#i guess? I guess its vent art
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Im working on responses to asks but have this while I do. I called it Construction but tbh I just drew it like this bc i was sad it doesnt really mean anything
#art#artists on tumblr#classic lit#gothic lit#gothic lit art#character art#frankenstein#frankenstein art#digital art#frankensteins creature#frankensteins monster#drawing#artwork#illustrator#illustration#vent art#i guess? I guess its vent art
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I met the me who made different choices
#idk what this means so dont ask#got the words stuck in my head and this is what I wanted to draw for it immediately#me at my desk. so.#I dont look exactly like this obviously. doesnt matter. anyways#hard time recently in a lot of different ways#lots of work to do!#given up on getting everything done I kind of failed at that. it was too much#so now I'm just trying to get anything done that will make the next 6 months not kill me again#ideally. 3 episodes. or the book#or like at least close enough to that that its basically that#I'm feeling really screwed LOL#I dont know how I've been working every day for so long and still havent done enough...#(its because the work load is way too much)#every time I take 1 hour for myself. to cook. or clean. or draw something else. or play a game. I feel so guilty auauau#I hate webtoon I hate this damn green app...#DOESNT MATTER!!!#what DOES matter is my art is good as hell... look at this shit...#the light. the colors. I love you red I love you green#I need to get more red pants I only have the one pair.#I saw this guy with red pants that had skeleton legs on them and I was like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!! I need them!!!!#I need to start sewing again. I dont have a sewing machine cause my apartment is too small so I havent sewn in years but I really want to..#I want to make clothes again... I need some vests I need some dresses..#I will not make pants or sleeved shirts because I dont hate myself#sketch#art#vent art I guess LMFAO its not#its just this fun little thing we like to call self expression#also this isnt how my desk setup actually is I scooted things around cause I didnt wanna draw anything twice. fuck it we ball#ok back to work
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day 1522
#amphibian#frog#frogsona#tip: dont become self employed you have to do so much taxes related stuff all. the. time#(in my country. who knows about america based on what ive heard about your taxes its probably worse)#i dont neeed help btw im just complaning because i had to look at The Spreadsheets#didnt do my bookkeeping correctly for 2 months but i fixed it👍#its not even THAT bad i just needed to draw like. corporate vent art i guess
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Moment of weakness but genuienly have such respect for people that do mainly OC content for years on end because man is it a lonely existence. Maybe it's because I don't have a lot of friends i can ramble to, and whenever I post on here I feel like I'm annoying and that "this is an art account, shut the fuck up". I feel like it's just me in a padded room talking to myself and it's just...not fun. I miss being part of a Fandom. When I want to engage i still feel like an outsider, I feel jealous of people that are able to just, play around with their OCs in a Fandom setting like Dragon age, to talk to others.
I know people are fed up with me complaining on here but I genuienly don't know where else I could turn to. What, tell my psych "Hey I'm sad people with their own lives online don't want to play dollhouse with me"? It's such a first world whiny problem that I feel stupid even being thsi depressed
I regret getting into art. I regret getting into dnd. I regret getting into video games. I wish I lived a life that my coworkers live, where they can communicate and have interests don't involve strangers validation. I wish I didn't care.
#anyway im crying at work#i mean i guess this comes down to me having all of 3 people i talk daily to.#not everyone is interested in OCs and i feel like a leech#its the SAME shit day in snd day out#i genuienly regret ever liking art#i wish i never nurtured this stupid ass hobby cause tjen this wouldnt matter#vent
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me when my fate approaches me at alarming speed but i am completely oblivious. because i am just a pool toy.
#umm the future as a concept is problematic lowkey :/#cro talks#art#my art#vent art#im in a fucking strange headspace rn. i watched an hour long analysis of we’re all going to the worlds fair and#im like semi high still and everything feels like its blurring. and like im about to be met with a terrible fate#probably bc of the video. lol#fuckit 4am pooltoy horror posting on main#further elaboration on the themes explored in this piece: whats going on? can anyone hear me?#im alone again and this time the problem is bigger than it was!#this is like. nonsensical i feel.#but it means something to me i guess
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smthng from a long while back when i realized how much i related 2 tissues-- ive been thinking abt it a lot again cause of how bad i've been feeling physically and i thought why not share. (+some other random doodle
#postings ;#our doodles ;#khin art ;#slight vent ?#old art#🪱 ;#worm au ;#gnna start tryna tag it so its easier 2 find for myself#limegold#kind of#ii tissues#ii blueberry#ii trophy#medical tw#i guess?#ask 2 tag !#unsanitary#????????????????#not really but i wanna be sure aough#anyways yeah#it!!! kind of fucking sucks being in agonizing pain all the time and having them tell you “youre great!”
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sad pathetic creature because thanksgiving made me sad
my sona btw. her name is sleepy (guess why) and she's a fox cause foxes are awesome
#why am i always sad#can my brain just let me be happy for ONE second!!! damn#i think i’m doomed atp. haven't had a good day in what? 6 years?#somethings always wrong#atp its just annoying#STOP IT!!! LET ME LIVE!!!!#my art#oc#cw vent#i guess?? barely???
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keep on keepin on
#* through gritted teeth * i will retain my zest for life#this is abt something stupid but its the little things yknow. lmao#vent#i guess#uncanny#?? bc of that one image#sparks speaks#sparks art
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mascot
#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe#i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor#but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes#like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk#i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time#it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume#i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing#and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me#its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others#plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib#i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity#my art#myart#my oc#sona#mascot#furry#??? is this furry art????#twinkle#puppysona#edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-
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"cant you grow up already?"
#hey guys im back guys#got a buncha drawings to post#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#eyestrain tw#i love using full saturation bgs its so fun#arataka reigen#reigen arataka#mp100#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#art#digital art#pixel art#? i guess so#vent art#HIGH ABGLE HIGH ANGLE HIGH ANGLE#botato art :D
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I LOVE SEEING THEM TOGETHER IN DIFFERENT UNIVERSES YOU *DO NOT* UNDERSTANDDDD
#fnafhs#fanart#digital art#fhs#art#fhs z3ro#digital drawing#illustration#fnafhs fanart#fhsz3r0#fnafhs owynn#fnafhs leon#owynn#i love knowing the context of the things i do and not sharing it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its great !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#i love leon i love to think hes a winter exclusive creature he hibernates during the rest of the seasons /j#I LOVE WINTERRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sort of vent?? i cried while doing this idk the empty vibes match with my mood rn#well well welll guess who had a neuron activated after seeing lewynn pixels
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crying a lot more lately.
#vent art#its not often i end up liking the results of my vent art but . i guess i do like how it turned out.#im not doing so well right now#im trying to set up a gofund me to get me out of this house but im having trouble doing . well anything for myself.#if i were making a fundraiser for anyone else id be right on it. but my self worth is in the gutter and i spend all my time and energy#helping make my family's lives easier#anyway im at the point where now im speaking without thinking put of anger which is dangerous and stupid to do in this house#im just like. i need help. this is the cry for help. please help me escape florida and my abusive family when i can get myself organized en#ough to get it all set up#this is ok to reblog
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i really hate gettign so frustrated i get extremely irritatable and so full of ... energy of just wanting to cry and punch and kick something, and for some reason i also get incredibly itchy but in a way that it wont stop and i just want to scratch my skin off, like theres a little guy running over my skin and stabbing me with a needle in the same spots over and over, every little normal thing can send me over the edge, even thigns like typos, today it was cutting a little avocado that wasnt quite ripe yet, so i wasted it, and annoying ads on TV-
been trying for ages to draw literally anything, been trying to work on a new design sheet for links shiekah arm and i thought maybe i should ditch the sketch part since all things seemed to get stuck on it, but no, i dont know what it is, been trying to just get some of those shiekah squiggly design lines on it and its been three days without anything looking even remotely like i want and its so goddamn stupid, its just some wiggly lines!!!!! and now i am stting here in tears bc im so angry and frustrated about it, all this time wasting over and over and over im so tired of it, i dont want to not draw either though, i have wasted hours doing shitty grind quests in slime rancher, i have been helping with baking cookies, been folding little paper stars, all things i hoped would help me get out of this but it wont work, i am at my wits end
crying and kicking stuff so hard it hurts you cant be the right way to cope with this but all other things that have worked in the past arent doing that...................
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i know these shitty vent posts are annoying#guess how annoying it is to be stuck in my body with my brain not being able to do literally anything#feeling more and more like you just want to explode#i have so mayn things i want and plan to do#but i cant even get one design done#WHY??????????? WHY WHY WHY?????????????#i have all the shit in my head and it seems so fun and then i try it and just want to gnaw my arm off#its been similar like this so goddamn long#what am i supposed to do when the only thing i truly enjoy and want to do sends me over the edge like that#art is my only lifeline to my sanity .......#even pondering if any of the meds i have here could somehow help me but i only really have .. painkillers caffein or alcohol#but the first i dont take for nothing - second im sensitive towards and it hasnt helped and lastly .... i dont like alcohol unless its-#-like a single chocolate thing with a miniscule amount of it#i honestly dont know what im goood at anymore#it was environment once- but that is long past#now i thought its character design but that went straight into the sun now too#no sketches no painting not even the shittiest doodle#i just want this to stop
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so i went to grad yesterday
rambling in the tags
#dani says stuff#i have... a lot of thoughts#im still thinking a lot of thoughts#i guess this counts as vent art/???? fdjkkjds#im just idk man the industry is rough rn#and i understand that it goes through its ups and downs i knew that when i jumped into the deep end#but this was the cherry on top of a cake#i truly felt like i was in a sitcom and they were gonna roll credits any moment#its just... such a choice of topic to say to the graduating batch from the school of creative media arts#in the age where meta wont let you opt out of their ai scraping tech#and adobe is claiming rights to artists work to train their own ai#its hard not to feel disheartened a lil tbh#three years of working myself to the bone only to get that at the end of it all#i laugh about it because if i dont i just get more upset#and honestly something about the sheer absurdity of it all does make it funny in a weird way#oh well back to drawing my silly little ocs it is <3#vent art
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Man, it's so disheartening to keep seeing the twins from whatever media you enjoy be shipped. Especially being a twin myself, it's just so discouraging and makes me feel uncomfortable sharing anything related to me and my twin
It just got me sitting like
#i feel betrayed EVERY SINGLE TIME#like i think i find some neet art between the characters#and boom ship#this happened too many times its just not fair#and it doesn’t help that the characters end up not being that popular to begin with#so you scrap for content and you have to suck it in and pretend that you didn't see the same artist do your favourite drawing of them#also do ship art with them#and i know some moots will look at this and take a good guess as to which twins I'm currently referring to#but it aint just them#this happened too many times already#these are just my breaking point bc i actually got unnaturally attached to them#i hate vauge posting but idk if i wanna get into detail about this#i just wanna yell into the void bc it's been eating me up#cake talks#vent
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