#i fuking hate the teacher

[grimallkine]

I asked my bff to describe me in one photo and

[legendaryfacecoffee]

Bruh.. like I hate this.. ppl making fun of me and shi for nothing..

Like when I was in school and there were these two girls (one blone and one ginger I'm also not saying thier names tho)

Anyway they were asking my friend and me where did we go on the summer holidays my friend said nowhere and I said America and they asked me if I know what cookie crumbles or something or if I ate them I said now and they just fuking giggling like a bunch of pansies and then they ask me if I went swimming I said yes they asked me again if I went on the beach I said no (bc I was in a hotel in America and they had a pool in there) and they giggled like a bunch of fuking ass bitches like I haven't doing anything in America and saying shit like "has she not done anything or what" or something like shit I swear I wanted to cut thier fucking face off but we were in R.E (even though we didn't do shit bc the teacher kept yapping about his fucking life and we had to do 2 fucking questions like oml)

Like I don't know if it's just me or is it just like ppl are just assholes like for no reason and I can't do anything about it. And when I tell my teachers they expect me to ignore and don't do shit like I wanna kms so bad man..

(Sorry for the worst grammar in the world lol)

[lowcalheavyweight]

Tw: vent, personal meanspo? (Seriously these thoughts don't apply to anyone else, I don't think any other people have measurable worth, i love you)

They won't care

They will never care and they have never cared, even when they thought you were sick.

You tried kindness and sincerity

They didn't like you

You tried being smart and helpful

They didn't want to talk to you

You tried making yourself interesting with hobbies and style

They didn't want to be your friends

You tried dressing pretty&sexy

They didn't care about you

Now you are trying being petite and fragile

They won't attempt to reach out to you

"You are too intimidating," "You're self-sufficient," "Independent,"

Wha-I'M LONELY.

TO THE POINT I'M STRUGGLING TO FUNCTION

I will beg for scraps of your friendship that you deny me for these excuses

My attemps to bond and reach out have left me with anxiety so crippling I can't talk to people without being convinced they hate me

I'm obsessing about my worth as a human being, desperately holding onto my "worthy" parts and crisis panicing when I accidentally got a burnscar cause that means my stock value just went down, right?

I use my body as a barganing chip and I'm too scared to do what i want with it cause my "possible worth" will be higher if I'm still able to become anything they want me to be, for the person who finally picks me up

My brain tells me I will be worthier if I lose more weight

My brain tells me they will just contine to look past you

I'm already on 24/7 sale, they will never pick you up

Never choose you

I've been reflecting on the past recently (can you tell?!??haha) and remembered middle school.

I was already eating quite disordered(without realising - in a soft binge cycle and missing hunger and fullness ques) and we had a schoolwork to "mark on this website your eating habits-food etc for a period of time and submit to the teacher"

If I remember correctly i think it didn't let me log a empty breakfast so I asked, in front of the while class "what if you eat irregularly?" and was then openly pressed until I revealed I mostly only ate once a day and sometimes missed days (once again, I didn't even really try to hide it, I ate a lot when I did and didn't think about food much, I just wanted to do my schoolwork properly)

My teacher then told me to eat something for meals to log them and I just got frustrated cause before, they had extra told us not to change our habits for this assigment

I forgot about it soon and only long after realised my whole class thought I had a full blown ed at that time

And all they did was - ONE person told me once, randomly to eat breakfast every morning, at least a sandwich (at least?? dude that's a whole MEAL) and report to them every day what I ate.

Honestly, at that point I was just confused but happy someone seemed interested in having a daily conversation.

They never once talked to me again.

And honestly, I was actually super sick at that time, not with an ed but severe depression and disassociation due to family trauma. Staying up 72h straight REGULARLY, fevers and sick all the time, severe memory loss

I was visibly sick,

with what they thought was an ed

And noone cared

They will never care, you will never reach anyone or anything else exept your ugw

Your worth will still drop cause your health, skin, mental capacity and wellbeing will drop it lower than your weightloss could ever regain

You will die alone, anxious and fuking pathetic cause it is all your fault anyways and noone feels bad for you "being so lonely boohoo"

You are the real evil anyways, otherwise you'd be worthy of love at this point.

Die like you deserve

Xoxo ♡

[azz4me]

yesterday I hadn't offered you goo thoughts

Today? Who knows

Oh no no queen, I'm not scared of hate and shit. Im scared of being lame. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-

Ty for the compliments the toast smiles òuó

I'm mostly in the gungoo for the GOO and the fact their dynamic reminds me of that I have with my own friend who's like my gun haha

Omg the gun slander uhm don't tell anyone but tho I don't HATE gun, man whenever I'm searching my husband up and HE appears instead of him I just want to like *CENSORED DUE TO GRAPHIC VIOLENT* LIKE BITCHASS GUN GET OUT I'M TRYING TO HAVE MY HUBBY

Look I can totally understand the gun appeal,but you know what he's not? He's not semi underrated! My mind automatically not enjoy

Giving up? Oh yeah I gotcha-

When the consequences of your actions are easier to deal with than the action itself

pfft- oh yeah and about this talking habits of mine,, Yknow one time someone told me that I talk like a furry

You know what my reaction was?

"Pfft-"

I like including them in my text, makes my text unique from others >u> (this too. I love it cause it looks like I'm looking sideways and stuff pssht)

speaking of fury which I'm not OH YEAH I HADN'T TOLD YOU MY KITSUNE GOO RAMBLES

But if I begin about it it'll be,,damn long-

And also yipee I love your arts<3<3 I get that, when you don't feel like your drawing good and you try again but the art just not arting--

Ah well I wanna see your artworks too tho >:]!

hail the queen imma spam my rambles

~🍞

Hello Toast!! uhh sorry for not replying to you for 4 days :P I was kinDA buys. I mean I still am but i don't give a shit rn.

ohhhHHHHH Goo ramble. I want goo ramble. I need a power point slide just on Goo. He is so fucking delicious to talk about, I wish the homework was based on Goo instead of fking cartilage, those are only good for crunch.

Lame? Who the fuck thinks you are lame? Clearly they got a brain problem if they do so :]

Gungoo was an immediate ship for me. Their dynamic is so fuking gooddddddd. Husbands fr.

I have mixed feeling with gun. I get that he is hot and what not but whenever I am praying for goo to pop up on lookism, I see those white orbs staring at the depths of my soul and I lose my shit.

YES. WE NEED A WHOLE DIFF FANDOM JUST FOR GOO. WE NEED A GOO EMPIRE. MINIONS FOR GOO!!!!!!!

...

I did give up buttttTTT somethig else happened. We, the whole class, came up with a plan to just not do it. These notes were for practical marks in the final examination. So we thought if the whole doesn't do it then the teacher won't be able to fail all of us. We tHOUGHT we could beat the system🤡. Turns out there was a rat hiding in the class and submitted the work before anyone knew, so the teacher threatened us that he will be calling our parents if we don't complete it under time and that is till tmr. 🤡.

If the consequences was being sent to the principal's office, i would not have give a shit but calling my parents is a bIG NO NO.

That person must have to be furry to know how a furry talks. But honestly I haven't seen a furry talk like that tho

'>u>' this one kinda cute ngl. Pointy eyes.

ohhh kitsune Goo. I am not saying but I would die to just get a brush of his tail. I would. I wish I could touch it.

Oh thank you<3333. I love your little art of Goo's as well 💝💝💝💝💘. I am just severly lacking in motivations rn so I have been experimenting on a bunch of ocs here and there to get out of artblock, which are not really worth posting so imma just tuck them in one corner of my mind.

YOU CAN TALK ABT GOO AS MUCHAS YU LIKE. I ENCOURAGE THIS. TALK MOREEE. SPEAKKK!!!! Althoug I might just dissapear on some bad days but doen't mean I am dead, I will even arise from dead if it means for goo. So please don't ever stop talking abt him.

[othellovonryan-1000]

Im gonna start crying cause I'm so tired nad I'm such an idiot and why do I do this to myself, I jst want to sleep, why do I do this, why why why, I'm so sleepy, and I feel like jI[m about to have a fuking mental breakdow, but my histor teacher won't accept that as an excus and I'm alrayd failing her calss and she probably already hates me and she's been disappointe dby me enough this year, I could have so mucb potential if I ould just apply myself, why do I continue to do this shit, haven't I learned my lesson already? My back hurts, my eys hurt, my fingers hurt, and I am so goddamn tired.

I hate myself.

[skeleton-under-ur-bed]

Unrelated but we have to dance in front of our class INDIVIDUALLY for gym next week and honestly I'd rather just die

[spaceofbones]

valorant high school au is a blessing

ib: @code-name-wraith ‘s hcs, @caffntea , @ad-1812, lemonerd_art on twit

(FRICK if u made any highschool au stuff feel free to ask me to tag u bc my mind is blank rn)

(also check the tags for my rambling)

[ittybittydovahkiin]

boi howdy i sure love being taught things in classes im paying money to take! i sure do love having to pay someone real human money so i can fucking teach myself with shitty scans of textbooks and youtube cause learning math from a textbook doesnt fucking work for me! its almost like that exactly why i took a FUCKING CLASS! FUCK

[princesscallyie]

I just want everyone to know that this school is cursed and is currently unleashing a lot of repressed memories

[ammaterasu]

ok I like kakagai I ship kakagai kakagai makes me happy. They're domestic, wholesome, married for 25+yrs, 'let me run you a warm bath and book your next dentist appointment', picks the tempuras off your plate wordlessly, challenges you to a race to get you through the next depressive slump...

And kakaobi is like I hate you I loathe you we're both so fuking depressed i have a hole in my chest left by the death of the loml, family, teacher, comrades, etc etc let's try to fill this ache through empty touches in the dark, it's fragile it's empty it's dark but for at least a short while the pain can be replaced with something else..

[ukindofsmelllikeabaka]

Ⓓⓐⓘⓢⓤⓖⓐ Ⓗⓔⓐⓓⓒⓐⓝⓝⓞⓝⓢ

-Suga is very picky about his hair and he never lets anyone touch it. Like even Diachi needs permission to touch it.

-Diachi and Suga have an ongoing prank wars that only the third and some of the second years now about. It started when Diachi as a joke signed Suga up for an elderly person bingo night, but that was his mistake because now Suga has an army of old people that help him with their prank wars. Now no one in Karusano trust old people. Like Tanka almost punched a lady at grocery store.

-Diachi snores a lot and it’s super loud so Suga got him those old man nose plugs ….. it didn’t work.

-one time Suga took Diachi shorts as a joke during morning practice so diachi had to walk around in spandex all day. Let just say suga did not pay attention at all that day.

-Someone from the basketball club called suga the Mom of the team, let’s just say he got a black eye, and diachi was just like 🥰😚😫👏💅 you got this babe, cause he HATES the basketball club(this is cannon and it makes me laugh.)

-they love to have deep conversation to make jokes about it after they’re done talking about it(me and my friends do it and it is so random at times like we were talking about how a teacher that we hates parents are sick and maybe that’s we she is being a bitch and my friend yelled karma as we got out of her class room)

-Both are great gamblers and they always win during the captain and vice captain poker games( idk why I thought of the captains and vice captains playing poker but it just makes sense)

-They are the judgy best friends/boyfriends and their main target is always poor Asahi.

-Kiyoko and Asahi were the first people they told their relationship too and Asahi was like fuking finally .

[mobolanz]

end of year asks: 1, 4, 9, 18 and 22 :)

HOW COME I ONLY SEE THIS NOW TUMBLR BECAME DUMB I’M SO SORRY 

1.what did you learn about yourself this year?

Well, i learned that maybe the reason my last 3 years were so fuked up is because my own self appreciation was too low..(resulted by at least 10 years of abuse and mockery, being considered as “less important”  )  for amost 3 years until last summer i was friends with someone i whom i thought that i geniunly mattered to , and took m a very long time to understand that the fact is feel sometimes unequal is NOT  a coincidence , it was toxic friendship that i allowed to continue over the years, i let her treat me like that, afraid of losing what i called again and again “ one of my closest people ever. thinking that since we’re friends it’s “normal”(BLAME EVERY SINGLE TEACHER OF MINE FOR MAKING ME THINK THAT WAY)  and “ ohh maybe you feel that way because you’re selfish inside??it’s only toxic from your point of view???” 

4. what was the biggest change you experienced this year?

the last 3 years were indeed my worst ones for the above reasons,there were multiple times where i just wanted to end that. however , interacting and feeling influenced positivly last year made me realize that ... i should stop? IT’S MY LIFE WHY DO I STILL LET THOSE SHITASSES PLAY WITH IT AND RUIN IT, (AND GIVE ME MOTIVATION TO HURT MYSELF TOO) ??because, after all, there are some people who understood my sistuation and thought i was right.  so i decided to make a drastic change- i put all that discourse i had with my parents on the side ( and we are in MUCH BETTER terms right now) , i quitted from one specificly toxic fandom which shall not be named ( i also left another one recently hehe) ,and  i pretty much stopped talking to that shitass. i started realizing that i’m not that bad person many people gave me that impression of myself. (especially in school since i stayed quiet instead of being some non stop screaming bech), i mean of course i still  remember some of these from time to time and it does hurt, but i hope it will end soon enough ,recovery and changing takes time after all. 

this qoute for example

I... There was a time when I stopped talking. Just like you. My reasons were a little bit different, but I think the feelings of being ashamed of myself and hating myself are the same. Here, it says to "like yourself." What does that mean? Good things- how are you supposed to find them? I only know things that I hate about myself. Because that's all I know, I hate myself. But even if you force yourself to find good things, it feels so empty. It doesn't work that way. People like your teacher just don't get it. I think when you hear someone say they like you, for the first time, then you can begin to like yourself. I think when someone accepts you, for the first time, you feel like you can forgive yourself a little. You can begin to face your fears with courage.”(yuki)  (;---------;) 

9. best television series?

ok i didn’t really watch that much from new stuff in 2018  so i guess dmcb? ( although if i can inculde shows that i discovered this year (and came out before)  so it’d be g00 and fruba, both had an influence on my decision too :”). )

also SEASON3 AND FUL STORY REMAKE IN 2019  YASSSSSS 2019 IS VAILD .

18. what surprised you the most this year?

TBH, I DON’T REMEMBER  

22.has your fashion style changed this year?

well, i started wearing jewleries more often... does that count?

[0214mile]

✎ svt as hogwarts students! AU

this is basically a ctrl+c and ctrl+v from my twitter account bcs i wanted a different platform to save my “au’s” on! this is NOT stolen! i am @.serencty [previously @.smolteeen] on twitter 

[authors note]

this au is v much based on 21st century wizarding world 

lots of hp reference so if u dont get them sorry! 

they're my thoughts so please dont criticize 

☾ if u have any comment to say anything/to add on/questions abt hp, please reply in 'comments?' (end of thread)

⇾ seungcheol

house: gryffindor

blood status: half-blood

patronus: mongrel dog

position 01: gryffindor quidditch captain

↳ keeper

position 2: headboy

a giant dork & liked by everyone

all girls love him&boys want to be him (or vice versa works too)

knows everything abt quidditch. and i mean EVERYTHING (basically oliver wood)

sucks @ potions 

has a personal bed in the infirmary (thanks 2 quidditch + potions accidents)

teaches first years flying

has friends in first year & sits and talks w/ them —the go-to person for every first years

attends quidditch matches even after graduating 

⇾ jeonghan

house: slytherin

blood status: pureblood

patronus: black swan

position: prefect

boys & girls have a crush on him (a wholesome BI king)

somehow gets E (Exceeds Expectations; 2nd best) in tests without studying

hosts interhouse parties in the room of requirements called '1004'

gets away with every prank (weasley twins wHo)

loves chan; like u hurt him and u will regret that FOR LIFE

never denies dating rumours of him & cheol (a wholesome BI king pt.2)

knows all your secrets 

with jisoo all the DAMN time

⇾ joshua

house: hufflepuff

blood status: muggleborn

patronus: mountain hare

position: prefect

the most popular dude in hogwarts; like even peeves likes him —he's just SO NICe ufeel

hosts guitar lessons in gardens (sings sunday morning every single lesson)

ace student in charms

bffs with jeonghan

no one expects it but he's one of the biggest prakster in hogwarts (he’s the black horse okay)

uploads 'calming guitar acoustic for studying' on jihoon's music app (check jihoon)

WILD during 1004

⇾ junhui

house: hufflepuff

blood status: pureblood

patronus: tonkinese cat

position: hufflepuff seeker

(v much like cedric)

looks like a slytherin but yeEt he’s the epitome of UWU

the 'popular guy'

a complete charmer; even portraits like him

flirts a lot but has never been to base 2 in any relationship lol

good at alchemy and DADA

in the theatre club + hoshi's dance club

no one EVER sees him study but he still gets A (Acceptable; 3rd best)

⇾ soonyoung

house: gryffindor

blood status: muggleborn

patronus: eagle

position: prefect

one of the most liked + hated person in the school

cannot and will not shut up

detention is already part of his schedule beforehand

amazing @ transfiguration so mcgonagall loves him

hosts HOSHI's DANCE club

his wand has been broken +5 times so its taped together (somehow still usable)

constantly changes hair colour to be 2cool4skool

provoked the giant squid & was unconscious for 4 weeks

obvious prankster &gets caught all the time

⇾ wonwoo

house: ravenclaw

blood status: pureblood

patronus: nebelung cat

position: ravenclaw seeker

perfect mix of slytherin&ravenclaw

super intimidating & will judge u even if ur friends

somehow bffs w/ soonyoung

↳ only one who can control him

↳ always bickering

will fuking fight u if u call anyone mudblood

in the library 24/7

↳ reading everywhere & anytime

↳ loved by madam pince

↳ helps out in the library; recommends books, shows students where they can find books,etc 

good @ all subjects except care of magical creatures hes rubbish

apparates everywhere & scares the shit out of everyone

admired by lots but doesnt realise it

⇾ jihoon

house: ravenclaw

blood status: half-blood

patronus: lynx

position 01: prefect

position 02: ravenclaw chaser

literally the coolest person in hogwarts

ace student in all subjects

always writing lyrics and making beats; if u sit next to him in class, u will not get ANY work done bcs of his tapping

created soundcloud equivalent app in the wizarding world

installed wifi & made muggle technology work @ hogwarts

responsible for the booze @ 1004

↳ releases songs under the name W00ZI

⇾ minghao

house: gryffindor

blood status: half-blood

patronus: salamander

position: gryffindor chaser

the8-ifies his uniform to be "edgy"

↳ wears GUCCI with his robes

↳ cuts up his uniform& adds chains

↳ basically revolutionized diy uniforms @ hogwarts

↳ responsible for fashion trends @ hogwarts

judges u & roasts u all the time

sleeps with a kermit doll uwu

taught portraits how to dab

knows all the secret passages

best @ DADA

best dancer in HOSHI's club

⇾ mingyu

house: hufflepuff

blood status: muggleborn

patronus: mastiff

position: hufflepuff beater

the 'popular guy' w/ jun

surrounded by girls & hates it but is too nice to say NO so wonu helps out by glaringlol

not particularly good @ any subject except care of magical creatures (wonu&him help each other out)

loved by kitchen elves

↳ in the kitchens 24/7

has been locked out of the common room several times

always dirty?; dust on face, mud on shoes, etc.

has a business @ hogwarts selling muggle technology

⇾ seokmin

house: hufflepuff

blood status: muggleborn

patronus: salmon

position: hufflepuff beater

one of the most liked & hated ppl in the school pt.2

louder than soonyoung

sings 24/7 u ALWAYS know when hes comig ur way bcs his voice echoes thru the hallways

works @ honeydukes for free sweets

only good @ charms

banned from potions

uploads on jihoon's music app under DK

reason why hufflepuff never wins the house cup

kicked out of the common room for being loud

once turned himself into a salmon during transfiguration for 5hrs fb status: flapping

super COOL when playing quidditch

⇾ seungkwan

house: hufflepuff

blood status: halfblood

patronus: basset hound

position: quidditch commentator

funniest & nicest person in hogwarts

liked by everyone; ghosts? portraits? teachers? students? u name it and they only have good things to say abt boo :)

loves all his friends (esp. hansol) & will FITE U if u hurt anyone

cheers the loudest in quidditch matches (never biased though)

uploads on jihoon's music app under BOOISHERE

booseoksoon combo is everyones nightmare

good @ all subjects except flying broke his wrist like neville poor boo :,(

wins most of the points for hufflepuff

mcgonagall & hagrid's favourite student ever

killed his plant in herbology & cried

welcomed in the kitchen 24/7

⇾ hansol

house: ravenclaw

blood status: muggleborn

patronus: orangutan

uniform has holes everywhere

↳ wears SUPREME and THRASHERS under the robe 

skates to class

has a cassette player 24/7 hes just that wannabe cool 90′s kid okey

never listens in class but does well in tests so the teachers let him be

↳ daydreams alot but his daydreams are with meaning??/?

friends w/ the giant squid

no.1 listened rapper on jihoon's music app (under VERNON)

writes lyrics all the time

girls ♡ him but he ?

rapped for dumbledore's bday & got 250 points

bffs w/ seungkwan

↳ does covers w/ him

↳ w/ him all the time despite not being in the same house

good @ astronomy

⇾ chan

house: gryffindor

blood status: pureblood

patronus: marsh harrier

position: quidditch commentator bangchan is HERE

hangs out w/ older kids (esp. jeonghan)

good @ all subjects; a child prodigy we stAn

“DANCING IS MY PASSION”

↳ part of HOSHI's dance club

↳ watched+ listened to MJ and fell in LOVE ; loved dancing ever since

makes potions that makes u a little loopy/high for 1004

savage af

cried when jisoo got him MJ bed sheets & pjs for his bday

knows everyone's secrets (blame jeonghan)

surprisingly doesnt have that many friends

interested in muggle stuff

[bugheadwritersguild]

Characterization and “OOC” (Out of Character)

*Reminder that this is generally writing advice and you don’t have to follow it if it’s not your style.

When you’re putting your characters into alternate universes, you have a bit of freedom. That being said, people tend to read fanfiction because they like the characters, and if you deviate from who they “are” there should generally be a good reason. For example, Betty is a very friendly person, but if she was assaulted she might start to act withdrawn. Another reason for going out of character might be because you want to align the characters more with the comics (this is fairly common with Jughead as the comics version has more humour than sarcasm and is more concerned with food than classism).

You may also sacrifice character traits for characters that play side roles in your narrative (I’ve seen some where Archie is a cheater and Veronica is horrible- some people genuinely don’t like these characters and perhaps use their writing for wish fulfillment, or perhaps like me it’s just integral for the plot to work). It’s great if you can still keep some of their “essence” but sometimes that just doesn’t mesh with the writing.

This is important if you want to really shake a character up. Give them a good reason. Betty turns a 180 and becomes a dark badass that even “Dark Betty” can’t rival? Why? And just saying “oh she was like that all along and was just suppressed” is probably not your best bet. You can say that, but it’s much better to show it or go gradually.

Maybe you want to put Jughead in sports even though he’s generally disinterested. Find an angle to preserve his character- make Archie basically force him into it. Make him lose a bet. Make him ironically interested in it (think: The Other Guys, ballet scene- I don’t approve of the context for it, but just as an idea). Make him do it in an awkward attempt to impress Betty so they can be “the cheerleader and the jock” and admit he seriously hates it when the truth comes out.

But here’s what we know about Betty’s character: She’s passionate about doing the right thing, even if she has to make sacrifices or do not-so-great things to get there. She has a “darkness” that is left ambiguous but is generally not who she is as a person. She is very compassionate. She has a natural curiosity which feeds into her investigative tendencies.  She appears to be the “perfect girl next door” and pushes herself to do well in school and enjoys extracurriculars like running the Blue and Gold as well as cheerleading and being a guide for new students. She doesn’t want to be perfect, but doesn’t appear to have a disdain for her clothing so it’s probably more a rebellion from her demanding mother. She also takes medication for ADHD (it’s implied that Alice is using it as a “study drug for her” but I wouldn’t rule it out entirely. She also has a mental health history when it comes to self harm as she digs her nails into her palms). These are good things to keep in mind when you write about Betty, but you can change things as you need to. Try to keep Betty as Betty, but make her your own too.

Jughead Jones has adopted a few fandom quirks. The first one is a disdain for his first name, which is suggested as he doesn’t go by it in the show but isn’t outright stated. His father doesn’t go by Forsythe either, so it might just be a time honoured tradition to go by a nickname. Another quirk that is common is smoking. Neither of these things are out of character for Jughead but they’re also not established in the canon. They fit in with his character as he had a dark and brooding exterior who wouldn’t care about what a bunch of teachers say in grade school about cigarettes being cancerous and he gets bullied enough that it could be another reason for the aversion fo his name. The fact that his relationship with his father, particularly in season 1, is so rocky may also contribute to this. For canon character, he appears to transition from lone-wolf introvert to leader which speaks more about the people he is around. He would not be friends with the jocks, but he is a prince among thieves so to speak. He is recklessly passionate about his beliefs and makes decisions before thinking them through. More often than not, this has led to problems down the road. He also enjoys a hefty amount of sarcasm and borderlines on being a conspiracy theorist (or is and is just fuke-lucky like in some of the comics).

These are hardly exhaustive descriptions, but it’s just something to keep in mind while writing. WWJD and WWBD- what would Jughead do? and what would Betty do? Keep who they are at the forefront of your writing, adjusting as necessary, and you’re already on your way to a good story. That being said, there are always exceptions to the rules so don’t be afraid to break them when necessary.

[lost-my-sanity1]

Okay so my English class was going on on Zoom, (and lemme tell you before hand, our English teacher is a bit of asshole. She doesn't check our essays or any writings or gives feedback, and just bosses around ugh I hate her... shes just....... insufferable) and someone entered the class thru the link and played some nasty songs Loudly- like reaaally loud- ahahahaha im just sitting here laughing my ass out-

And I'm fucking sure it was one of my friend who sent the link to that random person who agreed to be the partner in crime. I fuking love it here.

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APRIL 26 2021

I just hate myself, my life and everything existing that is fuking related to my misery and grief at this moment. I don’t appreciate the fact that my annoying little shit ass life decided to drop the bloated stage right now. Like yeh dude, im very well aware of the fact that im gainibng shitty weight but can younlike drop it next fuking week. And also pizza wasn’t really the issue here I just ate a piece of it so it better not be the reason why im bloated at this moment. Also besides the fact that the speech was just drop today, and I need to pass a run on of my so called final performance is just utter bulshit. Well no offense. Im still having a midlife crisis and call me irresponsible and all the crappy words you can find to describe my terrible attitude buti cant do it. I am bad with words, I am bad with confidence, I am bad at preparing and im just simply bad at everything. If I don’t shit right now then im going to drown myself in tea for the next few hours of my life. I hate how incompetent I am. I also hate how unlucky I am. I hate how this day should just me either procrastinating or just procastinating but it turned out to be me just half-ly procrastinating. FUKING UNGRATEFUL. Yeh I know. But I marked this day as FUKING FINISH ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM, and well yeh now its not. Also this terrible brown out is fuking killing me. Its hot, im sweating and I need internet to uhmm procastiante.

2 hours in with the electricity out. And my neighbor is already chanting for electricity. A weird way for affirmation I guess. Also its hot. Like dense hot. Im not sweating anymore but I can feel the hotness in the air. And gosh while filming, thunder lights are really distracting me. YES WHILE FILMING. I want to appreciate my stupid ass for doing it despite the situation but It is still my fault because I watched like 4 episode before realizeing I need the to get this thing done. And also my impulsiveness once again had encouraged me to chat my teacher. Well there is no internet so the thing that supposed to kick before I send it didn’t work immediately. Now news flash, hangouts doesn’t have a delete button. I learned it the hard way, the I told my teacher im pathetic for the job and how the world despises me kind of way. Now I think in a few seconds where internet comes back and it sends, im going to conclude? NO. predict. That he will judge me because now im looking for pity and for undersatanding why my performance is a whole trash. Well I am I indeed looking for the second part if you ask me. But if he tells hid cousin aka the boy I oince had a crush on which is also something I had visibly regretted, then uhmmm yikes?? Oops?? FCK MY LIFE? Well typing this rant means im also wasting the remaining battery this thing had and im needing it to film but its therapeutic, and it helps me calm down. I don’t actually need to be calm I need to memorize sht and to understand crap. Now kill me if the video im going to send is pathetic and trash. And I also had this video call with this teacher and iknow for a fact he had seen me do embarrassing sht. Like I think he saw me drunk dance. And I don’t drink. That’s just normally how I dance. Question is, why did he saw me do stupid sht. Well uhmm its my fault. Evertime I hve this weird serotonin boost I always remember the quote dance lik no one is watching. And I did. But after dancing, you know serotonin gone and regret comes rushing to my system like fuking Pietro maximoff.

Update. The messages weren’t delivered. The video I passed was like bad-bad kind of bad. My face was really bloated. And the electricity is back. Well my life is still a mess, and the internet is still slow which means my pathetic life remains pathetic.