#i dont think ive posted this on insta either

[karkkle]

the way i just never post my art here.. oops

+ warmup doodles

[fruitsyrups]

the whole "Being a Reader" thing as part of an identity bugs me too like you're still just consuming content made by other people, I don't see why it being printed out on paper makes it any different than if it was on a tv or movie screen

True! Yeah, you wouldn't tell someone "You're not a real movie/show watcher if you watch (etc)" because obviously the only requirement in order to be A Person Who Watches Stuff is to...... watch stuff. But then when it comes to literature, somehow it's supposed to be different? Lol.

[igotlovestruck]

fine line [ christian pulisic ]

after finding out the secret you’ve been hiding for years, christian made it his mission to be with his own family and of course, to be with you despite your careers and other obstacles that’s keeping the both of you apart. things are moving too fast and it’s starting to worry you. but don’t worry—“we’ll be a fine line”.

[ 𝗣𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦 ] — christian pulisic x ex!reader; oc!emily, oc!ezekiel, oc!andrew . ⊹ ✶ ㄔ 🫂 °.   *

[ 𝗗𝗘𝗧𝗔𝗜𝗟𝗦 & 𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦 ] — insta au, im not really good at dates but just imagine the setting is during the summer lmfao, christian & y/n softlaunching (are they really though 🤨) . ⊹ ✶ ㄔ ℹ️ °.   *

࣪˖ 💭 .. 𝗘𝗬𝗔’𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦 ⌕ YEAH so ive only got this for now, i haven’t finished writing the narrative scenario BUT FOR NOW enjoy this <3 ALSOOO belated happy birthday to my man who isn’t my man but is my man ❤️🖤

this work is purely fictional. names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. © httpsuniverse, 2023. do not steal, repost in other platforms, translate and/or claim this work as your own.

— in case you missed it: easy on me • read more of my works here!

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cmpulisic summer for the books ✌🏻 ready to go 🚨♟️

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user wait what

user since anyone isn’t mentioning anything about the 4th and 8th pic, i will. DID I MISS SOMETHING OR....?

user girl you’re wrong, everyone’s talking about it

user you mean, did WE miss something? yeah, we definitely did

user yall maybe that’s just his nephew or something 😭

user i don’t...i don’t think so...

user WHATTTTT

user whose kid is that christian 😭

user this is your year christian 👏🏻

user captain america ❤️🖤

masonmount congratulations brother 🤝

benchilwell my man 🫡

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yourusername what a crazy summer it has been 🌻 til next time florida!

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emilyemmons 💗 enjoy your journey to milan, my loves!!

yourusername come visit us when celeste is a bit older 😚💗

emilyemmons oh we definitely would 🫶 celeste definitely loved having her godmom around 😌

yoursistersig hot mamas!! 🥵 emilyemmons yourusername

yourusername stoppp 🫣

emilyemmons this summer is the most i’ve seen y/n wear bikinis and she’s the HOTTEST

yoursistersig ikr! that’s what i've been telling herrr 😫

yourmomsig zekey holding the flowers 🌷 enjoy milan, my love 🤍 wishing you all the best

yourusername 🥹 see you soon mom!!

emilyemmons those are from ********* 🤭

yourusername emi!!!

yourmomsig well, they’re beautiful! he definitely remembers which flowers you like 😉

deedee_pulisic come back soon with zeke ❤️

yourusername of course! he and avery can be playmates 🥰

user wait a minute...

user girl are you thinking what i’m thinking

user ...yes...

user is THAT christian 😭

user GIRLLL the tattoo, the beard !!!! it IS christian

YOURUSERNAME HAS SET THEIR ACCOUNT TO PRIVATE.

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cpulisicupdates “I’LL DO MY BEST TO PROTECT THEM FROM THE PUBLIC”

are these hints that christian pulisic is finally off the market? watch christian’s newest interview, click the link on my bio to access it! 😄

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user wait what

user I KNEW THAT KID IS HIS

user we’ll never know unless he confirms it him babe

user girl are you not convinced already lol look closely at the pictures of the kid on the mom’s posts, he clearly looks like christian when he was a kid

user still not convinced

user you do you ig

user “very special people that i’ve recently reunited with” omfg exes to lovers i think

user GIIIIIIIIIIRL 😭 dont do this to me

user dont blame me i finished a lot of movies today

user i dont know which one of you bitches just lied to me and told me i have a chance with this man ... APPARENTLY HE HAS A KID

user this has got to be the funniest shit i’ve read today 😭

user yeah that girl and kid is definitely connected to him, i surrender

user she’s definitely the girl he dated during his dortmund days

user i cant complain though, she’s gorgeous and i dont blame christian for being private with his relationship right now especially if they have a kid together

[antiquepearlss]

haiii hallooo helloooo heyeyeyeyy

jumping and waving at you

im gonna cook with some of these fall asks but ive been really busy with life this week(and being tired...) so this isnt my best ask ever

but your input will help if i ever decide to draw some halloween art of the tts cast(+hugo)(maybe)

what do u think the characters would wear on halloween, like to trick or treat(or wear for the vibes)

raps & eugene always match(sometimes if rapunzel can persuade her, cassie will match too), same w hugo and varian, but all of them dont go trick-or-treating, usually they stay home and give out candy or go to raps' party lol(or both depending on how theyre feelinh yk). when theyve done the trio, i cant stop thinking about cass, eugene, and raps beinh the mean girls trio... like regina, karen, and gretchen😭🙏 and hugo and varian have probably done nerdy ones(or, hear me out, seymore & audrey || from little shop of horrors)

catalina is a werewolf every year/j

frs, lance & the girls probably go as a big trio, or the girls do completely different costumes and lance just wears a funny halloween shirt(or dresses up as a character he likes), kiera has been a ninja turtle at least once(i feel like shed like tmnt idk...) and catalina was batman one year and everyone kept complementing her

this is not my best... but like please give me ideas bcuz i need to draw something for halloween with this group and i need opinions please im begging and pleadinh on my hands and knees

(while writinh that i tjought abt rapunzel & eugene beinh on of the couples from bridgerton and i think taht would be so cute what...)

Heyy hello hi im jumping back at you but then I trip over my ankles and fall.

(and shush I love your headcanons and asks)

Yes absolutely Rapunzel and Eugene always do cutesy couples costumes, and she makes them herself so they’re always high quality and perfect. She posts them on insta and everyone is jealous. (They absolutely did do Bridgerton one year and she looked like a goddess.) Maybe I’m just a big nerd, but I feel like they’d do a lot of historical couples costumes. They definitely did Hades and Persephone one year.

(They also did this)

I honestly can’t see Varian being the type to dress up unless he’s forced (by Rapunzel), same with Hugo. But sometimes they’ll do half-assed couples costumes if they go to Rapunzel’s party. It’s usually just a thrift store cosplay lmao. One year they did Gatsby and Daisy because the guy who plays Gatsby on Broadway sounds a lot like Varian for some reason…. Varian probably dressed up as a bunch of scientists barely anyone even knows of as a kid, though. (I feel like it would be really funny if New Dream and Varigo dressed as eachother one year hehe.)

Lance, I think he either just wears a Halloween t-shirt or he coordinates costumes with the girls, because I feel like they’d want to match sometimes. And if not, maybe he just puts on a fun mask. I feel like he goes all out for Raps’ parties though. He definitely has dressed as David Bowie on multiple separate occasions.

Cat absolutely went through a wolf phase. And did dress up as a wolf, a lot. Kiera dressed as a vampire one year to match her.

Cass doesn’t dress up unless she’s forced both mentally and physically. (She dressed up as Joan Of Arc for three straight Halloweens as a kid. And then Artemis for another three.)

[henriiiii-1001]

general update

its been over a month since i like. ig "left" tumblr? i havent been active here at all and only checked it for any notifs. despite the weird gore rbs i got like. two days ago, ive actually been doing p okay. im mentally preparing to go back to college next week (just to my apartment tho, classes dont start until the 26th), and ive actually been drawing a bit more! mostly for art collabs i joined, but i still think theyre p cool!! i hope to post them here once those deadlines come up bc i wanna show you guys, esp to those who dont follow my insta.

i'll most likely come back to tumblr when i upload those drawings though. it'll give me enough time to adjust back to college by the time that day comes. ive also been thinking a LOT abt like. oc lore, specifically for ug. i will also open my askbox up again by that time in case you guys wanna ask questions or just check in (ofc ur not forced to do so, do so if you want).

i also need to update my pjsk stats post. i need to rb it again so y'all can see if ur interested

uuhhh that's it for now. see you on the flipside! (or on instagram. or discord. either one LMAO)

[zorosleftmantit101]

ONE PIECE DISCORD/GROUPCHAT????????

Hello all, I really like talking to you and was wondering if you guys would be down to have either a discord or an instagram group chat, I dont really have a lot of friends so I dont get to talk much about the things im interested in, with other people who are interested in the same thing. For anyone not really sure I wanna explain kinda my ideas for it.

First of all, tumblrs great for posting and stuff but its not really a texting app so interaction is difficult.

I think that its a little bit embarrassing (or at least for me) to like outwardly admit to reading and writing fanfics so having a group of people who you don't have to feel embarrassed around would be really awesome.

Quite a hand-full of you guys are fucking funny as shit and when I talk to you its like, shit dude I wanna hang out with this ppl so this might be a great way to meet new friends.

Recommending fics, is a big one I feel like, this sounds so weird IDK JUST HEAR ME OUT, like kinda like a book club idk where someone recs a fic and would could talk about it I DONT KNOW IM SPIT BAWLING HERE.

Talking about one piece its self as well as any other hobbies would just be like super fun and last but not least

Writing advice and proof reading, maybe you want to send a snippet or a prompt and get peoples opinions, but now comes down to the issues.

Now we could either do it on Insta or discord, now I feel discord is safer for anyone for like privacy and stuff and if we end up with a lot of people on the server it will be easy to manage but also Discord is like algebra to me my tiny ass brain dosnt get it,

Insta I feel would be very tricky and probably wouldn't work with many more than like 20 ppl but IDK, IDK KNOW IF YOU GUYS WILL SEE THIS OR LIKE THE IDEA,

Fuck, anyway, it seems ive been talking for a while so im just gonna say discord???? So if anyone wants to help out with that either text me here or on my insta

ANYWAY BYE

[imaginespazzi]

Bestie hello again!

Ah well as a fellow foodie Im so glad to hear and not at all surprised :) I think its only traditional/totally common in Florence, but really hoping that you had the buontalenti flavor because its so very incredible. I still think about it!

And perhaps its simply karma from the universe for my unnecessary shit talking.. but now Ive just seen that my own wife has posted an insta story showing that shes reading one of her books. I dont know whether to feel betrayed or that Ive let her down 😅 😫. Either way, babe, no! Dont do that to yourself, please.

Yes exactly, Mike you needed to determine a path and stick with it sir. What about the agenda we fell into?! (I laughed at your rainbow comment for a minute btw lol)

Welcome back again :) Laters

-☕️

Bestie hiii <3

Sorry I'm replying so late. Ah no I did not have that flavor but I searched it up but it sounds sweet and simple so I'll definitely make it a point to try it if there's (hopefully) a next time!

Sigh, I needa send everyone my book recs because girlies please there's so much more to the book world than booktok trash pleeeease.

BABE WHAT IS MIKE DOING? Like are we really tryna earn the badge of a first-round playoffs exit instead of PAIGE FREAKING BUECKERS like Mike hello??

ALSO you are the only person who I know will really care about this but did you peep Azzi and Liz following each other? I'm so curious when and how they met because honestly I see the vision for a great friendship there (or you know...a crackship teehee)

[calumhoodgoss]

Cal haha has been for sure following girls he has like 3 new girls on his following list 😂 it’s not breakup core to me there to old for that they’re both basically 30 . Family being involved at those ages should be normal and needs no spectating tbh lol it doesn’t highlight healthy parts as we only see 3 possible family members they actively be around possibly. And the post Taylor was there as well for the brothers bday so yea it was not as deep as she is letting on you guys y’all can breathe now lol and cal looked drunk I’m every post she makes with him or it’s a beer in hand 🤷‍♀️ , Mali still interacts with Nia and did publicity acknowledge her bday in the beginning of cal n brandy relationship so I wouldn’t pay her much attention either . Overall it’s social media anything posted is intentional and it’s meant to attract certain attention. She isn’t ugly but cals been following and dating girls who fits her look and description for years she’s not nothing to fan over she’s an average la girl if you bust you’ll see . And cal isn’t cute to me lol he’s aged a lot in the face he looked better in the photos he posted himself honestly

none of us are holding our breath 😂 we all know its not that deep lol this just a bit of fun for us all 😂😂😂 dw i know their instas are very intentional and thought out. thats what makes it interesting - what they choose to show us is even more telling

i know brandy is average for la but thats still super hot anywhere else haha so i still think shes hot as. i agree though, that wasnt the best photo of cal ive ever seen in my life but, lord knows ive looked far worse in bar flash photos 😅 hes still such a hottie to me. him aging makes him SO much finer imo like ooft thats a hunk of MAN show me the 5 o'clock shadow and stubble and muscle and tired eyes and mature face im HEREEEE FOR IT

totally agree that mali interacting with amh may not be the craziest thing to look out for. amh and any of the girls (the girlfriends/wives) interacting dont really tell me much tbh cause its definitely normal for girls to stay friends long after theyve broken up with their bfs etc. i have multiple close friends ive met this way so 🤷‍♀️ doesnt tell me much about the status of their relationship

[anzuhan]

i really dont get how people get popular on either twt or insta bc ive tried for so long and it never worked but suddenly on the place (tumblr) i said yeahhh i wont post my art here it works like damn ok

i was thinking earlier now bc of the problem w the hiyori post on insta, who am i making my art for. tumblr thats it the answer is tumblr

[the-kipsabian]

2, 5, 15, 21, 43, 56?

2. What kind of emotions do the stars evoke for you, if any? The ocean, the sky, the moon? these are all aesthetics that i fuck very hard with tbh, and seeing especially the moon makes me super emotional honestly. all of this makes me feel so small, but in a positive way

5. Do you see your parents in your appearance or behaviour? Are they favourable traits? i got part of my music taste from my dad (positive) and most of my looks from my mom (which is mostly negative as i dont like the way i look lol)

15. Is there a song, book, movie, or other piece of media that has drastically altered your life? What was it, are there multiple? professional wrestling. ive met most if not all of my best friends through it, its helped me throughout the years with rough times, its the biggest reason i did lots of stuff for the first time this year and got to fulfill some big dreams of mine. i have a tattoo dedicated to someone over it for a reason

21. What's the luckiest you've ever been? man i dont know. i dont really count myself as lucky tbh. probably me landing a job for this year although after finding out i was literally the only applicant so they more or less had to take me idk if that counts either lol

43. How do you express affection? How do you like to receive affection? physically, not a lot either way. im a very huggy person if im very comfortable with someone and i like holding hands, but mostly i default to the kind of "this made me think of you" or giving gifts kind of affection. same with receiving it really, tho i do like hugs as i said, i do very much prefer the way someone randomly thinks of me when we are apart by seeing something that reminds them of me and sending it my way. sharing tweets and insta posts and memes is my love language honestly

56. What (or who) do you daydream about? uuuUUUUUH

this gif is also very accurate for this moment oh dear only the best wife on the planet penelope ford OOF shes like the one that regularly crosses my brain rn on a daily basis (sorry kip your wife is hotter atm)

[fictionfixations]

IM GOING TO CRY I FUCKING DID IT

HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN

2 WEEKS (i was stuck on olivine boss because i just couldnt figure out a workable strategy and i KNOW thats probably not that long in the grand scheme of things but holy fucking shit)

okay okay you know what i did

im already starting to forget it because holy shit but like so

i dont know how but i managed to wait long enough to get everyones ult up???

like so i might be wrong but i think the ppl who immediately guard after like attacking or doing anything really-- i *think* their basic attack has some kind of taunt? or i might be totally wrong but i made them attack if other peoples hp were low but othewrise it was a lot of GUARD GUARD GUARd and not using my ults at all and managing to tank it somehow (i swear i did this before but since then ive been trying to strengthen my characters so like. IDK)

and then i got everyones ults up so i used them all during the same turn and then he could take damage and holy fuckk 😭😭😭

in all honesty idk what i did different that let me win because i mean i think i saved my ults. but also im so fucking tired and the second i stopped needing the strategy i just completely forgot what i did besieds like a vague recollection so IDK for all i know i used my ults early

actually i think i did use my ults early. i dont know how i survived long enough for everyones ults to then get up later though 😭

.........................okay wait no i think

..i think i used morvay and dante ult (as they both do the guarding n taunt) except i waited an extra turn before using it.

and then i think that got everyone elses ult so then i could use them all

so wait yeah i did wait i didnt use them immediately what im confusing myself

and then somehow that got everyones ult synced together?? like they all got their ult back at the same time im so confused

and idk the rhythm of when olivine attacks past turn 10 cause i was using the guide and it was like he'll debuff himself so he wont hurt your allies and im just like

????? idk maybe i did something wrong cause then both blades (who ult without guarding) got fucked. and im not sure if thats because i didnt use like a healing ult because everyone else's hp was good. idk if it wouldve made a difference or if it wouldve been wasted i have no idea

anyway i think id actually be done if there was a limit to how many turns before he insta killed. cause if that existed i think id just self destruct (i took an early screenshot in case i got killed before then, of proof of I ACTUALLY MADE IT SOMEWHERE LETS GOO)

off topic but i think there are 15 chapters? or more than 15? i read a fic which contained (light) chapter 15 spoilers and the way i felt vindicated that HELL YEAH MY PREDICTION WAS RIGHT anyway

but holy fuck 15 ???? im. i jinxed myself last time during like rin's boss fight (or it was rei's idk i did rin and rei during i think either the same day or the day after each other) cause i was like sure hope there arent any more hard bosses and then i got olivine and i just got so confused on what to do because i was struggling to figure out an actual strategy 😭

i. i really hope there arent more boss fights

i mean. i dont think ive seen posts on reddit asking for help during chapters other then like rin rei and olivine but also i havent been looking that far so ive no idea

anyway fucking yippee i feel so drained already its only been like half an hour of me attempting this again but goddamn the way this stressed me out

i think theres a possibility i could beat it without losing anyone. but tbh im so done seeing that battle man get me outta here 💀

(if anyones seeing this and you know theres ANOTHER boss battle. please tell me so i can at least mentally perpare myself. im not gonna continue story rn so)

[lxndonorris]

you say you post about many drivers but its just max.

Post more charles, lando and pierre.

Youre a lando Fan arent you

So much to unpack here, and I normally dont entertain this but Im in a good mood.

1. Yes, I am a max fan. Hes my fave, always has been. I feel like we need more people to support him on and offline tbh. He is honest, and kind but will tell you what he thinks off you without sugarcoating it. I like that. And I follow so many awesome people that post him!

2. Also yes, to being a Lando Fan. He has a similar personality to max, and I chose this url for a reason. Idk if I had changed it wouldnt it destroy the masterlist. But I dont regret keeping it either.

3. Me too anon? Id love to follow more people to see more different drivers on my dash. But Ive been here for 6 years, more or less, and let me tell you that so many people post stuff that isnt for me.

Show me Blogs that dont trash other drivers, dont make fun of other drivers, dont wish harm on other drivers and I will gladly follow them.

Damn, I scrolled through the este and pierre tags and my posts came up rather quickly. And I am not on insta much to collect pics.

Please. If you know fun blogs that are giving off good vibes and hype up their faves without trashing others, I will gladly follow them and share their pics.

I too want to see more charles, carlos, pierre, este, lando, oscar, daniel, nico and so on.

Im just picky and its hard!!!!!!

[quarterprioritymidnight]

Sorry you weren’t selected! But that’s interesting, I didn’t know they asked for social media accounts (I don’t live in the area so I didn’t even click on the link lol) but that is a bit weird. It also makes it seem like they were choosing certain people that are more “popular” in the fandom (for lack of a better word), could be a coincidence that they got selected but them asking for socials makes me think it’s not. I just hope some fans who have never gotten a chance to see them yet got chosen to attend too.

That's ok lol. I've been to a couple of little bas things before, so I've already been v lucky.

yeah you needed either insta or tiktok to sign up, but tbh i think it's probably just about getting data and maybe fanbase demographics and things idk. i dont want to get all conspiracy theory on it, but i think there is a world where people who have bigger followings and/or post about bas a lot did get selected bc that just obviously makes sense from a marketing pov if the aim of the event is to create hype. it is still difficult to say if is wasn't 100% a random draw though bc those are also the people who are gonna post about getting in lol.

from what ive seen the texts were also sent out after they said that everyone had been contacted (classic), so i think that probably made it look like way less people got in than actually did

[1d1195]

HIIIII it’s been a while i’m so sorry i’ve just had a terrible time since i sent my last ask :// summer is soooo kicking my ass but i am trying to persevere !!🫡 LMAO

MAKING HIM TAKE BUZZFEED QUIZZES IS SO SMART OMG I NEED TO TRY THAT !!! he said Steal My Girl 😂😂 lil basic but i can’t blame him it is a bop, we both go crazy when that one comes on

I SAW THE NEWEST UPDATE ON THE my-boyfriend-is-trying-to-be-a-writer-thread and SAMANTHA I CANT WITH YOU LMAOOOOOO this thread is so funny i just love that IT KEEPS GOING dw queen i devoured that 10k traditional chapter as if it were 1k🫡🫡🫡

also queen just wanted to let you know your stories follow me everywhere🥹 saw a framed poster on etsy titled ‘Wildflower Garden’ and it was SOOOOOOOOOO protection coded💔💔 it was a bunch of pretty flowers and it had Sweet Creature lyrics “wherever i go, you bring me home”😭😭 i love them sm he would totally buy it as a present for her on a random tuesday and they would forever hang it up in their home😭 and i saw a video on insta and i was CACKLING😭😭 some girl was talking abt how her dentist had his fingers in her mouth and she said something inappropriate and i was like ‘this is basically the plot of chapter 2 of Toothpaste’ HAHAHAHAH

i saw you posted Most and it looks SOOOO interesting but i really can’t lie im scared to read it cause everyone and their MOTHER are in your inbox hating on some bitch named lauren ??? i don’t know her AND I DONT NEED TO TO KNOW THAT IM NOT GONNA LIKE HER EITHER😭😭 THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN !!! once u post part 2 i’ll def read it🙂‍↕️🤞

I STARTED LOVE AND OTHER WORDS LAST NIGHT ??? I ALREADY LOVE IT i’m barely a hundred pages in and i’m soooo invested in their story. what gets me is homegirl KNOWS he’s the love of her life and HE KNOWS IT TOO ?? and i’m just sitting here like “make out already ???🤨” HAHAHAHA but i know it’s not that easy😔 but i will defff let you know what i think as i read some more

idk if im stupid or what but i had NO clue Christina Lauren was TWO PEOPLE AHAHAHAHAH i opened the back cover of the book and i was like😦😦 ive seen SOOO many people talk about and recommending their books yet i never knew that ?😭 i think co-writing books with your bestie is SOOO amazing omg

HOW ARE YOUUUU ?? I MISS YOU SO MUCH 💕💕 catch me up on everything, big or small it doesn’t matter 🫶🫶🫶

~🎶

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear you weren't doing well! I hope everything is okay, feel free to vent if you need to 💕 I'm so happy to hear from you, but don't feel bad about late replies, I'm happy to hear from you at all 💕

Steal My Girl reminds me of fall (the whole album does) but that was my favorite of their first song album drops. It really fit the vibe. The music video always makes me laugh. I never knew I needed to see Louis with a chimp until then 😭 A LITTLE BASIC. I'm SCREAMING. Good for him though, I don't think that's an obvious choice for casual listeners. I love it!

HAHAHAHAHA I feel like I'm truly living a double agent life. I feel a little bad but I will never tell him. He'll live without knowing. You're so kind 😭 10k of Harry being sick is usually where I start rereading Traditional. I don't think I've reread parts 1-5 since like maybe a week after I wrote them 😂

Omg that's so cute 😭 I think about that a lot, if my writing pops up in people's lives. Someone a while back sent a message that their parents got a new washer and dryer and her mom tested it with like one sock and it made her think about Love and Dryer Sheets and I just thought that was so cool 😭 I LOVE the idea of her buying the poster for her on a random Tuesday. I feel like Toothpaste is going to be simultaneously the most relatable one and least relatable one as idk if I know any hot dentists 😭 but that's really funny nonetheless!

I think I remember you telling me that you don't like to read unfinished stories? I think you did it with Dolcezza maybe; no worries either way. But knowing that, you may want to sit this one out until I get like part 2 AND 3 posted? I feel like I'm going to get "SAMANTHA -🎶" in my inbox and nothing else if you read it before it's done 😂 But yes, we HATE Lauren here. But of course I want you to read it when you have time/want to 💕 I would love to hear your thoughts!

I'm so happy you're loving it! MAKE OUT ALREADY LITERALLY. I just loved their story so so much he's so in love with her I cannot. It gets a little deeper but it hooked me so fast I couldn't put it down. I think I read it in one day.

YES. I forget how I figured it out, if I also read the back cover or if I was googling them or something idk. But it's SO cool they write together! I wish I had a writing bestie to do that with, but anyway!

I'm doing well! I think when we last chatted I was STRESSED™ over everything and now I'm MUCH less stressed thankfully. I'm really not doing a whole lot these days. Just trying to enjoy the summer even though the weather is crappy af lately. Too hot to breathe one day and then raining off and on for hours. Can't do anything outside. I made a yummy pasta dish for dinner last night and other than that, my life is pretty boring.

I hope you're doing better, I've missed you so much as well! I hope that things calm and settle for you so you can relax and enjoy 💕

xoxo

[raybeetle]

“Just get off *blank* site and move!”

Reddit: Bigoted everywhere except like.. 4 subs. Only 2 of those i feel comfortable enough posting in.

Twitter: Elon. And everyones actually fucking stupid

Tumblr: Theres nothing wrong with this website, its the queerest place on the internet! especially for trans women! Theyre treated so well here! cna you please let me g

Youtube: Actually fine (shorts commenters have to be some of the worst people ive debated with. Why debate with them you ask? Its impossible not to.) but its not really social is it (especially not with those commenters)

Mastodon: Hard to figure out if you arent used to the fediverse stuff. I cant personally figure it out because im fucking stupid

Bluesky: Kinda new, not many people on there so your posts wont get that much traction, and ive seen some mean stuff on there.

Tiktok: Twitter but with more 13 year olds who all have the same exact opinion on everything and also hate trans people depending on what side youre on. Also, brainrot. I feel like I have to control what I look at for too long or ill start seeing it more.

Insta: Ive only heard stories from the loved ones of those brave enough to be kinda weird and a little minority on there. Really scary

Discord: all the servers have their own little cliques already, too hard to get into them. The ones that dont are either dead or too active to really be apart of. Also more ofa messaging app, like telegram

Roblox?: Nothings really fun on there except like bee swarm or whatever nowadays. Paying for cosmetics is considered normal (i donr want to do that). Game devs are fucked regularly.

Snapchat: more of a messaging app I think, not really fun if you don’t know people who want to use it.

Facebook: my mom avoids talking about things because she doesn’t want to see them on facebook too much. Even if her phone is off

Quora: Posts that deserve 294729197 likes! Also I keep getting emails from them. I dont fucking care dude

Pinterest: Ai and stolen art. Fine if I have to look for like some aesthetic images but kinda sucks in the art theft regard. not really social either

4chan: Dude

Any other reddit/twitter alternative: owned by Nazis or dead

[jackies-ear]

I love that i found a therapy group and the ppl in it are great and i dont want to leave it but its just been making me sad??

Like i finally after however long have queer ppl i can talk to! About queer things!

But its also making me realize how fucking much i missed that and having ppl (outside of work) that i can actually talk to and connect with, in the ways i cant do w work friends (where im a she/her cishet). And in a way that i had with Sarah, but not completely bc i didnt always talk abt the trans stuff w her

But then also im posting a bit more on insta again, and started posting to my story, and i have an old friend from oregon i havent talked to/seen in years who is always one of, if not the, first to see/react to whatever i posted and im so fucking sad that that relationship fizzled out with life shit and now them fucking reacting to a post brings me to tears?? And like yeah i could message them but now im on the other side of the fucking country and its been years and i have enough trouble holding down friendships when im in the same fucking city like i dont want to start smth up again and then fucking ghost bc i cant hold a text conversation to save my fucking life

And the groups trying to get me to talk more and theres shit that either i only told Sarah or ive told fucking no one and i should prob tell them abt this fucking meltdown im having rn?? But thats fucking terrifying. And its really just abt reconciling thoughts that ive: only told Sarah, only told the group, only told myself.

Sarah. Its just about Sarah. Like every moment of the last 2.5 years. I want this to get easier but also i really dont bc i dont want to forget but i just need it to stop hurting so fucking much all the fucking time its still all i think about