain !!!! anyways.#I like science now it’s weird to feel passionate about learning I haven’t done that in a long time#oh my god when I took my GED test my highest score was in SCIENCE AND NOT ENGLISH#THIS IS ALL SO OBVIOUS I LOVE SCIENCE WHY AM I NOT DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE RELATED TO SCIENCE
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my english teacher let me write a character analysis of tim and lex from jurassic park for my final project let’s fucking gooooo
#i think she’s expecting like. two-three pages max. it’s going to be a lot longer than that.#this is what happens when you let someone who’s mentally ill have fun in an english class#listen man they’re my faves ok?#plus. my teacher hates lex w a burning passion and i am on a mission to change her mind#she’s a little girl dealing with the aftermath of her dad leaving her#watching as this new father figure suddenly shows up only to leave her too#and then dealing with learning to trust in grant#she’s also meant to be a representation of the ideals her grandpa holds in a way to illustrate how childish they are#buut the kids also kind of stand in a similar spot as the dinosaurs so they represent the uncontrollable chaos that hammond tried to control#idk it’s really interesting#hammond + lex rep control#grant + tim rep change#and the dinosaurs + the kids rep chaos#the other characters obviously fall into those categories too but i don’t wanna type it all out rn#there’s also a rlly interesting theme of new v old v now#but i’ve rambled long enough for now#tl;dr jurassic park is a good book#also don’t let vry opinionated guys w hyperfixations write an essay on said hyperfixation without knowing what ur getting into
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#out of all their english songs why did they have to perform YOU PROBLEM ???#i Hate that song with a passion#it OFFENDS ME#ugh#and they all look so cute….#this is nikiphobia >:(#edit: i take it back. they look HIDEOUS#also i think i just figured out why i hate this song so much#bc it sounds (and looks) like sometimes [REDACTED] would release
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Me writing
or just me at 3am
You will not use AI to get ideas for your story. You will lie on the floor and have wretched visions like god intended
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im as anti-national as they come. but it sucks that nikki kaye died. i wish more of nat mps were like her. theres less and less of them with socially liberal views and pro-environment values. she actually had a backbone and didnt defer to the party when she disagreed with their stances (opposing multiple environmentally dubious plans, voting in favour of gay marriage). from what i understand she actually did things for her electorate, and worked together with the current mp for the area (the leader of the very left-wing green party) to improve healthcare and wellbeing. her leaving politica in 2020, while understandable because of the cancer that ultimately took her life, marked an uncomfortable and ever more clear shift where the party went from center right to right-wing.
#its kind of wild comparing our current pm and the nats leader an evangelical Christian to the party she participated in when#she got her diagnosis in 2016#i fucking hate key with a passion. but english was your wet mop of a center right politician. and as much as it sucked it was preferable#to what we have now. at least they faced the Media and had a grip on ACT and NZ First#now national is the govt in charge but they dont even run the show. theybe got no handle on peters or seymour as os abundantly fucking clear#with the disgusting ti tiriti bill ACT are pushing
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