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WHAT A WIERD GOD DAMN DREAM-
It goes from "ooo dinosaurs, your in school, theres cool like pokemon and giant things that look like pokemon (like fakemon)" to
"wierd my hair is fucking blonde and pink and has bits of purple on the top and in random spots" to
"hey mother, dont be mad, I didnt dye my hair but for some reason my hair is different colours" to
"Oh shit she's mad cause she thinks I dyed my hair, I didnt" to
"YOUR HAIR IS THE SAME COLOUR AS THE NINE CIRCLES OF HELL"
"HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT? ONE OF THE CIRCLES IS PURPLE (NOT QUESTIONING PINK FOR SOME REASON)"
"LOOK AT THIS CONVENIENT HOLOGRAM DIAGRAM SPHERE OF THE DIFFERENT CIRCLES OF HELL AND ITS DIFFERENT COLOURS ETC. (ITS LIKE A GEODE)"
"YOU ARE POSSESSED BY SATAN AND THE 9 CIRCLES OF HELL"
"IM WHAT LMAO WTF HAHAHAHAHA THATS ABSURD PFFFF"
"DONT FUCKJNG LAUGH ITS NOT FUNNY IM GONN- *poof*"
"Im suddenly in bed waking up"
"There is a wierd like beetle piano looking thing infront of me, apparently it like a radio, I press random buttons- im still waking up"
"I am in fact possessed and homie ie getting hurt by whatever the radio is saying (I think its along the lines of looking out for me something I cant remember)"
"He gets really pissed when Im all tired and dont know how to turn off the beetle piano lookin ass radio thing"
"He takes control and lashes out at it" then I wake up for real-
?????????? Okay fear
#dreams#theres more to it than that#had parts about pass friend drama involved#one of them had like a wiere cult following#i accidently bumped into him#so him and wierd cult wouldnt stop harrassing me#then I had another classmate take me home on a pterodactyl or something similar looking#it had more eyes#the school was more highschool than university#idk why its still like that#everytime I dream its always more highschool than anything else#ANYWAYS#hi im awake#i dont wanna go back to sleep#the demon freaked me tf out#damn all because my hair is randomly different colours#im suddenly possesses#i see how it is
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been thinking about ur fav assisting you with the hand job you’re giving him. Either you’re not used to giving one or maybe their cock is big enough that your hand can’t wrap around fully, but regardless it has them putting their hand over yours and showing you how they like it. They’re dribbling over both your hands with pre and really all you have to do is watch while they use your hand to get themselves off atp
#mari says#mari your hand kink is showing again#i was thinking abt it with a bunch of boys#not a train. individually#this has been in my brain for too long now im going back to sleep probably mwah mwah ciao#little breathless words while some are telling you exactly what gets them as they get to watch both your hands curl around the tip#and they let you rub your thumb over it#ok yea i gotta leave im thinking tewwww much#im mean really you could just be reading and theyre laying next to you and ofc they dont wanna interrupt…but if you can spare youre hand fo#them so they can get off and theyre using your hand like a dog while you’re practically unaffected?#tho id look unaffected and be going insane incthe brain abt it#spicy mari#sorry mino
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kirishima's day off, but he still wakes up early to spend the morning with his boyfriend before work ♥
#krbk#kiribaku#bakugou katsuki#kirishima eijirou#bnha#mha#the sky draws#in that mood where i dont wanna color or render anythign#drawing clutter is fun tho teehee#i imagine that kiri is super not a morning person but he gets up anyways and bkg is like u can. go back to sleep its fine.a nd hes like NO!#I NEED TO SPEND TIME W .. u.. zz...zzzz#falls asleep on bkg as he's making coffee
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oh boy i did not start this year on a good note, 4 days in and im a ghost on my dead tired legs begging for rest
#having a social life is all fun and games until you always gotta be somewhere and it eats into your time off#“do you wanna hang” brother i guess i do but youre the 5th person to ask me that within the last 3 days and if i dont have a night in soon#i might start killing ppl idk#i need to start saying i dont have free time even when i do have free time#2025 goal start lying#my days recently have been going something like: 9am wake up. 10am-2pm do a mandated task outside the house involving a 1h car ride.#3-4pm get dressed for the social thing. 5pm arrive at the social thing. the social thing somehow lasts until midnight. 1am back home. sleep#wake up dead tired. 10am do a task-#i dont even drink or smoke at all and yet im a shell arGHHH#my days dont belong to me deluxe edition#i need to disappear in a forest i think
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think i'm actually going to put in my two weeks tomorrow. im gonna DIEEEEE
#personal#like i genuinely want/need to leave but its soooo scary...ugh#<- mainly just bc i dont have a back up Yet#but im optimistic ill find something thats at the very least#more consistent than where im working now. and maybe#wont have cartoonishy evil upper management but idk#like ok. you wont give me an answer on if youre making me work the night before i have intense surgery#(the answer is yes bc of availability but they just wont admit it)#then dont even worry about it man <3 dont worry about it ever agaiN#gonna sleep on it. but its gotta happen. uuuufdklhgkdfgh#and i dont wanna spend all of post op worrying abt having to go back there#during the holiday rush. like this was already Gonna Happen#anyways. hello if you made it all the way down here. i hope you all are well
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Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????
If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3
#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭#originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au)#and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare)#and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS#no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend#it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep.#the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg#i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend#*weakly* i did it~#again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!!#i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself#i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process#tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny#thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹#hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today!#also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now)#now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little
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#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S#HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :(((#just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig#4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains#if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe#heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh#i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe#i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO#more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr))#ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh#kon el#kart#puppee art#GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS#i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm#@ least i do 2 my doggie
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Cant sleep so im thinking about ayhalo
I think its like. one sided. qaypierre WOULD smooch that demon and take him on dates. qbad would not recognize anything as a romantic gesture. aypierre could throw a bouquet of chocolate roses at him and bad would just be like ! thank you :}
like they love each other, absolutely. they TRUST each other, to the point where i’d even say it gets in the way of bad seeing aypierre as anything more than a good friend. that’s his guy. The dude always in his corner. Friend resource label: team mate (coparent) (down to help kidnap people). bad doesnt do classic romantic relationships- all of his relationships are INCREDIBLY queer, but the closest he usually gets to what others read as romance is a classic chewtoy4chewtoy dynamic. He LOVES to fuck with people and he loves to get fucked with and if there’s a nice jawline or pretty muscles included?? huge bonus !!
he’s got something- not kinder, with aypierre? not calmer, either, but stable, maybe. pierre has proven, over and over again, that he’s on bad’s side. Spying on tubbo, encouraging bad’s pranks, the kidnapping- i can’t call it a reliable dynamic, not with how paranoid bad is, even when he trusts, but there is still a feeling of understanding that, wherever pierre’s limits are for when he cant support bad (or genuinely turn against him), it hasnt been reached yet
aypierre, on the other hand, i dont know enough about to be absolutely sure but there are some Vibes. ironically, i think hes feeling like his relationships are unreliable. max was going to have their baby, and then he wasnt, and then he left him, then max fucking died. plus whatever is happening with him and ayrobot, which probably leaves him feeling like he cant rely on Himself. like he had, if not a little crush on bad, at least some Interest in him, before. as well as several islanders. i remember the days of the Bed Threat.
but thats part of it, too? because those flings didnt have that emotional connection, and i always got the sense that he started looking for that with maximus, to Love and Be Loved rather than pure lust. To care about someone, genuinely, and be cared about in return. but he didnt get that with the flings, and We know that max was using him, but i dont know if he did, but maybe he had a feeling about it and maybe he also had a feelinf about maximus’ feelings towards bad and maybe- there’s something about that? A little push of not-spite-not-projection onto bad.
because bad IS that reliability, right now. he’s a fucking gremlin. a bastard. a prankster silly guy. he trusts aypierre and aypierre trusts him and they dont share everything but so often, when it comes down to it, it is them against the world. them in the corner, caught, aypierre shouting about kissing as a cover for their crimes while bad runs giggling away from him.
#qsmp character analysis#qsmp shipping#<- because i DO think bad would be down to ~fornicate~#but i dont think pierre drifts into that chewtoy zone enoufh for bad to get that Obsession#theyre kidnapping and escaping buddies !! who share food and secrets and strategies !!#but bad would do the same with the other french yknow#god i could go on for YEARS about how queer qbad’s relationships can get that demon is full of LOVE and that love is QUEER#i could make an argument that even his parenting style is affected by his queerness#in the way that he takes on all required roles for the eggs and cares for them SO MUCH#and SO OBVIOUSLY#as a dad/uncle that you dont often get to see in fiction#to the point where he is still in some way seen as a mother figure#but thats a whole different post#anyway this is part-analysis and part-silly written at ass-o’#clock in the morning#if i remember ill come back to tag the ship for filtering purposes but i dont wanna throw ‘i think its one sided and exacerbated by grief#and general yearning for love/stability in an ever changing world’ when prople are just tryin to make em kiss#i respect the kisser causers have fun yall im enjoying seeing it#god i need to sleep#ayhalo
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who else is up begging the universe for answers
#★#my dog woke me up and now i cant get back to sleep#thinking a bit too much of something i noticed from yesterday morning#and my friend's input on it (which i asked for)#it feels like im grasping at straws#reading between the lines for something that isnt there#i cant stop thinking about it but id very much like to#bc theres no point in ruminating or trying to connect dots that dont even exist#it wont change anything#ugh i wanna go back to sleep ;w;
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Psst. She's got something to show you!! Check it, Tiny Falin!
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#woah tiny falin be upon ye#<- making that version next when im not half tired#everyone please reblog this with the tag 'op go to sleep' ive literally been avoiding taking a nap this whole time i gotta go eep#yes this is your sign to draw small chimera falin with small marcille theyre a duo do not separate and please tag me if you draw them yes#also i wasnt seeing enough academy days farcille so im here to provide for y'all goddamn#this single handedly spawned the idea of falin having always been a chimera hybrid but just being small until she properly grew up#so she's a stubby lil baby w t rex arms for front legs until they grow stronger#dont ask why two thirds of these arent colored i grew inspo in the last half shush#also yes please do repost the tiny falin pic just dont crop out the watermark so folks can come back you have my permission to repost it#/gen#i wanna see her stupid baby face everywhere#ur not telling me chimeras wouldnt make the most pathetic mewling noises thinking they sound super tough as chicks#bro is NAWT scary or intimidating (yet)#teen chimera falin would be just every teenaged girls gay nightmare. tall smooth and a hot monster chick#might draw her later >> and her silly growing t rex arms#night night y'all.#farcille#dungeon meshi#marcille dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#marcille dunmeshi#falin dungeon meshi#marcille donato#dunmeshi falin#dunmeshi fanart#faligon#chimera falin#falin x marcille#falin chimera
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sorry to all my lovelies requesting anything abt dick grayson i cannot write for him because i am Literally Him!
dont look at the tags im not writing for him look away
#— bambi yaps#i actively cant think abt him too hard bc then i think about myself#dick grayson x reader he loves you so deeply it kills him he forces a smile even at his worst and you know it but he wont let you see him#he wont let u see him break bc hes supposed to be strong for you he has to be strong he has to be your light and he knows it#and if he lets himself show weakness thats when you leave he has to be good he has to be perfect he has tk be your prince#he has to be a pretty boy he has to be charming he has to light up the room#dick grayson doesnt let you in he keeps you at a distance because ur just going to see him like everyone else does#but u dont u want him at his worst you want him when hes ugly crying anf when hes silent#and when he just wants to sleep you play with his hair#no you dont want him just for his body you want him for his mind for his kindness#you want him because of how strong he is yes but you wanna take it off his shoulders#cant write abt dick grayson she says#idk if you all think abt him and tarantula very often but it makes me ill#dick thinking hes just a body just a soldier and its just. no?? we dont have to have sex. you also would like to wait on that for a while#shits happened to uou too#and hes so surprised that???? wdym you DONT want to fuck me he glitches out for a second#oh dick grayson my sweet sweet boy#i domt write for dick grayson i say#dick grayson thinking hes only good for his body only to find out that you dont need it you only want to make him coffee in the morning and#and like yeah u want to touch him but you wanna rub his back bc hly shit yr tense#but thats it#it doesnt go further#he cries and its disgusting but god does he love you#dick grayson realizing you would stay with him if you never had sex and he SOBS#someone call leith ross STAT#dick grayson#nightwing#im crying now fuck off nobody talk about him to me ever again
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#when u order doordash for breakfast bc ur hungry and the driver sees you bc u have to go out to grab the food bc he went to the wrong house#which isnt to abnormal happens a lot bc of how our lot is set up but i digress#and im like yeah thank you for bringing my food so early and he makes a comment like 'np i bet u and ur husband are gonna eat good huh'#and i like nervously laughed and was like yeah he loves hashbrowns#and then he asks for a hug and bc idk what to do and i dont wanna piss him off i give him an awkward side hug and then run back inside the#house and now im to scared to sleep because???#wtf was that
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ON AVERAGE HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO DRAW / RENDER YOUR ART BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE YOU PRODUCE MASTERPIECES LIKE HOTCAKES AND I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT FOR YOU
ermmmmm it depends !!!! maybe like an hour or two from start to finish if its just a simple drawin' but if it's something fully rendered or im making multiple drawings/a character doodle page maybeeeeee like five-six hours.... idk ....
#snap chats#it varies severely#i severely underestimate how long it takes me to draw things so when i think of it im like 'surely not...' so who knows vjEALKJEALJ#like if its just one figure and no crazy bg then maybe an hour or two for a rendered thing#but this doesnt factor in the fact im very fickle and i have no idea what im doing 90% of the time so im always making changes jLAEKVJAKL#so yeah on average... probably five-six hours......#i honestly feel like i dont post all that much so pleasantly surprised to hear that- thank you my friend !!!#i do wanna try spending more time on pieces tho... i dont think the stuff i make is bad nono i like the stuff i make#but i feel like i can make it better if i let myself spend more time on it#i always have it in my head i have to finish something in one sitting or ill never finish it/go back to it#im very impatient i fear ... BUT im trying to break that !!!! i wanna improve cause sometimes i feel stagnant..#im sure i could make better stuff if i allow myself to spend more time on things even if it takes multiple days#i should bethinkin a sleepin tho ... oops !!!!! three hours of sleep HERE I COME
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im tireddd and i don't want to go into college even if it's only to go to my final lesson of the year
#slushii rambles#i wanna go back to sleep#but i also have to go somewhere to get pictures for a thing#so I dont have much of a choice
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figured id visualize something i said today
#the quote was in fact “get mischaed bitch” u would never guess the context in a million years#SORRY if u met me while i was in a Mood i am in fact not always behaving like a sweet old grandmother who bakes u cookies sorry#i am still very much a teenage boy obsessed w a fictional youtube rapper#i finished my hwwww sorta yippee#mischaposting#guess whos back. back again#literally 11 pm NO ONE is gonna see this#giggles#mischa bachinski#rtc#mischa mischa mischa#[he appears before me like beetlejuice]#also ive been listening to the pride and prejudice film soundtrack and it is beautiful ? i really wanna watch it now#anywaysssssssssssss#ride the cyclone#i dont think i tagged that one already#the mutualcule can do the restOMG MY BOOTLEG DONE UPLOADING TO DRIVE#if i wasnt so fucking exhausted id watch moulin rouge but alas.. i got 3 hours of sleep last night#thats why im probably going sleepy sleep now GOODNIGHT!!!#(probably)(so much emphasis on probably)#11:11 make a wish
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caved to my cat envy and decided to give david a cat in either late or post-canon. arthur names her pop tab (like the soda can tab thing) bc she loves them but david is one of those people that gives pets like normal human names so he calls her poppy most of the time
#she is a grey tabby and just a little beast#steelheart redux#pop tab#arthur steele#david manalo#zarian#my art#my ocs#third img is sappier than i usually post here but ehh . whateverr#its 5:30 am but i dont wanna sleep cause tomorrow The End Begins (i go back to school) OTL
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