#i forgot the actual topic of it but i dont even care because i dont have to go to three periods

[m00ngbin]

Thank you three hour long assembly about nothing important tomorrow. Thank you

[doomedcousins]

ivypools heart excerpt thoughts

this book feels like it was made in a lab to piss me off. genuinely every little thing in this excerpt besides that one little moment with shadowsight and dovewing makes me want to rip my hair out

ivypool would not fucking act like that.

the constant hammering in of how Sad Ivypool is about her Daughter feels so flat because they literally did not do anything to flesh out their relationship when bristlefrost was alive. also because i dont like ivypool

rootspring is going to hell for making bristlefrosts sacrifice about how she could have been a mother i dont care how much the books tried to sell their relationship to me this is straight up the worst and if i see anyone talking about how sad his life is ill kill myself

i don't even think they remember anything about shadowsight its impressive how little they gaf about it in a book about its cousin, who, as i have said before, literally died to save its life

^ though honestly i think they literally forgot that bristlefrost and shadowsight are kin. like they go on about ivypool and her sister and their respective dead kids and then coincidentally shadowsight is literally never brought up despite its significance in the topic

ivypool would not fucking act like that

i dont like that dovewing and ivypool are suddenly good friends now i dont like it. ivypool should be miserable and alone forever as she continues to let clan culture destroy her in an attempt to be "more loyal" she should hold onto her grudges until it kills her

fernsong is such a nothing character i honestly dont understand why they keep trying to tell me that bristlefrosts parents were actually good at parenting. look me in the eyes and tell me bristlefrosts parents were present in her life outside of when she was a baby

wrenflight im sorry they're setting you up to be yet another woman who's entire character centers around romance im so sorry

[drdemonprince]

Re: autistic advice; i keep seeing people making fun of stuff like "are you in a place to hear bad news" or scripts like that. I grew up in an environment where it was common practice to just drop heavy subjects on people out of the blue, & I still find that intensely uncomfortable. But I've now had multiple people tell me that it makes them feel shitty when I ask, for example, "are you up for a dark subject?" & I don't really know how to square it away. I want to make sure that I'm not stepping on anyone's toes or making them feel ambushed or trapped, but apparently it makes some people feel like they're not allowed to have their feelings. I end up feeling pretty shitty about it, because like... it feels like either I have to be Rude (because it DOES feel rude to just drop a dark topic on someone) &/or risk having something shitty I can't deal with dropped in my lap, or else really upset people. I guess... is there a way to navigate this?

I would recommend being more specific.

People find phrases like "Are you in a place to hear something that might hurt you?" and "Are you up for a dark subject?" to be a bit presumptuous about what their emotional reactions will be or what they are capable of handling. It also can make what would have otherwise been a very unremarkable exchange become tinged with anticipatory anxiety.

When someone asks me a question like "are you up to hear something dark?" I might feel coddled and condescended to, rather than emotionally respected. Or if they ask me "are you prepared to hear something that might hurt you?" / "are you up for a serious conversation?" I think they're about to drop some serious emotional bomb on me, like that they're friend-dumping me for something horrible that I didn't realize I did. Then when it ends up being a meme they want to share or a question about a celebrity lawsuit or something i'm kind of pissed at the false alarm and the coddling that, rather than protecting me, made me feel worse.

In either case, rather than giving me time to emotionally prepare or interact when I am ready, these vague questions have introduced some kind signal of social or emotional threat. If anything, it increases the felt urgency to just have the damn conversation already and see what kind of monster is lurking behind the person's words. It makes me *less* likely to exercise control over when the conversation happens or when I see the upsetting thing.

So be specific. "Do you wanna see a disgusting meme?" "I want your opinion on something, but the question touches on sexual assault. Is that okay to talk about?" "I want to talk to you about a conflict I'm having with my other partner." "Can I ask you your opinion on this transphobia discourse?" Etc.

The more specific you can be about the subject and why you are asking about it, the more power you are giving the other person to actually decide what they want to engage with. When someone asks me if I am willing to discuss something dark, I really have no idea what to say. They're imposing their judgement of what is a dark or upsetting topic onto me, when really they have no idea what I might find triggering and what I might really enjoy getting to talk about.

Rather than trying to protect me from something I haven't even encountered yet, you gotta let me encounter it, and actually trust that I will take care of myself. If I don't want to talk about sexual assault I won't, if I don't want to look at gross imagery I'll say no, if hearing one more bad thing about your other partner is going to make my jealousy fume, I am responsible for handling that. You're not responsible for my emotions.

It's good to notice which subjects your friends are especially sensitive to and what big triggers they have so that you can be considerate. My friends know I cant look at lots of blood flowing out of someone for instance and dont send me visuals/fics that feature, say, wrists being slit or blood being drawn. But if they forgot, I'd understand and just look away and squeal oh no i cant look at that get it away. And that would be fine. They are not responsible for my reactions to things.

[oxytose]

i do not know shit about tumblr and only 2 people i know actually use it so heres info that i feel like is important to disclose on this site

heres my political opinions first

team doors i guess..??? yea!!!!!! (scientifically proven)

the dress was proven to be white and gold but i saw both

its pronounced gif.

the egg came first !!!!!!!!!!

a sandwich should be cut diagonally.

cereal is not a soup wtf

i just simply put the toilet roll on the counter

pepsi is sweeter but coke is more refreshing

nothing is better than a cheese pizza

dogs have 4 legs but they can just use their hind legs like a human !!! so they wear pants on only their hind legs !!

a hotdog does not fucking qualify to be a sandwich

a straw has one hole dumbass

word salad time!!!

i advocate for people to be treated as humans morally and they should be free to live in our world of suffering however they so choose as long as it doesnt leave a negative impact

personal . . .

gore addiction recovery

abuse recovery

sexual harrassment/assault recovery

i do not support glorifying unhealthy hobbies, mental/physical states, interests etc

i dont support nor respect any religion that was created for major historic manipulation just to “civilize” barbarians as well as religions with heavy focus on literal discrimination and human manipulation through beliefs

though i wont dismiss someone for what they believe in until it harms society or themselves

i do not support discrimination against uncontrollable things

i dont feel comfortable being in a negative state nor discussing negative topics

oh yeah edit i forgot to mention that im neurodivergent and should be put in a mental hospital but my country barely cares about me even when i cant fucking walk properly and they all put the blame on “exercise, diet and behaviour” when the reason those 3 things arent normal for me is due to those disorders and chronic illnesses.

dont interact if you’re ableist, if you judge me for my natural behaviour then just go away im 1 cut away from dying and the agnosthesia isnt helping

also im extremely punk and have been since i was a toddler im pretty sure thats obvious but logical thinking actually isnt very common somehow

+ antinatalist because humans are fragile and we live in a world of kalopsia and wytai

anyways do you want to hold this kittycat

[scarlet97531]

⭕️❗️CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW A BOOK SERIES FOR NINE YEAR OLDS LITERALLY STARTS WITH GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF VIOLENCE AND DOES NOT GET BETTER??????

((General warning for graphic depictions of violence, lots of caps lock, and some swearing sprinkled in for fun for the rest of this post, also I don’t hate WoF, I love WoF, but I also think it’s batshit insane and needs to be addressed (in a pretty unserious way)))

The fucking prologue.

HELLO??? AM I CRAZY FOR THINKING THIS IS A BIT MUCH FOR THE PROLOGUE OF A CHILDREN’S BOOK???

This shot was the gateway drug for us istg. This fucking book series got is so hooked on fictional violence man 😭

We were drawing detailed dragon gore as fanart, looking at detailed gore that other people had drawn as fanart?

Seriously am I crazy????? This is the second main character killing her father to prove a point?????????

This is what we get for an explanation for where the first main character came from? His backstory is literally that his mom sold him for some cows??????????????????? WTF

Also just mudwing society in general is. It seems. Pretty weird. Like really weird.

“As the [human] shrieked again, she bent down and bit off its head.

“Blech,” she said, spitting it out again immediately. The head bounced across the grass as the body slowly toppled over, blood pouring out of it’s neck.”

UM?? OKAY!!

“She scored her talons along his wing, ripping open the scars”

“She shook Dune lightly, as if she were shaking the fluff off a dead pigeon. He clawed at her talons, his eyes bulging. “I mean, what use is a crippled dragon who cannot fly? I’m surprised you haven’t killed yourself already, SandWing. But I can take care of that for you.”

DAMN????

“No!” Sunny screamed, leaping at them.

But it was too late. With a chilling crack, Queen Scarlet snapped Dune’s neck and dropped his body on the stone floor.

“Dune!” Sunny howled. She squirmed past Scarlet and crouched beside him, shaking him with her front talons. His mangled wing flopped, his scales scraped against the rocks. His black eyes were empty. “Dune, wake up!””

HOLY SHIT???? WHY WAS THIS NECESSARY FOR A CHILDRENS BOOK

WHAT THE FUCK

AND THIS IS JUST SOME OF THE FIRST BOOK, DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON LEGENDS OF DARKSTALKER MAN THAT SHIT WAS CRAZY

THIS IS BEING SOLD FOR NINE YEAR OLDS

THIS COULD VERY WELL BE A CHILD’S FIRST INTRODUCTION TO DEATH

WHAT WAS TUI THINKING???????????

LIKE ACTUALLY WHAT????

Honestly it is so unsurprising we turned out the way we did when this is what we were reading as a kid 😭

Literally our primary caretaker is named after Scarlet. The same scarlet in those quotes earlier. Like this shit is so in our brain and has been since we were twelve.

This shit. Is. Crazy.

And then every time I try to point out flaws In the writing or the plot ppl tell me “oh it’s not that deep it’s just a children’s book it’s not a big deal” LIKE. FUCKING. HELL IT IS.

ABSOLUTELY NOT. NO FUCKING WAY.

I am completely convinced that if we had never read these books our gorey pseudo memories would not be HALF as detailed and disturbingly accurate as they are now. Like seriously we did so well in anatomy classes because of this. Maybe that’s mostly the autism but i we never would have been so interested in anatomy if we weren’t trying to figure out how to draw anatomically accurate dragon disembowelment because of these damn books 😭

Anyways all this said I still fucking love wings of fire and I’m thinking of bringing back that thing where I draw cute cartoony dragons dying horribly :3

If anyone has horror stories about growing up reading wings of fire I want to hear them

WAIT ONE LAST THING- I forgot to mention the icewing massacre, attempted genocide, and general dragon racism….. hmmmm a topic for another time perhaps

[achoshistor]

crisis core reuinion

im actually crashing out this month so but i made two concrete decisions: firstly, to finish my bottle of red polish, and secondly, to get through the ccr story. #1 is not going very well but im glad to say i did #2!

infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess

im gonna start off by saying that I forgot what happened before so im gonna recap (mostly to myself)

firstly me and angeal go to wutai and i just beat up a bunch of wutai soldiers (zack = me) and also saw yuffie

i kind of forgot what happens here but angeal dissapears and then i forgot some more but we meet aerith and also uhh genesis crashes out and becomes evil

banora (i beat the shit out of angeal)

angeal wolf & beautiful queen aerith

at some point we have a beach scene where hes (zack =/ me) shirtless for somereason ??? and also he beats up monsters with an umbrella

me (zack = me) and cloud and tseng make out lowkey and also go to evil cold area with stealth section and levikron (RIP SONON) i couldnt finish so i just brute forced it and then angeal beats the shit out of me and then like something else happens (i KILLED him)

evil things happen at junon

i leave behind beautiful queen aerith because duty calls also tseng is watching from behind a wall (that man is married to his job)

we go to nibelheim and the scene in kalm happens all over again except im zack and not cloud and then sephiroths crash out happens and then he burns down the whole village (??) its literally fine afterwards so whats going on here anyways

we leave eventually and go to gongaga

cissnei also lazard and also hollander

we get to not mideel (banora) and i finish half of the side dungeon cause i assume its part of the main game but its not so i fight those evil mako thingys and get the materia and beat the shit out of genesis (side note zack is such a nice guy wow like he cares about genesis all throughout)

genesis talks a bunch more about loveless (IM SICK OF IT)

genesis does NOT die (it freaked me out so bad when he started talking again) and also everyone else died and then weiss and nero take genesis and we never ever see him again

we go to midgar except the army finds us first so erm.....

i (zack) (is it actually zach?) ascend to heaven with angeal

cloud crashes out (i do NOT blame him for anything)

i lowkey had to watch the t2s nutshell video to supplement this and honestly i kind of miss it bro AI voices just dont have the same charm

moral of the story: do not work for amazon

i think its really interesting how zach and cloud parallel each other LITERALLY like from the train scene to falling into the church; this def gave a different perspective on zachs final stand in contrast to remake (i havent finished the original & have no plans to bc its too hard) but (please put rebirth 50% off next sale square enix) i wonder if theyre gonna make more use of this; like since zack surrvives that means cloud's crash out likely isnt gonna happen in the first place which leads to a lot more happening if he doesn't crash out—I mean like there isnt gonna be the weird love "triangle" (its just tifa/aerith by remake tbh) its just gonna be beautful queen aerith and zack which therefore means one date doesnt happen to the ever unreceptive cloud (i read somewhere that cloud and zack were gonna become a merc team but idk how true that is)

i think on the topic of nero and weiss... i dont know really. all i know is that the both of them also crashed out (i dont care about nero because he killed sonon) which tbh was also pretty valid. i dont like how we don't know where the three of them are (3rd bro = genesis) like hes not even mentioned in intergrade but hes so intergral to zack's arc its so weird & i dont think they mention him at all in rebirth either. its like how in totk they wipe out all mention of the beasts; I also don't have a good grasp of what happens in DoC (genesis and weiss MAKE OUT)

we seek it thus, and take it to the sky

&speaking of divine beasts i didnt really understand what happened with the goddess and genesis but evidently she just recognized his soldier will or whatever and made him go back but before that when he turns into whatever did he not turn into a WEAPON? and that thing in the underground as well (the not emerald weapon) which i suppose suggest the guy is like anti sephiroth (protect the planet) (he sacrificed himself as per act v)

ummm idk what else let me think... i highkey almost started crying at the boss battles cause i was so done lol

i wonder if the grey stuff coming out of cloud and seph in the scene where cloud kills him was a form of the whisper stuff we see in remake rather than just a censor? after all, its not cloud's time to die & technically sephiroth lives... im not so sure since they show blood clearly in vii & intergrade as well as zack's final stand but here they're just gray dust...??

angeal was soooo fine too bad he died

& speaking of that... it doesn't really mean anything in the long run but angeal, genesis, and sephiroth are huge compared to zach. like yes i understand cloud is pretty small in stature for the average man, but zach's around 6'2 (maybe 180ish cm if youre European) meaning theyre around 6'8 or so (i dont even know what that would be in cm). does that suggest that jenova gillian gensis whatever cells make you bigger than average or is it just them....

i looked up zack's parents since i got lost and left gongaga & we evidently see them in rebirth. fourth result is a reddit theory that his parents ARE cloud and tifa (we will maybe inspect once there is a good sale) which his mother looks nothing like tifa lol. his dad does look shockingly like cloud if he didn't have mako in him—which regarding the mako in cloud i still don't understand why he couldn't make it into soldier when he survived mako poisoning twice and clearly has the skillset for the sword AND the gun. honestly the trust is that thanks to chapters like 8-13 of the remake i think endgame will be beautiful queen aerith x tifa (PLEASE LET ME GET WITH VINCENT VALENTINE PLEASE PLEASE PLEAS). also interesting that we STILL don't know cissnei's real name which means shes gotta tell it to zach at some point in part 3...

i know there was more i wanted to say so let me think some more so I dont have to make a half baked part two

okay so yuffie knows zach. cant really take this anywhere but i think that aerith probably saw zach within cloud (what kind of name is cloud anyways?? do u guys think its secretly been claude (from claudia) but they decided that sounded even stupider) which is probably why she offered that one date to him. i dont think shes in love with him or anything at all, rather the remnants of zach within him which leads me to do we think that yuffie can tell too? like she had to have known SOMETHING about cloud's backstory but idk if thats ever touched upon (sales would go up if the game wasnt $70 and PS exclusive 😭😢🤬)

i have to comment on their makeup LOL. almost everyone in this game is giving #BADDIE while they lowkey just give meow meow meow uncanny valley in the remake... also hollander is lowkey jacked. (????). genesis really is just evil gackt LOLLL i feel so normal and accepted when i see that this series has things like florence and the machine in it because i feel like there's less of a stigma associated with it in contrast to something like zelda

honestly as a conclusion (?) this series is really sad but also super weird and freaky. rude and reno are REAL freaks & theres probably more (whimper audio) will i play ever crisis? once i can bear to play another gacha.

okay double conclusion. everyone in this game crashes out for valid reason & geothermal energy is secretly evil.

i hope u guys liked me messing around with the colors. thats how i felt every time genesis came onto screen with his loveless monologuing. i will use it more productivley next time. infinite is the gift of the goddess... thanmks for coming to my EVIL ted talk

ironic how the first tumblr post i saw was thirsting over sephiroth (i could not understand because i was a youth). everything really does come full circle...

[somescenecatholic]

ALL TUMBLR PPL PLEASE REPOST THIS ANYWHERE U CAN! THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE PROTESTS ABT THIS BC IT'S PRIDE! This can't go on for any longer. TW: p0l1c3, h0m0ph0b14, tr4nsph0b14

Qween Jean, a Black and Trans community leader was arrested at a PEACEFUL march for Trans Liberation on May 31st, 2023. AS SOON AS THEY GOT THERE there was lots of police and they arrested Qween Jean. I'm not sure if she's out yet as I can't find info on tht. On instagram it says to bail support at 7th precinct 191/2 Pitt St, New York, NY, 10002

This can't keep happening, there needs to be nationwide peaceful protests abt this!! Demonstrations need to be everywhere!!!! IT HAS BEEN 53 YEARS SINCE THE FIRST PRIDE PROTEST! I say protest bc PRIDE STARTED AS A PROTEST! It can ONLY be a parade when we truly get our rights. We can't celebrate until we see our victory. Like, our victory is in the bag bc good ALWAYS wins but we need to take ACTION!

ALSO, ANOTHER THING! NOTE HOW WHEN THE NYPD GOT KICKED OUTTA PRIDE, THEY STARTED ARRESTING AND STUFF! If they actually cared they would let this go on. They would actually do smth and hold their own protests for police brutality and etc to stop. Ik there are good police out there who are actually helping out the communities but lets be honest, the system is screwed up. There is far too much corruption. You KNOW it's bad when even little kids are scared of the police! No, not bc they may look intimidating. But because they are literally scared for their life. Same thing with guns. I was walking home from the bus stop when I was in like 6th or 7th (i forgot) and I thought I saw a gun in someone's car tht was parked in front of me and I was scared to the bone. Thankfully it wasn't a gun, it was smth else.

Anyways I'm getting kinda off topic. But yk what I mean right? (if u got any questions, do ask, my dm's and comments are always open! ^w^)

I'm just so sick tht the stuff tht should be in HISTORY BOOKS is happening right in front of my eyes. Like there have been sm protests and stuff against this for FAR, FAR longer than I have been alive!!! (Ik im only 16 but still this is a srs outrage)

It srsly sucks that this is the world I gotta grow up in.

SO THAT'S WHY WE GOTTA CHANGE IT!

Any action u do can help the world change fod the better. Never miss an opportunity to do good! (big or "small")

SOOO! If u can, go to a local protest! Try to put ur community first, yk? Also, reblog this post and spread awareness about these kinda issues. I'd love to go to a protest buttt I do not have supportive parents and I don't have a car. ALSO, remember tht every act of kindness counts. And dont just keep it to ur friends. Support good local businesses, give compliments to everyone u meet, cheer ppl up, listen to others, donate to GOOD, TRUSTWORTHY charities, do NOT give canned food to food banks bc they need actual food, so give them money, and give homeless ppl money too yk? Ppl are like "WHAT IF THEY SPEND IT ON DRUGS AND STUFF?" Well ofc yea tht's a possibility but who says they won't spend it on what they need? Yk? Basically be a good person, support queer ppl and poc ppl, etc. The world needs sm more kindness. People say "HAH friendship, love, and kindness is such a simple concept tht's not needed". The fact tht it's simple says everything. If we had more of tht, all these issues would cease to exist.

Also, another thing:

PROTEST SAFETY RULES!!

Take water and stay hydrated! If someone doesn't have water and u have some to spare, waterfall it.

Keep face masks and switch your phone to airplane mode. This is a surveillance country. They know how to find you. And if u take pics, make sure tht ur location is extremely hard to pinpoint.

If a police officer arrests u, know ur miranda rights and STAY SILENT AND BE CALM! They will use what they can to take it against u. You have to think a stairway ahead of them. They can't say anything if u don't say anything! And justice will be served so dw, God's with you. Also, yes u can say ur manners like thank you and excuse me.

Again, please repost this everywhere u can.

Remember,God loves u ALL, no ifs ands or buts. ACAB and love is love. Trans rights are HUMAN RIGHTS!!!!!

You matter and the right to speak and protest is a human right. This is our world and we have the power to change it!

(also please tell me if I got anything wrong in this post)

[bokipop]

the maka ramble i mentioned because im still autistic

ok so im rewatching as i speak and like skipping through to find the evidence for my claims so claims will be in order of when they come to me

lesbian maka is canon because near the end of the first episode she's literally screaming about how she hates men and wishes they all would just die. i can literally never see maka in a relationship with a man other than MAYBE soul (DISCLAIMER i DO NOT ship soma i will die on the hill of qpp soul and maka) but thats only because she literally says as she's screaming about killing men that soul was the only man she ever decided to trust (this is a whole other segment that i may or may not discuss in this rant)

can we talk about the skill maka demonstrates when she's fighting with soul. she's what. 14? and she fights with aura of years of experience. like soul's pretty much just along for the ride it's maka who's doing all of the actual fighting 90% of the time (10% when soul's being a self sacrificing dipshit and jumps in front of a hit meant for her)

can we talk about how in uhhh episode 4 when they're fighting sid and sid like attacks maka with his gravestone and she says "people need fear to survive, we experience it so we can grow stronger" LORD DEATH IS SO RIGHT WITH THE COMMENT "if she wasn't afraid in this situation id call that reckless, but maka has the courage to fight in spite of her fear"

i saw a tumblr post about it but unrelated why does dtk say "my father's school is exactly like i expected" as if he hasn't been there before

also unrelated but BLAIR IS MY BIGGEST OPP SHE'S LITERALLY A PEDO I HATE HERRRRR

anyways can we also talk about how maka and soul did soul resonance without any warmup or discussion before hand it was just "hey lets do it" "ok" i mean yeah they missed the hit but they still did the skill

jumping wayy forward to the crona vs maka underground fight in ep20 can we talk about even just maka's intuition alone. like she had the vaguest hint of whatever she detected in crona's soul and decided to go full blast with it. adding onto that can we talk about her compassion and empathy? like it takes a truly good person to do what she did for crona and she did it without the expectation of anything in return she simply wanted to help them. she has such a strong and admirable moral compass i think i said this before but she's literally one of my biggest inspirations ever

i'd talk about the last episodes where maka goes inside soul's. soul. and saves him from the black blood but i dont feel like rewatching that entire episode right now and i've only seen that specific episode like twice so i cant do it from memory

but on the topic of soul and maka can we talk about their incredibly intricate bond. their trust in eachother is out of this fucking world liek if you asked either one of them "if x asked you to jump off of a bridge with them would you do it" they'd say yes without hesitation or second thought. they care so much for one another and i love how the writers of soul eater portrayed it without it being inherently romantic. i love male female duos who ARENT in love. have i mentioned how i'd die on the hill of qpp soma. THEY'RE QPPS YOUR HONOR. i had something very specific to say about this and then forgot. it'll probably come back to me later. its later as i type this specific sentence and it still hasn't come back to me so i'll probably end this post here. stay tuned for more i think i have more in me

[snoopyliker]

sometimes i really want to write posts about alloromantism and romantic love and expectations of relationships set by people and i want to talk about the aromantic spectrum and platonic love and the importance of it and relationships of those that defy what is seen as “normal” and i want to talk about gestures of affection and peoples fear of dying alone and devotion and being completely in love with someone and how thats automatically taken as romantic and i want to share my own feelings regarding these topics as well as sexuality and how that also influences so much about people and how it ties in with romance or the lack of it. but then im like… minecraft tho👀🔥

Aah Pix I forgot you were aspec!! As a fellow aspec if you ever end up writing about these topics I will absolutely love it, deconstructing amatonornativity will always be my favourite thing

And also on the topics of platonic love and minecraft... Jaiden and Roier were my favourite platonic duo and I also love the morning crew's found family dynamic. And actually even the relationship between Fit and Pac so far has felt similar to a qpr to me because of how much their relationship can be read as like, almost alterous instead of strictly romantic? Anyways bless the qsmp for giving us such strong platonic relationships

i dont think ive ever outwardly said anything about my identity so dw i dont think u could forget if i never said anything to begin with LOL

i think the extent of what ive said is “im just me.” i do want to write that post one day since its stuff i enjoy talking about and sharing my feelings on

morning crew is a really nice display of platonic love theyre cool theyre neat

the qsmp with all the characters has showcased so many wonderful dynamics between characters when it comes to family and friendship and its rllllyyyy cool. in what other media do you see children asking adults they trust to be their mom or dad, 5+ parents caring for a single child, literally a group where everyone is referred to by family titles like uncle or aunt or grandma or dad etc its cute. theres so much love in this story and its cool because not all strictly romantic and you can tell neither is treated as superior to the others. family matter friends matter partners matter peace and love on planet earth

[guzmawife]

duuude i forgot i have free will and can post whatever here. thinking about stuff for michael and i: i think we live in new york i feel like it makes sense. he talks like hes from new york (as far as cartoons put it) except we live in those cramped apartments that have the bathroom in the kitchen and the kitchen in the bedroom. we are paying 3k a month for this apartment. he moved into my place since hes small and can pretty much be anywhere although i have to accommodate for his size in my house so smaller tools and such. he probably showers in the sinks like a baby. (✿◠‿◠) and uses shot glasses as regular cups. since hes small he also needs to keep a jog to match my pace (he has no issue with this, hes a singer he can manage his breathing rlly well). if we are walking side by side but sometimes i put him in my bag or pocket if he doesnt want to walk or if the street is crowded. i would sew pockets for him on some of my clothes so he can hang with me. his family/he probably lived in a corny cartoon mouse hole apartment before moving in with me, meaning i would never be able to come over Because im a fully grown adult cat. and we would probably have the conversation. “do your parents know im a cat……….” and he’d be like (⌒_⌒;) nnnnnoo… and then he would take me to them anyway and shit would be awkward. theyre all sitting On the table and im sitting in a chair sticking out like a sore thumb. then when we get home i yell at him for putting me in an uncomfortable situation. his parents are like why would you bring us a cat. you have a death wish dont you. (he is really good at almost dying frequently). i dont think i would ever genuinely kill or eat him bc i like like him. (im not ready to say the L word ok we will get there.) but i think i would tease him about it and be like. Michael. you look delicious today. and he’d say heh.. tha- What. Run that by me again. then i would pretend to not know what hes talking about and rub my tummy evily. this isnt about vore. i think physical intimacy would be an interesting topic because as of now i dont know much of what that would entail. he would probably crawl up my shirt and piss me off either to tickle me or to spook me since im scared of bugs and am always hyper aware of any small feeling on my body. we can kiss like normal i think. i think i would end up being really starved for hugs due to his size (╥_╥) theres no solution to that. we can cuddle like normal also and i think that would be the most common way for us to share physical affection since. theres Not much else. theres some other stuff but i dont wanna talk about actual sex. its possible but im too shy to talk about that. im not even sexually attracted to him i would just need my own Assistance. id let him assist meSorry sorry dont read that dont think about it sorry. sorry. enough about animal sex um what else. i think even thou he is small (sorry about 90 percent of this text being about size difference. its a young relationship ok ive not much time to think of our dynamics) he would still make efforts to do big animal things for me like making food or cleaning up. taking care of him isnt very hard he eats 1/4 of whatever i eat. i dont know what my job is in this world. maybe im still a college student. i think his music career supports us and i probably have a shitty weekend job (thanks seth macfarlane for having an entire discography so now i can say my mouse lover is a genuine music artist and it makes sense. not that making sense is important. i can imagine anything.) but later on i will probably earn a medical job and maybe we move into a better more spacious apartment. i think i still am an artist here but it has no relevance to our development. im also a lazy slob but when im clean im Clean. he doesnt really care hes not a clean freak but he will diss me a little if it gets out of hand Which is probably Necessary. he needs more discipline than me thou just in a general sense. hes very much irresponsible with his money and so am i tbh but i have more self control compared to him. tumblr is silencing me.. meow..

[cyanlastride]

i uh

im really bad with names

just wanna state that. for the record.

im also bad at. everything else.

just, like. memory in general.

i have 1 2 3 4 5 friends that i sorta kinda treat as. the same person.

they super are not. but like. they fill the same role in my life? i guess?

i would trust any of them with my life but also could not tell you literally any regular details about any of them.

fuck i dont even think i know a single one of their last names. not as in, forgot. i forget their first names sometimes. no, as in, never even asked.

how does anyone remember anything about me?

i suppose maybe im just not trying hard enough. perhaps the secret to making friends the normal way is asking them their last name and favourite colour. instead of. like. porn preferences.

i just find one a lot more interesting and memorable than the other, okay?? its, like, academic interest. actually now that i think about it i dont think ive ever asked any of the 5 thats im talking about that specific question because im scared if i do i may seriously jeopardize my relationship with them. ive asked many of my friend that i trust less, though. its a fun topic. good at parties.

but yeah all in all its probably not a good thing that there are 5 people in my life that i would literally die for, but because of that intentionally am very careful around and keep at arms length, and also dont know each other. that feels like.

okay like (ive never played the game but) you know in stardew valley if you try to romance everyone eventually they have a big intervention? its a bit like that. not in a way where i am trying to "romance" these people, but it feels like i shouldnt have 5 unique close friends that all have a similar role in my emotional regulation. perhaps thats just the ingrained mono-partner culture, though. again. not trying to romance any of them.

thats what i tell myself, anyways. in reality if any of them mentioned it id say yes in a heartbeat. but so far nobody in my life has ever confessed to me unprompted (is that true? how the hell did i get a girlfriend? again, memory issues) so i have no reason to think it would happen now.

and i certainly shouldnt worry about what would happen if more than one were to ask me. of course, i do anyways, but i dont think very hard about it.

wow i am suddenly very tired. boy howdy i dont have the wherewithall to reread this post fore postin it. how is it already 4am

[rainbowgod666]

...i mean you forgot my tags but if you want yapping then whatever its almost midnight where i am.

Ok so

"Every romance book is called The Cootie Paradox" i mean. Not exactly, its usually some My Immortal tier bullshit that makes you wonder just how HARD society failed women, but also it adesso how most of these books (which i never actually READ btw 🤔) are basically just "what if twilight but with no superwholock supernatural shit and with r/womenwritingmen guys. Also none of the girls is described in a way that makes ANY eventual actor older than 17". Which just. Ew.

"Every horror movie is called Saunter" look. 90% of my posts are made under the presumption that one day pm seymour *will* be like "and what the fuck would YOU be, huh? :3". Of course every movie tries to be the new Thing/Saw/Friday the 13th/Gremlins/Tremors/Etc., because sure, art is beautiful regardless, but the monke brain wants golden statues, so why not try doing exactly what another film did? (And then you realize that not only there was no vision other than "fuck them they dont deserve to be better than me"¹, but also CINEMASINS watched that damn thing, and everyone in the comments agreed its the first time he had a correct opinion). Then the fucking FNAF movie came around and said "shut the fuck up and stick to the source material. Take some liberties if you want either a sequel or just want the movie to be Itself rather than Just Another Thing" and that was so cool.

"Every middling adult fiction book is called The Thousand Mile Road To Kelly Larson": m8 im already Autism Blasting onto you your OWN DAMN POST. last thing ya need is another post about the #society (which is so many dead memes i cant even-)

"Every influencer lead dieting brand deal is called Frümpi" dude. There are way too many posts about the "fitness regime" of society, all of them done by people that, unlike me, actually KNOW wtf they are talking about. Best i can tell you is what i KNOW (which is that excess in fiber or proteins kinda deletes your fucking intestine's internal CPU) and not what i FEEL (which i would do, but i dont want to sound like an... *audible disgust* a m e r i c a n c o n s e r v a t i v e 🤢). Also lets be honest, Frümpi is White People Code for "food that tastes good but funds the fucking idk gaza genocide? Congo genocide? The one in Sudan? Do americans think the world is a sandbox for them to kill as many people as they can? And they say videogames cause violence the fucking cunts". And also the name sounds like a granola bar you eat because a box of the things is 1.10€ and its the cheapest in the store and you go back home and you eat one of them and then you realize that damn bar is an offbrand of an offbrand of an OFFBRAND. How. The fujkck.

"Every resale app is called Bootd" the only thing i can say here is: Making Ebay 2 is idiotic, but at least the names sound somewhat funny² so there is an argument for that (also tech illiteracy is KINDA rampant so something that isnt older than me is probably easier to navigate or whatever)

"Every video essay made by someone who just picked a piece of media at random and thinks reading off the Wikipedia page for 80% of the vid is "good enough" is called The Capitalist Horror of Peppa Pig": ok. What fucking HBomberguyClone did you snort this off. Usually video essays are.done correctly. There are sources in the description nobody reads but they still put them because they care dude are you ok do you need somebody to talk to nobody gets this sort of visceral reactions unless they are particularly mad at the topic³ DO YOU NEED A HUG-

"And every place we experience all these things and more is called earth 💕": ...ok no thats actually kinda wholesome cause it implies humanity is Kinda Cringe-desu Innit Bruv and yet thats... what makes us human. Huh. Maybe i shouldnt set the bar on the ground for someone that can jump like a grasshopper.

So yeah this is all the content and the confusion i could squeeze from your post OP. In any case, my ask box is open (and so are my DMs really) and there are helpful footnotes in the post in case something needs higher clarification or is. You know. A Funny.

Also i proofread this damn thing. Something i didnt do for my ACTUAL IRL CLASS TESTS. SO.

every romance book is called the cootie paradox every horror movie is called Saunter every middling adult fiction book is called the thousand mile road to kelly larson every influencer lead dieting brand deal is called frümpi every resale app is called bootd every video essay made by someone who just picked a piece of media at random and thinks reading off the Wikipedia page for 80% of the vid is "good enough" is called The Capitalist Horror of Peppa Pig. and every place we experience all these things and more is called earth 💕

[junejasprose-addict]

first of all, im not erasing anything?? there's been absolutely nothing in canon or even the current spinoff to hint at june, so please don't be so aggressive.

second, by authors if you mean andrew "every ship is canon including incest because fuck you people" hussie, and kate mitchel who hired + defended lolicons, fetishists was generally a very toxic person, by all means take their word for it.

im not trying to bash june, i dont mind her. but dont come after me or anyone who likes john for erasure or bad media literacy like it wasn't a whim decision made by a goddamn toberlone and the only people who have intended to write it so far tried to make 10 accounts of SA canon (see: the entirety of the epilogues).

i will however own up to the man thing, didnt see any pronouns im bio but it wasn't fair to use even as slang. my apologies!

You forgot to turn on anon for this ask lol. Considering the fact that this blog is completely blank, I think it's safe to assume that you're evading a block. And on the initial post I made about this topic, there was one person that left an annoying reblog. I immediately blocked that person without any other kind of interaction. So... is there anything you want to admit to, sillynaos?

Anyways.

In that initial post, I gave multiple examples of content within the main comic that lend credence to june being transfem.

It is extremely telling that you think hussie's gross fascination with incest is at all comparable to them saying "yeah, you found one of my toblerones and asked me to make june canon, so I'll do that." And the second author I was referring to was James roach, who has literally fucking said that june "has always been the plan." It's also extremely telling that you uncritically believe every single thing that Kate Mitchell has been accused of. I really don't care that you heard someone on twitter say that this trans woman interacted with some icky people. As is always the case with these online harassment campaigns against transfems, the validity of the claims are dubious, and the severity of the claims are exaggerated.

And if you think June was a "whim decision," maybe you should actually read my post :)

[daysten444]

Hi! This is 100% in good faith. I saw your tags on this post and I wanted to try to explain the issue, or at least my understanding of the matter! This is actually my 2nd time trying to send this ask bc tumblr sucks and crashed half way thru writing this the 1st time 😭

While "Women's only" spaces, such as gyms, are not inherently a negative thing, the issue is that this kind of separatist ideology, in reality, actually further promotes and emphasizes gender essentialism and isolation rather than actually combat the issue of misogyny and harassment. The op does have some points, such as having more personal trainers who are women and having self defense classes offered at gyms is a great and effective way of supporting the needs and safety of women. But the language and concept of the post is very clearly aimed towards a specific type of woman, centering them and their comfort, not even their actual safety but their Comfort, over the safety of all women, very clearly not taking intersectionality into consideration.

A brown butch woman or a fat stud or a trans girl who forgot to shave could all very much face the same dehumanization and harassment- if not more- at this gym, that she would at a common "all genders" gym, because of the reason that socially she is not granted the same level of womanhood as the ideal skinny, white, cisgender heterosexual woman. She is made out to be the outsider, someone who doesnt belong in the space of pink equipment and tarot cards, she becomes an intruder for simply existing in a space claiming to be for her, which hinders the comfort and perceived safety of the aforementioned socially """ideal""" woman. We are all too familiar with the phenomenon of when white women dont feel safe, they weaponize their white femininity against those ""interfering"" with their comfort. Yes we need safer spaces for women, but being comfortably isolated while posing in front of designated selfie mirrors isnt real safety. All the concept provided by the op does is create the fantasy without actually protecting those who are unsafe. It boils these issues down to "women are special and need their special spaces away from yucky men and others" instead of "we need to make actual systemic and societal changes to end the rape culture that excuses and promotes the harassment and assault of women"

Theres a lot more i could say on this topic as this doenst fully cover everything wrong with this sentiment, but i hope that what ive written has been helpful. I hope you have a wonderful day and take care ❤️

Thanks for explaining! That makes a lot of sense. Sometimes it does slip my mind when white ppl say things it’s always with context. I saw this from the perspective of It being something I personally would enjoy, but not everyone would and if it’s meant to be a safe space in the first place, it should prioritize the comfort of the group in question. But like you said, her definition of the group is not inclusive.

Thanks for taking the time to type this out even though Tumblr crashed on you. I’ll keep it in mind next time I see posts like this.

[sttoru]

Hi, Anya!!!! <333 How have you been?

I'm sorry I was silent for so long. :c I got busy and every time I'd try to write you an ask, something would come up. I'm also sick (my allergies are acting up + my period has just started). (* ´ ｰ`)

But, I've finally watched the barbie movie and also started watching the new Jujutsu Kaisen season. (ง^▿^)ง I managed to watch the first five episodes and I can't wait to watch more. It's understandable why everyone is back in their jjk phase, seeing the characters animated again is great!!! And I really loved the barbie movie, but I won't lie: I knew nothing about it, so I was horrified when the men started being disgusting and embarrassing. (ọvọ)

Ps: Your new theme is so beautiful, I adore it (I love winx and Stella is one of my favourites). <3333

Pps: Mosquitoes are so annoying, if they disappeared I'd be so happy. But the biggest problem in my house are the ants (I'm terrified of them because of childhood trauma). (⁰~⁰) They are always wandering around my room, getting on top of things, there are even some bigger ones with wings that love to be on my ceiling. (-_-)

Ppps: Congratulations on 2.8k!!! (◕ᴗ◕) (you might have reached more than that by the time you read this). You're always reaching so many milestones, I can't keep up, but I'm always proud of you and your works!! ( ŏ̥̥̥̥nŏ̥̥̥̥ )

Pppps: Take as long as you need on your break, Anya. ♡ I hope you enjoy uni and feel better soon!! ୧⍤⃝💐

ᰔᩚ I love you, take care. ᰔᩚ

- ☀️

SUNSHINEEE !!! my day suddenly started to get way better by the time i read this >_<

MY BABY ITS OKKK!! im so glad u r still here thooo thas all that matters xx i’ll always wait 4 u even if it takes years so dw i understanddd!! (also :( hope u feel better soon, pls take careeee !!!)

JJK S2!!! im glad u watched it :3 i forgot to ask who ur fav jjk character(s) is 🧍🏽‍♀️ but fr once i watched s2 i immediately got hyped for the rest of the episodes cant waitttttt (ignores the shibuya arc) ++ the barbie move arghh so iconic, but yeah tthe topics discussed in the movie can b pretty unexpecteddd hope the rest of the movie was fun&fine 4 u though !!

ANTSSSS??!?? WITH WINGSSS??!!!!!!!! ma’am, my condolences 😞☝🏽 no actually thats a big nightmare bcs they can be everywhere yikes maybe you can buy like insect poison or search on the internet for the most effective solution that could be placed in ur room to at least keep them away from your own little space 😭😭

BUT THANK YOU SWEETSSSS !!!! my angel i missed u sm i hope u r doing well & pls take care of urself, stay hydrated & dont forget to put on sunscreen when going out (if its still sunny & hot where u are!) ilysm stay healthyyyyy

BIGGEST SMOOOCHESSSS

[ten-of-imps]

Ten rants about someone they've met who were so authentic they forgot they live on earth and has to be considerate about others

While leaving a conversation when it stops being enjoyable and comfortable is an admirable trait to have, and one I need need to add to my skills and habits, being so focused on yourself, on the other hand, is not. It's time to stop thinking you're the shit, telling fcking heavy stuff to someone you barely know, sitting in your distant Moon thinking how authentic you are, how you know who you are and what you like (not even gonna mention how you dont even bother asking the other person) and that's what the other person has to know about you, pretending that you did so much self growth people just left you because they couldn't handle the new you. No darling, they left because you became more annoying than before. No darling, you're not authentic, you're selfish and you are in this conversation for yourself, so someone else would bring more pleasure in your life. I think you want to catch someone who would somehow care about you the same amount you do, without you having to do any work. That's not how it works

The way people use authentic as a means to let the world spin around themselves is fascinating. I haven't yet seen it taken that far, although I've seen people do it with other concepts. And I am so angry because there's so much I want to say to them, and tell them how fcking nasty it is what they're doing. But from their reaction to me saying how I feel around a certain topic I see they don't care and don't really see nuance that much, or care about taking time to see someone else's perspective. So there's no point. And I'm angry, because it was me who had to run first after that first day. I had to leave first. And I didn't. Why is it that I will try to listen to other people, but I ignore my own voice?

I really didn't think it will end this meh for me, and I thought I will entertain this and see where in the actual hell this will end. And we're deep guys, or maybe im naive and we were just past the first gates. I knew we were deep when life advice started. '' No no no i see people as good and just tired maybe, you should too, this helped me''. Wait did I asked you? Did I started a debate where I saw you taking my points seriously so you expect me to do the same? No? Thought so.

Authenticity means shit if you don't know how to listen to others and always think they are the problem and you're oh so deep and emotionally mature (the irony in this sentence). Ohmygod im so frustrated right now I'm going to explode!

Fucking trust your gut, and if its telling you this won't take long to start shiting knives, it's not worth it.

Believe in yourself and leave the damn alone. Leave the conversation, especially if they say so many already left. THERE WERE REASONS AND THEY ARE NOT SEEING IT!!! Which means they have no self doubt. They think they are right about everything, which is just crazy. They might be fine, but if you sense something's off, IT'S NOT WORTH IT!