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You know what, fuck it. Let’s show some love for the “unpleasant” autistics.
For the autistics who are always accused of being angry or moody when all they’re doing is sitting there.
For the autistics who take everything literally and respond sincerely.
For the autistics who come across as “blunt” or “rude” for being honest.
For the autistics who are called “control freaks” for needing a sense of order and routine.
For the autistics who get told to shut up for infodumping about uncomfortable topics.
For the autistics who find it too exhausting to mask and pretend to be sunny and friendly.
“Unpleasant” autistics, I love you.
#It becomes more and more apparent to me that everyone’s an ally until an autistic person displays these symptoms#And I’ve fucking had enough#I also need a bit of self love here too tbh lol#autism#autistic#actually autistic#autism positivity#ableism#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#neurodiverse#disabled#disability
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I don't think healthy people realize how for chronically ill people getting a diagnosis isn't sad or even disappointing for us, it's a relief and a vindication. So many people with chronic illnesses take many years to get diagnosed, and are told that 'it's just anxiety/your period/psychological' or that we're exaggerating or that everyone experiences that, so for us getting a diagnosis is being told that we weren't faking it and that this wasn't normal and it's also finally knowing what exactly is going on in our bodies.
I think many healthy people think of it as if it were them being told they have this lifelong debilitating illness, and they would feel awful because they are going from perfectly healthy to disabled, but they don't fully realize that we already have all the symptoms and impacts of said chronic illness and that we are just finally finding out the name, and that knowing what it is means that we have access to more treatments and more knowledge as to what we can to do alleviate our symptoms.
#chronic illness#disabled#disability#chronically ill#i was lucky enough to have been diagnosed early because my mother recognized my symptoms#and she recognized them because my older sibling had been diagnosed with the same thing a few months before me#but for my sibling it was years between developing symptoms and getting diagnosed
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Human: *crying, in pain, experiencing minor neurological symptoms* This is delicious, what's in it? Alien: ...our strongest, deadliest poison. Human: How much for a bottle to send home? My mom would absolutely love it. Alien: If you let a team of our finest scientists deliver it and study her reaction, it's free. Human: Sweet, I'm sure she'd be up for that, let me give her a call--
#pedanticblah#humans are weird#humans are space orcs#this post brought to you by my dinner tonight#there were no minor neurological symptoms#unless you count the temperature fuckery spicy food causes#but i had tears streaming down my face#and my only concern was not dripping them into the sauce#(it was garlic sauce for anyone curious)
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Mental health treatment really is a mess. Like I go in because I can't get stuff done and after 5 anti depressants someone suggests I might have ADHD, but while we wait to probably decide you don't quite meet the criteria (i do) let's give you therapy to help you deal with your anxiety, removing your one functioning motivator.
#at least it might make the adhd more obvious#though I'll still have the problem of not having complained enough as a child#and also being to smart#i had the symptoms#it just wasn't a problem#especially not to other people#because i was smart
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moonlighting 🌚✨
i’m so rusty from not drawing for a whole semester (sobs) but its ok now because kaito's here
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated!)
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#kaitou kid#magic kaito#kaito kuroba#dcmk#u may be thinking: star didn't u draw this but slightly to the left like a few months ago#yes BUT its not my fault he looks so good in blue#and u know he's always plotting something#lol i had this sitting in my wips folder for months and final exams is what motivated me to finally finish it#took my last one this morning so now im freeee#for four weeks#enough time to finish some zine stuff and draw arcane!#timebomb has me in a chokehold. wdym theyre best enemies.#WDYM NOW I NEED TO LEARN FRENCH#also guys...i literally had a dream where i was working on this painting#and then i woke up to another week of academic hell with 0 (zero) time for drawing#withdrawal symptoms...#thinking abt all the drawings i could've made but didn't have time for is actually heartbreaking
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manmade monsters Sun/Moon au. bc i have no self control lol
i also mentally call it the 'why are there giant robot monsters in my shed' au lol
idk what else to say so uh. enjoy
#manmade monsters au#horror movie monsters au#fnaf au#bones of a rabbit#bones of a rabbit au#fnaf sun/moon x reader#fnaf sun/moon x y/n#fnaf dca#fnaf sun x reader#fnaf sun x y/n#grouchy reader i love u#also they r mentally ill thats part of why they don't trust authority#they know that no matter what their problem is the cops would write it off bc theyre 'crazy'#and that peeves them off#is this based off my experience with doctors saying every symptom ive ever had is bc of anxiety. perhaps#anyway im not dead! huzzah#srry lol
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here is your reminder that all trauma is valid.
trauma is to do with how our brains process (or don't process) memories and experiences and that if something is traumatic for you then that is trauma.
it doesn't matter if you or someone else thinks it should be significant or not or if someone else went through the same thing and wasn't impacted by it. what matters is if it's significant to you and how it impacted you.
a huge part of recovering from trauma is allowing yourself to accept that you had it in the first place.
#I've been seeing a trauma informed therapist and its very enlightening#i spent so long denying that i had any form of trauma despite having all the symptoms because I've never experienced anything *that bad*#but it doesn't have to be one thing even. it can be a lot of little things that build up.#it doesn't matter if someone else went through the same thing and wasn't impacted by it. you where.#adhd#trauma#recovery#love letters to you
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the fact that people keep interpreting the word "consequences" to be exactly and only "punishment" and knee-jerk responding to it with "why do you want my precious Bells Hells pookies punished" frankly says a lot about more about you than it does about those who feel that C3 as a narrative never followed through on consequences for anything
this is ESPECIALLY evident when it is remembered that we're all talking about a story and doing narrative analysis and media critique here, yes, all of us, even the casual commentaries, debriefs and post-mortems of the campaign is analysis. consequences. narrative follow through. the consequential story beat that carries the weight and concluded a prior set up. results, negative or positive or neutral, that are incurred as a consequence of what happened before. a continuity of narrative logic. actions that result in the expected and prior established weight and outcome. feeling like things consistently matter and affect things meaningfully on various levels, including the personal.
#tbh I feel the knee-jerk to “consequences” as “punishment” is a symptom of treating the characters like people instead of narrative devices#which has been a recurring problem throughout this campaign and it's most vociferous defenders and I've said it repeatedly#it happened when Laudna died. it happened when people said they didn't find Imodna personally compelling.#when people said Imogen had a self-centered perspective (which is a common Laura exploration but nobody got so upset over it until now).#and now this pearl clutching “consequences? you want them PUNISHED??” that's happened over BH and tbh Liliana#why do you keep treating these characters like they're breathing people. why is it SUCH a protracted and broad problem for C3.#But that's for another post.#Critical Role things#CR spoilers
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one small step for. kitties
#mine#cats#i was gna share th process vid of this but its just 90% drawing little dots not thrilling#anyway i had a Day today but we live we go forth !!#i am going to try a new journal thing bc th hobonichi hasnt been slaying ngl . i might b a filofax girlie#ive bought a 2nd hand one off ebay for 12£ which will Do For Now to see if actually like it#i need to figure out th sizing of my pages im gna make my own....brain is so so small#i was gna do mini pages for daily journaling but i think ive excepted i am not. gna journal everyday like thats not happening#n then what happens when im then using dated journals is i fall behind n then i hve such an atrocious memory i cant remember what i did#like 3 days prior to back fill so its lots of empty pages and AAAA#ironic that i am journaling to help my symptoms but my symptoms r stopping me from journaling. can i win once#anyway i think this system will be better yes yes
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mean lesbian with comphet save me..
#stardew valley haley#haley stardew valley#sdv haley#aka my pookie bear#chubby haley truthers rise!!!!!#i think this is more mid sized tho#but i swear she was bigger when i was making her in cas????#my brain perceives weight weirdly apologies el oh el#ngl this had me googlin some symptoms but enough about that LOOK AT HALEY!!#ts4#sims 4#ts4 cas#sims 4 cas#ts4 simblr#sims 4 simblr#simblr#show us your sims#create a sim#cas#sims 4 screenshots
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I got covid for the first time this week so I am suffering with you. We are illness buddies. We shall travel together and defeat our illnesses with a might swing of our swords and then we will hold hands and walk into the rest of our lives, healthy and happy.
We'll fight our way to good health - Together!
#ask#non-mdzs#digital art#Thank you very much for the super cute art and the well wishes!#I hope you feel better soon!!! I have heard very unpleasant things about the newer strains of covid...#I get stress sick easily but this is the first time in a while I've had a virus...Awful creatures!#Little dinks aren't even technically creatures. Or rather they are debatably creatures? Still. They much be obliterated.#I will hit your germs if my sword if you hit mine!#We'll get through this together!!! Illness buddies!#And because it is the flu season; best wishes to anybody else who's struggling with The Symptoms.#You can also join our Fighting Illness adventuring party. Is anybody willing to be a cleric?
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Statement I feel needs to be said, headcanoning a character as an age regressor is NOT the same as infantilizing them
#fandom#fandom agere#sfw agere#sfw age dreamer#sfw age regression#sfw little blog#agere#saying this because I regress AND I’ve had a lot of people infantilize me as a real person and it’s not fun#genuinely infantilizing characters especially your trans queer introverted or autistic characters is a bad thing#age regression on the other hand is a symptom and or coping mechanism for people#okay that’s it bye
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Btw for anyone who needs to hear it: thinking that people are reading your mind/your thoughts are being heard by everyone is not normal. It's a symptom of psychosis and could be linked to a psychiatric disorder. This, too, goes with hallucinations.
This may seem like a no-brainer, but to teens who don't know what symptoms look like, they may jog it off for a number of reasons. I did, too, when I was in highschool! As a freshman I was having delusions/hallucinations and I didn't tell anyone because I thought they were cringe and weird. I chalked up my hallucinations to me being "tired". People who have psychosis often don't realize that what they're experiencing IS psychosis. This goes the same with other classmates/friends/loved ones. If someone comes to you with concerning behavior (even if they are joking about it) you should take note of it.
In highschool I remember a kid talking about how he could go into the matrix and he had a whole other world to protect/do missions in. He would also go still for long periods of time randomly. I thought he was weird and didn't think much of it, but those are symptoms of schizophrenia (delusions/catatonia).
I would appreciate it if this got a reblog so it could potentially help those recognize these symptoms in either themselves or others!
I wish I could have seen a post like this when I was younger. Then I could have avoided a lot of hardships and would have gotten treatment a lot sooner
#mental health awareness#i know if i saw a post like this on tumblr when i was a teenager it would have helped me out so bad#there are probably a lot of teenagers (and even adults) out there that dont realize what theyre experiencing#then they can get one step closer to a diagnosis and get treatment#it took 7 years for me to even suspect that i had bipolar disorder#i wish i had realized sooner than later that i was experiencing symptoms so i could have avoided a lot of bad experiences#due to episodes
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It really is so fun that Essek started mentioning "my partner" like every three lines because he probably doesn't actually get the chance to talk about it that often.
I think there can often be an impulse when you really care about someone to want to shout from the rooftops all the great things you feel and notice about them, and Essek isn't really in a position to do that. The people who he can talk freely to already know him and Caleb, and the people who don't know them likely aren't safe to tell real personal details to. It's one thing to fabricate a parental relationship knowing that there isn't someone to trace that to, but it's an entirely different thing to tell someone honestly about the people you love when any small detail might put them in danger if it fell into the wrong hands.
The Hells are safe to say that kind of thing to—perhaps mostly on a meta level, in that the DM is aware that they are the protagonists—and they also characteristically tend to offer a listening ear to anyone they meet, and I think it's delightful that Essek actually recognized and responded to that.
#got to infodump about dunamancy got to gush about his partner got to go sleep in his own room and call caleb#he had such a nice evening 😌 in his lane. unbothered. moisturized. privy to no other problems. good for him 😌#cr spoilers#critical role#cr meta#like loooook there is such a stereotype of people in relationships being like 'my partner/gf/bf' all the time in a way that's annoying#but also I do think it's very sweet particularly when it's clearly not like. a symptom of a honeymoon phase#considering they were together in the uk'otoa episodes they've been together for like six or seven years at this point!#also I did think about this in relation to my commentary about caleb abstaining from speaking about people he loves#as a measure of care and protection#and it does make me fucking feral. augh they are so great
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seven whole years after my adhd diagnosis, where the specialist told me that i couldn't possibly be autistic too because i'm ✨capable of empathy✨, i've finally been referred for an autism assessment 🥹
#🙃#i mean. the assessment might be literally years away and might not diagnose me#but yay#the gp was like “um ok yes i think they would diagnose you with autism based on these symptoms”#and that's probably the best thing a gp has ever said to me hahaha#it took me ages to just get this gp appointment and i went in fully prepared to have to fight my corner#i had such an awful time even getting referred for adhd#what a low bar we've set huh. that i'm so impressed with a gp not gaslighting me and actually listening to me
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me: finally accepting theres a good chance im autistic and starting to work up the courage to ask my parents to see if i could get a diagnoses but being scared to
my mom: do you ever think you have adhd? if you want to do a screening for add next time your at the doctors you can
me:
#for context im terrified of being the person who sees stuff online and diagnosis themselves and then is wrong#which is why it took me so long to accept im —probably— autistic (bc now i have done research and stuff for it)#and id see adhd things that were relatable but i felt i related more to the autism + self diagnosing both felt weird (for me not in general#but now like. my mom is willing to accept i might have add??#(there was a long talk in between her asking if i ever thought i had it and her saying i could get a screening where we both agreed that#—if i did have it— i didnt have the hyperactive part. hence the add vs adhd thing)#and now that kinda through off my plans because like. what if i do also had adhd. or something#so yeah small crisis woo#i need to actually look i to symptoms and stuff for adhd though#because im not saying anything til i know more about it and if i actually do have a lot of the things#but this also gives me a chance go write about the autism things as well bc i told my mom i would look into the adhd#so now i can hopefully find a way to bring that up#ive mentioned that autism is a spectrum recently which i didnt think she knew before#so progress i guess#wow long rant in the tags whoops#jasper’s posts#moots have some jaz lore i guess
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