#i am. in fact. an idiot
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You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
#my brain is full of garbage#and I keep thinking about the several people who have said to my face that I'm too smart to have learning disabilities#or that I'm too normal to be autistic#and you know the sad thing is that I am not even that smart#I am overwhelmingly average with a penchant for pattern recognition and a special interest in grammar and vocabulary#i sound smart#i am. in fact. an idiot#but the point still stands#I don't learn well in typical settings and it takes me longer to grasp a lot of simple concepts#or i will miss entire chunks of information while trying to get through a project before my interest in it dies and mess up multiple times#or I will do a math problem six times without realizing that my brain decided that 68 was actually 89#I have a dozen more examples between school and teaching myself new skills or just trying to plan out my bills#I know that I'm intelligent. But most of the time it feels like theres a literal mountain inside my head blocking my path#and I have to either climb it or dig through it or go around it#and all of those are very hard and take a long time and I have to trick myself into thinking it's fun so that I actually get through it#anyway#i dunno#I'm falling asleep#Just wanted to get some of the garbage out of my head
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there's something so incredibly sweet about how many times davrin notes in his journal that talking to rook helped him with something. he keeps bringing them out to touch grass and gaze at nugs out in the woods with him which I think must be very good for them, and their company clearly helps him work through and get more clarity on things he's been stuck on emotionally. it's just kind of lovely and a great little nuance in that relationship.
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#now picture davrin shaking rye by the shoulders (gently lifting him off the ground in the process thanks to the height difference)#and lovingly yelling 'ALLOW ME TO PROTECT AND CARE FOR YOU BACK OR SO HELP ME YOU LITTLE SHIT!!'#and that's basically their late-game dynamic fhsdja#rye spends an embarrassingly long time genuinely believing that davrin thinks he's an idiot. self-worth so abysmal#he cannot pick up on the myriad context clues that this is perhaps Not the case and that davrin in fact trusts him so deeply#it finally clicks literally only in the moment when davrin asks him to help decide the future of the griffons. y'know. we got there#it was kind of embarrassing for everyone involved but the realization did dawn finally lmao#just got to the post weisshaupt talk with him on this playthrough and I am In Agony#also when he says 'make it count I can only die once' and it felt like a knife in the gut! fun times. video games are fun
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gl!ranboo doodle sheet bc i am actually going insane
#generation loss#genloss#generation loss fanart#ranboo#ranboo fanart#haha get boxed idiot <- said while actively crying#virgil arts#this was drawn at like. 4-5 am while i watched my bf play a half life mod#dude this series has actually grabbed hold of my brain its so so good#also i was in fact looping puppet boy while drawing this#songs just good also started making me feel very sad about gl!ranboo and i think that was the point lmao
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I finally watched "Our Man Bashir" and did like the outfits and the shooting at each other, so I drew this. ✨
Also inspired by this brilliant fanfiction and the very interesting headcanon concerning Cardassians and dancing mentioned in there. 👁️🔥
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#CANONNNN GUYS I AM LIVING#guyyys it has finally happened! that episode was fun but kinda dumb :D#did like the fact that garak was desperate enough for Julian's attention to sew himself a tux and crash Julian's holosuite program#the “wish that were me” vibes oozing out of garak in every scene that had julian making out with someone else were REAL 👏😄#i shall never forget garak's “i have never been hornier for you” face after julian shoots him square in the neck ridge JESUS 😅#absolutely feral gay shit guys what the hell :D i love this lizard man#the power that comes with being an artist - you can just draw the blorbos and put make-up on them - i am LIVING 😁🌞#bi twink x disaster lizard man 🤲#otp: especially the lies#gay spies ✨#idiots in love#garashir#elim garak/julian bashir#elim garak#julian bashir#star trek fanart#artists on tumblr#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#star trek deep space nine#star trek deep space 9#lwd#lower decks#lwd thank you for my life need to watch the whole episode asap
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I like them very much, I like seeing them be happy and together
Used the prompt Winter Waltz and the pallete Winter Wonderland with this. Characters are Sir Doe and Dr Solaris by the way!
#dude they're both like some of my oldest characters#oh yea fun fact about the funny doctor man: he's loosely based off the song Dr Sunshine and the Menhera Chan manga#oh yea and a lightbulb's a pale imitation of a sun. a false sun for a small fraction of the world#and what does a little spark of electricity compare to a star?#(I am so consistent with the lore /s)#my artwork#artists on tumblr#art#my idiot :3#arcticfight2024#y'know I should yap more about these guys but ocs that aren't related to any fandoms don't do well#artfight
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Based on that one scene in the first few episodes where he hits that slutty ass pose in his slutty little marines uniform
Plus some shitpost content bc it’s what makes the pain go away
#I’m a simple woman#I see two fruits with a red and blue color scheme respectively and I’m sold#jokes aside I actually like joplittle more but these two idiots are so fun to draw and their dynamic has so much potential#also I KNOW that ned is only 5’8 or something but he has tall man energy BIG TIME#I am scarred by the fact that tozer (or rather his actor) lowkey looks like the german national football trainer#who himself looks like a groundhog#anyways#the terror#the terror amc#edward little#ned little#solomon tozer#solittle#froggerart
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That one square wheels episode of mythbusters, am I right?
#my art#stanley pines#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#young stanford pines#young stanley pines#young fiddleford#mystery trio#I guess?? it is the three of them.#yes yes I did chop the mullet off but he might grow it out again but with proper hair care.#mysterybusters au#it’s a good idea. trust. mythbusters but it’s a Gravity Falls public access television series run by these idiots.#I could not tell you which one of them would be the one jumping on the treads to make them fit on the wheel or who would get bigger treads#ignore the fact I can’t draw cars. google images was fighting me on references#I can’t decide wether or not stan should have his glasses at this point. because I’d imagine this is in the first month or two of them#running the show. so maybe 3 or 4 months after he and ford reconnect. hhhhmmmmmmmm#you can tell I drew fidds at like 1 am lol
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Round and round, In circles we go.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I re-worked this one so many times and it honestly could have had a few more re-dos#Desperately reminding myself that the point of all this is to create and move on and not obsess over little things#As I also have to recon the fact wwx's hands are untied for one panel as ...uh...its a mental projection. An abstraction of despair#Or that I really should have written 'get caught idiot' for a funnier text line.#Anyways! Don't think about that and instead think about how cute lwj is as he gets his zoomies out around the room.#Even the oldest dog will bounce and wag when playing with their favourite person....#More thoughts on wwx's crisis in tomorrow's upload for I am too sleepy to think right now
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#same kitty same (or kitty being an ace icon)
#had to laugh so hard watching this#because this is my head every time i am reminded of this fact#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#six idiots#alison cooper#kitty#lolly adefope#julian fawcett#pat butcher#robin#bbc ghosts s05 ep02#gif#ace#asexual
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hilarious that with each new day that passes a new bit of dirt from JD Vance's past gets discovered and plastered over the internet...it's almost as if this is why presidential campaigns have always announced their running mates well before the convention...so that if glaring issues with a candidate came to light quickly there would be time to replace them on the ticket before they were officially locked in...it's almost as if certain things in political campaigns were done for a reason, donald...because the very same critical failures had happened before...but no i'm sure you and your guys attempt to recreate a fantasy version of history while ignoring all the reasons that history was a disaster will work this time...because you are built different and the 10000th time trying fascism will work like a charm...
#us politics#politics tw#i view the MAGA movement like this:#the conservatives have been desperately trying to jam a square peg into a round hole for a very long time#and they keep trying because one of these times its GOT to work! a very long time ago they heard the hole was more squarelike#so if they just TRY hard enough it will work!#failing to understand that the hole has become weathered and changed over time and the solution they are trying#will never work (if it ever did)#and then donald trump comes along and looks at the square peg#lobs one of the corners off and proclaims 'this is a triangle! THIS will work! I am so smart!'#and everyone around him is like 'whoa! this guy gets it! he's a genius and understands the problem! he's our savior!'#ignoring the fact that the peg is not a fucking triangle. it's just a deformed square now#so its still not going to work. and even if it WAS a triangle it still wouldn't work because THE HOLE IS ROUND.#it's the same damn peg but it looks a little different so everyone thinks its a genius solution that is DEFINITELY going to work#so they're all excited! they're FINALLY going to prove those idiots trying different types of oval pegs wrong!#they were right all along and it just took donald trump to see it! thank goodness he came along!#but that's just it-- he WAS just COMING ALONG. he was just walking by and saw an opportunity. he never spent time trying to make pegs#all he did was saw a crowd and took a chance to break an already failing peg even further#but because the people were desperate and it was different enough it seemed revolutionary#and now some of the conservatives--who can still see that the 'triangle' peg isnt a triangle are starting to look around#and see that elsewhere there have been some who have forced a triangle into the center of the round hole#and these people think well what if we ACTUALLY tried a real triangle?#and it does not matter to them in the slightest that it will never be the true solution to filling the hole#they just want credit for solving the problem#and so they are going to back donald trump and when the time is right put a real triangle in his hand#while the people trying ovals are busy arguing over the right type of oval#and once the triangle has been jammed into that hole...well...#it is going to be really really hard to force out#anyway thats a long and complicated metaphor and i probably should have just put it in its own post aaaaaahgh#long story short dont be a fascist triangle alright
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When even a Fury’s strength may wane
#hakuouki#sanchi#sannan keisuke#yukimura chizuru#hakuouki art#my art#so#the bad ending after the fushimi inari shrine when heisuke hands chizuru sannan’s glasses a saying there was no body#am I the only who thought kodo had kidnapped him to turn him into an experiment since he’s the first sane fury?#because only now years later do I realize they were implying he crumbled into dust—hence no body o.O#bc damn it I had an internal argument abt how fucked up it was that sannan was probably even worse off than the first gen furies#if kodo had him at his mercy and the shinsengumi didn’t even launch a rescue#and then the thousand plot bunnies that never made it out of the meadow#where chizuru DOESNT get on the ship to edo and instead remains behind to hunt down her father and save sannan#idk#i guess I just didn’t register the fact that furies CRUMBLED INTO DUST and LEAVE NO REMAINS#I feel like an idiot now#still like my misinterpretation better tho
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uhm, their efforts are touching, your honor
#blushes#yeah i said it#i mean look at them#good omens#aziraphale and crowley#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#aziraphale x crowley#crowzi#ineffable husbands#ineffable lovers#gomens#ineffable idiots#it’s just facts#at this point i am convinced this is a sex game#gay so gay#aziraphale loves crowley#crowley loves aziraphale#dang nuns#messing with sexy time
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out of curiosity, would you consider yourself butch?
used to be a blonde underweight twink and now I'm a based jock still got the chanel bag and the sick albeit matured mind of a suckpig to prove it so I'm gonna let you decide whether you wanna call me that word just cuz I got a pussy and short hair. I promise you that there have been enough advancements made in the art of lesbian sexual dynamics in the past 50 years to broaden the vocabulary used to describe the plethora of types of masculine females.
#being called butch just reminds me of how much males have the freedom to navigate between male archetypes and how people pay attention to#the distinguishing features of these varying masculinities#but when a female is seen as masculine it all gets lumped under the “butch” category#her masculinity is seen as unnatural and therefore incapable of being considered genuine or taken at face value as it is with males.#its always brought into question instead of taken in consideration with the rest of the woman's life and experiences and her particularities#Hence... Butch is still being treated as though its a huge lesbian cultural phenomena instead of a specific niche thing#also i dont mean to invite the “you dont pass!!” anons again bc that idiot is missing my point entirely (which is that im truly not trying)#but the fact is that for the past 3 years i have found myself increasingly navigating the male social world#and discovering what it means to me as a female to have access to the ability to take my “masculinity” for granted... relax#forget about it#etc#i think thats entirely antithetical to the Butch thing which seems to rest on the tension of other peoples expectations of her#people broadly are more surprised to find out that im interested in women just as much as they're surprised that im a gym queen iykwim...#ive worked hard for this and now that ive gotten the Woman Social Role thing pretty much entirely out of the way i am living the dream#i think a large part of that is learning as a dyke to appropriate the language of gay men theres a reason their terminology had#staying power even when their scene was *literally* dying meanwhile all that seemed to survive from dyke spaces was butch n femme ??#its because theirs didnt necessitate the building and maintenance of a scene in order for the subculture to hold its head above water#their labels *largely* weren't predicated on their relationships to gender roles and its telling that for dykes it was#their labels rested on the need to simply show up anonymous n be able to easily flag whether they were looking to fuck or be fucked#alongside the set of circumstances under which they would be fucking or getting fucked or what have you#it all comes back to the restrictions of female social blah blah blah and i think the sooner we collectively set down what we see as our#responsibility as lesbians and as feminists to Be A Woman the sooner we can step outside of that#n start thinking clearly about our individual circumstances and the necessity of putting on your own oxygen mask first before helping others
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From your tags: "they think it does"
Pls tell us this excludes Ravi... and that there will be a Ravi pov snippet 🥺
happy to report that it does, in fact, exclude ravi! a ravi snippet isn’t currently planned, but an excellent idea actually… maybe a little companion fic… we shall see!!
here’s a little snippet with more ravi anyway, set slightly before the previous bit:
Somehow, this leads to them standing in front of the city hall with Ravi, fresh off a B-shift because the little fucker refuses to believe them that Gerrard is truly, finally, completely gone and A-shift is safe again, who’s chugging black coffee and looks like he’s either going to cry or fall asleep. Maybe both.
“Okay,” Ravi says slowly, “so you’re getting married to scam Buck’s family.”
“It’s not a scam,” Buck says indignantly. Like, okay, this probably isn’t what his grandmother meant for him to do, but none of the conditions say anything other than married. He thinks. He’s actually not sure, but he’s just gonna assume here, okay?
“It’s kind of a scam,” Eddie says, much more calmly. He sticks his hands in his pockets and leans back. “But Buck’s family – with the exception of Maddie – is pretty awful, and we don’t want the money to go to them. This way, he gets it.”
“But you’re not together.” Ravi stares at them. He’s making this sound really important. Buck doesn’t get it. “Like, you’re not dating. You’re not in love. You’re only doing this for the money.”
“Pretty much,” Buck says, because not in love isn’t a train of thought that gets him anywhere productive, like, ever, and he has plans for today. “But to get the money, we have to go to the reunion, and Maddie and Chimney will be there. And since Chimney can’t keep a secret-”
“-and our friends can’t keep secrets from Chimney-”
“-we can’t tell any of them. But you’re still on the B-shift,” you traitor, Buck adds in his head, but they kind of do need Ravi’s help, so he doesn’t want to antagonise him too much, “so we can tell you, which means that you can be our witness.”
Buck smiles. Eddie smiles.
Ravi, for reasons unbeknownst to Buck, doesn’t smile.
“Don’t they provide witnesses?” Ravi finally asks.
“They cost twenty dollars extra,” Eddie says for the third time that day. “I’m not paying twenty bucks for that shit.”
“If I pay the twenty bucks, can I go home?” Ravi asks.
Buck decides not to answer and just grabs him by the elbow and drags him into the building. Eddie hurries ahead of him to hold the door open.
#crucially this fic does start with buck being oblivious about his feelings for eddie#despite any evidence to the contrary#like i said#hashtag idiots in love#buddie fic#michelle writes#michelle answers#i am SO excited for this fic though#it’s really been a bright spot these past few days#so i will in fact take any excuse to yap about it hehe#ty for the ask!!#fic: forever is the sweetest con
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As a member of Mickbell Nation, and a honorary member of Kuro Nation, for Kuro's and Mick's sake I will speak up. I loved this scene on anime.
When they arrive to the island, the first thing Mickbell does is go to the window and try see outside. He can barely see anything aside the sky color, that's why he wonders what time is it. Kuro leans towards him, or is looking outside the window, or both, I can't really tell. Here we can see that Mickbell could tiptoe and try to see outside, but I believe he doesn't because: a) he'd still be too short to see and knows it and/or b)he is expecting Kuro to hear him.
Now, he could be just wondering and looking outside with no real wanting of looking outside further (he's ok with just looking at the sky), but his body language tells he wants to peek outside.
THEN he picks up Mickbell without him asking Kuro to do so. Kuro sees his small friend who can't get the vew strugling and decides that he would lift him up to see. He could have just told him "it's dawn", but he decides, without no-one asking him to do so, to do this. Did Mickbell expected this to happen? Yes, you can see it on his face. He's quite happy being lifted up to see outside the window.
This is meant to show that, even tho Mickbell is his boss, Kuro very much does what he wants. Wich is often what Mickbell wants. Because they know each other so well that Mick can be certain that if Kuro hears him, not even complaining, but wondering what time is it, he would be picked up to see by himself.
On anime, it happens backwards. The first thing we see is Kuro lifting him up. It takes off the sweetness of "oh, he can't see, I'll help him" that we get when Mick asks first and Kuro lifts second. Even when we still get the message if we look at this images, it's not quite the same. At least at first glance. But... Isn't it lovely that he looks at his short ass friend, thinks "is he trying to look outside? He can't, he's too short. I'll help him". And the little surprise on Mick's face? It gives that Mick wasn't expecting this care. He was just looking outside with thia "Well I can't see shit, I wish I was taller sometimes" look in his eyes. Then he gets just a tiny bit surprised as he feels hands grabbing him, but nothing else. He's so used to this he doesn't even turn around to see who picked him up. He alredy knows.
Here, Kuro looks at him, Mick is trying to look outside with not a word. I at first didn't liked that he sayed nothing. The idea was that Mickbell, knowing how his friend would react, sayed something. Bit the "up we go" Kuro tells him as he lifts him up its everything I needed to keep on the living laughing loving.
And after he can see outside he wonders what time is it. Wich... is a bit wierd... Because he now can see, not only how the sky is, but how the town down there is. It's not dificult to know if it's dusk or dawn by looking at the people on the streets.
So yes, me (detail-obsessed fish) is quite happy with the comeout after a bit of analysis. But I still feel it could've been better to leave as it was on the manga.
#idk#this started as a hate post#i was so upset about the change!! they changed too much things this chapter i felt this one was </3 to me#but when i started seeing the implications of Kuro just... picking him up... i was like:#oh wait. it isnt so bad. in fact it isnt bad at all.#so yes#funny how opinion works#mickbell tomas#and#kuro#are family here. do not tag as a ship.#kuro dungeon meshi#kuro dumneshi#is the best 18 yr old around#mickbell#mickbell dungeon meshi#mickbell dunmeshi#is an idiot but i love him#and before anyone starts with the “its manipulation” thing... no it's not. its called “i know you well and apreciate you”#“i pick you up because i know you like it” “i am so gratefull someone knows me this well”#this is their dynamic#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon
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denki has a crush on his bro and he has no idea how to really go about it. you've been best friends since like forever and you're both grown so comfortable around each other, so whenever you throw your arm around his shoulder as you're teasing him or whenever you save him a seat or whenever you let him borrow your shirt when he's staying over, he just lets out a nervous laugh. he's trying to be so normal about the whole situation, about you, because he's scared to fuck it but... it's hard.
especially since every single person other than you seems to know about his stupid little crush on you.
#denki x male!reader i am pushing your heads together#cmon do smth idiots#hsgfhjwvdjshshs#it's a silly slowburn#perhaps you're just a bit better at hiding your crush on him though#he's more obvious lmao#i think if it was anybody else he'd flirt way more confidently but it is just the fact that he's a bit scsred that you don't feel the same#and so he's so ?????????#shaky sheepish laughter is his way to go about it ahfhbsvdjshdjaja#cute#this should be me actually cmon denki i can be your bro i think we could be stupid together<333333333#denki#mickey is daydreaming
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