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it might snow in michigan when im there…. yes…. yes!!!!
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A frustrating development with the growing lack of reading comprehension I've personally noticed is an emerging fervor of insisting things aren't canon unless they are explicitly stated beyond all reasonable doubt.
I can not emphasize enough how harmful a mindset this is to have. Yes, it's wonderful to have characters outright say "I'm trans," but to deny a character's identity for not saying that is dangerous.
Plenty of real people prefer not to use specific labels. Historically, people didn't have our modern terms or modes of expression. Many modern cultures don't use these terms, either, and plenty of people within those that do can't safely openly identify.
If the only representation you accept as canon is within modern (and let's be honest, wealthy white able-bodied American) standards, then you are denying yourself and others a huge amount of representation and seriously limiting the media around you.
#remembering how people were like hmm its not actually canon that Steve is trans and adam is nonbinary...#steve doesnt fucking know what 'trans' is hes an unhoused time traveling cowboy like!!!#after an arc. about werewolves. and how people become werewolves because theyre unhappy with their lives.#especially specifically regarding their body/gender#and how adam explicitly says 'your family never saw you as a man'#AND THEN FOLLOWS IT UP. with referring to Steve as 'the man who chose'#like for fucks sake#you are being deliberately and willfully ignorant if you say its not canon.#your ideas of transness are extremely extremely limited if it doesnt include people who dont use the word.#god. ugh. ive been annoyed by this since that episode came out#dont even get me started on how people barely noticed adam is nonbinary.mm#they said they dont wanna be called a boyfriend. come on!!! come on!!!!#how can i make it clearer without them saying shit they woildnt say and have no context for!!!!#scream.#anyways.#delete later lol im just frustrated again.#im not even sure i worded this how i wanted to
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back from a business trip. 1 hour earlier:
#witch hat tag#orufrey#throwing scrappies from the past out so i can begin again....drawn so happily on the 14th then i collapsed with covid.#and have been on my sickbed for the past week. it has sucked SO bad. don't travel. don't unmask. (i didn't anyway) DON'T GO OUTSIDE EVER#i was going to draw so much in december. and instead it was so painful and miserable. Ok. i'm recovering now though so i will be grateful#i loathe “post-pandemic” people more now than ever when i the eternal Masker finally get it in 2024. How is it over. it's not. and it sucks#i've lost so much weight and feel so faint but i dont wanna eat cause everything tastes bad
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is this your card? ♦️♣️♥️♠️ it isnt but you dont wanna hurt his feelings
#this was supposed to be a warmup but i got carried away.... i havent drawn in so long that its been hard to focus orz#im testing a new brush for fun. again.. i think i can use this for clean lineart..?? im surprised i went as long as i did with the#narinder brush honestly... but i wanna try something new so here we are again#if i could get my shit together id love to draw a model of his van because i have smth really cool in mind..i was looking at pictures#of old wooden caravans like the horse drawn ones and i wonder if i could combine that with the shape of an RV#i like the ones with a door at the rear bc it kinda lookslike a train caboose.. maybe he'd get someone to weld him a custom ride!!#idk how intricate and detailed i can design it without making it a pain in the ass to draw every time BUT i have a general idea#it would probably have a door on the side but idk if itd flip down to make a stage or upwards to make a roof?? and then theres a#curtain behind it where he would come out and do his show methinks.. ive been looking at pictures of camping vans on pinterest for ideas#i dont think he LIVES in the van since i mentioned his home is an old run down theatre when he isnt on the road. i wanna draw that too#but the RV should have enough for long travels like a bed and cabinets..? maybe a net hanging on the ceiling where all his props go#id like to think of ideas for a hometown.. toronto has a huge entertainment district so it would make sense for him to live there#although id also love to base parts of it from vancouver since id love to go back and visit </3#..would there be furth names for those places?? nyancouver... clawronto... whinnypeg (like a horse whinny)...#pawson creek.... purrlington... otterwa.. i love coming up with names lol#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sleight#laikas comet oc#fan character#fur#furry art
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traveler as a "Witness"
#there's way more than this but these are the only screenshots i had saved on my phone that i could find#kind of rambling i nthe tags but#i hate whne people dont realize that its been a long time since this has been about finding their sibling#ugh i cant word this how i want to#but its kin d of the whole point of the game that the end destination isnt whats important#thats why traveler is set in this position of being an outsider of the this world coming into it#being aperson with no prior connection to it allowing them to experience a fresh point of view#and allowing them access to as much of the world as possible with no restrictions#not sure how to connect it but kind of related#genshin's emphasis on the journey not the end also enhances the fatui and abyss order as villains#because witht hem they have overall goals you might sympathize with (opposing celestia) their actions to get to these goasl are destructive#they're very “ends justify the means” vs traveler's “the means matter more than the end”#GOD im not explining very well im probably just stating the obvious#but i hate jokes about how “broo traveler does not want to do any of this shit they jsut wanna find their sibling”#because like. six nations in you'd think you'd know better#i hat ethe way i worded this anyway#genshin impact#genshin#traveler#aether#lumine#i love legitimely Good protagonists dawg. I LOVE GOOD PROTAGS.#i think traveler isnt forced to be Good so much as it's a choice they have made
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wait speaking of getting isekia'd via truck, a couple weeks back me and a friend on were talking abt portal fantasy/isekai tropes (mostly bc i was infodumping abt rz again), and it made me think abt a fun concept for an ocverse. tho its possible similar things have been done obvs with just how inflated the genre is, just hear me out OK
story starts in the normal world, with a typical Nerdy Guy going about his daily life, expositing about how he feels bored and longs for adventure and magic, just like in all of his favorite media. as he's crossing the street, distracted by his mobile game, he doesn't notice The Truck(tm) coming straight towards him. except he's not hit by it- he's pushed out of the way in the last second, saved by a passing girl who gets hit in his place. this is who the story is about now.
mc gets sent to that sort of intermediary dimension that some isekai have, where she meets the Goddess Lady or whatever that was in charge of the whole isekai situation. goddess lady proceeds to freak out, because she nabbed the wrong person, and she's going to be in SO MUCH TROUBLE. she starts questioning the mc, only to find out that this kid has a good social life, does well in school, is in sports, and has barely ever played a video game. basically the opposite of the socially introverted, underachieving, repressed, genre-aware guy she was supposed to have reincarnated. for the sake of fulfilling somekinda hero prophesy or whatever. and the mc kinda bargains to be sent to the fantasy world anyway bc, well, its that or death i guess. so the two of them kinda have to team up to course-correct this mix-up.
mc is kinda given a list of tasks to do that basically mirror how a typical story like this Would Go, expected to fall in line with the tropes in order to achieve the ultimate goal, but kinda ends up failing at all of them... or not? failing backwards, maybe. doing it in a way different from how its meant to go- using the wrong formula, but somehow getting the right solution. while sort of continuing to question the insanity of the whole situation, and the nature of this whole fantasy world. just fucking up all the tropes.
but a layer i'd wanna add on top of all that is the fact that the hero prophesy (or whatever) called for a man. so upon arriving to this new world, the mc is basically put into a "gender swapped" body and... doesnt seem to mind. this isnt an uncommon isekai trope either, but i hardly see it tackled with much care to really explore whole Gender Thing beyond gags about the "mismatch" (which can be in poor taste) or the conclusion that "well because their Body is now this gender, their gender identity changes to match" which i feel is a pretty shallow and binary take-away to draw abt bodies and identity.
but i think there can be more to explore w the prospect if you actually wanna get into gender stuff. in this case, i'd particularly wanna get into the idea of imposter syndrome. the main character was not MEANT to be... the main character. seen as a phony fighting tooth and nail to meet expectations, and constantly fumbling. not a real hero, or a real man. but its meant to be an act anyway, so why does that bother her? it was like that back on earth too, trying as hard as possible to be the perfect girl. a good social life, does well in school, is in sports.... but that good girl thing always felt fake too. or desperate. what was she trying to prove? how long as this BEEN bothering her, actually? why does it feel easier to breathe in this body, despite everything? the way this whole act makes her happy is scary, because its fake isn't it? but wait, which part was fake? the before or after? is it all fake? isn't this all just a mistake?
was it really a mistake? who is more heroic; a guy too focused on a mobile game to pay attention to those around him, or the person who risked their life to save a stranger? but the hero prophesy was for a "man," right? what does that even mean?
#the end is all questions bc if i ever did anything w this i would want to explore them basically#i dont know if i ever WILL its mostly just a concept im throwing out there for rn. brainstorming#but i think it could be fun#the only other isekai/portal fantasy type ocverse i have is the one w the dream traveling ocs. i wanna get back to them also#so many small oc projects that ive posted abt very briefly but i have not forgotten abt any of them i still think abt it#same w this even if i never really elaborate more on it im sure the idea will stay in my head#its obviously very much in its first draft baby phase rn a lot of ironing out the creases to do if i did wanna follow up in some way#like again its basically just a concept i dont have concrete characters or worldbuilding or anything just ideas. thata all
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thinking about their civilian clothes.... and also thinking about how in the vanguard armor his chest looks much larger (valid, it's armor) and I think he deserves to keep that chest.
#bravely default 2#dag rampage#selene noetic#im in chapter 4 now and im just.... having a lotta thoughts...... about these two and about the savalon experience#im suffering emotionally#i have entered ch4 but i havent accomplished anything yet bc im doing side quests as one does#dag your hair how do i draw it will i ever learn#also dang guys amazing how much shading can add to my art lmao#i hate coloring a lot so i tend to just do flats and call it quits bc ugh#but i feel the energy for effort with bd2 which is wild and im gonna take advantage of that#thinking a lot about these two and how they show up in the side quest after you clear savalon#thinking A LOT about these two still traveling together... a lot.....#im rooting for them..... i hope i see them again...... dont tell me if i do or dont please i wanna be surprised
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Before I go to sleep I leave you all with this piece of advice: sometimes you don't actually have to answer big political questions, sometimes you can just say "I am not smart enough to know that, I just know the small things I do to help." Like you can often times completely avoid making a fool of yourself if you just say you don't know.
#simon says#to explain here and not in a reblog:#sometimes when you try to explain big picture solutions you're gonna sound dumb#you might not have done enough research#you might not have a rebuttal to a counter argument#you might not be articulate enough to explain why you think this#sometimes you gotta take a step back and give the simple solution. the one man solution#you do what you can to fight against the problem#you talk to people to help spread awareness and how to fight the bad problem#and you vote and invite others to vote for bigger steps towards solving the problem#like you can talk about theory and how you believe we need to do a huge drastic thing to solve and issue#but people will disagree and argue til you're blue in the face#they'll poke and prod until you mess up or lose your temper and use it against you#and you'll feel dumb and they'll learn nothing#sometimes the best thing to do is step away from the big picture and just say 'idk what the solution is I just know the things I can do“#sometimes you gotta admit you're not a scientist/expert and you can't answer that#i used this while talking with my Dad tonight#he brought up our climate crisis and space travel as a possible solution#and I said I think that's just addressing the symptom and not the cause and we need to care for our Earth now#and he asked me what solutions I think would fix it#and knowing my incredibly smart Dad who is articulate and ready to throw rebuttles at a moments notice to play devils advocate#and my past experience in struggling in this topic with him before#i just told him I didn't know. all i knew is the little things I can and do do to help#and that hopefully by spreading the word and habits and encouraging others to vote for those bigger solutions I could help make a change#but all I really could do is the little things I have control over#and the topic became much less stressful about the little things we have control over#like planting native plants and recycling and adopting habits that are healthier to our planet#which was 100% more preferable to if I tried to give a big solution. because I would reveal i didn't have all the knowledge needed to argue#and my articulation would make me sound like a stupid kid who only thinks they know what's best#so yeah I basically suggest that if you dont wanna feel like shit after debating someone just step away from the big picture for a moment
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booked a hotel and got the concert ticket aghhhh
#i talk#still gotta get the train ticket too but mannn i get way too worked up over this stuff#been procrastinating it for like a month now like i Want to go but there are so many unknown variables and that shit is scary#first time going to a concert in another country alone and i spent a lil more than i wouldve wanted but hopefully its gonna be worth it#and like im most likely completely overthinking this (as i do most things) and everythings gonna be completely fine#but ahh so many what if's so much uncertainty#but im also excited its like a tiny step outside of my comfort zone and you gotta start somewhere bc id love to travel alone more#(mostly bc i wanna travel but dont have anyone to go with but thats a whole other thing)#and ive been rly into this band for a few years now and i really want this chance to see them live bc theres prob not gonna be another one#(watch them come to my city next year lmaoo)#god im not made for this but do it scared!! do it alone!! i want to experience more things in life!!#ive literally talked to my therapist about this extensively and to several coworkers and everyones like do it! its a great first step!#went through every thing that could go wrong (but very likely will not) and alternatives for every situation
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since the move might be happening sooner than expected im looking at different city options in case plans fall through and i have to go to a more affordable city until i can save up to move to the dream destination and honestly cape disappointment sounds perfect
#like everything is a disappointment anyway#I wanna be kinda close to the airport though#cuz I 10000% plan on making weekend trips as much as possible#it’s only like a 10hr drive but I don’t have a car#I could always rent one#cuz I don’t think it’ll end up being every weekend#or whatever days we have off together#it’s definitely gonna be more of a we’ll figure it out when I get there situation#but I like to pre pre pre plan ahead#anyone have affordable Washington state city suggestions im all ears please and thank youuuu#i’ve been looking into bellingham#since its close to seattle stil and seems to be nature heavy#that’s what im looking for#plus if we’re gonna be going to canada all the time for food tours it’d be nice to be kinda close to the border?#olympia and vancouver is what my friends who lived there suggested#but I dont know#also I know a lot of you guys oddly enough moved from pa or the pnw#how much did it end up costing you in total#just so I know if im on the right track 😅#also do I need to get a car or is travel relatively easy#legit any help would be super appreciated 🙏🏻
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The born in Eastern Europe curse of knowing you were doomed from the start
#being told growing up that the west was an utopia thats got their shit together#and you spend your whole life dreaming of escaping your home country and finally getting to *live*#but then you grow older and maybe you travel a little and even study abroad and you read the news and you realise#that it's all a lie#no one got their shit together and the west is just as much of a shitshow except they have money and hide corruption better#and you're left with nowhere to go#double whammy when you're also queer#its just one of those days when you talk to your aunt who worked at a factory during soviet time and listening to her experiences#and realising that the cycle did not break the cycle is looming over your heaf#and also knowing that as a queer person you will be alone for it#personal#anyways fuck bulgaria this country will be the death of me and yet i dont want to die on foreign soil#i grew up here and yet i dont wanna grow old here too
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Need to move out of this state soon I'm going to be so for real the cost of these are insane
#MUN. ooc#( looking at food for the city im flying into for work next week#i get $45 each travel day and $60 for non travel days covered for meals but thats like... the whole day#idk with alaska costs i feel it should be more especially since i dont wanna do this but whatever#ofc i dont have to do sushi but if im going to be out i kinda wanna#yes im complaining about dumb stuff but nowhere else ive been does sushi cost $30 a roll )
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winding down at the inn
#octopath traveler 2#octopath traveler#throné anguis#agnea bristarni#my art#update- i finished thrones story last night BUT ON ACCIDENT HDKDHD i was tryna hold off on finishing stories but#i thought she had 5 chapters like some of the others and got bamboozled when the big bad was building up to the final climax#sat there like 😟#but yeah this game has literally been so healing.. ive been dying to play a good game for like three whole years fr#i dont want it to end!! im trying to stall out by finding mini bosses around the world rn#i have like 70 hours on the game 😭 been a likkle obsesst lawl#anyway i have a side twitter where i talk abt the game a lot so follow there if u wanna see hehe#its 4pmflyingcat omg i forgot to put the damb @ lol
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Question for my Pokémon IRL/Rotomblr peers as I consider rebooting this blog in the wake of Pokémon Hyperfixation(tm)
Bonus points for elaborating as to whether another user's in-character location influences how you interact with them! Do you find it harder to interact with users from or based in non-canon regions, or do you find it fun?
Thanks for your input! Feel free to reblog for a larger sample size etc etc :D
#asking bc i really want this soft rebooted ver of the character to live#in a pokemon-ified version of chicago#because *i* live in chicago#and local history is sort of. my degree my profession etc and i love worldbuilding#and it seems fun#but i dont want to alienate other accounts i might wanna interact with in the future!!! and all that.#rotomblr#pkmn irl#polls#pokemon irl#pkmn rp#pokemon roleplay#edit: i forgot abt chararacters who might travel frequently/live out of their suitcase#and might not have a set “home” region#so feel free to pop ur i dont know/im bald/some other infinitely nuanced answer answers in the comments#:D
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Hello sweeties, so I wanna make stickers to hand out to passengers cuz I think it'd be a cute idea (some would say things like "Star Passenger" or "Thanks for Your Loyalty", and others would just be cute drawings of planes) but I'd like y'alls perspective as a passenger
Please reblog so I can get more results
#i know tumblr isnt the place for unbiased poll results but im still curious#i have a bunch of cute designs in mind too but i dont wanna put the effort in and have no one want them#ruby rambles#aviation#travel#planes#ok to rb
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oh my god im gonna be tickled by two lers today and theyre just gonna be hanging out at home while im at work and just knowing that theyre talking about tickling me and AAAAAAAAAAA
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#unless hes eepy after travel ofc then we rest and do kink stuff tomorrow 🥺#genuinely i think i may explode im so nervous and excited and flustered and BLUSHING JUST TYPING THIS#i have to sleep otherwise i’ll feel bad and i dont wanna feel bad i wanna feel lee 🥺
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