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Also since I am salty.
There was a post about how horny people funded fandom to counter people who are against sex in it. About how shipping make them dive deeper in a character.
And I just thought... So to you, if we aren't into it we're missing it?
That's just incredible that on top of seeing aspect identity as an hindrance, it show again that this "fandom accept everyone" bullshit is picky about who count as "everyone" and what point of view is valuable or not
I'm just burn out seriously. I think beside venting on my blog or nothing I'll stop trying to be heard because they don't care and they're more numerous than us. They won't care because respecting our place here means thinking about how fandom have been for them.
I feel it's dumb to care about fandom but in the same time people write thinkpiece about it right? Why when it come to us it's just fandom, you take it seriously, it's just characters?
I can do that only for France too and we don't have the same influence than America. And I don't want to see our identity used to hurt other queer people.
I don't know what I can do. I'm just exhausted to feel this place being hostile to me.
Woooowwwww way to openly reject a whole group of people from fandom downright openly? Thanks, y'all. Thanks for also overlooking literally ANYTHING there it see about a work except romance and sex (ironically, even works that don't include romance or sex to begin with). Sheesh. Guess this is why I stopped partaking in fandom years ago.
...And yeah, ngl, the amount of horny people I've seen in France who only wanna talk about romance or horny stuff is still big, but I'm grateful I could've had conversations about VIRTUALLY ANYTHING ELSE with French people in the past. Despite the cliché that France is more romance and sex-oriented than say, the US, it's somehow harder to find withing US spaces. It's kinda like drinking. People in the US in my experience seem to drink a lot more to get shitfaced as opposed to having the one drink as socializing or to pair well with a meal like here.
Dunno. Maybe it's cus the US is a country of extremes and it's a (fairly harmful ngl) way to overcorrect for all the restrictions and puritanism imposed on them? Maybe it's cus the influence of the US is such that the "most common denominator" factor (which is def on the horny side, don't we all know it) is stronger and the views we'll be given from them are overall more basic?
...Idk man
There ain't any real place for us anyway as it stands nowadays
But also, at least we can TALK about it nowadays, in a not-so-distant-at-all past we'd immediately get sent more hate or be told to seek therapy for just voicing our frustration. I'll take any improvement I can get, even if our inclusion, as that post you quoted points out, is clearly still pretty nonexistent atp.
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The one where Dick hallucinates Jason after his death
I know there’s plenty of fics like this but I’ve only found a few so pls send me links if u know any good ones<3 anyway here’s my little take on it
So after Jason’s death, Dick just starts seeing him everywhere. When he’s doing normal everyday things like grocery shopping, when he’s at school/work, when he’s brushing his teeth. There will just be a hallucination of Jason from when he was younger following him around, sometimes being nice to him, and other times blaming him for everything. Telling him everything wrong is Dick’s fault. Sometimes he’s sweet and nice looking, other times he looks like something out of a horror movie, with black voids for eyes and sharp teeth. Most of the time though, he just looks normal.
When he’s Nightwing, he does sometimes see normal Jason, but often he’ll see a version of Robin following after him. Chatting his ear off sometimes, shouting at him other times.
Dick never tells anyone. He’s fine. It’s fine. There’s nothing wrong with this at all.
The problem is, he continues hallucinating him even when Jason is back.
And Jason is the only one who knows, because when he first came back as Red Hood and tried to confront Dick, Dick just assumed he was a new hallucination.
“Huh, that’s weird,” Dick had muttered at him. “I’ve never seen Jay all grown up.”
“What the fuck are you talking about, dickhead?”
But Dick just smiles at him. Chats with him occasionally. Stares at him a lot.
Jason follows him the entire night, trying to figure out what the hell is going on.
“You don’t normally stick around this long, Jay,” Dick muses as he climbs through his apartment window. “Are you staying all night?”
“Dick, what is going on?”
“I dunno, you tell me, grown-up-Jason. God, this one is weird. I wonder if that’s what Jay would actually look like.”
Jason stares at him, watching him move around his apartment for another ten minutes, before he turns and leaves. He doesn’t know what’s wrong with Dick, but he doesn’t want to stick around any longer to find out.
He’s back two days later, the question of what the hell was happening with Dick eating at him.
“Oh, grown up Jason again?” Dick asks when Jason climbs through his window. He’s sitting on his couch, looking through case files. “Little Jay was just here. Are you going to continue his tirade?”
“What are you talking about, Dickie?” Jason is actually concerned now.
“You know, the usual,” Dick waves a hand. “It’s my fault you died. It’s my fault Joker’s still alive. It’s my fault Tim became Robin. It’s my fault Bruce kicked me out again. It’s my fault the last Titans mission went to shit. Bruce should’ve left me to rot in juvie and the world would be a better place without me in it. Ringing any bells?”
Jason blinks at him.
“What the fuck?”
“Huh, you’re not usually this quiet. Weird.”
“Are you on crack?”
“I wish. But Wally did get me some gummies last time I saw him. He said it would help with all the stress, but I dunno, it just made me kinda paranoid. Like, more than usual.”
“Are you alright?” Jason’s words are slow, soft, and he inches towards the couch where Dick is sitting.
Dick laughs.
“I haven’t been alright in a long time,” Dick says with a shrug. “But I guess that’s nice you asked.”
The conversation continues for another twenty minutes before Jason gets fed up and leaves. Dick doesn’t really answer any questions, just skirts around everything.
This happens three more times before Jason returns to the bats. He thinks Dick is fucking with him. It isn’t until a couple years later that he finds out the truth.
Because they’d all been in the batcave, discussing intel on a new gang in Gotham, when Dick snaps at thin air. He’d been taking about info he got from one of his contacts when he turned his head to where no one was standing and said in the most frustrated tone, “Fuck off, Jason, he’s one of my best contacts! His intel is good!”
Jason is standing on the other side of the room, and after a tense moment of silence, he tells Dick, “I didn’t say anything, Dickie. Are you feeling okay?”
And Dick’s face just loses all color, and his brow is sweating, and he has the edge of the table gripped so hard they’re all sure he’s going to snap the table in half.
And that’s how everyone finds out Dick has been hallucinating Jason since he died :)
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Doing empathy on your shidi's victim
#chengxian#i guess#i know he thought his not-brother-almost-boyfriend is coming back#i just need a line and I am not big brain for something cool#this comic is an attempt at a few things#1. the nosebleed joke if the character is aroused in anime. i dunno if that joke is still use#but I always wanted trying to make that joke even if I don't actually find it funny#and 2. I wanted to kinda show. my belief that sometimes you need to draw characters good for the joke to work and sometime badly drawn#stuff convey things better#i dunno why I thought I had to draw it but well I did so#i also wanted to do the sexy torture dungeon joke i guess#ah also an attempt at drawing people handsome#like. i don't think I draw handsome people so I have to try
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Sonic x Kontroll (2003) CROSSOVER !!!
Yes, now this exists too. I shall be posting part two soon!
✷ PART 2 (not yet) ✷
☟☟☟ Music ☟☟☟
Just because it's awesome rad cool and also fantastic
#i am so incredibly and undoubtedly autistic.... but it is okay#if any person from the country of the movie's origin sees this....no you don't. close your eyes. do not perceive me... /hj#kontroll 2003#kontroll posting#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic crossover#fanart by me#i had so much fun with this piece to be completely honest^^#so even if anyone dares insult me. jokes on them. bc they'll never be as happy as me^_^#and also it's my birthday so i can do anything ^^#(it is not my birthday. the artist is an unreliable narrator)#(.......or are they?)#sonic fandom#knuckles the echidna#knuckles fanart#tails the fox#miles tails prower#tails fanart#digital painting#you'll never guess who the two racing characters' gonna be.... /s /lh#kontroll 2003 movie#kontroll (2003)#sonic the hedghog fanart#sonic au#it's not so much an au....or is it? It kinda is but... meh. I dunno#Spotify
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Had a weird Hollow Knight-related dream a couple days ago, so I decided to draw a major scene I remembered from it dgsgshf
More context will be in the tags, for those interested!
#hollow knight#little ghost#hk ghost#the knight#hk hornet#hornet#alright. as of writing these tags it's been a week since the original dream so! let's see what i remember dgsgsgf#i was playing a game. which was a sequel to hollow knight ((Not silksong though))#there was some new sort of divine infection in hallownest and hornet had asked ghost to investigate it. they ended the last one after all!#the red glowy spike gate thingy is what you jumped into to enter the 'infected' areas#though it actually led directly to a hub world type of place. which was kinda like an expanded base for the grimm troupe?#more like an entire lair instead of a camp. also some greek gods were there for some reason lmao. they had their own special rooms too#so sidenote but- new headcanon that there are grimm troupe members named ares athena artemis &... venus lmao. not aphrodite for some reason#also monomon was there?? i think??? except she was cooking????? she had a sidequest to deliver something to someone though i dunno hdgfhdgh#i remember going back to the grimm troupe lair a couple times throughout my 'playthrough'#anyway. the 'infection' this time around was more of a glitchy physical corruption thing? rather than a mind corruption.#though there were still aggressive enemies to fight. but i remember getting a map from cornifer early on and he was. probably infected#i think part of his body was covered in electricity or something? so he wasn't fully visible? but he was still acting normally#there was also a moth who was the seer but then later wasn't the seer (but was still the same moth) dghgdhf. i delivered stuff to her#that glowing white wall thing in the drawing was like a one-way gate. you could only cross it from the other side and ghost came from there#i guess things looped back up somehow i dunno ghdgfhgf#anyway. ghost's red eyes. those are significant! those happened while i was walking through a corridor. it had pools of shallow water#(shallow enough to just walk through) and also creatures that were lightseeds but red.the implication was that they were full of Blood lmao#and as i went along killing them--as one does--as i walked through the hall. they started turning the water red too#there was also narration about this as it was happening ashdgsf. specifically the narrator said the water turned red before it actually did#ghost's eyes slowly turned red too. but aside from that they were fine! since. they're the player character and the player is perfectly fin#BUT. when they encountered hornet again. she thought they were infected. and that she lost the only family she had left </3#she didn't attack though. instead she just jumped into the red spike gate without a word. decided to try to fix everything herself#but eventually you'd encounter her again down below and she'd fight you. didn't actually get to that in the dream though#aand i'm out of tags </3 i wanted to talk about what i'd do to make this make more sense as an au or something now that i'm awake but. :c
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i can't believe how much this company apparently does not want my money
#this is about marqueetv#my debit card expired this month and they emailed me about it before i went and got a new one#there was actually a mixup w the bank sending me a new one in the mail. they had smth wrong w my address#but i sorted that out w the bank and got a new debit card on friday#so i went to update my payment information and they said that there was something wrong w my card??? call my bank???#reader there is nothing wrong w my card#it's been good enough to make several other large and small purchases since friday#but i was like eh ok anyway i guess i'll try plugging in paypal (after i updated my card on paypal)#wouldnt accept paypal either for completely different reasons??? seemingly???#and i emailed support about it. you know. friday night as i was experiencing this problem#STILL havent heard back from them and their support is apparently available 7 days a week (though not 24 hours a day)#so??? you dont want my money??? is that it you dont want my money?#tales from diana#i got their 3 months for 99 cents fall discount deal#and the month expires on october 3rd#so... if i have to update my payment info after that... will my deal go away??#dunno and that's honestly kinda less important to me#i've enjoyed this month enough that i've thought yeah i could pay 9.99 a month for this#like i like the library they have a lot#if you don't know what marqueetv is it's a lot of plays and operas and documentaries#very focused on the performing arts and 'high culture' but i mainly got them for rsc productions#still there's some other stuff i wanna watch...#well i might not get to once thursday comes#they LITERALLY do not want my money#like. ok#i wanna give you my money
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Y'all ever see a smuppet with eight assholes?

More to love.
#yeahhhh fml i gotta unstuff and seam rip all that bullshit#why did i sew it like that (over 10years ago) its definitely not working out#ive been stuffing and assembling limbs all day ughhhh the head and legs are all ready to attach its just gonna be a real pain...#...trying to seam rip such small seams on this fabric#its like. you know those soft drapey pajama tshirts?? its like that kinda floppy drapey fabric#i already had to reinforce the seams on the head and legs bc it was pulling apart too much when i overstuffed it#so fml ugh. on the bright side the cutie mark looks fine while its stuffed just gonna be a huge fucking pain#probably every stitch will need to be ripped#anyway u can see the mess im making with the polyfil#im miserable seeing all these crumbs on me#ive lint rolled so many times#i hate stuffing things#and! i HAD to get a LITTLE fussy with the stuffing texture bc this fabric shows EVERY lump and bump bc its so thin#so yeah guess ill find another movie and get to it. ill prob finish tonight? if i keep at it? idk. hard to tell. dunno how long it takes#lemme unstuff this and lint roll off ill show a pic of the head in a sec it looks so goofy#Cori.exe#Image.exe#wip#Create.exe
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Mitsugi squatting everywhere is the only highlight of this damn game
#paradise vn#pil/slash#blvn#AND I THOUGHT MATSUDA'S ROUTE WAS FRUSTRATING#I THOUGHT MATSUDA WAS ANNOYING!!!#takara is literally just a spoilt rich kid i can't fucking stand him adzuvivefnjn#ugh i usually like to keep the best for last so it's damn annoying when the 'true' route is shit#looking at you fujieda#haven't finished it yet but i got both bad ends and rn azuma just told matsu and mitsu what happened on the island#okay so everyone's ancestors were on the island at some point and fought against the takaras#who have then been monitoring their enemies' descendants/killing them off#they have control over the fucking hospital and with how much details takara knew of azuma's past i'm assuming they straight up had cameras#dunno how far it'll go with the 'superhuman' strength bullshit and the takaras needing to eat human flesh#like if it's gonna be straight up fantasy or a bit more 'realistic' with like genetic mutations from their ancestors being fucking cannibal#even though ~100 years isn't that long ago#unless that family was fucked up even before takara's (great?) grandpa's era#anyway at this point i don't really care about the story anymore#that route kinda ruined it for me tbh#like i guess it was obvious since the beginning with a whole boat never showing up#but i don't particularly like when it just turns out everything was being controlled by some big bad ultra powerful organization#and that 'everything was decided when you were born' and shit#i was hoping for smth a bit more organic when i started playing#like mitsugi's and matsuda's routes were fine if i ignore the hints of 'big bad ultra powerful organization'#i'll just have to wipe takara's route from my brain i guess
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oh my god what happened?? are you alright? do you need any help?
alright i will preface this by saying that physically, i am COMPLETELY FINE. please don't worry about me too much, i promise i'm physically okay and it's not that bad
the rest is under the cut not for length but in case people want to skip past it (warning for people being unpleasant)
so the short story is that someone i thought was an online friend suddenly sent me a pretty awful DM before blocking me. they said a lot of genuinely hurtful things which wasn't really good for my mental state since they preyed on a bunch of my insecurities, and i thought that i could trust this person. i'm doing better now thanks to my irl friends, but recovery is a process as usual. i'm not sure if you can really help apart from being emotional support, but your concern is appreciated nonetheless <3
#not brainrot#anon#btw if anyone wants me to put any trigger warnings just tell me and i'll get right on it#and people WONDER why i have trust issues especially with people online#they also had the gall to bring up my Foul Legacy addiction which is just so low#in case you haven't noticed i'm not the most confident person in the world and this whole debacle made it worse#it was also very out of the blue i kinda spent the first morning in shock#nor was it accusations it was just 'lol here are all the reasons i hate you' so that's. nice.#guess they've been holding onto these feelings for a long time. wish they could've been a bit kinder about it#not to mention that some of the stuff they said was straight up untrue#but my irl friends helped me a bunch so big thank you to them#anyways if i seem distant to people online these types of situations are why#i know this isn't a SUPER bad thing to happen from an outside pov but i sure didn't feel good after it#just a tad sad#unpleasant things#uhh dunno if i'll post anything else today but we'll try
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Me: "Hmm, I know a handful of women by this name and I've pretty quickly had a strong connection with each of them, I wonder if that's a sign that my future partner/wife will have that name" Also me: *has never, to my knowledge, had mutual romantic interest with any of said women*
#Random Timbit#I dunno man my entire history of relationships with women has been pretty fraught#which is only exacerbated by my unwillingness to actually pursue a romantic relationship while my life is in the state that it is#yet somehow despite that there's always been a mismatch and in most cases (that I'm aware of) the mismatch has been more interest on my end#Also I wanna point out to be clear that this is not me being like 'oh woe is me I suffer greatly from tfw no gf'#I'm moreso facepalming at myself and the decisions I've made or behaviors I've had or whatever.#Gotta know what I've done wrong to do better#...I mean I guess you can luck into it but like.....it's better to know anyway#I kinda wanna ramble about the whole history on here but I should probably also just do that privately instead.#Like 'journaling for myself' privately#anyway point is I'm aware of some dumbness in my past that I need to work on getting over#connected in some ways to my recent posts about nostalgia (and needing to let go of the past more)
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okay so i'm actually curious
#this isn't really serious btw#+ my ramblings in tags because i'm a coward#i was going to be like 'lol i'll draw the winner'#but i dunno how i'm supposed to distinguish romantic from platonic without them just kissing and i don't want to draw that#so i guess i wont#ngl i'm personally kind of leaning towards qpp (or maybe cupioromantic)#maybe because i find it more relateable?#but i find it also kind of funny#like one of them is like 'lol lets try dating because we've never done it'#and then other is like 'sure lol'#and then they just hang out and call it dating#like qpr but more steps#one sided is kinda tragic#but kinda funny if it's pallas liking athena#because imagine liking a girl and she ends up doing and oopsie doopsie and impales you#the worst she can say is no right?#actually i don't think we talk about the fact that pallas got so distracted by *shiny* that she fucking died#like we make fun of athena for sometimes being bird like but holy shit we don't bully pallas enough#i get that the aegis is special and shit but still#the other one sided (athena liking pallas) is probably the least likely imo#i love qpr athena and pallas#thats all i gotta say about that#guys i just had a crazy au idea#like#what if they were happy and healthy and nothing bad happened to them ever and there was no trauma or angst and everything was bright and#okay actual tags now#pallas and athena#athena#pallas athena#pallas daughter of triton
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man. time sure does fly huh.
#балаболим#i'm scheduling this post for morning cause of post limit. also because i don't want attention atm#...odd realising that it's gonna be my bday again soon. mad world. all bdays seem fake as of late. especially mine.#dunno.#maybe i'm still a bit detached from everything because of stupid reasons (<- thought that had cancer. does not. learned today)#(i was terrified of that for a month and all for nothing. it did kinda put some things in an interesting perspective though)#(like how truly little control i have over life. so. maybe i should do some things more often? why not be annoying? when else?)#wanted to write that i might not tell you the date but i know damn well that i scheduled some posts a year ago with one game day)#lol)#hm. i could swear it was just midnight and now it's 1am. time flies. i don't know what i want to convey with this post. some feeling ig#don't think it matters much.#i guess what i should say is that i'm alright. my health turned out to be at least moderate (no cancer yet) today#and despite a rather. vapid mood as of late. i am alright.#i hope you are as well.
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CHICKS DIG BAD GUYS



choi su-bong/thanos x ex gf!reader

"Fuck me" you whisper under your breath with obvious annoyance as you spot the familiar shade of purple approaching you, cursing yourself for having such bad luck
The tall boy's grin seemed to widen even more upon hearing your remark
"Gladly" he gleamed with obvious delight which caused your frown to deepen
"Hey boss, you know her?" no. 124, you quickly note his number, says to the boy who stood infront of you
"Hey! Hey! shut up man" su bong, as you know him as rather than his weird nickname thanos, frowns at his team mate (which in your point of view seemed more like his lackey)
Su bong in turn, whips his head towards you with an excess amount of glee in his face to your dismay
"Senorita!" He leans to you "I'm sure you missed me"
"Su Bong-" an irritated expression plants your face which your ex boyfriend quickly recognized as the face you made before you began scolding him
"Hey Hey hey!" He shouts with enthusiasm which causes you to groan much to his enjoyment "It's thanos not su bong. Cmon, you know that baby"
The familiar nickname he called you made you feel like gagging. No one had called you by that awfully cringe nickname ever since you broke up with him when he used up your savings to invest in crypto currency without your knowledge
"What the hell are you doing here?" You ask him as you fold your arms, taking a step back to create some distance between you and your ex boyfriend
"For the same reason you are" su bong takes an immediate step towards you when he sees what you were trying to do
You open your mouth to retaliate, shout, or even scream but su bong beats you to it with widened eyes
"Don't you think it's fate?" He says as he walks behind you, grabbing you by your shoulders while he leans towards your face
"What the hell are you on" you knitted your brows "are you on some kind of drug-"
"I mean" he laughs loudly, causing other people to turn and stare "It's has to be fate or some kinda shit right?"
"Get of your high ass su bong and speak properl-"
He cuts you off again, this time placing his finger in your lips
"thanos. It's thanos baby, you know that" his voice low, if it were anyone else they would have taken it as a threat but instead you just brush his hand away from you, glaring at him
"Whatever, you and your shitty nickname. Just say what you want to and get lost"
Su bong gives as exaggerated sigh "do I really have to spell it for you? You always did like to play hard to get didnt you"
You felt like slapping that cheeky grin away from his face
"All im saying is that it's fate baby!!" he nodds his head with giddiness while punching the air with both his arms
"even the universe wants us to get back together. Why else do you think we would both coincidentally end up meeting eachother in this place?!" He spoke rapidly, fast, almost as if he was rapping
You immediately scoff, which caused his smile to drop in an instead
"Get lost loser" you turn away "Don't you dare talk to me again, i don't talk to bad people like you"
"Hey!" su bong attempts to grab your hand but you flipp him off, showing your middle finger as you walk away from him.
₊˚。⋆❆⋆。��₊
Nam gyu stood awkwardly next to thanos as he watched the rapper get flipped off, trying to decid on how he should respond in order to make thanos happy
"I guess even winners have to lose some right?"
He recieves a resounding thud in the head by the frowning rapper
"didn't you even pay attention to what they said?!" Thanos shouted with offence
Nam gyu massaged his head with an dumbfounded expression "i dunno boss, that kinda sounded like a rejection to me.."
"You idiot! Wanna get hit again?"
Nam gyu immediately staggered a few steps away from thanos, covering his head with his arms
Thanos took a deep breath, placing his hands in his hips, taking an assertive stance as he laughed. Very loudly.
"She called me a bad person" thanos said in a tone that seemed a bit too optimistic.
Nam gyu couldn't help thinking, isn't being called a bad person a obvious insult?
Thanos quickly noticed his lackeys expression which made his scowl "you really don't understand women do you?"
Nam gyu shook his head fervently as Thanos wore a proud look on his face, his fingers on his temples as he shook his head
"Chicks dig bad guys" he says with cockiness in his voice
"So?"
"So? You asking me So?! Don't you get it!?!" Thanos loops his hand around his lackey as he jumped up and down,
He grinned from ear to ear as he shouted at the top of his voice impulsively
"Holy shit! she still wants me so bad!"
#squid game#squid game x reader#t.o.p#t.o.p x reader#thanos x reader#thanos#choi su bong#choi su bong x reader#su bong x reader#squid game 2#squid game season 2#thanos squid game#c
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Still can't access Tumblr on my home network. If I'm seemingly MIA that's why
#still able to pull up most other webbed sites#dunno why Tumblr is so special#if you need to reach me go leave a comment on one of my fics i guess XD#theres some new stuff this year#finally#i had to take 2023 off apparently#which makes sense#i was flipping from third to second#kinda fucked up my everything#not my internet tho#that fucked itself up all on its own#im also on storygraph now if anyone wants to read some books with me#maybe ill post the link to that here
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i thought you hated the gameplay in P5, or at least the palaces, or idk, i have a hard time remembering what you don't hate about p5 lol
Really it's a "spin the wheel on what part of the gameplay (or just something from P5) you mean and I'll have a different thought on it, if not just one thought then at least complex emotions"
By liking gameplay I meant the turn based part, and that specific kind evolved from P3. Basically I like Hashino style of turn based.
THAT BEING SAID, I found P5 to be too flashy and OP at times with it's new/unique special moves. But those can be reworked (iirc P3R is some of these in it's own way....but I guess we'll see 8U)
As for exploration, yes I don't like the Palaces. They're fine on one playthrough (kinda). But a lot of them narratively are blah (only Kamo and Maruki do a decent job, Mada is.....while not well written is the closest that comes to any narrative beats), or don't understand a good reference (I'm looking at you Futaba dungeon! can't be a good P4 dungeon if you don't actually understand how a good P4 dungeon works....the irony is that if it DID follow the P4 dungeon formula then the beats that were hit in the dungeon would've been actual revelations rather than....iirc stuff we already knew abt before even going into the dungeon TT0TT)
Gameplay/structure of the Palace wise, it doesn't offer the best exploration nor is it NG+ friendly. Something that could easily go hand in hand: shorter ways have MUCH stronger enemies but long way has enemies around your (assumed if not NG+) level.
Considering you can't run past enemies well in this (lest you get booted from the Palace) or you have to grind for money/items to craft (you can buy a lot of these items for smaller quantities each day/week....post arc 1 or 2 iirc) which means you're still REQUIRED to fight in some capacity AND the items don't carry over. TT0TT At least P3/4 you can just run around the enemies aklfjdskaf (P4 it's like 7-10 floors and 2 are fixed, and then you can again.....run around~! P3 you can use split up)
Anyway mini Palace rant over. TT0TT Woke up with a bone to pick with them I guess.
As for how this involves Refan.....yeah if the dungeons are like Palaces it could be an issue. But at least it seems one big headache about Palaces will probs not be in Refan if they do exist....and that's "stealth" (lol you call that stealth?) Anyway no alarm gauge will make things sooooo much easier. TT0TT
#silly asks#silly answers#jails are also bad but in the completely opposite direction of palaces#both somehow are a freaking slog#it's pacing on reveals are a lot better structured and it's open (so you can avoid enemies.....for the most part....from what I remember)#but it really reveals how much of a slog and how barren it is TT0TT#there's like ONE fun thing in each dungeon that's over in 5 seconds (I only remember two the skateboarding and snowboarding but again#it's not that long! TT0TT)#P5 i think had better puzzles....did P5S have any? I dunno I just kinda turned my brain off for Jails TT0TT#if I had to choose between jails or palaces I guess I'd choose jails...#i much rather turn my brain off and runt through a jail than a palace
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sudden urges [ l.dh ]
pt 1 (can be read as a stand alone)
pairing ⇢ enemies with benefits!haechan x afab!reader
warnings ⇢ 18+, car sex, squirting, wet & messy, fingering, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, oral (m receiving), light nipple play (kinda), food play (ig), unprotected sex, oppa kink, crying, mean names and pet names, pussy slapping, hair pulling, cheating/affairs mentioned, creepy old man mentioned
word count ⇢ 6.9k
playlist ⇢ red line_5sos / turn your phone off_pinkpantheress & destroy lonely / sweet as sin_ten / bite_troye sivan
a/n ⇢ how do we feel about 1 more regular part and then maybe a part from hyuck’s pov?? also, in my world hyuck is the readers oppa so it’s not really a kink all the time
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you didn’t want to call him but you didn’t really have anyone else who you could call. well you did but he was the first person you felt like talking to. which wasn’t how it was supposed to work. shivering on the curb while your finger hovered over his name on the screen. sighing you tapped it crossing your fingers and toes that he picked up.
“hey,” he whispered lazily as if he didn’t pick up halfway through the first ring.
“uh hey,” you poked at a hole in your tights.
“miss me?”
“can you come get me?” you blurted before he could even finish. the line was silent for a moment then you heard rustling.
“send me your location.” you breathed a sigh of relief, shoulders relaxing as you pulled the phone away to send a quick message. the line was still silent while you waited for it to say read.
“what are you doing over there?” you could practically see his face, eyebrow quirked up and jaw tense big brown eyes staring through you.
“just had to drop some papers off.” it was half true. you did ride the bus over and drop off a stack of papers to your professor.
“that’s all?”
“stop interrogating me, goddd,” you groaned, tugging the hole on your tights, ripping it more. “i’ll tell you when i see you.”
“i’ll be there in 5 i guess.” you heard keys jingle.
“i’m on the sidewalk near building F,” you offered.
“he just made you wait outside? what an ass can’t even drive you home and leaves you to sit outside in the snow?” haechan grumbled into the phone.
“he uh,” you pause realizing how bad it was about to sound.
“wife?” he simply asked. you’d only talked to haechan before about it mainly because he always pried and because you didn’t want lectures from everyone else. there wasn’t a desire to make him like you so you didn’t hide the bad things from him.
the professor was married and you knew that from the beginning, but he had swore they were separated. you believed him until his wife invited half the department to a dinner party where she flashed heart eyes and he doted on her. it made you sick, she was maybe a few years older than you while he pushed retirement.
it wasn’t that you felt obligated to agree when he asked but he was the one giving you credit hours and promising to write recommendations. when he first approached you it made you feel special and admired like you were a four leaf clover picked in a field. now it didn’t feel so special when you realized he did this all the time.
“unhuh,” you murmured. the line stayed silent and you could hear him turning on a blinker “thanks for coming. i didn’t want to bother anyone, they're all so stressed and losing their minds over that exam.” it wasn’t a lie they were prepping for an exam, but for some reason you wanted him to distract you with banter.
“i took the bus though you know, and brought like the biggest stack of papers i finally finished grading. but it stopped running- the bus, guess it was the weather.” you tried to fill the silence rambling on about nothing.
“didn’t think i would take so long, but i had to bring them by i dunno why he makes me. it’s so much easier to just file them away in the office but he always has me come by so he can check them. like i’m incompetent. i wrote the key so i would know.”
“because he wants to fuck you.” haechan mumbles.
“huh?” you ask.
“i’m here.” he pulls into the parking lot and hangs up. you shiver when you stand up before he pulls up in front of you. opening the door you slide in savoring the warmth.
“what did you say?” you question before putting your bag down.
“i said he wants to fuck you. that’s why he makes you bring some bullshit papers.” he rests his elbow on the window leaning his head on his hand looking at you lazily. he turns the heat up while you buckle your seatbelt.
“i know that but he won’t give me the credit unless i bring them by,” you grumble, crossing your arms over your chest.
“that’s so fucked up. you should report him.” he eases off the brake pulling away from the sidewalk.
“it’s not a big deal.” you sigh still picking at the hole on your leg. “it’s just sex.”
“is he better than me? actually if he is don’t tell me,” you roll your eyes hitting his chest.
“shut up,” you shift in your seat.
“well is he?” he smirks, coming to a stop, looking over at you, hands low on the steering wheel. you shrug but he can read the answer on your face. he reaches over, snapping his fingers in your face and pointing to his own.
“i asked you if he fucks you better than me,” he emphasizes.
“no,” you mumble, looking away again. you know he’s smiling to himself gloating.
“where do you wanna go? are you hungry?” you shrug in response, cheeks pink from your admission. “ice cream?”
“can we eat it at the park?” you ask perking up at the thought of a cool and creamy sweet treat.
“of course.” he turns the wheel heading to your favorite ice cream spot. “can’t believe you want that when it’s like, negative degrees.”
“my love for ice cream is greater than my desire to be warm. plus we’re in a car you have heat we’re fine.”
“can’t believe he made you sit out in this,” he motions with a hand to the sky. grey and dreary, clouds full of snow and sleet that had been spilling periodically throughout the day.
“she would have seen me.”
“well he should have thought of that before asking you to come over. what if you get sick or hurt or someone snatchesd you. then who will grade his papers?” you roll your eyes at his dramatics. he pulls into the familiar parking lot, the neon sign bright but missing the i-c-e so it just says “homemade cream.” he pulls in behind a car already waiting at the window.
“probably some other pretty but stupid girl. it doesn’t matter i’m fine and you picked me up.” you grin nudging his shoulder. “did i wake you up?”
“well not exactly i was going to nap but then my phone rang and this hot girl was on the line all like ‘oppaaaaa please can you come get me from this evil villains house and take me for ice cream and can you pay for it pleaseee ooooppa.’” you gawk at him mimicking your voice quite well for what it’s worth.
“i do not sound like that,” you groan, hitting him again.
“you kinda do though,” he grins, releasing your wrist.
“so you think i’m hot?” you smirk teasingly lean close to him.
“no i just hang out with you because of your personality,” you hit him again, but he grabs your hand when it meets his chest. you rip away before he can interlace your fingers.
“if you keep hitting me i’m gonna hit you back and that would look bad to future employers.” he turns away as you smile, listening to him give the order. strawberry on a cone for you as always and a hot coffee for him. when the worker leaves you lean forward chin on his shoulder.
“i like it when you hit me sometimes,” you whisper. you swear you can feel the hair on his neck stand up. “you know down there.”
“shut up,” he nudges you away before the worker brings his card and receipt then leaves again to make the order.
“just being honest, oppa,” popping the p sound before running fingers over his knee. he jerks, bouncing the leg and brushing your hand away. you huff, air blowing on his ear making him shiver. the window opens and he grabs your ice cream, passing it to you before he grabs his drink with a thank you.
“mmmm,” you moan when you taste the ice cream. sweet and creamy and perfect.
“look at the sign,” pointing to the burnt neon with a grin.
“you know a thing or two about homemade cream,” grinning he taps your leg.
“and you know a thing or two about begging for it.” you smile to yourself, leaning back in the seat crossing your legs.
“begging seems dramatic doesn’t it?” he questions. you grab your phone ready to find the familiar voice memo he had sent you. you up your volume fully before pressing play.
‘heyyyyy, i’m like so fucked up right now,’ he tries to grab your phone as his voice plays from it. ‘i’m walking to your place at least i think i am. fuckk- are you even awake. i’ll sit outside, i don't care.’
“turn it off, oh my god,” he groans, one hand clenching on the wheel while the other presses against his ear..
“nuhuh.”
‘i had a dream about you. i think it was a dream i don’t know. um, wait but there was you, you were there and you finally rode my tongue. i want you to so bad. you’re too freaky to not ride my face at least once. do i need to beg on my knees for it?’
“you’re evil,” wincing as he hears his slurred voice playing back.
‘if i do will you? please. you taste so good and fuck - like so good. now i’m thinking about it. getting hard like a loser over thinking about pussy.’
“i sound so pathetic.”
“yeah you do. it’s hot.” grinning before taking another swipe at your ice cream.
‘shit - anyways uh i’m coming over i know you’re alone. at least i think you are… what if you have a guy in your bed. i’ll jump out of your window then when you look at him you’ll get sad. that’s fucked up but i want you alllll to myself sometimes.’
you turn the audio off before he starts professing his feelings. you’d never talked about the last few minutes of the voicemail. a quiet acknowledgment of the open secret between you both. you weren’t actually sure if he remembered all that he said.
that night you’d opened the door to him on his knees begging for you, but he fell asleep on your couch 10 minutes later with a silly look on his face.
“i still want you to ride my face,” he admits.
“you’re obsessed with eating pussy.” you laugh into your ice cream.
“is it such a crime to love your pussy?” raising his hands after parking in your usual spot turning the car off.
“we’d all be arrested if it was.”
“we can share handcuffs.” he offered a wrist to you and you held yours next to his.
“not the first time,” you tease as you pull away. you tug the lever beside you leaning your seat all the way back and kick your feet up on the dash.
“hey hey no shoes on my baby i just got her detailed,” he scolds grabbing your ankles and lugging you off. groaning, you lift your feet and rest them over his lap.
“yeah i didn’t care about these sweats anyways,” he deadpans looking at your shoes.
“they’re not muddy,” you say, pulling your legs away before reaching down to pull the shoes off. you put your now shoeless feet on his lap again and he doesn’t complain. silence settles for a moment aside for him sipping his coffee and you licking your ice cream contentedly.
“how long are you stuck grading his papers?”
“eh maybe two months. i hope he gets sick of me before then.”
“unlikely.” he mutters to himself, reaching up he fiddles with the sunroof, opening the shutter letting in the orange glow of the street light.
“do you think his wife knows?” he turns his head at your question. “she’s got to right? he probably did the same thing to her too.”
“do you want her to know?” the ice cream is melting too quickly.
“maybe. i don’t know. what’s better? it would be best if they were in an open relationship and she knew but was okay with it.”
“well that’s best case,” he leans his own seat back looking over at you at eye level.
“worst case?”
“she knows and hates you?” he suggests, making you groan.
“she’s so sweet too. fuck, i’m so terrible.” you close your eyes not wanting to look at his.
“he’s a manipulative geriatric asshole and you were vulnerable and naive. he’s terrible for taking advantage of all these girls.” he reassures, patting your arm softly. a weird moment of humanity between both of you.
“i’m not going over again.” you announce.
“good girl,” he pats your head now.
“don’t do that.”
“what?”
“be nice.” he laughs a real full belly laugh and it makes your stomach twinge weirdly.
“i’m soooo nice.” he looks up out of the car sunroof.
“yeah and i'm a worm,” you roll your eyes and his hand slides over your leg he laughs again
“you think i'm mean,” he pouts, poking your leg.
“name one time you were nice to me?”
“hmm,” he pauses a finger tapping his chin before he leans over cupping your ear to whisper. “what about the time i made you cu-“
“lalalala i can’t hear you,” you cut him off, pushing his face away.
“you need new tights,” still smiling as he prods at one of the holes in the sheer material covering your skin.
“you don’t think it gives me an edge?” lifting your leg slightly showing off the ripped black fabric.
“you don’t need an edge, you're mean enough.” you fein surprise trying to kick him but he grabs your leg before you can. squeezing your thigh when he pulls it against his warm body.
“you think i’m mean?” you copy him.
“i can name at least 100 instances.” you roll your eyes. “ok, just one?” he grins over at you before saying.”probably when we met and you called me the hunchback of notre dame.”
“but it made you work on your posture.” you point out. he nods in response. “you were just as mean, i only said that after you said i looked like helga from hey arnold.”
“you were wearing that same pink outfit,” he defends.
“i was a powerpuff girl,” you grumble.
“how’s the ice cream?”
“devine.” he’s looking over at you with big stupid brown eyes. staring back at him you lick over the remaining creamy treat. swirling over the cone collecting the pink cream on your tongue. you’re being overly provocative letting some of the ice cream slide out of your mouth and onto your lips.
“if it’s so good don’t let it go to waste.” thumb brushes over the drip, swiping it into your mouth. you don’t hesitate to suck the melted strawberry off of his finger moaning at the taste. he pulls away spit sticking to his thumb before he licks it. he’s so disgustingly gross and sexy it’s annoying. what light that shines from the sunroof makes him look too golden, too delicious, too warm.
“so sweet,” he sighs. big brown eyes still watching you when you wrap your lips around what’s now a sad hill instead of a full scoop.
“can i have some?” before you can answer he leans in grabbing your face pulling you to meet him. his tongue laps into your mouth collecting the cool sweet liquid. it makes you burn, hot cheek in his hand as he leads you. turning your head to deepen the kiss. the melting treat drips over your fingers as his lips melt into yours.
using the hand that is still on your leg, now gripping the flesh, he pulls you over. settling you on top of him, mouths still open exchanging hot breaths and spit. pulling away you sit back feeling the bulge pressed against you. catching your breath as you look down at him, lips red and puffy, eyes dazed. you press a finger to them to see how soft they are and he licks your digit.
“do you want some more?” moving to switch your hands. bringing the pink sticky fingers to his lips. he sucks them greedily, tongue splitting your fingers licking between them lewdly. watching as you grind against him, knees pressed tightly on his sides while he holds your hips. trailing your fingers from his mouth you slide them over his lips and down his chin. slippery still from his spit you move them finger painting his neck.
“did you fuck him?” it catches you off guard but you keep your fingers on his neck feeling his pulse under them. “like today did you?”
“no. he-“ you pause, deciding if you should share. “he came in his pants and then his wife called.” haechan laughs hard, making you shake on him.
“what a fucking loser.”
“why do you ask?” you bring the messy cone to your mouth again tasting what’s left.
“i don’t want to sound weird.”
“tell me,” you pout bouncing on him. he groans, squeezing your hips to stop you. you can feel his growing hardness against your inner thigh and it makes you clench.
“is it jealous if i say i don’t want to fuck you if he just did. i don’t want my dick near his.” he offers.
“who said we were going to fuck?” raising an eyebrow at him.
“please, mommy,” he whimpers, sitting up face in yours, clasping his hands making puppy dog eyes.
“stupid,” you mumble, pushing his face away, head hitting the seat with a thud.
“can i be honest?” he nods eagerly, hair bouncing against the headrest.
“i don’t even know the last time we did. he keeps nutting before i even get his pants off. plus it’s kinda small, no hate to the micros but like,” you pause using your finger to measure around 4 inches.
“it’s not doing anything.” he’s giggling under you again, this time his cock pressing against you with each shake of his body. you can feel the wetness slipping from you pooling in your tights.
“god, how can a guy like him be married and seduce beautiful young women while having a fast finishing micro. double homicide but he gets rewards.” he shakes his head.
“money,” you rub your fingers together.
“so i’m bigger?”
“obviously.” you roll your eyes finishing the last of your ice cream at least what hasn’t turned to soup.
“so let’s see.” you lean back putting the cone in the spare cup holder. he peaks under your skirt noticing your lack of panties.
“see what?” you watch him stare between your legs so you flip the skirt up for him. “this?”
“don’t distract me.” he closes his eyes, pressing his head back. “i can fuck you better, have a way bigger dick, and buy you ice cream.” he counts each “pro” on his fingers.
“what’s your point?” reaching for his lifted fingers you pull them to your core rubbing them over your tights.
“just that.” he pauses moving his fingers against you letting the seam of your tights brush against you cunt. “i’m a much better option.”
“like to date?” you laugh loudly but continue grinding down seeking more of his touch. you don’t catch the way his eyes dull at your reaction. the idea of him being more than whatever he was to you a joke. he could still dream and dwell on you for hours and days and weeks.
“ew no, just to do these activities,” he replies his other hand slithering over your ass.
“yeah we hate each other, remember?” you smirk down at him as he grabs your ass kneading the flesh.
“oh yeah sorry. don’t let me forget how much i despise you.” he groans pressing the tips of his digits against the tights. moaning when the seam catches against your clit again, you grind down.
“wouldn’t be so fun if we liked each other, or something.” breath catching in your throat as he swirls around your clit. you don’t see the way he looks up at you when you say that. he wonders if you can tell. it makes him mad the way your so oblivious to his affection for you.
“yeah people who like each other don’t do this.” he moves his other hand to your center, gripping the tights and yanking. the middle seam tears easily exposing your cunt to the cool air of the car.
“haechan,” you squeal. “i liked these.” you pout slapping his arm. he keeps going sliding his fingers between your lower lips, collecting slick.
“i told you.” he pauses a finger teasing over your entrance, tapping your waiting hole. “you need new ones.” he fucks a digit into you hard. you whine as he begins to flick his wrist curling the pad of his middle finger into you.
“but i liked these,” whining and digging your nails into his shoulders.
“you can keep them.” his fingers are fast moving to curl against your sweet spot. “wear them for me.”
“i hate you,” voice shaky as you grind down, his palm pressing against your clit.
“i know,” he leans up, lips ghosting over your neck. using his other hand he unzips your oversized hoodie making you shiver.
“i do. fucking hate you,” you moan when he bites your now exposed skin. you grab his hair in response, tugging him away.
“tell me all about it baby, let it out,” he looks up at you. finger working faster in you.
“hate when you look at me like that,” you whimper, closing your eyes, savoring the ghost of his thumb over your clit.
“what about this?” thumb rubbing circles around you swollen bud while his finger continues curling inside of you. grip tightening on his shoulder and in his hair with a gasp.
“hate it,” peeking down watching his wrist flicking fast and hard. your tummy tightens hearing the squelch of your cunt filling the car.
“and this?” he has that grin on his face watching you melt in his hands like your ice cream when he adds a second finger.
“so much,” you whimper. “hate it so much.”
“poor baby. let it out,” he licks over your neck nibbling lightly at the bare skin. the heat spreading over your tummy feeling the knot tightening. so close and you want it.
“hate me so much you’re gonna cum?” he tuts. you hate him you really do. his hand slithers pulling the top of your camisole down letting your breast spill out. squeezing the flesh before pinching your nipple. clenching around his fingers at the tug of his pointer and thumb on the hard nub.
“you think about me when you’re alone, don't you?” he questions, thumbing your nipple and clit at the same time, sending shockwaves through you. “gushing in your panties when you think about how much you hate your oppa?”
“fingering your cunt wishing it was me?” his words make your toes curl more than his fingers. you’d never admit it to him, your mind trailing to him when you can’t sleep. opening yourself up imagining he was there telling you dirty things. your vibrator is fine but he’s so much better.
“or do you hump your pillow thinking about me? it’s not as good is it?” you shake your head mouth opened gasping.
“leaves you wanting more? wanting your oppa’s cock to help you.” his words pull you closer. you bounce on his hand chasing the release.
“moaning for your oppa all alone.” leaving open mouth kisses along your neck when he whispers, “gonna let it out for your oppa?”
“hate you,” releasing onto his fingers with a whine cunt tightening around them. your fingers tug at his hair and he moans into your neck slowing his hand but still slowly pumping into you. thumb still swirling around your nipple when you look down watching the slow flick of his wrist and see the wet spot on his sweats.
“don’t tell me you came in your pants too?” you tease, breathily.
“all you, sweet cheeks,” pulling his fingers out sticky string connecting to your pussy as more slick dribbles out onto the grey material. he brings them to his lips savoring your taste on his tongue. his other hand falls from your chest settling on your tummy rubbing circles with his thumb. your tit still hanging out as you release the grip you had on him your fingers quickly find his waistband. pulling down the fabric you release his cock.
“no panties?” looking up at him grinning as he leans back head resting on his arms.
“i was trying to be fast.” you take his cock in your hands pumping the length. pushing your ass back to bend down and take him in your mouth. he hisses between his teeth when you wrap your lips around his tip. bobbing your head he reaches down to brush your hair out of your face. you pull back releasing him before spitting messily onto his cock.
“fuck,” he groans as your hand speeds up using your spit and his precum to glide over his length. you look up at him through your lashes watching him bite his lip. he stares back at you, before taking him back in your mouth, sucking him slowly.
“you’re so fucking hot,” gripping your hair with his voice raspy. “i hate you too,” his hips buck when you laugh, mouth vibrating around him. continuing you bob your head letting his cock bump the back of your throat when your nose touches his pelvis. you linger swallowing around him.
“fuck fuck fuck,” he groans, using your hair to pull you away. releasing his cock with spit dripping out of your mouth onto his pants. his chest heaves your hand lazily pumping his length. you wipe your mouth before sitting back up. you wiggle forward on him sitting so your cunt presses against his member.
“do you have condoms,” you turn rummaging in the glove box.
“maybe,” he mumbles, watching the way the head of his cock disappears between your folds.
“bro,” you lift a pair of your panties from the box.
“oh yeah you left those,” he says nonchalantly, holding your hips dragging you over his cock. rolling your eyes, continuing to look, attempting to ignore the hardness bumping your sensitive clit, searching for a foil packet but only finding ketchup.
“can we just do it raw?” you side eye him contemplating. “i’ll pull out.”
“it’s gonna be messy.” you sigh, shutting the compartment.
“you like it that way,” his eyes are staring between you. you're grinding on him without his help so he moves his hand to spread your pussy watching the slick coat his member. a mischievous look on his face when he tugs at the ripped tights opening them more.
“hey,” you shriek, slapping his hand. he doesn’t flinch, hands laying across your thighs as he moves his thumb to lift the head of his cock against your clit, groaning at the pressure. you keep your pace hips rocking back and forth. you grip the hem of his shirt pushing it up on his chest.
“shit,” he whimpers, precum pumping from the slit as he grabs your hips to stop you.
“up,” you lift yourself shimmying forward. he holds himself guiding to your entrance and lifting his own hips while you slide down. you groan in unison when you sit fully. you don’t move for a second savoring the fill of his cock. but his impatient hips jump, jostling you over him, making you double over.
“fuck,” you whimper leaning over him hands under his shirt, your hair falling in his face. you push against him, nails digging into his skin and start riding him. ass slapping against his grey sweatpants any sound muted by the fabric. the head of his cock bumping your sweet spot with every bounce.
he reaches around gripping your ass using what’s left of your tights to move you up and down faster, deeper. moans fill the car along with ripping fabric beside the building steam.
“so deep,” you whine. he leans up, hips meeting yours, face now only centimeters away. you shriek when his hand slaps against your ass.
“like it when i hit you down there,” he repeats your stupid comment from earlier has him hitting your skin again. he grips your tights pulling you up and down on him.
“i meant,” you lean away pushing on his chest for leverage with one hand the other going to your clit. “here.” you wince slapping softly over your sensitive bud.
“let me try again,” his hair falls in his face and he leans into you. his mouth latching onto your nipple and slapping your clit harshly. you shake overwhelmed by the suction on your chest, repeated hits to your g-spot, and slick fingers thrumming your clit.
“there?” he asks, releasing your nipple while still tonguing the bud. you nod furiously, tears building in your eyes overwhelmed.
“aww don’t cry little doll,” he teases using his teeth to pull the other side of your top down before sucking the nipple into his mouth.
“so much,” you whimper, hands threading in his hair roughly.
“thought that was how you hated me?” his breath is so hot like the tears you feel on your cheeks. he continues pounding into you, hips driving deeper with each thrust.
“yeah,” you can’t form a thought just his hands, and his tongue, and his fingers, and his cock, his dick, him, him, him.
“cat got your tongue,” tugging your bottom lip. you mumble nothing but everything at the same time feeling yourself come undone slowly but all at once. whining again when his tongue laps at your nipple. his fingers swirl quickly on your clit.
“s’ full,” you moan. he slaps your clit again making you shake clenching tightly around him.
“oppa’s cock to much for you?” you shake you head, core tightening as your release approaches faster and faster.
“want it,” you whine, nodding mouth opened spit dribbling down your chin, cock drunk.
“gonna cum because you hate me again?” he grins up at you. you squeeze around him in response, hearing him hiss. speeding up his finger on your clit sending you over the edge.
“oppa,” you whimper, arching into his hold as you cum. hot pleasure fills your body as your hips jerk. pussy pulsing around him but he doesn’t slow down continuously bumping your sweet spot over and over.
“let it out for your oppa,” cooing, he feels the puddle growing on his pants. the pads of his fingers don’t stop causing your release to spray over his lower half.
“oh my god,” you whimper leaning into his shoulder. hips shuddering as he still moves in you.
“you’re so tight,” your cunt still squeezing around him as he slows. heavy breathing into his neck while you come down he slowly ruts into you. finally pulling back looking at the mess you made on him.
“sorry,” you whimper, overstimulated from the fullness.
“it’s fucking hot,” he replies as you push him back to the seat. he looks pretty brown eyes blown wide and staring up at you, his hair sticking to his forehead. you’re determined to have him fill you up. suddenly needy for his hot cum in you. your fingers move the hem of his shirt farther up, pads brushing his nipples making him shiver.
“what are you doing?” you start moving your hips again, swiveling them.
“what does it look like?” you deadpan fingers pinching his nubs. he whines head tipping back with closed eyes.
“cum in me.” you whisper against his stomach. tongue flicking over his sticky skin as you bounce on him. he peers down at you watching you slither up his chest before tonguing his nipple.
“fuck,” he whimpers biting his lip. his hands holding your hips start to pull you up and down on him. quivering from sensitivity with each drag of his cock.
“nuhuh,” you move your hands to stop his. “let me.” you lift your ass up before slapping back down the squelch and slap of skin fills the car. your hands hold his wrists hovering over your skin, but he reaches for you needily.
“wanna fuck you.” you whine flicking his nipple with your tongue. “make you cum.” pausing licking up his chest to his collarbone. “fill me up, oppa,” you whisper into his ear.
he’s keening at every word and every squeeze of your tight cunt around him. pulling back, releasing his hands, using yours to press l against the steamy window for leverage and the other finding your clit.
“feels so good, oppa,” you whine when his cock hits your sweet spot again. he finally moves his hands using his thumbs to spread your pussy watching the sticky connection as his cock disappears in you.
“fuck i’m gonna cum,” he groans as you pull him closer to the edge.
“cum for me oppa,” you whimper fingers circling your clit and nipple.
“love it when oppa fills up my cunt,” hips fucking into you and his head falls back as he pumps hot seed into you with a moan. you keep moving your hips, milking his cock. letting the tip abuse your insides trying to cum again.
“unhuh,” you whine, overstimulating him as his cum starts to slip out of you. it sticks to your inner thighs, strings connecting you.
“shit, stop, fuck,” he grabs your hips stopping your movements.
“i’m so close though,” you whine, fingers still padding against your clit. he pulls you off of him with a groan, cock lazily slapping onto his pelvis. you move your fingers fucking two into your puffy pussy but it’s not enough it never is.
“help me,” you whine and he adds a finger beside yours fucking into your cunt pumping his load back into you. you bounce down meeting creamy digits as he curls them.
“let me show you,” he coos using his finger to push the tips of your own into you making you moan instantly.
“it’s gonna,” you moan out, gripping his wrist. “come out.”
“what happened to that tight little cunt? did oppa fuck you loose?” you whimper and he adds a second finger watching your hole swallow four fingers with ease. the pads of his fingers helping you curl yours, pressing just right. you feel so close just a little more you think rubbing your clit faster and harder.
“fuck i’m,” your hips start to shake. “i’m.” you can’t finish, crying out.
“one more time, for your oppa,” he directs more than asks.
you garble out curses as you cum. squirting onto your hands and his spent cock. your wrist slowing but he keeps going coaxing the streams out of you. you can’t think of anything, your body buzzing and shivering with waves of pleasure. it feels like it’s never going to end each bump of your own fingers inside you makes you spill more.
“no more, can’t,” you mumble, grabbing for him. mind numb and cunt pulsing out small dribbles.
“so greedy,” he tells you, pulling out with you, one final spurt hitting his dick. you lay your hand on his thigh but he slaps your cunt making you cry. his sticky fingers rubbing against you slowly. he feels what’s left of his cum start to pool on his fingers, mixing with all you gave him.
cupping his fingers he scoops it from you making you quiver again. before he can move his hands you grab his wrist pulling his fingers to your mouth slurping the mixture onto your tongue.
“fuck,” he hisses, watching you diligently sucking every drop from him. “so fucking nasty.”
sitting back on his thighs with a huff looking down to inspect the damage. his pants are practically dark grey now and his shirt even has damp spots. your fingers spread your lips so you can peak at your pussy, wet and swollen still slightly pulsing.
“i gotta put some towels or something in here. this is like the fourth time.” you giggle pushing your hair out of your face.
“sorry,” you puff.
“next time i'm just going to open the door and let you make a mess on the pavement.” you roll your eyes but the thought of him holding you up for anyone to watch while you squirt makes you tingle.
“you're so freaky. don’t tell me you want me to,” he reads your mind.
“shut up,” you push him away.
“next time i’ll just bend you over the hood.” you whine legs squeezing his. your both still catching your breath the air in the car hot and muggy. you groan as you slide from his lap into your seat.
“i’m going to have to get her detailed again.” he mutters looking between your legs where the slick rubs on his seat.
“sorry,” you grin. he looks around to see if anyone is outside but it’s empty. he always parks far away from the entrance, behind the permanently closed pool. it’s rare that anyone pulls up near you. he tucks himself in his ruined sweats lifting his hips to pull them up before opening the door. the rush of cool air hits you, making you close your legs quickly.
haechan rummages in the trunk, he did keep towels and a change of clothes. after the first time you made a mess he secretly stockpiled items for you. a sweater here, some pants there, a duplicate of your favorite blanket.
he pulls out one of his sweatshirts, tugging his own shirt off, tossing it in a small basket he put back there. he shivered pulling the clean one on quickly. he grabbed two towels before walking back to the door handing you one.
“i thought you didn’t keep towels in here?” you question grabbing the towel and shifting it under you.
“i’m not known for telling the truth.” he wipes over his seat cleaning up the mess. he walks back to the trunk as you lean your head against the seat, sighing.
he puts the towel on top of his shirt, grabbing wipes and two pairs of sweatpants he closes the trunk with an elbow.
“here,” his voice makes you open your eyes. he’s holding wipes up and you grab them. pulling them out you wipe over his seat, he’s standing outside swiftly pulling off his pants. you look up his ass in your face and you can’t resist slapping it.
“b word,” he shrieks, turning to you, almost falling, he hopes on one leg, tugging the pants over his shoes. his refusal to call you a bitch makes you laugh. he’s so tender.
“hey you can only call me that during sex,” you scold.
“that seems like the last place i should call you that,” he points out, stepping into the sweats.
“but i like it,” you pout, closing the wipes watching him jump into his pants.
“because you,” leaning in before tapping a finger on your nose. “are a freak.” you bite at his finger but he pulls away too quickly grabbing something off the roof.
“here,” he holds your own pants to you.
“i’ve been looking for these,” you groan, ripping them from his hands. “how long have you had these?” he shrugs getting back into his seat. not bothering with your tights you slip your skirt down letting it pool on the floorboard. he sits his seat back up starting the car again and blasting the heat. you pull the pants over your legs enjoying the soft warm fabric.
“why do you have my pants,” you prod poking his side.
“in case you needed them,” he states plainly.
“awww you’re so sweet,” you pinch his cheek. “do you like me or something?”
“gross,” he blurts, side eyeing you. “do you want me to drop you at your place?”
“please,” you respond, scrolling on your phone. the car is quiet except for the heat blowing through the vents. “thanks for picking me up by the way, and the ice cream.”
“no worries,” he mumbles, turning the wheel.
“do you have more of my clothes?” you open the glove box pulling your panties out.
“just some leggings and shit in the trunk,” he tells you casually.
“why are you stealing from me,” you sigh, making him chuckle.
“i’ll just get pee pads instead. is that better?”
“god that’s weird. i never do that with anyone else,” you admit.
“wait what?” he stops at a light, looking at you grinning.
“i mean i’ve come close but never like,” you pause motioning, “that. the first time was with you.” you see his ego growing beneath his skin already regretting what you said.
“you’re saying only my dick, my fingers, my tongue can get you like that,” he’s smiling to himself and it’s so annoying you want to slap him and kiss him. you shake your head, getting the last thought out of your head.
“don’t get a big head or anything. i shouldn’t have said it.” you roll your eyes picking at fuzz on your pants.
“if it helps you’re the only one who can make me cum by just playing with my nipples.”
“i’m sure you can do that all by yourself.”
“i’ve tried.” he says flatly.
“you’re too impatient. you just want to nut as fast as possible when you’re alone.”
“well duh why would i want to drag it out if i’m alone and not playing with you. i don’t even jerk off that much anymore, i just edge myself for you.” you dwell on what he said. he makes it sound like you’re the only one he’s hooking up with.
“you don’t edge yourself for-“
“no.” he interrupts you before you can start listing people. “i don’t hook up with anyone else.”
“what?”
“i don’t hook up with anyone else.” he repeats.
“i dunno, that’s a little too intimate, haechan,” you tease, trying to seem like you don’t care. part of you wants to think about what it actually means and another part wants to ignore him and be oblivious.
“is it? i like being intimate with you,” he meets your eyes quickly, fingers crawling up your leg.
“that sounds so serious,” you breathe deeply.
“don’t tell me you didn’t like that?” recalling how you felt less than 15 minutes ago. squeezing your legs together and your eyes closed. “i know you. you hate that i do, but i know how i make you feel. i’m confident in that.”
you stay quiet the only sound coming from the heat and wheels on pavement. his hand still rests on your thigh, fingers softly thrumming. you don’t really have an answer or any witty remark. he’s right. he does know your body better than anyone you have ever been with. you hate to admit he knows you better too. reading your mind with ease and his humor is just as dirty and weird. deep down you know how you feel for him but you can’t, it breaks the unspoken rule between you too.
“why do you have to be so,” you groan, his hand smooths over your leg.
“i think you know how i feel about you,” he mutters, turning onto you street.
“huh,” you heard him.
“we’re here,” he pulls up beside your apartment.
“thanks,” you whisper, grabbing your bag and shoving your panties in. opening the door and haechan rolls the window down as you slam the door.
“don’t forget,” he holds your skirt up and you grab it from him.
“thanks.”
“good night.”
“good night, and just so you know, i don’t know how you feel about me.” you tell him, pulling back before turning to walk to your door. you want to look back and see his face but you get your keys out and turn them in the lock.
he sits watching you turn the door knob and disappear into your house. he sighs, eyes closing and leaning his head back rubbing his eyes with his palms.
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