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prettybbychim · 1 month ago

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when i first got hu tao back in the day i didn’t like her playstyle so she was benched indefinitely . i don’t think i played her w a vape team either bc i 1) didn’t know wtf i was doing and 2) i’ve always had an issue w a lack of hydro supports

but she’s grown on me a lot as of late (wangsheng funeral parlor duo let’s get iiit) and, after having played arle so much, i’m wayyy more comfortable w her playstyle. plus i got geo daddy for shields altho i think i need to beef up his HP since i got vortex vanquisher and lost a good chunk without black tassel and uh let’s just say. she ded

anyway i had some good pieces on standby, then stole diluc’s crit rate crown, stole the staff of homa from arle (who stole the primordial jade winged spear from xiao who now has the skyward spine) all in preparation for her skin 💀

my girl is doing fantastic ngl i was very pleasantly surprised and she’s looking v cute while she’s at it

i am glad i sat on my genesis crystals tho i wasnt going to spend any money on her skin and i stopped buying welkins. was debating whether i wanted to just spend it on barbara’s skin (i think its v adorable but i never use her) or on keqing, who i use frequently but im not head over heels for it lol

so yeah i was waffling but now i got a vv cute skin and a cute girl and a new main dps and a new unit to use in the theater and just a new character to play in general ive been getting bored of my usual teams so its a win all across the board

#i feel like talking today apparently lol #just rambling

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queenerdloser · 2 months ago

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my christmas eve drinking game includes: my mom saying something about me "outdoing" her with presents, my dad bringing up trump in a completely unrelated conversation to rant about him, my brother in law saying something that gets completely unheard by my parents, my sister giving me a Look after our parents do something completely insane

#fingers crossed my dad just fucking forgets about trump today im so tired of talking about him #every year my mom makes like. passive aggressive comments about me outdoing people with gifts #as if that is my sole purpose in gift giving! to outdo her!#i mean i do love winning at gift giving but like. i buy the gifts bc i want to give them to people mom #maybe if you thought about other people instead of yourself when gift buying i wouldnt outdo you every year lmaoooo #anyway. dumping my annoyed/bitter feelings here to go into christmas eve celebrations with a clean heart lol #also apparently i am going to church. the only good part about that is i actually love singing christmas hymns so i'll suffer thru it #liveblogging life #others are: my mom and dad treating my sister like a waitress in her own home. someone complaining about my crunchy ass cookies.#my mom wailing about not having lefsa or glogg bc the norwegian store was too busy to grab them this week

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melverie · 9 months ago

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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again

#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but #i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries #and it just made me miss it so much #+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore #like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that #but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too #so i'm kind of at a loss here #tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up #i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right #i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries #that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way #aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that #also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while #like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that #but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut #ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there #do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me #and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here #that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this #longing feeling to start again lol #hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows

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shima-draws · 10 months ago

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MANNNN my anxiety won’t QUIT. Send me some asks perhaps 🤲

#Long story short work has been REALLY fucking stressful #Like. I’ve just been completely buried for what feels like months #And I can’t keep up #And I keep getting chewed out for things that aren’t even my fault 😭#Talked to my coworkers today and they’re in the same boat #Me: Did you get chewed out by [boss name] too #My coworkers: Yup lol #I’M GLAD IT’S NOT JUST ME #That made me feel a little better #But I’m still just. A ball of stress #I can’t calm down 😭#I really need to learn how to leave all my stress at work once I walk out the door #But no she follows me home like a stalker. She won’t leave me ALONE #There’s only so much I can do. As one person. As one human being who only works 8 hours a day #Lies down #I’m so tired. I don’t want to be anxious about this but apparently my body is making the rules! Damn her!!!#Shima speaks #Just remember you’re not alone Shima…your coworkers are as stressed and overworked as you are…

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 4 months ago

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Ooooookay so not sure im gonna keep going to walmart to get my groceries unless absolutely necessary cuz the one closest to my house is awful

Its fucking massive. The app tells you the wrong aisles for everything. And there were way too many fucking people. Not a fan.

#also experienced some culture shock going into a gas station and the cashiers being behind bullet proof glass #theres also like. armed guards at the smaller grocery stores #walmart did not have guards #by the time i got to the gas station from walmart my brain was so fried i couldnt register that there was a keypad on the pump #i normally pay inside anyway but i didnt really feel like talking to anyone after walmart #but then i put my card in and it was like “enter your pin or hit enter to continue”#and for the life of me i could not find the damn keypad #so i went inside anyway #and then once i started putting gas in my car THEN i saw the keypad #which i probably looked directly at before but ugh #I FORGOT TO GET GRANOLA BARS AGAIN #AHHHHH #im so tired #im so glad my job requires very little mental energy #cuz i dont know that i have the bandwidth for anything else this week #and its only monday #but i can handle work #work is easy #i mean the project im working on rn is annoying but its not HARD #the boxes are just messy as fuck and it takes awhile to sort through #like fucking hell why you gotta just shove the papers in and get them all bent out of shape #this is a mess #also me and my mom apparently both wanted toaster waffles today cuz we both bought them on our respective shopping trips #so we're stocked up for awhile lol #same kind same size box and everything lol

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neathbound-fiends · 5 months ago

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not fl related but lol + also lmao. Almost forgot I have an appointment w the audiologist again tomorrow after work

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ilovecoffeeandchemistry · 4 months ago

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ooooh i woke up in a bad mood and it's so hard not to be a bitch about it

#i don't want to ruin the mood for my family so i'm just laying in my bed and think about everything that pisses me off #and i'm getting more and more mad about it #come to think of it it's kinda funny but also really frustrating #i probably just need to cry because i've been extremely tired and stressed for the past week #but i don't want to make myself sad on purpose so now i'm really angry over literally nothing lol #for example today i saw my colleague and turns out she knows my father #and she was like 'oh your dad really misses you!! he mentions you all the time!!' and i was like '....really?.....'#because i thought he didn't care at all (and the feeling is kinda mutual)#because call me crazy if you want but if i miss someone i just go talk to them.... problem solved........#we barely talk but apparently he's yapping abt me all the time to everyone so everyone thinks that he's oh such a loving and caring dad #which makes me look like a bitch of a daughter #which is like #on one hand i couldn't care less #but on the other #why would you talk about missing me to other people and bever bother to try and talk to me yourself??#though i probably dodged a bullet #talking to him is extremely hard because he's incredibly stuffy? boring? english doesn't have enough words for that #and i don't wanna listen to him talking about himself for 2 hours straight without having a chance to interrupt him 🤩🤩🤩#ooof #idk how to stop being mad i probably need to distract myself somehow #anyway there is probably a ton of mistakes here but i'm too lazy to fix them #idk i wish i could scream so loud that every bad thought in my head would disappear forever #i'm so tiredddddd

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tardis--dreams · 7 months ago

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Alright maybe my coworkers don't Actually hate me after all~

#me since Friday: omg you made it weird they all resent you now #my colleagues today: have you prepared for your appointment? [giving me 100 tips on how to get through it]#'actually you should start as an editor right away it would be unfair to make you do a traineeship'#wait you support that? i thought you hated me because I'd be useless for you because i couldn't help you as I do now anymore??#(i didn't say the 'i thought you hate me' part lol. i just said 'oh but wouldn't it be to your disadvantage?' and no. apparently not #whoops #also when i had the conversation with the boss he was leaning very much towards the traineeship #but also said 'well but [name] said a traineeship wouldn't be necessary for you because you already are so familiar with everything #and we also offer the additional trainings to our editors so hmmm'#like what? she actually told you that? (even my other two coworkers were like 'oh she told HIM directly??' like. i'm soft)#so yeah let's see where this gets me. if i actually get an Actual job there it will be much more stressful because I'll have fixed #working hours. but it would also be nice to stop being primarily a student. that's like. the main thing.#also when i was on the train with coworker 1 (I'll give them numbers now lol) he told me coworker 2 said she liked working with me #and coworker 3 was excited to hear i was coming to the office when he told her. like ???#ok enough of this #i just feel a bit better now that i know I didn't actually break their trust or whatever and they don't hate me lol #(also coworker 3 seemed really excited when we were talking about the trainings (like. special courses. usually during the weekend) I'd have #to do because she wants to do them too and 'we can do that together then!!! that would be great!!'#void screams #work stuff

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jackass-jones · 7 months ago

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My ass was trying so hard not to jump up and down with glee playing yttd with my sister and getting to the shin reveal I was like MY GUY MY FUNNY LAD MY SILLY RABBIT

#the klock keeps ticking #yttd #its like i cant get ahead of myself when talking about him cuz theres still a lot not revealed by the end of ch2 but STILLLL #i was keeping my opinions on characters pretty neutral this whole playthrough though my bias towards gin and kai was very apparent lol #and i did start screaming in agony reliving my worst nightmare joe dying #i dont think my sister was nearly as torn up about it as i was though like god ill still never get over it #the first time i played i actually gross sobbed like maybe i was just sleep deprived but i was inconsolable literally never cried that hard #but yeah we did the second main game today and i was like #‘not trying to persuade your vote but heres one million reasons why we should let shin live ahaha’#i dont think she was very happy with her vote aldnks #but yeah i really am gonna be sooo annoying next time we play im literally gonna bring pages of shin analysis with me that i can gush about #it is an interesting thing this character cuz to me like everything about him is so clear like even from the beginning i just didnt buy #the idea that he was genuinely an asshole i knew there had to have been something more going on #and idk if ive made it clear guys…but hes exactly like me guys hes just like me fr #his story hits so hard it feels like my own self insert which is weird cuz obviously thats not true #but like i feel like its either you get it or you dont and if you dont understand exactly what this character feels cuz you feel it yourself #i feel like so much of him just wont make any sense to you #maybe im just being pretentious idk but like if you cant relate to his abuse and just #very blatant bpd then I feel like youll just judge him on how good or badof a person he is #like it just doesnt feel like itd hit in the same way like when i see this character talking about being hopeless and the way his trauma #makes him act irrationally like god it just clicks so hard it makes so much sense and i can physically feel it through the screen #I MAY BE FERAL ABOUT THIS CHARACTER TO AN ABSURD DEGREE SHHH #basically what im getting at is i feel if i dont over explain everything about this character to other people i fear they just Wont Get It #and that they will be judgmental which idk i guess makes me defensive #anyway yeah i just enjoy getting to re experience the spiral this guy has given me and i will be thinking about it a lot tonight

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mattynmarns · 8 months ago

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just finished the hobey baker podcast series and oh man

#first of all it felt really well done and thoroughly researched #and they were so particular about how they showed hobey and percys relationship and explaining why and what the norms of the times were #also apparently literally everyone was in love with hobey baker??#there was a part where it was all his various classmates talking about how attractive he was lmao #it lasted for like a solid 5 min #anyways. hobey baker. handsome and athletic. had the local billionaire wrapped around his finger so much that said billionaire donated #the first ever college hockey rink in his memory that's still used today.#and the letters hobey received from percy were mysteriously lost/destroyed after the war #and the letters hobey sent were recovered and the main one that sticks in my head #was about pictures percy sent to hobey and hobey said yeah the first pic wasn't good lol but the second one 👀🤔🥴😤🥵#I think the quote was along the lines of I will be looking at that picture when I feel dirty like. plausible deniability out the window #anyways it's cool to hear we've always been here and fun to learn about insane hockey players #very interesting podcast and if you have espn+ or a way to listen I def recommend

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dandyshucks · 9 months ago

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brain is so silly bc I'm thinking "i wish Guz had cold hands so when I'm stressed he could cup my face and it'd soothe the itchiness I get when I start scratching at myself from the stress" and then I realized wait he's a fictional character. I could just say he has cold hands if I wanted. but he DOESN'T, i just KNOW that man is a heater !!! he will get me overheated so easily and that is simply something i am happy to put up with because i love him !!!!

#my temperature regulation is very bad but luckily i am more often cold than overheated so fjfkdl #it'd work out most of the time! but sometimes... he runs too hot and i will suffocate if he is physically affectionate DBDJKL #but thats okay bc i love him and am more than happy to deal with any overheating bc I like him sooooo much :3 #but yeah idk my body hates me and loves to give me an overload of histamines when im anxious apparently LOL #thus... stress itchiness. rest in peace my skin 😔😔#anyways we're having a garage sale today and i am physically unwell with nausea and very itchy #trying not to make my skin and face all red and welted (from scratching) but goodness gracious i am being tested fhfkdl #and a pair of cold hands on my face other than my own cold hands would do wonders... ougghhhh #Wardell definitely has cold hands and i think ... hmm. idk who else would #Philby sometimes would but not super often and Theodor might occasionally when he's feeling under the weather #me just making shit up right now DBDJDKL #im 50/50 on whether my beloved janitor has cold hands or not. cannot decide!#and not to be cheesy but I think Sun and Moon would be able to cool their hands like an ice pack bc theyre a daycare bot #i never talk abt them bc I feel a little silly abt them but i do very much like the silly robots LOL #ANYWAYS. RAMBLE OVER. i have to go eat some food and then hopefully avoid helping too much w manning the garage sale 😭#💜so good at being in trouble #dandy.cmd

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#sorry i cant shut the fuck up today. i think i just feel worse on the weekends bc i kno i shoulf b relaxing #ppl r telling me to relax. take a break. let me kno how i can help. let me kno if theres a problem. bc my behavior is apparently ya kno like #visibly somethings not right. but how tf am i supposed to relax when i have so much to do #so im stuck spiraling like dont work but also think insistently abt working. but get nothing done. its horrible #mostly rn im stressed abt all the grading i havent done and the work on my masters data i havent done #but its like. something in my head is on fire and it's burning thru all my cognitive energy. i am just trying to keep existing #how tf am i supposed to find the energy to read 45 lab reports? im like illiterate #and idk i just feel bad about coming into a new lab being so sick. i just dont like being a problem #it also does not reflect well on my future career that im being such a flake on things. like sorry if i have to work on my research #assistant data rn i might die ✌️ ugh. itll b fine. i just need to find a way to effectively manage my head #and i keep hearing my dads voice in my head talking abt personal responsibility but like i dont even kno how to employ that. i could suck #it up and double down on productivity but that way leads to burnout and self destruction. do i doubke down on relaxing?#i dont kno how to do that. like u would probably just have to drug me. which is y i do not partake in substances. that way also leads #to self destruction. so what am i do to? cross my fingers and pray for a fluctuation in my general mood?#hope that aliens invade and that an incoming invasion sharpens my focus onto only one single thing?#idk. but my sister is finally working on the fish i askrd her yo draw me. so i gotta think of how i wanna get it tattooed #bc shes not an art person and its an act of indulging chaos to get an imperfect image tattooed onto me #so i might have to do some things to make it make me not insane. i asked for this bc i like causing myself problems. also i was in a #slightly altered state of mind when i asked lol but i stand by it haha. anyway. idk things r just annoying and hard rn as i knew they would #b. and im good at catching myself before things get dangerous but it sucks that i feel like a ticking time bomb of destruction. ugh.#unrelated

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hyvee · 9 months ago

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Even tho its wfh on tues wed and fri my coworker comes in everyday bc thts what he prefers and hey no judgement but i feel bad bc i’m so quiet and he’s rlly talkative

#i’m in office everyday cus im training #i feel like im just so bad at small talk and im so soft spoken i have to repeat myself a lot 😭😭😭#apparently higher ups r visiting today and he keeps refering to them as ‘the suits’ lol

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salsflore · 11 months ago

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i just realized today marks 5 months away from my home, cats and friends ☹️

#i miss my friends terribly . . they were apparently talking about me today. it seems the feeling is mutual — how nice! but like‚ also sad #💭#omg i remember saying id give everything up to magically not have to study anymore. i still have to study but karma got my ass y’all LOL

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seonghwasblr-moved · 2 years ago

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Goodnight friends aka moots I’ve probably never talked to! Remember you are loved and beautiful and the world is a better place with you in it! ♡

#maja talks #goodnight friends #todays tmi is I went to the doctor to get my wound cleaned #and (don't read the following if you are screamish!!!!!!!!) apparently it's deeper than the nurse at the surgeon said #like she said it's like 0.5cm deep but the nurse at my normal doctor said it's 1.5cm deep so...#she took at picture and showed me and it's really weird to think about how I have a literal hole at the back of my neck lol #and there's a little cloth in the wound that I will have to remove tomorrow and it's lowkey really scary?#I'm going to try to do it myself but if I can't (if I can't see it or if it makes me feel sick to my stomach lol) my friends #promised to help remove it #get you friends who don't mind touching your deep wound for you if it's in a place you kind of can't see it easily lol #keep me in your thoughts cause even the thought of doing it makes me uncomfy otl #but it has to be done so... also I'm scared it'll hurt otl #yesterday when I got the wound cleaned at the surgeon place it was the worst pain I've ever experienced #like it was literally awful and it made me feel sick #it wasn't as bad today cause the nurse today was way more gentle #hoping the water won't hurt too much tomorrow #okay I've rambled enough GOODNIGHT #tw wound #also I'm seeing my friends tomorrow and I'm really excited about it

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monsterbisexual · 2 years ago

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wish i was smashing my coworker(s) w comically large cartoony mallets rn

#one of em (n this is normal for him) showed up an hr n a half late #2 of em who shld have been here 2ish hrs ago didnt show up n apparently also didnt call in #someone in at 1 has already called in (i only know cuz i had to call abt the missing 6am ppl)#so its just been me for like 2 n a half hrs so today will be fucked probably 👍#n the guy whos aaaalways late is makin me so mad rn he almost never has any excuse just like well here he is now #n when hes here he doesnt even like work hard n i get it like he says he doesnt give a shit abt this place #but its likeee i guess no solidarity or sympathy for ur coworkers who are in the same boat huh :/#n i asked if he would do the job i usually do today (partly cuz i even mentioned he says he doesnt care if customers yell at him #n i rly do n shit will be late today so.) but he didnt feel like it ofc n said some shit abt 'logistically'#he shld be doin the other job (paranoid abt talking abt my job in too much detail can u tell lol)#cuz his speed that we can look at is usually faster than mine i assume he meant #n rn so far for the day we have the exact same rate. ok die #sry idk work fills me w rage like not much else tbh #p #rly dont wanna see my dipshit manager when he gets here later either #i just knowww he'll ask why we arent further ahead n ill def be honest ngl #just gotta be civil which is hard for me w him due to i hate him so much

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