#i feel so guilty and ashamed of my regression..

[floatinginlilspace]

shout out to the tiny kiddos who don't regress due to childhood trauma - but instead because of present day triggers !!

(like everyday stress, anxiety, depression, overwhelm, ect.) !

[butchreg]

baby regressor lottie matthews headcanons !! ⤷ featuring : cg ! laura lee 𓈒 padded agere 𓈒 teen tl 𓈒

i combined two requests , one of them being baby lottie thoughts and the other being lottielee headcanons of reg ! lot & cg ! laura𓈒 i hope dat 's okay (ˇ_ˇ’!l)𓈒 requested by 🐦‍⬛ & another nonnie ! i am lottie & a little regressor & laura is my mama so ( ˋ⁻̫ˊ) Ψ 𓈒 enough yappin' you can find my yellowjackets masterlist here & my upcoming list here𓈒

lottie is the Teeniest baby ever𓈒 she rarely regresses older than a year and is very much dependent on her caregiver , being higher support needs even on the rare chance she may regress older𓈒 while puppy ! lottie is a barker , baby ! lot is a pretty quiet tiny one , occasionally gurgling or babbling to her mama but not typically being loudly fussy𓈒

lottie is such a clingy baby which laura lee encourages and loves𓈒 laura loves to babytalk to lottie , giggling at her sweetly and soothing her when she fusses by giving her one of her fingers to suckle𓈒

being so tiny lottie has not mastered object permanence𓈒 the second laura is out of her sight lottie will begin to wail , little face all screwed up and red𓈒 it doesn 't matter if she 's just a few feet out of sight in the same room , if lottie can 't see her she 's not there𓈒

laura lee will come running , shushing her poor girl and scooping her up𓈒 "oh my poor fawnie𓈒 mama 's so sorry ," she 'll say with nearly teary eyes𓈒 "forgive me ?" she 'll say , peppering lottie 's face with kisses𓈒 lottie will immediately stop fussing , whining softly and burbling with giggles𓈒 she 'll give her mama sloppy baby kisses , settling on her chest suckling at her neck𓈒

lottie 's a silly baby , putting everything in her path in her mouth𓈒 she 'll suck on her toys and trinkets though laura will scold her offering her a teether to replace whichever calico critter or shopkins toy she 's got in her mouth𓈒

i mentioned this in an old post but lottie 's too tiny to speak which proves frustrating at times𓈒 laura lee is so sympathetic and understanding , tutting and cooing at her baby's frustrations , brushing her pale fingers through lottie 's long thick hair and soothing her with her words𓈒 laura lee makes lottie puppy themed communication cards by hand which delights lottie to no end , causing her to giggle and kick her feet𓈒

lottie is a padded regressor , something that she 's ashamed of , feeling guilty for𓈒 despite lottie 's shyness , laura lee is oh so patient and understanding with her𓈒 she 's very sweet , always able to tell when lottie has an accident despite her attempts to hide them𓈒 lottie tends to shut down after using her padding , feeling ashamed and silly for them but laura lee always knows how to soothe the poor thing𓈒 lottie will often sob while laura is changing her , feeling embarrassed𓈒 laura is so sympathetic , rubbing lottie 's tummy soothingly and talking her through it , praising her little fawn when she 's all finished𓈒

laura loves to sing to lottie , often rocking her while singing her favorite hymn in a sweet clear voice𓈒 she 's always singing her hymns and nursery rhymes which enchant lottie leaving her babbling happily𓈒 "ooh ," laura will giggle softly𓈒 "does baby want to sing for mama ? hmm ?" she 'll tickle lottie gently , making her giggle𓈒

laura is always calling lottie pet names and nicknames𓈒 lottie 's favorite is "fawnie" , typically earning laura a playful headbutt from her silly fawn𓈒 "there 's my silly girl ," laura will say lovingly , stroking her hair𓈒

lottie has a lamb rattle gifted to her by laura that she loves𓈒 she can play with it for hours and not get bored , oftentimes using it to stim , giggling as she shakes it𓈒 of course it 's nice to put in her mouth as well but her mama always stops her𓈒

[purrrtasticsnake]

Jake

Imagine: Jake as your sub:

Pairing: sub!Jake x femdom!reader

Warning: slight smut, BDSM themes, petplay

(This is a repost, since it got removed from Wattpad. But I changed a few things because my writing style was a little too cringy, even for me).

~•~•~•~

• Puppyplay: The other members definitely already picked up on the fact that your relationship with Jake isn't usual, but he's not that ashamed about it. 

The feeling of being your pet is his biggest joy. Sometimes all he wants to do is go non-verbal and regress to a simple and playful headspace.

When he's not able to wear a collar in public, he'll wear a short neckless (or he'll secretly wear a collar under his clothes) to symbolize his relationship with you. The only time he's not wearing anything around his neck is when he's showering. 

Now, there's one thing that makes a collar even better for him: when there's a leash attached to it. Off course, you'll use it during intimate moments, but it also comes in to play when he has to wait for you. 

Before a session, you'll take a shower and tie his leash to the bathroom door. If he's been a good boy the whole, you open the door a little, so he got a nice view.

One of his biggest treats is when you take him to the forest (with barely any people) and walk him on a leash there. Most of the time he'll stand up, but it's still a really nice feeling for him (especially if you pull him a little bit roughly). And when there's someone in sight, you quickly hide the leash, so it stays a secret between the two of you.

• high protocol: Jake is a little different from most people, he thrives with rules. His day is filled with different types of rituals and habits he has to live by. 

For example; when you're with him, he's not supposed to open doors or load up his plate. You are the one who does that for him, because he's just a poor puppy.

But that doesn't mean he's lazy. You make him a to-do list for every week, and he'll make it a challenge to do everything as good as possible.

Some to-dos are chores, while others are about self-care. 

• Positive reinforcement: Being called a good boy isn't enough for him, he wants you to fully acknowledge it. While he despises punishments, he's obsessed with rewards, treats, words of affirmation, etc.

That's also why he enjoys position training a lot, because he knows you're going to praise him a lot when he does everything correctly. 

He's such a sucker for praise that during the most random moments he'll suddenly try to eat you out. He'll start off by innocently laying his head in your lap and then slowly rubbing his head against your private area. 

From there on, you'll either give into his seduction, or you'll discipline him lightheartedly.

The funny thing is that you also found out that he likes degradation and humiliation once in a while. It's his guilty pleasure, and he'll try to ignore how much it turns him on, but that act doesn't last very long. 

It all started when he was humping your leg, and you jokingly called him a dumb puppy. And all he could do was whimper, 'again...please say it again'. Obviously, you experimented further with this realization.

☆ Choosing Game: ☆

(● = his choice/preference)

1)

● rewards

○ punishments/funishments

2) 

● getting spoiled by Domme

● servicing his Domme

(He needs both)

3)

● petplay

○ ageplay

(It's basically his lifestyle)

4) 

● obedient

○ brat

5)

● praise

○ degradation

6)

● bondage

○ impact play 

7)

● exhibitionist 

○ voyeur

(He loves being naked while you are fully dressed)

8)

○ low protocol 

● high protocol

[sleepystarryskies]

haiii!!!! idk if this would beee too much but if its okay with you could i have some baby jackie n cg nat headcanons?? plsplspls thank uuu

ੈ✩‧₊˚ Cg!Nat + Regressor!Jackie headcanons

{ notes- these took so long i’m sorry, am working my way through the older asks now before i let myself do new ones ! includes mentions of food insecurity. }

🖍️ . . . Regressed Jackie adores Nat so so much, she thinks Nat’s so cool and is always in awe of how she isn’t afraid or ashamed of who she is.

🧸 . . . Nat likes caring for Jackie, it’s definitely different than caring for the other girls because most of them are more rambunctious and aren’t as clingy to her as Jax tends to be.

🛹 . . . An obvious sign of Jackie regressing is when Nat becomes ‘Natty’, and Jackie likes to be called ‘Jax’ or

🍼 . . . Nat used to have to repair her own clothes growing up- and then she started to enjoy it because she could personalise her own clothes, but if one of Jackie’s stuffies gets a tear nat has no problem with repairing it !!

🖍️ . . . Nat tends to stay up quite late, she enjoys having some time where she chooses what to do- after work or school, she likes when everything’s quiet. She’ll often let Jackie stay up with her if she wants too, though not too late as Jackie gets cranky if she doesn’t get enough sleep.

🧸 . . . 99% of the time they end up napping together, Jackie will need coaxing to nap and will only give in if Nat naps with her !!

🛹 . . . If Jax’s wakes up first, then Nat wakes up with a make up brush to the face, or half painted nails !

🍼 . . . Nat struggles a bit Jax’s fussiness with food- not because its a burden for her and she’ll always try her best to account for it and it reminds her of how she didn’t get that choice so feels guilty when Jackie gets upset.

🖍️ . . . Nat makes lots of mixtapes depending on what age range Jackie’s in, will decorate them for her and keeps them in a special box for her.

🧸 . . . Am a firm believer that Nat sets up the best tea parties, will have cookies (shop bought cos she cannot bake), gets all of Jackie’s stuffies and will give warm tea (or juice) in her teapot !

[shsl-simp]

by popular demand (a single person) im posting my ojima and hasegawa agere hcs from my notesapp,,

keep in mind that i wrote these at like 2am for me and me alone with no intention to be coherent or ic. and also like a solid 65% of this is projecting im gonna be honest 😭

ojima --

dreamer and regressor..

probably a toddler regressor, doesnt have much trouble speaking but is definitely quite a bit quieter

enjoys being read stories :3

hiroaki main cg <3

kind of doesnt know hes a regressor for a while. like he knows it probably isnt normal but just doesnt bother w it

^ hasegawa probably figured it out.,,,,

speaking of hasegawa, hes a babysitter for ojima!!

ojima is very laid back and happy when hes regressed, v similar to when hes daydreaming

calls hiroaki mama,, will never admit to it tho

likes to draw :3

feels kinda guilty for his regression? like how he is w his daydreaming

teethers > pacifers

lowkey very weepy whens hes regressed :((

likes just laying in bed looking at picture books with hiroaki

giggles a lot,, just like when hes drunk

^ actually very similarly to when hes drunk except hes quieter and cries a bit

hasegawa

flip,, mainly a cg

first got introduced to agere while studying, then found out his sister was a regressor and became her cg!

reallyyy loves being a cg but hes pretty shy abt it

lowk such a silly big brother cg..... hes so sweet and caring but also jokes w his little a lot

so gentle and kind and ajdbsnshmsns

he is. the best cg for babyre ever.

he enjoys teaching regressors new things!! he has tonsss of info abt whatever they're interested in and he is so willing to infodump

does better w nonverbal regressors ngl ( cough cough wada.. )

if his little is upset, he panics a bit but tries his best to calm them down!

main little is his sister, with him being a babysitter for quite a few people

regressor hasegawa isnt that different from his usual self, actually

hes just a lot quieter and a lot shyer,,,

and weepier :(

he doesnt regress very often at ALL bc he thinks its embarrassing 

^ he doesnt think regression is embarrassing in the slightest, he is just ashamed of himself in general 

only regresses when nobody is around

^ excepttt that most of the times he slips its involuntarily.,.....

the first time he slipped in front of kamimura he cried,,

he was SO scared that kamimura was gonna hate him or something and kamimura was just confused 😭

he explained it afterwards ( his entire face was RED ) and kazutoshi just. did not care

like yeah he was happy that hasegawa had found a good coping mechanism but he like didnt care

( he totally did he just didnt wanna admit it )

kamimura lowkey becomes his cg but neither of them would admit it

[thetinyblossom-archived]

🌸~ Personal Agere Headcanons—

🍡~ Self indulgent —

🌸~ Fandoms — Vox Machina (Critical Role), Guilty Gear Strive, Dungeon Meshi and Arcane (League of Legends)

🍡~ Template by — @ember-owlet

Thank you so much for such a fun template/game!!!

My personal rambles + Blank template under cut!

🌸~ Template —

🍡~ Rambles—

🎲~ Vox machina —

Almost all Flips, Pike is a Caregiver/Babysitter and Grog is a Regressor, rarely taking a caregiver role and if he does is a big sibling/uncle like relationship

Vex has a caregiver lean, while Vax has more of a regressor lean (that’s why I put them in each category)

Gilmore is Vax’s papa <33 he adores Vax so much, always giving him little gifts and treats!

Percy has moments with a bigger regressor or cg lean, it’s really depending on the day

Keyleth is the clingiest girl ever, shy little bunny!

Scanlan is also a pet regressor but more infrequent, regressing to a doggy or tiger cub

🥘~ Dungeon Meshi —

Again, almost all flips lol Chilchuck is a caregiver/babysitter and Izutsumi is a age and pet regressor

Laios is a big brother cg and regresses to a puppy, dragon or any monsters he feels connected to at the moment

Falin is Marcille’s caregiver and vice-versa! (Flip4Flip)

Senshi has a caregiver lean but Chilchuck can always coax him into regressing, the whole party knows how much he needs someway to cope with his past, they are all glad to help Senshi take a break from his guardian role

🦋~ Arcane —

I haven’t watched all of Arcane, but I got hcs!!!!

Give Jinx a break!!!! Let my girl regress!!!

Vi would be the most caring caregiver to Jinx, she really wants to make up for the time she lost away from her and all the pain Jinx had to go through

Vi also regresses but is really ashamed about it, Caitlyn always needs to reassure her and tell her how much she loves taking care of her

Viktor is also a regressor (another one that needs a break)

⚙️~ Guilty Gear

Im gonna be honest, I don’t know much about the whole game lore, but I know bits of lore

Elphelt is an age (1-5 yro) and pet regressor (Bush Dog), Nagoriyuki is her caregiver <3

Nagoriyuki at first didn’t understand anything about agere but he decided to learn more about it for Elphelt’s sake, he thinks is rather cute

Slayer is soooo cg, he definitely takes care of any little one he sees, maybe even Sharon (his wife) is a regressor!

[transfemme-shelterdog]

On the kink discourse: //CSA mention, suicidal ideation mention, OCD guilt + shame

Ageplay is another one of those really stigmatized kinks that people hate on even if both parties are consenting (because obviously there has to be some kind of abuse dynamic going on. demonization the Dom as well)

This is something that I've never admitted to in my life, but I love CG/L dynamics. I didn't really have a choice in developing it; I involuntarily age-regress and because of sexual abuse I faced as a child from my father, my brain has crossed wires and made it so whenever I (once again, involuntarily and usually because of a trigger) age-regress, my mind goes into a sexual space (subspace/littlespace). Or if I am in a sexual situation, my brain will cause me to age-regress as a coping mechanism.

For a long time I was ashamed of this, even to the point of getting rid of or hiding comfort items I would use during regression because I wanted it to feel as horrible as possible so it would stop happening (at least, that was my logic). I, at one point, had tried to get into SFW age-regression spaces but upon seeing the sometimes vitriolic reaction they had to CG/L people existing at all made me feel like I was unwelcome because of the unwanted feelings age-regression brought out in me. I ended up leaving those spaces because I felt so guilty that it was making me suicidal (I have Moral OCD, for reference). My brain was a constant stream of 'I'm sorry. I know I'm bad. I don't want this either. I want to be normal. Why am I so broken?' (This isn't to say that SFW age-regression spaces can't be a thing, I just wish there was more empathy for people in situations like mine)

It wasn't until I realized that I was acting in the same neglectful way towards myself that my parent's acted when I was a kid that I started being more gentle with myself. I still feel a lot of guilt and shame regarding this (which is why I'm on anon even while logged in to my kink blog. just having this blog has helped immensely with it, but it's still a work in progress).

(Also, I just want to say that I love your blog a lot. I love the nuance you give to lots of topics. It's oddly reassuring when I'm getting trapped in the OCD thought spirals about being a bad person)

You're more than welcome Anon. You're not a bad person for having agere coping mechanisms, and I hope you realize that. Everyone copes with trauma in their own ways, and no way is more or more less valid than another. It's neither morally good, nor bad to cope the way you are, and that means that you have all the right to do whatever helps with your trauma best.

You're a good person, and deserving of love and support. I hope you know that sweetheart.

Agere all you want and all you need, I'll always be here to defend and support you. <3

[msnihilist]

Hi, I just wanted to say a post you made a little while back about how in your writing you get to decide whether normally bad relationships like child/adult stuff get a happy ending actually nearly made me cry from joy. I'm plural and regression and older/younger dynamics of all kinds, platonic, romantic, and sexual happen in our system exactly for this reason. Both us and our wife's system were abused badly as kids and it has been an incredible outlet because we know that these people ARE safe, that they're not in these relationships to creep or predate on people but because they know that doing things with them occasionally is a healthy coping mechanism compared to the alternative (and also because consanguinamory rocks tbh). Basically, seeing you say that creating a world where those relationships are genuinely healthy is good for some people made us feel WAY better about some stuff we do that we would never tell anyone in our normal life about and I hope this isn't weird and doesn't make you uncomfortable but we've felt so guilty about it for a while despite knowing that it's 100000% healthy in here that seeing that made us feel so good. It felt like someone finally understood exactly how we feel. I can't go of anon or reblog that post or any response to this bc of backlash from people I know but I just wanted to say thank you for that. That changed us for the better.

You know, what's funny is, I don't personally know how you feel AT ALL. I'm not a system. I don't understand age regression. I don't have any childhood trauma I'm coping with.

I've never been there. All of my stories that reflect my own trauma have dark, grizzly endings. (My therapist recently mentioned something like that, in regards to so many of my recent projects having gaslighting as a theme.)

My unhealthy setups (I.E., incest, child/adult) that have happy endings, have them just because I think it suits the characters or the theme. Not for any trauma/coping reason.

But you know what's crazier? Even though I've never been there, I completely understand how you feel. I don't understand why antis can't. Empathy is not that hard.

I understand that stories like this give you comfort. That it helps you. That you can manufacture a situation where you feel safe, like you should have been as a child. I understand that you get something out of these stories that even I, the author, might not fully grasp.

I understand that your thoughts don't make you a bad person, and that you're so fortunate to have a spouse in the same place you are.

I hope that you continue to heal this way. I hope you can someday stop feeling shame, because you truly are not doing anything wrong. It is okay to pretend that the "adults" in this situation are safe and loving, because they really fucking should have been the first time. You deserve to feel protected. You deserve an adult who won't fail you — not this time.

You are breaking a cycle of violence and hatred, anon. Remember that. Every step down the path of healing is one step further from becoming the same people who once hurt you. Don't let anyone make you feel ashamed just because your road is a little unconventional.

[starsurfacemortalkombat]

Hi!!! If this isn't too weird, could I request MK11 Lord Raiden regressor headcanons?? Thank you in advance! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)

-🦈

Hi!!! It wouldn't be weird at all!! Hope these are all okay!! :D

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Regressor Lord Raiden Hcs

⛈️ I don't really know how to label his regression into an age group?? Like, acts more toddler headspace, but thinks more like a big kid

⛈️ Is more of an age dreamer than an age regressor in my mind

⛈️ Now, thar doesn't mean he doesn't have little days where his mind feels really fuzzy and he feels really small and vulnerable

⛈️ But the problem is that he just can't fully regress, and really only has a handful of times

⛈️ He's Lord Raiden, protector of Earthrealm

⛈️ He has a job to do, what if someone attacks? What if the realm are thrown into chaos and danger because he was relaxing? What if someone got hurt? What if Shao Kahn invaded? What if-

⛈️ It usually takes someone with him in order for him to feel comfy enough to regress

⛈️ And if he doesn't have someone, he will go and search for someone because he doesn't like feeling small alone

⛈️ Mainly (only) likes Fujin being his CG because that's his brother and he knows he can depend on him

⛈️ But if Fujin is unavailable, he'll sheepishly go to Liu Kang or Kung Lao

⛈️ (^ He feels kinda guilty going to them sometimes, mostly because he's the one that took the father role for both boys, but they ADORE small Raiden so it's fine)

⛈️ They like helping Raiden feel tiny and will actively encourage him to do little activities

⛈️ Kung Lao coloring on one side of a coloring book while Raiden colors the other

⛈️ Liu Kang helping Raiden make a funky little dance because they turned some (80s) music on

⛈️ Fujin will walk in and smile at how they try to help him, it does mean a lot to both brothers

⛈️ Sometimes he'll let Nightwolf watch him when Fujin is also small because Nightwolf is Fujin's main CG

⛈️ He likes Nightwolf too, mostly because Nightwolf is really nice and gentle with him

⛈️ Otherwise isn't too good with other people watching him and almost cried when Kitana had to watch him

⛈️ (^ He ended up having a lot of fun, and an accident really good nap in her comfy bed. Which was surprising because he doesn't ever really take naps, and especially without his blankie)

⛈️ Raiden does have big fussy hissy fits some times

⛈️ Sometimes they happen because he becomes too stressed and the world is crashing down on him and everyone needs him and it's just-

⛈️ Shouting at Fujin by accident, stomping his feet, lightning showing through his eyes, tears streaming down his face as he hold onto his head-

⛈️ Usually for these ones, Fujin or you can calm him down quiet easily with a few soft words and touches, and a bunch of patience

⛈️ Yelling at him does nothing but provoke him more, and it might cause some backlash (very rare but it has happened before)

⛈️ If Raiden does end up throwing something or hiting someone, he'll either have to be moved to another room so he can calm down or the action will make him realize what he's doing

⛈️ He will shakingly apologize, feeling icky, upset, and guilty for his actions

⛈️ These types of blow ups can cause extreme little days, and a very clingy Raiden

⛈️ You've gotta communicate that this behavior is not okay, and when he's feeling this way he needs to come to you before having his meltdown so you can work things out

⛈️ Other times it's just because he's incredibly stubborn about something, and wants it NOW >:(

⛈️ Not as much crying in these hissy fits, but they're also incredibly less destructive

⛈️ They're also super easier to calm down because if you just cross your arms and give him a few minutes ans with the gentlest tone you can go say, “Raiden, baby, you okay?

⛈️ He's already feeling really really guilty for getting all fussy over some stupid candy he couldn't have

⛈️ He also feels really ashamed when he has his little tantrums

⛈️ Communication is key, and you have to remind him that just because he's a God, does not mean he doesn't have to communicate

⛈️ Luckily though, while the little tantrums aren't uncommon, they're also definitely not common (unless he's breaking down and regressing)

⛈️ (^ He's also getting . . . somewhat better on regressing more often and not putting all his work in front of regressing, jts just hard sometimes)

⛈️ Other than these two reasons, he's actually an extremely good and well mannered little

⛈️ Doesn't like getting yelled at, doesn't like getting punished, and unless he reeeeeeally wants it can usually take no as an answer to something

⛈️ He also just really likes the praise he gets by being good

⛈️ Please praise this man, he's had such a stressful day, tell him he's doing a good job and that he makes you so proud, please? 🥺

⛈️ Once terrified himself into fully regressing when he was already feeling little and accidentally summoned two extra lightning bolts while trying to show off to Liu Kang (like his MK9 Babality)

⛈️ Liu Kang felt so terrible because at first Raiden looked all proud of himself, and then he was on the ground full on sobbing and hiding in a ball

⛈️ Any kind of thunder usage was banned from little Raiden after that

⛈️ The monks are . . . supportive of Raiden's regression, but most don't understand that he can't do his big kid work right now and they'll have to come back later

⛈️ ^ He swears he can though, and it'll usually end up with him getting incredibly frustrated and pouting in bed intensity (although no hissy fit, he's trying not to just scream and cry when he gets upset)

⛈️ Doesn't have many regression items, but has a blanket that he likes having with him

⛈️ It's a pretty big blanket too, since he's almost 7 ft, and was a gift from Fujin when Fujin first tried getting Raiden to regress

⛈️ Unfortunately, if he sees his blankie, it has to go everywhere with him (and he will gladly try to carry it all in his arms, or just drag it behind him)

⛈️ What do you mean he can't bring it outside? He can!! He very much can, he'll just drag it!!!

⛈️ . . . It won't get dirty if he drags it on the grass, just let him bring it >:(

⛈️ (^ Spoiler alert, it does get dirty, and he gets very upset about the entire scenario)

⛈️ Why didn't you tell him it was going to get dirty? Now it's in the washer and he can't take nap time without it!! This is all your fault, making him live by his own consequences 🥺

⛈️ Don't worry, he'll just have to cuddle up to you instead, it's all fine

⛈️ . . . Or it would be, if he wasn't 7 ft cuddle bug

⛈️ He'll feel too self conscious to sit in your lap, but will happily snuggle against your side!! (Or have you sit on his lap so he can bear hug you, you are not moving for at least an hour)

⛈️ Doesn't actually take nap time, but does really like cuddling in bed and pretending to take nap time

⛈️ Favorite little nicknames are Rai, Kiddo, Sweetheart, Baby, Kid Thunder (I thought it was funny-), and Little Guy

⛈️ Not NOT call him Mr. Grumpy, Kung Lao called him it once and he hates it!! He is not grumpy!! >:(

⛈️ Also doesn't really like nicknames related his godhood, it just reminds him of all the things he still has to do

⛈️ One of his favorite activities is sitting down and kicking his feet, it's also an indication that he's feeling small

⛈️ Also really likes just watch Koi Fish swim around in their little ponds, he thinks they're pretty and has named them all :3

⛈️ What does Grandmaster Hasashi mean that all his fishies already have names? No, that one's name is Blubber!! 🥺

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I didn't mean to make these so . . . sad, I promise. (I love giving angst to God like characters-)

[mamamimiii]

hi im really nervous about these sorts of blogs bc im insecure abt my regresion.. but you seem real nice and my mama (cg) is busy so she cant take carea me. and our new roommate doesnt kno about me bein small, and hes said that he finds it really weird :(

but umm anyway.. m havin a not good time right now because evrythin is loud and my headphones are dead... i feel guilty for having a meltdown, even if no one noticed/helped. thank yu for readin this!! -🐶🪭

That’s alright, sometimes I get nervous about regressing too. It’s easy to feel embarrassed about letting yourself be vulnerable, especially when there are meanies like your roommate. Don’t let him dictate what you can and can’t do— all that matters is that it helps YOU. Some people might not understand, and that’s okay. You’re loved for it anyways.

I’m sorry things are hard :( Sometimes, when things are really loud, it helps if I put a pair of earbuds under my headphones, even if they’re off. It’s not the most comfortable, but it works.

And you never have to feel guilty for having a meltdown. It’s natural to get overwhelmed sometimes. I have meltdowns too, especially when there are lots of things going on at once. There’s nothing to feel ashamed or guilty about. Your brain needs to get out all that energy somehow. Just remember to breathe, and don’t listen to any nasty thoughts your brain might be having <33

[bell4lan]

This is a vent post so feel free to ignore.

Tw: CSA

I've been struggling with something for a long time and don't have anyone to really talk to about it and no one to relate to. I need to get all of this off of my chest because if I don't say anything to anyone I feel as though shame will swallow me whole. I was sa'd when I was younger. I don't remember the exact age, but it was before I was 8 years old. This trauma has led me to develop kinks that I am very ashamed of. I've spoken about it to a friend before, but they didn't get me. They didn't understand just how gross I feel about it, and how guilty I feel for having it. They were supportive and understanding, but not in the way I need someone to be, you know?

I have an odd liking for calling partners 'daddy', which at times makes me uncomfortable, but it's something I developed from the trauma. I have an odd like for wanting to feel innocent and dumb during sexual situations, as though i'm being taken advantage of, but not really? I don't like cnc, I consider my preference consensual all the way through. As though i'm being taught to do something I don't know about by someone that knows a lot more. I don't like being thought of as a kid during it or being referred to as one (i've been called kiddo while experimenting with this to cope, it made me deeply uncomfortable and just triggered me). I enjoy being called 'baby boy' though that is not entirely because of trauma. I do just generally find it endearing. I enjoy being called 'little boy' not in the way that makes me a child, but in the way that feels a bit like degradation and emphasizes the power dynamic. I feel as though I have to make all of that clear to convince not only others, but myself that it is not as disgusting as it could be. I say it to comfort myself. It's all true, i'm not lying, but I feel deep shame as if I am.

I age regress when badly stressed/upset. I don't think my age regression really goes into any of my kinks. I feel repulsed sexually when I am regressed. Though both in regression and in separate sexual situations, I enjoy being taken care of and 'babied' in a way. I know that is the right word for my age regression, but I don't know if it is for my kinks. I'd enjoy dressing in cute and pastel clothing. Not childlike, just like kawaii japanese fashion. I just want to feel cute and innocent even though I know i'm not and never was. Because I like these two things in both, it makes me feel worse. Like i'm sexualizing my age regression and am someone so deeply disgusting even though i'm aware that they are separate things for me and it's just a little overlap and nothing bad.

I feel shame so heavy it's like the world is on my shoulders. I cannot speak to anyone about this, in fear of being judged or misunderstood. I have no real ways to cope with it. I have no ways to be comfortable in my age regression or my sexual preferences. I have no one to relate to. No one who understands me. I thought medication would make it all go away. I was hoping I wouldn't need therapy but I do. I refuse to see a therapist about this.

I feel as though writing would help me as it sometimes does when getting feelings out. But writing stories involving those kinks that I have would make me feel so ashamed and disgusting, especially to others. I don't want anyone to view me as a predator because i'm not. I already hate myself enough for even feeling this way, I don't want others to hate me for the same reason.

I don't know what I want or expect by posting this. Maybe I want someone to relate to me. Maybe I want someone to tell me that i'm not gross and that i'm safe and everythings okay. Maybe I just want to let everything out and tell people anonymously about my struggles with convincing myself i'm not disgusting and horrible. That i'm not just as bad as the man who did what he did to me because I have these kinks.

If you read all of this, thank you. Keeping all of this mess of feelings and thoughts inside made me feel as though I was going to break one day. Maybe todays that day. I'm not really sure. I'm sorry to anyone that enjoyed my work and views me negatively now. Trust me, I wish I wasn't this way far more than anyone else ever could. I don't think anyone could hate me for this as much as I hate myself.

[butchreg]

U^ｪ^U  lottie matthews agere headcanons !

link to all yellowjackets agere headcanons ^__^

nat will be referred to here with he/him prns .

a lot are self indulgent/projection bc eye am literally lottie in da flesh please be kind :<

cw(?) — a lot of my lottie headcanons revolve around vent regression . have some happy ones too but please be nice a lot of them revolve around my personal memories

i think adult!lottie is more of a caregiver than a regressor but teen!lottie is just a baby . :( <3

lottie is typically a baby/toddler regressor && a deer/puppy regressor ! her regression is involuntary && she primarily vent regresses . at first she tries to pretend to be big but she always ends up a teeny mess . lottie has been regressing since she was a child though she didn't know that was what she was doing until she was older .

lottie is the person who introduced regression to the team though it was entirely an accident . after an injury on the soccer field lottie slipped which while initially confusing the other yellowjackets ended up introducing many of them to a coping mechanism they would start to employ or that they took part in already without realizing it .

lottie's regression before the team found out about it was mostly a negative experience — she spent most of her time regressed crying or dissociated . things have gotten better since then but it is still usually a difficult experience for her .

lottie is typically nonverbal while regressed though if she's able to speak it is typically with one word sentences . she can get overwhelmed often when she wants to say something but physically can't . if words are too hard she gets frustrated && will cry . to help her feel less frustrated laura made her puppy themed communication cards !

lottie typically does not display her emotions but when she's regressed she finds it easier to display her negative emotions . she is no stranger to tantrums && typically only laura lee && nat know how to calm her down . lottie is autistic && often has meltdowns or shuts down when she is overstimulated or if she touches a bad texture or hears a bad sound .

baby deer — head butts to communicate && shakes her head a lot to stim with her "antlers". also a pup — loves head pats/scratches && pets . curious little pup — when she's in a better mood she loves to follow others around . loves to bark && nuzzle . she paws at people to get their attention && cocks her head a lot when curious or confused .

lottie was a bedwetter even before the crash . typically a nanny would take care of it but when her parents found out about it she would be punished . padded regressor which while lottie knows is for the better she feels guilty && ashamed about . she doesn't like that people know about it but she had trouble hiding it — laura especially is so sweet and patient && understanding about it . she always knows how to cheer lottie up if she has an accident && gives her extra cuddles . lottie has trouble communicating but laura always can tell when she needs help — she usually becomes extra clingy or even shyer than usual .

being called "charlotte" is a trigger for her especially when regressed . it reminds her of her father && the hospital . she often has flashbacks while regressed && laura helps her to ground herself && calm down . she always reminds lottie that it's okay to feel her feelings && to be upset .

have thoughts about after laura but too hard for me to think about at the moment ( flashbacks . :< ) so Nothing Happened because laura live forever . .. !! ! !

lottie being so infatuated with bigger regressors like mari && wanting to play sooo bad . she's too little to play properly but she loves watching && will always clap when mari wins at games or pulls a good prank . she always tries to copy mari because she looks up to her when regressed (oh how the turntables have turned) && mari pretends to be annoyed but really she loves it .

lottie typically puppy!regresses when she's in a better headspace . she can be super playful && likes to "fetch" things for her friends to be helpful . lottie loves sitting at people's feet when she's in puppy mode . she likes to bite affectionately or if she's feeling a big emotion but she needs a lot of reminders from nat not to bite too much or too hard . " ah ah , silly puppy , we don't want to hurt our friends .."

bonded with nat over having crap dads — it helps both of them when lottie regresses because it comforts nat to know he's making a difference with lot && she feels especially safe with him because he understands . lottie loves when nat puts on music or sings to her ! sometimes she's too small to understand the words but it makes both of them happy .

[doe-eyed-dreamr]

Just going to use this post to be sad for a second so scroll if you need to honey <3

Having a chronic illness and regressing sucks.

I think maybe things would be a little easier if I had a caregiver and that just makes me sad. I have friends who know about my regression but they're generally only available over the phone and lots of things I struggle with are physical.

On the flipside, I don't know that I'll ever find someone to be little with that I don't feel guilty about. I'm always so ashamed of "wasting their time" and "being too needy" and even though finding a community on here has made me more confident in my regression those feelings are so hard to ignore.

Not sure anyone will read this and that's totally okay - I just needed to get my feelings out so I can try to move past them ┐(‘ ～`;)┌

[lesbianologist]

What i really loved in Ch.15 is that this was the best version of Deborah. This was Deborah Vance fully intergrated, esp in the last scene. It seemed like choosing love, integrity, honest and art it really led her through a breakthrough in her own psyche. Parts of herself that were disconnected before or hidden, it seemed like they were balanced now. She is ferocious and fierce, still very charismatic and magnetic but there is this vulnerability now too, this bravery pt1

pt2 this bravery to be better and do better. In the last scene she is fiercely protective of Ava and her choice, murderous with Bob, but so so patient and calm, reassuring, affectionate and there was no hesitation there, there was certainty and a newfound clarity about her own feelings and desires as wells as Ava's and she went for it.

thank you so much for this — truly. it means a lot that you saw her that way, because CH15 was meant to be a massive pivotal moment for her. not a total transformation, of course, she needed to be forced to choose. that final scene especially was deborah present in a way she’s rarely allowed herself to be.

and yes, when bob says “you threw it all away. for her? really?”, that was the moment i wanted to capitalize on more. in canon, deborah says “move” before that, but even when he says that line, you can see in her face how assured she is. she just owns it with no defensiveness, no flinching, and i wanted that to feel like the most assured she’s ever been. because she’s not exactly confused anymore about ava. it’s the clearest she’s been in years, maybe ever. there’s something powerful in that stillness—in the way she doesn’t justify it, doesn’t argue. she just chooses her. that’s what made it brave, even if it was a little reckless. for someone like deborah, who’s lived her whole life with a backup plan tucked into every corner—that kind of certainty is everything.

but of course, that kind of clarity is hard to hold onto when your world falls apart. not only that, but i needed to delve into that deeper in 4.10, too, because i was still planning on using 4.10 for CH16.

(spoilers for 4.10 but mainly CH16 of my fic "beyond punchlines"):

as many of you now know, chapter 16 finds her spiralling. the grief of what she gave up—her show, her legacy, this dream she’s carried for decades—starts to catch up with her. and it’s complicated. she knows it was the right choice, but she also feels like she was forced into it. she’s angry, ashamed, gutted, and feels guilty that ava had to get dragged through the mud with her. she’s afraid she’s ruined both their lives. and beneath all of that is this growing dread that none of it will matter—that people will forget the work, the success, and only remember the failure. moreover, that people will quickly forget the hard work she did in order to be a better person. add in her fear about the age gap, the encircling of the media, the feeling that she’s too much, it's too late, and well—it’s all starting to cave in on her.

and because she’s deborah, she does what she knows. she retreats. lashes out. tries to regain control in all the wrong ways. she desperately needs therapy, no question about that—but she also doesn’t trust it. the last time she went, just to keep custody of DJ, her therapist turned out to be a prick and a creep. they ended up "sleeping" together as we know. he took advantage of her vulnerability, and frankly, i consider it more coercive SA. sadly, it didn’t just break her trust��it just compounded another layer of shame she never unpacked. so now, ava is the only safe person she has left, and even that terrifies her.

but all of this? it’s not regression. it’s just the mess of healing. it’s not linear, and it’s not clean. she is growing. she is learning. and even in the stumble, there’s forward motion.

[sensitiveuser]

Special post : Sadness, despair, shame, guilt... :'(

I'm not used to expressing my emotions in public. I have no intention of playing the victim.

I am writing you (from my university) a special (and purely subjective) post in which I only express my anger, my sadness, my anguish and my despair...

This evening, the perpetrators of the genocide are meeting in Paris... What a shame that I don't live in Paris, otherwise I would have liked to disrupt this gala of shame... The same goes for the France-Israel football match... Before accusing me of anything, know that I do not intend to use violence in my most cherished fights (in any case, I do not have the physical strength for that...). All my support to the comrades who are mobilizing for the boycott, and who are, on a daily basis, victims of defamation and political and media lychology...

As for me, every day, every evening, every night, I do nothing but think about the situation in Palestine and Lebanon. My brothers and sisters, I have never forgotten you, and I will never forget you...

Am I depressed? Having always been honest, my answer is "yes". Am I ashamed? Yes, I am ashamed. And I feel guilty, enormously (especially when people ask me for help, and I am unable to do so due to lack of sufficient resources)

I had managed to get back on my feet, after having had a series of bad tests in 2020-2021. However, I dare to say it on Tumblr: 2024 is a rotten year (I can no longer watch my language, and my epilepsy + lamictal make me regress in this area, both orally and in writing ... I have lost all optimism ...

Thank you to all those who have liked me since October 10...

Sincerely <3

Goodbye <3

[shyheartfawn]

Hi!! Just saw your post about your partner telling you to "get rid of agere" and I'm so so sorry about it. However, you know you don't have to get rid of a part of yourself because of another person, yeah?

Even if he's your partner... it feels wrong that he doesn't accept a part of you and he wants you to change because it makes >him< uncomfortable. You could try to explain to him again another time, saying you can still be partners and agere it's just your healthy coping mechanism. It's part of who you are, you know?

Be proud of who you are, little one. You should be treated with maximum respect, and please, never stop being who you are. Wish you the best, kiddo <3

Thank you very much.

Its given me a lot to think about tbh. I told him I am not okay with getting rid of it and that we can compromise by me not doing it around him, but ultimately im starting to feel unhappy with not being able to be myself around my own partner i guess. Even trying to regress on my own I now feel ashamed and guilty and weird. And so there is much to think about. I dont know

thank you again kind stranger !!