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thought that since i like this.. quick sketch anatomy study that changed to Dr Ratio i might as well share?
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After the encounter with Raphael (5x03)
#so if you saw me lying on my spam Instagram story… no you didn’t#I needed a severe break from arcane just for tonight okay..#I’ve been crying a lot over it I needed to go back to my roots#Jazz I warmed up!!#anyways my hot take about 5x03 is that it’s the destiel episode cus it’s when dean realizes he has a crush on cas..#yeah that’s it#don’t tell anyone but they were supposed to kiss in this but then I got too invested in the plot of it all#happens a lot dont mind it#art#fanart#sketches#my art#deancas#destiel#destiel fanart#Dean Winchester#castiel
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡
#may 31th anon#hello friends!! (。’▽’。)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much!#I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting#I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys#I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry#I think one just says 'I am ten'#what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c:#my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages#not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far (#my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers#I do not know the meaning of that#but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!!#I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them#I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket#I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade tthe girl behind me said#that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason#but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket#we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion#maybe I should ask her#is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again#I just want to see that silly little hat again#would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket#have a nice day everyone!!#see you soon hopefully!!#♡^▽^♡
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bought Dredge today bc it's on sale rn and it looked cool in the Stupendium music video and folks, you won't believe it, but there's Creatures in this game
#and they're fucking scary#lmaster37 posts#dredge#literally just had my first encounter with an actual enemy and had to close the game bc i got too freaked out#the brain wants to play horror games but the body goes into survival mode the second smth remotely scary happens#and decides that the easiest way to fight-or-flight its way out of this situation is to stop making me play the horror game#same reason why i still haven't finished ultrakill layer 7#7-3 too scary :(#this can't keep fucking happening#every time#i keep getting invested in horror games but i literally can't fucking PLAY horror games#like yes this is my blorbo daniil dankovsky from pathologic (game i have not and likely will not play). i love him dearly#<- statements of the utterly deranged (reference)
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A notification flashes across phone screens everywhere throughout NRC. The radio podcast, NRTea has gone live once more!
"Hello, hello, dearest listeners! And welcome to another episode of NRTea, the hottest tea party on sages island! I'm your host, Chamomile-"
"and I am Earl Grey"
"And oh boy do we have a story for you today! Take it away, Earl!"
"...alright.
As of late, there have been brambles spiralling up and encasing parts of the Ramshackle dorm. The brambles themselves seem generally harmless, as do the roses that fall from them, but if you prick yourself on the thorns, it would be quite an unpleasant sensation, so I'd suggest exercising some extra caution when visiting for now."
"Yup, yup! If you've got a friend or two living in the dorm out there, go check on em and make sure they're doing okay!"
"I know I myself must check in on my dearest companions soon..."
"Well that's it for now! We've been your hosts, Chamomile-"
"And Earl Grey,"
"And this has been NRTea. Stay thirsty, dear listeners!"
The stream continues on for a bit before cutting off, though.
"Hey... James?"
"Yes?"
"Y'know how Yuna has been locking up lately and stuff? Says she's been super sick recently."
"Mhm... It's quite concerning, if I am being honest. I haven't seen her for a while..."
"...I wonder if Yuna is alright. I hope she doesn't get hurt with all those brambles."
"...Me too, Lewis. Me too."
(✨YUNA OVERBLOT STUFF YAHOO!!!
-✨mod, @night-raven-miscellany. Technically James and Lewis, too, but I haven't been adding them fhdjfj)
Kiyuu stared down at her phone with a frown as the podcast ended. She didn't say anything, prompting Aros to speak up from behind her.
"...Lucky you haven't been over there for a while, isn't it?"
He spoke, giving Kiyuu a faint smile, leaning in just a little closer while dabbing a makeup brush into the eyeshadow pallette in his hand, before applying it, making slightly quicker movements than previously, already being able to tell what Kiyuu was thinking.
They both knew the signs by now from even just a glance. With the context the podcast had accidentlly given... Something bad was about to happen. That much they could tell.
His expression morphed back into a frown as he watched how Kiyuu's face seemed to go through a cycle of conflicting emotions, confirming what he'd thought.
"...Yuuto's close by, though. And he definitely won't hesitate to head straight for Ramshackle once he suspects something's happening..."
There was more silence, only disturbed by the quiet sounds of rummaging through makeup and supplies from Aros. They'd been in the middle of testing out some makeup samples Aros had been sent for a promotion when they'd decided to tune into NRTea's podcast in the background.
"...Would you like me to quickly finish applying your makeup before we go?"
Aros offered, picking up an eyelash curler, and tilting Kiyuu's head up gently with his pointer finger.
"But-"
"Ah- Let me finish now. If you're worried about time, I'll change up our plan, do something quick, yet effective, instead. Don't stress out more than you need to. It won't do you any good."
"Mmh... Okay then. I'd- really like that. Thank you..."
Kiyuu conceeded softly, a silent exchange of gratitude from Kiyuu between them, Aros nodding in response, expression neutral as he continued.
"...Heh. I bet he's real excited right now. I worry a lot for him when he does this sort of thing, y'know. Just doing whatever he wants with no consideration to anyone else's feelings..."
Kiyuu mumbled, an underlying bitterness that she never quite felt wholeheartedly in her voice.
"That's just how he is. The only thing for us to do now is help them both out, hm?"
"Ah- right..! Yuna, I heard their name was, I think... I hope they're alright..."
"As do I."
Aro's commented as he stood, reaching instinctively for his hand mirror, handing it to Kiyuu as he hastily, yet still neatly, tidied up his supplies.
"Satisfactory?"
He asked, turning his head around to gauge Kiyuu's opinion.
"Yeah! More than, for sure."
Kiyuu agreed, handing back the mirror. She felt a little better now, the familiar feeling of her makeup calming her nerves ever so slightly.
After a few short moments she stood, hastily reaching to fix up her hair into a more practical fashion.
"Okay! Okay. Let's go! We shouldn't waste anymore time."
She announced, projecting bounds more confidence than she actually felt.
"Yes, let's. Perhaps we'll even arrive before anything too disastrous occurs on either party's end..."
Aros responded. Though somehow, they both doubted that much of a miricle would happen for them today...
#{ - ooc //#WAAAA I SQUEALED WHEN I SAW THIS IN MY INBOX WHEN I WOKE UPPPP#then i proceeded to get so busy i completely forgot to reply.....#SO NOW IM HERE AT 1AM WOOHHH#i think i accidentally got way too invested in setting the scene between kiyuu and aros... ahaha....#the context for yuuto is that he was js out with Xen (his crow) in the outskirts around ramshackle when this all happens#so he's either like THERE ALREADY or like literally about to be#bcuz the thing abt yuuto is that he will literally run TOWARDS DANGER no matter the circumstances#feel free 2 do whatever sparks ur creativity n jazz w this info ;3#eufhajfj anyway thats all i nearly fell asleep so many times while writing that BUT ITS ALL WORTH ITTTT#IM SO EXCITED I SWEAR ILL BE MORE ON TOP OF THIS TMRW😭🙏#hopefully aaaaaaaaaaaaa-#aue's asteryn#asteryn kiyuu#asteryn aros#asteryn yuuto#twst oc#twst ocs#twst oc rp#oc rp#twst yuu oc#twst#twst yuusona#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland
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a bunch of normal people getting jumanji'd/isekai'd into an action movie where they get to live out their 80s ultraviolence fantasies is SUCH a good set-up im so excited
also the story board animations showing off what happens?? what the hell. i love it. i hope it's part of the show and not just for the trailer
#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#the fact that they seem to get sucked in by playing the tape#makes me think jumanji but them getting new bodies is more isekai lol#well in terms of original jumanji. in that new one they got new bodies too#anyway as someone who only watched predator for a class#and has seen no other action movie classics#i am wildly invested in whatever the hell will happen#also its like. guarenteed this'll be kids on bikes right?
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Me: "I haven't written in such a long time, I'm probably garbage at it now"
Also me: (Is supposed to write really short bits for the game I'm helping make. Ends up writing things that are too long. Has no idea how I could possibly shorten them)
#not skeleton stuff#rambles#i cannot write i stg#i thought i couldn't#but then i accidentally got invested and wrote too much#why is this happening to me
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Im doing a lot of thinking abt why roleplaying feels different/less natural for me in beastlife s4 in comparison to s3, and i think it’s because there’s ways i know i should be feeling (based on the perception of my character— when i was fresh out of s2 nobody knew enough about my guy to have opinions) vs how i am feeling. I’m catching myself thinking, “it wouldn’t make sense for my character to [blank],” and it’s like… what do i mean by that. what do i mean that this feeling im having in-session “wouldnt make sense for my character” to feel? It might be surprising to other beasts who know me for one thing and expect consistency, i guess?? but in s3 i just acted on feelings and then shit happened. what. why am i trying to enforce a character that does not exist when the strength of mcrp lies in its improvisational nature. I didn’t write this guy on purpose, why am i trying to write him now
#i suppose its both the perception + higher investment from myself#I care about this story greatly now#and want it to be “good”. But there’s only so much control i have over that#Its not my job to break down the themes of the narrative and try my best to make it cohesive im here to play games and dramatics#My favorite mcrp narratives werent written on purpose. they literally just happened naturally#Imagine if i went into elysium after death thinking “how do i properly conclude my character arc”#And not “This will probably land us a conclusion. lets ball”#I think there’s also more pressure because my character is universally seen as a bad guy now so im like. ohh#What if i make him too sympathetic on accident and everyone thinks im weird irl about it#Bitch youre roleplaying with cubes. who give a fuck……#sorry for posting like you people know what im talking about btw#But i also just think mcrp is rlly interesting#beastlife#<- i guess. I use it as an organizational tag but its funny that there’s a “maintag” now#Still using it for organization though idgaf#Unrelated but I got a good scott ask earlier today in my drafts that i just remembered#The forgetter#Ftr i think its good to be somewhat narratively aware but the way i typically do it is in an entertainer sense#and not a serious serious mode writing sense. i am much more comfortable with one of these over the other#which would be why playing s4 feels a bit unnatural for me at times#not to say people who do go into mcrp with this mindset are like. wrong. it just does not work for me i think
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And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get Him to swap our places
— Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) by Kate Bush
#the fact that kerry blamed herself for eric's kidnapping#the fact that she couldn't forgive herself#the fact that she died not knowing what happened to him#the fact that she never got closure#i'm not okay#i'm supposed to watch these movies for the gory traps but i am way too invested into the personal drama#saw franchise#saw iii#saw 2006#allison kerry#she deserved so much better#eric matthews#you know he also didn’t deserve all that#i am sobbing#lina shares song headcanons
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i love having the ability to write anything i want and the only one in my campaign who plays genshin because im making my guy's backstory so kavetham coded it's crazy
#guess which one he is as a wee teenager#i've got it all#he's a warlock so naturally he's got a patron (mehrak)#he's got the dead father#the prestigious school#guy he gets weirdly and quickly attached to#they bond over an initial group project pairing#they start doing everything together n share a dorm#said guy is more book-sciency smart#while main guy works really really hard#he realizes maybe he'd been working too hard#other guy starts getting too invested in his work#they end up fighting (breaking up) over a big final project#cant wait for my dm to read my doc and have my guy's ex bf show up later (its never gonna happen)#anyway i am so sleepy and my shoulder hurtss#dnd#d&d#dnd oc#genshin impact#kavetham#haikaveh#im so normal about them#you can trust me with two characters who have severe weird bonds to each other that are tainted#so sleepy posting#sleepy posting
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not to be ungrateful but i don't get paid enough at my job lol
#the problem with jobs that people do bc they love the work is that it doesn't pay well and you will be overworked to death#genuinely couldn't quit bc i love the kids too much already but 15 an hour is....not ideal tbh....#how am i supposed to make future plans in these conditions#i cant ask for a raise ive only worked here 3 months but ugh#the only reason i got hired is i finally broke my rule abt the minimum hourly rate i was willing to accept#i applied to the two 14-16 an hour jobs and used the one i already accepted to get this one to gove me 15 instead of 14#but that's still not a lot tbh#need to buy an oven since we havent had a working one since january#and i keep gping ok next time i get paid i will buy an oven#and it hasnt happened yet#and i need.....17k to invest in starting my own business and i will not see a return on that for a very long time 😭#and i have no idea where that money will be coming from lol#fortunately its not that time sensitive except it kind of needs to happen in the next year or two probably but idk#if i dont do what i need to do idk what will happen but i think the issue will become more expensive but also maybe less expensive#but also uglier and make my neighbors mad#but i have no choice but to wait bc i have no money for that lol#anyway#17k is my immediate expense but i also need to come up with the money to eventually buy my parents house somehow#and i dont even make enough to pay the mortgage 😭#fortunately i dont need to do that for a long time but...eventually#anywayssss#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#i do love working with kids but jts hard work and all my coworkers are petty and hate eachother so its a lot#and i dont make enough money to live fr#im so lucky i live w my parents bc nobody at my job makes enough to live on their own lol#also the sheep that are supposed to be clearing brush got sick and went back to their farm and they're not coming back this year at all#so we need to brush hog it#or contract another farm#im not sure if its even safe w their poop all over the place snd im not getting any communication from the farmers#but it lowkey might be better to get our own sheep but thats so much work i dont want to think abt doing livestock
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Totally inconsequential thing that still annoys me no end: it being still stated and accepted as fact in certain places (even amongst some supposed Class 40 experts) that the train involved in the Coppenhall Junction crash in December 1962 was D326 when it was actually D215.
#D326 my beloved#I have got way too invested in researching this#but I have seen the video that proves it!#amongst other evidence!#some of it from a site that is one of those#that is stating that it was D326 in that crash in fact#their own records pretty much prove it can't have been her#and sure I get that people like the whole idea of#'the cursed train who killed a whole load of people'#(in addition to the other stuff that happened with her)#but it's just not true#diesel trains
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watched the sopranos with my mom a few weeks ago, from 2 versions of burned dvds. every single episode of s2 refused to work, regardless of which disc it was. s3 eps on the same disc would work, but not s2. so we just read the wikipedia summaries and skipped it. enjoying your reblogs rn. (yes we could've streamed it somewhere but after skipping it we still barely finished s6 before I had to leave, so)
HIIIIIIIIII 👋😁
omg whaaaaaaaaat? 😆 so you've never watched any of s2? omg i'll make sure to reblog as much content as i can then hehe and i'm glad you're enjoying the stuff i reblog! i just finished s2 tonight and i'll probably start s3 tomorrow.
(btw if you ever want to watch s2, you can dm me and i'll send you where you can watch it 💻 if you want!)
#asks#tbh i didn't enjoy this season as much as i did s1 which i absolutely LOVED from start to finish. last ep of s1 is my favourite so far#i did enjoy the last two eps of s2 though. the rest of the season idk jad a weird pace? not really interesting stuff happening? idk#plus there were a lot of new characters that made me feel a bit overwhelmed and fav characters got too little screentime#but i've seen people here say it wasn't their fav either and that the series is at its best from s3 onwards so im excited#even though i think s1 is perfect too#thank you for this ask!!! i'm so invested in this show and your ask made me so happy!!! SOMEONE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT THE SOPRANOS WITH MEEEE#and i'll be happy to hear your thoughts about s2 or the show in general too!! but no spoilers of course 🤫
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every time I remember powercreep is a thing in HSR I get so discouraged lmao
#abbey plays honkai star rail#like it's actually depressing to think about and it keeps getting worse#I'm excited for getting Aglaea I really am#but... she will suck in just a few patches#that's the reality of this game#I chose Aglaea over a favourite of mine (Jing Yuan) bc she's the strongest option#however she's the strongest option NOW you know?#she won't be once Castorice drops and absolutely destroys her in every single way#and what will happen then? you've guessed it!#I'll feel obligated to pull for Castorice!#because if I don't I won't be able to get through endgame content#suddenly all enemies will be weak to Quantum and I only got Xueyi so of course I'll need her#because btw single target units are starting to suck already!#when they were dominating the meta just yesterday my Ratio was incredible just a while ago and look at him now#either you use multi-target ones or Feixiao or you're fucked#not to mention the older units' situation in general#you can't invest in them because why would you?#it's not worth it. they are too weak now#not even E2S1 Acheron will be worth it soon#not even Break teams will be good#that's why I was hesitant to invest in my Firefly by pulling for Fugue#in the end I did it but idk if I'm too happy about it#anyways... sigh.
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Guys I pulled for Emilie and I lost to Diluc at first but I still got EMILIE !!!!!1111!!
So remember how I said in that one post that I might have to skip Emilie because I didn’t think I’d have enough to get her? Well I decided to pull because I didn’t think I’d be pulling for anyone else in the foreseeable future and I GOT HER!!! I’m so, so, SO HAPPY I managed to get Emilie after losing to Diluc, I absolutely adore her design (even though it’s not perfect) plus the Yanfei burgeon comp I’m running with her is super fun! Its also a good thing I don’t have much pulling plans after her (except for maybe Madame Ping), so I think I’m set for the future. And its a good thing too because this woman has left me BROKE.
Already said it before but I’m so happy 🥰
#genshin impact#genshin impact emilie#i got her#Was this a good financial investment?#Probably not but I’m too happy to care rn#Also my Emilie build has 62% crit rate and 200% crit damage#If I had a nickel for every fontainian damage dealing girl I pulled for that ended up with a near perfect crit ratio I’d have two nickels#Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice#Oh yeah btw try yanfei burgeon if you have the time its super fun#I don’t think Emilie is the best teammate for that comp but she still works really well with it#Anyways thats all I gotta say#Good luck with your pulls 🍀#:)
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