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for anyone too young to know this: watching The Truman Show is a vastly different experience now, compared to how it was before youtube and social media influencers became normal
before it was like, "what a horrifying thing to do to a human being! to take away their autonomy and privacy, all for the sake of profits! to create fake scenarios for them to react to, just to retain viewership! to ruin their happiness just so some corporate entity could harvest money from their very humanity! how could anyone do something so evil?"
and now it's like, "ah, yeah. this is still deeply fucked up, but it's pretty much what every influencer has been doing to their kids for a decade now. probably bad that we've normalized this experience"
#the truman show#sbs rambles#I keep thinking about how children on popular youtube channels should probably have laws to protect them#social workers assigned to them maybe#I dunno#they did not sign up to have their lives sold for profit#but here we are#tho#I guess none of us signed up for it#and our data is harvested more than ever#god#high-tech capitalism sucks turns out#OH WAIT because tumblr is bad at getting context sometimes#let me specify:#I am not saying that the movie The Truman Show is bad or that it normalizes this#like all good sci-fi (because it is kind of sci-fi) it's there to warn us of what the future could hold#and it did that in a very good way - it's a beautiful movie#I could see someone with a bad faith take assuming I meant that it was part of the problem#it absolutely wasn't. it didn't normalize this; we did#youtube did and social media#it's us that's the problem#or more specifically: big corporations and a lack of regulation#that's the origin of most modern problems
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had a conversation with my mom and now i'm curious
If unsure, go grab yourself a pencil and compare to these examples:
"Correct" ways to hold a pencil:
(if you didn't know there were names for these, yea I had no idea either until I started looking stuff up lmao)
"Wrong" ways to hold a pencil:
I'm mostly curious as someone who has always held her pencil wrong. No matter what teachers/my mom ever did to try and teach me (pencil grips, elastic bands, etc) it just never worked. I wanna know how universal this experience is hdKJH
(rb for sample size, etc etc, the usual)
#clamtalk#polls#in my case it probably has to do with the joint hypermobility that my mom wasn't aware I had until too late to accommodate it#So i've always held my pencil in an index grip (or something somewhat like it; my index finger is higher up on the pencil than it should be#Also I put correct/wrong in quotes because like. While yes you could argue inherently there is a 'correct' vs. 'incorrect' way#regarding how much strain an incorrect grip can put on one's hands#I have never personally had issue with how i hold my pencil even if 'wrong.' The only problem I had was when my mom was trying#to force me to change it to hold it 'right.' Because that shit hurt my hands!#Once again probably due to the hypermobility!#So I dunno. Infinite Nuance etc
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WE HAVE A NEW SEASON COMING IN JANUARY 22????? LETSGOOOOOOO
#BOOM SWAKALAKA LETS GAAAWD#CALE!!!! AND HIS KIDS!!!!!!! AM GONNA CRY THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS#UWAAAAAAAA#AND PAN4-NIM STAYSSSSSSS#i heard that they had a lot of health problems and possibility of them not working on the story in the future!#AM SO HAPPY THEY ARE STAYING#WE WON THIS FUCKING LIFE#2025 OFFICIALLY DOESN'T SUCK ANYMORE#i also have debut or die return in february near my birthday so dunno about u but i fucking WON this year#tcf#lcf#trash of the count's family#lout of the count's family#cale henituse
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#more ears under the cut#sprigatito#welcome to GENERATION NINE. the generation i've been dreading for the entire existence of this blog#it'll be alright. i'll find ways to get around any problems i might have. i'm pretty confident. i don't think it's gonna be as bad as the#dread tells me it's gonna be. like… look at this face! sprigatito has gotta be one of the best fuckin starters of all time#NOT TO MENTION it stands up!!! in its evolutions!! how great is that??#everyone was so mad but i was rooting for it the whole time. i was BEGGING this cat to stand up. AND IT DID!!!! AND I LOVE IT#IT'S SUCH A WONDERFUL EVOLUTION TOO!!! the fucking magician aesthetic is STELLAR#i love it so much. holy fucking bingle. can't believe game freak popped off so hard with the FIRST pokémon in the paldea dex#they have such pretty eyes. i dunno why they're pogging but it's probably because we finally got to them
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#RVB#rvb#Red vs Blue#dexter grif#Epsilon church#a pinch of salt#But srsly just a joke meme#S19 looks like it's gonna be badass with all those sexy animations#but im still a tiny bit bitter we are gonna lose seasons15-17(18)#it just doesnt make sense to me#so many real moments#and not just with my two favs but with others as well#Red Team never gets nice things like Plot Advancement#i have an idea for an art piece and i need to get it out asap#my biggest hope is perhaps whatever happens doesn't happen right away. . . and after they win the fight they still party#like a calm before the shitstorm#they win#they party#then maybe everyone leave chorus?#THEN things go sideways?#Dunno... but we'll see soon enough#PS Yes I know Donut was also like the Duotagonist for 15-17#which again#Red Team Problems ; u ;
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Do you think that Snape, after being yelled at by McGonagall for showing her attitude and somehow the fight escalating to their past when Snape was a child, and told that if he was actually traumatised by her actions, he'd be afraid of her, not rude to her, would lock himself in his room and cry, cry, cry, because despite the fact that he fought back and screamed that he IS traumatised, that she DID hurt him by not being there, that she IS responsible for him being this way, he isn't sure? Because every single person around him tells him that he's the problem. That he's rude. That it's his fault the other party was offended. Even though he didn't mean to be rude, he was just being him, but surely he's the problem if everyone's saying it? Or maybe he's surrounded by the wrong people? Or maybe he is wrong, and he is a horrible person, he is a piece of trash, he's wrong and just stubborn?
Do you think that sometimes he doesn't even know if he's right or wrong? That he doesn't even care, all he knows is that he's so, so angry, he's in so, SO much pain, he wants to scream, he wants to cry, it all hurts and no one's coming to make it better and he can never get it out, he can never truly vocalise it because the words won't come, and he looks hysterical, insane, and selfish.
He's just tired.
#severus snape#pro snape#professor severus snape#minerva mcgonagall#why minerva and not the others? lets just say that my own mother's given me my fair share of issues and im done#i dont even care if im wrong anymore if im an awful person i do not care i actually don't#because nothing i do makes me look good everything about me is just wrong so why should i care anymore?#why bother trying? I'll always have “problems”#but noooo im not autistic i dont have adhd i couldn't possibly#like hello what do you think my “attitude” is mum? me choosing to be rude to people?#im not diagnosed yet this is all from my own research and im not even sure sometimes#and sometimes i geniunely worry that maybe i AM neurotypical and just a lazy self centred human#i dunno#well guess that explains why i like snape so much and why i defend him
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I think the world is so wonderful... (Patreon)
#My art#Handplates#UT#Papyrus#I have not been able to get this idea out of my head for like - days now lol#It's only solidified the more I read! Heck!!#I dunno if I was necessarily hoping that reading further would point me in another direction but no now this is one of his songs lol#I really like Rugrats Theory actually :) The song of course it's lovely but I even have some nostalgia for the creepypasta haha#Been a while since I read it tho so that's probably just the soft haze of memory talking lol#But the song is still great! I'm partial to the English cover but I like the original as well :)#There are just so many fun lyrics! Especially for Papyrus specifically#''Everything I've been told I believe and yet people that I love just leave'' Gasterrr#''I think I'm old enough to understand so there's no reason to hide from me'' Sanssssssss#Once I returned to the scene of Sans trying to lie to him I just fjdslahfd these lyrics would Not leave me alone lol#I'm also Extremely partial to the second verse surrounding blindness and willful ignorance - his vision problems literal and metaphorical!#I wasn't planning to start a Handplates playlist but I guess by this point it's kinda too late haha#I also tried a different style of shading for this one ♪ Trying to style match a bit hehe#It's fun! Scratchy - tho some of that is from still using my usual brushes lol#I was Very inspired by watching the comic creation playlist - so cool! Very fun to watch and pick up ideas hehe#I knew I forgot something lol dang it - forgot the dash between WDG-2#S'what I get for using pre-plates references :P#For just a quick little thing I'm fairly pleased overall tho :)
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i made a soul eater au!! jaiden and roier are like maka and soul, but mariana and slime are just them because i don’t think they fit any roles in the show tbh
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#zero art#qsmp jaiden#jaiden animations#qsmp roier#roier#qsmp slimecicle#slimecicle#qsmp mariana#el mariana#I THINK IM GOING TO DRAW THE REQUESTS NOW BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO BUT I HAD THIS AU IDEA…#I HAVE A PROBLEM AND I CAN’T STOP MAKING AUS#also i guess this is#slimeriana#i guess i dunno
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Do you ever have a ship that you prefer to look at out of the corner of your eye? Like, reading stuff focusing on them is fun, but there’s a special sort of joy that comes from seeing them do unhinged things at each other in the background of some greater narrative.
#fanfiction#look I know I have a Problem#some things are better seen in shards is all#it’s like the inverse of not describing things for Horror#Their overall narrative is unknown to me but I know SOMETHING is going on over there dangit#some of this might be appreciating the skill of the author for pulling this off correctly also I dunno#I suppose i should tag ships here but I don’t wanna be Percieved#hmmmmmmmm#dratchet#spirk#that ones kinda weird I know#edgewright#moshang#chakotay/janeway#there are more but they are also a secret <3#what’s life without its little mysteries#the real secret I think is I don’t care if they kiss in my presence as long as I can visibly see the Tension radiating off them in waves
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As per requested!
Xuanli Daughter
And Jiang Cheng and Miao Meihua (OC) kid
(I actually already made twins for them but they can have one more baby)
And ChengQing child
Hope you like them!
#and name them lololol#it was fun! i had most trouble with the ChengQing kid.#ok this is anime style so there will always be the same face syndrome problem. i'm perfectly ok with that but here's my problem with mdzs#almost everyone has the same bangs. jiang cheng and Wen Qing? same bangs.#the only difference to me is wen qing's bangs are parted at the middle. jiang Cheng's is slightly to the left#so what am I to do? just draw a baby wen qing? a baby Jiang Cheng? maybe I should have!#it would be funny. these two people married their genderbend and then made more#maybe!#anyway anime style has same face syndrome so I rely on hair and eyes to make variations#and well. what combination of Jiang Cheng and Wen Qing can I make? very few.#i tried incorporating the live action?? i dunno i tried lol#mdzs oc#request#more like an art challenge that I didn't follow the format lol#Xie be having a blast tho. she just wanted a didi now look at how many jiang cheng kiddos i have made#there's 5 (xie included). counting the hypothetical jiang cheng kid who acts like yanli there's six!#xie now has... possibly two didi. one gege and two jiejie. good for her good for her. if only she can meet them#xie's siblings across the multiverse!
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(origins)Victor Creed anti-discrimination rant #369
So, for the amount of hate Origins gets just for how they portrayed deadpool, guess what?! He gets a funkopop and jimmy gets a funkopop, and everyone gets a funkopop - but no, not Vic.
Why bother, amiright? VictorCreedwho? Ruggedmancat bar scene where? Prowly darkcoated catmanwho?
At least a Vic to go with this Jimmy. It could've been nice. Just a reminder how nice, below:
#xmen origins#victor creed#jimmy howlett#wolverine#sabretooth#im not tagging them dollies until they fix this problem and do a vic one#hissy catman goes to 'nam enters goth phase upon return more at five#jimmy you can't monopolize all the tank tops#liev schrebier#hugh jackman#they have only 3(?) variants for blonde catman sabertooth/sabreteeth:)) to i dunno like452 of logan
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Has anyone else noticed that Ares lines in God Games mirror a lot of Eurylochus doubts throughout the earlier sagas? Especially the line about Scylla, and how it follows Aphrodite’s calling him a coward for spiting the Cyclopes. I just think it’s an interesting series of events. And it does stay tonally consistent - he’s a warrior of the mind. The important thing is looking at a situation and deciding the best course of action based on intelligence, not just killing everything in sight OR being motivated exclusively by lust/love. It’s a fun comparison between Ody/Athena and Eurylocus/Ares.
#epic the musical#odysseus#greek mythology#eurylochus#athena#ares#god games#I dunno I just think it’s interesting how they both advocate for violence#and get taken down a peg#by the idea that sometimes you have to think around the problem#bonking Scylla not an option
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hv tracey trying to remedy their word problemz with help from other traceyz ¥_^
★ featuring @jumjum-crafts 'z and @chamom1le-t3a 'z traceyz
#it iz err#2 am#and instead of sleeping or studying or doing anything actually useful and productive with my time#im animating smth stupid on a whim becauze i saw one class of 09 clip on my pinterest#jumz . juno . you can both kill me and bury me i won't have a problem with it#i dragged you into thiz hell and i am sorry#pleaze forgive my ignorance and insolence – forgive me for including your traceyz in the travestiez i make past midnight#FORGIVE MY WRETCHED . CORRUPTED SOUL !!!!!#GRAAAHHH !!!!#dhmis#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis electracey#electracey the meter#dhmis hv electracey#i dunno i thought it would be nice to do another crossover thing with my palz iterationz of trace since i love them tremendously#both my friendz and tracey#maybe i might do more in the dayz leading up to the new semester#i dunno#flipaclip#animation#carrot vomit drawing ??? what carrot vomit drawing ???#what even IZ a carrot vomit ???#ive never heard of that song title in my life !!!#^ [man whoz based hiz new blog theme around said song]#im crazy guyz ignore me pleaaaze#PLEAZE DONT INDULGE IN MY FLIGHTZ OF WHIMSY AND NON NORMALNESS#DO NOT ENCOURAGE ME#MY FINAL MESSAGE#GOOD. BYE ......
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Thinking about possible fanfic/au idea, where Paper after the end of second season decides to leave Hotel for a while to develop his own self-identity outside of his life with OJ, and OJ, living without Paper for the first time in almost a decade, realises how codependent with him he actually became and how much of his mental state were tied to Paper being by his side. Both of them learn to live without one another and find their own separated support systems and when Paper eventually comes back (because, still, all of his friends live here, duh) we're both self-sufficient but still appreaciate each other's positive traits and now are able to form functioning healthy relationships...
Yeah I think about them a lot
#eugenedathinker#inanimate insanity#ii#ii oj#ii paper#payjay#sorry these two gay dumbasses completely consume my mind for a month now#i dunno i just love stories about couple which have to go through at least one break-up because they're mentally ill#also also#suitcase could leave hotel with paper too 'cause#a) she already feels like she's lost a track of time and everyone she knows just live without her#b) i suddenly fell in love with an idea of her and paper's friendship#but if for paper this decision to leave is his progression as a character#for suitcase it's a regression because she (just like mephone) actually starts to run from her problems and fears#instead of facing it#uhhhh it's a complicated dynamic#i might just write this fanfic after season is over
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anyone else out there think severus is just a chronic pain haver. i know the dark mark pain is real, but i feel like he might be miserable in more ways than just mentally in other ways
#severus snape#hp fandom#like i could imagine him having joint problems or even anemia#also off topic but i don't rlly think he fits the gross gremlin archetype that i sometimes see#he seems sickly to me. moreover we actually dunno Why his hair is always greasy#i feel like he has some self respect at least to hold up a front to everyone#it's 3am if im speaking nonsense just sectumsempra me zzzzz
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1 minute timed grian doodles i did partly last night and partly today
#honestly this was really fun#ive been having frustrations with my art lately#and having a challenge to not work on it after the minute was up was really freeing#i have such a problem with perfectionism it was so nice to have things be loose and even had and just let them be that way#i might do stuff like this more i dunno#i meant to do all of them last night and post it then#then i was way too tired and it was sleepy time#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#raff's art
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