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Sugary Panic
#dog#oc artwork#slime#slimedog#slimeboy#dogboy#ice cream#time wizard#the color blue#wake up#dream#i think#i dunno if i'm asleep or not#mario for good messure
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something about the main menu for life is strange genuinely makes me wanna collapse and sob
#like not just the music but the overall visuals yknow#it's like this gut wrenching#almost nostalgic ????#feeling that hits like a truck#especially after playing the full game#seeing how peaceful things could be is almost like#i dunno gives me that feeling of dread when you've done something you can't undo#seeing how good things could be but knowing you don't get to go back#sorta thing#it's just#something about beautiful pictures having gut wrenching back stories#does something bad to my brain#naturally#i dunno i'm half asleep and rambling#but yknow what i mean#i'm trying to put it into words as best i can#it's like#it really is just like what growing up feels like ig#especially when it doesn't turn out how you want#wanting to go back and warn yourself so you can hopefully make things easier and more ideal but obviously you can't#that's kinda what the menu feels like#music and all#especially those goddamn birds chirping#ok goodnight#life is strange#chloe price#max caulfield#lis chloe#lis max#pricefield
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late night no sleep
#minute doodles#tsams solar#sams solar#solar tsams#tsams art#I feel like he'd have a difficult time falling asleep#I dunno I don't think he'd be comfortable with the idea of it#both the vulnerability that comes with not being aware of your surroundings for a long period of time#and the actual thought of being unconscious#maybe he'd feel like it isn't productive#or maybe he'd be nervous about being attacked in his sleep or something#(no this isn't me projecting shut up)#oh I'm running low on art drafts#I should probably fix that after I finish these assignments#ah well#anyhow#tsams#tsams fanart#the sun and moon show
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#mega swampert#NOW they're angry! what about? i dunno‚ but they're gonna tell you!#this mega is definitely *cool*—it actually introduces a significant difference. turns swampert into a big tank guy#which i think is badass‚ even if i wouldn't really take it over regular swampert‚ personally. it really changes the look and vibe#and i'm a bigger fan of the more lanky regular swampert‚ honestly#i'm running on three and a half hours of sleep i'm Desperately trying to come up with something interesting to say here#my bedroom has two big-ass windows in it that let in sunlight so it always wakes me up at like 9 AM sharp#and i went to bed at like 5 PM last night. didn't even fall asleep until like 6. so i'm a little bit wrecked this morning but y'know#this isn't the place to talk about that. this is a place to talk about mega swampert. and here that is!!!
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Is it just me or is this crowd ass?
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#I am about ready to scream#I tend to be pedantic by nature but this is... frustrating even for me#Filling out the financial declaration for the divorce#He'll have his version easy#All he'll have to fill out is the entertainment line#I'm having to calculate each expense. Food and clothes and household cleaning items and...#How much do I spend on clothes in a month? Nothing usually. How much do I spend on clothes in a year? Better question.#Not much.#Also I don't know precisely what God has planned but I am discovering that I will simply not have enough to pay ALL the bills#with the addition of the electric bill. And that's factoring in bonuses which let's face it don't get saved - they go to items that are#needed but by necessity delayed until I have a little extra cash.#I don't know... I don't know. I don't know how I'm going to do this. And I have work waiting but I HAVE to do this first...#I don't...#I may spend a few hours tonight laying flat on my face praying. Here's hoping I don't fall asleep because I can't even afford to do that.#(The courts are going to take one look at this and go “how have you been managing thus far?”#and I'm going to have to shrug and go “Dunno” even though the real answer is “The grace of God” but that's apparently not an acceptable#courtly response)#(>_<)
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BIRTHDAY
Birthday! :D
#Doodles#DDoodles#Lalaloopsy#Day after now since I was asleep haha ♪ But the birthday was fun! :D#My big presents this year were Super Mario Galaxy - my first 3D Mario game! :D#We have to find our Wii first tho lol - it's also my first-owned Wii game!#Have I mentioned lately that I'm slow to technology adoption lol#I'm looking forward to it tho ahh ♪ It was one of the shortlist I made for our Wii :3#So looking forward to adding to the collection hehe#And I got a Lalaloopsy! I think this is the first time I've drawn one of my collection digitally? Lol been long enough#This one is Blossom Flowerpot ♥ Isn't she adorable hehe#She came with all her clothes! Yay!! I love when they still have their ensemble ahhh it feels like such a treat#I'll have to count what I'm up to at some point lol - no repeats so far!#And then it was another of the dollar store trinkets but smol and I ended up having a silly amount of fun with them lol-#I dunno if this is a universal elementary school experience but counting blocks? Did everyone have those?#The ones that are broken up into individual blocks and then ten-block sticks and 100-block slabs?#They were my absolute jam lol I liked them even better than lego - and now I'm into Minecraft! Huh! Haha#We started tossing around the idea of painting them to look like Minecraft blocks and fjdsafsd it would be so cute!!#Glue two of them together and make super chunky ''player'' models and snow golems and the like hehehe#I always love a fun craft idea ♪ And modular Minecraft toys are so fun to me!#It was a good birthday hehe ♥♪
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Been listening to Paramore and ya know what? Yeah this is Roxy music lmao
#dunno if this is worth going in the main tags#hm#sewercontrol au might have a really cool and flashy ending now which makes me want to comic the whole thing lmao#but yeah uh you're telling me roxy wouldn't listen to fences?#though... also getting my version of mangle vibes...#hmm#anyway I should be asleep#but I'm rotating paramore music and an impromptu stage show like rotisserie chicken
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Song of the Day: May 29
“Evil Like Me” by Kristin Chenoweth & Dove Cameron for Disney's Descendants OS
#song of the day#time is fake! sometimes I'm awake and it's logical to assume that sometimes I'm asleep! and the days must pass but do I ever know?? nope#fuck I spent all day thinking today was the last day of the month and then it turns out it's not even Thursday#sang 'Evil Like Me' with Duncan at the dinner table while I ate the cabbage and I made this cabbage after the work not-a-bbq so#almost definitely that was today!#I fell asleep standing up in the shower again but the drain has been draining very slowly so when I woke up there was water above my ankles#if I flood our house with the water from my shower while I am actively standing in it and I don't notice because it's the only time I sleep#I'm going to shrink myself down and move in with the mice colonizing our neighbor's boat trailer#the mice will never know my shame. Duncan will put cheese sandwiches out in the alley for us and it will be more than I deserve#this is a really good song. very fun lyrical nonsense and also very fun musically to sing. love the idea of Kristin Chenoweth Maleficent#'I have tried my whole life long / to do the worst I can / clawed my way to victory / built my master plan#now the time has come my dear / for you to take your place / promise me you'll try to be / an absolute disgrace'#Nick really doesn't like this song for some unspecified reason--we've asked but he just gets kind of mad? like it should be obvious?#I think maybe he thinks they're making fun of people who sing about like. doing crimes? being bad???????????????#like honestly what could be more punk she's literally Maleficent but go off I guess#I dunno but if I were going to be mad about a Descendants song that I occasionally roam the house over-selling#it wouldn't be a Broadway-star-supported certified banger like 'Evil Like Me'#it'd be goofyass 'Rotten to the Core' where I'm playing four parts simultaneously and pitching my voice up and down like a rollercoaster#love that fucking song it's so dumb and it's so much fun and I get to stomp on the chorus bits
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You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
#my brain is full of garbage#and I keep thinking about the several people who have said to my face that I'm too smart to have learning disabilities#or that I'm too normal to be autistic#and you know the sad thing is that I am not even that smart#I am overwhelmingly average with a penchant for pattern recognition and a special interest in grammar and vocabulary#i sound smart#i am. in fact. an idiot#but the point still stands#I don't learn well in typical settings and it takes me longer to grasp a lot of simple concepts#or i will miss entire chunks of information while trying to get through a project before my interest in it dies and mess up multiple times#or I will do a math problem six times without realizing that my brain decided that 68 was actually 89#I have a dozen more examples between school and teaching myself new skills or just trying to plan out my bills#I know that I'm intelligent. But most of the time it feels like theres a literal mountain inside my head blocking my path#and I have to either climb it or dig through it or go around it#and all of those are very hard and take a long time and I have to trick myself into thinking it's fun so that I actually get through it#anyway#i dunno#I'm falling asleep#Just wanted to get some of the garbage out of my head
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"So, if Odin is the Eikon of darkness..."
"...does that make Sleipnir a nightmare?"
#.crack#?#//i dunno man i'm sleep deprived yet unable to fall asleep and Clive's got the braincells rn#//or maybe he doesn't i'm not sure anymore
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on the one hand I think an interesting direction to take melliwyk getting increasingly stressed and overtaxed and frantic would be for her behavior become increasingly careless and reckless, but the problem is that a part of why she's been Like This is that I don't want any of the Important Things she's trying to figure out to spin out of control
#the stakes are high enough that I'M too stressed about fucking things up to play too much into 'she's cracking under pressure' :')#justin got to play out zhartook struggling to process trauma with a really narratively cool PC-and-DM-controlled Loss Of Control#in the form of tying his first circle of the moon elemental wildshape to an uncontrolled emotional response#for melliwyk there isn't anything really Like That? I guess I could work with the DM to script a longer sleep incident but#that's not really the same-- for one thing zhartook becoming an uncontrolled fire elemental was An Encounter; both solvable and over quickly#for another thing melliwyk sometimes not being able to be awakened for longer stretches of time is a known possibility#(the mechanics behind the premise that if I ever couldn't make a session my character could just be asleep the whole time)#it's not CLEARLY tied to stress and it's not really actionable on my part or the party's#in theory-- or in a scripted show or written story-- it would be a chance for the party to pick up for her#after which she realizes she really doesn't have to put so much on just herself without asking for help#in PRACTICE I feel like it would just be really annoying for everyone lol#I dunno! she's definitely pushed herself more and slept less#but again I as a player don't wanna push 'your wizard isn't long resting' too far either :') not really fair to everyone else...#there's a necronomicon that's probably cursed but the benefits of attuning to it anyway aren't extremely clear?#I MEAN it definitely HAS benefits but they're not anything urgently useful right now#alas I continue not to be creative or intelligent enough to roleplay a chaotic wizard gnome#about me#my OCs#melliwyk
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#hey y'know what#i normally fall asleep holding beyonce (my favorite lil guy)#at least lately#it's just nice to hold smth#i dunno what it is about tonight but i wish i were beyonce y'know#i haven't felt that in a minute. it was too uncomfortable of a feeling y'know so i pushed it away for a bit but#dunno. smth about here and now#i would not mind being a bit vulnerable#i would like 2 curl up w someone or people that care abt me and rest for a bit#smth about love or whatever it's 3 am and i'm tired and feeling a lil small#but it's alright it's not too bad right now#just a lil achey. i reread that cat poem i keep with me on my phone and started feeling things again bc God if that isn't me#so unrelated but i'm a lil sad i had to clean up my nails bc i tried repainting them like 5 times before i realized i was#getting bubbles bc the. polish has gone bad shdjfhg#no cool black nails 2 go w my ken fit but that's okay 😔#anyways#g'night#sap says
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Okay so
My cousin will be having a baby very soon. I'm going to be an aunty. I'm 20. And i-
I don't know i just realised when James and Lily were my age they'd already had a kid for almost an year whoaa
#not ready to be an aunty#dunno how those two did that#but they did#you go james and lily#I'm half asleep at this point this suddenly came to my mind as i was scrolling throgh tumblr#bye#gonna sleep#god i hope i don't get dreams about babies
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i started playing red dead redemption 2 yesterday and it's super fun! really really enjoying it so far. but i haven't exactly gotten far bc i've been so sleepy. i've had the game paused longer than not ^-^;; doing bjj two days in a row and then all the stuff i did today really wore me out damn. i'll be fine for the work week, but playing my game is gonna be tough lol.
#it's nearly 8p and i don't have to be asleep til 10:30p but i hiiighly doubt i'll make it that long#tbh i should just give this game one more run and see how far i can get then call it a night#dunno how up for nighttime playtime maple will be after the day she had too#i trimmed her nails this morning then locked her in my room while i did this season's Raid spray of the windows#and then she had her checkup at the vet#sweet girl's gonna need to sleep off the updated vaccines she got too#also i spent some time on the phone with my insurance resubmitting fucking 9 electrolysis claims#but i'm optimistic bc of the 10 i submitted a few weeks ago the one that went through got paid on!! almost in full!!#and by paid on it was literally a direct deposit into my bank reimbursing me for the out of pocket i paid at the time of service#i really hope the rest of them follow suit. and theyre all dates after i met my deductible. and my 2023 out of pocket was almost met#so here's hoping 🤞#narrating my life
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ALRIGHT so I didn't sleep much because scared but it is now 5am I did sleep (though I woke up a few times) and like that's something
#I do need to proprly sleep so I'm gonna move rooms and try to sleep a bit because I dunno if I'll be easily able to fall asleep again#but yeah that's a step in the right direction
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