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w2soneshots · 2 days ago
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Valentine -W2S
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warnings: none, just fluff!
summary: you and Harry spend a wholesome valentines day together.
notes: hello my loves! I’m single af so here’s a cute little fic I wrote with my fav British boy to make me feel better😌🫶🏼. Enjoy!!✨
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y/username: happy Valentine's Day💌
-comments-
wroetoshaw: sneaky
-> y/username: took my chance while you were distracted by the sweets🤗
faithloisak: gorgeous as always
-> y/username: I 💗 U
y/nfanpage21: balloons AND flowers! my girls living the dream🥹🤍
user: ugh, they're disgustingly cute
I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was red heart shaped balloons. I looked around for Harry but he was nowhere to be found. I was extremely confused for a second before I remembered that it was valentine's day.
Just a few minutes later Harry walked into our bedroom holding a tray. "Good morning love," he greeted with a bright smile before placing it in my lap. The tray had pancakes covered in fresh fruit, a coffee and a card tucked into the side.
I looked up at him. "Thank you. Happy valentines day baby." Harry smiled then leaned down and we shared a quick kiss.
After eating the food, which was delicious, I opened the card. On the front it read, "you're a bit of a twat, but you're my twat." with read hearts surrounding the letters. "Very funny," I mumbled through laughter.
Inside the card was a different story. He wrote, "to y/n. I love you so much I don't think I could live without you (so you better not leave me!)," I giggled as he sat patiently waiting for me to read. I continued, "we have a special dinner at 7 so be ready to get your hands dirty. Love Harry."
"That was so sweet." I set the card on my nightstand and moved over to hug him. "Okay, wait there. Lemme go get your card from me!" I called as I cheerfully made my way into our wardrobe where I'd hidden everything.
I returned just a minute later with a gift bag. "Ooo, what's this...?" Harry inquired as I plonked myself down next to him and passed him the bag. "Open it and see!"
Harry was quick to fling the tissue paper across the room and look inside. "Ah! This is sick!" He looked at me with the cutest and brightest smile. He pulled out the special addition supreme jumper that he's had his eye on.
It wasn't super cute or wholesome like most valentines gifts but he's impossible to buy for so I didn't have many options.
"How the fuck did you manage to get this?" He asked, "it's been sold out everywhere!" I chuckled as he admired it. "I have my ways..."
A few hours later we decided it'd be fun to go and see the movie we've been wanting to watch in the cinema. We both got dressed into some comfy clothes and headed out.
On our way we stopped off at a shop to get some snacks since they're always extremely overpriced in the cinema and Harry loves a bargain. "Which one do you want? Actually... I'll just get all of 'em," he said as he looked at the selection of sweets. I giggled when he stood up with an excessive amount of them in the basket.
After watching the movie we stopped off for some lunch and then spontaneously decided to go bowling since we walked past the place on our way home.
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"Beat ya!" I smiled when the final scores registered on the board. "By like... two points," Harry huffed. "Don't be a sore loser baby," I teased with a smirk then leaned into him to press a kiss to his lips. "Alright alright," he chuckled, "let's go home."
We walked back to our apartment building, hand in hand. The sun was setting and the air was surprisingly warm for February, in London. I breathed out a content sigh and leaned my head on his shoulder when we finally got into the lift.
"Hungry?" Harry asked me a little while later, while we sat on our couch with a random show playing on the tv, that we definitely weren't paying attention to.
"Mhm," I hummed. He jumped up. "Well, we're makin' pizza!" he said excitedly, "you coming petal?" I cocked my head to the side in surprise. "Oh, Haz. How romantic," I replied with a smile and followed him into the kitchen.
He took his time making the dough while I prepared the sauce and grated the cheese. Just as I was pouring the sauce into a pot I felt a puff of flour cover my shirt.
"Ah! Absolutely not!" I giggled before quickly gathering some in the palm of my hand and blowing it straight into his face. He coughed out a laugh. "Jesus Christ woman!"
He rolled out his pizza into a misshapen circle while I made mine into a cute little heart. We then covered it in tomato sauce, sprinkled on the cheese and added any last toppings.
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After popping our masterpieces into the oven we sat back on the sofa with our drinks of choice and waited patiently for them to finish cooking.
"Mmm... this was one of the best ideas you've ever had," I murmured happily with a mouth full of pizza. "I know. I'm a genius, what can I say." I shook my head as I giggled at his sarcastic cockiness.
"You ready for bed love?" He asked as I yawned. I nodded slowly. I closed my eyes for just a second and before I could even process what was happening I was being lifted into the air, fireman style.
I leaned into my boyfriend's chest and exhaled deeply. He set me down on our bed gently. "I'm just gonna go take a shower. I'll be back in a minute to get into bed with you. Good night, I love you and happy Valentine's Day," he whispered with a kiss to my forehead before I drifted off with a soft smile on my lips.
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dock57 · 3 days ago
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Would you say that Shrike genuinely cares about Beebs?
For me, I find it interesting due to how he acts and I do think he does! He just struggles HARD with keeping that up in terms of promises. Behaviour etc etc
[Yes, I would say so.
I knew this response might be a tad long, so that’s why it took me a good minute to get to it.
Episode 1 and 2, you don’t really see any examples of how Shrike shows he does care for Beebs, we start to see more examples in episode 3 and 4. This is all based on my own analyzing from the series itself.
I would say that Shrike is on a path of learning and improving to be a batter person, especially learning how to care about others than just himself. I would say that Shrike shows how he cares through his actions rather than words. Shrike is just. Not good with words. At all. Like you said, I think he does but struggles showing it or saying it through words.
Some examples I can think of that I think show Shrike attempting to show he does care:
Episode 3: Us & Them
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The Guitar. This particular scene may not be the best example, the next one is- but I say this one counts as well. It was a high stress situation for everyone, but the fact that Shrike was willing to try and play the acoustic guitar for Beebs for- an exact reason he didn’t understand, I think shows an act that he does care about what Beebs’ decisions/actions are when they are doing a job. He could have easily just call Beebs a nut job, but he trusted Beebs and try to perform the cords for Beebs to communicate with Us.
Especially since later on we get this scene-
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I really need to just spend some posts gushing over these two and their interactions. This scene is a favorite of mine. I love how after the incident, Shrike did try to practice his acoustic guitar. This shows to me that Shrike does care for others and their interests. I do wonder how Shrike even got the guitar in the first place? Was it gifted by Beebs to him because Shrike was interested in learning? I feel like Shrike had to take some form of interest to learn it for Beebs to give him one to learn for himself. I love that he was trying to remember the cords by himself, maybe to show Beebs later- which knowing Shrike, to probably show “off” that he can do it. I think Shrike uses his ego as a form of protection for himself, rather than to be an egomaniac- a way to protect the fact that Shrike is well, a loser. I like how he took his show to his room after the incident to give Beebs some space, some time to relax, I like that he did bring up the guitar to him to show that he is interested in others’ interests but doesn’t know how to really express it, which is perhaps why he did hide it before Beebs enter his room.
Its show signs of caring, an effort of learning to care. Someone who wants to try but is too used to not having others care about him. I think that’s the difference here, is that Shrike is not used to having someone care about him, but Beebs does, which is why he is trying to make an effort.
We do not really know the whole story as to how Shrike and Beebs ended up working together, and that is a story I am very much looking forward to. Episode 4, Plague Walkers gives us more examples how Shrike cares.
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This is something I noticed from episode 4, and let me just say, this is a theory of mine. If you remember back in episode 2, Shrike mentions how Beebs was too stingy to get an internal universe translator model.
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If you noticed in the photos before, Shrike is seen walking out of the a place called “ETEK- Home of Babel Translators. I’m not the only one who thinks of this, but it could be possible that Shrike may have bought one for Beebs as a surprise gift. Why? Well it was never suggested or mentioned that Shrike needed a new one- the only time the translator is mentioned is Beebs in episode 2. So fans, including myself, have been thinking that Shrike may have bought one for Beebs here. Another clue to know it’s translators is the board to the side of the entrance of the store- there you can see different styles of translators, including one similar to Beebs. This is a possible another reason that support my suggestion that Shrike does care, but is showing it through other ways rather than just verbal.
Of course, the one scene that really helps suggest that Shrike cares for Beebs is well, the scene when he’s at the bar with Ricket. Shrike might be drunk, but sometimes that’s when individuals become more honest about how they feel.
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I guess on Mobile it only lets me do 10 images rather than 30- so I could only send this part. Ricket tries to comfort Shrike in saying that Beebs seems like an understandable guy (or Beard since Ricket only ever read his shirt). Despite the fact that Ricket stereotyped Beeb’s kind to be “a lot,” Shrike was very quick to defend Beebs. As Shrike said “Beebs is the BEST- I’m the A LOT.” Shrike was so quick to protect him, even if Beeb’s kind is known to be aggressive, that’s not how Shrike sees him. I think Shrike does care not only for Beebs but what Beebs say as well.
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Even though right before this, Shrike mentioned he wanted to show to Beebs that he is “right.” However, Shrike takes a moment to remember the pinkie promise he made. He says in Spanish that he has to be good. I think Shrike wants to show Beebs that he can be useful, not so much as I said before, as an act of ego, but to show to Beebs he can be more. He wants to be better for Beebs, he wants to helpful, he wants to be a better person but doesn’t make the best decisions to create that path. Its like a child who wants to so desperately show their parent that they can be helpful for them as well and not be a burden to them.
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This scene. This scene gets me so much- I need to go over how well this scene was written and done. You can just tell by Shrike’s reaction how he feels- the way he grabs his shoulder, he knows that he has really pushed Beebs far and how disappointed he is in him. Like a mother getting mad at their own child… Shrike is holding that against him, he is holding the guilt, the regret, the frustration that he has caused. Shrike does care about Beebs, and especially about how Beebs feels. Even in this scene Beebs says that he does try to help, because Shrike is trying to help, but doesn’t know how to make the right choices to do so. He’s still learning how to choose which decision is not just based on what best for Shrike, but can be best for Beebs too. He wanted to help, he chose a bad way to do so, like gambling, cause Shrike likes to take the easy or quickest route- anything to make quick money too, he doesn’t understand that you have to work to earn. He wanted to let Beebs have a break, but he chose an option that’s all luck base.
I think episode 4 so far has been the one to show us the best examples of how Shrike cares and how he is still developing it. That last scene, those expressions. Man I know what it feels like to disappoint someone you do care about. That body language is the exact language I use when I know I done the same. You feel awful for hurting someone you care for, and I think Shrike is just starting to realize that himself too.
Then again- what do I know? I spend too much time analyzing Monkey Wrench… I just love this show too much.]
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softxsuki · 2 days ago
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Hello! If requests are still open I would like to submit one for the valentines day event? I would like a confession letter from baji (he's liked me for a LONG while but bc I have low self esteem/been in a bunch of failed friendships and relationship (some of wbuch he had a part if bc he didnt wanna see me with another man), I only saw him as a friend and didn't really allow myself to have feeling for him (like im a really optimistic/extroverted person but I'm also rlly scared of getting close to people as my most recent friendship breakup resorted in me getting fucking insomnia that took weeks to recover from). Tone: hurt/angst to comfort/fluff where after I try to go out on a date (and fail), he finds me crying onnthr curb, ion wanna see his fsce (bc we got into an argument) and then he tries tos ee what's wrong but I'm hiding my feelings, we get into an argument and I run off (it's super dramatic too). Other info: we've been tight since middle school (i saw him as a big bro/cool guy figure. Looked up to him) ans latches onto him even as I gained and lost friends gjnffjdnmd
Sorry if its too confusing or complex dndndn
Have a lovely day!
Confession Letter from Baji
This event is now CLOSED, but you can view the masterlist for the other letters here.
| Pairing: Baji x Gn!Reader| Genre: Comfort, Fluff | Post-Type: Letter | Word Count: 500 |
Warnings: mild language, jealousy, crying
Note: You painted a whole scene for me, so thank you. Hope you like !
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You were at home sulking over the events of the day; a failed date once again due to your inability to fully trust a guy again, to Baji finding you crying on the curb, the argument that ensued after, and you running away from your own feelings, taking yourself back home.
You felt so pathetic, why couldn’t things work out for you? Why did you have to have these feelings for your friend despite how much you tried to push them away? There was no denying them anymore.
A knock at your door, forces you off your feet, opening the door to find no one there, but instead, a letter on the ground with your name on it.
Strange…
You wipe away your tears and bring the letter in with you, opening it;
Y/N,
Before you crumple this up and throw it away, please wait…I’m sorry okay? I was just…upset. I realize I’ve been holding my feelings back for so long that my instinct is to scold you for going out on dates…it’s probably jealousy honestly.
We’ve been close since middle school and I’ve seen all the crap you’ve been through with fake friends and failed relationships…which I’ve probably scared a few potential love interests of yours away myself…but I can’t help it. I like you. What man stands around and lets other guys talk to the person they like? Despite how lame I’ve been to keep it to myself instead of just telling you…
But after tonight, I can’t hold it back anymore. I like you, Y/N. I have for a while and I hate to see you hurting…I know I could treat you well. Our friendship is proof of that, but I want to be more than just your friend. I want to hold you when you’re hurting and kiss your tears away. I want to reassure you and build you up after all the times you’ve been knocked down by losers who don’t know how to treat their lovers…
I’m tired of running from my feelings, I just hope I haven’t pushed you away by telling you this. 
Come find me, please.
Love, 
Keisuke.
You can’t help but smile at the letter, the guy could hardly spell (let’s pretend like there were many spelling and grammar mistakes in the letter…the editor in me couldn’t actually do it BFHKEAF), let alone put words together on paper, but he tried for you, and it was beautiful. 
Maybe these feelings you had for him weren’t so bad after all. Maybe this could be your first good experience with a relationship. Baji always treated you well, despite the times he’d get moody after you’d mention dates you had gone on, but now you knew why–he liked you back.
You laugh to yourself, wiping the remainder of your dried tears. Time to find happiness with your best friend. The thought filled you with hope, making you excited for the idea of dating him. 
Maybe today wasn’t so bad after all.
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Posted: 2/14/2025
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sweetings · 9 months ago
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i was outside studying all day today and literally was the happiest i’ve been in months. maybe going outside is about the bee’s circling the honeysuckle right above me, and the stray cats walking up to me, and about how cool dr. pepper feels when you’ve been in the sun all day
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genericpuff · 1 year ago
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vent post
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#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO#anxiety is a hell of a thing#and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever#i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up#and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken#but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship#i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it#i am cringe and i am free#self post#vent post#altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read#too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll#i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made#i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol#i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim#i think both things can be true#i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like#while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium#“perfectly balanced as all things should be”
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lemongogo · 5 months ago
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
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#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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suusoh · 3 months ago
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me stressing over writing johan's manipulation, mind-games, smooth-talking qualities and general demeanor in monster... but then suddenly remembering I already made a loser post-rurenheim version of himself that shares near NOTHING in common with his manga or anime self, has zero charisma or put-togetherness, probably gets high, cries, and passes out in a 7/11 parking lot, and can't even have the social aptitude to hold a normal conversation with people anymore... so now I don't gotta stress about writing him anymore <33
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theintelligentfool · 12 days ago
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im so sick of embarrassment and anxiety being kind of in control of ?my entire life? at this point
#when someone maturely points out a behavior of mine they are politely asking me to stop doing or is even just checking to make sure im ok#i burst into tears#and no one is more bothered about that than me IM SO SICK OF CRYING OVER NOTHING#IM SO SICK OF MAKING A MOUNTAIN OUT OF A MOLEHILL#IM SO SICK OF BEING COMPLETELY UNABLE TO REGULATE MY FEELINGS#Is it repression when i try to cheer myself up or is it wallowing in self pity when i just let myself cry#is it proof of decent willpower and self motivation skills that i can and will make myself do something i Don't Fucking Want To Do#or am i just not taking care of myself#secret: its the second thing but the REAL problem is that i need to be okay with it#it needs to not be a problem#i love doing mock trial but all the stress around it makes me want to quit but we're so close to regionals and i cant do that to the team#and i hate that i want to quit and i hate that the reason im not quitting is because im afraid of being embarrassed by doing so#and i hate myself andmy feelings and my irresponsibility and im still just half-assing my assignments#and i have a lot of casual friends but i know for a fact im not anyones best friend im not anyones favorite friend and#i want people to ask me to hang out but im worried that if i dont then it looks like im not interested but im worried that#if i do it too much i look desperate and like im imposing myself and like im . well this phrasing is painful for other reasons but#im scared of acting like im closer friends with someone than they think we are#and i dont know where the line is and i dont know what to do or what to say all i know how to do is make small talk and#exaggerate my facial expressions and tell a stupid fucking joke every 3 seconds#i like my life but im so fucking sick of the fact that *im* the one living it#i dont even want to be someone else i just want to be a version of myself thats not a fucking loser#who can actually put effort into assignments without wanting to throw my laptop out the window#who can be normal about other people#who doesn't have the dumbest fucking anxiety disorder ever#who consistently memorizes the stuff i need to know and can improvise on the fly#who's not an embarrassment to my team and also That One Guy They Keep Letting Hang Out With Us For Some Reason to my friendgroups#who can answer questions in class without looking like a suckup and also does it the right amount to make an impression but not enough to b#embarrassing#who can FUCKING talk to someone instead of making a vent post on *tumblr dot com*#for fucks sake i even wish i didnt use tumblr so much. maybe if i could get into a different social media that's normal i wouldn't be so
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thefrogdalorian · 10 months ago
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Having of those moments where I wish to yeet the like button into the sun or maybe make it so there was setting you could turn on so that people can only reblog posts (even better with the minimum requirement of adding at least one tag)!!
It's kind of absurd that one of my fics is getting close to 500 notes while simultaneously being one I've had the least actual human interactions come from. Like...... come on, that's now how it should be AT ALL!
Don't get me wrong, I'm so thrilled people are clearly finding it and I guess enjoying it(??) but just having endless likes without people letting me know what they enjoyed about it or even if they liked it kind of makes me sad. That's not why I want to share my writing here!
I love having those little human connections with others. I don't ever want my writing to feel transactional. I would love to talk to more people about things I've written. It's truly one of the best feelings and I would hate to lose that, the more I write or the more notes my fics get. Please don't be shy!! I get the social anxiety, but there is no reason to be. I am truly just a Din Djarin obsessed loser.
Anyway, whine over. I don't want to focus on the negatives here and I appreciate every single person who has ever left a positive interaction with something I've written. You are truly a light!
#i don't JUST like posts too often#really the only posts i dont reblog but like are to save for later or if it's too personal/explicit#or i guess i have nothing to add and OP has said it all yknow#but if i see some writing or art i love then hell yeah i always force myself to add at least one tag i like just so the artist/author sees#otherwise it feels like a hollow transaction and i really want people to know i appreciate their art more than just pressing a button yknow#and I KNOW it's intimidating at first to interact with others!! TRUST ME i get it and i'm still awful at it#but just one little comment can make someone feel so good about their writing... why wouldn't someone want to try that at least#especially if you enjoyed it!!! even a key smash or a string of emojis!!!#and the death of the tumblr tag is SO SAD because where else am i meant to talk to you lot?#i mean these tags are longer than my actual post and that's the beauty of tumblr#you don't have to perceive me down here but you can if you wish and i love you for that!#and it's a nice way to organise your blog to make it navigable for others#ANYWAY said i was done whining and continued whining down here so there's that LOL but i always want to interact with more people#please do not be afraid of reaching out to me! scroll through my blog for 5 seconds and you'll see what a nerdy loser i am#akdjgds i mean aren't we all here#spud rants#writing#but thanks again to anyone who leaves nice comments im giving you a (consensual) forehead smooch MWAH
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actual-bag-of-salad · 3 months ago
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not to 21 pilots post in 2024 but there's truly nothing like crying and listening to Truce
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delightful-69 · 6 months ago
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bluehairedspidey · 4 months ago
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Ur a curly enjoyer and thats so based. I still havent played mouthwashing but i like the look of him
his design is absolutely one of the main reasons i decided to look into the game its so good, i havent played it yet either (just watched a play through) but im thinking about it tbh 👀
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princekirijo · 6 months ago
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Actually the sims is fun for helping with not only outfits but also like. Silly character stuff. I've already got a few silly traits I'm gonna give Riku based on his Sim self.
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petrichoraline · 1 year ago
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okay the defense for seunghan on tt is rubbing me the wrong way, of fucking course having to apologise for having a gf predebut is ridiculous and the people blaming him for it might do that out of dissatisfaction with their own love lives HOWEVER I keep seeing videos quite seriously saying "sorry he wasn't a pathetic loser and actually pulled bitches" and at first I was like okay you're emphasizing the reason people are attacking him..but at some point I realise that people are being literal like to them not having had a partner is actually smth shameful?
defending seunghan against the most unreasonable hate ever is the right thing to do but why you gotta phrase it like that??
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am i being too sensitive? I can't tell
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kimmkitsuragi · 1 year ago
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if i dont see my friends tomorrow i will literally die
#i know im always so dramatic about this but im so alone it's pathetic.......#like everyone always has other people and im always asking people to pleeeeease pay attention to me like a pathetic dog#i keep asking people 'so are we meeting this week' 😥 like i swear im always asking this#and i just feel so pathetic about this like. heeyyy hiii please meet me someone im so normal hahaha pleaseeee 😥#and i dont want to blame people because like yeah. life. in general#but also it just keeps happening how we specifically set up a possible time and#then that time comes and TO ME it's supposed to be like the best day ever. literally the only time i can ever feel happiness. ONLY time fr#and then it's just another thursday for them like they promised someone else something.#and then i have to be like okay :') what about next week x day then :')#and then i ALWAYS end up making myself believe that this time it's actually gonna work out!!!! really!!!!!!!#and then it never does!!!!!! for such a long time!!!!#and i know like. whatever. life. it's literally normal i know and im not blaming them i really am not#but im just blaming myself for being so pathetic that the only sliver of happiness in my life is#meeting other people every few weeks if im lucky lmao#like. truly loser behavior#before anyone says i should meet new people maybe. that's true probably#but. :')#that post that goes like 'how it feels to be in a transitional period in your life' lmaoooooooooooo ooooo ooooo you know#anyway. i will probably delete this when i realize how unwell i sound but. well#🗒
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naivety · 1 year ago
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man i got into so many loser media this year..... proud of me
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