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kukopelli · 22 days ago

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The Weight of an alchemist love fanart bc i like seeing them cry and a big Naturals ramus bc i like making myself cry

#fanart #myart #fear and hunger #fear & hunger #funger #nosramus #old knight #virtuous knight fear and hunger #i wanted to do a full comic but im tireddd #it was such a good concept too .. a knigh bare chasted and bloody ..#that fic in particular has a grip on me #i kinda feel bad noww i will draw them being cute later #i do think their relationship has potential to be funn #bit of quixote situation going on #or idk somethimg something yearning and eternal devotion something my only friend i know iwill outlive eventually...#has nothing to do with quixote yes idk why i said that

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heymacy · 9 months ago

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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vaggieslefteye · 5 months ago

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ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʜᴏᴏꜱᴇ ↳ anonymous asked: HUSK and ALASTOR or angel and valentino?

#hazbin hotel #husk #hazbin husk #alastor #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel edit #hazbin edit #radio demon #requested #make me choose #my gifs #dad beat dad #flashing gif #flickering gif #the full ask said ''in whichever way you define'' at the end so #i chose based off of which dynamic i'm more intrigued by. valentino as a villain and as a challenge to angel is REALLY interesting dont get #me wrong here. it's great. but THESE two have a lot of untapped potential for husk specifically #alastor is just there at the moment but HUSK. husk. it really is a mirror to angel's situation - everything wrong in his afterlife is #because of that gamble. but he WAS an overlord. HE was the one doing that horrible shit before. that's INTERESTING!!#he gathered and gambled away souls like money. it was all just a game to him. now HE'S getting his. a sick poetic justice in a way.#i am SO excited to see if they dive into this more!! will he ever self reflect? if he does will we SEE him doing this reflection? will it #be enough to play a part in him choosing to redeem himself? or even decide if redemption is worth the effort? i feel like there's potential #with his dynamic with alastor to influence that big time + his friendship with angel will also be a major factor #also making this set made me realize the hallway scene is like their one major interaction. jfc and it's fucking HORRIFYING lmao #look i loved their pilot interaction/dynamic as much as the next person but this is just. SO much better. more things to explore.#i'm really glad in the end that they were rewritten in this way. A+

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garblegarden · 4 months ago

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A lineup of phosses that I never posted. I love this guy

#houseki no kuni #hnk #land of the lustrous #phosphophyllite #i know that evil maniac phos's torso is in fact powdered.... but i couldn't help myself... they look like a stained glass window without it #their most recent designs are the coolest things ever i'm in love with them #i feel like people sleep on eternal suffering bald human phos #there's so much potential in them being born as like... a skinned golden full grown half-baked human #stuck on a beach for eons #it's so cool #people should draw that phos more #my art

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mrs-gauche · 1 month ago

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I beat Veilguard.

It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.

#datv spoilers #the moment that completely broke me #''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas #you are free #and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years #I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully #I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years #and that was for him to find peace #so these are mostly tears of joy #I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now #this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love #and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been #the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me #it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long #but I'm so thankful to have closure now #my heart is full #you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season #snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked #I like to think he regained it now #thinking about a little Wisdom spirit #hmm #I don't think I can sleep now #I think I'll just watch the snow a little more

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sunshine-and-her-ikevil-stuff · 3 months ago

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*thinking about the villains' tragic fates*

You know, their routes never really talk too much about their fates and how it effects them mentally. Or how the MC feels about it, and dealing with the fear and angst of it with the slight exception of William's route

*eyes widen*

... I think I know what the sequels are gonna be about

#I am scared both because it will be angsty and because they might not do this and mess up the sequels #from what I can tell Ikemen sequels can be pretty hard to do right #partly because the playerbase has over a year to imagine their own post-route and get attached to that #and because added onto an already finished story can be difficult without potentially accidentally undoing the efforts of the characters #I haven't read a lot of ikemen sequels so I could be wrong #but Ikevil doesn’t have this problem so much because it feels like there are some loose threads left with their relationship and character #not enough that it leaves you unsatisfied but enough that you could definitely expand upon it #I guess the tricky thing then would be expanding upon it in a way that people like #but for me I noticed some of the routes don't feel like one full finished story in terms of their relationship #it feels like the beginning of something #specifically I get that feeling for Liam's and Harrison's route #like the story ends with them getting together because we spent the whole story getting to know each other and learning their backstory #but it still feels like there's stuff to untangle and figure out in a relationship with them #I just hope that some of the sequels will be more slow paced #and whatever Crown mission going on is only meant to enhance the character journey like in Elbert's route #instead of being the main source of drama #but it could depend with the character and what type of story a sequel for them would be best for #like William's sequel being more action-packed and stakes while Liam's is more soft #I feel like that would fit them #thank you for coming to my ted talk #...in the tags #ikevil #ikemen villains #ikemen series

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whosthere54 · 1 month ago

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Arcane thoughts and. Specifically Ic as jinx and fable as Silco because. The whole table scene of course is coded, but also just the- “don’t cry, you’re perfect” is so fable in my opinion. In that situation Fable saying that is so. Yeah.

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bonefall · 1 year ago

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Hi I hope this isn’t strange but I am autistic and your AU is my new special interest. I have read all of your linked posts and I check your blog every time I log on because I love it so much, and I imagine all of my ClanGen cats having BB type societies. I just wanted to let you know that your work is really awesome and I’m really grateful that you share it all with us!

Not weird at all! I'm an ADHD/Autism mix. Like a labradoodle. I'm just scratching my own itches with my expansions really and it scratches the same spots in likeminded people. I think most of the folks who kick around here are also autistic.

#But this fandom is also just chock full of autistic people #Unironically I think it's because of the massive cast. Easy to follow naming system. And 5 groups.#The potential for sorting things and adhering to guidelines is literally limitless #I feel like autistic people are drawn to setups with extended casts. But maybe that's my projection #Bone babble #<3

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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also I guess this is just an observation

but what is it with some pixel art games being so low contrast... I was finally going to give in and try out a farming sim lots of ppl enjoy despite the portrait art being not entirely to my tastes and then the pixels and environment are sooooo low contrast it made me change my mind again....like you do not have to be scared of dark colors and borders. Outlines. Smile.

#it reminds me of how i can never use any stardew furniture/clothing/hair mods bc theyre always so low contrast #to match the equally low contrast pastel environment recolors that the modders assume youre also using #FoM is full of pastel furniture (for example) and they werent scared to add um Outlines and Borders. thank god.#but this is my point again like this wouldnt be an issue if we had moreeee of these games #well wait not true #i keep saying that bc more of them = theres gotta be some among them that turn out good #but everyone says the genre is oversaturated rn and it is true and we only have like 2 good games in the past 10 yrs lmfao #nvm. my ''we just need more of these games so it doesnt matter if some are bad if we have many good ones'' argument doesnt work #bc like where are the good ones....#ok evilposting over. i love pixel art game i prefer it to Non pixel where the art style can #be very polarizing i feel pixel has a more universal potential....but im still very picky with pixel art style.#talkys #i guess this rant was more abt farming games.....i just want more escapism games for cheye PLEASE

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thebirdandhersong · 3 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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vongulli · 1 year ago

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HELLO ONE PIECE WATCHER are u obsessed yet

YAYA ITS SO AWESOME GAHH IM SO INVESTED 😭!!!! i actually just caught up in the manga to where i am in the anime!! (on ep 81, and on chapter 134!!!) i've shed lots of tears, laughed, and had my heart touched many times since starting it- i'm totally in love!!! I even cried at the same places i did while watching it when reading manga, ahaha!!!

the characters, the world, the designs, the dreams and ambitions everyone has is SOOOSOSO fun and like, inspiring.. just so good-feeling, i'll even wake up and be like "man, can't wait to watch/read one piece today"

the friendships/bonds created between everyone feels like, so strong- its really beautiful! I love how much fun the fights are, and i really adore the small moments between everyone (like when sanji brings out foods/drinks and everyone kinda just, chills and eats?? the food component of things feels so important too, I love seeing what they eat, idk why haha!!!)

i feel like other shows i love don't have enough time to just see everyone hanging out... it makes me so happy, im really thankful for those moments

also i would take a bullet for any of the strawhats in miliseconds!!! an instant!!!! anything for them!!

#ask #ask reply #text #vonchatty #like i've seen a lot of the character designs from it and always thought they were fun!!! its so nice to get to see them in action!#SO ITS SO EXCITING to see who interacts or like #whats happening with them or what their whole deal is #like there's characters im super intrigued by that havent even shown up yet!!#OH AND THE POWERS ARE SO FUN #also luffy is in my top list of MCs #he's incredible!!!!#also the middle aged men romance potential is sooo awesome #so many hot men in it.. good day to be a man enjoyer #OH AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE LIVE ACTION its gonna be covering everything i know so im SUUUPER SUPER excited for it #it looks super fun and i love how much heart has been put into it like everyone looks like they had so much fun and loved making it!!#i also think in modern times dreams feel impossible to reach so its so wonderful to see a story where people are able to #follow their ambitions to a full extent #long post

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caligvlasaqvarivm · 5 months ago

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wanna ask how you feel about the eridan bpd headcanon/theory(?? not sure what to call it!) you're so good at your character analysis and i'd love to see your outlook on it

Since I don't have a degree or any formal training in psychology, I feel deeply uncomfortable diagnosing characters. I've made an autism joke before but only because I'm on the spectrum. He's definitely traumatized and anxious, but I mean those as descriptors of his behavior rather than capital-D Diagnoses. I try to focus on those when I can - the cause and effect of cognition, self-image, and behavior - and those factors may very well match up with DSM criteria, but I try not to touch an actual diagnosis with a ten foot pole unless the author has explicitly stated that X character has Y condition.

#there's a variety of reasons for this #part of it is that im GROSSLY unqualified to be handing out diagnoses when it takes a full on PhD to do that in real life #part of it is that psychology is inchoate and we are still very much in murky waters #for example: complex ptsd isn't even IN the DSM yet #and iirc my therapist told me it was because theyre still figuring out how to classify it (attachment disorder? trauma disorder? etc.)#part of it is that (from my limited and undereducated understanding) there are diagnoses that you can assign by completing a checklist...#but some that require a hell of a lot more testing and ruling out other potential causes #and the cluster-b personalities are (IIRC) not even ones you're supposed to diagnose minors with #bc of fears of self fulfilling prophecy and because minors in general are still developing personalities In General #and like the fact that i can't say that with authority speaks to how unqualified i am to do any diagnosing right? hahaha #and part of it is just because like #unless the story is specifically About That and the author has stated so explicitly #i think diagnosing characters tends to put blinders on analysis #like if i were to seriously go 'eridan is autistic' then it would massively bias my reading and understanding of his character #and we have 0 indication that eridan was ever explicitly intended to be autistic or that the author was trying to do an autism specifically #that doesn't mean that the reading is invalid because like thats what death of the author means #all readings are technically valid including stuff the author didn't necessarily intend #but that's just not the way i like to engage with media and not the way i like to approach character analysis #because PERSONALLY it just feels kind of reductive - but also -#i'd wager MOST of us don't have degrees in psychology #so when i say 'X character has Y condition' it might mean something totally different to somebody reading my analysis #even people who have Y condition aren't exempt because a lot of mental illnesses differ from person to person #whereas if i explain “X character has Y thoughts and Z behaviors” there's no ambiguity in that #eridan struggles with noticing that people are suffering and with realizing that he should care #at least part of this is due to his horrific murder-filled upbringing which rendered empathy a detriment & so he learned to ignore it #it could be autism - but it could also be trauma -#or he might just be Like That without actually meeting the diagnostic criteria for autism #& you can't even technically be diagnosed with C-PTSD #or maybe he has a burgeoning personality disorder but you aren't supposed to DX those too early anyway #or maybe hes just 13. see what i mean hahaha. ive reached the 30 tag limit

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lovelyrotter · 3 months ago

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can ppl in this fandom like... stop... implying that transmasculinity in hcs or (especially) canon is shallow or misogynistic or even transmisogynistic on princible, like literally just by being prescent in someones mind or in the text. like that doesnt fuckin feel good. thats kind of really nasty to imply. if its not okay to say about other trans experiences, maybe dont say it about this one either. why is there a weird little exception here. yall KNOW how much that sucks to hear all day every day. what the fuck

#my t #idk how to tell the hs fandom that every piece of trans coding in roxy in hs1 can be read as transmasc too. like transfem and transmasc #at the same time from the EXACT same reasons. its almost like we all share experiences just by way of being trans. weird i know #its almost like being trans rlly truly highlights what it is to be human and how we are all in fact at the end of the day human together #i just want everyone to stop trying to 'poke holes' in other fans trans hcs FULL STOP across the board no matter who they are #or what the hc is. its needlessly hurtful and more often than not trips into real peoples dysphoria which then #makes the target more likely to lash out. so the person poking them abt it can do a ''SEE? THEYRE ALL MEAN ONE OF THEM #WAS MEAN TO ME JUST NOW'' routine. its so obviously a 'im not touching u!!!' playground maneuver like holy fuck grow up #if you wanna fight for transfem/me folks right to just exist random fans personal headcanons is not the fuckin time or place #the XY in roxys name could be read as her having been DMAB or it could be hussie having a long running giggle about him preordering #his own transmasculinity. roxys colour being pink could be bc shes a girl or it could be compcis!!!#roxys desperation for a bf is from loneliness in canon but its often read as her feeling like she needs one to be a real girl #it can ALSO be read as another aspect of him struggling with compcis and comphet esp w/ his fantasies abt being 'a mother'#yknow what i never fuckin see that rlly highlights the fact that this is just a shitty 'girls rule boys drool' thing? theres like. no #discussions on the potential of roxy being any kinda intersex. absolutely none. he could be mtftm for all you fuckin know #but oh yknow being mtftm is A Shallow Read so we cant have that. hs is only for girls didnt you know we need to terf- i mean turf #out every single instance of queer mascness bc its Evil in the text didnt you know #god help the fandoms word of god token trans boy dirk strider for 'choosing' his eternal misery while everyone else is enlightened #by way of transforming into a girl. bc we must place girlhood on an inhuman pedistal of perfection and niceness and joy and rainbows #like what IS this mahou shojo brand gender essentialism???? im fuckin sick of it #can we remember that girlhood isnt & wasnt safe or joyful for everyone & that that can translate into how we curate our fandom experiences

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tj-crochets · 9 months ago

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Re the rabid skunk

I’m from a country town and while it’s not something I was taught in school, I was definitely taught by my parents and other adults in my life to report possibly rabid or sick animals. There is some worry about rabies and other diseases diseases rising in the wildlife population so the forest service try to stay on top of it.

It’s a little messed up that no one was taking your concern seriously. Even if it was just a weird skunk, rabies and other animal diseases are no joke and pose a threat to people and other animals.

Thank you! It's very...idk the word. Affirming? Good to know it's not just me that thinks it's like a responsibility to report potentially rabid animals, like it's just a thing you do

#ask away!#for anyone who missed my post about this yesterday #there was a skunk in my yard behaving very weird yesterday #out in bright daylight running full speed in a giant circle not being chased not looking for food #found a hiding place (under the shed in my yard) but did not stay there #came from the center of the neighborhood (away from forest not good for skunks)#ran towards forest then veered away back towards houses #so I tried to call to report the skunk to animal control in case it was rabies (or another potentially zoonotic disease)#and there just! is no animal control! where I live!#absolutely no governmental involvement AT ALL #and the private companies only handle stray pets not wildlife!#which is wild to me #what is government for if not to try to control rabies #like I understand that is not the central purpose of government but I do feel like it should at least be on the radar

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itslookingback · 12 days ago

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do i actually want romance in my life or do i want to just love my friends

#the ever burning question!!!!!!!!!!!#was thinking about potentially getting out there in the world next year and downloading a dating app.#knowing full well i'm arospec and it would probably be insanely uncomfortable #like yeah yeah there's the societal pressure and feeling like you're missing out on things when you're aro #but also like traditional dating is insane.#basically what i'm saying is. i need to have an incredibly silly time with another aspec person.#or at least. i need to get out there!!!! have some fun!!!#but equally. would i feel as fulfilled in a relationship as i do with my friends #who fucking knows

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raetreaderarts · 9 months ago

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“𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔."

Tried to do some perspective shit, idk if it worked. Like it always starts out looking fine but then the further along in the process I go it just vanishes, y’know what I mean? Anyways yeah I’m thinking about DE with her hair down, based off that one concept art from the crk art book where she’s got her bad 4 outfit on. I’d love to know how y’all think it would look in its natural state though, like I’m genuinely curious

#cookie run #cr ovenbreak #cookie run kingdom #crk #dark enchantress cookie #BTW thanks for all the support on my last drawing of her #like seeing all the likes makes me so giddy teehee #I’m also glad to know I’m not the only one who’s super into her cause good lawrd #she’s got a lotta dommy mommy energy and I feel like the fandom hasn’t used that to its full potential #I say while talking about a cookie run character jfc what has my life come to #also also why do so many of de’s retired dialogues go so hard #like they absolutely fuck right????? I’m not the only one who thinks they fuck????????#my art

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