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I just realized it'll take the eng server almost a year to reach the 3D Cheka T pose model :' ) we're at book 7 part 6, and we get a new main story update every 2 to 3 months..
Anyway, do you wanna share some fun, spoiler-free shenanigans that happened in jp's server.? Just to have some crumbs to lick off the table until we get our own sandwich (my heart is empty and my soul is crying)
spoiler-free is pretty hard, especially considering. the, uhhh, particular turn that things take directly after 6. (like, the fact that the other characters are showing up probably counts on its own?) and I do think that if you can avoid getting spoiled, most of it is definitely better as a surprise! some of the genuinely best Twst moments are waiting for you. :D
if I may, however, present one of my favorite little throwaway bits with absolutely no context:
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 10 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 10 spoilers#i've been thinking about 10 in particular lately. idk.#been sort of obsessed with the fact that azul calls his parents mama and papa#maybe it was only in the dream but i choose to believe this is just true of him because it's adorable#nothing more delightful than azul getting harassed by the twins and impotently shrieking about how his papa is a LAWYER he'll SUE them!!!!#azul your papa is a divorce attorney#i'm not sure he's ready to take on the literal ocean mafia#geeze though. y'all on eng have my deepest sympathies.#i have a hard enough time waiting between parts#(7-12 is coming for us next week and i'm already DYING of impatience 😭)#i cannot imagine also trying to dodge all the spoilers like a master thief in a hallway of laser beams#you all are stronger than i will ever be#that said i am VERY much enjoying vicariously reliving 6 via my activity page#rip meleanor...how i miss you...#man. i gotta draw more meleanor.#(to be fair this is true of me at any given moment)
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if I weren’t ace I would be SUCH a monsterfucker
#shitpost#asexual#I know some ace people are monsterfuckers snd that’s wonderful I’m just not one of them 😔#I do my best to make up the difference but alas#I’ll never be a true monsterfucker#more like a monster admirer from afar#I’ll live vicariously </3#this is so sad I wish I was a monsterfucker I wanna be one so bad#but alas. sex repulsed#wait. can I be an ace monsterfucker if it’s not ME attracted to them?#I just enjoy stories about monsterfucking and finding monsters hot?#chat advise me
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I was just thinking about the through lines of Elizabeth's characterization and her relationship with Darcy, and I'm really fond of this one:
[Mrs Bennet:] “Ay, that is because you [Bingley] have the right disposition. But that gentleman,” looking at Darcy, “seemed to think the country was nothing at all.” “Indeed, mamma, you are mistaken,” said Elizabeth, blushing for her mother. “You quite mistook Mr Darcy.”
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Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him [Mr Collins] from such a scheme; assuring him that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction as an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that it was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either side, and that if it were, it must belong to Mr Darcy, the superior in consequence, to begin the acquaintance. [...]with a low bow he left her to attack Mr Darcy, whose reception of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose astonishment at being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced his speech with a solemn bow, and though she could not hear a word of it, she felt as if hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words “apology,” “Hunsford,” and “Lady Catherine de Bourgh.”
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In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her mother’s words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a less audible whisper; for to her inexpressible vexation she could perceive that the chief of it was overheard by Mr Darcy, who sat opposite to them. [...] “For heaven’s sake, madam, speak lower. What advantage can it be to you to offend Mr Darcy? You will never recommend yourself to his friend by so doing.” Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her mother would talk of her views in the same intelligible tone. Elizabeth blushed and blushed again with shame and vexation. She could not help frequently glancing her eye at Mr Darcy, though every glance convinced her of what she dreaded; for though he was not always looking at her mother, she was convinced that his attention was invariably fixed by her.
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That he [Darcy] was surprised by the connection was evident: he sustained it, however, with fortitude: and, so far from going away, turned back with them, and entered into conversation with Mr Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had some relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, his taste, or his good manners.
Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of the moment, been led to make Mr Darcy acquainted with their fears for her sister; for since her marriage would so shortly give the proper termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its unfavourable beginning from all those who were not immediately on the spot. She had no fear of its spreading farther, through his means. There were few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended; but at the same time there was no one whose knowledge of a sister’s frailty would have mortified her so much. Not, however, from any fear of disadvantage from it individually to herself; for at any rate there seemed a gulf impassable between them.
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During their [Elizabeth and Darcy's] walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet’s consent should be asked in the course of the evening: Elizabeth reserved to herself the application for her mother’s. She could not determine how her mother would take it; sometimes doubting whether all his wealth and grandeur would be enough to overcome her abhorrence of the man; but whether she were violently set against the match, or violently delighted with it, it was certain that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit to her sense; and she [Elizabeth] could no more bear that Mr Darcy should hear the first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her disapprobation.
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Lady Catherine had been rendered so exceedingly angry by the contents of her nephew’s letter, that Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match, was anxious to get away till the storm was blown over. At such a moment, the arrival of her friend was a sincere pleasure to Elizabeth, though in the course of their meetings she must sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she saw Mr Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of her husband.
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"I [Lydia] am sure Wickham would like a place at court very much; and I do not think we shall have quite money enough to live upon without some help. Any place would do of about three or four hundred a year; but, however, do not speak to Mr Darcy about it, if you had rather not." As it happened that Elizabeth had much rather not, she endeavoured in her answer to put an end to every entreaty and expectation of the kind. Such relief, however, as it was in her power to afford, by the practice of what might be called economy in her own private expenses, she frequently sent them.
me, every time: oh, Elizabeth.
#there's literally no point in the book where elizabeth is not intensely fixated on darcy's reactions to her relatives#like - yes he /is/ judgmental but elizabeth is far less concerned about the opinions of other judgmental people#and i find it interesting that she keeps trying to intercede on his behalf - whether she dislikes him or hates him or likes him or loves hi#all things she feels towards him at different points! but her preoccupation with his responses and feelings about them is a constant#this is a big reason that while i am very much not on team elizabeth is secretly in love with darcy the whole time#i am also not on the ott backlash version (team elizabeth is actually indifferent to darcy for the first half of the book) either#she feels many things about him throughout the novel. disinterest is typically not one of them.#i do enjoy that this shifts from primarily being about her own visceral vicarious embarrassment and projecting her judgments onto him#to an anxiety about protecting him from situations she knows are particularly difficult for him specifically#(not like she hasn't spent a lot of time watching his every reaction like a hawk! she has good reason to know.)#but ngl my favorite is the anxious one during the lydia disaster when she's agonizing about how there's hardly anyone she'd trust more#to keep the secret - but also there's not anyone she'd rather NOT know. (elizabeth. ELIZABETH. it's fine. <3)#anghraine babbles#long post#pride and prejudice#jane austen#otp of otps#elizabeth bennet#fitzwilliam darcy#austen blogging#austen fanwank#edward gardiner
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[ID from alt: umineko fanart of a calmly smiling ange holding mammon up in her arms, hands around her thighs, mammon discombobulated and flustered. they're nose to nose]
what a beautiful day for drawing them :DDDD ange is STRONG (mammon is also floating)
@ninthtwilight happy birth!!!
#art tag#seagulls game#FOR AS MUCH AS THE STAKES UNIFORM IS LITERALLY EVERYTHING TO ME. wow ive only drawn one (belphie) since the reread#ouughghghh theyre so fun i love both of them so much i love to enjoy them vicariously w ur blogging#i hope u have a lovely day!! as chill as possible!! and that lots of nice things happen
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I LOVE YOU SIMPLE DESIGNS I LOVE YOU COMPLEX DESIGNS I LOVE YOU OC DESIGNS
I am holding my kids. I am holding and cuddling them these are my kids say hello.
#all my ocs are joyous and whimsical and silly#I live vicariously through them#I deserve it#Also I wanted to post them because I want to post art#but I dont have the energy to draw rn </33#enjoy my kids#apollos art#ocs#oc#oc art#original character#digital art
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i already knew i’d be playing this game over and over bc that’s what i do but i’m like fuck i’m gonna need to romance everyone then romance them with someone in the same faction as them if i haven’t already and some of them have decisions in their personal quests that i want to see both sides play out in a romance like damn i do treat these games like dating sims sometimes huh…
#which is ironic bc i don’t play actual dating sims 😭 they've never really interested me#im talking about da here but it goes for all the rpgs i play like im not playing just for romance i do genuinely enjoy playing them#but a lot of my ocs started off with me wanting to romance someone then i work from there#i’m very much a romantic at heart. one could argue a hopeless romantic at times#so im living vicariously through all my little guys for now#giving them deranged relationship dynamics.. which could mean nothing#im drinking wine (only 1 serving this time im behaving) so i feel chatty idk 🤪#.txt
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rip Will Herondale you would have loved Candy Crush
#Matthew would introduce it to him#he would love shitty app store games#he would make a sincere attempt to get all adults around him to play them#it would not work on his parents fyi#Henry is the type to keep a loaded shot gun next to a printer and Charlotte is not physically capable of comprehending the appeal#he'd be like “you should try out HayDay its fun look how much fun I'm having. you should download it.”#and she'd be like#“so. do you want to go to a farm??? i mean if you really want to you can you don't have to just live vicariously through this game?#Matthew:“ ...”#Matthew: “Father-#Henry: “No.”#Henry full understands modern technology. in fact he understands it well enough he doesn't want to fucking use it.#RIP to him he would have hated AI#unironically Matthew would probably enjoy the countryside farm lmao#anyways. Tessa would play wordle#sophideon seem like a wordle couple#tid#tlh#tsc#will herondale
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i love my ocs everyone look at my ocs
#my art#my ocs#i would tag them all but a few don’t have names#hnk#land of the lustrous#suicide mention#enjoy me living vicariously through my middle aged lesbians#these are from like 4 different universes lol
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#mine#pics#im not terribly homesick and living vicariously through some random obscure videos YOU are#those coastal trails are one of the biggest things i miss from this place. i wish i got to enjoy them more.
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an old thing I unearthed in my wips folder the other day... I didn’t go to the ocean last year haha
#animal crossing#ac kiki#emerges from my hermit cave again HELLO FRIENDS#how have you been!!! I've been buried under fifty different deadlines but I've just about got them all taken care of now#hopefully I'll be able to tell you about the thing I've been preparing for soon! it's getting really close and I'm going slightly feral#anyway anyway#happy summer to all who celebrate#I'm definitely not a summer fan in real life but it's my favourite season in animal crossing?#I love how green everything gets and the hydrangeas#and of course the beaches#again I am not a big beach person in real life because sand is Bad Sensory for me. anakin skywalker was so right about sand#so instead I enjoy it vicariously through my villagers!#the summer outfits are so cute too. I love the linen dresses especially#and as always kiki is the ideal model for them haha#anyway I'd probably better get back to prepping for [REDACTED]#I shall see you anon! hopefully with a formal announcement next time 👀
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Happy STS, Cee! What is your favorite romance trope to write about?
hi hi, thanks for the ask!!<3
HM oh man, good question... I think the most common aspect of the romances I write about and thus what I naturally gravitate to is opposites attract. which is not something I've actively thought about before, honestly!! but, yeah, that checks out lol. the couples I write about tend to be very different in personality, background, interests, etc., and those differences being what attracts them to one another. for example, Quil is very academically intelligent, which Endra, not being so himself, finds really attractive because to him it screams competence but in such a uniquely him way that he can't help but be drawn to it. in contrast, Endra is very lively and finds joy in the smallest of things, traits that Quil does not have, but being around him makes Quil feel livelier, too, so we get a moth to a flame kind of scenario haha.
in short, I enjoy writing romances where the people are very different puzzles but then they start to take on pieces from the other and we get a whole new image for them both. splashes of red in a blue sea, purple in a field of yellow rye. you know what I mean? there are some core aspects that unite them still, but their difference both enhance their respective uniqueness and influence how they approach life. anyway, yea, opposites attract my beloved<33
#sts asks#ty again!!#this doesn't necessarily have to be for a romance but i just enjoy romances soooo#i live vicariously through them lol#obviously there are plenty of other tropes i adore but this one's the core one i think
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The immediate cut to of spending time with a queer friend then going back to your strangely isolated life cut off from external local queerness is a really violent kind of whiplash i do not enjoy. Hm.
#hate this hate this hate this#its friday its gorgeous the city is bursting with people out at bars and parks enjoying themselves with friends and chosen family#and i spent the day one of two close queer friends who was in town from dc but is busy all weekend including tonight#the other lives just far enough away that last minute plans are hard love u zoe#but outside of them i have no one to call to go to a queer friendly bar or even just a bar and have drinks with and be queer with#and learn to be joyous and joyful and alive in my body out in the world like everyone else because everyone I spend time with socially#is already part of an existing social group and i just hover on the fringes and pick up the scraps#tbd im just. fuckin lonely. you can only live vicariously through characters ao mich yknow.
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immediately turning to look at the people around me after doing something I think is cool is just a part of the experience at this point
#enjoying my own achievements vicariously through the people around me's reactions to them#it's probably got some downsides#but i like doing it#i like turning around all excitedly#and like. I like seeing them react to the thing but I also like seeing them react to my excitement
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Man, I wish I weren't allergic to cats
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man. i was not at all looking forward to the saurian mechanics in natlan, and i've been proved correct for the most part -- the ground saurians feel like such a downgrade from the travel mechanics we've seen in the past [we all at this point have gotten used to climbing things with character skills, also kachina is free + the sumeru and chenyu vale exploration was a lot smoother]
HOWEVER. i do love the koholasaurs way more than expected. perhaps, dare i say it, even more than the waverider. they blend fun and function way better than the other two. they are so shaped. little creatures. i can do a flip
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#do i like them because they have a sprint mechanic and the others don't...........perhaps.#but also have you considered i can do a little flip in the water.#but for real it's bc apart from fontaine's diving. large patches of water have felt like an obstacle and a chore#i can only freeze water / waterwalk with furina for so long before i get bored of having nothing to do#and try to find whatever puzzle i missed that makes going between islands easier. yknow#and i love my little boat but l + steering + the little stamina bar kills me#meanwhile i can swim as these guys all day long#i'm living vicariously through them. scratching that summer itch of Being In The Water. it's lovely#and i actually do enjoy walking around on land with them. more than the actual land saurians. bc of aforementioned sprint mechanic#i'm not slow as hell for no reason!! [crowd cheers]#my only complaint is that i can't hang out with other saurians while in saurian form. they all bark at me :(#i don't want to fight i just want to chill and do flips with you.......#all that said. i am looking forward to the anemo saurians if we do in fact get to use them too#would loooove to be able to just fly around with no restraints. the dream.
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also I love including a playable section in the credits that lets you unlock a secret message if you do good. I think that's a great idea.
done with dream drop distance! just fragmentary passage left before I finally get to start kh3, the reason I was so excited for this collection to come out 3 entire years ago lol
#vicarious kingdom hearts#I still wanna buy a stable offline version eventually#like the ps4 version of the collection#but we also don't have a ps4 and never have#which is why the switch cloud versions were worth it#so that I get to play them now with controllers that are kind to my hands#instead of waiting until I can get a playstation :v#(and hold a standard controller for more than 20 minutes)#and even though I have been very slow at picking my way through I am enjoying it and it is worth my time and money#even with a little lag here and there#and I have intentionally avoided as much as I can about kh3#cuz I heard the rumors around its initial release that it might no longer be playstation exclusive#so I wanted to play it for myself#eventually when it became possible#(several years after release and then another several years after that in order to play through the rest before lol)
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