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timbrrwolfe · 24 days ago

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Me: "Hmm, I know a handful of women by this name and I've pretty quickly had a strong connection with each of them, I wonder if that's a sign that my future partner/wife will have that name" Also me: *has never, to my knowledge, had mutual romantic interest with any of said women*

#Random Timbit #I dunno man my entire history of relationships with women has been pretty fraught #which is only exacerbated by my unwillingness to actually pursue a romantic relationship while my life is in the state that it is #yet somehow despite that there's always been a mismatch and in most cases (that I'm aware of) the mismatch has been more interest on my end #Also I wanna point out to be clear that this is not me being like 'oh woe is me I suffer greatly from tfw no gf'#I'm moreso facepalming at myself and the decisions I've made or behaviors I've had or whatever.#Gotta know what I've done wrong to do better #...I mean I guess you can luck into it but like.....it's better to know anyway #I kinda wanna ramble about the whole history on here but I should probably also just do that privately instead.#Like 'journaling for myself' privately #anyway point is I'm aware of some dumbness in my past that I need to work on getting over #connected in some ways to my recent posts about nostalgia (and needing to let go of the past more)

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