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cathalbravecog · 1 year ago
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high roller posting continues - parent of world's most chuckable kids that spawn out of nowhere
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embv · 21 days ago
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my body doesn’t Hate me, per se. It just Loves being an annoying little shit
#my post#i feel a little bad about complaining about it sometimes#because it’s not like i have super serious afflictions#and we’ve gotten some handled through this or that#but. i’ve just got. such an extensive collection of#‘‘bodily things that would be fine individually albeit annoying; but i’ve got all of them so it makes for a frustrating existence’’#subacute eczema. the worst of the bunch. only on my hands but very itchy and still eczema#scapular winging or whatever they call it when you can pop out your scapulas at will.#not very bad at all. the least offensive. just aches sometimes and makes me worry#some tinnitus. a tad annoying. i hear it most when it’s quiet or i’m inside. sometimes it flares but not often. tuning it out isn’t too har#chronic rhinitis. i got some surgery(?) for this one. lotta nose sprays.#my nose is almost always congested and runny and going anywhere without tissues is dangerous.#dry lips. also not altogether that bad it’s just annoying and it gets cracked and sometimes painful to open my mouth too wide ig.#we manage that one well with whatever lip products my sister gave me. it’s not very bad#dandruff? maybe? is it dandruff or just scalp skin? i got no clue man#and you’re like. ‘‘okay you’re right those are all quite annoying. but is it really that bad?’’#and i’m like ‘‘No. but have you Considered that i have to deal with them all at Once?’’#BUT THAT. ISN’T EVEN IT. ‘CAUSE IT’D BE ONE THING IF MY BODY WAS JUST BUILT LIKE THAT. BUT MY BRAIN HATES ME TOO.#BOOM. dermatillomania!! i pick at my acne a little. under my nails. the hard skin under my nails.#my scalp! until it’s itchy and there’s a little bit of blood! i gently pull at my eyelashes a little bit and rub my eyes.#and. get this. dry and flaky bits of skin. GUESS WHERE I HAVE FLAKY BITS OF SKIN. OH THAT’S RIGHT: THE SUBACUTE ECZEMA ON MY HANDS.#it’s better now it really is but i have spent hours picking at it after i’m already all set for bed. 2-3 hrs over a trash can picking at it#‘‘yeah okay that’s bad. but-’’ BOOM. ADHD or at least fidgeting. i fidget most by picking at idk All of the aforementioned.#‘‘oof yeah that does actually suck-’’ BOOM. OCD!!! now that one is the REAL kicker that one fucking hates me#just take all of the above and assume i have some vaguely annoying compulsion tied to it.#and it wouldn’t be so annoying sometimes if it weren’t for the fact that i deal with it all every day kind of#so correction: my body doesn't necessarily hate me it’s just that my body has shaken hands made deals about which exact disorders and bodil#irritations i need to collectively make living incredibly annoying.#thank you for coming to my TED talk. cue the world’s smallest violin or whatever
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celestialmancer · 9 months ago
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☁️ // 10:50 pm
Ngl sometimes i do… Kinda miss running my J$@B AU blog, pandemonicparadise—Idk, I was gonna write out more backstory lore & everything for it & each of the chars for the blog, & the interactivity it had was fun…
But… Personally I’m keeping it all to myself/keeping said AU private now bc just. You get tired of having a fandom disrespect your wishes as an artist over & over & also behave really weirdly towards you
I’ve got STORIES of the way the fandom was but I won’t get into that hot mess lmao, but, still… the worst of it honestly was having some get weird w my sona bc for some reason they’ve repeatedly been a magnet for some nasty shit before which I don’t understand??? Just like me they too don’t catch a break (i say that lightheartedly but also 💀 )
Idk. I know I’m not bringing the blog back for the most part (if I did I won’t announce it & it’ll be a friends only will know thing) cause I refuse, but it just is one of these reminiscing on what I was going to run for the AU i was setting up & all ig. & A bit sad things were ruined but tbh this is for the better it not return esp when my interests are N|S|R now & have been for like. Soon to be 4 years now
At least soon I’ll have my ask blog up for charter AU Ishtar & Zion tho. Which ig its just, wanting that interactivity & stuff through a blog that is what I’d want lmao plus I can go into maybe exploring their charter AU selves, since I never really get to do that so.
Idk if it’ll rly get any interactivity tho but yknow still doesn’t hurt. Admittedly I’ll… probs run it more like an rp blog in terms of blog style (similar to how I was w pandemonicparadise) bc thats what I’m used to? That, & chronic illness doesn’t always make it easy for me to draw in response to asks. Still will draw for some when i have time & energy. But yeah
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asami-crescent-ttv · 1 month ago
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I feel bad cause I haven't been active here but I'm kinda desperate and dunno what to do.
Tldr : about to be homeless share's, and and help is appreciated.
First up I am a disabled, chronic pain suffering, gay trans girl in a Australia who lost her job in June and been fighting on her own ever since.
This is the one and only time I'll post this cause I have a problem where I gotta do everything myself.
I am About to be homeless, government help has refused to start (rent assistance etc) till next month and I'm facing being evicted and homeless. If you want to help me an my pets I have a Kofi.
For a little bit longer explication here are my current options.
1: be homeless in about a week :(
2: somehow scrape together the money I need to pay this month and face next month in a similar light untill I can get back on my feet and hopefully use the employment services that start in December and hope I can get a job when I been trying to find work for three years (not kidding). I was made redundant in June from the hospital I worked at as a scientist.
3: find a way to throw away 90% of my belongings and jump in a car with my pets, drive 25 hrs and become a live in career of my grandparents for a family that is transphobic, homophobic, anti science, anti medicine, conspiracy theorists, religious Christian extremists who disowned me for years when I came out and accused me of being possesses and haven't changed to this day even tho we are now on talking terms again.
I dunno what to as rent in Australia is obscene in a crisis and I simply don't have friends I can rely on close to me.
I have very little I can offer but if it's editing videos, audio, or stories; and even writing oc lore, fanfictions... Really if I can do it I will. Contact me and I'll do what I can.
Other than me here are some faces you can help
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ddejavvu · 1 year ago
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criminal minds request:
Hotch and reader have a some tension between them ever since reader joined the team. They never acted upon it knowing that the relationship would be the hr nightmare.
They live in the same complex and reader is spending the night with someone from the bar and Aaron interrupts with the news of a case.
I love your writing btw
thanks! <3
this post is 18+, minors dni.
Aaron's been inside of your apartment only a few times before, but he could walk there in his sleep. That's almost what he wishes he was doing, instead of marching towards your door at one thirty-six in the morning, but duty calls, and though he'd tried to do the same, you hadn't answered your phone.
When he reaches your door Aaron can hear faint noise inside, and something like annoyance prickles at his chest at the thought that you'd ignored his phone call to watch television. But he finds himself seldom able to feel anything but secretly fond of you, so he tries to give you the benefit of the doubt.
What the door opens to is far worse than television. Instead of the faint glow of a screen lighting the couch, Aaron is met with the sight of a man, mostly naked and only draped in a sheet. Your sheet.
This man was in your bed.
"Yeah?" He asks, rather rudely, "It's the middle of the night, man. What do you want?"
He suspects you've asked the man to answer the door because you don't want to do it yourself, appearing alone at night in most likely very little clothing. Aaron commends you on your survival skills, but can't shake the feeling that he suddenly wants to try his hand at murder.
"I'm Y/N's boss," Aaron mutters, eyes set in a sharp glare, "She's needed at the office."
"Man, fuck off," Your houseguest scoffs, "That's not gonna work on me. Leave her alone, you creep, or at least come back with a better lie next time."
The man tries swinging the door shut, but before Aaron can wedge the freshly polished toe of his shoe into the gap, you squeal from down the hallway.
"Hotch?"
"We have a case," Aaron barks, voice still rough at the presence of the other man present, "You didn't answer your phone."
"I'm sorry!" You come running down the hallway while wrestling with the waistband of sweatpants Aaron hopes are your own, fully clothed in those and a tank top as you reach the door.
"Uh, Dominic, this is- he's my boss," You pat the man's bare back apologetically where you sidle up beside him, "I have to go."
Dominic doesn't seem to be particularly kind to anyone, Aaron muses. The man rounds on you with a furrow in his brow that Aaron doesn't like one bit, "Seriously? Some suited-up fuck comes to your door in the middle of the night and you just run off with him?"
"It's my job," You plead earnestly, "I'm sorry! It's just bad timing."
"Whatever." Dominic grumbles, turning to stalk off down the hallway to retrieve his clothes, "Bad timing my ass."
Neither you nor Hotch decide to tell him that you can see the very thing he speaks of. He's only holding the towel over his front half, and the back half being completely exposed doesn't help the tough-guy persona he's trying to put on as he storms off.
"I'm sorry," You breathe, sounding truly apologetic as Aaron stands in your doorway, "I didn't hear my phone ring, I was- we were... well. I'll be dressed and ready in, like, ten minutes." You vow, "I just need to get him out of here."
Aaron's not sure he can manage to speak after your admission, because up until now he'd been trying to pretend there was somehow some other reason for there to be a naked man crawling out of your bed at two in the morning.
All he can muster is a terse nod, and you take it as disapproval rather than a bruised heart. You rush off to get changed, and Aaron hears Dominic bicker with you before he storms his way out of the hallway and through the door. Aaron doesn't move as he passes through, and Dominic runs into his broad shoulders. Aaron keeps his balance steady, not sparing Dominic a glance as the man makes a fool of himself on the way out.
"She's not even worth it, man," Dominic sneers at Hotch from down the hall, "She must be some kinda whore. Called me the wrong fucking name, like she does this every night. Aaron must have been the last guy."
Hotch is stuck. If he hadn't heard his own name escape Dominic's mouth he'd have used what he's learned as a serial killer specialist to dispose of Dominic's remains without ever being caught. He doesn't like the way that the man spoke of you one bit, but when he hears you've been speaking of him, his spine stiffens and his legs lock into place.
"Tell her I hope Aaron likes her mediocre tits more than I did!" Dominic shouts as a sendoff, and Aaron knows for a fact that he does. Mediocre is the last word he'd use to describe them, but he respects you and won't dwell on what term would be best.
Aaron almost regrets seeing Dominic leave, because he'd have liked to grill the man on exactly what went down in there. How did you say his name? When did you say his name? Did you say his name when glancing over at your ringing phone, and ultimately deciding to ignore it? Or did you say his name through an open-mouthed moan, sweat beading on your hairline and certainly-not-mediocre tits bouncing wildly with each thrust?
Aaron's head is so clouded with thoughts of your fucked-out, sex-hazy state that he's startled to feel your hand on his arm, and he tugs it out of your grasp, jerking away like he's been burned. Sure, his skin is on fire where you've touched him, but only because he wishes you'd do it more, especially in other places.
You take his reluctance to be touched as a bad sign, and your face dims into a hesitant frown as you stand at the ready by Hotch's side.
"I'm sorry, Hotch," You murmur, tucking your hand into the jacket that you're clutching now that you feel you've made a fool out of yourself, "Um- it won't happen again, sir."
He wants to kiss you. He wants to duck inside, slam your door shut, and press you against the inside, demanding a detailed account of why his name had fallen from your lips earlier in the heat of the moment. But he can't, he knows he can't, and he has to blink at your forlorn expression instead, feet heavy as he drags them away from your door, like magnets trying to pull him to your bedroom.
"No need for apologies, Agent." He grits his teeth, "What you do in your free time-" like moan my name "-is your business. Let's go, we're briefing on the plane; wheels up in thirty."
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ianr36 · 3 months ago
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I will miss all of you but I think I’ve come to the conclusion that most here are bots. I really don’t get it! lol I will be deleting this app, and going old school face to face.
I’ve been nailed with requests for money looking over the fact that I’m looking for something real.
I feel sorry for all the fat short hairy guys with the little dicks that fall for this shit. You are the ones that are crying about being scammed so get to know them a bit -& ask some basic questions.
Also think with your head not your D. Not your ego. Be comfortable in your own skin. Have some discernment. The first question should be if most people in middle school have cell phones. Why do you not?
Q-Why don’t you have a mobile?
A-it broke, got stolen and the best one is it doesn’t matter. Lmfao!
(My kids have had one since 8?)
-I love you!
(Oh really? Even though we’ve never spoke)
-I’m not like the other girls.
(Yet you use the same script?) Holy wow!
Damn I imagine there are multiple call centers and as a business man I can respect that but as a human I cannot. So I cannot participate in this $hit! This is slavery and I can’t do it!
Both sides are being fed lies (bot, hooker or John) and it’s a shame that a platform that has the possibility to facilitate real change to occur, is being bulldozed by losers that don’t care about human lives.
Before you reply- please look at my previous posts regarding this and at a minimum let’s have some adult discourse
If you’ve gotten thus far, then you realize that I love humans I don’t care what gender you are. I fought for you in war multiple times.
You can say whatever you want whenever you want and I will always fight for that right for everyone.
Just don’t lie and try to play people that you don’t know- that this is a charade. it’s so easily identifiable.
Furthermore, why would you not want somebody to care for you? That’s intelligent enough to identify it if you were actually real? That’s a reasonable question right?
Let’s hear it? I want to think that a lot of you want true love, just cause I’ve been hurt before doesn’t mean I will be hurt again. That’s like someone trying to say that I tried to go in a business once and it didn’t work so I just gave up and went to slutting myself out.
If you just wanna slut yourself out there and treat yourself as a used tire-to each their own I’m all about that! Do what you do! I’m not a KIA.
But if you think for a moment that a guy who signed up to die for his country & opens doors for people and loves everyone no matter what can turn off the desire for wanting to spoil a special human, then please readiness that. Ffor anyone that is real on here and realizes that I am an open book and we could probably learn a lot from one another and grow together. I’m game for that conversation.. I feel so bad, but maybe I’m the one who needs to read more books! I’m game to talk for the next 24 hrs before I delete this app
But I have to be very upfront that I only like feminine women and that doesn’t matter what gender you were assigned to when you were born I don’t care bc I’ve dated models that are boring and numb and some girls that are amazing but I’m not desperate and I know my girl is out there.
(Sorry a lot of this was voice to text so if you have questions ask)
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doctorguilty · 6 days ago
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I haven't been keeping up with life updates but
what I am currently doing in terms of work, is another seasonal thing through the same employers as the scare actor job, they had very limited slots open for actors for their Christmas even (not scary, like an actual family event cause they like sell xmas trees and like have a smaller hayride that's Christmas themed), which like y'know isn't my personal jive BUT I need the money so I went ahead and auditioned for that, the first time they got back to me they offered me exactly 4 days (the amount of days total they are open is like uhhh think only the 3 weekends in Dec before Christmas) and I'd be in a a mascot suit (as Rudolph the reindeer) for photo ops with kids (like they have a Santa ofc and then like some other characters), so I was like ok sure! My first day of that was the 8th (Sunday), then I was like okay see you guys for like exactly the next 3 days I work. But like Monday I got a text from my boss (who wasn't even present at the event as she was recovering from an injury) saying she heard I did a real bang up job and offered me all 6 days of the next weekends open at $20/hr and I was like YEAH!!!! OFC!! So that's what I was doing last weekend, now like as yummy as that rate is again it's only another 6 days and the shifts are around uhhhh hmm like 5ish hours each kinda depends on when they wrap up, so it's not like I'm getting showered in cash or anything (also it's gonna be all one check at the end) but it's definitely awesome to get one more wage pay post Halloween season
It's honestly super fun, like, the downsides really JUST being that it's really chilly out, and the incessant Christmas music playing over the speakers that's tormenting me playing in my head every day not working, also whoever designed the suit uhh did a jank job on the visibility in the head like its a bit stressful at times because of that
But the upsides being that it's all pretty smooth like I don't gotta move around all that much like walking wise I'm p much in one spot, I don't gotta talk either, and I get to interact with excited happy kids all night, giving them hugs and nodding enthusiastically when they ask if I saw Santa in the north pole and stuff, and I just like love putting smiles on face I've teared up more than once (but nobody can see haha) and as much as I'm not a Christmas-celebrator myself it makes me feel pretty warm and happy to be partipate in making special memories and like whoagh I'm in so many family photos people might keep forever! ;0; and yknow my holidays as a kid were always. Pretty horrible and bad so... like doing this actually makes the Christmas season stuff way less mentally oppressive/triggering because I'm just thinking about my job, and being told I'm doing a good job, and being a positive presence, it's definitely been a comfortable escape and coping thing Iike I don't have to be myself, and so I won't think about my bad memories and feelings, too busy being Rudolph and having some of the most adorable interactions ever (I will probably make a post about that later too 🥺)
Also management is like so nice?? They were nice during Halloween too but like I think it's extra comforting for me too like again during this bad season for me... they keep bringing in water and cookies/snacks for us to have during breaks/before/after, omg the other night I came into the break room and there was a big plastic cup for every single actor with fresh squeezed lemonade from their concession stand, labeled like so:
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I feel really valued, I'm honestly bummed it's almost over already and I only got 3 more days this weekend, but that was the majority of it I got to do anyway and I'm glad I was able!
For privacy I'm not gonna post a pic of my costume just yet BUT after this weekend concludes I will
Anyway so there's that at least preventing me from being way less miserable than I'd usually be at this time
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itsclydebitches · 2 years ago
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I haven’t read a whole lot of TMA fic, so I’m sure this already exists somewhere, but I really want a time travel fic where Jon goes back to Gertrude’s era.
So it’s 2007-ish, before his younger counterpart has started working at the Institute, but years into Elias and Gertrude’s tenure. They’re having a normal day serving the semi-omniscient fear god when a fucking full-fledged avatar of the Beholding - complete with a small mountain of tapes - falls through a rift in space-time and crash lands on Gertrude’s desk.
(Season 5 Jon might have decided not to kill Helen and instead used her to get here. If he ever sees her again they’re going to have A Talk™ about her choice of transportation.)
For the record, a hot mess of a man falling from the sky indoors is only like... the eighth most interesting thing to happen to Gertrude this week. Still, it’s clear he’s not entirely human - one gets a sense for these things, even without a giant eyeball’s help - and she’s got a knife on him faster than you can say “Statement.” This doesn’t seem to faze the man.
That annoys the fuck out of Gertrude.
Meanwhile, Elias has nearly passed out from the supernatural alarm bells going off in his head because the Ceaseless Watcher’s special little boy is here!!! What does that mean? Hell if he knows, but this man is ALIGHT with the Entities’ marks, just dripping with the power of the Eye, and Elias finds he has the sudden urge to drop to his knees before this stranger, something he’s only ever done post-Watcher’s Crown.
(This might be a Jonlias fic, whoops.)
Elias, seeing The Archivist for the first time: 😍😍😍😍😍
Gertrude, seeing The Archivist for the first time: 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪
So after introductions Jon is all, “Yes, I’m an eldritch monster that’s forced to feed off the trauma of others, but I’m your eldritch monster. Please, Gertrude, I’d like nothing more than to carve out Magnus’ heart with you so he can’t destroy the whole fucking world.”
Elias, suddenly experiencing true fear for the first time in decades, feeding the Eye and being fed in turn and basically entering a feedback loop where this powerful stranger threatening to murder him is the hottest thing he’s ever Seen: !!!!! 💖💞😱!!!!!🤩😊💚!!!!!
And at first Gertrude’s like hell no, not having any more goddamn avatars in my archives thank you, but then the trio passes young intern Sasha James (shhh don’t worry if that fits the timeline) and Jon looses it. The hold that the Stranger had on him in his original timeline has broken and he’s able to recognize this as the real Sasha - her face, her voice, her very panicked looks towards her bosses as this random man sobs into her shoulder. And Gertrude’s like dammit, clearly The Archivist still has some of his humanity left. No true Fear monster would ever willingly be that embarrassing.
After prying Jon away from Sasha and promising her a raise to avoid any HR reports, they get the whole long, traumatic story out of him, but any plans to just permanently kill Elias kinda... sputter out. It’s a little bit of a Web thing, a little bit of a time travel thing, and a little bit of Jon just feeling... wrong when he considers it, no matter what he’s told Gertrude. It’s similar to when he let Annabelle live, though Elias has done absolutely fuck-all to earn his mercy. This confuses Jon, though it’s pretty far down on his list of worries.
The good news is that Jon’s mere presence puts a permanent wrench in Elias’ plans. He’s never going to repeat the ritual to open the door, obviously, and good fucking luck marking another archivist while he’s Watching. Given Jon’s suspicions that he became semi-immortal after waking from his coma, he’ll be Watching a damn long time, you megalomaniacal bastard.
The bad news is that since Elias can no longer plot an intricate manipulation, he’s decided that the next best thing is to just convince Jon to bring about the end of the world willingly.
By wooing him.
Elias: “We can be Kings of a ruined world together, Jon~”
Gertrude: “I am not paid enough for this.”
So begins the office romance comedy of Jon’s nightmares, where instead of hating him for ruining his world domination plans, Elias is smitten - in a suave, very creepy kinda way - and has decided that he’ll simply wait Jon out, wearing him down until the inevitable day when he realizes that they were meant to be. A full-fledged Archivist was dropped into his lap, ranting about how he out-foxed a future version of Elias, tormented by his own monstrosity, and people expected his narcissistic ass to not fall head over heels with his own creation?? As if.
Jon is Not Having A Good Time.
Originally when he landed here he was all, “Where is my Martin whom I love so dearly? Where is the support and companionship that I crave?” But after ‘bumping into’ him a few times outside the Institute, Jon comes to the bitter conclusion that whatever connection they had is gone. He recalls Martin’s firm belief that they never would have become a couple without all the trauma they’d been through and though this time around Jon definitely doesn’t hate him... he doesn’t love him either. Oh, he loves that he exists, seeing Martin whole and blissfully ignorant of the Fears helps heal something in Jon, but it takes him a very long time to admit that he’s too nice. Too caring. Too tentative in his insecurity. Jon grinds his teeth and admits in the privacy of his own thoughts that he was attracted to a bastard version of Martin, one who showed off a little bit of his own monstrosity, was connected to his own domain, could cut just as cruelly with his words as Jon could with his powers... Meeting with him now over coffee, inches away, Jon has never felt farther from him. This Martin simply isn’t a part of the world that created Jon.
Good, he decides and firmly steers Martin away from the Institute. Thanks to some blackmail and Peter Lukas’s money, Martin finds himself with a caretaker for his mom and the promise of a full ride through whatever creative writing program he can get into.
Meanwhile, Elias is of course stalking and spying on Jon whenever he can, doing the metaphorical equivalent of doodling hearts in his notebook whenever he catches a glimpse of why Jon no longer connects with Martin. He’s a bastard avatar with shitty morals and, frankly, far better taste in poetry. Open your third eyes, Jon!!
Gertrude, who avoided sacrificing Michael after a stern talking to from Jon: “You sure you don’t want the Spiral to eat you, kid? Anything’s better than watching this clusterfuck.”
Michael: 🙃🙃🙃
After a while the Institute settles into a new kind of normal. Jon, Gertrude, and Michael defend the archives from the slew of enemies they’ve both amassed, stopping the occasional ritual in their free time. Jon has long come to the conclusion that the Fears couldn’t have originated here - not with the Eye being unable to see its own creation - so starving them in this reality at the expense of their world wouldn’t serve the greater good. The best they can do is continually contain them - which they’ve gotten real good at. Elias continues to bother Jon with a fervor that’s almost admirable (he can see how this guy managed plans for upwards of 200 years) and waffles between playing the Mysterious Boss archetype that he’d used on Jon the first time around, and just giving in to the utter adoration he feels whenever Jon is in the room. It’s clear he’s long since started worshiping Jon rather than the Eye and the Eye is... totally fine with that?
Gertrude: “How did you get the Ceaseless Watcher to treat you like a favored child?”
Jon: Trauma?? 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️
After seeing how much happier Martin is, Jon guides the rest of his former assistants away from the Institute, Sasha included. It helps, a little, but it also makes him even more isolated than he was the first time around.
Gertrude realizes this, so when Elias’ flirting - “I’ve found a fresh statement for you, Jon. Oh do stop glaring, it’s just a bit of chloroform. She’ll wake up soon. You can’t be satisfied with stale writings for forever” - starts inducing more fond annoyance than fear or horror, she becomes #Concerned.
Gertrude: “You realize that desensitizing you to his actions was the point all along, right?”
Jon: “Mmhm. But is it still manipulation if I know it’s manipulation?”
Gertrude: “You cannot possibly be considering this.”
Jon: “Would it help if I admitted that dating Elias wouldn’t be the worst decision I’ve ever made?”
Gertrude: “NO.”
The thing is, Jon liked Elias before he revealed himself to be an immortal body-snatcher hell-bent on creating... well, hell on Earth. He liked the soft academic exterior, his careful words, love of organization and attention to detail, the dry humor, cutting intellect, those suits that likely cost more than three months of his salary combined... In fact, Jon is now in a place to vividly remember the embarrassment he felt while interviewing for the archivist’s position, too busy avoiding looking at Elias’ lips to catch the hungry glint in his eye.
Of course, that Elias only exists as a veneer... though what was Jon’s “I’m just a normal man going grocery shopping, please ignore my scars and aborted grab as I resist demanding a statement from you” if not a veneer of its own? Where did their ‘real’ selves begin and their conscious choices end? The most awful thing about all this is that Elias is right. Oh, not about them being Kings of a ruined world, but about how no one but another avatar can truly understand an avatar. By this point Jon is years past his coma, fully at peace - or at least, as at peace as he’ll ever get - with the fact that he chose to live as a monster rather than die as a human. That means Knowing things at his leisure... though he tries not to catch anything private. It means Compelling others to provide him with more knowledge... though he’s careful with his questions around friends. It means Feeding off of others’ worst moments in life... though Jon restricts himself to statements that Gertrude has collected first, so that he never haunts anyone’s dreams. And it means spending the majority of his time with other monsters and monster-aligned allies... though Jon plants his feet firmly in his human morals and refuses to budge.
If he can navigate all that, why not this too?
Elias has said more than once that he would make Jon the worst version of himself - said with such glee and promise as to almost, almost sound like something Jon wants. Jon figures that the worst version of Elias, from his perspective, would be to look a bit more human.
“We can bring out the worst in each other,” he agrees one day, followed by a shark-like grin.
Elias hasn’t the faintest idea what he’s just gotten himself into.
And that feels wonderful. Manipulating him into being a marginally better person who doesn’t bring about the apocalypse might actually be more satisfying than stabbing him. The Elias of Jon's original timeline would have HATED this and that makes Jon do a happy little wiggle whenever he thinks about it.
Gertrude: “You’re leashing a fucking dragon, Sims.”
Jon: “Better than letting it roam free.”
Gertrude: “Just so long as he doesn’t chew through the reins.”
Jon: “Yeah well, I’ll be the first one burned if that happens” and he holds up his charred hand with a shrug.
So begins the most messed up courting ritual the world has ever seen. Do they work as a couple? Oddly enough, yes. Amazingly well, in fact. Is it a healthy relationship? LOL yeah right. But then that’s rather the point. Jon gave up on that the day he acknowledged that, yes, a part of him liked being the most powerful being roaming a hellish landscape - liked not being vulnerable for once. Back when he’d first joined the Institute, post-breakup with Georgie, Jon couldn’t even imagine someone liking him enough to grab a drink after work. He’s past pretending that having the cult-like devotion of a lover, the favor of a Fear god, and the grudging respect of everything else that goes bump in the night isn’t really fucking nice.
Sometimes Elias plays the part of a compassionate human for Jon, as a treat. Sometimes Jon let’s Elias bask in another’s terror, as a treat. Sometimes Jon is Jonathan Sims and sometimes he’s The Archivist. “Let’s rule a burned-out world together” becomes a staple request in their relationship, with Jon always giving Elias the equivalent of a pat on the head and a, “Sure, honey. Maybe next week.” They find something like balance that way.
Plus there’s Gertrude, perpetually in the shadows with an arsenal of weaponry and the promise to obliterate them both if they ever go too far. She reminds Jon of his grandmother when she threatens to fuck them up in the afterlife if they ever make her kill them.
Something, something, dysfunctional eldritch found families are beautiful?
Jon and Elias have achieved something akin to an uncanny, domestic bliss when Elias points out that this body won’t last forever...
Jon Does Not Like the idea of Elias kidnapping another innocent.
However...
Jon: “You know Jurgen Leitner is living in the Institute’s tunnels, right?”
And they lived ever after. The “happily” is highly subjective.
Bonus:
Post-apocalypse!Jon meeting with Original!Jon to warn him away from the Institute, painfully thin ever since his coma, hip-length hair streaked unnaturally white, a slew of scars covering every available bit of skin, the slightest green glow behind his eyes, somehow looking supremely confident and powerful while also embodying the most Awkward Academic you’ve ever seen: Hey.
Og!Jon: G-good lord!
Jon: It’s okay. You can say ‘fuck.’ Please say ‘fuck,’ Jon. We deserve it.
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giveafike · 2 months ago
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Hi azzie how are you??? When will you post next xxxx
Hii anon!! Sorry guys, I kinda went AWOL for a bit here, I’ve been somewhat swamped 😭 anon are you British? X hehe, just curious bc of the kisses.
I had a dream where I did a get to know me post and then got SWATTED 😭 would we want a get to know Azzie? I don’t think so, but lmk! Send questions if so (don’t SWAT team me 😭)
Writing Updates: trust, I will have Ben Shelton posts and a Jude blurb coming up eventually! If not this week, then next.
I’ve got a (albeit, belated) Halloween party coming up + a lot of work shifts this week + college starts tmr :( but I’ve got a lot of free time if I push out these assignments so..pray for me.
Azzie Updates + ChitChat: First of all I wanna say: tysm for the love on the works this past week!!!!! :,) you’re all so sweet and kind, I always say I love tumblr so much and it’s only bc of people like you guys liking and reblogging and commenting and sending me feedback that makes it such a sweet, fun, great place!
Second off, question! are any of those crazy amazing Ben Shelton TikTok editors with the freaky ass captions on tumblr? Bc I’ve been scrolling through posts all night, literally cackling at those captions and in awe of their editing skills, they need to proofread my writing drafts, they’re the realest mfs here.
I’ve just checked my inbox for the first time in a few days- YOU 🫵 😧 are FREAKYYYY AS FUCK 🫵😧 … HOLYYY SHIT???? Are we all ovulating..? The amount of NSFW requests you people want me to write, and you guys write it so sweetly too it makes me laugh sooo hard “Azzie hey girl! Love you! can you write a blurb about me and Ben and in public and he’s crazy and-” - TOUCH GRASS OH MYYYY GOD! GIRLS! Hahah kidding I’m just as bad……did you guys see that NSFW Ben Shelton tarot reading from @castingspellsanddaisies ? i am actually….feral?.. I can’t stop reading it … my face is WARM thinking about it; wdymm he’s good at it (duh ofc he is)…. Let me test that out…for research and writing purposes, obviously.
Um, anyways.. I underestimated an assignment of mine and I’ve been grinding on that (literally due in 3 hrs…almost done it tho!), I’ve another one due Wednesday + uni starts back tomorrow and I’ve got to go for attendance, so I’m prob pulling an all-nighter tonight 😵‍💫 im SICK of university and im sick of STEM, i deserve to be living the Morgan Riddle life but Ben Shelton edition. Sorry not sorry!
I’ve also been super badly sick, I passed out at work the other day and I’ve got no appetite whatsoever, I had a fever earlier this week - idk what’s going on w me! Autumn-winter always makes me feel like I’m a Victorian child. I feel wayyyy better than how I did a few days ago, but I’ve trying to take it easy and relax a bit, pls forgive me 😓
maybe tmr after I finish all my pending works I’ll write smut in the library…like a freak 💀😭 we’ll see anyways, good chat, back to my assignment I go 😞
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jenyifer · 5 months ago
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The Trainee Ep 5 Initial Reaction
Oh thank god, Episode 5 is exactly what I wanted! Episode 4 was a bit dry and boring, but thankfully Episode 5 totally makes up for it. Some people commented last week saying I shouldn’t criticize the show just because I expect spicy stuff. But no, this is what I wanted—and surprise, it’s not about kissing. Sometimes it feels like people don’t really read what I write. I make these posts to remember the shows I’m watching, whether I enjoy them or not. It’s all just my opinion.
But anyway, Episode 5 was fantastic for both the main and side couples. We got to see the shallow crush of Bah-Mee and the gradual crush between Ryan and Jane. I was screaming for joy when they were walking home together, finally talking about something other than work. Honestly, that scene alone would’ve made me happy, but the episode gave me so much more!
Jane’s apartment gave me major "Theory of Love" vibes with its IKEA and creative core aesthetic. Anyway, let’s get to the photo review!
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Awwww Pie does appreciate Ryan for his friendship and his skill. I love her.
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Okay yeah this boy’s mentor’s are actually fucking up. 1. Give the intern the invoices is a 1 way trip to getting fired 2. Don’t even check in with the intern to make sure he’s doing it right.
Idk at my company money stuff is the most important thing I can’t imagine HR taking this lightly. I got in deep shit when I had to go on a business trip and didn’t have a properly lit receipt. Got emails every single day. I had to have every purchase and movement accounted for and I think that’s less important than a department’s invoices.
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Hehehe Bah-Mee is too cute head empty girl
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No noodles is bringing Punn back!!! *once this series is over it’s time to watch Gifted again* seeing Gun’s forehead is a rare treat that I shall savor ahah
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Jane is turning his anxiety into his super power. I don’t think he’s as confident as he pretends it’s just hardened into “this is how it is.” He takes every job. Does it to the fullest never thinking of himself.
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“Getting to know you, Getting to feel free and easy. When I am with you, Getting to know what to say. Haven’t you noticed? Suddenly I’m bright and breezy Because of all the beautiful and new Things I’m learning about you Day by day.” Them talking about what they like and bonding over who they really are hits me right in the feels.
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I like that Jane NOT ONLY apologized but clearly explained why he had been overwhelmed and made the mistake in the first place. He really means it. Jane feels really bad that Ryan was so affected by his words. Just really precious.
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First off all I adore this song by Nanon. Second both of the side couple are in love with the theory of being together but that’s how love can be. You are going through the motions of what you think a relationship is
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Ryan being enchanted by Jane’s actions of giving him his clothes to wear is so heart warming and makes me giggle and kick my feet. Probably because stealing clothes is the peak of lesbian behavior. When you start sharing clothes you are close to discussing marriage plans with a girl hehehe.
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bengiyo · 1 year ago
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Step By Step Ep 11 Stray Thoughts
Last week on HR Violations, Chot got Pat together about respecting people's feelings, and then received news that his fiancé is finally taking him home to see the parents after eight years in a beautiful scene worthy of Bruce. Pat confessed to Jeng with a gross carrot cake, but Jeng was checked out of most responsibility all episode. Rumors started to already at work, Jeng waffled, and now Pat has resigned. Also, Ae and Khanun got married, and she gave Beam closure.
See, and this is why I felt the need to write last week. Rumors about Jeng end with him cornered in a meeting where executives tear him apart as his dad looks on. Even rumors that he's queer have cost this company money.
This is gross. They're worried about Fjord, who just hired them to use BL to sell their gas stations. This is what we're talking about with the underlying commentary in this show. The wealth class only wants marketable gays. Jeng is not allowed to be gay because of his position.
Jeng's dad has always known.
Not them using the gate as a barrier!!
It does make me really sad that Jeng has to admit that he can't protect Pat from any of this, because his judgement has been clouded. It's also sad that Pat had to do something drastic to force them to face this situation.
Oh, the hands fiends are gonna lose their minds this week.
Crying because they're all finally a team and Pat and Jeng aren't alone. Chot said, "Don't look at me like that. They have eyes!"
Oh my god a SWOT analysis.
So Put posted that picture huh?
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Why does everyone have these loud conversations with the doors open?
I'm glad Pat finally handled Put, because dude needs to do his goddamn job.
SPIES AND THIEVES!!! Toh was the traitor all along!
We called it on Jeng holding the duties of heir so Jaab wouldn't be required to.
Ben and Saint have good scene chemistry.
Time for an Oishii ad break.
Okay, I love the office team. I don't mind Ying being a BL writer at all. I am enjoying everyone yelling.
Put and his conditions.
Hey, Put came through for them!
These hoes ain't loyal! Jeng bought their loyalty from Pat with a single meal!!!
Ope. Jen went all the way to Japan. The disappointments keep on coming.
Pat, that is clearly your father in a bad wig. What are you going to do with a broom?
We don't get gay boys and their dads that often. This is nice, even if the scene is a bit sad because the dad is foreshadowing the base conflict Pat and Jeng are facing.
The president is ruthless, and Jeng fell right into that trap when he used his own money for ads.
Pat isn't wrong. He can't stay here if his skills are always going to be in doubt.
Well, there's our breakup.
Okay! So Pat is going to work with Put for the next two years? This final episode is going to be messy. Still, I am enjoying this. Pat only seems to thrive in small teams. There's something to be said about how some of us just don't fit into corporate environments.
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irene-dimension · 1 year ago
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a guide to overcoming stomach growling
a bit of a lengthy post here! let me start by saying anyone with a k*nk or f*tish on this topic can kindly leave and DNI freak
so, stomach growling is something i have dealt with a lot, especially in academic settings. there is nothing more humiliating than eliciting a loud noise completely out of your control in a silent classroom. i wanted to make this post to share a few tips i’ve learned over the years, things id wish id known sooner. this topic can be really embarrassing to talk about, and those who deal with this issue often have no one to turn to for help. so if i can help even just one person with this post i would be satisfied :)
firstly, i think it’s important to understand what exactly stomach growling is. It’s the sound of food being processed through your digestive system, a perfectly normal process. food provides a buffer to those loud noises, the absence of it removes that buffer making the noises more noticeable.
minimize the possibility
- when getting dressed don’t wear tight clothes that will press into your stomach
- don’t skip breakfast. make sure to eat a balanced breakfast. for example, I’ll have a yogurt with granola mixed in with a side of grapes and strawberries. any combination that you find works for you
- chew properly, this makes the food easier to digest and will minimize the noise
-try not to inhale through your mouth while chewing
- make sure to drink water with your meals/snacks !! personally i have seen a difference by drinking the correct amount of water with food. however, you don’t want to over do it. if you’re in a situation where you only have access to water and you begin to feel the grumbles come on, take a few small sips. don’t take huge gulps or drink too much, this will make the sounds louder
accommodate and adapt
- pack a small snack or multiple snacks to bring with you to school or any activity. it may feel a bit embarrassing to be eating during class, but i promise no one really cares that much. it is much less embarrassing to eat a little snack in class than to have your stomach growl
- make a snacking schedule ! this is something that really helped for me. for some, small snacks throughout the day work better than 3 meals. id see what classes allow food, then decide which periods to eat. for example, id eat at the end of second period, then the beginning of 6th
-bring a smoothie. ive done this for the past 3 years
- know your limits. of course, you should try not to let fear of something out of your control hold you back. how and ever, i know personally just how much it can affect decision making. don’t feel bad for accommodating yourself, you deserve to feel comfortable. this can be applied to anything but here’s an example—if it is possible, opt for a shorter class length. take a 1 hr class when possible over the 4 hr one.
mental aspect
personally i believe that the mental aspect of this issue plays a HUGE role.
anxiety can actually worsen these sounds, turning it into a terrible cycle. you fear making the sounds, which in turn causes you to make the sounds. i think anxiety is so critical to this. maybe you have anxiety about something completely different, maybe anxiety about interacting with people in social situations. your brain picks one thing to hyper focus on and redirects all your attention to something you weren’t even worried about in the first place. it is also interesting to note that the gut has the second most nerve endings, after the brain. some research has been conducted to look into their connection, but it’s still a pretty new topic.
- if you are in class, try to really pay attention to note taking. it helps to be focused and physically engaged on something else
- have a bracelet or something to fidget with
- EARBUDS. i truly don’t know what i would have done without my earbuds. they definitely provide a distraction, and this distraction can lessen the sounds
-gum. this can be another helpful distraction, the chewing may trick your brain and buy you more time until you are able to leave the situation or have a snack
- try to remind yourself that everything will be alright. if someone wants to make fun of you for something every human on this earth experiences then that makes them an asshole
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i think ive covered most everything here ! i hope you were able to find something in this post useful and are able to apply it to your life. if you have any questions feel free to ask under this post or dm me. stay safe out there 🫶
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letteredlettered · 8 months ago
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I learned that someone pretty junior to me in the company (I have more than 5 years on them but they have a masters and I only bachelors) is making +10k more than I am. Our jobs are fairly different but we have the same job title/level and I'd say the work we do is roughly equivalent. Though, with some recent retirements my job responsibilities have increased. I don't qualify for a promotion to the next level in my job family but I'm trying to figure out how to broach the conversation of an in-level promotion and who to broach it with first. I'm also a bit proactively angry because I figure I'm going to have to write, basically, a persuasive essay on the topic when this shouldn't be an issue in the first place. But that niggling voice in my head is also telling me that, since I don't have a post graduate degree, the discrepancy is justified and I should just shut up about it. Do you have any advice?
I'm sorry to hear about this. It sounds really difficult. I didn't deal directly with compensation (I mostly just recommended disciplinary action; compensation at my company was its own HR department. We're a very huge company), but I can try to answer your question to the best of my ability.
You might get told that the discrepancy is justified because of the difference in degrees. Degrees in some jobs make a huge difference in pay. However, it's still worth it to try.
I would speak with your boss first. If you don't want to make demands right off the bat, you can say, "I'm exploring this issue and speaking to several people about it, but I wanted you to know first so you don't feel as though I was trying to go around you." That gives you room to continue to talk to other people if the boss shuts you down. It also gives you a feel for how hard this is going to be. Lots of advice about asking for higher pay stresses that it's important to be confident and not back down. This might be good advice, but the folks I saw doing that made a bad impression on management because those employees did not understand the pay structure of their company or what was possible within their job classification, so it really felt to management like employees were just marching in making impossible demands, which in turn emphasized to management that the employee didn't deserve what they were asking for.
But if you frame it like a learning conversation, you give yourself wiggle room. In my company, management could request a position review for your position, or in some cases (depending on the union contract) employees could request a position review for themselves. Position reviews would help HR determine whether someone should receive higher pay. That process might be specific to my company, but lots of organizations will have something like that. You'll want to talk to HR to determine what all your options are. Instead of saying something like "I think I deserve higher pay," I'd say something like, "my job duties have changed due to staffing levels. I also learned that a colleague is being paid significantly more despite my higher experience. Is there a way for HR to review my position to determine what pay would be appropriate? I've already informed my boss that I'm pursuing this."
The other thing your company may have is something like a temporary pay increase. It's obviously not permanent, but if you've taken on extra work due to decreased staffing, and if they're hiring replacements and that work will go away once the new people are in place, sometimes you can get increased pay for taking on other jobs. The rules in my company were very strict about that and hardly anyone ever got it, but its worth it to ask about it.
I wish you luck. I'm sorry again you're not being adequately compensated.
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dreaming0fsk1nny · 21 days ago
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10.3.24
Morning weight: 96.1lbs
Night weight: 97lbs
Maruchan chicken ramen 370 cals
Burned none :(
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Lil diary :D
I honestly always try to do these daily post things and I always fail at being consistent, I'm not the greatest at counting my cals and when I b1nge I'll honestly avoid posting out of shame. But I'm gonna try to keep this up, whether I slip up or not.
Yesterday I binged, like really bad. I went get to into that, I already posted about it although I still feel terrible lol.
Today I ate a bowl of ramen and had like 3 cups of sweet tea, honestly sweet tea is such a bad addiction of mine, sweet tea and nic are like fighting for the position lol, just need to quit both smh. But also sweet tea keeps me from feeling sick when I f4st, probably cuz it's high cal tho.
Today I waited 25 hrs and 25 minutes since my last meal to eat, which honestly is okay but I'd rather it be longer, i maybe wanna go around 36-48 hours, anytime between that is cool.
I'm also stressing a little bit because I have a colonoscopy next Tuesday, which I'm honestly gonna cancel, like I'd just rather not have to deal with that tf? They deadass want me to drink 2 cap fulls of miralax every hour LIKE WTF NO? I love a lil pvrge like that but dude I'm sorry that's too much my body won't be able to handle that geniuenly, so I'm gonna cancel, got me fucked the fuck up.
But yeah, I'm glad I only ate one thing today, I was gonna have a chocolate rice cake which would bring me to 430 cals, which would fit into the max for me (500 cals) but I would prefer 300 cals, 500 cals is just my maximum.
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tame-a-messenger · 9 months ago
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HR anon here: sorry, should have made it clearer. Damien called HR to give them a heads up about him streaming because he missed work that day due to his mental health. (This was when he was full time cast, so it was literally a 9-5 job for him.) But streaming helps with his mental health so he wanted to make sure they didn’t think he was just calling sick for no reason and then focusing on his “side hustle”.
Damien also made a TikTok recently about how he inexplicably bruises himself while working out but he’s asking the internet because doctors are expensive. (Full time cast have benefits so for me this is more evidence that he’s part time and has lost those benefits.)
Adding to your pile of asks LOL, I’m sorry! But, found out today that another “noisy” resignation occurred at Smosh. Their new Director of Marketing, Dani, has left. She had just replaced Rachel. (She was in the year-end TNTL and is remembered as the one who made a joke about her dad on 9/11.) She made a heated LinkedIn post that people are taking to refer to someone at Smosh.
https://www.linkedin.com/posts/danihhowe_from-pet-to-threat-this-just-happened-activity-7175962661971529728-oSSM
I’ll keep my future submissions focused on Damangela because that’s really what we’re all here for. It’s just weird that this happened today when you posted my previous ask that I sent a while ago today also. I hope it works itself out. I would hate to lose Smosh as a place of comfort and source of Damangela interactions because the company was becoming toxic.
(OLD ASK)
Hi again!
"Damien called HR to give them a heads up about him streaming because he missed work that day due to his mental health. (This was when he was full time cast, so it was literally a 9-5 job for him.) But streaming helps with his mental health so he wanted to make sure they didn’t think he was just calling sick for no reason and then focusing on his “side hustle”."
Ohhh this makes a lot of sense! thanks for clarification! I suppose it definitely could come across as 'ditching' so he can focus on his side hustle.
Yeah.. all signs are pointing towards Damien taking a step back currently. With him not being in nearly as many videos as he was, to what you said about him asking tiktok for medical advice.
Don't sweat it! I love getting asks! (I just feel bad when I can't answer them in a timely fashion. (see- this ask (sorry<3))
Definitely something going on..... They seem to be having a TON of cast/crew leave as of recent.. I'm really wondering why. (the only thing that has massively changed was Ian & Anthony buying back Smosh?)(and them getting a new HR guy)(but most changes happened have come after Anthony came back)(I think)
It does come off a bit strange how everyone that has left didn't seem very happy about leaving, Kimmy talked about her leaving and it seemed almost like she was forced out? or maybe more like they twisted her arm. She really didn't sound like she wanted to to stop being cast or leave at all.
(I'm also wondering if Jackie had a similar thing happen? like they were telling her the direction they wanted Smosh go and either she didn't like it or they said they don't see her with them in that future, so she started auditioning for other things) (which could make sense why her 'quitting' wasn't as tense)(it felt more like a 'graduation')
Wishing them well!!
I am also waiting to see where Smosh is going. There seems to be a lot of things they've been doing recently that the fans don't like. It could go toxic fast, or it could just be a difficult 'uprooting' process that is really painful. I guess we'll just have to wait to see.
(don't worry about not being focused on Damangela! I really appreciate asks about Smosh related news! I like new information!)
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Ok so Austin looked fine af in that photo on the plane 😮‍💨😮‍💨 so jealous wish I was sitting next to his fine ass for 3 hrs!! And I wouldn’t have asked abt his gf. I’d just want to enjoying having the opportunity to just get to know him a bit in person and not what the media says.
so this part is my trash talk lol
The flight to Mexico is only 3 hrs from NYC? Which one?? I just went last November and it was almost 5hrs. Idk if that’s what she actually said I feel like I seen it somewhere in the post. Unless he wasn’t flying out of NY? or he was on a layover which idk I personally avoid layovers at all cost unless I can’t.
also I’m sure what they talked abt was very surface level stuff bc he’s so notoriously private as we know. I can’t see Austin agreeing to her telling his business to a gossip site and him looking surprised or confused I can’t remember what she said exactly could just be him and the way he felt ABT her asking that, not surprised or confused ppl care. He’s a big boy he knows gossip sites are talking abt it.
ALSO if they’re going to break up soon or even if Austin isn’t happy in his relationship or if this is even a PR stunt relationship thing can’t see Austin telling her that, like that’s common sense.
its overall sus as fuck. I have no doubt Austin was sweet and gracious but him giving up all his secrets on a 3hr plane ride to a stranger ON TOP of all the things you pointed out abt her. Come on they need to get real. I had to say this bc ppl taking this sus convo to heart and they shouldn’t. Austin will never say anything bad abt anyone let alone the gf the public still believes he’s with, bc they could possibly still be tg, even when they do eventually break up I can’t see him saying anything bad.
Ok so Austin looked fine af in that photo on the plane 😮‍💨😮‍💨 so jealous wish I was sitting next to his fine ass for 3 hrs!! And I wouldn’t have asked abt his gf. I’d just want to enjoying having the opportunity to just get to know him a bit in person and not what the media says.
Yea girl, that woman was lucky asl! I wish I was sitting next to him on a plane. 🤭
I definitely wouldn't ask any celebrity about their dating life, even if I'm a fan of the couple. To me, it's just way too personal a question to ask someone who's a stranger that you don't know. I think sometimes, because celebrities are individuals in the public eye, a lot of people forget that they are still strangers, and that they are not people that they know personally.
Wrt the other stuff you mentioned, yes, a flight from NYC to Mexico is usually at least 4 hours. But just because they spoke for about 3 hours, it doesn't mean that this was the length of the flight. It just meant that they spoke for about 3 hours (according to the woman on the flight).
Anyway, like you mentioned, there are so many sus things about this sighting, but I'm not going to focus too much about it. If people want to believe everything that was mentioned, fine? That's their right.
It still doesn't change the bottom line, which is, this relationship looks weird and unfulfilling af. It also looks like it's hanging on a prayer rofl. 🤣
But let people keep shipping this ghetto mess of a "relationship" if they want to. I personally don't ship anybody's relationship (it's a waste of time), especially not ones like Kaustin where both people in the relationship look done with each other most of the time. They don't even look like genuine friends. It's really sad.
But yea, Austin is a classy gentleman, so you will never hear him speak badly about anyone. After it's official that he and Kaia have split up, I highly doubt you will see/hear him speak badly about Kaia. In fact, I doubt he'll even speak on her at all tbh. He barely speaks about her now while he's with her lol 😆
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