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URGENT!!
We're expecting another freeze in texas so very low temps and no power like last year.
We need money for firewood, gas, candles, batteries, pet food, and water before Thursday when it's supposed to start up.
Most of the money will be going Into food and terracotta heater set ups for my animals who I have already set up all in one room.
Paypal.me/howlp
Anything helps and best wishes to my fellow texas residents during this time.
#prattle#i lost a couple reptiles and entire fish tanks to last years freeze so you can imagine the stress im under rn#i also have to buy at least one or two avian safe candles for my birds terra cotta heater#and those are like $30 each#im low on dog and cat food i just need enough for some small bags#i hate living in texas so much#i know this is short notice but im pretty sure im finding out about this around the same time as every other resident lol#i wasnt expecting a freeze till march
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one of the things that's the most fucking frustrating for me about arguing with climate change deniers is the sheer fucking scope of how much it matters. sweating in my father's car, thinking about how it's the "hottest summer so far," every summer. and there's this deep, roiling rage that comes over me, every time.
the stakes are wrong, is the thing. that's part of what makes it not an actual debate: the other side isn't coming to the table with anything to fucking lose.
like okay. i am obviously pro gun control. but there is a basic human part of me that can understand and empathize with someone who says, "i'm worried that would lead to the law-abiding citizens being punished while criminals now essentially have a superpower." i don't agree, but i can tell the stakes for them are also very high.
but let's say the science is wrong and i'm wrong and the visible reality is wrong and every climate disaster refugee is wrong. let's say you're right, humans aren't causing it or it's not happening or whatever else. let's just say that, for fun.
so we spend hundreds of millions of dollars making the earth cleaner, and then it turns out we didn't need to do that. oops! we cleaned the earth. our children grow up with skies full of more butterflies and bees. lawns are taken over with rich local biodiversity. we don't cry over our electric bills anymore. and, if you're staunchly capitalist and i need to speak ROI with you - we've created so many jobs in developing sectors and we have exciting new investment opportunities.
i am reminded of kodak, and how they did not make "the switch" to digital photography; how within 20 years kodak was no longer a household brand. do we, as a nation, feel comfortable watching as the world makes "the switch" while we ride the laurels of oil? this boggles me. i have heard so much propaganda about how america cannot "fall behind" other countries, but in this crucial sector - the one that could actually influence our own monopolies - suddenly we turn the other cheek. but maybe you're right! maybe it will collapse like just another silicone valley dream. but isn't that the crux of capitalism? that some economies will peter out eventually?
but let's say you're right, and i'm wrong, and we stopped fracking for no good reason. that they re-seed quarries. that we tear down unused corporate-owned buildings or at least repurpose them for communities. that we make an effort, and that effort doesn't really help. what happens then? what are the stakes. what have we lost, and what have we gained?
sometimes we take our cars through a car wash and then later, it rains. "oh," we laugh to ourselves. we gripe about it over coffee with our coworkers. what a shame! but we are also aware: the car is cleaner. is that what you are worried about? that you'll make the effort but things will resolve naturally? that it will just be "a waste"?
and what i'm right. what if we're already seeing people lose their houses and their lives. what if it is happening everywhere, not just in coastal towns or equatorial countries you don't care about. what if i'm right and you're wrong but you're yelling and rich and powerful. so we ignore all of the bellwethers and all of the indicators and all of the sirens. what if we say - well, if it happens, it's fate.
nevermind. you wouldn't even wear a mask, anyway. i know what happens when you see disaster. you think the disaster will flinch if you just shout louder. that you can toss enough lives into the storm for the storm to recognize your sacrifice and balk. you argue because it feels good to stand up against "the liberals" even when the situation should not be political. you are busy crying for jesus with a bullhorn while i am trying to usher people into a shelter. you've already locked the doors, even on the church.
the stakes are skewed. you think this is some intellectual "debate" to win, some funny banter. you fuel up your huge unmuddied truck and say suck it to every citizen of that shitbird state california. serves them right for voting blue!
and the rest of us are terrified of the entire fucking environment collapsing.
#spilled ink#writeblr#i hope it is clear here that i actually very much care about equatorial countries#and that's part of what makes me so angry bc im like. climate refugees exist.#they've existed for a while!!!#and the reply is almost always ''should have thought about that before living on an island"#like fuck dude. do you need to like how people vote before ur like#your entire house shouldn't burn down each summer????#so many of these people make it their life to mock california that they think it's FUNNY#and im like. girl you should be fucking trembling. TEXAS??? ARE YOU LISTENING??#this is one of those times that like. i need to stress how fucking stupid it would be#to let trump win. bc he could have “reached across the aisle.” covid could have been#a MASSIVE commercial success. he has such a huge and bigoted and brainwashed following.#literally just a PR campaign called COWBOY UP and it's pictures of cowboys in bandanas#trump reinvisioned as the lone ranger fighting for the american people against covid. EASY SELL#and instead. companies bought him. it became political. it was not ''oh shit this is 1 enemy let's all be human''#it was ''you deserve to die.''#climate change should be GLOBAL. it should be like ''yeah i hate u but. we do all live here''#i don't have to LIKE my group members to do well on a team project bc we are ALL getting graded.#is that simple enough of an under-explaination lol
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The tension between church and state/ref
#they were literally made for each other thdy taught each other how to live they tried to kill each other he died over and over in his own#mind for one more shot with her she rebelled to save him theyre always mid-divorce they will never find peace i love and hate them so much#rvb#rvb edit#rvb tex#rvb texas#rvb beta#rvb allison#rvb church#rvb leonard church#rvb alpha#rvb epsilon#red vs blue#red vs blue edit#red vs blue tex#red vs blue texas#red vs blue beta#red vs blue allison#red vs blue church#red vs blus alpha#red vs blue epsilon#rvb spoilers#red vs blue spoilers
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i’m not crazy abt youtubers but like the 1 person that i just SEE & UNDERSTAND like 🤝 is drew gooden & its for the sole reason that he will Always find a way to feature runescape in a video, be it explicitly talking about osrs or slipping in a song from the soundtrack as background music
#runescape#stream#like ALSKALSKALKSLKSLAKALAJSLA#it’s soooo fucking FUNNY to ME bc ONTY OTHER DWEEBS LIKE ME WILL PICK UP ON IT IMMEDIATE#like i saw the fucking whatever video like ‘why does everything waste ur time now’ last night & i heard it come in it was like newcomers#melody or one of the ones from the falador area specifically like maybe more north east towards varrock but i Clocked It#like i haven’t actually played runescape w the sound on in girl idk YEARS like probably around rs3 / eoc release bc they made changes to the#old songs & i HATED it & i STILL DO but i loveeeeeee osrs#osrs <333333#‘i had to quit runescape’ so where did u get the video of u playing runescape in ur new house#BC U NEVER QUIT RUNESCAPE#still thinking abt brent from teahouse that literally brought in his lab top & would actively play on the clock#girl we were a bubble tea shop w 0 downtime but king was still going#i still see him log on sometimes it’s so fucking funny#he was also the 1 that told me that DI (DAVID) WANG IN HOUSTON TEXAS HE LIVES IN SUGARLAND FIRED ME & he was too much of a PUSSY to do it#HIMSELF or even TELL ME like he tried to shake my hand when i picked up my last paycheque like girl u were fully skimming me & i had to yell#at u to fucking get me my money like i hope he’s DEAD OR DYING !!!!!!!! FUCK U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all i know is he’s a landlord#he DEFINITEYL don’t got teahouse anymore 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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i think the thing about referring to trump as a "convicted felon" is... i dont think a lot his supporters really believe that it's true. or, they at least believe it's all an over-exaggerated anti-trump smear campaign that doesn't matter that much
so it almost kind of doesn't surprise me that so many people voted for him even in light of his bullshit. they don't take it seriously
(also... stop blaming folks who voted third party. they're not "responsible" for these results (ive seen this sentiment a couple of times). this is a very small group of people out of the voter turnout we had this election cycle. it wouldve been nice to have more folks vote blue and keep that freak out of office but... its too much of a disparity to say that its them specifically that made this happen. I am sorry. If you've really gotta let it out, take out your frustrations on the millions who voted for Trump. then you're gonna focus on helping people who're gonna need a lot of help versus people who've already made their choice.)
#us politics#i kind of hate living in texas#every year it gets harder and harder#one day i'm gonna have to leave. the stress is too much on my body#but for now i will have to endure. so will many of you#its not okay now but it can be if we work to make things okay#i hope anyone reading this has an okay day#and now i needa stop doomscrolling#meow.txt
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mitski just loves ripping my heart out, first with her music and second with her choosing to go to FUCKING NORTH CAROLINA OVER TEXAS?????
#texas is big.. so much space#no hate to nc im just so sad i cant see mitski live#mitski live is something i need to experience very very soon#mitski#music#mitski tour#the land is inhospitable and so are we
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i think i actually have to get a second job or something if i don't get a scholarship this sem
#chatterye#i don't pay tuition or anuthing like that but#living is still so expensive here#even though it's much cheaper than texas.. is it really#i ahte saving money#it leaves me with no money#but anyways i think i need to get like an afternoon job or something#because while the bills are being paid#what about my silly little hobbies#my silly little treats#i need a lil drinky drink to live#i cannot work food retail anymore though i will lose my mind i hate it so bad
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guy who tries to explode tourists in his small coastal town with his mind every single day (it has been so so so long since i've taken an asl class so i apologize for any errors. I think this dude would prolly use msl anyways but i had a very hard time finding any words in msl anywhere)
#my blorbo Þorir from my mind#he works on his dad's fishing trawler and he hates it sooooo much#sorry stupid shoulda gotten a degree in a field thats actually hiring#oc#etu#believe it or not he did live in texas for a while#eastern texas university#altho tbh i dont think anyone in the modern day plays etu. swade does kind of suck so bad#that is why i do not play it anymore and i moved this guy to fake halifax. its like halifax but not at all.
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psychic and physical damage being taken this weekend but first we have to get through the 3 hour drive
#AUGH. ack. i hate having to take long trips to go to cons i wish we didnt live in such a fuck off place in the middle of texas#im already anticipating this con not being very fun not because of the con itself but because of the crowd of the con#im still bringing my stickers and comm art stuff in case someone is brave enough to ask for their waifu#i think i can also work on more sticker designs while im there bc im bringing my tablet just for personal fun lol. and my ds#anyways pray for my ass to not get harrassed like i know my partner will be there and will stick up for me but like#i know nerdy men. they will do whatever they can to try to impress you#especially if theyre older guys and youre cute and smaller than them *has the ick*#no cool guests at this con though so i wont have much to do outside of drawing for myself and being a salesperson#val.txt
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Been listening to the behind the bastards eps on Henry Kissinger because I always hear about this man being a trash bag on fire but uh. I mean this guy is a HUGE trash bag on fire wtf I'm not even halfway through the series and Kissinger has committed treason AND extended the Vietnam war, resulting in MILLIONS more dying. Like what the fuck. What the fuck. America y'all are being held hostage by literally the worst people ever y'all need to like. Call the French and see if their revolution stuff can help you out. Like the french arent working in an American context which is why they can do what they do but also damn at least ask em to bring a guillotine or somethin ☠️☠️☠️ Reverse American revolution. Or american revolution two electric boogalo, the sequel wherein America fights America instead of Britain which feels VERY American lmao. Time honored tradition of not trusting America with America 😂😂
#winters ramblings#seriously though americans yall are HELD HOSTAGE by like 20 super shitty dudes in power and theyre off killing MILLIONS#like !!!! dont know the french would help you much since America... well historically HATES revolution against their government#like labour history in America ALONE wtf HOW can this country market itself as free?? canada aint THAT much better either so dont think#im letting MY country off easy either but historically we didnt BUST HEADS OPEN for wanting unions at least#i mean instead we killed the living shit or violently mistreated our indigenous population and people STILL dont know canada had slaves#so you know not GREAT but generally we dont FEAR protesting unless the political right here tries passing usian inspired laws#which HAS happened at least in Alberta which isnt shocking. the texas of canada#also i jave a theory that america wouldnt ever let ANYONE shoot them inthe face but American would 100% shoot themselves in the face lmao#aint no one gunna take out America but America which is simultaneously hilarious and upsetting
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sometimes i think about everyone i knew when i was younger and how they have a memory of me who isn’t me anymore. how am i supposed to cope with the idea of me as a little girl running around in the minds of everyone i used to know. i want to dig my nails into those memories and scratch her out of every image and every video that could get played in the brains of those remembering who i was before i turned into the person i am now
#i’ve moved around so much and with each love i reinvented myself#but it wasn’t until college that i stopped trying to recreate someone else and started figuring out who i was#the little girl who lived in texas isn’t me anymore#the little girl who lived in mass isn’t me anymore#the girl who lived in cali isn’t me#i hate that there is nothing i can do to change the memories of those i don’t know anymore#i’ve tried so hard to cling onto every version of me cause they led me here but right now i feel nothing but resent#why did i have to take such a long journey and meet people who can’t stay around long enough to see who i am now#im scared i’ll feel the same way when i’m older about who i am now
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living in the city fucking rocks dude. im 3 minutes away from a venezuelan restaurant and 8 minutes away from the best vietnamese restaurant ive ever eaten at
#when i lived in my old small town the best vietnamese place was 40 mins downtown#CITY LIVING ROCKS!!!!!!!!! i still hate living in an apartment though its very scary#i dont like hearing my upstairs neighbors footsteps it gives me fear. but everything else rocks#ive never had venezuelan food until recently and its so good#i tried patacones for the first time and almost cried its just so good#ive become such a foodie since moving it makes me so happy. bc now theres more than 2 restaurants to choose from#where im from theres texas roadhouse and the hooters knockoff called walk-ons. both of which are burgers/steak places#variety is so cool#we live close to an indian restaurant too and its soooooooooo good!!#theres just so much authentic food here i love it. i fucking love food
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maybe ive lived in Texas too long but ive started to like summer. not the texas summer. my summer. the 86° days and cool nights with stars twinkling through the trees.. the breeze carrying sweet smells from the forest... Little campfires to cook fish.. wandering around the woods chewing birch sticks and finding bugs to show my siblings... Swimming in the cold river water hole... Jumping into pools and getting a little too much sun and falling asleep in the sibling pile on the living room floor...
#god i miss my fuckin home so much sometimes#i hated summer until i lived through 105° texas summer#im the eldest of seven okay lol i feel so... separate
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I’m going to shoot the next person who tells me “oh I’m sorry” after I say I’m from Texas
#I love my home state I love our culture I love our people I love our aesthetic it’s my home#and you yankee fucks will never fucking understand what it’s like to live in a state you love that hates you so goddamn much#I’d spend my entire life in Texas if I could but it’s dangerous for me and that is fucking heartbreaking for me#joanna speaks
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Texas has been trying to secede from the union since at least when I was seven and lived there half a year and they were collecting bricks in my neighborhood to build the Great Wall of Texas
I remember thinking very clearly “please wait till I can leave I don’t want to be on this side of that wall”
I am almost certain this violates some kind of interstate law. You have to be able to travel between states without documents or impediment.
Iirc it's included in the Privileges and Immunities clause of the Constitution (I'd have to check, it's been about a decade since my last ConLaw class)
This might cause an actual Constitutional crisis. That's actually kind of a big deal.
#Texas#god I hate Texas#I mean I’m in Canada now so it’s not so much my business anymore but I still worry for the people who live there#who do not want to be on that side of the wall#metaphorically speaking#or as this post shows- increasingly literally speaking
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I think one of the main reasons I still get very excited for my birthday is because since it's about halfway through October, the weather is FINALLY getting into the 60s and 70s regularly as opposed to skin meltingly awful like it is now
#I live in texas and the temperature high for the next seven days is all 105#I hate summer so much#bored badgering#my birthday is just around the time I finally start feeling alive and happy again after surviving summer#so I still really enjoy it
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