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yesssssss i am literally so happy you noticed this 🥹🥹🥹 🩷🩷🩷 @zeldahime !
the arrangement is more what you'd call "guidelines" than actual rules...
part 4 of my ineffable kisses series - imagining some kisses throughout time that went decidedly better than That Kiss did...
<< start || part 2 || part 3 || part 4 - golden age of piracy || part 5 - ??
i personally don't believe aziraphale would be a naval officer in the golden age of piracy, but would instead adopt a kind of 'stede bonnet' approach to piracy that results in him being invariably captured and needing to be rescued several times over - that is, until crowley can physically pick him up and place him on land, under strict instructions never to board a ship ever again 🩷
#when people figure out the dumb ideas i put in my art#i feel intensely validated#and thrilled#thankyouu#pirate omens#historical husbands#ineffable husbands#ineffable kiss series
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please reblog to increase sample size!
EDIT: i definitely should have included some sort of “multiple of these” option, so if that applies, you can click “yes and [something else]”!
EDIT 2: feel free to also include your location!
#disclaimer: i have a feeling this will have some intense sample bias! but i’m still curious#and i’m almost certain there’s been a poll like this before but again: Curious#i think online relationships are just as valid as offline relationships btw but i still think there’s a critical difference#do you live near any jews? do you interact with jewish communities in your local area? etc#yell.txt#polls#and im almost certain there’s been a poll like this before but again: Curious!
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saw a post claiming mizu was a canonical trans man when mizu has 3 genders: man, woman, and unlovable monster, and unlovable monster always wins. like yeeeeessss mizu intentionally presents male for the freedom it affords him but was canonically 'happiest' as a woman. saying simply 'he's a trans man' is pretty reductive for a character who hates themselves so much they have no solid identity outside of 'monster,' and whose amorphous gender identity is a central aspect of the show
#esp. since i vaguely remember mizu being described by the creators as#'a woman who needs to present as a man due to the intense misogyny of her/his/their time' (feel free to fact check me here)#she's both the ronin and the bride! get realllllllllll#blue eye samurai#lake from infinity train is better 'trans man' rep and he doesn't even use those pronouns in the show#this is my honest opinion. trans masc mizu is as valid as butch mizu.#this is cassandra
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In case anyone needs to hear it, sometimes spellwork looks like this and that's okay.
Like seriously the whole spell I recently did I was sat with Loki, wrapped up in a blankie cocoon, sipping my coffee (which is a glorified caffeinated chocolate milkshake.)
Loki was SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS SPELL y'all. Was insistent that I didn't even have to do "part two" bc "part one" was powerful enough. They told me it was a really big spell, and I honestly felt it- this was some intense work.
Part one was typing with intent and channeling Loki's energy into my intent since Loki wanted to be the main energy source. Literally I looked like that^ the whole time. Spellwork can look cozy if you want it too.
#I just want to say it because i feel like the only model i had for spellwork as a baby witch was like#candles and spell jars and ingredients#and that type of spell is so valid! i love those spells#but this is the most intense spell I've done and it takes the form of a note document in my book of shadows#witchcraft#paganism#witchblr#pagan#pagan witch#witch community#deity work#paganblr#eclectic pagan#witch blog#spellwork#loki deity#loki devotee
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he's so important to me
#i guess i need to watch the anime but super's manga has just been a self-indulgent fever dream for me from start to finish#100000/10 absolutely perfect so validating so extremely catered to my tastes and headcanons and analyses and humor#so fucking funny and emotional and intense and goofy and beautifully drawn#my beautiful son getting to finally fucking see his HARD won character growth fucking shine and choose love and choose to be loved!!!!!!#Goku just being Goku Vegeta being Team Dad Piccolo being Team Grandpa Bulma being a fucking superstar keeping everybody organized and fed#god i love this squad i love this series i love these dumbasses and their struggles and their triumphs and their stupid childish bonding#I love that Toriyama just spent the last several years reminding the class that DB as a whole has always been an ACTION-COMEDY about LOVE#and I'm SO sad that the z anime really never did it justice in that sense because of having to fill time with dramatic tension but god. GOD#THE MANGA HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO CLEAR ON THAT THESIS.#Just all about Restorative Justice and Community and CARING even when you wish SO MUCH that you didn't care but yoU DO GODDAMMIT!!!#SUCH a great series I'm so sad it took losing mr t for me to finally read it but my god I needed to read it now and I'm so glad he wrote it#and i'm SO glad he wrote it Exactly Like This#once again rip to a legend i'm caught up and crying it's so perfect it's SO everything I've wanted to see onscreen and embedded in canon#and canon isn't everything but it still feels gREAT to be SO 1:1 on the same page with an author re: how you interpret your blorbo yknow???#been rotating this man in my head for 25 years and Mr Toriyama just mWAH kissed me on the forehead about it#anyway enough tag rambles I'm off again aklsjla#bonus for that kenpachi shit and letting him say 'sorry dude I can't be cold and numb anymore but this is still cathartic as fuck lol' like#mr t i hope you see the HIGHEST tier of heaven for that (and obviously for like everything all of it the whole life you led)#dbtag
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Hey blue or mayor- I got a question.
What's your favorite ice cream flavor? Mine is chocolate.
Also here have this *put flower crown on his head*
MASTER POST
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#blue and violet#I just remembered that there is actually a valid reason as to why I decided the Mayor would like pears#pear is a autumn/winter fruit#I'm so silly that I forgot that this was an actual reason for my logic behind this#mayor likes pear because its a winter fruit#and its a bit dull but the pears I have eatten are a little sweet so eh#citrus fruits are also winter fruits#this guy could probably eat a lemon whole and not even flinch#or maybe they would and their face would actually just scrunch up in the modt horrifying way#I don't know which one is funnier#anyways- the mayor likes pear flavoured ice cream/milk ice#I personally like chocolate flavoured ice cream too 👍#I actually just love icecream in general so I think I'm jusy projecting onto the Mayor at this point#they love ice cream/milk ice#Macaque has intense mixed feelings about this#he doesn't understand the appeal of a good pear other than the fact that its a good fruit to wash down something you just ate beforehand#he likes banana and banana flavoured ice cream#y'know its funny because people assume Mayor likes blueberries because its blue and Macaque likes plums because its purple
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i watched the original x-men movies when they first came out, but never bothered to watch the prequel/reboot movies. just randomly decided to watch first class and was reminded what i've always felt my whole life: *whispers* magneto was right
#charles was so self-righteous and annoying lmao#he was a rich intellectual with a need for control#erik TRULY knew suffering#how are you gonna attempt to police somebody who has lived through the horrors he has lived through?#how are you gonna try to reason away his extremely valid emotions? police how the oppressed should feel about their oppression?!#the man literally was in a concentration camp. he knew what othering and using people as political pawns looked like#the humans were clearly headed in that direction and PROVED it by attacking you the second you no longer served their purpose#professor x absolutely gives the judgy people who look down their nose at rioting or other violent forms of protest#that are in direct response to violence and discrimination against the oppressed#especially when you consider the lens that x-men was written to be a metaphor for black/jewish/queer people#people who society shunned simply for being born how they were born#so yeah i'm with magneto the humans gotta go ✌🏾😂#and while i'm at it? killmonger and malcolm x were right too. they were just intense about it. i said what i said lol#mine#not bts
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one thing i really deeply wish is that i'd had access as a kid to the plural community and information that are more easily available today, instead of my first experience with plural community which both took it seriously and was nonjudgmental having been 10's era tul/pa.info lmao
#moogletalks#in some ways it was a wonderful community; and it taught me a lot of really helpful things#and made me feel validated and hopeful that This is a Thing That You Can Continue to Be and Develop in an Adult Life#instead of feeling like there was a time limit for when plurality stopped being Childlike Imagination and started being Craziness(tm)#(lots to unpack there lol)#.....in other ways not only was there Some Real Fuckery going on in the community in general; on an interpersonal basis#but i cannot overstate how horrifically toxic and damaging some of the things it taught me about plurality were#and how when i entered the phase of young adulthood where i realized the approach it had demanded of me was unsustainable to my survival#instead of having other perspectives on hand to go 'hey yeah you're not torturing your parts to death out of laziness if they go dormant'#'and/or if you don't spend hours of extremely grueling intensive work at minimum into maintaining them every single day of your life'#'and that if they dissolve into nothing because you Didn't Pay Them Enough Attention and you try to recreate them it won't be the same one'#'and if they DO actually come back as themselves they'll be horribly broken and traumatized and probably hate you forever'#'who the fuck told you that. oh my god?'#all i had to go on was 'either you're plural or you live an actual functional life in the real world; and i can't not do the latter atp'#and the result was repressing myself in an incredibly traumatic way i have just never fully recovered from even now#the fun cherry on top was that later when i *did* try to ask (very kind and well-meaning) plural ppl from another mental health community#if anything i described sounded familiar to their own experiences; or ones they had heard from other people#their response was pretty much 'idk that doesn't sound plural to me; i'm sorry; it's something where if you have it you know :('#me crying my eyes out for days afterward: obviously this reaction is bc i want to appropriate plurality to feel special#and am throwing tantrums at having the bubble broken by Reality#anyway. it's been a lot and yeah i really wish i'd had literally any other affirming plural community as a kid lol#ableism cw#internalized ableism cw#pluralitag#traumatag#adventures in mental illness#disabilitag
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A List Of My Fanfics, Real And Imagined (because lists give the illusion of productivity)
Posted and complete:
POV: you are Jin Guangshan and you are going to ruin lives
feelbad 5 times fic about Meng Yao and his birthday
Posted and incomplete:
NMJ teaches MY saber cultivation and since it's canon compliant, it goes about as well as you'd expect
MY joins Qishan Wen in exchange for a comprehensive family healthcare plan provided by a disapproving WQ
Exists in fragments on Microsoft Word and/or in notebooks:
QS sees JGY's wedding night facial expression and responds accordingly
A-Qing and NHS become Vengeance Buddies
NHS and LXC are stuck in a timeloop together and NHS makes it everybody's problem (but mostly MY's)
JGY didn't do infanticide, but he also didn't NOT do infanticide, ft. narrator XY
CONCEPT: MS is an actual person with her own wants and needs
epistolary character study nonsense
ace rep but the kind nobody wants
Exists in my imagination in detail:
NMJ is in his feelings soooo bad after Sunshot and he is Not coping
Madam Jin--also an actual person with her own wants and needs--fixes everything by being tsundere about MS
What Is Going On With Sisi Anyway
QS is MY's conduit for passing information during Sunshot
Xuanli Alcestis AU
assorted and sundry JYL/someone else scenarios
JGS drops dead and Zixuan abruptly has to have a job
#this was a lot longer than I thought this inventory was gonna be!#great concepts. would love to meet them someday.#lol the degree to which I do not care about what the main couple have going on........ effervescent#JC is also absent here bc I find him extremely compelling but don't have any intense hardwired feelings/opinions beyond 'LOVE!'#which is PERFECT for reading fic about him! bc it means I'm much less picky about characterization#for JGY there are MANY perfectly valid characterizations that I can't vibe with reading bc my interpretations are too hard-wired
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I'm very excited for more content of your lights out au, I'm so eager to see just how good you can get at writing/creating angst!
oh babey. thats where i Shine.
#i have gotten many a fic comment where people curse me out and/or say that they cried#sometimes i get someone saying i made them sob#its a compliment every time and i strive for it!#i dont fuck around with my fics i Do Not Hold Back and that is a Warning#this is the only aspect of my creations that im confident in#and hopefully soon you'll all See! you will see.#just a little taste its nothing too intense really.#id label it more hurt/comfort than straight up angst#but yeah if people arent crying im doing it wrong#i rarely do it wrong.#JESTING JESTING im not That good. now im just exaggerating for a Humorous Touch#rambles from the bog#i might. miiiiiight. might might might maybe mayhaps might#write a certain scene from lights out that everyone already knows will happen#so... might as well dust off my hurt / no comfort skills#could be fun. i want to hurt people again#in a good safe 'you Chose to read this' way#theres a certain feeling that comes with being someone who enjoys writing angst#the happiness i get from people telling me my writing hurt them. Yes <3#so so validating. so fulfilling.#just read through some old fic comments on my better works and mmmmm talk about an ego boost....
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TOP OF THE GRADE FUCK YES
#SGSHDHFHFHDGSGST#genuinely didn't think i could do it this year#This is NOT helping my intense need for academic validation but fuck it feels good
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coming down with terminal post-fic disease (refreshing ao3 inbox page every five minutes) (i need to be put down like a dog)
#i get really intense about comments on these fics because in my mind i stress and fret and cry about word choice for months on end#for something that five people will read (at best) so i feel somehow like i'm entitled to like instant validation from these five or so ppl#and even then no matter how nice my friends are about the fic i've built up their response for so long in my head that whatever#they do say feels a little bit like a letdown#which. to be clear. is totally not their fault HAHA i'm so glad that people even read and/or like these things at all#im just neurotic. and insane#girl help im tying up my worth as a person to the quality of my writing again#girl help im refreshing my ao3 inbox agaib#girl help someone PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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being the oldest sibling is just this sometimes
#personal vent#it’s soooo hard to stay out of things after being the only person in the house who ever disciplined my youngest sibling#we have a ten year age gap so my parents alway joked that they were my responsibility until one day it wasn’t a joke anymore#you know how frustrating it is when your sibling doesn’t even pretend to listen to or respect your parents#they never did anything so my sibling got away with everything unless I said something#do you know how annoying it feels to have to be the buzzkill because your MIDDLE SCHOOL aged sibling doesn’t listen to anyone else#I decided to stop like 3 years ago because it was putting a huge strain on our relationship and I didn’t want to be the authority anymore#now my parents don’t say anything and I don’t say anything and my sibling gets away with stuff that I would have gotten in SO MUCH shit for#I Pretend I Do Not See It#I Pretend I Do Not Hear It#I smile and wave and everything is Fine#dear diary#I was going to say I’m on my period ignore me but#period havers we have GOT to stop dismissing our feelings just because they may or may not be a little more intense#yeah I’m on my period my feelings are still valid#eldest child#eldest daughter#eldest sibling
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oh this is going to be......... a problem actually
#me when i start wips i KNOW are going to be so much longer than i want them to be#I KNOW IT I FUCKING SEE IT IN MY MIND#every time Every Single Time#to make things even better it's vega and warden AGAIN#which is objectively not a bad thing because i love them deeply and intensely#but in terms of my bitter and hateful need to be externally validated this is some of the worst news possible because#what it inevitably means is tens of hours of my life in exchange for maybe 30 or 40 notes lmao#half of which are my own self rbs#head in HANDS. why cant i just like writing about characters that are easily and broadly popular#i should have conditioned myself harder into liking milo or asher or sam something#OR DAVID AND ANGEL. GOD my life would be so much easier if i liked david and angel#(you know full well this is not an attack on people who do like those characters. don't pretend like it is so you have an excuse to be rude#i say it every fucking time I AM NOT OWED ANYTHING I GET IT I UNDERSTAND#doesn't mean it's not disheartening to make tens of thousands of words and see almost no acknowledgement of it at all#yes again for the millionth time: nobody is OBLIGATED to like my writing or like the characters i write about YOU DON'T HAVE TO#once again: you KNOW that is not the thing i am bitching about here#i am a hateful spiteful bitch for DIFFERENT reasons#those reasons being i have a deeply insecure and desperate need for validation that no amount of 'art for art's sake!' can cure#art for art's sake is all well and good. doesn't ever seem to make me feel better though#delete later
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Cw: mention of sexual assault (not stuff thats actually happened, but just me worrying about it), mention of homophobia & transphobia, mention of bullying. I also get very passionate and intense during this long rant. (None of this goes into too much detail but it’s still worth noting. If I’ve missed anything please tell me and I’ll add it).
A couple of random-ish interconnected thoughts about going back to school as an openly queer girl.
Y’know what sucks? I’m worried about going back to school soon.
While I have never been sexually assaulted, I have heard enough stories from people I know irl or from random women online, that I’ve started debating packing an extra bra in my bag for school just in case a boy cuts my bra strap.
The fact that I even have this thought in the first place feels so fucking icky to me. The fact that I have to worry.
And I’m actually not that worried about it! Other than my elective classes, I’m going into all honors classes, and one of the requirements for getting into honors classes is being well-behaved. So I know that the peers I’m going to be interacting with the most (that aren’t my friends) are going to be at least a little well behaved.
But. There’s still this worry. That I will be assaulted in a place that is meant to be safe.
And it’s not just bra-cutting I’m worried about.
I’m very openly queer and I’ve already experienced a lot of homophobia from several of my classmates the last couple of years I’ve been in public school (because covid is a bitch).
And I’m lucky! A lot of my friends a trans, very openly so, and they get misgendered a LOT, even by family. But I’ve got a very open and supportive family, several of which are queer themselves! But that doesn’t mean that I still haven’t experienced homophobia in an environment that’s meant to educate.
I’m going to school to learn fucking math problems, not to get told to kill myself because I had my lesbian flag out in the lunch room.
I’m going to school to learn historical events, not to have to worry if a boy will try and cut my bra strap in front of the entire class.
I’m going to school to learn how to write an essay, not to have to worry if a kid will attack or belittle me because I like girls. Because I am a girl. Because I act a bit differently than them. Because I use She/They pronouns. Because. Because. Because. Because.
I’m nervous to go back to school because I know the mindset of ‘boys will be boys’ is so normalized. Because I don’t actively fear men and boys right now, but I might by the time I graduate. Because I love school and I love my friends and I love my teachers.
But when I was in 7th grade a boy told me to kill myself because I had a pride flag out. And to my knowledge all that happened was he was told off and had to ‘apologize’ to me.
The more I think about how my peers might treat me when I go back to school I just get Kris nervous and more angry thinking back on the things that I’ve already experienced.
Our society has to change.
Because I can’t go on living my life being wary of everyone around me because they might want to see me dead for something I can’t control.
And because I don’t want my identity to be questioned by my peers and politicians because ‘are you sure you just haven’t met the right boy yet?’.
I’m angry and nervous and the fact that I have to worry about packing an extra bra in my school bag will always be a testament to the fact that society (and the school system) has failed everyone. Especially young afab’s.
#fruit rambles#back to school#haha 😀#yes I’m okay why do you ask?#cw vent#tw vent#tw: mental health#tw: mention of sa#tw: mentions of bullying#Cw: mentions of sa#Cw: mentions of bullying#trying to get these all down but I’ve probably missed one 😭#no but seriously I’m fine#I’m just having some intense feelings#high school#Cw: mention of middle school#I think that one’s a valid cw#middle school was weird
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Should I force myself to talk to women on hinge
#I do not want to#but I am also actively trying to overwrite unrequited attraction that is actually making me ill#so like. idk.#would that count as exposure therapy in this context?#I was introduced to the concept of limerence and I feel a lot more normal about it#not in the sense of ‘I am okay now’#but in the sense of ‘this is a shared and recognized phenomenon that acknowledges the compulsive nature of it#and suggests that it may come from a similar neurological place/process/imbalance as OCD#so instead of well meaning people who don’t grasp how overwhelming these feelings are telling me to just try to date other people#I at least have the validation of ‘you are not crazy because other people have experienced this kind of debilitating intensity too’#and the suggestions for coping with and overcoming limerence include CBT/DBT#which is a lot more structured and helpful than my friends giving me well intentioned advice for something they don’t really understand#like I cannot tell you how much relief this has brought me#I don’t just have a crush on a straight woman and can’t get over it i literally have these non stop intrusive thoughts about her#coupled with the constant mental noise of i know she isn’t interested and i need to be respectful and maintain boundaries#it has literally made me feel like I’m losing my mind or some kind of stalker#but a mental stalker#anyway it has been incredibly unpleasant and upsetting and now I’m focusing on consciously stopping and countering those thoughts#and approaching it the same way as my other intrusive thoughts#also note: I tried to make an appointment with my therapist but she is overbooked and if this does not yield change I might spiral again
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