#i hate being so indecisive
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I don't know if I want to make a new Tav for my next playthrough or pick a pre-existing Tav I have and do a Durge run.
All I know is Astarion Romance version 3.
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I think I may switch back to my OG username, the same one that’s on all my other accounts and gaming stuff. Part of me still wants to create a whole new user but I have no idea what I’d want. 😭
#I hate being so indecisive#what mental illness or childhood trauma causes this#cause sometimes it’s so bad lmfao#personal#delete later#maybe idk
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I'm legit considering adding my other JJBA OC, Date Usagi, to Tumblr, but I'm undecided if I want to put her and Bianca in the same blog or if I should make Usagi her own.
She's descended from Date Masamune, the first Date recorded to use a Stand: Dragon Force. This same Stand manifests itself in a single Date descendent each generation, who is by tradition, chosen to be the next head of the family.
She's set during Diamond is Unbreakable as a classmate of Josuke's, but AU's are my beloved.
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i've seen a fair bit of... pessimism about dorym lately, esp with the ep107, for example wondering if dorian's opposing views on the gods making orym fall out of love, and i have to say. i very highly doubt it, ur fr talking about the man who has held on to will for so long, holding onto will's family and affectionately calling this *his* family too because that didn't stop when will died. i dont think falling out of love is an option or even a thought to orym.
that said, we know that orym has contingencies for if anyone in bells hells crosses the line into being a version of themselves they would despise, for anyone who jeopardizes their mission. his mission. i think, for the first time since knowing dorian, orym finally has a contingency for him. the longer dorian is back, the more orym sees how scarred he is by what's happened (understandable so) and knows that dorian is with bells hells all the way. but if he isn't...
#lynx speaks#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#dorym#dorian x orym#i'll be so fr i hardly interact with the cr fandom at large bc soooooo many people are deeply pessimistic#i want to have fun!!!!! i AM having fun#and then i come here and see the most bad faith takes in all of the world ever and its disheartening!#where's ur fucken JOY where's ur fucken WHIMSY#bells hells is one of the wackiest groups with crazy dynamics between them all and its enjoyable!#ur Allowed to enjoy the things u watch i prommy#and to that point! people keep complaining that bells hells r indecisive and there r too many opposing views muddying things etc etc#1. ofc there r a lot of views. the real world is like that too. opposing views is one of the best story elements to enrich ur made up world#2. whenever there is a Big Decisive moment many instantly go 'noooooo not like that!!! that's not what *i*wanted' (ex: the shard.)#the cast receiving backlash from fans every time they r decisive and do something objectively fucken cool and interesting#means that any time they Think about doing a Big Thing... it gets a little harder bc what if the fans hate it. again. should i even do this#separating fandom from cast is a bit more difficult for this form of media and the inherent close proximity or creators to audience#so. just. maybe some of us could chill and cool off just a little. and maybe examine why This Thing is so terrible to u. and remember.#it may be terrible to *u* but thats where it stops. the specific bad feelings u have r not always indicative of media being Bad.#sometimes it's just not ur cup of tea and i PROMMY that its okay if its not
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After a good nights rest Saoirse and Cillian brought all of their baby shower gifts up to the spare bedroom to finally set up the nursery. Saoirse has dreamt of this day for so long, and it almost felt surreal to be standing there watching the room come together as Cillian assembled the changing table and bassinet, and arranged all of the wall hangings and toys. With her due date just around the corner the pair both feel so much more at ease and ready for their daughter’s arrival now that her nursery is complete.
#I built FOUR different versions of this god damn nursery I was so indecisive#and then I realized I’ll have to redo it again when she becomes an infant#which if we’re being honest will likely be like an hour after she’s born bc I hate playing with newborns lol#so this room will be ever changing but I’m still v pleased with how this version came out#postcard legacy challenge#postcard legacy#generation 1: the farmer#saoirse murphy#cillian hammond#ts4 screenshots#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#ts4#simblr#simmer
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I feel somewhat ill today and the only thing powering me through is thoughts of reevince
#they are so precious to me.#I think about them so much…..#text#someday I’ll organize my thoughts and put them on here perhaps.#I want to do that about Reeve (and Cait) in general too#what if I were a guy who hated myself for mistakes I’ve made in the past and you were also a guy who hated yourself for mistakes you made#in the past. and we were both boys.#they share the same major flaw of being paralyzed by guilt and indecision#[through gritted teeth] THEY COULD HELP EACH OTHER#ff7#reeve tuesti#vincent valentine#tagging for my purposes. sorry if this shows up in their tags. lmao
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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.
Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.
That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.
The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.
Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.
Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.
#team fortress 2#tf2#that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it#while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble-#-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity 👍#backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft-#-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team.#cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the-#-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends!#backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever-#-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture-#-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under.#cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he-#-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got-#-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory.#backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people-#-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being-#-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao#cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn-#-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent-#-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret.#i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady-#-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way#it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about-#-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly#OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)
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What's the worst reason you had to reset?
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"I HATE HOTLAND."
#undertale: scattered extension#UTSE#papyrus / scraps (UTSE)#papyrus#ic ask#ask#anonymous#okay so context:#dying is. probably the most likely way *anyone* would find out they have reset powers#it's also canonically how flowey first found out about his reset powers. so i'm gonna go with the same for paps!#however. flowey's first death was a suicide attempt#papyrus. would not do that. At All. i cannot see it#so instead. i'm thinking. his first death happened much quicker than flowey's did#papyrus was revived inside chara's lab in hotland. and well. with hotland's powerful air vents everywhere#and papyrus being a) not super used to floating around yet; and b) not used to being as light as fabric#and the lake of magma below the walkways all throughout hotland#that all sets up the unfortunate possibility of the highly unpleasant experience of getting blown off course#and sent tumbling down into magma </3#and thus. a very very horrible reason to have to reset </3#and a very very valid reason to hate hotland even more than he already did#though i'm not *100%* set on it happening? or i guess it's just more *when* it happens that i'm indecisive on#but regardless! that's what this is referencing
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Hello! Lately I've been fighting to make sure I won't be getting sick (sadly taking a day off cause tomorrow is a busy day for Valentine's day)
However I wanted to update you guys on the 100th Followers Celebration!
We're on the coloring stage for the 1st part and everything is going ok! Grim is"fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine" cats always land on their feet :)... maybe
Anyway! This lil baby will be finished up soon so I can get started on the 2nd part of the Celebration!!!
#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst grim#my art#art preview#Grim will be fine I'm nearby to catch our favorite gremlin child#fun fact aside from being sick#most of the struggle with this was the color choices for my sona's outfits#I like red clothes whenever I dress up my game avatars and such so I was VERY indecisive#Oh another reason I haven't been able to update about this was Tumblr kinda lagging on me???#Idk and its only Tumblr#every other site I have been going into hasn't had issues#Tumblr hates me I think#I can access Tumblr without any problems on my phone#but when a majority of your art stuff is on your computer then its a struggle to try posting them#Blind0Raven art
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i said i wasnt gonna do it but damnit i took the voluntary time off offering today with work because god ive been so fucking stressed these past few days that i need to just not be there. i still have work today but its just 3 hours and itll give me more time to sleep (even though i slept a bunch-) and maybe even take care of myself more.
plus i need to mail off this check later today and i just dont feel like getting up from bed.
body hurts, and im just so tired, but im glad pride month is tomorrow. i hope theres so much pride fanart on my dash then
#i hate being this way#in pain and stressed that is#its all because of this health insurance bill and genuinely being confused about this check#and then my data took a shit on me yesterday and i couldnt really use my phone when i got home#to google questions about the check bc it said i needed to put my state id on it and i didnt know if i could/should#and i also didnt know who tf is supposed to “endorse” the check either because its made out to the state so its all just so confusing#i think i figured it out but fuck i just feel so mentally exhausted from this. its not even like a big deal to normal adults??? but ive#never had to go through this before and im so indecisive and i need to know what to do with indepth instructions or else ill feel anxious#i just need a break from work and just the world
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I feel like I wrote exactly the same post during the last season but this situation is increasingly brothers me.
I'm not against Gerald that much, Audrey deserves someone outside of a her comfort zone to love her and in some ways she flourish in this relationship. But the thing is that they taking this a bit too far, and at the same time clearly aimed to develop Siegfried x Audrey situation as well. Like how can we get this resolved now, when Gerald is no longer a side story for one episode, but a recurrent character and we have to take his feelings for consideration. How can we get him out from the stage without pain (sudden death, hurtful break up, guilt and other things I didn't order for this show). Hugh got over Helen more or less fast, but they all are young in this triangle and full of hopes. This time round our heroes have baggage™.
#all creatures great and small#acgas 2020#audrey hall#siegfried x audrey#siegfried farnon#boy i hate love triangles#admittedly i hate any kind of indecisiveness#but this just feels so wrong for what a x s should be#im still optimistic and the war shifted the tone naturally#but we get to the bbc pure drama territory#which is not always a bad thing but also kind of meme already#with nothing being pure about constant glass eating
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I’m lowkey kinda stuck, I’m nearly finished my canon run of dai with my inquisitors class as a mage and I like her as a mage but likeeeee I kinda like her better as a rogue idk what to dooooo
#I just wanna start drawing her more so I need to actually lock in a class bruh#i hate being indecisive#she’s been a mage in my canon since I made her but I’ve played her as a rogue more than a mage#and she has slightly more lore as a rogue hmmm#it’s 4am my brain hurts#dragon age#dai
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the blade itself was lighter than i expected though my attention wained and made the last 100 pages take me too long to finish i’m tempted to binge 🤔 next in my tbr is actually Warbreaker but hmmmm
#hate being so indecisive GOD#i want to listen to my audiobook but i don’t feel like it#and my current ebook is silly animal fiction i’m taking my sweet time on#might look for something to read on my boox
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Bryce met his classmate Aminah who was part of the Brainiacs. He wanted to join so he could manage studying time and meet with other like-minded people. Half way into their studying, Bryce got a text from Billy telling him about a house party and to invite anyone he knew....and so he invited Aminah and Freddy!!
Join the Brainiacs Group while at Uni ✅️
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy#this guy being a bad influence already he wants to socialise haha#they were like hell yeah screw this term paper!!#postcard gen 2#bryce reichmann#aminah hussain#freddy daley#also its a change from being not all square#sometimes it looks better not to squeeze everything into squares#and i told you its a new gen new start so ill list the goals#i wish i did this for freegan but i hate eco lifestyle so its ok#see how it looks for a few posts consistency am i right lmao#but im so indecisive might switch back uhhh ill stop rambling
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a terrible disaster is occurring: i can't decide which of two similar gifs i want to use in a stimboard :(
#star.txt#i hate being so indecisive lmaooo#like i know i don't want to use both gifs. i only need one of them#they're both very similar and fill the same aesthetic purpose in the board + everything else is perfect#but IDK WHICH ONE I LIKE BETTER... 12 dead 27 injured in disaster...
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so, so tired of the whole dreiecksgeschichte in nord bei nordwest 🙃
#it's 2024 ffs love triangles are so last century#and the clichés!! don’t get me started on the clichés 🥲#i don’t even know if i'm allowed to complain about this bc i feel like#it's kind of Their Thing at this point and tptb probably think it's an essential part of the show#aber ich bin eigentlich nur noch genervt davon#someone should tell them that there are other ways of keeping things interesting between characters#and while it's fun seeing hauke being awkward and umcomfortable around people and indecisive and cagey#(because that's just who he is and i love him dearly for it)#i am tired of it being because of some love triangle bullshit that feels very forced at this point#and in this house we also love and appreciate jule christiansen#(i like hannah too no hate there but i do prefer the dynamic between hauke and jule)#so while it's lovely to see them all again i'm also feeling a bit let down by a german krimiserie again sigh#nothing new there i know i know#i expect nothing and yet. and yet#personal#delete later
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