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Something I made in a post that I think'll be lost in the texts + expanded a bit more
These panels are chronological events following AFO's pursuit of Yoichi's Factor.
AFO could tell if people were related through a Quirk. AFO and OFA also are connected to each other. In Kamino, AFO could confidently tell All Might that OFA had been passed on, so all that All Might had left were leftover embers.
When AFO killed Kudo, he asked where Yoichi was. He knew Kudo wasn't the holder of Yoichi's Factor at that time. He also realized when looking at Yoichi's hand that Yoichi's natural Factor was so weak he hadn't registered its existence. This implies AFO could sense Factors since he was young, and Yoichi's natural Factor never stood out to him.
Below are three panels of Bruce (right to left). Bruce fought, AFO killed him, and looked away in disinterest.
When he beat down Bruce, he already had a sense that Bruce didn't hold the Factor anymore. That's why, rather than yell in his face to figure out where it is and interrogate for a long time, he pulled up his corpse to inspect him better.
Bruce's corpse isn't resisting anything. Look at his feet; AFO literally dragged him. Bruce is already dead. Yet he's looking for something from him.
Bruce doesn't have anything for him. Nothing AFO wants.
When he looks away, he's dismissing Bruce, because Bruce doesn't hold Yoichi. AFO is wondering where Yoichi is, because he knows now that he's out there somewhere. Thus the pensive look to the wind.
After Bruce is killed, AFO and Garaki meet for the first time. Shinomori has Yoichi at this time, and AFO never comes close to him, so AFO is lost. He doesn't have any leads, and Yoichi has vanished.
Now that he knows Yoichi can transfer, it's possible for Yoichi to be kept out of his reach for the rest of his life. So meeting Garaki and having access to Life Force gives AFO more time to search.
Yoichi is still missing for 18 years though, because Shinomori is in hiding. AFO couldn't find him during the Fourth's turn.
This is why, when he encounters Banjo, the Fifth and active wielder of OFA [Yoichi], AFO is smiling.
It's been a long time, but Yoichi's in reach again. He knows where he is now. And this is the first time he's encountered the current holder.
Thus his shock.
[Yet... you never behave as I wish.]
It was the first time a Quirk wouldn't let itself be stolen. This was AFO's first encounter with this wall: it doesn't transfer without the holder's consent, and requires willpower stronger than all the holders combined to override that.
The holder is never going to give him that consent. To override the collective willpower, he's going to need something greater.
Meanwhile, look at Banjo's arms. Shinomori is the catalyst to tip OFA over the edge, that an unprepared vessel will be destroyed by how strong the Quirk is.
Banjo's arms are both messed up below the shoulder, just like Midoriya used to be. And like Midoriya uses Blackwhip to reinforce himself and stay standing, Banjo uses Blackwhip to hold his fist / arm together. His hand is being wrapped to stay in a fist.
(What I think is) The reason the limbs turn red, and then purple, from breakage, is a matter of blood vessels. Small, itty bitty, fragile things.
Using OFA breaks the whole area, from bones to blood vessels, causing internal bleeding. Thus the redness. But breaking those vessels again in a second go turns the area purple, because it causes instantaneous internal bruising.
But En wasn't ripped apart by using OFA. There's a cut on his thumb that lines up with the path of destruction; AFO sliced him in half. Otherwise, he wouldn't have that cut if it were just OFA.
It's hidden by the text in [... you never behave as I wish], but depending on where you see this chapter, you can see he got cut on the thumb. It's clearer where we see Nana take his hair from him, in [I only want... to make you mine!]
I have a post in drafts about En being cut in half rather than it being because of OFA, but I also hit an image limit, so I'm gonna end here. Ta.
#from the [hood shouldve been shinomori] post#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#spoilers#afo#ofa#all for one#one for all#bruce#banjo daigoro#hikage shinomori#yoichi shigaraki#izuku midoriya#kyudai garaki#please s7 be graphic over the ofa users deaths#dont sugarcoat it let the viewers see what afo did to the vestiges because he wanted yoichi#poor bruce got ignored by afo#en tayutai#analysis#manga#edit: the thing about ofa and blood vessels is based off of when i would play sports#i keep debating on if i should say where i got the idea from so im just gonna put it down here#i break the blood vessels and create little spots of internal bleeding. i keep playing.#the bleeding spots disappear for huge bruises that cover half of the limb instead#look at midoriyas hand. the uneven discoloring. thats bruising#but while i break tiny areas for little blood spots MIDORIYA BREAKS ALL THE VESSELS BONES + EVERYTHING ELSE FOR THAT MESS REPEATEDLY#midoriya RAN with it (you say run)
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(Milgram self-insert oc masterpost hehe)
Name: For the sake of posting online I’ll call her Rose!
Color: #E7355B [the pink in the art]
Age: I guess she’d be 20 given when Milgram started huh.
Status: Milgram Staff, Machine Technician
Symbols/imagery: ballet/musical theater, science experiments
Song genre: very similar to Mahiru's, something upbeat and extra pop-y
Tentatively she's number 011? She's not really prisoner but she's also not free to come and go, so I'm not actually sure if she'd get a number (Edit: I've decided she'll actually be 012. Staff is given the 01X range, and even though Es doesn't actively have a number they'd be staff member 011, making her 012.)
Story: Since the project is supposed to be realistic/present day, the mv machine would be brand new and unpredictable tech, so they’d want someone keeping up on maintenance and making sure the brain-invasive process won’t cause any harm to the prisoners. Rose was studying abroad in Japan working on some cool neuroscience tech (irl I know nothing about technology or brains but shh) and she stumbled upon some secret tech/plans from Milgram. Long story short, she was dragged into the experiment to make sure things ran smoothly.
Writer's Reasoning: She’s really fun for me to play around with, as she allows me to work with a character who has a tiny bit of pull over Es’ mindset in conversation but not the final decision (aka mirroring the voting system), and someone who is simultaneously trapped in the prison but has a reason to see all the canon content.* I really enjoy the character interactions and dynamics Milgram has set up so far, so it’s been super fun seeing how things change for better and worse when someone not quite aligned with either Milgram/the prisoners is thrown into the mix!
*As much as I love dramatic irony in fiction, it would drive me crazy if I knew every detail of of the vds/mvs but Rose didn't – and every single Milgram character is The Worst Communicator Ever so I couldn’t justify that she’d hear it secondhand from them...
Story roles:
She’s a bit conflicted -- she’s officially Milgram staff and knows she should remain neutral on the prisoners, since she won’t be allowed to interfere with the process/executions. At the same time, her job description is literally “make sure the machine doesn't hurt them and everyone's safe :)” and she's way too emotional to avoid getting hopelessly attached to everyone 😅
I really enjoy the theory that the machine extracts videos based off of priming, so one of Rose’s duties involves listening in on the interrogation and making sure there’s been enough material discussed/not too much time has passed overall (hence the ringing of the bell happening at different lengths for each vd -- That's her ringing it :3). She then watches the mvs along with Es to make sure there are no machine glitches, and know how to calibrate it better for next time.
(IEdit: I've since decided to add in official trial mvs, but before when I wasn't ready to tackle that:) She has to run some tests on the machine to make sure things are calibrated correctly, so she'd extract little things here and there. It gives me the opportunity to think up lyric snippets and recurring symbols for her without worrying about full encompassing music videos.
I'm not afraid to admit she can fall into Mary Sue territory every so often by being everyone's friend, because it's less about "aw everyone likes her" and more about "canon is too painful rn and I need a fix-it tool to take care of these guys and give them hugs and tell them someone forgives them and cares about them and unfortunately these characters wouldn't let anyone less than a friend do that." Rest assured she's definitely not perfect and will fuck everything up on occasion :3
Miscellaneous: Whenever I play around with normal au ideas she's still working on the machine (but in a public, more ethical setting), and she's Mahiru's roommate :) Her character isn't super focused on love, but if I had to pick a cover song it'd be Stickybug II. It's very much my vibe, the lyrics fit well enough (better than most songs, at least lol) and it's one of my favorites out of my limited knowledge of unchosen Deco songs! (Edit, I've actually given her non-deco cover songs hehe)
So yeah, I hope she's not too boring without a cool crime to decipher, but I wanted to share since I was really proud of her! It took a bit of tinkering to find a way to fit her into a perfect secret-third-thing role that runs very smoothly with all of canon, so I was very excited!
#waaahh posting before i chicken out#I've never posted about a self-insert so please be kind lmao 😅#i dont expect a ton of hype for her but if people have questions im always down to talk about her hehe#this is my only art -- i rarely draw oc stuff but i was really happy with how this came out#i definitely dont think shed get a number or those side rune straps by canon standards but the art wouldnt look right without them#im mad that the lab coat and gloves make her look a bit like shidous design :/ i definitely wanted more scientist vibes than doctor#dw she wears her PPE when she works on the machine 😤#yeah yeah theres some shipping aspects sue me -- but genuinely its mostly for fun character studying and fix-its#mkdr and neoneon also hold a special place in my heart but i didnt want to double up on covers#im so sad because she just. doesnt fit into LCSyS#the machine is fake in the au so shed have no opportunity to join the experiment#plus even if i made her generic staff shed just be on the receiving end of the lie with es... which is just canon until the very end adfsdf#WOO huge thank you to kyanako5972 and purgemarchlockdown for enabling me to be annoying once again >:3#and thank you gunsli!! our chat was the first time i ever talked about her and it really gave me a lot of confidence :')#not maintagging but i will edit for organizational tags later#i also may put this on my writing blog at some point but we'll see#my art#rose posts#ocgram#milgram
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im never gonna be normal about that!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god!!!!!!
#yes this is about the dp still alive video#that fucking song is so perfect and the movement in everything and phantom being expressionless until he pulls danny forward and#the fucking ELECTROCUTION#SAM HUGGING HIM AT THE END#the EXPRESSIONS#godddddddd god god god god god okay. okay!!!!#i was in the middle of typing up a huge nhw postbbut now i want to talk about dannt phantom. guys can we talk about danny phantom#ohhhh my goddddddd dude#i need 2 go on a tirade about phantom and fenton being different guys but also the same guy and .#how fucking empty danny becomes anytime he gives up his powers and the . realization that youre dead (partially)#and coming to terms with that and using it for good and suddenly you have this huge responsibility on your shoulders#but its okay because your best friends have been there with you since the beginning and they will continue to be with you.#and you dont know it yet but your sister has your back too and shes doing her best to cover for you and keep it from your parents#because neither of you know how they will react if they find out youve HEARD how they talk about ghosts and-#AUAGAHHHH#dp#blahblahblah#okay i think im normal now. back to. mark winters i guess -_-
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Just in case yall were wondering the hold mr samuels teatime stories has on me im making a crochet madeline
#i dove headfirst into making it yesterday after warching it#only maybe 5 more rounds? i think and ill have the base face done#i dont want it to be THAT huge but i want it to cover my face#wait should i cospkay her thats be dope#mr samuels teatime stories#thoughts
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no rush for this BUT once i move into my future extremely sexy and beautiful apartment,, i wanna do a photoshoot with a few of my fave selkie dresses & hanbok and make it WEDDING THEMED and then i can draw in my anime husband into every photo and i can print them out big on canvas & decorate my apt with them :) that would be sexy methinks. and THEN maybe i can just let go and put visible tattoos all over myself 🥴 cuz i am SO conflicted about getting more tats cuz when i wear nice dresses i want the focus to be on DA DRESS with no tats. still just have my rib one from 3+ yrs ago and thats it :( wat if i got like. madara tats LMFAOOOOOO and make my bf do them for me 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
#madara tattoos.... hmmmmm.....#i need to give myself sparkles on my legs i've been meaning to do it#since all my dresses are below the knee so i can do some thigh sparkles that would be cute#but i've been so lazy abt it aaaa :( i want more tats but also i dont LOL#imagine i get a huge back piece idk just cover the whole dam bod???#much to think abt#.txt
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man. you know i generally dont ascribe maliciousness to the step-sis's behavior, i think generally she's just a dumbshit teen(<-neutral term), but. its pretty hard to see it any other way when she(mid teens) puts a wood-handled cast iron pot in the dishwasher(has cast iron at both houses)(isnt supposed to put wood in the dishwasher and knows it)(didnt even wash it out first so it had a thick crusted-on ring from the simmer pot)
like. girl. there's doing something stupid cuz youre a teen and youre not thinking. and then theres like. Nuclear Level Fuck Ups.
#that lil pot has belonged to my mom since i was a wee wee babe :')#so. we'll see if we can fix it. but it is also just COVERED in rust#to say nothing of the seasoning#the handle seems fine but like who knows if you can restore it WITHOUT cutting off the wood#and its good-ass solid wood handle that's nice and smooth to the touch sooooo. definitely dont want to fuck that up#if we dont have to#anyway. it shouldnt have gone through the wash for 3 huge reasons all of which she knew#and its like. were you not thinking or are you just determined to ruin things that dont belong to you out of spite#because. wow.
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so so sick of being yelled at for being depressed
#my sister offered to let me move in with her and her spouse and my mom insisted i stay here til the end of the year#because shes worried about my mental health#but she keeps freaking out whenever i have Symptoms#like yeah i dont have any energy so sometimes it takes an extra day or two to get chores done#ive made it clear that im trying my best but it never meets her standards so it doesnt matter#and she wont even fucking let me leave#i told her months ago i wouldnt be able to contribute to groceries much longer because i havent worked in six months and have no money#and she was super understanding at the time but as soon as i make any food requests when someone goes shopping she gets pissed at me#says im asking for too much when im keeping it to the bare minimum#and when my sister heard about this she offered to send me some grocery money and my mom got pissed about that too#i woke up to a huge paragraph of text lecturing me and she called it a 'roommate intervention' like she hasnt been very clear that#she doesnt consider us roommates#and she refuses to actually talk about it she just sends me messages freaking out about how im not good enough#and then she says if i respond shell freak out so shes refusing to have an actual discussion#like if shes so fucking sick of me being here she should just let me move jfc#i havent been able to eat at the table for years because its covered in a bunch of her shit but if i ask her to do something about that#shed just freak out#like how dare my living here inconvenience her in any way but also what i want doesnt matter at all#i dont have any of my stuff in the living room or dining room and i only have some stuff for coffee in the kitchen#and even then she moves that shit without checking with me beforehand#im doing everything i can to reduce my impact here and its still not fucking good enough#god im just so sick of living here#brb gotta go do a million chores while i have a migraine because otherwise there will be 'consequences'#like im a fucking child#and not a full grown adult whos dealing with serious mental health shit but still trying their best#god i want to cry rn im just so sick of this
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was thinking about book covers today, heres a few i like off the top of my head
#been feeling ' sad ' but im calming down. very much in the mood for reading. requested 3 books from the library and im#excited about those#i want to make another post like this in the future that has my all time favorite covers and talk about them more in depth ...!#i know i know. dont judge a book by its cover. but im a very big art/visual guy. and a lot of the books that have caught my interest have#done so because their covers are striking to me#there is a huge loss of identity in a lot of modern book covers compared to ones from the past
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SO! I've wanted to talk about The Clip all day but felt like I should wait until the tumblr "premiere" (even though I think you were literally one of the first people to see it on Twitter lol). Thank you for defending my honor btw even if I am just Someone <3
But. Yes. Yeah. Yokoyama's absolute certainty in saying that??? Without anything to even buffer it? No maybe. No "don't expect too much." Just point-blank in front of a huge fan (whom I believe he's now going to be working with), a staff member, and a massive audience. As if that part isn't the matter of contention. I WILL be injecting those words directly into my veins for some time.
I was on the verge of choking and/or spewing blood and/or crying before posting it though lol, so I really appreciate the vote of confidence regarding the translation and I love your redraw! The reception as a whole has been really nice, although I wish people would keep it to themselves if they'd rather have Nishiki or Ryuji back or whatever. Not like it's a race, but even if it was, Mine's been in last place for ages lol.
And while I enjoy Y3's writing more than most, Mine's death wasn't some Grand Meaningful Statement, it was the decision of a fledgling studio that never knew if it would be able to keep making these games trying to tell a self-contained story. It did have far-reaching consequences for the series, but those consequences are also... not really relevant anymore?
Like, I can and have argued that Mine's death caused the fall of the Tojo Clan, but the clan has already fallen. So I don't see why some people are acting like revisiting his character would be A Spit In The Face to the saga somehow, but I guess I've never really been against characters being brought back...? A quote from the staff that's always stuck with me from the staff is that RGG is always going for RGG-ism, not realism.
Ranting aside... I honestly don't know if I should be saying this, but there's this new guy working the counter at Survive in some LaD8 behind the scenes footage. Now, upfront, I'm 99.8% sure it's not Mine (I happen to have a 100% accuracy rate so far identifying major RGG characters from extremely blurry images and silhouettes lmao), and I have no idea who it is, whether it's a new character or an old one heavily redesigned or Just Some Guy.
But he's not Kashiwagi. And he happens to have slicked-back dark brown hair with what appears to be an ahoge in some angles. And, unless the materials are temporary, he also dresses A Lot Like the celebrity Mine's design was based on. And his features... line up closely enough to piss me off, even though they don't fully match in the end, which is why I don't think it's him.
I'm in argumentative essay mode 100% of the time which is why I'm saying this in a "convincing" tone despite literally not believing it myself, but like... wouldn't that be something? To just have Mine part-timing at Survive or whatever and no one makes a big deal of it because they don't know any better? If nothing else, I really do think he should get The Bartender Treatment.
I dunno, I might post about it with a comparison tomorrow because it's been on my mind lately, especially with The News, but I really don't want people to get the wrong idea either. Or embarrass myself if it was too tenuous of a link to look that deeply into from the start lol
I remember seeing it two minutes after you posted it, so I can imagine I was one of the first to the scene of the crime (so my friends put it LMAO). AND OF COURSE I- and a lot of us- can't be any more grateful for all the work you do than we already are. I'd go insane trying to document and manage everything you do! especially when you have insane people like me ready to pounce on the smallest thing like I know I'd cry FJLKAJ The least I can do is give a proper title/credit to you when I can o7
If Yokoyama had any remaining hesitance about Mine being alive, then he REALLY would have fumbled by sounding so certain. Like in his old tweet, he certainly sounded more ambiguous, but this time he really had no extra notes and sounded more sure of himself. I won't expect RGG to do anything with Mine, but the concept is still very much exciting and the idea that Yokoyama almost seems earnest about the idea of bringing Mine back for whatever reason is very nice to know :] And thank you about enjoying the art I did! I can't lie in the slightest, since the last ask where you alluded to posting the clip, I had that drawing saved in the back of my head ready to make once you had that posted LMAO
But oohh not to touch drama since I generally try to Not touch it, but yeah I can't act like I haven't seen some people be. ""Interesting"" about the idea of Mine being alive. I won't dive too deep into it, but I think my major issue with the few grievances I've seen is that RGG hasn't done anything with Mine's alive status. As of right now, it's just a thing Yokoyama said, so I don't understand the need to be so angry about it (it's especially weird to say Ryuji hasn't been back when he not only got to be a playable protagonist in Dead Souls, but he was also the protagonist of RGGO- though I suppose I can understand wanting him in the mainline series again. Still, it's weird to act as though Mine's back any more than he is and being upset about it just because Yokoyama said he was alive)...
Moving on though, I'm really curious as to this 'mystery figure' you mean. I've been missing out on LaD8 production material, so I haven't seen this bit myself but I'd love to take a stab at it and analyze myself too. I agree though: if Mine does come back- whether he's working at Survive or anywhere else- I would greatly prefer if he had The Bartender status and was just never really called attention to and only existed in the background
#long post#snap chats#it'd be hilarious if mine came back and he was just there... just slap glasses o him and call it a day#like pleeaaasssee that'll be so funnyy if he does come back in LaD8 i dont want a dramatic reveal or whatever#i want the exact same shit like with kashiwagi just have the gang like. visit daigo and co at the security company#and the bitch at the front desk You Wouldnt Fucking Believe It Oh My God#i'd laugh so loud oh my god pleaaase yokoyama do it. you should also make ryuji just a random takoyaki salemen in 8#just so we're covering our bases here because im a ryuji-just-sells-octopus-balls truther#oh but on Mine's Death Fucked With The Tojo i definitely support the notion that he was a huge. Forgive The Pun asset to it#like i guess there's a lot of speculation and suggestions- at least on my end- when it coems to mine's importance#i mean we KNOW he was incredibly impotrant financially if katsuragi was anything to go off of#and listen ik i make the Widow Daigo joke a lot but geniunely i can imagine if daigo lost someone close to him he wouldnt be 100%#liiiiikkee i'll reserve the rant/ramble for my Daigo Essay but im just saying it cant be easy running a ship on your own with no real peers#yk cause pretty much everyone was older than him or only there for an ulterior motive and Blah Blah ill save the rest for another day#im rambling as is LMAO and i dont wanna say anythin FOOLISH#but yeah on mine coming back tho i dont think itd really tarnish any kind of thing his death could have done#like he died. or 'died'. 15 years ago (at the time of 2024)#the tojo's long gone by then it's been gone for five years at that point so it's not like mine would just Resume As Usual#he'd be starting over just as much as the other tojo clan members are yk what i mean#like i really cant think of. what else mine's death has done for the franchise that wolud be 'undone' if he was back#so yk. Why Not. it'd be funny and i think that's the only thing that matters ☠️ my dedication to the bit lets me forgive Insane Shit LMAO#but thats enough blabbering from meeeee thank you for writing in !
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i cant believe american idol was out there making us buy songs on itunes to vote now i just have a dozen random david archuletta covers in my itunes library for the rest of my life
#i do have a dozen david archuletta covers in my itunes for the rest of my life but im semi lying in this post bc 1. i dont remember#bc i dont remember if that was the year they added the vote by buying the itunes songs or not i probably just bought them bc i liked them#embarrassing. but 2. what's even more embarrassing is that ultimately i wanted david cook to win over david archuletta SJDFLKSJFLKJ im sorry#but i liked his rock voice and his mariah carey and aerosmith covers like i thought he had the range#so when everyone in middle school was like 😔 the next day i was listening to david cooks time of my life single on my ipod sldjflkjsf#like absolutely no disrespect to david archuletta like crush is one of the songs of all time honestly and david cook did nothing with his#win anyway but like. just thinking about how huge of a part of society american idol was is insane lmao#but ok what i mean by he didnt do anything with his win is not that he didnt do anything like i just googled him and apparently he#had another album after his first one but i just mean that out of everyone who won idol truly only kelly clarkson and carrie underwood like#completely blew up right like everyone else just fell through the cracks
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okay so I read the notes on this one
I think it's just, they need to refer to you in some way. so the best option is always to ask. otherwise they just have to assume. I think asking is always more polite.
I also think it's a good step for inclusivity. we're getting to the point where asking for pronouns isn't a weird thing. eventually it'll be so normal that people won't think twice about asking anyone their pronouns. but it takes time before we can get to that point.
plus if you don't want them to ask, you don't want them to assume, what are they meant to do?
Potentially hot take but I find the mandatory disclosure of pronouns increasingly prevalent in academic and some professional settings to be dystopic as hell, not cause "pronouns cringe" but because the mandatory reporting of your personal gender identity to a group of total strangers over and over again is fucking weird and invasive
#i have some thoughts#i can see where op is coming from#im in college#at the start of every semester we have to fill out a thing and it always asks what pronouns you use#amd everytime i choose she/her#even though thats not exactly true#but its not a huge deal to me#im okay with she her#but it does make me a bit upsey because its not what id rather have#but its what im gonna put on my form for school#i still appreciate that theres an effort at inclusivity though#i think thats the best option#after reading the notes to see what others think#they eliminated about every single option there was for using pronouns as being uncomfortable#you can't ask pronouns because then the person is forced to lie or come out#you cant use they/them because they might be uncomfortable with that#and might have to correct you when they didnt want to come out#theu named some more things too#but basically at least one person covered every option as being unusable#so then what do you do?#i think you gotta realize what the best option is#i think asking pronouns at school isnt bad#i think its a step in the right direction#towards inclusivity#and if its being asked to everyone#thats good#i like that i dont have to say it in front of the class#its a private thing we fill out#if i had to say it to the whole class that would be weird
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RLY EXCITING STUFF i got to be on parttime tooth fairy duty for the first time ^_^
#the tooth fairy missed little mans tooth yesterday and the same thing happened last time so he was quite upset#so i covered really quickly and said that our old tooth fairy (her name was willow) had taken on an apprentice but she wasnt quite used#to the job yet. and then i helped my mom pick out ribbons and stuff 4 the note#a d im super excited to see his reaction :] bc i used to be so happy whenever we got notes from the tooth fairy#when i was little i would write notes like interrogating her sbt what it was like being a toothfairy#and lamp wasnt good at writing so i had to write all their notes as well#and ya. so im just happy that i get 2 do that 4 him#i actually DID THE DROP and then found out that the teeth just get thrown in the trash. HEARTBREAKING#my mom said 'everyone ive spoken to whose parents kept them said they were weirded out' but i wouldve een sooo ecstatic. i could make like a#tooth necklace or something itd be sick... so im keeping them for my kids and itll just depend on if they grow up normal or not i guess.#BUT YA. it was just rly funny and i also literally had a moment of realization after i asked my mom what to do with the tooth#where i was like I just wasnt sure its my first time being the tooth fairy so theres a lot to learn . and rhen i literally gasped and went#oh my god im the apprentice tooth fairy .#we named her ivy bc mine nd lamps toothfairy was named willow so we wanted another tree name#so we figured ivy would work well bc itll be easy for him to sound out and spell if he wants to write a note to her next time he loses a#tooth#im just excited. and hes finally back on a sleep schedule which is huge my parents dont rly enforce anything#but me and lamp worked a bit on getting him back on a schedule sonce school is back on#and he like pretty voluntarily went to bed at around 930#:] so im happy abt that.
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In other news Odile crashed my game during her friend quest. Smiles in pain.
#rat rambles#stars posting#I just want to get to act 4 alreadyyyyyy#I have. plans.#and while I know theres more stuff I can do rn in act 3 I would rather save most of it for later#anyways. time to hope I saved before starting the family quests#odile saw I was trying to speedrun everyone's dialogue and said nuh uh try again#also Im glad I got the coin scene like the absolute millisecond act 3 started I was worried Id have to sit around for forever#speaking of the coin I got a fun glitch with it earlier#I was near the favor tree and got the coin dialogue where a glitch rewind effect happens#and the tree jumpscared the hell out of me by suddenly getting stretched out and huge covering most of the screen#I had to walk out and back into the are to fix it it covered like half the area#it genuinely slightly scared me for the split second that it wasnt obviously a glitch lol#gotta love the universe breaking itself to try to keep itself together#one thing that did surprise me is just how much optional content I've never seen before there is#I knew there was stuff that most ppl who play the game dont ever see but I guess I forgot most ppl dont obsessively shove their faces into#walls until smth happens#love making my sif grapple with his lost past the absolute millisecond I am allowed to every time a new scene is opened up to me#the lost contry scenes are all easily my favorite scenes in the game and its honestly not even close#theyre both very important to me and also just incredibly well written and interesting#its low key what boosted sif from being a character I have a complicated relationship with to character I adore#to be clear the complicated stuff is all in the rest of the self recognition I face when I see him spiral#you see jackie is recognition through the other (derogatory) but like in a god damnit you have adhd dont you sorta way#while sif is more like. hoo boy. uh oh.#which is ironic because jackie is the one of the two whos actually a terrible person lol#you see I like picking her apart while with sif it feels like theyre picking me apart which is significantly more uncomfortable#I forgives them I just need to not think abt them for too long at any given time or I start feeling depressed lol
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god i hate doing apartment stuff bc this one apartment building im trying to get into has a fucked up online application for some reason and i have to wait to call them till tomorrow :/// god. hate this. hate this.
#ez.txt#like i have to make huge financial decisions and i have no money rn#and its hard to apply to apartments across the country bc all the options that make things easier are.... in person#idk i just need to get out of my mom's house so i can get a job and then make some money for myself#i had to post this over here bc im currently trying to get a donation post to get traction and like.#i dont want to try to explain my current financial situation again#where like. i have two affluent parents who do not want to help me because they are. idk.#my mom is bad with money and my dad 'helps me' already#he won't give me more than the $300 he gives me to cover bills#idk i ordered food and was stupid so i have a bill to pay too. im fucked
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the exvoice that comes with rikka's synthv voicebank when you buy her is insane btw like when i get an exvoice for a vocal synth i expect just like maybe a few phrases, hellos, thank yous, and like breathing and laughing or whatever but she for some reason comes with 800 phrases 40 breaths numbers in english and japanese the entirety of japanese phonetics whispered and some other asmr binaural whatever and thats not even the half of it and like. girl i dont need all that. thanks tho <3
#the bajillion breaths is great tho actually as someone who LOVES breathing and gasping in music. ive said this before and i'll say it again:#I WILL give your vocal synthesizer asthma if you let me#the rikka i have is her ai bank so theres breaths built in (although i want more. i always want more.) so it doesnt matter too much#but for standard banks its good for there to be exvoices with breaths specifically since most dont have breath phonemes from what i can tel#my boy benbu doesnt. luckily theres a couple breaths in his exvoice on virvoxs booth. but i would like more#@ his voice provider can you go into the recording studio and like hyperventilate for 20 minutes and put that in takehiros exvoice vol 2#sorry if thats a weird request. i will buy it. i need to give your virtual son a lung condition. i need him to choke to death in my covers#im exaggerating for comedic effect but i do love a good breath. soft breaths yeah but i love a huge raspy breath before an emotional belt#and youve been seeing how much i like to make vocal synths yell in my wips. i like to make them yell <3#u need to breathe in order to yell!! its important
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btw... mtel practice test number two done... crushed that bitch! the Comm/Lit one is supposed to be the easiest but still it felt nice to get a 90% gonna take the humanities practice tomorrow but i suddenly feel way better about this
#ive felt so useless since being on medical leave#and like i get that i cant really teach when i cant really walk rn#but being able to feel like im doing something productive with my time is huge#like goddamn im crushing it#tbh the tests dont cost THAT much and if i want to get hired at my dream school maybe i should cast a wider net#and just do my math/science cert as well#i had a math homeroom this year and did i like the material? no. could i teach it in a way that is understood by the children? like yeah#the bar is really on the ground- most of teaching the lower and middle grades is classroom management literacy and comprehension#and since i have had two years workng in SLD and understanding IEPs and 504s i know how to teach the material in a way that would be fine#like i wouldnt WANT to be a math teacher.... but if push comes to shove maybe i should get certified anyway#idk idk rn we are looking for visual arts and middle school social studies and then we will open up the search if there are no openings#...ugh i should also look into a moderate disability license with the way things are going for BPS every classroom is gonna be inclusion#which wouldnt be a problem if they ACTUALLY provided support for the Inclusion and SLD and ELL strands#I DIGRESS#im not fucking teaching ELL though no thank you i had to cover middle school ELL this year a few times and you can just take me out back#and shoot me. im not qualified and i do not want that responsibility thanks
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