#i hate myself for putting those tags

[what-the-bally-hell]

*goes to pull grenade pin with my teeth so I look cool* *misses* *accidentally bites hand* *drops grenade* *pin falls out* *explodes*

[enden-k]

ivan has two hands? and till and luca can get competitive over him. or smth.

im not actually in the fandom i just sorta promote the 'they have two hands' mentality anywhere i go. though you have an ivantill au already so ivanluca seems logical. an even spread

jk aside im not really a big fan of the two hands thing, not bc i think ill of poly or smth before anyone puts words in my mouth. i just have a specific storyline/dynamic planned out. also maybe its just me but i also think its not smth they would get to work unless its in a (altho not a polycule at all, just a situation that has the three of them involved in some way) "im using you to get over him but ended up falling for you" kinda way that always fits imo

sticking to ivlk anyway tho, i alrdy have the ivtl au + i cant resist luka ig (←didnt even try to fight it)

[theoldworldsrunnerup]

Oopsies my hand slipped and I drew this

[fullscoreshenanigans]

Hello friend i am so happy to know that at least one (1) person is out there still talking about Promised Neverland because I just recently fall ass backwards back into it and I am going INSANE about the Everything!!!! I’ve managed to get my hands on physical copies of the first ten volumes. Do you have any physical copies of the manga?

Heyyooo welcome back 😎🤝😎 TPNtumblr is tiny but the tradeoff is it's usually pretty chill and cozy. |3

And I do! I own all twenty volumes plus Kaiu Shirai x Posuka Demizu: Beyond The Promised Neverland with the epilogue chapter in it, along with the art book twice. I also have the blu-rays, which for the first season I think are pretty nifty for the box art alone, in addition to the interview booklet that comes with it.

In regards to merch, my favorites are probably these little Ohiruneko figures of the trio and the exhibition trio plate, but I also adore the album art of the OST, the endings of the first season, and the ending for the second season (still genuinely cannot believe that last one is real), and as a trio enthusiast for aesthetic purposes I'm very happy to own copies of the first and fourth light novels. For unofficial stuff, my small smattering of doujinshi.

[ryderdire]

Idk man maybe I don’t wanna change everything about myself to fit into your boxes of a neurodivergence and queerness that isn’t worthy of ridicule maybe I’m tired of being called sensitive for wanting to be treated with the same respect as everyone else Maybe I don’t want people like me to always be written as the butt of the joke.. maybe I’m sick of my suffering being funny.

[candycryptids]

They need to invent a hips and spine that hurt less. :/

[todayisafridaynight]

IW fr just felt like yokoyama's cope for killing Aoki off and then regretting it

im not saying yoko shouldve ryuji'd aoki but im just saying maybe the aoki-lives truthers were onto something if not copium but serving a warning for what was to come

[terriblelizbians]

recently had a conversation with my friends that got me thinking about how very differently other people with similar political views to me feel about, like, patriotism? and, i guess, national identity? so i'm curious to see where others fall on this subject. i had to open tumblr on my computer for this. imagine.

some definitions/explanations:

"i love my country" = i feel some amount of loyalty or love to some broad idea of My Country and its symbols, not just the people in it; i am, to some degree, patriotic, even if i don't use that word to describe myself

"i'm neutral/apathetic about my country" = i have no sense of patriotic attachment to the idea of My Country and its symbols at all; possibly i don't have a strong sense of My Country as anything other than a physical location or governmental body

"i hate my country" = i feel strongly negative about the idea of My Country and its symbols, regardless of what i feel about the people in it; i have a sense of some greater identity or meaning to a Country than mere geography or government, and i think that identity/meaning is actively bad

"my country" = whatever you consider to be Yours. that might be where you physically reside, but it doesn't have to be, for example if you have a stronger connection to a different place and prefer to answer in regards to that country. but specifically this is about national identity and not cultural/ethnic/etc identity (although depending on your country those may overlap)

i put separate options for usamericans and everyone else because... well... i feel like there's an image of americans having a very specific relationship to patriotism and i wanted to see it separately

[epsilontauri]

hold up you know what i’m mad as hell.

[keeps-ache]

ggghhg i hate vehiclessssssss ghghghhghhhhh [dies dies dies forever]

[barnabybrainrot]

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[imjustexistingtbh]

to all the people out there with masklophobia and arachnophobia and other phobias triggered by halloween:

we are holding hands. we will get though this weekend and next week together <3

[ccliffjumperr]

vent in tags. sorry.

[bugdogg]

if i ever seem brave for some of the stuff i admit on here, just know its cause idk how to keep shit to myself. i cower at the thought of judgement and then proceed to expose my whole ass to tumblr anyway, because i dont have a working filter

[marshmellowtea]

tbh i feel like my interest in willmartha would skyrocket 200% if it wasn’t treated as the fandom’s Golden Fluffy Healthy Ship

[tramontane-fire]

the thing I hate about queerness is how lonely I am. like, when I was a teenager, this was the part I dreaded. Growing up alone.

And I knew, and this was why I tried so hard to be straight for so long. It's been like 7 years since I came out and the first comment on my coming out post was something like "reminder that you're not broken" because we need to be constantly reminded of that since it's so easy to forget. in all this loneliness.

At least if I was a cis straight girl like I was supposed to be, men would want my body. Now nobody wants any part of me.

I'm in a city renowned for its queer community but it's all aggressively political and POC centered so my white Texan ass would be run out of town (disclaimer it's good have stuff for POC LGBT folks et cetera not all of us are white and being of color and queer is a unique experience) or for people 23-24 and under and I am just a bit too old for that.

nothing broadly inclusive enough that I would not be seen as a pervert or a groomer.

there's one or two other queer folks on the other shift and I wondered aloud at asking if they wanted to have coffee but "she has a girlfriend you know" so can't even be friendly towards people who are dating without looking like a creep.

I knew it was like this. The first time i heard the word asexual, I hoped that wouldn't be me because it just sounded so damn lonely. Everything else just piled on and doomed me further.